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IkeLive 2nd Anniversary Story — Chapter 04
[Kyoichiro]
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Kyoichiro: Can you… come over here for a second.
In the morning, I was in the living room, and Kyoichiro called out to me while holding Evan and Otto in each arm.
Kyoichiro: Come closer.
MC: ? Oh. Um…
I moved closer, and Kyoichiro bent down to look into my face. Then he placed his forehead against mine. Evan and Otto were still in his arms, snuggling up to him with their eyes closed.
My eyes were wide open.
Kyoichiro: Doesn’t seem like you have a fever.
Even after moving his forehead away, Kyoichiro was still staring at my face. He was doing a medical examination.
Kyoichiro: Your face and eyes are red, so I got worried.
MC: Ah… it must be due to my lack of sleep.
Kyoichiro: I see. In that case…
— That’s how I ended up in Kyoichiro’s office at Bushida Ophthalmology.
The piano school I worked at was closed although it was a weekday. However, Bushida Ophthalmology was as packed as ever.
Kyoichiro, who was nicknamed the ‘Doctor Bushi’, was so popular among the old ladies in the neighborhood that all of them came to see him.
Patient: Thank you, Doctor Bushi.
Kyoichiro: Don’t mention it.
Although he’s a man of few words, Kyoichiro always kindly escorted the old ladies with poor eyesight to the waiting room.
The reason why his clinic was popular with people of all genders and ages, was most likely due to the way he carefully performs his medical examinations, and possesses a high level of knowledge and experience.
While thinking about how popular Kyoichiro was as I sat in the waiting room, I became the only one left. The clinic Kyoichiro’s in charge of was closing for the day.
Kyoichiro: You’re the last patient. Sorry to have kept you waiting.
After getting my eyes examined and being prescribed eye drops for my bloodshot eyes caused by lack of sleep, I waited for Kyoichiro outside the clinic. I turned my head to see him on his motorcycle.
MC: Over here, Kyoichiro.
Kyoichiro: Ah.
Not only did Kyoichiro escort me out to the waiting room, he also offered me a ride back to the Sakuragi since we were both headed for the same place.
Kyoichiro: Hold on tight.
I could feel Kyoichiro’s back vibrate as he spoke. Instead of nodding in response, I nudged his back with my helmet.
On our way home, Kyoichiro stopped by a park to buy hamburgers.
Kyoichiro: I’m a little hungry, sorry for making you accompany me.
MC: No, it's alright. I’m hungry too.
The two of us leaned against the park’s fence and ate our hamburgers.
MC: Yummy! How did you know about this hamburger place?
Kyoichiro: In the past, there was a live music club nearby, and I would always come here for a quick bite. But that place eventually got shut down by Rindou.
MC: I see…
Kyoichiro: I miss it. I thought that I would never have the chance to eat here again. But somehow, looking at you reminded me of it.
Kyoichiro: That live music club had many amazing bands performing there… I wish I could take you to see them.
Rindou — The Music Control Bureau forced countless live music clubs to close their doors forever.
It wasn't rare to hear news of such things happening, but it was inevitably saddening to watch the clubs vanish.
(At most, we won’t lose the memories we’ve made… and we have to relive them from time to time so they don't disappear.)
MC: Kyoichiro.
Kyoichiro: Hm?
MC: I… like it.
I looked up at Kyoichiro’s face.
MC: This hamburger. So let’s come back here more often, and I also want you to tell me all about the live music club.
Kyoichiro: …
(... What's wrong?)
Kyoichiro looked at me in surprise for a moment before looking away awkwardly.
Kyoichiro: Ah, right.
MC: ? Is something the matter? Your face is so… red.
As I wondered if Kyoichiro was running a fever, he covered his face with the back of his free hand.
Kyoichiro: Sorry. I misunderstood and thought you were saying that you liked me.
MC: Misunderstood… wait, WHAT!?
(No way. Did Kyoichiro think I was professing my love to him!?)
Kyoichiro’s confession made me blush.
MC: I mean… you’re not wrong… but… you know…
By the time we left the park, the sun was already setting.
When we entered the Sakuragi's garage on the motorcycle, we heard the sound of a car door slamming shut.
Eisuke: Welcome home.
Eisuke just happened to reach home by car at the same time we did.
Eisuke: Why are you with this man, little puppy? If you want to go on a date… why don't you go with me?
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queridopascal · 3 years
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*Requests open, makes a b-line for your ask button!*
I have two, but you choose which ever one speaks to you!
Javier / Angst (but happy ending lol) : Fem!Reader works with Javi and has developed FEELINGS for him. She assumes she’s not his type but thinks there might be hope cause he subtly flirts with her. But she catches him on a date 💔 She gets a little tipsy and brave and confesses her feelings to him. It’s revealed he has feelings too.
Frankie / Fluff (maybe a little smut 🔥): Fem!Reader and Frankie have established relationship. Both decide they want to surprise each other with something at their monthly bbq party they throw at their place. She want to tell him pregnant (maybe even surprise the other TF boys that they’ll be uncles at the same time??) and he wants to ask her to marry him. ITS A FULL FLEDGE LOVE FEST!
Do with them as you please if you feel so inclined to. Hope you’re having a wonderful day!!
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Hi Heidi! Thank you for this beautiful request. I'm in my Frankie feelings lately, so I chose him (and made it 🔥). Hope you like it 🥰
BBQ Party (Frankie Morales x F!Reader)
Warning: SMUT, 18+, oral sex (f receiving), reference to unprotected sex (p in v), fluff, mention of food and alcohol
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A/N: this has not been proof read, sorry!
The air is humid and hot, the light cotton sheets feel fresh against the sweat slick skin of your bodies. His figure hovers above you, brown eyes glued to your silhouette as he worships you like a Goddess, and he marvels at how perfect and beautiful you look beneath him.
"I love you." he murmurs before capturing your lips with his and cupping one of your breasts, kneading the warm flesh with his fingers.
"Do me, Frankie. Please." you look up at him through your eyelashes, gaze heavy with desire.
How is he supposed to resist when you're looking at him like that?
Frankie wastes no time: his other hand reaches between your thighs and skims gently through your wet folds as a boyish grin spreads across his face. He moves his index finger up and down your slit, watching your face as your mouth drops open in a perfect circle.
His brown eyes are practically glowing, and he meets your gaze for a split second before he starts to lap at your pussy, pushing his tongue inside of you and giving small, kitten licks to your clit.
An excessively loud moan leaves your mouth and he looks up at you, eyebrows shooting high into his forehead as he smiles proudly for the sound he was able to pull out of you.
"Y-you're so good," you whimper, throwing your head back "don't stop, baby."
"Wanna make you cum on my fingers, think you can do that?" he pulls away and waits for your answer, biting his lower lip.
You nod frantically and Frankie takes his time, sliding two of his fingers inside of you, soaked and warm, pumping them, scissoring them and curling them up to graze the spot that has you crying out in pleasure.
He looks at you with a devilish smirk, and goes down on you again, setting the perfect pace and creating a wonderful combination of tongue and fingers. Your hips buck up of their own volition, you are so close and feel like the rope inside of your belly is about to snap.
"Give it to me," he encourages you, pumping faster "come on."
The more he talks, the more you get closer to the edge.
"F-Frankie!" you cry out and come hard, soaking his fingers, his chin and the bedsheets underneath.
He works your trembling body through your orgasm, capturing everything he can with his tongue and humming with satisfaction at how deliciously sweet you taste.
"You still with me, baby?" he mumbles as he kisses his way up to your face, peppering sweet kisses over your stomach and breasts, until he reaches your chin.
You nod, panting uncontrollably, and raise one hand to cup the back of his head so you can finally kiss his lips. His curls are damp with sweat, his tummy feels sticky against your skin, you're surely a mess, but you couldn't care less.
"God, I want you so bad." you declare once your mouths part, and he smiles down at you before kissing you again, hungrily and desperately.
"Gonna fuck you so good, baby," he grunts and positions himself at your entrance, taking his rock hard cock in hand and sliding it up and down your slit "gonna cum in this perfect, tight, wet pussy.”
"Fuck, yes." you let out, still breathless.
"Gonna fill you up, baby." he pushes himself in "Nice and deep."
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You stare at the four pregnancy tests lined up next to each other on your bed, two pink lines clearly visible on every single one of them.
Frankie had told you plenty of times that he wanted to start a family with you someday, and you would talk about it regularly, wondering what your kids would look like and which traits they would inherit from the both of you.
So when Frankie tells you that it's his turn to organize the BBQ party this month, your heart bursts with joy: what better opportunity to announce your pregnancy?
When Sunday finally arrives, your excitement grows as time goes by. Frankie, on the contrary, looks extremely nervous, running left and right to prepare his grilling workstation with all kinds of meats and seasonings.
You take a moment to look at him, and smile to yourself because he's unconsciously already looking like a dad: beer in his left hand, spatula in his right, baseball cap, sunglasses, flip flops and a hawaiian shirt that looks like it has been stolen from Tom Selleck's wardrobe in Magnum P. I.
As soon as the guys arrive, the party comes alive: they laugh and tell stories, they joke with each other and for a moment, you ask yourself if you really want to tell him now.
"Smells delicious." you whisper as you hug him from behind and rest your chin on his shoulder.
"It's almost ready, babe. Go sit with the boys."
"I have to tell you something, Frankie." you clear your throat and move to stand beside him.
"What, wanna become vegan or something?" he flips over a couple of hamburger patties and turns to you.
"No, silly boy," you slap his forearm "I am…"
"You what?" he cocks an eyebrow at you.
"I am pregnant, Frankie."
His mouth opens, the spatula he was holding drops to the ground and his eyes widen like the ones of a kid in a candy shop.
"Are you serious? Oh my God, are you sure, baby?" he asks frantically as his right hand comes to rest on your tiniest hint of a bump.
"Yes, Frankie. You're gonna be a father!" you smile at him and he hugs you tightly, lifting you up and making you whirl in the air.
"I'M GONNA BE A DAD!" he shouts joyfully as he puts you down, and the guys look at each other with surprise before walking up to you both.
"Hey little one," Frankie kneels down before you and whispers "it's me, your dad. Can you help me ask your mom a little question?"
As if acknowledging the silent answer coming from your belly, Frankie takes a deep breath and looks up at you adoringly, his trembling hands holding a small, red box you're not sure where it came from. He opens it and gulps audibly while the guys cheer him from a few feet away.
"Will you marry me?" he finally asks, brown eyes glittering with hope, love and devotion.
You nod a couple of times, tears streaming down your cheeks and he pulls you closer, kissing you softly as the guys gather around and snap some pictures to capture the moment.
"A toast to the lovebirds and soon to be parents!" Pope proposes as he holds up his beer, clinking it with the guys' and Frankie's.
"And a toast to the uncles!" adds Frankie with a gigantic smile on his face.
You sit down at the table with them, eating, smiling and laughing, knowing that this is a day you'll cherish forever.
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I want to say that your posts are so wholesome 😊 and can you do a courting headcannon please. Thank you in advance.
I fell asleep and woke up thinking about this, so as I leave some tabs open for reference, I shall grab an energy drink and get right onto this~♡
You didn't specify what characters you wanted so I will do just for the brothers.
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How The Brothers Court You
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Lucifer
Gloves Off!
You got cold hands? Well, not anymore. Lucifer will often just take them off and give them to you as soon as he feels your hands are slightly chilly. They may be too big to fit on your hands but believe me when I say he is melting at the sight.
He Totally Doesn't Know How to Choose Gifts.
You know that one thing you really liked while you were window shopping but didn't have the money to buy it and Lucifer saw you? Congrats, it's yours now. He thinks he's smooth but the truth is that if it was up for him to choose, it would lead to disaster.
Your Obedient Servant, Lucifer.
This man is BIG on acts of service. You need a coffee in the morning? He is already carrying both yours and his on each hand. Need some help carrying something heavy? He was already sticking his hands and carrying it for you before you even had the chance to find it too heavy. He's a mess.
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Mammon
Love Letters.
A callback to his birthday, Mammon has promised to write letters to you, and he is so adorable at them. Some are small with him giving you compliments, others are big as he writes his heart out to you.
Sing Us a Song You're The Broke Man.
And a callback to the wedding event, you can bet that was not the first time he has sang a song for you. Expect many to be directed to your humble self at every karaoke you take part on with Mammon. Sometimes he is drunk and it's hilarious.
Humble Gifts
Who needs expensive things when you have a blushy Mammon giving you small, yet meaningfull, things? A change of pens, a little candy you wanted to taste, an origami you taught him how to make, and even shiny stones he finds around the devildom, he gives them all to you.
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Leviathan
Love of Love by Love For Love.
Sitting down for hours listening to you ramble attently? Being angry with you, happy with you, sad with you, he will do it with pleasure. To him, if he loves you, therefore he loves what you love too, because he loves the way you love.
Your Personal Benefactor
You need that copy of your favorite book? He totally didn't already plan to go with you. You need a place to concentrate in your studies? Blue actually helps you remember things so he totally didn't think being in his room would help, pff no. He totally isn't always there to give you a hand because he cares what are you on-
What Is Yours is Yours and What is Mine is Also Yours
Callback to a chat with him where he asked to put some of his posters in your bedroom because he ran out of space in his. Don't be fooled, if there is one thing I know from personal experience, letting him put his stuff on your walls makes him go over the moon.
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Satan
The Art of Seduction
The friendly approaches, the teasing, the weekly dates, although he already did it all before catching feelings for you, he totally doesn't know any better. The only difference is how he becomes much less formal, and a lot more smiley.
The One Thing You Can't Replace.
Making your own stuff means there will be nothing else like it in the world, so expect him to get out of his way often to make you handmade gifts. A plushie, a bracelet, a spoon, a book, you name it.
Are You a Turtle-
I headcanon Satan as a biter. He is the person who will playfully try to bite your fingers when it's too close to his mouth, he will nibble on your neck and your earlobe. He won't hurt you, he just likes biting, and he likes you so-
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Asmodeus
Another Benefactor
A callback to season 1's ball on Diavolo's birthday where Asmo gave you your clothes as a gift, so just like with clothes, expect him to buy creams and oils, give you massages and invite you to a spa. He will treat you and himself to all the nice things he can afford.
Show Off.
Oh how he will show off how close you two are. There are selfies on Devilgram with heart emojis, mentions of you in his social circles, everyone knows how Asmo is already fell deeper than the lowest layer of Hell.
Boyfriend Material
Call back to two chats where Asmo has proven to be good at handcrafts by fixing a doll and making his own shopping bag. Expect him to not only buy you things, but to also make some things on his own! Need a new bag? No problem! A purse? Coming right up! A pencil case? He will make it amazing! A coin pouch? Just leave it to him!
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Beelzebub
Hold Me Tight Like Hamburger
Social distancing? Scratch that, he is going to give you a bear hug for every time you guys greet each other, he even lifts you up a bit. He is just really happy.
Eat This
"Bell doesn't share food" yeah right, say that to all the food he has personally held out for your to eat with his own bare hands. And it's not just any food either, the more you like the food he is eating, the more he shares. Oh, it's your favorite? I see, you can have it all, he will get another.
There For You on Thick And Thin
He will be there with a supportive hand when you need encouragement, he will be there by your side when you're sad and suffering, he will be there by your side when you are so excited and happy you can't stay still, he will drop everything, anything, just to be there for you.
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Belphegor
He's a Brat Because He's in Love
Yes he will mess your hair, put things out of your reach, draw on your face while you're asleep and drop pillows and blankets right on your face with love. He can't be honest with his feelings and this is the result.
Romeo
This boy will be you personal sneak buddy. Need alone time in a big party? He does too so c'mon. Can't sleep? He just woke up so c'mon. You just want to run away for a while? He knows a good place, c'mon!
Personal Pillow
Belphie basically ditches his cow print pillow for you. Be it your lap, your shoulders, your belly, he will sleep on you. And the best thing? He loves to let you sleep on him too. Everytime you do it, he curls up around you.
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kpopxx · 4 years
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Spy Games [Chapter 1] : More Than It Seems
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Characters: Twice Momo, Male Reader
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Authors Note: This is literally the first fiction writing I have done since I was a little kid writing stories about a town full of hamburgers. I was inspired to try my hand at writing by the plethora of amazing kpop smut writers out there right now, but by @lockefanfic​, @nsfwtwicecatcher​, @nsfwflint​, and @ggidolsmuts​ in particular. If there are any similarities between my writing and theirs, please forgive me as I’ve spent more hours than I’d care to admit “researching” their work. 
One thing that amazes me is how the hell everyone cranks out thousands of words with such frequency, as this post isn’t even 5k and it took forever to write. I can’t begin to explain how much respect I have for all the authors out there who can write so much and maintain such high levels of quality.
As a new writer, I welcome any and all feedback! Feel free to drop me a line if you have any critiques, or if you just want to chat!
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“Coming up on the target now.” 
“Roger that, remember the office is on the top floor. Let us know when you’re inside. And remember, no elevators...” teases your handler, Choa.
“Thanks for the reminder,” you reply sarcastically.
You survey the skyscraper against the night sky--it would be impressive if it weren’t one of a hundred just like it downtown Seoul--and wonder what you had done to deserve getting the short end of the stick. Of course, you knew there was a reason to avoid the elevators: they sat directly in front of the building’s concierge and the cameras in the lobby, while the stairwell lay in a remote part of the first floor. The logic behind your impending hike didn’t make the reality any less abhorrent.
“Meanwhile, Seolhyun gets to infiltrate an organization in the Caymans. Just my fucking luck.” you grumble to yourself.
“Oh, stop whining, you big baby,” says Choa, reminding you to keep your thoughts to yourself.
You sneak past the lobby and towards the back of the floor you find the entrance to the stairwell in a poorly lit area.
“Beginning my climb.” you report, shaking out your legs as you prepare to go up.
“Sir, I-I’m getting some interference over comms,” chimes in the timid voice of the girl you knew to be your newest team member, Yoo Jeongyeon. “It could just be local chatter, but I want to make sure it’s not someone trying to listen in.”
“Probably nothing to worry about, but we’ll let you know if there’s anything you need to worry about.” Choa assures you. 
As you climb up the stairs, you wonder why anyone would want to listen in on this particular mission. This was a run-of-the-mill operation to investigate money laundering at an accounting firm. You’d infiltrated foreign governments, broken into and bugged the offices of billionaire CEOs, and tailed enemy agents. You could understand people wanting to hear those comms, but this? Either someone wanted something to listen to as a sleep aid, or this mission was more interesting than it looked.
A tip had come in through one of the new girls at the Intel Desk reporting that there was some fishy activity related to organized crime going on at the accounting firm. This was routine and you’d gone on dozens of similar recon missions before: break in, find suspicious intel, get out. But if someone wanted so badly to hear what was going on, the new girl may have stumbled onto something worthy of a promotion. Hayoung, you think her name was. Her chestnut, shoulder-length hair along with her well-endowed physique reminded you of a young mother, but her mature beauty belied her young age. You had caught yourself more than a few times fantasizing about her in your off hours…
You stop mid-way in the stairwell, scolding yourself for losing focus. Too often over the course of the last year you found yourself fantasizing about the women in your life. Sure, before the incident with Eunha you had sexual thoughts about your coworkers--you were surrounded by beautiful women, after all. But recently you noticed that your life was increasingly preoccupied with sex: both in your thoughts and the real-life exploits you carried out. 
Much longer than a few minutes later, you reach the 63rd floor out of breath and sweating, wishing more than ever that it was you and not Seolhyun lounging on the beach. You take a moment to compose yourself before peeking out into the office floor to see if the coast is clear.
“We may have a problem, boss. Jeongyeon looked into the comms disturbance and someone much more sophisticated than the average joe is definitely trying to tap in,” Choa says. “Jeongyeon’s kicking their ass right now blocking their access, but there’s only so much she can do alone. Eventually we’re going to lose control of this channel.”
“Dammit. I knew something was off with this op,” you grumble. “If they want to listen in to whatever I find, it must be important. We’ll go dark. Recon says this should be a quick in and out anyways. I’ll tag you once I’m out.”
“Be careful. Signal us if anything goes wrong. Just don’t do anything stupid.” replies Choa. 
“What do you think they pay me all this money for?” you tease, wanting to put her nerves at ease. “See you on the other side. Over and out.”
You could hear the concern in her voice. Even though keeping you safe was part of her job, you knew she cared about you. You also knew as well as she did that anything could go wrong even in the five minutes it would take you to break in, especially when it appeared that someone knew exactly what you were doing.
You switch off your comms link and head out the door and into the office.
It looked exactly as you expected--rows and rows of non-descript cubicles, with a princely office lined with glass walls occupying the far corner. Jeongyeon had retrieved the floor plan by hacking into the building’s security database earlier in the week, and you knew after her effort tonight in detecting and fending off the comms interference that Choa would want you to acknowledge the work the new girl had been putting in. She certainly was more skilled than the five previous team members you’d fired after Eunha, but you found it difficult to bring yourself to praise her. The Ops Officer position she occupied was a sore point for you, after all.
You deftly pick the lock on the corner office door and immediately sit down in front of the terminal on the desk, logging in with the security bypass Jeongyeon drew up. 
Again your thoughts drift to Eunha. Eunha was your longtime Ops Officer--highly skilled, you trusted her more than anyone. It also helped that she was your fiance. It made you sad to think about her; about what could have been, what should have been. Over the past year, you were constantly reminded of her absence by the utter incompetence of her replacements. You suppose it was nice that at the very least, Jeongyeon didn’t give you many opportunities to bemoan her performance in the same way--to remind you of Eunha.
You shake your head, compelling yourself to rise out of your funk and get on with the mission.
As you scroll through files, you stop on one with a familiar signature. Reading its contents, your eyes open wider--suddenly you understand why someone would be interested to listen in to your communications. You quickly save the file to your flash drive and stand up to leave, only to be startled by a figure in the doorway.
“Care to tell me what’s on that?” comes a familiar voice from the darkness that you knew to be Hirai Momo’s. Momo was an agent for a foreign espionage agency--you had as friendly a rivalry as you could have when working for different governments. 
“What was the point of trying to hack our comms if you were just going to show up and ask me that?”
“I had no intention of coming until you decided to ghost your girlfriends,” teases Momo. “Besides, I like showing you how much better I am at sneaking around.”
Momo flicks on the light and she comes into focus. The Japanese government made a good decision when they hired her, you think. She was built for the job of a seductive spy. Her perfectly toned legs had a lovely sheen all the way up to her short skirt, while her cleavage suggested that her tits were ready to burst out of her tight, patterned blouse. Where most of your attention was drawn, however, was her lustrous blue hair, which fell to her shoulders.
“I may actually need your help with this, once you see what’s on it,” you say, nodding your head at the flash drive.
“Oh, so you’re willing to give it to me? I thought I was going to have to fuck you for it,” she says sarcastically. You knew behind the humor was more than a nugget of truth, though. Sex had been the primary vehicle for information trading with Momo over the years. You decide to test your reading of the situation.
“Just because I need your help doesn’t mean I’m giving it for free…”
Momo brings her thumb to her mouth and bites gently as she ponders your not-so-subtle proposition. She takes her turn to look you up and down, making you feel more than a little self conscious in her gaze of judgment. After so many years in the dangerous world of espionage, there were only a handful women who could make you feel so small. Then again, Momo was no regular girl. 
Once she’s satisfied she has properly appraised your worth, Momo lets go of her thumb and straightens her blouse.
“Fine,” she says matter-of-factly, “let’s get to it,” unbuttoning her blouse as she walks towards you.
You are surprised by the lack of fight she put up, but you thought it best to keep that to yourself. Her tone reminds you of a business meeting--that is, if you hadn’t seen her pull her top off as she approached you. She sits in your lap on the chair, wrapping her arms around your neck as you meet her lips for a kiss. Momo’s mouth was familiar to you, introduced to you many times throughout your career. It seemed like every time you ran across her you had sex. One thing you adored about your relationship with her was that it was absolutely without strings attached. You fucked for work, but just because it was part of the job didn’t mean you both didn’t enjoy it. 
Momo, however, was loath to admit the pleasure she got out of her liaisons with you. Call it pride, call it being professional, whatever--Momo refused to act like sex with you was anything other than work, no different than working in a spreadsheet.
You feel her reach down to your pants, quickly unbuttoning them as she sinks to her knees in front of you. You smirk--her eagerness to please you betrayed her air of ambivalence.
Momo wastes no time getting down to business. You are certain the Japanese trained her very well in tender foreplay, but it seems she doesn’t care much for subtlety at the moment. Instead, she utilizes a more direct method to extract your pleasure--one that must have required its own fair share of training--as she spits on your cock before immediately forcing it as deeply in her mouth as she can take it. One, two, three bobs is all it takes for her to reach the base of your cock, her nose buried in your pelvis.
“Fuuuck me, that’s good,” you groan as you hold her head in place for several seconds, and Momo replies in turn with a cough that spits a healthy serving of saliva on to your cock. You release your grip on the back of her head to give her a chance to breathe, but she surprises you when she simply continues to work her mouth on your increasingly saliva-drenched cock, swirling her tongue around your base. Most of the other women you had slept with in recent months would be gasping for air by now, but Momo’s demeanor was cool, calm, and collected. Almost as if she was reading your mind, Momo paused her slurping and pulled her mouth off your shaft--but not forgetting to continue stroking it with achingly deft corkscrew motions.
“What’s the matter? Girls in your department not able to take care of your cock like a real woman?” Momo clicks her tongue and grins. “I’ve told you for years, you’d never be treated so poorly if you came to work for a professional outfit like ours.”
“Shut up and suck my cock.”
Momo shrugs, and gets back to the task at hand. Slobbering even more as she takes you into your mouth again, you pause to thank your lucky stars that you had a job that paid you in part to fuck women like Momo. You gaze upon her face, which has become just as messy as your cock. Momo’s sloppy blowjob has not only left liberal amounts of spit on your cock, but on her face as well--with strands of her blue hair plastered to her cheeks. Even though you thought it impossible, you feel your cock get harder at the sight of Momo’s messy face.
For several minutes, Momo continues inhaling your cock as you find yourself nearing the point of no return, you yank Momo’s head off your throbbing cock in order to prolong your session. A bit too forcefully, it seems, as Momo falls over onto her side.
“What the fuck!” yelps Momo as she picks herself back up, glaring at you. “I suck your cock and you thank me by throwing me on the ground?
“I didn’t mean to, I’m just not ready to cum yet. We both know you would’ve ignored me if I had asked you to stop.”
“I guess you’re right about that,” Momo replies sheepishly. You knew from previous run-ins with her that she loved nothing more than swallowing cum. Even though you had just denied her that favor, you were already thinking about how to make it up to her in a few minutes.
“How about I repay your kindness? Get up on the table and let me eat you.”
“Let’s skip the pleasantries. I’ll get up on the table, but you’re going to fuck me.”
“Someone’s eager to see what’s in this thumb drive,” you tease, inadvertently reminding yourself that this was a transactional liaison. You suspected that Momo’s interest in you extended beyond her desire for the information at hand, and part of you yearned to take her outside of the confines of work. You’re skeptical such a day would ever come, however, given how ambitious Momo was. 
You knew her story--she applied for a job in the Japanese spy agency several years ago, making it all the way through the process before being cut at the very end. She ended up receiving an offer shortly after one of the other finalists died in a ‘training accident’, but Momo lived with a chip on her shoulder ever since. She lived and worked with a pathological drive to prove the agency wrong in their original decision to cut her. Already the youngest lead operative in her country’s history, she had an eye on the directorship and seemed destined for it. So, you supposed, it was nice to be able to fuck her before she became famous.
Momo hops on up on the desk, hiking up her skirt to reveal a delicious-looking blue thong that matches her hair. She looks behind towards you with lust heavy in her eyes as she pulls her thong to the side, revealing her glistening pussy--already dripping, you noted.
“I don’t have all night.”
More than happy to oblige, you line your painfully throbbing cock up with her pussy and you can feel the warmth radiating from it. You take a second to appreciate Momo’s incredible physique as your hands graze downward from her upper back, to her hips, and finally to her ass. As you rub it, you cannot help but appreciate how sublimely taut it is. 
“Jeeze, you act like this is the first time you’ve seen a woman naked,” Momo jabs, interrupting your reverie.
You are starting to get annoyed with Momo’s demeanor. It was nothing new, really--she always carried an air of superiority--but it nonetheless grates on your nerves to see her be so dismissive. You are mature enough to understand that at least a part of this aggravation had to do with the fact that you knew Momo slept with plenty of men for work. Not so mature, however, to be able to stifle the primal urge deep inside of you that wanted Momo to see you as the best of all her lovers. More than ever, it seemed that sexual vanity mattered a great deal to your self-confidence.
With a renewed sense of purpose and your cock in hand, you enter Momo slowly with a long stroke until you fill her to the hilt. In unison with your initial insertion, Momo lets out a whine that crescendos as you bottom out.
As you begin to thrust in and out Momo settles in and widens her stance ever so little, which has the added benefit of allowing you to go even deeper into her warm, wet pussy. Momo was not a girl of surprises. Her face was gorgeous, capable of angelic beauty and fiery lust. Her body reflected the many hours she spent in the gym with ample breasts, insanely tight abs, and a toned ass to match. Her pussy feels exactly as sublime as her beautiful face and incredible body suggested. The perfect combination for a woman who used her body to seduce and take advantage of brainless men. You decide to push out your mind the realization that at this very moment, you are in fact one of those men.
You wanted to make sure Momo felt each and every drive into her hot flesh. Momo continued to moan quietly, each breath punctuated with a new thrust and the sound of your skin meeting hers.
“Looks like someone’s gotten real quiet all of a sudden,” you say, noticing her haughty attitude had subsided as pleasure took you both over.
“Oh, get over yourself,” Momo says, looking back at you with rekindled determination in her eyes, “you’re no better than half the guys I’ve been with. I’m here for the file, not for whatever you call this.” She cooly turns her head to face front again, leaving you seething.
Your twinge of annoyance was now a bubbling boil.
You slow down before withdrawing your cock from her warmth--Momo lets out the faintest whine of disappointment, betraying her dissatisfied front.
Just as Momo turns her head again to complain, you quickly slam your cock deep inside her. Momo yelps, and you notice her eyes bulge as you move your hips in a circular motion with your cock filled to the hilt, scraping deep inside her pussy. After several seconds of this you grab a makeshift ponytail out of her hair and yank backwards, causing her to gasp and arch her back instinctively. As much as she bothered you with her air of indifference, you had to admit that the image in front of you was the stuff of dreams.
Taking advantage of the highly erotic sight before you and the increased leverage offered by your grasp of her hair, you began to truly fuck her with quick and powerful strokes.
“Take it, Momo,” you grunted, beads of sweat beginning to form on your forehead.
Momo said nothing, emitting only breathless gasps from her open mouth. You noticed that their intensity was gradually increasing, so you increased the speed of your shaft penetrating her young, sinful body. You knew she was enjoying this, but you wouldn’t be satisfied until you broke her facade. You wanted her to lose herself to you.
You speed up even more, and the volume of your skin slapping together increases as her pussy drips wetter and wetter, mixing with your leaking precum. You are slamming your cock into her now, and Momo has to grab on to the table to steady herself. Slowly but surely her pretense was crumbling.
“You want it, don’t you Momo? You want more?”
“Fuck yeah,” Momo gasps hoarsely, struggling to speak with her hair being pulled, “Give it to me...o-oh...fuck, give it to me!”
Satisfied that she had succumbed to her pleasure, you relax your grip on her hair slightly and lean over to growl in her ear.
“I’ll give it to you. I’m gonna make sure you remember this, make sure every time you’re with another man you wish it was me.”
Momo acknowledges your promise with a deep groan, giving you great pleasure as you resumed fucking her gorgeous body.
Your eyes drift downward to her glorious ass, now shining with sweat and jiggling violently with each crash of your cock inside her. Inspired by the sight, you release her hair and put one hand on her hip and begin striking her ass with your other. Momo shrieks in surprise, but quickly looks back at you with lidded eyes while biting her lip to tell you she wanted more.
Again you oblige, and it was quickly becoming clear that lust and pleasure were staging a coup of Momo’s senses. She’s making lots of noise, but nothing intelligible. Nothing but guttural moans interspersed with high-pitched squeals. You continue spanking her ass, alternating cheeks--noticing a deep pink beginning to form on both. She’d most likely be dealing with soreness for several days after this, you think.
“You wanna cum, Momo? Cum for me, I know you want to.”
“Mmmmm...Ah, ah, AH! Unggghh,” comes Momo’s response.
“Come on Momo, fucking cum baby...cum all over this cock,” you shout, sincerely hoping there was no one working in an adjacent floor to hear.
“FUUUUCK!” Momo screams eloquently, suddenly dropping her head as her body begins convulsing. You knew what to expect having slept with her before, but you are nonetheless surprised to see how completely overtaken her body was by pleasure. Her upper body jerks spastically as her legs tremble with your cock plunged deep inside her pussy, all the while letting out a high-pitched whine that turns into a soft whimper. Just a few minutes before she was defiant and happy to throw insults at you...now she was a mewling, writhing mess incapable of speaking. The dark, primal part of you is satisfied by her tacit recognition of your talent.
After a short while, Momo begins to compose herself and lifts her upper body from the table. You take it as a sign to slowly resume taking your cock in and out of her. You decide to give her now glowing pink ass a rest and caress her back, tracing long lines with your nails.
“Mmmmm, that feels good,” Momo says, her eyes still closed, “you fuck me so good.”
You slowly begin ramping up the pace, rolling your hips with each stroke. You want to make sure your cock pleases every inch of Momo’s pussy, and make sure it craves you when she’s alone at night. 
After several minutes of this tender, softer version of lovemaking, Momo comes back to her senses. She arches her back again and turns her head to gaze in your eyes as you continue to take her. She begins to move her ass back and forth on your cock in unison with your own strokes.
“Oh my god, you feel so good in my fucking pussy! Every...fucking...stroke!” Momo gasps, the final words punctuated by the force of her majestic ass crashing against your cock.
“You’re a bad girl, Momo,” you tease, “you like being taken and shown who’s boss, don’t you? You like me grabbing your hair and slapping your ass?”
“Yes!” she gasps, “Yes I love it! Mmmmm...I want you to fuck me until you cum. Fuck me until you cum!”
There was no command in the world easier to follow.
Satisfied that you had fulfilled your vain, immature desire to see her acknowledge your skill as a lover, you now focus yourself on extracting pleasure from the young woman beneath you. You settle into a pace with rough strokes, fiercely pounding her over and over. Your pleasure rises with each thrust, aided not only by the mindblowing caress of her pussy, but by the incredible sight of Momo on all fours before you moaning with each strike of your cock inside her.
“Fuck Momo...I don’t think I have much longer, I’m gonna fucking cum so hard!”
“Yes,” comes the response from Momo, “Yes, yes! Fucking cum baby, I want your cum so bad!”
A few more thrusts and you can feel the point of no return coming. For a brief moment you contemplate cumming inside Momo, to truly claim her. You quickly reconsider, wanting to give her what she truly wanted--to swallow your load.
And so, you quickly withdraw your cock from Momo’s now sopping wet pussy and she instinctively turns around and drops to her knees on the floor. Stroking your cock with great fervor, her mouth wide open begging for what was to come.
“Please give me your cum, please, please! I want it...I need it! Cum for me!”
Your head tilts backward as a long groan escapes your lips. Your cum explodes from your shaft, shooting long, thick ropes of semen into her mouth and onto her cheeks and nose. Over and over, your cum splashes on her beautiful face until you finally reach the end of your orgasm, panting and exhausted. Momo’s face is a pornographic picture of lust, her eyes rolled back in pleasure as she swallows the mass of cum you deposited in her mouth.
“I fucking love your cum,” Momo says as she wipes the remaining cum off her face with her finger and promptly brings it to her tongue before swallowing it down as well.
“I’m glad we were both able to get what we wanted,” you say, struggling to catch your breath.
“Speaking of getting what I wanted…” Momo says, nodding her head to the part of the floor where the USB drive now sits, evidently thrown from the table during the session that had just taken place.
“Right,” you say, suddenly remembering you’re here for work, “make a copy and let’s get out of here.”
“Great,” says Momo, still on the floor with a satisfied smile of content on her face, “Hey, I meant what I said about having you join our team. As much shit as I give you, we could really use someone with your talent.”
“Thanks, but I think I’m better off staying put. Don’t think the Korean government would let me live if I tried defecting.”
“Probably true,” says Momo as she begins picking up her clothes, “Never hurts to ask, though.”
***
A few minutes later, you and Momo had both gotten dressed and copied the file onto a drive for her. Momo disappeared into an adjoining hallway and you set off to traverse the stairwell again. As you prepare yourself for the descent, you also steel yourself for the repercussions of giving the intel to a foreign spy agency. With the information you saw in the file, you knew the Japanese would have to be looped in sooner or later. If it was going to happen eventually, you thought it made the most sense to entrust that intel to the agent on the other side you knew would make sure things got done correctly. As logical as it seemed to you, however, you knew it wouldn’t be taken well back at the office.
You click on your comms link, now knowing there’s nothing to fear. 
“Hey Choa, I’m on my way back to the rendezvous.”
“Oh thank god! That took forever, I was about to call for a tac team!” Choa sighs with audible relief, “I take it you got everything you needed?”
“Got more than I needed, actually,” you say, nervous about Choa’s reaction to what you say next, “Listen, there’s one small thing you should know...”
“You did WHAT?!”
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The first time you see Vinnie’s penis.
More fluffy and funny then usual but daddy kink as always lol
Vinnie and I have been seeing each other for awhile it's been 3 months since we started dating. I told him I wanted to take things slow so we just told are friends last week, we're not planning on going public anytime soon. However, when I said I wanted to take things slow I didn't mean this. Fucking. Slow. We have yet to do more then open-mouth kissing. I know Vinnie wants to go further he grabs my body so tight when we kiss I can feel him stiffen and then he pulls away. I wanna tell him I want to go further but I'm too nervous I haven't even spent the night at his house yet. However, My best friend told me that enough was enough and I need to put my big girl pants on and ask Vinnie to spend the night at my house. She then proceeded to tell me I need to grow up and suck his dick and stop being a little bitch.
This may sound unfair because we all go at are own pace but honestly, she's not wrong Vinnie is my first boyfriend so I'm just scared to fuck up and embarrass myself I haven't told him that I just figured he can tell. I very obviously didn't know how to kiss, I was so stiff and awkward the first time, Vinnie had to place my hands that we're stuck to my sides on his waist making my hands and knees shake with anxiety. Vinnie never complained or teased me about it and after a few minutes I got the hang of it and stopped being so nervous. I suppose I kiss alright now Vinnie never complains but he never complains about anything sometimes it bothers me. I just wanna know what he's thinking and feeling. I take a deep breath and pull up his contract I press facetime hoping it's not bad time. ”Hey pretty girl” I giggle at him ”Vinnie, do you wanna spend the night at my house tonight?” I ask. I know if I waited any longer I would Chicken out ”I-ye- yea I would love too!” Vinnie says shocked ”um do you want me to come over now?” I look around my apartment and decided to clean up a bit and shower.
”Actually can you come over about 7 or 8 I wanna shower and make dinner?” I ask as I walk into the kitchen to pull out some Hamburger to become room temp. ”Yea of course do you want me to get anything or bring anything? He asked me ”no I'm good, so I'll see you later then.” ”Yes see you then haha,” Vinnie says awkwardly ”alright bye baby” I hang up and tidy up the living room and my bedroom before hopping in the shower. I put on cute lingerie just in case before putting on a big t-shirt and shorts. I walk downstairs and turn on some music then I head into the kitchen and start cooking the tocos I'm making for dinner.
I'm almost down with the tocos when I hear a knock on the door I whip my hands with a towel as I walk to the door. I look out of the peephole to see it's Vinnie and Immediately open the door giving him a hug and a quick kiss. ”mmm did you miss me or something?” Vinnie says with a chuckle kissing me again
”Yea I'm excited for our sleepover! Come on the tocos are done!” I grab his hand as pull him into the kitchen with I hand Vinnie a plate and grab my own both of us filling them with tocos sitting down and eating watching some anime Vinnie likes. When we're done I grab are dishes, and walk the kitchen Vinnie following close behind ”Let me do that, you cooked dinner” I kiss him lightly standing on my tippy toes ”no I got it I'm just gonna put them in the dishwasher you can get ready for bed or take a shower if want I'll be up there soon.”
After I put the dishes up I turn off the lights and double-check the door to make sure its locked up. I then head upstairs and I see my bathroom door closed and no Vinnie so I lay in the bed and think about how I'm gonna bring up in conversation that I wanna speed things up a little. I'm spaced out in my own little world I didn't even hear Vinnie get out of the shower
”baby I didn't bring pajamas but if you want I can put my sweats back on?” Vinnie asks as he towel drys his hair my eyes glued to his skin-tight black boxers, His happy trail and v lines making my mind numb to everything around me. ”I guess it's not a problem then huh” Vinnie says snapping me out of my dirty thoughts I feel a blush bloom on my face. ”Its ok baby, look all you want it's all yours” Vinnie says as puts his towel back in the bathroom. That sentence went straight to my core I would never admit it, but what he said made me feel encouraged me to do what I did next.
I hurry and take off my shirt and shorts before sitting back on the bed Vinnie steps out of the bathroom and looks at my half-naked body in my skimpy dark purple lingering and just walks around the bed before sitting down so are looking at opposite sides of the room. I let out a puff in frustration he didn't even look embarrassed to see me like this, maybe he doesn't think I'm pretty my bottom lip quivers but I refused to cry. I stand up as I fast walk to my drawers grabbing pajamas and running to the bathroom I pull off my expensive lingerie I bought just for tonight and toss on an old sweatshirt and leggings tossing my perfectly curled hair into a messy bun I bend over picking up my undergarments. Stepping out of the bathroom I see Vinnie sitting in the bed he then looks up but I look away before throwing my new underwear in the garage next to the door silently as I turn off the lights I hear Vinnie gasp.
”Baby-” Vinnie starts to say ”just go to sleep Vinnie.” I say coldly as I turn my back to him and close my eyes ”I- Baby I'm sorr-” Vinnie tries again to speak ”stop Vinnie I get it, it's over with and it won't happen again just go to bed.” I say with attitude ”what do you get exactly? because I feel like I'm just on the page you were on a few seconds ago and now you're on a whole other page.” I sniff and look at him ”You don't think I'm attractive it's fine just honestly I wish you would ha-” I mumbled, ”WHAT! WHO SAID THAT!” I jumped at the raise in his tone ”DON'T YELL AT ME!” I sit up and yell back ”You said it yourself when you came out of the bathroom to find me in skimpy ass underwear and just ignored me and sat looking away from me.” I say angrily as tears start to fall from frustration.
”NO I THINK YOUR THE MOST GORGEOUS WOMAN I HAVE SEEN-I-I-I” he stops and takes a deep breath ”baby I didn't want to make you uncomfortable you said you wanted things to go slow and I was amazed you asked me to sleepover tonight I didn't want to risk you being uncomfortable if I mentioned how sexy you looked in case that's just what you like to sleep in” Vinne looks down and sighs ” I know how fucking dumb that was now looking back... I'm sorry baby” he grabs my hand and squeezes it. I squeeze back and turn towards him kissing him on the lips ”all is forgotten, love,” I say as I rub his cheek lovingly ”If you're still down for it..... I would love to see you in it up close and personal...only if you want too yo-” Vinnie starts to ramble. ”Give me one second to change” I then grab them out of the trash and run to the bathroom putting them back on pulling my hair out of the bun it's still pretty curly.
I walk out and see the lights are back on and Vinnie’s sitting on the side of the bed that is closer to the bathroom. He looks up and locks eyes with me before slowly dragging his eyes down my body ”Can you turn for me pretty?” I blush and I slowly turn doing a full 360 ”Oh shit baby your perfect” Vinnie moans out standing
Up as he takes my hand pulling me a little closer ”Do you want to take it off?” I ask with a sudden burst of confidence. ”I-I yea... Am-am...ya know-” I interpret him ” Yes please touch me, Vinnie.” I moan slightly as he pulls my bra off before I turn around and bend over so Vinnie will get a good view of my ass and pull my underwear down my legs before stepping out of them and slowly walking the short distance to the bed with Vinnie.
He reaches his hand out to me, before turning me twirling me in a circle twice ”God baby you're so fucking sexy” I grab his face and kiss his lips ”touch me please” I whimper out
”anything you want baby girl just say the word and it's done I don't want you to feel like that ever again, you're the most beautiful girl in the world.” Vinnie says as he pulls my hips towards him pulling me on his lap my clothed core resting on top of his semi-hard dick I blush as I grab ahold of his shoulders balancing myself on his lap. ”First you need to tell me something” Vinnie says ”is this your first time with..... Yea know anything” I giggle
”everything is a first for me” I answer honestly
”I'm not dense I know what a penis looks like I just have never done anything before, I've never had a boyfriend so everything is new and I mean everything” I laugh and blush.
Vinnie takes a deep breath pulling me into a hug ”have you ever touched yourself before” I suck in a breath too late now for personal questions ”um... No” I confessed face bright red at this point. ”Don’t be embarrassed baby I'll teach you” I groan as I throw my head into Vinnie's neck but as I did I grinded into his lap making us both moan. Vinnie crashes his lips against mine grabbing my hips and making me grind against his hard dick, his mouth biting and licking at my bottom lip, I wanna kiss Vinnie like that I bet his lips are soft I take a leap of faith and nibble on his bottom lip this time. Vinnie lets out a groan bucking his hips against my grinding core I have never felt this feeling in my tummy it's kinda distracting I feel Vinnie lick my teeth I open my mouth for him and his warm tongue caressing mine in a warm embrace. My hips snap against his growing bulge the pressure in my tummy starting to feel really good as I let out a small moan gripping Vinnie’s shoulder as our tongues slid in each others mouths.
He tastes like mint and cherry chapstick making me release more moans as I run my hands through his hair tugging and grinding at the same time ”Oh Vinnie we have to stop somethings wrong with my stomach-" Vinnie just moans and kisses my neck grabbing my hips making me grind even harder against him ”Vinnie what are you doing-” Vinnie bucks and grinds against my core ”Gonna make you cum baby” I can feel my stomach drop this is
”but-” I let out a loud moan ”Vinnie- stop-OP UGH DON'T STOP PLEASE VINNIE!” my hips stuttering against his ”that's right baby... Let it out” Vinnie says as he rubs my ass in between his hands. ”OOOOH VINNIE” I feel my soul leave my body as I go limp against him I can feel my arousal on his boxers.
I feel Vinnie lay me down on the bed rubbing my thighs as he kisses my quivering stomach
”gosh vinnie... That was-Vinnie what are you do-” I let out a loud moan as vinnie sucks Hickeys on my inner thighs as he rubs my clit in circles softly ”do you trust me Princess?” I sigh and try to control my breathing. ”Yes Vin I trust yo-U AGH... Please touch me” Vinnie leans his head down blowing cool air on my area ”can I taste you baby” my eyes fly open ”can you what?” I look down at him with a questioning gaze. Vinnie just chuckle before licking a thick stripe slowly up from my dripping hole to my sensitive clit making me released profanity
”AGH VINNIE FUCK..MORE” I thrust my hips on his face as he swirls his tongue around my clit before dipping it inside of me. His mouth makes slurping sounds as whines and moans come out of mine.
I grab his head pushing him down so I am humping his face I feel the vibrations from him groans ”VINNIE ITS HAPPENING AGAIN.” I warn him ”let it out baby I wanna taste your sweetness all over my tongue baby.” I grab fists full of his hair as I moan and grind against his tongue driving me crazy. ”DADDY YESSSS FUCK!” I moan out as I release my hold on his soft hair his tongue still slurping up my wetness. Vinnie pulls away as he licks his lips breathing heavily ”you taste so good baby you think I could have another taste?” he says as his head tilts looking at me ”yes but I want to taste you first.” I say as I eye his large cock in his boxers begging to be released ”you might have to help a little.” I drop to my knees in front of Vinnie ”Oh baby you don't have to do that I-” I look up at him with a pouty face ”I want to.” I say with my bottom lip hanging out out
”Don’t you want me to make you feel good daddy?” I bat my long lashes up at him ”I wanna taste you sooo bad daddy” I bite my lip as I trace the band on his boxers ”I- ok baby what ever you want” Vinnie says with a moan.
I lean in close to him as I pull down his tight boxers I see something flash by at the same time as I feel something hit me on the tip of my nose making me jump back and gasp. Vinnie lets out a loud laugh and a blush spreads across his face ” I guess I should have told you to back up a bit huh” Vinnie says with a nervous laugh my eyes wide as i’m face level with the biggest dick I have ever seen IN MY LIFE. ”Holy shit Vinnie it's-it’s HUGE!” I move my head to the side to see it better, the width and length of his cock kind of scared me honestly ”Vinnie..... I don't think it's gonna fit....anywhere.” His red mushroom tip leaking pre-cum, I trail my eyes along the Vain in his cock leading my eyes to his massive balls.
( I hate myself 😁) ”you don't have to if you don't want to baby-” I tear my eyes from his beautiful cock to look into his own eyes ”Oh I want to...it just might take a second.” I lick my lips before licking his big angry tip he tastes kinda good ”mmm daddy you taste so good” I kitten lick his tip while I grab a hole of his thick base rubbing my thumb over his balls. I giggle to myself ”W-What baby?” Vinnie asks as he runs his hands through his hair ”your balls are soft... I was kinda expecting then to be hard”
I say with a laugh Vinnie chuckles down at me ”you really don’t ha-” before he could finish his sentence I take his cock as far into my mouth as I could licking and sucking not really knowing what to do I just sit there sucking on his cock. ”Oh fuck baby move” I pull back confused as Vinnie whines at the loss of contact ”move what?” Vinnie throws his head back moaning ”Jesus you really have no clue what your doing do you?” I shake my head no as I look up at him ”you just want to move your head back and forth-”my eyes widening ”like your fucking my mouth!” I say excited and grab ahold of his hips and look up so we are looking into the eyes of each other ”fuck my mouth baby show me how you like it.” My mouth watering at the thought of his taste making my mouth fall open as my hands hold on tight to his hips
”fuck baby are you sure” ”yes daddy please I wanna taste you.” I whine as my mouth falls open again immediately his hot tip is pushed in my mouth. Vinnie takes a deep breath as he slowly pushes back into my throat I moan slightly as his taste floods my mouth latches around his thick cock. I moan and rub his thighs, laughing to myself at his harry legs, His cock hits the back of my throat making me open my eyes he's only a quarter of the way covered by my mouth I push against him making is tip go further down my throat I choke a little bit keep pushing ”Oh fuck baby th-that feels so good” he runs his hand through my hair about half of his cock is in my mouth. Now it's a challenge to fit the whole thing in my mouth I know I can do it so I push further down his cock looking up at him for help. ”fuck baby are you sure?” I nod my head as I breathe heavily through my nose Vinnie grabs my hair into a makeshift ponytail and pushes my head down slowly I can feel his cock go deeper down my throat making be moan around him.
”Baby I won't last long if you keep doing that your throat is so tight.” Vinnie moans out before pushing the rest down my throat I choke around him making him moan I pull my head back so I could get a breath through my nose before taking him back into my mouth I began sucking and licking his base best I could with his cock down my throat. ”fuck baby just like that” Vinnie groans out I play with his balls in one hand as I pull back to catch a breath I lean forward to suck on his balls making him throw his head back and grab onto the wall behind me. ”I’m not gonna la-last long pretty” Vinnie moans out ”cum down my throat with your pretty cock daddy” I put his cock back in my mouth sucking as I move my head back and forth before putting him down my throat again I feel his tip twitch ”Baby I'm cumming! I'm cumming!” Vinnie thrust his hips against my face his balls slapped my spit-covered chin I feel his warm cum flood down my throat, swallowing all of it.
”mmm daddy you taste so good” I stand up and hug Vinnie as he leans into me making me laugh ”come on handsome let's go to bed.” I lay Vinnie down before covering him with the blanket and kissing his lips ”I'm the one that's supposed to be taking care of you.” Vinnie says with a pouty face making me laugh ”gonna brush my teeth real quick baby” when I get back Vinnie is barely awake waiting for me ”I was gonna go to sleep but I want kisses and cuddles.” Vinnie says with a yawn I walk over to him and get in bed giving him a big kiss before turning so his naked chest against my naked back we fall asleep to the sound of each others breathing.
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finn-ray-nal-beads · 3 years
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The Time Of The Season
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A/N: Hey guys! I finally felt slightly good enough to post this and hopefully, it does this story some justice. The wedding is coming up and a surprise or two is in store before this whole craziness wraps up! All of the love from me to you and thank you for being patient with me!
Warnings: Fluff, smut, tw: slight somnophilia, tw: slight choking, tw: daddy kink, tw: breeding kink, tw: unprotected sex, creampies (because I'm so predictable), oral sex (F receiving), all kinds of warm fuzzies (because again I love these two), squirting
(PLEASE for the love of Satan let me know if I miss a tag or TW, I try to be so hyper-aware and I miss tags all the time, I am so sorry)
The light shone through the cream curtains once again in your soft bedroom. The rays of sunlight bathing the cotton sheets as you woke up to the sound of his breath panting on the back of your neck.
The baby hairs standing in goosebumps as the hot air ebbed and flowed over your soft skin. He stirred slightly, pulling you into him like a stuffed animal, forcing his morning wood to bury itself into the crevices of your asscheeks. You laughed slightly, eyes still shut, bathing in the morning sun as you listened to the morning sounds. The birds chirping, a lawnmower in the distance stirring, along with someone hammering something down the road. It was another lazy Sunday.
Flip didn't have work, and it was the only day out of the week you both truly had for the two of you together. And you both made the most out of it doing the simple tasks you loved of course, on top of planning a stressful wedding, to which you both shoved aside for this day and this day only.
It was perfect, the feeling of him tightening his grip on your waist as he began to stir awake as well. His gruff moan in between your shoulder blades hid his tired eyes to the morning sunlight. He pecked the skin with his lips, rubbing up and down your midsection as you melted into him.
“Good morning, cowboy,” you whispered, running a small hand through his bed head as he gruffed a reply back.
“Mornin’,” he rose from behind you, laying a head between your neck and shoulder as he pushed into your head massage, “how did you sleep honey?” he whispered back, kissing and licking on your earlobe.
“Mmm, so good,” you said with a slight gasp, feeling his big hand knead your naked tit, hearing his graveled voice moan in his throat as he felt your ass push back on his pelvis.
“Is my butterfly all wet?” he groaned, his cock stiffening even harder as he heard your pretty voice sing for him, “did I not do my job last night?” smiling as he trailed kisses down your neck, running his other hand to cup your cunt in his grip, your folds completely slicked with arousal.
“Jesus, honey,” he growled, inhaling your sweet floral scent as you moaned, your hips pushing into his digits as he circled your bud with his middle finger slow and steady.
“I’ll always need you, Phil,” his tip twitched hearing your gorgeously shrill voice whisper his name.
“Just say the words, Y/N, I’ll make ya feel good,” inching his cock in between your warm thighs, his eyes rolling back in his head from the touch of your supple skin on his aching member.
“Fuck me, cowboy,” gripping his cheek from behind in a searing kiss, his hips pushing his dick deep into you with a single thrust, the feeling causing the both of you to groan in pleasure as your tongues touched each other.
“So, fuckin’ good for me,” he grunted, picking up the pace as he gripped your hip in a fervor, “I love you so much, Y/N,” panting as he kissed up and down your neck, bathing your mewls for him.
“I-I love you m-most,” you gasped, his tip gliding over your walls in the most tantalizing of ways, causing you to grip at the sheets in bundles while your mouth fell open in absolute pleasure.
“T-that’s it butterfly,” he cooed, picking up his pace again, slightly, to rub even faster on that spot he came to know very well, “you cum all over this cock,” he growled, bringing his free hand to grip your throat.
Your eyes rolling back in your head as the oxygen supply was depleting. Your moans and writhing only spurring his ministrations faster as he rubbed the spot to stoke that fire to a full blaze.
The feeling was euphoric. Your release came over you in a cascade of sparkles behind your closed eyes. The waterfall began from your crown to your toes as it washed over you in a stimulated haze. His words and actions only prolonging the high as he felt your velvet cunt clench around him.
“Jesus f-fucking,” he punched in once more, the hot gravy releasing into your hole in a flood as he gritted his teeth, his head resting in between your neck still while you pet his matted hair.
“Such a good boy,” you cooed, kissing him in bliss as you felt his cum coat your walls, the warmth from the sun no match as you reveled in his release.
“Mmm, I’m glad I could help,” he panted, kissing you again, this time more sweetly as your breaths timed downward, and the highs subsided slowly.
“What are we up to today honey?” gripping your ass cheek as he slid himself out of you, making sure to stuff the dribble back up where it belonged, loving the little moans you released as he did so.
“What we usually do,” stretching yourself out while he hovered over you, kissing every inch of exposed skin and whispering pretty little things as he did so. You gripped his face after the tenth kiss on your stomach, bringing his handsome features to strike your soul as you rubbed his cheeks with your thumbs.
“I just love you,” whispering as he lowered himself to kiss you ever so softly, “so much,” your noses touching as your eyes closed in unison, taking each other in as best you could, his hands coming to rub your cheeks too.
“I love you the most,” he barely whispered, kissing you again, the feeling of his mustache tickling your upper lip in the best way.
“We should take the dogs to the market with us today,” he sat up, rubbing the side of his neck, his muscled back tensing as he groaned from the soreness.
“I think that’s a good idea, cowboy,” sitting up to bring your delicate hands to his shoulder blade, rubbing circles slow and steady as you felt him relax from your touch.
“Did you sleep on this wrong?” hearing him wince and moan as you rubbed the knot out from the muscle.
“Possibly,” he chuckled, “I’m just gettin’ old,” laughing out loud as he grunted up from the bed, heading to the bathroom to get the shower started for the two of you.
“Psh,” you threw the sheets off yourself, your naked form glowing in the sunlight with a warm glisten of sweat and beauty, “you’re anything but,” finding your way to the bathroom too.
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Spring in Colorado was magical. The wildflowers were blooming everywhere you turned, the smell of the crisp mountain air, the slight bite in the wind as the clouds rolled by. It was all as if it had been in a storybook. And the city was booming with the end of Winter. Shops opened up their doors, restaurants had outdoor seating, and the most anticipated market had come back into the streets as farmers and salesmen alike showed off their wares and the people flocked from all over to get a taste of the local goods.
Flip and you loved to go on Sundays. The crowds were lesser as people were in church or doing something else for the day, and the produce was fresher and easier to spot than on any given Saturday. The flowers were also to die for; the array of colors cascaded in bright pinks, blues, indigos, and yellows all over the landscape.
The babies tagged along, clad in their sweaters to keep them warm in the breeze, and in booties to which Flip insisted as their feet needed to be protected from possible injury. They smelled the flowers, sat next to the booths with their daddy while mommy browsed through the picks of the day.
The deal always was to visit every booth regardless of a purchase or not. Your theory was that maybe you’d find something you didn’t even know you needed, to which Flip always rolled his eyes at being the bag carrier.
“Honey,” after the millionth booth it seemed, “the dogs are tired and I’m starving,” he almost whined, the babies sitting at his feet with their tongues hanging out, the bags everywhere as his hands got tired of carrying the loads.
You came out of the mecca of flowers, carrying several bouquets, “which one babe?” showing him the array you had in your arms.
“Butterfly,” he whined again, sighing as you waited for a response, “just pick one I don’t care which one it is... I just want a fucking hamburger,” watching you roll your eyes at his childlike attitude.
“Honey, please just tell me which one, I can’t decide between them,” begging him to answer with something as you were starving too.
“Fuck,” he grunted, adjusting himself so he could see them better, “I like those,” pointing at the bouquet with peonies all over them.
“I knew I loved you,” smiling ear to ear as he’d picked the exact one you wanted him to, skipping to the cashier to purchase the blooms.
He took the load to the car while you took the baby’s potty, making sure they were okay before deciding on a place to sit down and eat.
You both decided on a small bistro that had outdoor seating. A less popular one so you could sit and hear each other speak while letting the dogs lay under the chairs.
You both ordered drinks and skimmed over the menu items, settling on stuff to share rather than getting separate entrees. You loved the intimacy of having similar palates, reveling in the flavors together while you discussed details about the day, the week coming up, and just being in each other’s company.
Flip had been wound a little too tight lately. Well, he always was, but it had been elevated since this big murder case came across his desk. It was a string of them, all seemingly connected, but with no real evidence to link them together.
This frustrated him to no end, tracing back and forth on the same details, trying to find any sort of linkage, and coming up with only dead ends. The most aggravating part had to be that with every step forward in the case, there happened to always be another assault or murder stringing up to cloud the evidence in more confusion. It had to be coincidental, you kept telling him when he came home smelling of heavy cigarette smoke, there had to be a piece to this puzzle.
He always got his man. That was why he had been promoted to homicide. He was a good detective, looking through every shrivel of evidence until his eyes crossed. Not leaving any stone unturned. And if this killer was to be caught, he had to be the man to find him come Hell or high water.
But today wasn’t the day for that kind of talk. Today was the one day he found solace in being in reality. That reality, of course, being you and the life he had built out of nothing so suddenly.
He silently reveled in your musings, loving the sound of your voice as you spoke of wedding details and such. He still couldn't believe that this was his life. That you were here, changing it in all the best ways. Making it worth living and worth all the struggle it took him to get there.
He drowned in your laughter, your gestures, the way you sipped on your wine, the way the lights glimmered in your eyes and the sun shined on your skin. How the curves of your body hugged the dress you chose, the supple skin on your chest peeking from the fabric, how your eyelashes batted in the light, the way your hair flowed in the light breeze. You were mesmerizing. And you were all his… Forever.
The shimmer of that diamond on your finger stoked it all for him. The whole drama that had led up to that Godforsaken proposal. It made him shudder to his core. But in the end, it settled your lives into one. You had all the strings attached, and now they were falling into the culmination of the union. And hopefully more in the future.
He stared into your eyes, hoping and wishing that you’d want more after the vows had been said. Wanting to give you everything and more to make you the happiest forever. He never had pegged himself to be a hopeless romantic, throwing more caution to the wind as he settled night after lonely night in his bachelor pad, which had now been renovated to meet your needs on top of his.
He loved his life now. Never wanting any of it to change for the worse, and he was determined to make that perfect, even if everything else wasn’t.
“You okay honey?” gripping his free hand and rubbing the palm as you kept sipping your wine, “where’d you go?” your eyebrows furrowing slightly as you watched him snap out of his thoughts.
“Just lookin’,” He smiled, his dimples coming out to make your heart melt as he put both hands to clasp yours, bringing them to his lips to kiss the soft skin.
“Why are you so perfect?” you cooed, his smile lighting up the entire outdoors seemingly as his teeth showed.
“I’m not at all,” he laughed, rubbing your skin in his to warm your hand up from the sun setting chill.
You huffed a laugh, putting your free hand under your chin while you cocked your head to the side, melting at his preciousness.
He was your perfect match. The other half of your soul. The light and darkness, the Alpha to your Omega. And he was perfect… To you.
“You are,” whispering just above a breath, “you’re everything,” the tears threatening to spill as you reveled in the adoration from him.
“You’re my everything,” his voice matching yours as he leaned over the table, meeting your lips with his in the slightest of kisses, only to be broken by the faint whimper of Waddles.
“I think we need to get them home, honey,” he chuckled, looking at the exhausted pumpkins pawing at his boots.
“Agreed,” taking a huge swig while he gestured to the waiter for the bill.
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Flip had insisted on bringing every bag in, putting the contents away just how you liked them, taking the dogs out to go potty, and putting them in bed for the night, so you could get ready to relax. You tried to convince him that you could and were capable of helping, to no avail as his sternness only made it into a fight you knew you’d never win.
So you trudged upstairs, getting yourself all pampered for bed, wearing a silk slip, and putting your hair up in a messy bun while you lotioned yourself up for the evening.
You took down the sheets, the cotton feeling so soft and serene as you flipped on the salt lamp in the corner of the bedroom, making the ambiance calm and collected while you flipped some quiet music on to set the mood.
Time Of The Season softly wafted from the record player, settling you into the welcoming bed with your book while you waited for your man to slide in for the night.
You heard his heavy footsteps come up from the living room, revealing his exhausted frame as he sighed upon seeing you all ready for him.
“Are they okay?” putting your book down on your lap as you pat the side of the bed for him to lay on.
“Just fine honey,” he grunted, pulling his boots off and unbuttoning his flannel to reveal his rippling pectorals in the soft light of the bedroom.
“That’s pretty,” he huffed, seeing the slitted silky dress you’d chosen and how it contrasted with the white sheets, “I mean you look pretty in anything, but that’s…” he trailed off seeing you push your legs up and outward to reveal your bare cunt to his eyes.
“What now honey?” you moaned, snaking a finger to open up the dress more and play with your pussy in front of him.
He immediately got down to the foot of the bed, moving his head to meet within inches of your fingers, marveling at the delicate touches you made on your lips.
“So… Pretty,” eyes growing wide as he watched your hole suck your fingers, begging to be fucked by him.
“I’m so wet for you, cowboy,” shoving three fingers in as far as they could go, feeling his hot breath ghosting your thighs while he sucked hickeys on them.
“I bet those fingers aren’t big enough for you, huh, butterfly,” squeezing a huge bruise on your left inner leg, the feeling making your head fall back as he did so.
“Not even close,” you gasped, feeling his thick hand pull yours from its spot, your cunt grasping at nothing as he marveled at your hole.
“Didn’t think so,” smirking as he sucked your digits dry, moaning at the taste of you.
“Daddy will take care of you, honey,” he cooed, blowing some air on your aching clit to watch your legs shudder from the breeze.
“I’m gonna suck this cunt until your cryin’,” spreading your folds open as he latched his vacuum suction on your bud, the cry you let out reverberating on the walls of the room as your hand found the back of his head, shoving his face further into your supple cunt.
“Mhmm,” he moaned, the vibration from his throat causing you to audibly scream as he assaulted your pussy. His other hand finding your hole as it sucked two fingers in deliciously, the squelch of your cunt making his dick harder and harder as he kept going.
“P-Phil!” literally crying as he ate you out like the animal he was, the feral noises under your slip sending you in hoards of pleasure and euphoria as he sucked your clit fervently.
Your thighs twitched and shook as he kept going and going, the grip on his head tightening as he felt your walls close in on his fingers in the best way. The damn broke then, letting out a stream of cum from your cunt as you cried endlessly on his movements.
“P-Phil holy s-shi-!” his suction breaking to open his mouth to the stream of spend that coated his face so beautifully.
“I fuckin’ told ya I’d make ya cry,” he growled, pulling himself up to meet your face, “you taste so goddamn delicious,” kissing you so hard the spend dribbled down your throat too, sending you into another stimulated haze as he rubbed his tip with your gaping entrance.
“You want daddy to fuck you?” lining himself up to watch you beg for his cock, your pretty moans and eyes signaling how badly you wanted him inside you.
“O-oh f-fuck,” your mouth falling open again as he buried himself in your sweet pussy, the warm feeling coating his cock in the best way.
“God d-dammit h-honey,” he managed to grit out, speeding up his movements after he had hooked your legs to meet his chest, pushing them towards you in a pretzeled fashion as his large frame loomed over your sweat-stained bodies.
“You’re s-so fuckin’,” he strained, the muscles in his neck along with their veins protruding in the sexiest way as he shoved himself into your guts more and more.
“Use y-your words c-cowboy,” you managed to choke out, feeling your second release creep up the more he pounded into your open womb.
“T-tell me what you w-want,” grabbing his inky locks that had since become soaked, his muscles taut as he plummeted further into you, your bodies becoming one as he breathed heavily and grunted with every stroke.
“G-god I l-love you Y/N,” he said, making searing eye contact as he watched your gorgeous face conjure in absolute pleasure underneath him. He could live in this moment forever. Get lost in your perfect screams and moans for him. The way you gripped his arms to pull him even further into you as he fucked your insides raw. He loved this. He loved you like this.
“I-I love y-you P-Phil,” you managed the words, feeling your release hit you like a freight train. The warmth of his cock gliding over your walls completely overwhelming your senses. The stars blinking behind your eyes as you melted into his body, your limbs releasing just enough for him to push your legs to meet the rest of your body and the mattress below.
“F-fuck,” he grunted out, feeling your body convulse under him, his grip above the bed frame tightening as he split you completely in half, your velvet cunt fluttering around him as he came closer and closer.
“I-I’m gonna fuck a b-baby into you h-honey,” the feral groan escaping his lips going straight to your cunt as you opened your eyes again. Your big mountain man, completely falling apart over you in a sweat-covered pile of muscle and brawn.
“Y-you want that?” egging him on as you pulled him closer, your foreheads touching as he came so close.
“Mhmm f-fuck yes,” he moaned, feeling you pulse around him, loving how he mewled for you, “I-I want you so f-full of me by this time n-next year I-I won’t be able to t-take my h-hands off you,” gritting his teeth so hard at this point.
You cunt fluttering as the sinking feeling in your lower stomach came from his words. The thought of being the way he imagined, full of him, making you want it so much more than you’d ever thought before.
“What are you waiting for daddy?” you moaned, feeling his dick harden even more as he came to the edge, “knock me the fuck up,” voice above a whisper as you stared into his eyes, seeing his release as he dumped his hot seed into your core.
“M-mother of G-God,” trying not to break eye contact as he filled you with him, the hot spend feeling so good as it coated your fertile walls to the brim.
He held you both there for a few moments, spurts of cum exiting his tip as he watched your gorgeous face smile back at him, petting him and egging his release on and on.
“Such a good daddy,” whispering to him while he caught his breath, kissing your hands as his dick softened in your pussy.
“I was serious,” he looked back at you, feeling him slip out of you in a gush of spend, only to be plugged by two fingers as he sat back on shins.
He grabbed a pillow, forcing it under your hips while his digits still were lodged in your cunt.
“You’re gonna be knocked up by next year,” the smile on your face a clear indication of how you felt about the premonition.
“I can’t wait,” a low chuckle leaving his chest as he removed his fingers, lowering himself over you to kiss your perfect lips, caressing your side, and then circling over your stomach to the point of it slightly tickling.
“I can’t either butterfly,” he whispered on your lips, kissing you again and again.
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wayward-mikaelson · 3 years
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Shallow (Dean Winchester x F! Reader)
Word Count: 4549
About: Set during S15 finale, so SPOILERS. You and the boys pick up a vamp hunt while at a Pie Festival. The hunt ends tragically.
Characters: Dean, Sam, Jody, Cas, Young Dean (s15), Lyla (OC)
Pairing: Dean Winchester x F! Reader (Anyone can obviously read it)
Warnings/Trigger Warnings: Language, Angst, Character Death, Depression (mentioned), Time Jumps.
A/N: It's been while since I did a SPN fic! Writing it made me miss the them more!
A/N 2: This might need some tissues.
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You laid there, feeling the cool body paint move around on your back. Dean’s gentle fingers tracing over your back could put you to sleep. This had been the most calm and rest you had in the last couple years. You deserved it! Hell, Dean deserved it more than you. He had been fighting longer than you ever had.
Dean and you crossed paths six years ago during a demon hunt. It really was your hunt and you wouldn’t want to admit it, but you really weren’t doing too hot. You were extremely lucky the Winchester’s stumbled across your hunt when they did. If it weren’t for them you’d probably be some demon's meat suit or doing the conga in hell with the devil himself. That was until you learned of where the devil really was a few years later.
You and Dean rarely got along over the first few years. The two of you always butted heads and argued during most hunts. It annoyed Sam so much that he actually told the two of you “Sleep together already! I can’t take the sexual tension and the bickering any longer.”
It didn’t take longer after that for Dean to grab your face and kiss you.
“Are you done back there?” You tried to twist a bit but a hand gently pushed you back into place.
“Nope,” Dean enunciated the word. “Almost. This is going to look epic though.”
“Doesn’t need to be the Sistine Chapel,” You buried your face back into the pillow.
Dean gasped. “Excuse me? Your back deserves a painting better than the Sistine Chapel. What kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn’t give you the best?”
You chuckled and mumbled something into the pillow.
Once Dean was finished, he reached for his phone and took a picture of it. “There we go,” you heard the smile in his voice. “Now that’s what I like to call the Sistine Back. Here, take a look.”
You lifted your head to see Dean lay on his side next to you. A huge smile painted his face as he showed the screen of his phone to you. What you saw, had you laughing uncontrollably. “Oh, Dean,” you breathed in between laughs. “This is better than the Sistine Chapel. I love it!”
Dean’s face lit up so bright, it could have brightened up the dimly lit room. “Yeah? Maybe I should get this printed out big enough to fit the ceiling in here.”
You shook your head as laughter took over your body once again. “Oh, God, yes! We can stare at the hamburger and apple pie every night we have sex.”
“Yeah,” Dean pushed you onto your back, getting the body paints onto the sheets under you. He plants a gentle kiss to the base of your neck, making you shiver through your entire body. Dean began to kiss down your body until he got to your belly. He looked up at you with those bright green eyes. Instead of slinking down further, he crept back up and hovered over you. Those eyes seemed to stare right into your soul. This man has shown you more love than any other man, including your father, has ever shown you. “I love you, don’t you ever forget that.”
“Never,” you reached up, wrapped your arms around his necK and pulled him to your lips. “I have a surprise for you.” Twisted to the side and pulled a piece of paper out of the side table drawer and handed it to him. You watched as his face lit up and looked between the paper and your face.
“A pie festival?” The excitement was clear as day in his voice. “Oh, Sweetheart, we are so going to this thing. The three of us. A huge family road trip.”
And that’s what you all did.
It was the best trip you all had. Dean tried every single pie he could get his hands on. You and Sam watched as he ate each slice. Looking like he was in heaven with each bite he took. It made you happy to see him so at peace not worrying about anything. There’s no end of the world evil to take care of. There hadn’t been for awhile.
LIfe seemed to be normal.
“You gotta try this one,” Dean sat next to you with another big box full of piece samples. He gave you a fork and pushed a pie towards you. “Don’t give it that look. It’s a honey apple pie with a tad bit of rosemary. So much sweeter than normal apple pie.” You took a small bite and Dean was right. It was sweeter.
“Not going to lie, that was pretty good,” you went for another bite.
“So, guys, get this,” Sam sat down with a newspaper in hand. Can’t be a fun trip unless Sam had his paper to look at. “There was a kidnapping last night. Father murdered and the mother’s tongue cut out. Both kids are missing.”
“Okay, doesn’t sound like our kind of thing,” you reach for the paper. “Maybe leave it to the local PD?” Suddenly, Dean took the paper from your hands and stared at the picture to the article of the tragic story.
“I’ve seen this before,” he mumbled. “Do we still have Dad’s journal?”
“Yeah, why?” Sam asked.
“I think I’ve seen these masks before.”
And Dean. Once he found the drawing John Winchester drew years ago, they matched the ones in the paper. You guys were looking at a pair of masked vamps and you guys were pretty much the closest hunters to take care of it.
“It’s one little hunt,” Dean shrugged as he checked out the weapons in the trunk. “Why don’t we take care of it and then head on home.”
It didn’t take long for you guys to locate the missing children. They were being held in an old barn on the outskirts of town. There three of you, so it shouldn’t be too hard to fight a small nest of vamps. You guys have taken out larger nests in the past.
“Come on, just this once?” Dean had asked. You peaked your head around the trunk and saw Dean holding up ninja stars with a huge smile on his face. Sam on the other hand just stared at him and shook his head.
“Not this time, man.”
Dean put the stars away while mumblings about how Sam was no fun. You smiled and patted him on the back and told him that there will be another time to use them. Dean gumbled some more and you had to remind him that you book a separate motel room away from Sam and that you brought some fun toys.
Even his favorite one to use on you.
Getting into the barn was too easy. Sam and Dean fought the two vamps that jumped out, making it easier for you to grab the two kids and get them to the impala. Once you strapped them in, you were making your way towards the driver side, you were tackled by one of the vamps.
The two of you wrestled in the dirt until you were able to break away and grab hold of your machete. You get to your feet and are tackled again, this time the vamp pins you firmly to the ground. The vamp removed his mask and bit down onto your neck, making you cry out. When the vamp pulled back, you took that small opening to headbutt him and kick in in the groin. You rolled away and quickly stood up and swung your machete. The vamp's head rolled onto the ground. You looked up and saw the terrified look on the children’s face.
“Hey, it’s okay,” you told them when you opened their door. You pulled the blankets over them and gave them some water and the sandwiches you made. “Drink and eat, we’ll get you home soon.” You heard it go quiet in the barn. It was too quiet and something in you told you something wasn’t right. “Hang on tight,” you closed the door and ran inside the barn.
What you saw, it almost knocked the wind out of you. There, Dean’s back was pressed firmly against a wooden pillar with a pained expression on his face. You ran up to him and looked at the damage and felt the tears fall as your heart begin to break.
Dean wasn’t going to come back from this.
“Dean,” you whispered as you met his eyes.
“I know, sweetheart,” He winced as he spoke. You saw his breathing get deeper and more shallow. “I love you. Don’t you forget that when you find someone else.” You squeezed your eyes shut because there was nothing you can do or say that will change the outcome of this. You felt Dean’s hand on your face pulling you towards his lips.
This kiss wasn’t like past kisses. It was firm and passionate and slow. He wanted you to remember this kiss for years to come. “Until we meet again,” Dean whispered, pressing his forehead to yours.
“Take care of her, Sam,” Dean added.
Everything that followed after that, felt like a dream. Your body felt heavy as you drove the kids to the nearest police station with some story about how you found them. The man that you loved, the man who you spent many nights talking about some kind of future, that man was now gone.
When you got back to the barn, the sun was just beginning to rise. You saw Sam sitting next to a covered up heap and the realization, again, hit you hard. The cover heap was Dean’s body. You stopped the impala and got out. Sam looked up at you with red eyes. You knew he had been crying hard. Probably as hard as you had. Sam got up and effortlessly picked up Dean and placed him in the back seat.
The whole way back to the bunker, neither of you spoke. You just took turns crying and driving. Stopping on the side of the road and just letting the other scream out in whatever pain the two of you had left in your bodies.
Back at the bunker, the two of you worked and got a pyre ready. When it was ready, you watched as Sam carried his big brother's body and gently placed it on the wooden display. You stood, with Miracle standing next to you. She had been whimpering off and on. She knew Dean was up there. You knelt down and let her nuzzle you while you let some more tears fall. Miracle was all you had left of Dean now.
Sam had some trouble lighting the pyre so you went up and helped it light it. Soon, the pyre and Dean were on fire. Then the two of you stared at it until it was nothing but ash.
***
You sat in Jody’s spare room while Miracle laid at your feet. You still wished all of this were a dream because neither you nor Sam, could adjust to the new reality that Dean was gone. So the two of you packed up what you could and left the bunker.
You guys drove until you were on Jody’s doorstep at midnight. She knew something was wrong when she looked deeply into your faces and asked where Dean was. When she saw the tears in your guys eyes, her whole face fell. She pulled the two of you into the tightest hug and held on tightly as the three of you cried silently.
A gentle knock on your door startled you. You got up and answered the door and saw Sam standing there. He was dressed in fresh clothes holding two cups of coffee.
“Are you, uh, doing okay?” Sam asked as you took the coffee from him. “I know it’s a stupid question but…”
You gave a pained smile, “I know I’ll be okay, but I feel like I won’t be okay. I’ve tried praying to Jack but I’m pretty sure he’s busy fixing Heaven.” You recount the hours you cried out to Jack about the loss of Dean. You cried about how you wanted him back. You cried about how you were supposed to move on from an epic love like that. You cried about how you just missed him and needed him to make it better.
“Same here,” Sam ran his hands through his hair. “I’m going to go look at places, apartments, that we can share and see what kind of jobs we can get. Do you want to come along?”
You took a deep breath and looked at the ground. “Not today, maybe tomorrow. I really want to spend time alone and process these last couple days.”
“Okay, no worries,” Sam nodded his head. “I’ll see you when I come back.”
“Okay.”
You waited until Sam had been gone for an hour to pack your bags again and head down stairs. You were in the process of opening the door when you heard someone behind you. Turning around you saw Jody standing in the entryway with you. She didn’t say anything, she just pulled a pair of keys out of the bowl next to her and handed them to you.
“Call me when you're safe,” she placed a hand on your face and gave you a smile. “I can’t bear to lose another kid.” A few tears slipped down her cheek.
Agreeing to call her, you slipped out the door and to the car Jody let you use. You got in and made sure Miracle was settled in the passenger seat. Then you were on your way out of town. You weren’t sure where you would go but you knew you needed to get far away from everything.
You needed to start fresh somewhere.
***
Years have passed and you’ve found that the pain of losing Dean has lessened. You’re able to have random memories of him without crying or hours and days on end. You were able to wake up without feeling like there was a hole on your chest. You were finally able to tell Sam why you ran after you were states away. You promised him it would be for a bit and that you’ll contact him.
Sadly, that day never came.
Two months after losing Dean you began to feel sick. You weren’t sure if it was the stress of losing Dean or starting a new life or both. So, off you went to the doctors and there you sat on the papery bed feeling like you were hit by a truck. The words that the doctor told you, they echoed around in your head.
“And the father?” the words were almost like a whisper in your already loud and spinning head.
“What?” you shook your head.
“That father?” the doctor repeated. “What do you know about the father?”
You took a deep breath and looked at the ground. “Um, he’s not in the picture.” Your voice had been quiet. Your heart felt like it had been breaking all over again. Part of you couldn’t believe this was happening. Part of you believed it, Dean and you were never really safe when it came to sex.
“One night stand? We do have options,” the doctor began to say.
“No no,” you shook your head. “The father, he’s um...he passed away.” You choked on the words. Hearing it out loud, made his death all the more real.
“My apologies,” The doctor whispered.
You took the pamphlets and walked out of the doctors. You didn’t know what you would do. This was all so new and all so painful at the same time. Dean was supposed to be here with you whenever this happened. In the end, you chose to keep the baby. You called Jody and Donna and told them, making them both promise not to tell Sam.
Over the years, you heard about Sam through Donna and Jody. He got married and had a kid of his own. You wanted to reach out but at this point it had been years and the two of you had settled into non hunting life. It wouldn’t be fair to disrupt it.
As more years passed, you saw Lyla become more and more like her father. She had his green eyes and his smile. She was smart and would get her hands on just about anything and that made you wonder, where did she get that from. Smart brains ran on both sides. Maybe something from Sam or something from your father. She loved pie just as much as Dean, and you’d take her to the pie festival every year.
As Lyla grew, she asked about Dean from time to time and you told her what you could. You also told her that when she turned into an adult you would tell her more, that telling her while she was young and child wouldn’t be safe or wise. In the meantime, you told her all the things asked about.
“What was Daddy’s favorite food?”
“What did Daddy like to do for fun?”
“What was Daddy’s favorite color?”
“Did Daddy have a favorite movie?”
The questions were endless, but you loved to answer them. Then one day, Lyla came up to you one morning, her dark hair looking like a bird's nest. Her face was beaming with happiness.
“Mommy,” Lyla’s voice was an octave higher. “Did you know, Daddy is in Heaven?”
You almost choked on your coffee. “What, Sweetie?”
“Daddy, he’s in Heaven. An angel told me,” she walked off and grabbed her stuffed chicken, one that she named Chickie Meow Meow, and hugged it tightly.
“What angel?” you asked. You got up and began to check all your warding, the ones that kept the bad creatures out. Everything seemed to be in place, even that salt that still blended in with your window panels. Then you checked to see if Lyla still wore the anti-possesion charm necklace you had made for her. She still did. “What did the angel look like?”
“He wore a funny brown jacket,” she answered. “He said his name was Cas. He wanted me to tell you that Daddy is fine. That they are looking over us.” You pulled Lyla into a hug and let some tears fall.
***
You walked into that old abandoned barn. You had left Lyla with Jody for the weekend. You sat down and placed all that you needed to summon Cas. You didn’t want to pray, you knew Cas all too well, he probably wouldn’t show up. But if you summoned him, you knew he had no choice but to come and see you. You lit the match and dropped it into the bowl and waited.
“Y/N” The deep, rough voice said your name.
You turned to see Cas standing there. In the same thing that he had been taken away in. But it was cleaner. “How are you alive?” you asked outright.
“Jack, he brought me back,” Cas took a few steps closer to you. “You know you could have prayed and I would have come.”
“But would you?” you gave the angel a smirk and raised your eyebrows.
“I did it for Lyla,” Cas looked into your eyes. “She prayed about Dean and wanted to know if he was in Heaven. I thought it best that it was me to come to her.”
You looked down, you couldn’t bear to look into the angel's blue eyes. You always assumed things and that always backfired and kicked you in the ass. “Then why didn’t you come to me when I cried out to you or to Jack?”
“I did,” Cas closed the distance and placed a hand under your chin and lifted your face to meet his eyes. “Each night that you cried yourself to sleep, I was there sitting at the foot of your bed. Each night that you drank yourself to sleep, before you found out you were pregnant, I sat there and rubbed your back the way Dean told me too. Then when you were in that delivery room all by yourself, I was there to make sure things went smoothly. Then when you were sleeping, I memorized everything there was about Lyla. I have watched over the two of you these last nine years. Dean would be so proud of how far you have come.”
You stood there and cried silently as Cas spoke. “Cas,” you whispered, wiping the tears from your face. “I don’t know what to say.”
“I can’t be on Earth as much, Jack and I are still fixing Heaven but I can tell you that Dean is waiting for you.” Cas moved his hand to your shoulder. “I have to go, but I was told to tell you, I love you by Dean.”
Then you were alone.
***
Twelve year passed and you’re helping Lyla with a college event. She had just turned twenty-one and was nearly done with her bachelor degree. At this point, she knew all that there was to Dean. She knew he was a hunter, that he saved the world countless times, that he had some faults, and so on.
Lyla knew of what goes bump in the night. She’s read every note and the journal you kept during the time you had been hunting. When she asked if Dean kept one, you had told her that he didn’t. That he used his fathers and you weren’t sure where that ended up. Lyla even went above and got whatever protection tattoos down her spine.
So, while you’re helping Lyla you had a boy, about nineteen years old come up to the booth and look around. He looked familiar to you. He wore a long sleeve flannel, that was probably why. Sam and Dean always wore flannel. That was probably why and it made you miss the younger Winchester. You should have kept in contact with him or at least told him of Lyla.
“Y/N?” A familiar voice called out to you.
You turned around and your heart just about fell from your chest. There standing with grey hair, was Sam Winchester. He hadn’t changed too much except for the hair and the fact that he wore glasses. He still looked like the Sam Winchester you knew all those years ago.
“Sam?” You crossed your arms.
“The one and only,” he smiled. “What are you doing here?”
Before you could answer, Lyla came up to you. “Mom, we’re going to need some more pamphlets, we’re just about out.” You turned to Lyla who saw Sam. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt.”
“It’s okay, take my keys and you can go print some out at the UPS down the street,” You motioned to your bag.
After Lyla had left you turned back to Sam who had watched her the whole time. It was like he knew. “So, you have a kid too?” You heard the tone in his voice. Lyla looked so much like Dean these days, you knew someone from your past was bound to notice. Sam most of all.
“Yeah,” you answer quietly. “Her name’s Lyla.”
“Cool, that’s great you found someone to populate the Earth with,” Sam gestured towards you. That tone he held was still there. The look in his eyes was the very same one he used on you when he called you out on yours and Dean’s sexual tension.
“You know, don’t you?” you lowered your arms.
“She looks a lot like Dean,” Sam whispered. “Is that why you ran? Is that why I never heard from you?” You stared at Sam and tried to hold back your emotions. “Dean’s final words were to take care of you. I failed at that when you ran.”
“You failed when you didn’t come and look for me,” you lashed out. “I thought you would have looked for me despite everything I told you. You should have found me. Then I find out through Jody your married and have a kid, I thought it best not to mess up what you got for yourself.”
Sam stared at you and nodded. “I should have and I’m sorry.”
“I’m sorry, too,” you whispered and looked around. The boy in the flannel was still there. Then it hit you. “Is that?”
“My son,” Sam’s face lit up brighter than you’ve ever seen it. “His name is Dean.”
For the next five years you kept in touch with Sam. You guys spent holidays and birthdays with each other. That was, until you got sick and the doctors couldn’t help you. So, in your hospital room, Sam sat beside you. He wasn’t doing too well either, but he held your hand and smiled at you.
“Tell Dean I said hi,” were the last words you heard.
***
When your eyes opened again, you were sitting on a bench. Around you was a field of just plain old grass and a few trees. You knew this place all too well. You stood and realized you were back in your younger body. Having that kind of movement again, it was amazing. You began to walk around, feeling the warmth of the sun on your skin. It all felt nice and it made you smile.
“Hey, Sweetheart.”
You spun around at the familiar sound. There he stood, looking handsome as ever in his jacket and leaning against the Impala with that heartwarming smile. “Dean,” you said his name like he hadn’t been dead for almost three decades.
Dean pushed himself off the impala and closed the distance between the two of you. He placed a hand on your cheek and brushed his calloused thumb over it. You closed your eyes and took in the touch. “You know, time is different up here. It doesn’t feel like it’s been twenty-six years.” Then he pressed his lips to yours and the feel almost knocked you off your feet.
“Are we allowed to kiss in Heaven?” you pulled away from him.
“I don’t think Jack minds,” Dean smiled and gathered you into his arms and pressed his lips more firmly to his. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pressed yourself against him. “Wanna go for a ride?” He asked when he pulled away.
“Sure, I missed this beauty.” You ran your hand along the impala and just as you were about to get in, Dean staring at you caught your eye. “What?”
“Cas says you had a baby,” Dean crossed his arms on top of the hood. “I have to ask…”
You smiled at him and leaned on the hood as well. “She’s yours and she’s incredible. Loves pie just like her daddy. I thought Cas would’ve told you.”
“Time moves differently up here,” Dean repeated what he said earlier. “What’s her name?”
“Lyla,” you smiled. “Lyla Winchester.”
“I wish I got to know her,” Dean spoke softly.
“You will,” you got into the passenger side. “I can tell you all you want about her.”
Dean followed you into the impala. “I don’t have to worry about some random dude coming here and claiming you as his wife or something?”
“Nope,” You sat back. “Now drive or I’ll start walking.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
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LISTEN I KNOW THERE'S NO REASON TO POST THIS BUT I REALLY LOVE THIS PIECE OF MY FIC SOO I'M SHOWING Y'ALL OKAY, BYE, ENJOY :3
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EXT. WOODBINE, MARYLAND -- MORNING
A ford crown Victoria 1955 is parked outside a Mcdonald’s, the sun is barely set, and the sidewalks are pretty much empty except for the few people walking to work, and the man seated in the ford who’s smoking.
Hans looks around waiting for Aldo to come out of the McDonalds whit what they call breakfast but any other sane person would call planned suicide.
who did ever heard of eating greasy hamburgers that don’t even manage to taste like real meat and artificially flavored milkshakes for the indisputably most important meal of the day, moreover at Hans’s age, he was going to have a heart attack before even reaching 50 whits this pace.
But it was quicker than trying to make some decent breakfast in the shitty motels, the USA government was so kind to pay for them and easier than trying to do that in a car, where they often were forced to sleep during their trips around the states.
One of those nights when they were crammed inside the ford, was last night, and Hans’s back was still sore from it, he stuck the cigarette between his lips and stretched, groaning softly at how his sore back protested at the sudden movement.
He took the last drag of what remained of his cigarettes before tossing it outside the car window in time to see Aldo exit the Mcdonald holding two bags and two milkshakes precariously in his arms.
Hans opened the door of the car on his side as Aldo approached and let the two bags fall on his lap before handing him over his milkshake.
Hans groaned as he looked at the grease-stained brown bags laying on his lap, that was going to stain.
“...what now?
Aldo asked as he took a sip of his milkshake and walked to the other side of the car and got in.
“You just ruined my pants…”
The other man laughed as he grabbed his bag from Hans’s lap.
“Don’t be dramatic, those were ugly anyway”
“No, they weren’t you just have an absurdly bad sense of fashion-”
Hans was interrupted by Aldo
“ah-ah...watch it Landa...stuff yer mouth whit the burger or I’m leaving you in this hole”
Hans grumbled as he did what Aldo recommended him to do, chewing silently on the tasteless meat and soggy salad, ignoring the smug smirk Aldo was giving him.
“Ever been to Baltimora?” Aldo asked him, while he to chewed on his burger
“No…”
“Mh...guess ya might like it ‘s full of Maryland snobs”
“But I’m not from Maryland-”
“I am aware...but ya are a snob”
Hans rolled his eyes before taking another bite of the burger
“I don’t know why I’m still bothering to try and lead a conversation with you”
Aldo shrugged as he finished his meal, cleaning his hands with a paper towel before getting out a road map and starting to study it.
“Cause’ we are stuck together...and if ya don’t want us both going crazy….we gotta keep talking”
Hans didn’t reply, didn’t feel like bothering himself to do that as he too finished breakfast.
“So...if I’m right it should take us 40...50 minutes to arrive...our dear employers booked us a room so we have time to take a shower before going to meet our new friend” Aldo voiced his thoughts while laying the map on his tights.
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You'll Always Be My Favorite Ghost - Progress Report & Chapter 2 Preview
Currently around ~5100 words for Chapter 2 and counting! I'm finally at a part I've been thinking about for a while, so it's going quickly, but I had to share a (hopefully) funny section that I've thought about for the better part of a week.
Enjoy!
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Xie Lian loved breakfast food. The fact that twenty-four hour diners served it for, well, twenty-four hours, was truly a blessing. The only difficulty was choosing what to get. Luckily, Hua Cheng was able to help with that. He shared his breakfast platter with Xie Lian so that he could have two pecan waffles, as well as a little bit of everything else. They sat together on one side of a booth, smushed thigh to thigh with Hua Cheng’s right arm along the back of their bench as he shuffled food from his plate to Xie Lian’s with his left hand.
“Eat, gege,” Hua Cheng teased as he forked over more hashbrowns in exchange for a bite of syrupy waffle.
Xie Lian giggled and He Xuan rolled his eyes across from them after taking a large bite from a hamburger, either oblivious or ignoring that Shi Qingxuan was pilfering his fries, one-by-one. Feng Xin and Mu Qing opted to sit at the counter and pretend that they did not know them, which would have worked if they had not all come in together. They were also the sole patrons, to the annoyance of the staff.
Luckily that fact made Shi Qingxuan’s question not as embarrassing as it could have been.
“So, who’s sleeping with who?”
He Xuan paused mid-bite. Feng Xin started choking on his soda and Mu Qing pivoted so fast in his stool he almost fell off.
“What?!”
“Who’s sleeping with who?” Shi Qinguxan repeated as he delicately dipped another one of He Xuan’s fries into ketchup. “At the hotel?”
“Don’t we have our own rooms?” He Xuan asked with a sneer.
Shi Qingxuan wrinkled his nose as he chewed. “No! We’re on a tight budget right now, so I only booked three rooms. I thought we could double-up!”
Feng Xin wiped his face with both hands and muttered, “Oh my god,” while Xie Lian breathed a small sigh of relief. Then he felt Hua Cheng’s right arm wrap around his shoulder and squeeze.
“I’ll sleep with gege.”
There was a single beat of silence before both Mu Qing and Feng Xin erupted.
“Absolutely not!”
“Hell no!”
Hua Cheng shot them both a single-eyed glare as Shi Qingxuan clapped.
“Good! How about you two?” Shi Qingxuan asked as he turned towards Mu Qing and Feng Xin. “Are you bunking together?”
Feng Xin froze, his eyes wide. As his mouth gaped, Mu Qing shot daggers at Shi Qingxuan. Xie Lian could not be certain but he thought he heard Mu Qing actually growl.
“I guess that leaves you and me, A-Xuan,” Shi Qingxuan beamed as he turned in his seat towards He Xuan.
He Xuan shrugged as he finished his hamburger. “Whatever.”
“That’s settled then!” Shi Qingxuan declared. “Let’s finish up and get going!”
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Hide & Seek | P.P
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Summary: In which a babysitting job goes awry for Peter and he needs your help tracking down a very special Avenger’s daughter.
Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader
Word Count: 2,705
Author’s Note: okay so this one is super long but I really, really love how it turned out. I’ve had this idea brewing in my head for a while and I didn’t think I’d ever get around to writing it because I didn’t think I’d be as into writing Peter stories but this might make me reconsider. I like to think this takes place in the months between Endgame and FFH. enjoy! xx
          There was a boy on your fire escape.
You recognized him almost immediately. He worked at the station behind you in Intro to Mechatronics with Ned Leeds, he sat two rows ahead of you in Chemistry and he was on the National Decathlon team with your friend MJ.
He also happened to live two floors above you.
Peter had his back to you, his body bent over the railing as if looking for something he’d dropped. You could hear him—“Shit! Shit! Shit!”— through the slightly ajar window, which you’d left cracked the night before.
You raised a fist to knock on the glass (softly, so you wouldn’t scare him) but before you got the chance, he perked up and whipped around to face you so fast you were the one who ended up startled.
His eyes met yours and his face flooded with disappointment.
You tried not to take it personally.
          “Oh! H-Hey,” he said, struggling to keep his tone casual. His hands hovered at his side awkwardly while he decided where to put them. In the end he just crossed them over his chest, still fidgeting. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to, um, scare you. I just thought you might be someone else.”
You raised an eyebrow. “You were expecting someone else?” You made a point to gesture to your things. “Inside my bedroom?”
He winced, rubbing the back of his neck. “In my defence, I didn’t, uh, necessarily know this was your room, um, specifically.”
Over the last few months you and Peter had formed an odd kind of friendship.  
Entire apartment complexes were built around the city in the last year to accommodate the blipped. Families started reappearing in their old homes only to find that they were now someone else’s new one. In the chaos you and your family just so happened to have ended up in the same building as Peter Parker and his aunt.
Peter was always around, of course, which made it easy to fall into each other in a very casual, easy way. Many nights when you were too nervous to sleep you’d climb out onto the fire escape only to find Pete doing the same. You never talked about why you were both up, a kind of mutual understanding, so instead, you talked about everything else.
But sometimes you would run into him in class or you would both awkwardly reach for the front door and he would right through you—like you weren’t really there.
Everyone was recovering from the blip, but something told you Peter Parker lost more than just five years.
He was bouncing nervously on the balls of his feet, his eyes scanning the levels below you. Curious, you pushed what was left of the pane up and copied him, your gaze landing on nothing other than Mrs. Sardowski’s rapidly wilting house plants. You frowned, sitting on the window’s ledge.
          “So,” you said, pulling his attention back to you. “What are you looking for?”
He let out a humourless chuckle. “It’s less of a what and more like a … who?”
You squinted up at him, the mid-morning sun peaking between the fire escape’s bars. “I hope you weren’t babysitting Parker because, y’know, parents don’t usually appreciate that kind of thing.”
You meant it as a joke but then Peter grimaced and you made a sound somewhere between a laugh and a horrified gasp.
          “Oh.”
He groaned, throwing his hands up to cover his face. “I know, okay! We were playing hide and seek and I told her—I told her, I swear—that outside was off limits but she doesn’t listen! She never listens!”
You let out a low whistle.
          “I’ve never babysat before!” he justified frantically, his eyes wide and scared. He started pacing the fire escape, the metal rattling with every step. “Pepper had this–this thing and Happy’s in Coney Island with May and I thought ‘how hard could it be!’ and it was actually really, really hard and now she’s gone and—”
You frowned, your brain making the connections painfully slow. “Pepper? As in Potts?”
If he’d heard you he gave no sign of it. He’d finally come to a stop at the far end by your brother’s window, his hands curing around the railing so tight his knuckles were turning white. You climbed all the way out, careful not to trip on  the rusting metal bars.  
He was rambling. “I’ve looked everywhere and I can’t find her anywhere, she’s gone! What if she’s not even here? What if she’s just wandering the streets or worse what if–”
          “Pepper Potts,” you repeated slowly. “The Pepper Potts? The one married to–?”
Peter didn’t stop. “God, if I lose Morgan I don’t–I don’t know what I’m going to do. How am I supposed to tell them? Who am I kidding, I can’t tell them! They would never forgive me. Hell, if anything happens to her I’ll never forgive m–”
Morgan. You’d heard that name before. After everyone came back and we found out who’d finally defeated Thanos you remember watching a telecast in one of the shelters that said he was survived by his wife and his daughter—Morgan.
You held up a hand and he shut up, your panicked gaze meeting his. “Wait … are you–are you actually saying you lost Iron Man’s daughter?”
He didn’t say anything, but by the way his shoulders fell in defeat he didn’t have to.
          “Oh my God, Peter–”
He winced, his eyes pleading. “Help me. Please, help me.”
Your mouth fell open, trying to find the right words and failing spectacularly. Instead you just sputtered pathetically before finally settling on: “I can’t!”
He let out an exasperated sigh that sounded more like a whine. “Why not?!”
A good question. Part of you knew you wanted to help him, but another part, a much smaller part, begged you to stay out of it—you didn’t want to be one half of the duo that lost Morgan Stark.
But you knew that wasn’t actually it. Things with Peter had taken a turn for the weird, your heart practically beating out of it’s chest anytime you so much as caught sight of him. And your late night talks were getting longer with every passing evening, most of the time well into morning.
You were afraid of how an entire afternoon spent with Peter would make you feel.
You swallowed hard, motioning to vaguely back at your room. “I have homework! So much homework that I really need to finish because I really can’t fail the exam.”
He ignored you, peering into your room as if to corroborate your excuse—which wasn’t an excuse—but you knew it was pointless. You’d left your notes on your desk across the room, most of them half-hidden under textbooks.
          “You’re taking Molecular Cell Biology?” he asked and your eyebrows shot up into your hairline. You glanced back to make sure your notes were where you left them and sure enough there they were, barely even legible.
For the second time today you were left speechless. “Yeah, I am but how did–”
He didn’t let you finish. “And you’re failing Molecular Cell Biology.”
          “Hey!” you shoved him lightly, momentarily forgetting what you were asking.
He looked back at you, smiling sheepishly. “Sorry–I’m sorry. But you are,” you glared and he held his hands up defensively. “You are! But you don’t have to be. I can help you–tutor you! I can tutor you.”
You considered it. You knew that Mrs. Palomino had maxed out her extra credit assignment threshold for you and you were down to your last chance to pass her class with a respectable grade.
You sighed. “Okay fine Parker,” you conceded and he all but cheered. “I’ll help you. But I swear to God if I don’t get an A …”
He was already climbing the fire escape, taking the stairs two by two. “I’ll get you better than an A! I’ll get you an A plus! An A plus, plus!”
You followed him, scowling at the back of his head. “That doesn’t exist!”
You ended up in his bedroom, cross-legged on his navy plaid comforter listening as he numbered off the things Morgan liked form the floor while also evaluating his choice on wall decor. He had maps and posters and random scribbled notes in red, messy handwriting.
You let your mind wander to a future where being in his room was normal and being in his bed was normal and asking him to join you on it was normal and you didn’t have to guess what was happening behind those kind eyes because he would want to tell you.
He was in the middle of contemplating whether we should chance the subway or get the cops involved when his voice broke suddenly broke through your distracted thoughts. “Are you listening?”
You blinked a few times, trying to bite down the blush creeping into your cheeks. “Morgan likes spare parts, hamburgers and sour gummy worms,” you repeated dutifully, hoping to God he wouldn’t ask you why you were suddenly flustered.
He didn’t.
          “Right. She also really likes cats, don’t forget cats. Which is funny because Tony wasn’t really a pet guy,” he mumbled, his gaze suddenly a million miles away. “He did like to take in strays, though.”
You knew that once upon a time Peter was Tony Stark’s intern, but the affection in his voice was so visceral you felt it in your own chest.
          “You know what I still can’t figure out?” you asked abruptly.
He glanced at you. “What’s up?”
          “How did you end up babysitting Tony Stark’s daughter?” you asked and you watched as his lips turned up in a ghost of a smile. “You were snapped too, so you barely knew Morgan, right?”
          “Right,” he said, in a voice right above a whisper. Then he chuckled nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. “Uh, I guess it’s complicated.”
          “Complicated how?”
He looked like he was struggling with what to say next. “Well, when Tony uh, you know, I wanted to help with whatever I could even though I wasn’t, uh, his intern anymore. So,I told Pepper to call me whenever and it turns out she needed a lot of help with Morg.”
You wanted to ask him more about it, but it felt too personal. So instead, you focused on Morgan and where a six year old girl could possibly want to go. And suddenly, it came to you. You knew where Morgan was and you didn’t have to take a subway or call the NYPD to find her.
You leaped off the bed, eyes wide. “Get up,” you said, but he just stared up at you quizzically from his spot on the floor. You nudged him with your foot excitedly, “ Get up!”
And he did. Reluctantly.
          “Think about it,” you explained impatiently. “What has burgers, sour gummy worms and a  cute kitty cat?”
You could practically see the gears turning in his head as he thought about it and hear the ‘click’ in his brain when he finally got it.
He jumped up. “Delmar!”
The next few minutes were a blur. You both scrambled to Peter’s front door and ducked into the elevator before the doors could close and took it four floors down to the lobby, where you were off again out the door and onto the street.
A fire destroyed Delmar’s Deli years ago and after the blip things got even more messy. But he stayed in Queens and ended up relocating to a new deli just a few blocks from your apartment, a deli you’d come to know and love.
You were sprinting a few paces behind Peter but when you finally made it to the familiar store front, you both reached for the handle at the same time, which you immediately realized was silly because you didn’t even know Morgan so you stood back and let him walk in first.
Delmar’s was as comforting as it was cluttered. You skirted past discarded magazine racks and an impressive candy selection on your way to the back, which is where Delmar made his world-famous (according to him) sandwiches and burgers. He was there now, laughing at something someone you couldn’t see said.
          “Hey Mister Delmar,” Peter greeted cheerfully, not even out of breath.
You, on the other hand, were practically gasping for breath, supporting yourself with the topping display, your side pressed to the cool glass. You searched the place for the bodega’s unofficial cat, Murph, who always came up and curled himself around your ankles when you came in but he was nowhere in sight.
          “Peter!” Delmar replied happily. He glanced over at you and his smile widened, “Chiquita!”
You giggled at the nickname and waved.
          “Mister Delamar, have you seen a little girl?” Peter asked and you could tell he was trying not to sound as desperate as he felt. “Her name’s Morgan and I’m really hoping she’s here.”
Delmar glanced down at his feet. “Morgancita, I think he found you.”
As he said it you watched in total amazement as Morgan Stark crawled out from behind the sandwich station, Murph sitting happily in her arms. Until this moment you’d only seen Morgan on the TV, and the screen didn’t do her justice. She was a carbon copy of her dad, all dark eyes full of mischief. She cooed at Murph one last time before putting him down gently.
She put her hands behind her back and frowned up at Peter, who looked so relieved you worried he might pass out.
          “You win Pete,” she said sadly.
Peter crouched down in front of her, looking torn between wanting to  hug her and throttle her. In the end he settled on ruffling her hair.
          “Morgan, never ever do that again, okay?”
She furrowed her brows adorably. “But Pete, I’m going to have to find better hiding places if I’m going to win.”
Peter’s eyes softened. “Just promise you’ll play by the rules next time.”
Morgan didn’t look happy, “But that’s boring.”
          “Promise?” Peter said, holding out his pinky.
Morgan watched the pinky with one of the most calculating looks you’d ever seen. But after a few seconds, she shrugged and wrapped her tiny pinky around Peter’s. “Promise.”
Then they both turned to face you and you were suddenly incredibly nervous but you didn’t have enough time to contemplate what to say because before you knew it Morgan’s dark gaze landed on you.
She tilted her head, “Who are you?”
Peter placed a hand on her back and smiled softly at you, and you felt heat flare up in the pit if your stomach. “She’s a friend of mine. We go to school together and she helped me find you.”
“Isn’t that cheating?” Morgan asked, narrowing her eyes at you.
Peter rolled his eyes. “Not when you break the rules, Cymorg.”
She fixed her attention back to you. “Hi,” she said, holding out her hand like a miniature professional. “I’m Morgan.”
You smiled down at her, taking her fingers in yours. “It is very nice to meet you, Morgan.”
You bent down so you were level with her and beckoned her closed, as if to tell her a secret. She leaned in, Peter watching you both curiously.
“For the record, if it wasn’t for me, you would have won,” you whispered. “He had no idea.”
She smiled up at Peter and said, “I like her.”
He was looking at you in a way that made you dizzy. “Me, too.”
          “And she’s really pretty.”
You don’t know who flushed brighter: you or Peter.
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Million Reasons ⛅ (Matsukawa Issei/Reader) on [Ao3]  ➸Rated E, fem!Reader, 7k+words    ➷Part 2 of the Haikyuu Song Fic Collection    ➷Angst, depression, fluff, this one is pwp    ➷Left in Matsukawa’s wake, you find yourself struggling to come to terms with your break up. Everything reminds you of him. From the sheets that smell like him, to something as simple as coffee.
After everything, you know you should let him go, but you can’t help but search for reasons to stay. 
[Masterlist] [part 1]
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A/N:
Here’s part two for my song fic collection, as promised! Highly recommend reading part one, linked above.
This one is Million Reasons, Lady Gaga. Despite it endlessly being played on the radio in the car and at work, I can always jam to it. I think it’s a nice follow up to Harry Styles’ Falling!
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It had been a long week, and you found yourself mindlessly going through your days.
You rely entirely on muscle memory to carry you through daily tasks and basic human needs, but barely have an appetite to finish meals or the energy to leave the house.
You haven’t seen Matsukawa or heard from him since your ‘break up’, you’d only gotten confirmation from Hanamaki that he ended up staying at his place.
After the first day, you noticed Matsukawa had picked up some of his things when you came back from work.
The closet you shared was emptier, stray coat hangers and missing sweaters and tees. You’re ashamed to admit that you slept in one of his tee shirts that night.
Wrapped up in his scent between his shirt and the sheets, you were able to wake up the next morning in your sleepy haze, believing that it never happened. That Matsukawa hadn’t said any of it.
If only you said more, told him all the things that he needed to hear. But any words of encouragement went out of his head, and no amount of I love you’s would get through to him.
And as the week progressed with radio silence, the intrusive thoughts in your head began to convince you that he might have meant everything he said.
You told yourself otherwise, that he just needs a break to sort everything out himself. He just wasn’t in the right state of mind when he snapped at you, he hadn’t been for months. Matsukawa struggled to love himself as much as he did you, and though you tried to support him, he wouldn’t accept it.
You lay back in the empty sheets, lonely sigh bouncing off the walls into white noise.
You already miss being wrapped up in the sheets with him, whispering in each other’s ears and laughing about nothing. You’ve missed it for awhile now, but now that he’s not here the longing sits heavier on your chest.
You’d noticed the signs, Matsukawa had started to lack affection and his depressive episodes became more frequent. You thought you were acknowledging them, but every time he brushed you aside, you stepped down so easily.
Every time he interrupted your concerns with a subject change, you accepted it. You’d confront him later, you always told yourself.
Curling into your side, arms aching to wrap around him, you fret yourself over things you should’ve and could’ve done.
After tossing and turning, you’re finally able to drift to sleep, caught in the dream of a memory.
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“Welcome home!”
You cheer, when Matsukawa arrives home from work.
You’d been used to serving food at the restaurant, but not cooking it. You’re grateful Matsukawa at least knew his way around a kitchen, you mostly aided him to the best of your abilities. But tonight, you wanted to make sure a meal was sitting at the table when he arrived.
Despite your underwhelming talents in the kitchen, you’d researched recipes to prepare his favorite hamburg steak.
Admittedly, you played the recipe video back about six times after every direction to make sure you were doing it right.
But you’re pretty confident how it turned out, and you repeated the process with several other dishes he liked, all in time for his arrival home.
You’d even spent the day cleaning and organizing. Even though it wasn’t your designated cleaning day, you wanted him to come home to a brighter apartment.
You’d decorated the walls with photographs that the printing place finished earlier. High school photos from Hanamaki line the wall, mostly of their volleyball team, as well as photos of you and Matsukawa together.
You got caught up sorting through the old pictures of Matsukawa, excitedly giggling at his younger face, his hair style then, how lanky he was, same thick eyebrows.
You almost thought you hadn’t given yourself enough time to prepare the food.
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When the front door swings open, you set off a party popper, just for the sake of being extra. Simultaneously, you scare the living shit out of Matsukawa.
“Woah! What is all this?”
Overcoming the initial surprise, his eyes flick around the room. His arms outstretched, you accept the hug eagerly as he peers at you with curiosity.
“It’s not our anniversary. Or my birthday. Or your birthday. What’s going on babe? Are you pregnant—“
He mentally ticks off important dates, before his eyes blow wide at his own assumption.
“No, no. Nothing like that, silly. You’ve been working so hard at your new job, I figured I’d reward you for it!”
You slide your hands up to link behind his neck, attempting to tug him closer as you straighten your posture.
He laughs, leaning down to meet your awaiting kiss. Your lips feel warm against his, and you can feel him unable to resist smiling into the kiss.
Matsukawa’s hands move to caress your hair, he separates momentarily to read your expression.
You open your eyes and peek through your lashes to see his warm gaze.
Ever since he had to work at the funeral home for his father, his mood had plummeted.
It was completely understandable, his goals and aspirations were put on the back burner.
And when he was told he needed to take over the business entirely, the dreams he worked tirelessly for were completely out of his reach.
Needless to say, he’d been despondent. For awhile, nothing you could say could pull him out of it.
But day by day, he grew accustomed to it, even told you things he started to like about the seemingly grim business.
Even though he managed to find a silver lining, it never brought him back to his usual self.
So seeing the light in his eyes and his rosy cheeks made you beam with pure, unadulterated, joy.
“I’m so proud of you, Issei.”
You mumble, words dancing across his lips, and he thanks you with a contented expression, running his thumb softly across your cheekbone.
He reconnects your lips into another gentle kiss, and you easily find yourself lost in it.
Despite complaining about how cold he is all the time, he radiates warmth, and it encompasses you wholly.
He trails his hand down your cheek, slotting his thumb and fingers to either side of your jaw.
When you feel the soft pressure of his fingers, you open your mouth at the gesture, and he doesn’t hesitate to slide his tongue against yours.
Threading your fingers through his curls, you hear the softest moan of satisfaction from him. As your hot tongues slick together, you drag your nails from his hair, down his neck, broad shoulders, to his chest.
You pop open the buttons of his collar with relative ease, but as your excitement grows the difficulty of the task increases.
Matsukawa’s arm wraps around your middle, pressing you close to his body. He rests his free hand to the back of your neck, and to accommodate your tight proximity you tilt your head back.
Bodies now flushed together, you feel the heat exchanging and rising between the two of you, and he hasn’t stopped attacking your mouth for a moment.
Matsukawa bites your bottom lip softly, teasingly, and his mouth covers the gasp that threatens to escape your lips.
He presses a knee between your legs, and you stagger back.
“Ah,”
You separate momentarily,
“Fuck,”
He grunts out as your bottom hits the edge of the dining table. His palm quickly flattens against the surface of it while using his other arm to maintain your balance.
“Sorry, I got a little excited there.”
He mutters close to your face, but the clatter of the plates at the table echoes in your ears. The noise winds up bringing you out of your haze, back to your senses.
“Ahhhh! The food is getting cold!”
You press your hands to his chest, and he lets you push him off with minor hesitation.
“Mmm, and we were getting to the good part.”
He sighs, running his hand through his dark hair.
“We can get to the good part later! We need to eat before all the food dies!”
You settle at one end of the table, and he smiles taking his seat across you.
“This part is just as good too...”
He comments, making you flush as he helps himself, his eyes practically glitter at the meal you worked so hard to prepare.
“I can’t fuck you as good if I’m running on empty, anyways.”
You sputter at his brazen comment, and by the look on his face you can tell he feels zero shame.
“Issei!”
Your cheeks brighten, and he holds a piece of steak up to your lips as a peace offering.
“Kidding.”
You know he’s absolutely not kidding, but you accept it nonetheless, laughing with a blush after getting over the initial shock value.
You banter and laugh through the meal, blushing at all the praise he gives you for your cooking. It leaves you satisfied that your efforts payed off and he enjoyed everything.
When you clean up the table, you try to convince him to let you do the dishes yourself.
“I’ll take care of it! Don’t worry,”
You collect the plates on your arms with practiced ease, despite not working at the restaurant anymore you can still balance everything perfectly.
“You cooked, I should clean.”
Matsukawa insists, of course, and he’s much stronger than you so you don’t resist (much) when he takes the plates from your hands.
In the end, due to your excessive pouting and puppy eyes, you compromise by cleaning the dishes like you two normally do. Side by side at the sink together, elbows brushing occasionally.
The domesticity of doing a regular household chore together with Matsukawa makes your heart feel full.
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When you leave the kitchen, you catch him staring fondly at the photos of the both of you, newly framed and hung.
“I like how this one came out.”
You point out your favorite one. You were a brand new couple then, eager to impress each other and afraid to mess things up.
Matsukawa wraps his arms around you, pressing his front to your back. He rests his chin at the top of your head, and you hold his hands softly and lean back into the touch.
You take the next opportunity to roast the fuck out of Hanamaki’s haircut in high school, pointing at the old Seijou volleyball team photos.
“Maybe that’s why he put up a fight when I asked for them.”
You snicker, he didn’t look... bad. But it was certainly a contrast to his K-Pop reminiscent hair style now.
“How’d you manage to convince him?”
“I told him I’d just ask Oikawa for pictures instead, and Hanamaki immediately said he could find some for me.”
Matsukawa snorts at your response, knowing exactly what your play was,
“You’re pretty evil. I’m positive Oikawa has a stockpile of team photos where he’s the only one that looks good.”
“Really? Should I text him now for some?”
“Please don’t.”
“Mmmm, I’ll let it slide. But only for tonight.”
You tease, and you feel the laughter rumble from his chest.
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When you make your way to the bedroom, the both of you make good on your promise before dinner.
Matsukawa is quick to press you into the mattress, lips back against yours.
Before you get too excited, you make sure to finish unbuttoning the rest of his dress shirt this time.
You don’t trust yourself enough to be able to do the job right later, especially now that his hot breath is trailing past your jawline down to your neck.
The feeling combined with his tongue now laving at the junction between your neck and shoulder sends a shockwave down your spine.
You arch into him, just barely muffling the noises behind your lips shut tight.
“I wanna hear it all, baby,”
Matsukawa whispers against your neck, sliding his hand up to grab your chin. His thumb presses against your bottom lip, and you open your mouth obediently.
He’s careful not to leave any marks behind, despite how badly he wants to. But recalling how you scolded him fairly recently for the discolored bruises in obvious places, during the summertime no less (where it’s impossible to wear scarves or turtlenecks, apparently), made him think twice.
The feel of his hot breath ghosting across your neck makes you sigh with pleasure. You make a noise of upset when he pulls away, lips turning down into a pout.
Your disappointment doesn’t last for long, when you see him shrugging his dress shirt the rest of the way off.
Your eyes catch his broad shoulders, traveling down to his abdomen, and you thank god for high school volleyball for giving him a routine as you trail your hands across his chest to his abs.
“You’re so hot it hurts.”
You whine out, pouting as he chuckles.
“Oh, it’s gonna hurt for sure.”
You know he’s just teasing, and you roll your eyes.
Matsukawa wouldn’t hurt you if he could help it, you’d have to beg for it before he did anything remotely close to harming you.
“You’re full of it.”
“Hey, I’ve got a big dick and the attitude to back it up.”
He shrugs, slipping his fingers under the bottom of your shirt.
You laugh at the route your conversation turned.
At least he didn’t say something like ‘You’re about to be full’.
You aid him tugging your shirt overhead,
“You really do though.”
And you can feel said ‘big dick’ pressing against you when he leans back down to kiss you.
The first time you saw it, released from the confines of his unbuckled pants, you thought instantly that it wasn’t going to fit. His briefs and pants dropped to the floor along with your jaw.
And you’d never thought something so ridiculous before, but that was how big Matsukawa’s dick was.
But he took things slow, let you grow accustomed to him, and only fucked you hard into the mattress when you cried for it.
Matsukawa is proud of it to this day, and you’ve never told another soul, but he wound up putting you out of commission the next day.
You had to call in a favor for Iwasaki to cover your shift because there was no way you’d be getting in thousands of steps at work after the night you had.
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Snapping you out of your thoughts, you moan against Matsukawa’s mouth when he grinds against your lower half.
The two of you have gained a lot of experience in the bedroom over the course of your relationship, attuned to everything the other likes and dislikes, and what feels best for the other.
And Matsukawa is able to find the right spot and angle to grind his hips into you, and he does so with practiced ease.
As much as you love the feeling of his hard on pressing through his slacks and your shorts, the friction and pressure driving you wild,
“You’re wearing to much.”
You break the kiss with a whine.
“You’re wearing just as much as me.”
He laughs, but doesn’t wait another moment longer to pull your shorts down.
You raise your knees to make the task easier, and he tosses the garment aside carelessly. It falls to the floor to join your previously discarded shirt,
“Hey, I worked hard to clean today you know,”
You tease, as he makes quick work of his belt and his own pants.
“I’m sorry, babe. Do you want me to fold it as I go?”
He laughs lightly, pulling his slacks down.
You wonder in the mean time how he’s able to get undressed in bed without looking awkward.
He actually starts to fold them, and you snatch the fabric from his hands with a laugh, tossing it to join the rest of the clothes.
“I was kidding, just hurry up and kiss me!”
You pull him back to meet you in another searing kiss, and he laughs against your lips, pressing you back into the sheets.
Your banter is quickly forgotten, in favor of hot mouths and tongues getting reacquainted.
He snaps your bra and you meet his satisfied smirk with a glare, but the bite is lacking due to your lust addled state. He unclasps the hooks easier than you can yourself, but before you can feel jealous of his skill he’s slipping the lingerie off.
He’s sure to give your breasts the same attention your mouth received, licking and biting gently.
Matsukawa’s fingers trail down your side, the touch so light it’s almost nonexistent, until his hand is slipping past your panties to the wet heat behind them.
“Issei,”
You gasp, body tensing on reflex at the touch, and he tucks his face back into your neck with calming words of reassurance.
You sigh contently when his fingers slip inside, giving a few slow thrusts.
Your hips arch into his hand, and he bites your neck, causing you to moan out his name once more.
“You’re so wet baby. Were you waiting all night for this?”
Not trusting your voice, you nod with a hum, threading your fingers through his hair.
“Hm? You’re usually so good with your words,”
He clicks his tongue, pumping his fingers at a slow and teasing pace,
“Slow, or faster? Use your words baby.”
There’s that hot breath against your neck that sends shivers throughout you, and the pet name that warms your body in an instant.
“F-Faster, please!”
He smiles against your skin, kissing up to your jaw.
“You even said please, good girl.”
He praises, increasing his pace. The sounds become embarrassingly loud, and you can hear what he’s doing to you as well as feel it to your core.
You gasp out when he presses his thumb to your clit, hands dropping to find purchase on his back. The bundle of nerves so suddenly abused sends your back arching off the mattress.
“I-Issei, please, I think I’m ready—“
And with that, he slips his hands out and tugs the flimsy garment down your legs.
Your body misses the feeling of his long and slender fingers deep inside you, but you know very well that his cock can reach the places his fingers can’t.
And though you love the way the dark under armour briefs look hugging his thighs, barely concealing his hard on, you’re way more excited to see them coming off.
You let out a gasp when he hikes your leg up his shoulder, and you’re physically brought back into the moment when he lines up his erection against your slick folds.
He rocks his hips gently against them, cock sliding just outside your heat. His voice sounds thick with anticipation and lust,
“Ready?”
You love how even now he’s still looking to you for permission, and you nod eagerly,
“God yes, just do it, Issei.”
And with that he slowly pushes his cock inside you with a low moan. Your jaw slackens, and your eyes screw shut with a moan of your own.
You swear, every time it feels like he’s splitting you open. But his fingers and care from earlier certainly helps, and you feel your walls accommodating the width of his girth as he slowly pushes in.
It’s tight, it always is with him, but you love the feeling of being so full of him.
He pauses when he’s nearly fully in, and you peek up to catch his hesitant expression.
“Keep going, babe,”
You instruct with a pant, your raised leg and hips shaking despite your wishes.
He smooths his hand over your thigh up to your knee, waiting for it to subside while he gently pets caresses your skin.
When your body arches for more contact, he decides to push all the way in.
You’re panting, and it’s barely started. Sweat drops down Matsukawa’s brow in concentration, and you internally praise him for his willpower to not absolutely plow you when you know he really wants to.
“How are you feeling?”
His other hand traces at your hip, thumb brushing gentle circles.
“I’m good, how are you?”
Your lidded eyes catch his and he laughs at the mundane response.
“Ready for me to absolutely rail you?”
If you could muster any excess energy, you might even roll your eyes at him,
“Just shut up and fuck me.”
“Anything for you, darling.”
He presses a chaste kiss to your lips, the sweetness of the action contrasting heavily with the indecent things he’s about to do to you.
He quickly busies himself with the task of ‘shutting up’ and ‘fucking you’, though with the rough moans slipping out of his mouth he’s not sure he could even tease you properly.
He feels a surge of pride at the delighted noises coming from your pretty lips, and he eats them up with a kiss.
You keen when the leg you have hooked on his shoulder presses to your chest to accommodate the kiss, his pace not faltering as he thrusts his hips to yours.
“I-Issei!”
And you can tell by the way he speeds up he loves the way you call his name so impassioned, and despite his increased tempo he remains attentive.
It’s when you feel his fingers back to abuse your clit in tight circles that you immediately start meeting his thrusts sloppily, not quite aligning with his rhythm.
Your mind (and body) is so full of Matsukawa, you don’t think you can concentration on matching his pace properly, but your sloppy thrusts at least give you a shred of the satisfaction your body is desperately craving.
Various iterations of his name spill out of your mouth, alongside other blissful noises.
In your hazy vision you take in the the man before you. The sheen of sweat covering his neck, his chest, abs, catching the dim lighting.
Every part of your body is practically bouncing as he pushes you harder into the mattress, his thrusts unforgiving and unrelenting.
Your eyes screw shut for a moment as you cry at a few consecutive thrusts where his cock hit deep, but you glance back so you can catch his expression.
His brows are knit tight in concentration, eyes fixed shut, lips parted occasionally for every curse and moan that escapes him.
And when it all becomes too much for you, his cock pushed as far as it can go, if not farther, his fingers keeping up their mission to stimulate your overly sensitive clit, his other hand gripping your hip tightly, your nails raking across his back, every sound filling your ears whether it’s from his lips or your bodies, you throw your head back with a cry.
“Come with me baby—“
Matsukawa voice is rough and hot, he thrusts deeper than you thought possible. Your name falls from his lips, soft flesh red from biting.
He presses his palm beside your head, creating an indent to the mattress. In the process, he catches your hair as he grips the sheets, balancing himself on a shaking arm.
You arch into him, hot skin pressing to hot skin.
White hot flashes over you when you feel his body shaking, painting practically your guts with his release as he pants and moans above you.
And it throws you headfirst into your own euphoric release.
And against better judgement, you cry out,
“Mattsun!”
Matsukawa’s dark eyes, hazy with lust and the satisfaction of release, immediately blow wide with momentary confusion.
“What the fuck—”
He scrambles off of you in a disoriented haste, and the bed dips when he presses his knees beside you on the mattress.
“What the fuck was that?”
He growls out, but it sounds more like a cry, or maybe a whine.
You can’t help but laugh at his reaction, stifling it behind your palm as you will your aching body to sit upright,
“I-I’m sorry!”
You’re still laughing, and his glare eases when he sees your rosy cheeks, watching your shoulders shake with mirth.
“Thanks, my dick is completely soft now.”
“You wanted to go again? You have work early tomorrow.”
“I might’ve stayed up for another round. But now we’ll never know, because of that stunt you just pulled.”
He pinches your nose, and you have the audacity to giggle as he grabs a stray towel to clean you up.
Pitching it with a perfect arc into a bin across the room, he lays back beside you grumbling something about your aforementioned audacity.
Even though he was mildly distressed by the prank you pulled in the throes of passion, he still made sure to clean you himself.
You turn on your side with a wide, blushing smile, wrapping your arm around his middle.
“I can’t believe you’d use that nickname. And while I’m cumming, too.”
He complains again, grudgingly slinging his arm around you.
“Oikawa always calls you that, and you never let me use it when we first met. I thought it would be funny to try it then.”
“Right. As much as I’d love to talk about Oikawa in the afterglow of our mind blowing sex—“
“You would?”
You snort, and he rolls his eyes,
“No. Honestly, I wish I could convey to you how much I don’t want to do that.”
The sour look he sends you makes another laugh bubble up.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry Issei. You just... have seemed so down lately. I wanted to do something special for you, and make you laugh.”
“You thought something special would be using one of that guy’s crappy nicknames during hot sex?”
You slap his chest lightly when he raises a skeptical brow, deciding to ignore for now how he verbally sidestepped your concerns with a jest.
“No, I meant the dinner, and the pictures. That was just so you could look back and laugh!”
You pout, feeling the rumbling from his chest as a laugh escapes his lips.
“Ahh, now I can look back on the night my beautiful girlfriend made a special dinner, and decorated our apartment with lovely photos. And when I had sex with her she called out the terrible nickname one of my best friends gave me.”
“Issei!”
You drag out each syllable of his name with a cry, of course when he says it like that it sounds more like a bad idea.
“I know, I’m just teasing. I’m very, very grateful for tonight. You really surprised me, in a good way.”
He gives you a soft expression that makes your chest warm up.
“...but I’m letting you know now, I’m not telling anyone how it ended. Not even Hanamaki,”
He pinches your thigh and you yelp, grabbing for his wrist as he continues,
“And you better not tell anyone either.”
“Okay, okay, I won’t! Just don’t start tickling me!”
He flattens his palm against your thigh, leaning over to kiss your pink cheek.
“Good girl.”
The pet name sends butterflies stirring in your stomach, and you pull him closer to cuddle.
Matsukawa pulls the covers to settle comfortably over the both of you, tangling your legs together and wrapping a strong arm over you. He settles snug against you, and presses a soft kiss to your forehead.
“I love you, Issei. So much.”
“I love you too,”
He whispers your name affectionately, kissing your nose this time, as you both let sleep overtake you.
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“I don’t think this relationship is working out.”
“I cheated on you.”
“You’re in denial.”
“Stop looking for excuses!”
“—I don’t love you anymore!”
Matsukawa’s last words to you rattle your sleep addled brain, and you blink awake, the haze of your pleasant memories forgotten.
Tears sting at your eyes, and you wipe furiously at them as they start to pool.
Regretting the nap, and your next actions, you pull your phone from the covers to call him.
You don’t end up building the courage to press the call button in the end, and hastily settle for a text reading ‘I miss you’.
And god, you miss him so much.
But the immediate silence that follows puts that pit right back in your stomach.
You spend the rest of the day, periodically checking your phone for any updates.
Your hand constantly itches to grab for it in your pocket, and you resist the urge to check less often than you’d hope.
Each time you’re met with an empty notification screen, your lock screen ready to shove a photo of you and Matsukawa in your face.
But the wound is too fresh to replace it, and you ache to see his face even if it’s through a screen or a photograph on the wall.
You slip your phone back into your pocket for the millionth time, returning to your tablet to get some work done.
Every time your stylus meets the screen, you can’t come up with the ideas or muster the creativity to produce anything.
You miss when Matsukawa would have you snug in his lap, and you could lay your head on his shoulder while sketching away.
Those moments were second nature to you, you’d grown so accustomed to his company and comfort. You never thought once that something as simple as cuddling on the couch with Matsukawa during downtime wouldn’t be an possibility anymore.
You never contemplated losing the encouraging words whispered against your ear. About what colors he liked, what a good job you were doing, or even the silly doodles he laughed at when you were getting sidetracked.
Your head gets stuck in the same cycle you’ve gone through every day since Matsukawa left.
What could you have said? What could you have done?
You miss his voice, his warmth, his touch, his face, you miss him.
You look off and stare out the window, resting your chin against your palm.
Is this really it?
It feels like your breathing cuts off then, and you feel numb as your chest tightens.
Despite it all, you feel completely aware, as the thought sits heavy on your mind. Do you really have to let him go?
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It’s nearing a month now, and since that moment in your apartment it didn’t take long for your thoughts to go into disarray again.
You desperately want to believe in Matsukawa, give him the space he clearly needs, but the radio silence ends up driving you crazy.
You’re left with your heartbreak, your intrusive thoughts, the devil on your shoulder constantly telling you he meant everything he said.
You’re clinging to anything that’ll convince you Matsukawa loves you, that he wouldn’t leave you like this, but the distance between you two has diminished anything to hold on to.
All you have to keep you sane are memories of I love you’s.
But he hadn’t said it in a long time, and he hasn’t been here to give you any semblance of closure, or a reason that doesn’t sound like complete bullshit.
He’s giving you a million reasons to let him go, but you keep hanging on.
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Normally, you’d be curled up in your sheets letting your emotions run wild, the memory of that night playing back in your head as if it were a big screening of a drama.
Your friends convinced you to get outside, anything to make the worst seem a little better. You told them you would heed their advice.
Instead of lying in sorrow at your apartment, you’re at yours and Matsukawa’s favorite cafe.
Getting out of the apartment was a good idea, your friends were right about that. It never truly felt like yours alone.
It was yours and Matsukawa’s, everything belonged to the both of you. It was decided together, down to the furniture and the kitchenwares.
Getting fresh air was healthy for you, your friends weren’t wrong, but coming to this cafe was the worst idea possible.
You’d been a frequent customer prior to the incident, but you’ve since ghosted the place. You thought it would be fine, just one latte to bring your spirits up.
But you only managed to satisfy the sick, subconscious urge to feel sorry for yourself in the place you and Matsukawa made memories in together.
Your favorite drink overdosed with sugars tastes bittersweet on your tongue.
And it doesn’t help that the smells and images of the cafe are attached to memories that are starting to feel even more bittersweet.
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“...Mm... It tastes great...!”
You struggle to keep your lips from turning down, and even more to swallow down the bitter black coffee. Nonetheless, you flash a smile Matsukawa’s way.
After Matsukawa had given you his number, your conversations flowed with ease. It was surprisingly natural texting him, and even more so conversing with him over the phone or in person.
After a few dates, you found yourself at a local cafe with him.
It seemed to be climbing in popularity, and you’d known Matsukawa was passionate about his coffee.
“You don’t have to pretend to like it.”
He laughs, eyeing the look on your face.
Your extreme distaste must have been more obvious than you thought, or maybe he’s just more perceptive than he lets on.
“Okay, you’re right. It’s actually pretty disgusting. How do you drink it like this?!”
You gently slide his coffee cup over, and try not to think too hard and combust when his fingers brush over yours to take it back.
You also try to convince yourself that the burning heat on your fingers is from the heat seeping from the to-go cup, and not from Matsukawa’s brief touch.
Taking a swig of your own coffee, you attempt to wash away his coffee’s aftertaste.
“How do you drink it like that?”
He points his finger at your drink.
“...Fair. I just like coffee with milk and sugar! It’s common.”
“You like your milk and sugar with coffee.”
He teases, expression straight and neutral. You smile thinking that you’re beginning to understand Matsukawa’s sense of humor.
You poke your tongue out at his deadpan correction, and his eyes flash with amusement.
“It’s better with flavor, and sugar makes almost anything taste good! You’re just drinking bean juice, but plain and without all the extra stuff.”
“If anything, you’re just drinking bean juice with sugar in it, and that doesn’t sound much better.”
He points out, and you hum at his wit.
“....I think we’ve reached a stalemate, Matsukawa.”
You pout. He laughs, and it sounds so charming to your ears.
You hold your hand out to him, and he cuts himself short to peer at it in confusion.
“Truce. I won’t make fun of your plain bean juice as long as you don’t make fun of my sugary bean juice.”
“I accept. But only if we stop saying bean juice.”
“Deal.”
You accept his hand into a firm shake with a bright smile, and a pink hue creeps up your cheeks when you notice how much bigger his palm is compared to yours.
You blink when you attempt to pull your hand back and he doesn’t let go.
“Come on, we’ve got a movie to catch. Don’t wanna miss making fun of the trailers.”
He stands from his seat, pulling you up to your feet.
Your brain short circuits then. Does he want to hold your hand?
How are the two of you going to hold right hands while walking?
Would it be too awkward to just let go and try to hold his other hand? But he’s holding his coffee in it!
You don’t have to think much longer on it, Matsukawa’s already swapping his coffee with his other hand, placing his newly freed one into your palm.
It’s warm from the heat of the coffee, and your heart swells when you come to the realization that he was in fact trying to hold your hand.
“Ready?”
You glance up to see his expression, and your heart practically skips a beat at the shy look on his face.
He’s looking for any distraction, sipping at his coffee as he waits for your reaction.
When he risks a glance at you, he catches the eager smile that spreads across your cheeks.
You lace your fingers with his, holding his hand tightly,
“Mm. Let’s go!”
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After that memory, you start to feel sick.
You can’t even stomach the coffee anymore, and you toss it in the trash in a rush, ignoring the questioning looks sent your way by the customers and employees. You pull your coat tighter to your body, before hurrying out of the cafe.
Pacing down the street, you decide to head back to the apartment.
Anywhere else is just another memory.
The park, the theatre, restaurants, bars, you can’t even see Hanamaki, and you don’t want to bother your other friends.
It’s better to wallow in your misery at home than in the public eye, anyways. You can’t stand the looks of confusion or pity being sent your way.
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You kick off your shoes at the door, freezing when you notice the pair that wasn’t there before.
Is your mind playing tricks on you?
No, Matsukawa took these before he left, you’re almost positive.
Your knees shake as you take the first step forward, scanning the living room, but there’s no sight of him there.
When you open the bedroom door, you find him sitting at the edge of the bed.
The bed you shared together, that you’d slept in alone for a month now.
When he perks up at the sound of the door swinging open, he’s at a loss for words when he catches your shocked stare.
Your name leaves his lips, and it’s almost a whisper, so easy to miss, but it’s what you’ve been wanting to hear for weeks now.
“...here to collect the rest of your things?”
Your voice is shaky at best, lacking nerve.
“No, no. I... really wanted to talk to you—”
“Now you wanna talk?!”
For the briefest of moments, you felt happy to hear he wasn’t back to grab his things and leave you again, but it’s quickly replaced by your pent up emotions.
He opens his mouth, but you don’t let him speak.
“I get you needed space. I didn’t try to call you, I didn’t go to Hanamaki’s. I was happy to give you time, but what the fuck Issei? You ghosted me! I kept convincing myself that it was my fault, that I should’ve been better, or I should’ve done more for you. And you left me completely alone and heartbroken!”
You’re panting after the outburst, but there’s still so much more you want to say,
“You told me you wanted to break up, you lied to my face, and then you keep me in the dark! Did I not deserve at least a small explanation? Fuck, Issei, you’re giving me a million reasons to walk away!”
You don’t want to, of course, but the words spill out with everything that had remained unspoken in his absence.
Your lips purse shut, and your heart aches when you see his jaw clenched tight and his watery expression.
“Issei... I just need one good one to stay.”
You finish with a sigh, gazing up at him hopefully. You desperately want to reach out and hold his hands, but you clench your fists at your sides and keep yourself back.
The silence is deafening, the tension and dread in the air thick as you swallow tightly.
“...I love you. I don’t think I could live without you.”
Matsukawa finally says, staring at you resolutely. He immediately panics at the statement though,
“Fuck, I shouldn’t talk like that. I meant to say, I want to... keep living my life with you, or something like that.”
He runs a hand through his hair nervously before clicking his tongue,
“Shit, that sounded dumb. Ahhh... I’ve actually been seeing someone...”
His eyes widen at his own words, and he quickly waves his hands as if to wipe the words out of existence,
“N-Not like that though! You were right, actually, I lied about... cheating on you. I talked to Hanamaki, I’ve actually been getting therapy now. I haven’t had many sessions yet but...”
He trails off, fidgeting and wringing his hands together as your brain catches up with all the information he’s dumped on you.
Your eyes water as you lunge forward to pull him into a tight hug,
“That’s all I needed to hear!”
You cry into his chest, and he wraps his arms around you, petting your head softly, he missed holding you like this,
“That I got a therapist?”
“Not that silly,”
You whine, pulling away to peer up at him through teary-eyed lashes,
“That you love me. I haven’t heard it in awhile. I’m sorry I forgot... I just really wanted to hear it.”
He stares at you with a regretful expression, brushing your tears away. It only makes you cry harder, strange happiness filling you that he’s finally here in person to wipe your tears away.
“I’m sorry. I love you. I had a hard time believing someone like you could love someone like me. I know you were always there to support me and love me with everything you have, but I kept thinking you deserved better,”
He tucks his chin on top of your head and pulls you back in, close to his chest,
“And that was selfish of me to decide for you. I’m sorry I lied, I’m sorry I pushed you away.”
You can hear how shaky his voice is, and press your face to his sweater. Your tears drip down and catch the soft fabric, and you think about how hard it must’ve been for him to come to terms with himself.
“But you really do deserve better,”
You pull away to scold him for that but he’s quick to interrupt,
“And I’ll be better for you if you’ll let me. I’ll work hard on handling these thoughts and anxieties.”
“Issei...”
You bring your hands up to cup his cheeks, and it’s your turn to wipe the tears brimming at his eyes,
“Only if you accept that I can do better for you, and let me support you every step of the way.”
“Deal.”
You slide your hands around the back of his neck and lean in close.
At your gesture, he instinctively brings his hands to your sides, and tilts his face towards yours.
Your lips catch his in a kiss, filled with all the bitter and sweet emotions. Your longing and heartache fades away with your growing promise to each other.
“I love you, I love you.”
He says between each kiss, and you can’t help but smile into it each time.
“I love you too.”
A/N:
sorry for the absolute ANGST of the first part and a majority of this part, but I thrive in chaos. I made it better right? :’)
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zmediaoutlet · 4 years
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One of Sam’s earliest memories is of Dean washing his hair. Most of his early memories circle around Dean, one way or another--reading together, wrestling for blankets in their shared bed, playing Space Invaders at the arcade with Sam standing on a crate to reach--but that one feels different. In his less self-forgiving moments, he thinks that’s where the trouble started.
In the memory he’s really small--four maybe, though he’s never had a good way of tracking that kind of thing. The houses and apartments and motels changed too much and every old flash of time feels like it’s from a different life. Wherever they were, the bathroom was yellow, and he had a chipped Superman action figure who was swimming in the bath with him, and Dean was kneeling right next to the tub and he was wearing a purple t-shirt that Sam had soaked wet to black. Dean was teasing like he usually did, but Sam doesn’t remember it being mean-spirited like sometimes it could get later. Dean massaged the shampoo into his hair and it smelled like chemical peach, and he said tip your head back, kiddo when it was time to rinse, and Sam did and laughed when the water splashed all over. When the bubbles were gone Dean had him stand up and wrapped him up in a towel, and it felt--safe. He was happy.
Things weren’t as happy, later. He learned things he’d desperately wanted to know, and regretted it when he did. It got worse, between him and Dad. Between him and Dean sometimes, too, and that was way more gutting. Sometimes Dean would be gone, and it’d just be Sam and Dad, and that was miserable--silent car rides, mechanical conversation. Dinner would be whatever takeout Dad could manage and at bedtime Sam would lay curled up all alone and wish desperately that Dean was there so that even if they kicked at each other and wrestled and Dean called him a dumb squirt, when it was time to actually sleep he could lay his head on Dean’s chest or curl up against his back, and it’d feel safe again, like it never did when Dean was gone.
Thirteen and Sam was all torn-up inside. Dean teased him for not flirting with girls but girls weren’t what Sam wanted. Sure, he liked the stuff he saw sometimes, when a skinmag got left out or when Dean thought he was sneaking a porno when Sam was asleep--tits and pussy, soft skin, pretty lips, pretty faces. There was one Playboy that he about rubbed himself raw over--he got it. But it wasn’t--enough. It wasn’t what he thought about, in the middle of the night, and what he had to creep out of their bed and shut himself into the bathroom and freak out about. Soft skin, and pretty lips, and even--even tits, sure, because--at seventeen Dean was the prettiest thing Sam had ever seen, and even if Dean hit a growth spurt and was getting shoulders like a man and he was all tall, he was still--soft, in their bed, and his body was--was Sam’s, the way all the random pornstars and actresses and girls at school weren’t, and never would be. Dean would make dinner, mac & cheese & hamburger just like Sam liked it, and he’d ruffle Sam’s hair and smile at him, and Sam would chub up right there at the formica table, and he’d eat all strangled-up while Dean yessir nosirred Dad, and he’d use the excuse of reading for school to sneak off to bed early, and lay there in the dark with his face buried in Dean’s pillow, hand crammed down his shorts, thinking--what the hell? what the hell?
Later--it got worse. He left. He met a girl. He tried his best. It didn’t escape his notice that she had soft skin and green eyes and fair hair and that when she wanted to make him dinner for a date night he asked completely unthinking for mac & cheese & hamburger, and she laughed and said, “Really?” but she made it, and it was--higher quality, more skill put in, and wasn’t nearly as good. In bed she didn’t mind if he lay with his head on her chest and felt the rise of her tits, and she liked getting fucked with him spooned up behind her, so that was--okay. He could make it. He--he was almost sure he could make it.
Later--worse again. Better, because there was Dean, but Dean didn’t cook anymore and he didn’t share Sam’s bed, and he wore a big square leather jacket that made him look like he was trying to be Dad. They were brothers, of course, and Dean teased and got mad, but it wasn’t--it wasn’t the same as it had been. It was harder. Some days when it was the worst it could be Sam went and hid in the bathroom and everything in him wanted to just curl up, get taken care of. Wanted those old days, of baths and food, of Dean touching his hair like he did, of warmth, of softness. They weren’t on the table though, and he didn’t think they ever would be again. It wasn’t worth pining for, though, because there was work to be done, so: he squared his shoulders, and washed his face, and went out and faced the world.
Later--Dean kissed him. He kissed Dean, and then they did rather more than kissing. The world they’d saved didn’t end. They really were the days of miracles. Finally getting to touch Dean like he’d always dreamed about didn’t fix things, but it sure didn’t make them worse, and the world still rattled on ridiculously and had to be saved over and over again, but--
They end up living in a bunker. Ridiculous, but it could be worse. Dean picks a room, says, “This is going to be awesome,” and he’s happy in a way he hasn’t been in months and so Sam smiles at him, and fucks him right there on the ancient creaking bed, and Dean gasps and eggs him on and then afterward, when they’re laying next to each other and panting, he says, “Man, this mattress sucks,” and he goes shopping.
They have some downtime. No worlds ending, right away. Dean throws himself into the bunker the same way Sam throws himself into the bunker’s records, and while Sam categorizes knowledge and history and lore Dean nests like Sam never knew he could. New soft mattress, new clothes. He cooks again and it’s--amazing. Sam moans, with that first bite of friggin’ perfect hamburger, and Dean grins at him and squeezes his shoulder, and it--oh. Something swirls warm in Sam’s stomach and he swallows, wonders. Remembering.
“I gotta learn to make pie,” Dean says, in bed that night, and Sam kisses the back of his shoulder, doesn’t think much of it, until the next day Dean comes back home from the store with a box of fresh peaches, and Sam comes over to investigate just as Dean bites into one and the ripe smell of the sunwarm skin drifts over Dean’s shoulder, and Sam’s--hard, instantly, his whole body turning on all at once like someone found his levers and threw every one to max.
“Whoa,” Dean says, when Sam grabs him, but he grins and revs up right away because Dean always does. He kisses back, easy, tasting like peach, and Sam groans and drags him to the table, settles him on his ass and starts stripping him, right there. Dean laughs, letting Sam tug off his boots. “We haven’t fucked in here yet, this is awesome,” he says, but Sam’s thinking of--god, his ass, and he goes to his knees on the concrete floor, spreads him wide, licks in. Dean groans wild, up above, gets his hand in Sam’s hair, and--and Sam can’t wait, he can’t wait, but he eats at Dean sloppy and pushes in his fingers and makes him as soft as he can, as open, knowing at least that Dean wants it as much as he does. When Dean’s moaning he stands up, undoes his jeans--spits wet for his dick, fists himself and pushes in--and Dean flinches up into it but moans, wraps his legs around Sam’s hips and his arms around Sam’s shoulders, and Sam shudders and buries his face down by Dean’s throat and crams himself in, overcome.
God, god--Dean still smells like peach, his fingers juicy-sticky as he touches Sam’s cheek, his hair. “Fuck,” Sam says, digging in deeper, and Dean hiccups almost as Sam starts grinding in, not enough wet to make it easy but god, he’s tight and warm, letting Sam in. “That good? God, you feel--”
“Yeah, yeah,” Dean pants back, digging a heel into Sam’s ass, and Sam spits more wet down between them and then starts really giving it to Dean, shoving in, wild--and he starts talking too, because he never can seem to help himself and Dean loves it, anyway, goes bright red and laughs and comes faster when Sam’s telling him all the ridiculous nasty things he’s thinking, and Sam’s going hard, holding Dean’s ass up with one hand and bracing himself with the other and talking soft into Dean’s ear and smelling it, everywhere, like the whole kitchen’s full of that ancient memory, and he babbles you feel so good, you’re incredible, I want to fuck you like this all the time, god, Dean, your pussy’s perfect and Dean gasps, grabs Sam’s hair, because they’ve played with that a little before but it always drives Dean absolutely nuts--and Sam groans and leans into it, slamming him, feeling his gut curl up tight and Dean’s breath come faster, and he says yeah, yeah you like that, me talking about your pussy, god--I’m gonna come in there, cream you up, and you want it, don’t you? you want it like that, up inside, want me to get you all knocked up, get you pregnant--
“Sammy,” Dean says, clawing at Sam’s shoulder, arching up, and Sam presses his face down into Dean’s throat and hitches his ass into just the right place and the words come like from the pit of his gut, no passing his brain, no hesitation--he says, “You’re gonna be so good, Mom--” and he comes then--hard, brutal--curling forward, gasping, and Dean’s tight around him and his hands are in Sam’s hair and he’s holding him deep, warm, safe, and Sam comes back to normal brain function only slowly, and only when Dean’s stroking his shoulders, slow and soft, does Sam realize what he said.
“Jesus,” he blurts out, jerking, and Dean makes a soft ah sound as Sam twitches, still buried inside. “Jesus--sorry, I--”
“Wondered how long it’d take,” Dean says, dry, but he’s still all wrapped up around Sam and still, oh, hard--Sam didn’t take care of him, god--and Sam starts to shift up, away, but Dean holds him, keeps his head down tight against his shoulder. Sam braces, curled over, awkward now that he’s not wound up with his dick doing the thinking. “Sammy.”
He closes his eyes. “Sorry.”
Dean flicks the back of his head. “Quit it.” Sam licks his lips. Dean pets his hair back, gentle like he still is, sometimes. “You been thinking about that, huh? New level of freaky, even for us, you know.” It’s surprisingly quiet and nonjudgmental, considering. Sam shifts, his dick still half-hard. “What’ve you been coming up with in that massive noggin? What--me all barefoot in the kitchen? Your little wife?”
“Not exactly,” Sam says, mortified, and Dean hums thoughtfully and then squeezes Sam’s hips between his thighs, and then he picks up Sam’s head from his shoulder and presses a kiss against his forehead, soft, and that’s--
“It’s okay, Sammy,” Dean says, easy, and his face is bright red but he--he gets it, all the way, because Dean always knows what Sam wants when it comes to this even if Sam’s too fucked-up about it to say it, has known ever since that first time when Sam was torn up with wanting him and Dean said fuck this and dragged Sam’s head down to kiss him, the night unfurling with possibility around them. Dean smiles at him, soft, and tucks Sam’s hair behind his ears, and he says, impossibly he says: “I’ve got you, baby. Let’s finish up and I’ll make you some dinner, okay? Whatever you want.”
Sam’s mouth feels dry. “Mac and cheese,” he says, brainless, hardening up again, and Dean half-laughs, nods, says, “Sure thing,” and Sam pushes up and kisses him, grateful, and Dean holds him, safe.
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keelywolfe · 4 years
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Drabble: Chilled to the... (baon)
Summary: Snowdin is cold, but there are worse alternatives.
Tags:  Brotherly relationship, Fellbros, Underfell Universe, Mentions of Child Neglect, Violence, Prequel to the main storyline.
Notes: So this is a weird one, a scene of Red and Edge back in Underfell when they were kids and still going by Sans and Papyrus.Warnings! There are mentions of violence and child neglect, things were bad back in the old, awful days. I don't think it's too graphic, but I wanted to warn.
Part of the ‘by any other name’ series.
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Snowdin was new and in some ways better, but it was terribly cold after New Home.
In the depths of the cave Sans found for them, Papyrus curled up into a tighter ball, as close to fire as he could get without singeing his shoes. The fire left the cave a little smoky and they’d piled up snow and branches around the cave mouth to keep anyone from seeing the light.
Sans said they wouldn’t be here too long anyway; he had a plan. He always had a plan. Sometimes they even worked.
The sudden gnawing ache of hunger from his magic was so familiar that Papyrus only winced, stifling a cry. Unheard was unseen, how many times had Sans snarled that to him. He had to be quiet while he waited and even though he shouldn’t, he hoped that Sans brought back something to eat. Anything at all and despite the urgent need of his magic verging on queasiness, he couldn’t help imagining food. Plates of food, tables of it, like they showed in the magazines Sans found sometimes at the dump. The last one held pages of delicately browned casseroles and crusty bread rolls, bowls of buttery peas and mounds of mashed potatoes drenched in gravy.
Papyrus hadn’t so much as smelled such things, but his mind didn’t care. It conjured up possibilities that he couldn’t crush, even though he knew Sans wasn’t hauling any such thing back with him. His imaginings burst when he heard the crunch of snow outside, and Papyrus hastily conjured an attack, a series of sharpened bones hanging in the air.
A voice came, low and hoarse through the piled branches and snow, “kookaburra.”
Ridiculous word, but Papyrus relaxed, dismissing the attack. His brother clambered over the barrier and flopped down in front of the fire, satchel and all.
“fucking long walk,” Sans grumbled, fruitlessly trying to kick melting snow off his boots.
“Like you walked, you shortcutted most of the way,” Papyrus said. His brother only grinned at that, sockets drifting closed. Papyrus crawled over to him and hit his brother with his small fists “Don’t go to sleep! What did you find?”
One eye socket slid open, the one without the crack. The wound that ran through his brother’s other socket was still inflamed, a match to Papyrus’s own. His still ached, a faint throb, but not quite as much as his hunger, nor as the fresh EXP in his soul.
He didn’t have a choice, Papyrus reminded himself. Sans told him that lots of times, they’d been about to kill Sans, kill them both, and Papyrus couldn’t let them, that's what Sans said. Papyrus didn't remember it very well. They’d both been still dripping marrow when they fled New Home, Sans shortcutting them when he could and dragging Papyrus along when he couldn’t, practically carrying him sometimes even though Papyrus was almost as tall as him now.
The crimson eye light from that uninjured socket gleamed with amusement. “you so sure i found anything, boss?”
Papyrus raised his chin defiantly. “yes, because when you don’t, you tell me to shut up.”
That got him a laugh and Sans sat up, shaking his head. “nah, usually i tell you shut the fuck up, but you’re close. okay, let’s see what i got.” He started digging through the satchel, the contents rustling, “tell ya, kid, pickings ain’t too bad around here, didn’t see anyone else digging through the cans while i was there.”
The first thing Sans handed over was wrapped in foil. Papyrus opened it and his soul cramped, sending a fresh surge of hurt to rattle through him, but Papyrus barely noticed it. It was a hamburger with only a couple of bites out of it. Soft, hungry magic filled his mouth and he started to lift it, ready to dig in and hesitated, setting it back down. He started to tear it in half, struggling to make it equal portions.
Sans gave him a light smack on the back of the skull. “did i say you needed to share it? quit fucking it up and eat it ‘fore it gets cold.”
Papyrus was too hungry to groan at his brother’s sense of humor. He ate the slightly mangled icy-cold burger in three quick bites, swallowed hard against the lingering nausea. Sometimes when he hadn’t eaten in a few days food almost seemed to make it worse, the numbness of hunger waking with a cry. Papyrus swallowed again, hard, forcing his gorge to stay right where it belonged. If he wasted all that good food vomiting, he wouldn’t need Sans to tell him how stupid it was.
“found somethin’ else.” Sans rummaged in his satchel and pulled out something long with a whisper of cloth. “here.”
He dropped the something heavily into Papyrus’s lap. Papyrus picked it up, cautiously, fingering the soft material. It was red, almost the same shade as his magic, “What’s this?”
“what the fuck’s it look like,” Sans snorted, “it’s a scarf! you’re always bitching about the cold, so put it on!”
Papyrus wound it around his neck. It was long, even wrapped around his neck twice it nearly reached the ground. The ends were torn off rather than sewn, raggedly frayed but the warmth, ah, the warmth was glorious. It seemed to far exceed what simple cloth could offer, he wanted to bury himself in it, wrapped up tight in it like a fabric was hugging him close.
“Thank you.” That was what they said in the books Sans brought him, soggy with dump water but he usually got to read them before Sans sold them for G. Usually.
“yeah, whatever,” Sans brushed it off, settling back next to the fire. “take care of it, don’t come crying to me if you lose it, you hear?”
“Yes, brother.”
“gonna get some shuteye so keep it down,” Sans closed his sockets with a sigh. “got a line on a job, real g this time. if it pans out, we ain’t staying here much longer.”
Papyrus didn’t say anything. Sans was snoring almost from the moment he got the last word out. A faint line of drool ran from his mouth, staining his jaw a smeary pink.
Papyrus only curled up, burrowing into his scarf, not knowing that some years later the tattered fabric would end up carefully saved in a box and set on the top shelf of the closet in a house he never knew to dream he could own. Another place where he had another name and another life. The fire snapped and crackled, and when it was dark, Papyrus would sneak outside for more firewood, gathering it hastily while he listened for footsteps in the snow or cracking branches. Didn’t get any such warnings in the dirty alleys of New Home.
Things were better here, Papyrus decided, much better. Snowdin was cold, that was true, but wrapped up cozily in his new scarf with his brother sleeping close by, the chill didn’t seem so quite bad anymore.
-fin
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monbangisland · 4 years
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PAIN RELIEVER by GF
J-hope Scenario
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J-hope x Reader
“Ow” you exclaimed to yourself. You were horribly sore on your neck and shoulders for some reason and you didn’t know exactly why. Everything had been going well at college, your classes were fine and you didn’t seem to find a reason for that much tension on your body. “Ow!” It hurt whenever you moved too quick and even when you didn’t, there was a lingering amount of pain enough to be too uncomfortable. You massaged your neck again for the tenth time today and tried to crack it lightly to see if that would relieve some of the pain, but it was of no use.
After a while, you took some pain killers hoping they would help to keep you at least through the day until you get home to your comfortable bed.
The day passed and it was time to go home, the pain killers had lessen the pain in a small amount enough for you to forget about it during lectures. The drive home was irritating. At six in the evening, there was a huge amount of cars already in traffic making it hard for you to get home fast. You felt how the pain started to arise again on one side of your body and more intensely on your neck, right below your head. You were desperate, there was nothing that you wanted more than getting some sleep on your bed to forget about the uncomfortable feeling on your neck.
Finally you arrived home. His car was parked on one of the two spots they give you at apartment complexes, he must have been back from the studio. Little butterflies floated around your stomach, you hadn’t been able to see him that much at all in a month, so knowing he was home that night made you feel giddy inside.
“Hoseok?!” You screamed after opening the door in a rush.
“Babyyyy!” He called out coming around from the kitchen. He embraced you in a tight hug before kissing your lips. “Ugh, I’ve—-missed you—-too—- much!” He said in between kisses.
“You’re finally home to me! How was the studio? Did you guys got everything you needed to work out?” You asked running your fingers through his hair.
“Yes! I’m so excited about it, you need to listen to everything! You’ll love them!” He said throwing you one of his breathtaking smiles.
“Of course, I will! But first, I need food” you pouted.
“Well, what kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn’t feed my girlfriend with delicious food after not seeing her for a long time?”
“Food?” You grinned
“There’s pizza, hamburgers, pasta and some desserts in the kitchen” he said leaving a kiss on your forehead.
“Yes!!!” You exclaimed and rushed to the kitchen.
“And here I thought you had missed me, but the only thing you missed is all the food I always bring for you” he pouted.
“What? Uh yeah yeah, missed you too” You said distracted while looking at all the delicious plates in front of you. He turned around chuckling and started walking towards the living room to continue looking through movies. You reached for the cupboard to get a plate and felt a new wave of pain go from your arm to your neck making you wince.
“Baby, are you okay?” He asked pausing what he was doing to look in your direction.
“Yeah, I’m fine, I burned my finger with the pasta” you said massaging your neck. ‘It’s just a little stress, I need to relax and I’ll be fine’ you thought.
You grabbed your plate and walked to sit in the couch next him. He had chosen a movie and was now enjoying a piece of chocolate cake. He looked happy and it made you smile. It was nice to have him home with you.
You ate your food and watched the movie, moving your head every now and then to ease some of the tension on your shoulder.
“Baby, is there something wrong? You keep moving a lot, are you sure you’re okay?”
“Yeah, my shoulder and neck have been playing games on me lately but I’m good” you smiled.
“Are you sure? You should get some rest maybe” he said putting the plates on the coffee table.
“No, no, I’m fine, you’ve been away for so long I don’t want to spoil the evening, I want to spend some time with you”
He was not convinced by what you said but he let it slide. Another movie had began and you were both now laying on the couch with you in between the back of it and him. Your head was resting on his chest and you could feel yourself falling asleep.
You woke up to the movie half way through in need of some water. You tried to sit up but you made a harsh movement with your arm making your shoulder and your neck tense up making you wince.
“Y/N? What’s wrong? Your neck again?” He asked sitting up next to you with a concerned look on his face.
You managed to nod while trying to massage the pain away on your neck when you felt his hand grab yours making you follow him, after turning off the tv.
“Where are we going?” You asked confused.
“You can’t be in pain, Y/N, I don’t like seeing you like that. I’ve let it slip too many times now, sit on the bed” he said walking to the bathroom and back to the room, before sitting in the middle of the bed, with a bottle of body oil and lotion. You blinked not sure of what was about to happen.
“Come on, baby” he nodded “I won’t bite... too hard” he smirked.
“Very funny” you said, going to bed and sitting in front of him making him raise an eyebrow.
“Very cute, silly head. Turn around” he said chuckling. You turned around looking at the pillows in front of you, while a sigh left your mouth. “Take your shirt off”
“Uh, what?” You asked looking back at him “Ow” Bad idea.
“Take your shirt off, I won’t do anything, I just want to help, I promise” he said in a soft tone.
You took your shirt off, self-conscious cause he had never seen you like that.
“It’s okay” he said caressing your arm with his thumb as reassurance. He moved closer to you, putting his legs on either side of you making you nervous. You heard him opening the body lotion bottle, squeezing a little bit of it on his palm and then putting it back next to him after closing it. He rubbed his hands together before slowly putting them on your shoulders spreading the lotion. You felt his fingers making slow circular motions on them, a few seconds at a time before relocating to a new position on your neck, making you wince.
“I’m sorry, baby, I’m sorry. It is too hard?” He asked stopping. You shook your head “No, it just hurts when pressure is applied on it”
“Have you been under a lot of stress lately, love?” He asked softly, you could hear concern in his voice.
“I don’t know, I had midterms but they were like a week ago and I had some projects due this week, plus a little cold, but nothing I haven’t done before” you said thinking about the past few weeks. You hadn’t realized that you had been missing too much sleep lately with all the projects and you hadn’t let your body heal completely from the cold since there was so much stuff due. You body must have accumulated tension from all of it and it was reacting now.
His hands felt like heaven, you could feel the tension slipping away while he massaged your neck and shoulders. Every now and then, you would wince whenever he touched a soft tensed up point on your neck and you would hear him whisper “I’m sorry” every time. He was so gentle with you, it felt nice to have him close to help you to ease some of the stress. You felt his hands started to move downwards to your lower back and back up again in circular motions. Your back was facing him and you still had your underwear on but it made you blush and shiver, since his touch felt so intimate. You heard him chuckle.
“What are you laughing about?” You asked trying to look at him. You felt him put his hands on your waist, his fingertips leaving burning sensations from his touch. As soon as you turned to look at him he brought you closer.
“Am I making you nervous, Y/N” he asked slyly in a whisper.
“N-no” you stuttered while shaking your head slowly. His face was so close to yours. Your eyes wandering to look at his soft lips and then back to eyes again.
“Then why are you stuttering and shivering” he whispered getting his lips closer to yours. His thumbs started rubbing the spot on your waist on each side. His hands moving slowly upwards. His nose caressed yours softly, his lips slightly touching yours in a playful way. You opened your eyes to look at him to find him already looking back at you, there was so much emotion in his eyes, making your heart melt for him.
With a quick soft move, he had turned you around making you sit on his lap getting a little gasp out of you. You bit your lip making him grunt at the sight, when you felt his lips crashing unto yours. It had been too long and you could feel it in the kiss. It was soft, full of longing as if none of you wanted for it to stop. You had missed the feeling of his tender lips on yours. You felt him biting your lower lip lightly making you whimper, only to have him smile in between the kiss. This is exactly what you needed. Him, and only him. He knew how to make you always feel better, make you happy. His hands never left your waist, rubbing it lightly with his fingers. That’s when you remembered you didn’t have a shirt on.
Breaking the kiss you reached for your shirt and held it in front you. He looked at you confused before noticing what you were doing making him chuckle.
“Don’t be shy, baby” he said softly “you’re beautiful, inside and..... outside” he said biting his lower lip while looking through your body gaining a slap on his shoulder from you.
“It’s okay, love” he said chuckling, bring you closer to kiss your forehead “You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, I’m the luckiest man alive”
He grabbed your shirt and helped you put it on, you blushed at the sweet gesture. “Maybe later” he winked.
“Baby!” You said slapping his shoulder again.
He laughed again and pecked your lips. “Come one feisty baby, you have to get some rest, I don’t want you tired and stressed out, although maybe I’ll be able to massage it away every time” he said with a sly smile on his face.
“Mmmmm..... maybe not” you said pecking his lips and getting off the bed from his lap.
“Party pooper” he pouted.
“Whiny baby” you called out “Come on, you sly man, get ready for bed”
“Aye aye, captain” he said with a salute making you laugh. You were looking through your pajamas trying to choose one, while you heard him walk behind you, putting his arms around your waist.
“I do, hope you feel better, I missed you” he said kissing your neck and walking to the bathroom to get a shower. He left you smiling like an idiot and you realize the pain was gone, you couldn’t be more thankful for this man. He for sure knew how to make a comeback after a long time of not seeing each other. Happiness getting the best of you knowing you had your awesome man next to you again.
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btsmutimagines · 5 years
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Just Loosen Up (M)
A/N: This is a complete whim and I DON’T CONDONE THE ACTIONS IN THIS AND DON’T RECOMMEND ANYONE TRY THIS
Word Count: 2.5k
Warnings: Drug use (MDMA/ Ecstasy)
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“So, run that by me again?”
“I think we should take some ecstasy and talk things through. Minyoung told me it worked for her and Hayoung, maybe it’ll work for us.”
“And you think I would agree to this because...?”
“What, you don’t want to? Babe, you’re always talking about needing to communicate and I’m shitty with feelings so maybe a few pills could loosen me up.”
“Then, why do I have to take some?”
“It’s gender equality, babe. Equal opportunity for both of us.” You rolled your eyes at his explanation, a stupid grin breaking on his face.
Your boyfriend, Jungkook just came home with this crazy idea and you were pretty sure he lost his mind.
He was right about one thing: the two of you have been going through a rough patch in your relationship. He chalked it up to living together for so long, but you think it’s the lack of communication between the two of you.
You worked all day, getting home when he leaves to work out and he comes home to just crash on the bed. You barely manage to kick his sweaty ass out of bed and take a shower. He would offer to shower with you, but you just want to sleep.
You can’t remember the last time the two of you sat down out the dining table that you spent weeks looking for when you first moved in together and eat a meal with him. Drinking the wine that you both loved, and he would make lame jokes while you try to eat. Staring at each other quietly while he smiles at you before he brushes that pesky hair away from your face.
Or when he would cuddle up with you on the couch while he voices over a really shitty movie, making you crack up and you couldn’t even remember the actual lines without thinking about him?
Even that one time he accidentally wore your yoga pants and kept trying to ‘work out’ in front of you. The image of his shaped ass is permanently etched in your mind.
Where did those times go?
“Y/N?”
“Huh? Sorry.” You looked away from him, slightly embarrassed by how out of it you were.
“You know what? Fuck it.” You shrugged, maybe it’ll do some good. Plus, you’re on vacation so you don’t have anywhere to be anyways.
“Awesome.”
“Awesome.” You parroted back to him, him biting his lip. He placed his hands deep into his pockets, his thumbs between front belt loops of his jeans.
“When are we doing this?”
“Shit, right. I need to go buy some.”
“Seriously?”
“I wanted to run it by you first, I can’t just walk around with a baggie of ecstasy exactly.”
“Doesn’t sound like you were confident that you could convince me.”
“Babe, you know that I had a complete shot in the dark with you.”
“How are you so sure?”
“Are we really getting into this right now? After what we just agreed on?” You felt your cheeks burning, not even realizing how silly you were being.
It’s not exactly easy to say ‘Hey, baby, let’s do some ecstasy and talk about our feelings’ without being tossed into the back of a cruiser.
“Sorry.”
“We can get through this, I promise.” He kissed your head before leaving. You stood there a few moments before he opened the door again.
“Forgot my keys…” He grabbed them off the table sheepishly before leaving again. You rolled your eyes, the one time he seemed kind of cool.
He came back with a bag and you opened your eye to look at him.
“Alright.” He proceeded to dump the content of his bag on the coffee table, revealing a bunch of snacks and you sat up.
“Snacks?”
“Minyoung told me that you can get really hungry after taking some.”
“Babe, I think it’s actually thirst, not hunger.”
“Oh. We got water.”
“The more I think about it, the more of a whim it seems.”
“Can you just have a little faith in me? For once?” He muttered, you looked up at him and he cleared his throat.
“Okay, I told Minyoung to check on us in a few hours. I only bought enough for one dose, so we don’t overdose or something…”
“Is there anything else we need to prepare?”
“This feels like Katniss and Peeta before they try to eat Nightshade in the Hunger Games. I’m totally Katniss by the way.”
“Weren’t you the one pursuing me in this relationship?”
“Mhm, I don’t remember that.”
“Uh-huh.” He grinned again, that stupid smile of his. He placed a pill in your hand, him holding one up.
“Cheers?”
“They’re pills.”
“Are you going to leave me hanging?” You rolled your eyes, tapping your pill against his before swallowing it at the same time as him.
“How long until it kicks in?”
“Half an hour.”
“What do we do until then?”
“Wanna make out?”
“Shut up.”
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You could feel a shift in your mood, knowing that a half an hour must have passed by now and you looked at Jungkook.
“Babe?”
“It’s so fucking cold.”
“Baby, it’s summer.”
“Then, why is the temperature so low? Did you tamper with the thermostat?”
“We don’t have a thermostat, Kook.”
“Fuck.” You wrapped your arms around him, hoping that would help and he seemed a bit tense.
“Can you tell me how you’re feeling? Besides cold, obviously?”
“Can I get a blanket first?”
“Fine.” You got up, stumbling a little and trying to keep your balance while you got to the linen closet to pull out a blanket and walk back to the living room. Jungkook was rubbing his hands together as if it were below 0 in the room but you didn’t bother to point that out.
“Here.”
“Come in with me.” You did so, him pulling you closer and you sighed.
“Ready now.”
“Yeah, I guess.”
“Okay, let’s talk about us. I feel like we don’t see each other anymore. I know we live together but it’s like we are roommates that share a bed and occasionally has sex. I don’t want that.”
“But you give the best cuddles.”
“Kook, that’s beside the point.”
“What’s the point, then?”
“We don’t see each other enough.”
“I’m seeing you right now. Wait.” He closed his eyes, “Now, we’re not seeing each other.”
“Kookie, focus.”
“Shit, I’m sorry, babe. What were you saying?”
“That this is a bad idea.”
“What’s a bad idea? Making a food printer?”
“What?”
“You know, it’s like a printer that makes meals. Instead of a picture of a hamburger, it makes a whole ass hamburger that you can eat and shit. I think that’s a good idea.”
“That’s the most coherent thing you’ve said so far.”
“Thanks, Baby.” He sloppily kissed your cheeks and you shook your head. You got all the right effects while he’s probably on a bad trip.
“Pretty baby. What did you eat to get so pretty?” He poked your cheek as he said this, moving your cheek around with his finger.
“Not different than you.”
“Aw, can I be as pretty as you?”
“You already are, Kookie.”
“Cookie? Do you have cookies?” You rolled your eyes, so he wasn’t wrong about him being hungry. You reached for the snacks on the table, Jungkook still holding onto you and you handed him the box.
“Thank god, I’m starving.”
“Eat it up.” You watched him happily munch on the box, making sure he wouldn’t inhale the box as well. He tossed the box across the box, hitting the wall before dropping to the ground.
“You’re like a toddler.”
“Am not.”
“You’re only proving my point.”
“Looks like the only effect the pills had was making you meaner.”
“I’m mean?”
“Yeah, sometimes you make me feel so stupid. Watching you read all those huge textbooks and learn all those complex ass theories while I’m some stupid gym rat.”
“You’re not-”
“Don’t act like it’s not true. I don’t have anything to offer you except this amazing body.”
“Do you think I just like you because you’re hot?”
“What else is there?”
“Are you out of your mind- Never mind, don’t answer that.” You stopped yourself before continuing,
“Every new thing you try, you’re somehow a fucking prodigy at it. Everyone we meet gravitates to you like you’re the centre of the universe or something. Even though you can be shy, there’s just something about you that makes people want to find out more. I don’t think you know how much I envy that.”
“Envy? Me?”
“I’m some frigid stuck up bitch compared to you. I wonder why you even like me sometimes.”
“How could I not like you? You don’t baby me like everyone else, seeing you work hard makes me want to work ten times harder. You’re so determined in everything you do and you always get your shit done. You stand up for yourself and won’t take shit for anyone. You’re a fucking badass and I love it.”
“I am?”
“Not only that, you have a soft and caring side to you that only reveal to me. It’s just as beautiful as your badass side.”
“I’ve never heard you say that to me.”
“Just never got the chance.”
“What are we doing?”
“Huh? I thought we were having a moment here? A tête à tête, if you will.”
“No, I mean why can’t we say shit like this when we’re not high?”
“Because we’re two dumbos.”
“Two? I didn’t know you had a twin.”
“So, you got jokes, huh?” You laughed, Jungkook joining you. Your eyes glanced at the bobbing of his Adam’s apple, the sight oddly arousing to you.
Why is he so hot?
“I guess I’m the funny one in this relationship now.” You straddle him, pressing yourself closer to him. The subtle outline of his dick rubbed against you through your tights.
“I beg to differ.”
“I don’t remember that being a discussion.” You leaned in close to his lips, your hot breath definitely hitting against his skin. Could he tell how much you were burning up right now?
“Oh yeah.”
“Are you still cold, baby? I know just the thing to warm you up.”
“What if I overheat? What are you going to do to me?” You resisted the urge to flick his forehead, there goes his ability to concentrate. He looked at you anxiously, you cupped his cheek in response.
“Do you really want me to say it? Or should I show you?” You grind against him, hoping it would give a hint.
“Why did you- oh, you mean that?”
“Mhm-mmm. What do you say?”
“Let’s get rid of the blanket, shall we?” He tossed the blanket across the floor, landing on your large plant and you laughed.
“Nice shot.”
“Shut up.”
“Make me.” You retorted. He quickly got up, you naturally gripping onto him and his hands placed under your thighs.
“Jesus.” He made his way to the bedroom, taking a few stumbles. You weren’t sure it was out of eagerness or because of ecstasy, it didn’t matter though
“Yeah, I know I’m godlike.”
“Fuck off.”
“Rather fuck you instead, though.”
“You’re still a smart ass when you’re high, huh?”
“Don’t act like it doesn’t turn you on.” He sat down on the bed, lying down and you lied on top of him.
“Au contraire.” You whispered while your fingers traced his jaw before he kissed you.
It felt like a rush as he pressed his lips against yours, the feeling of euphoria coursing through your veins. His hands slipped under your tights, giving a firm squeeze.
Your mind began to drift, allowing yourself to drown in the sensation of his hot lips. His sweet saliva homogenized with yours as his tongue entered yours. His teeth caught yours, giving sensual bites with a small tug. The sloppiness of his wet kiss was lost on you as your hands fumbled with his jeans.
“Why are there still clothes on you?”
“I could say the same.” You said, reaching for his shirt and fling it across the room. He slid your tights down, murmuring curses as they struggled down your legs.
He flipped you over, getting up to take off his jeans with your eyes raking in his body.
You took off your shirt as he finally took off your tights with your panties. He spread your legs, his finger taking a quick swipe.
“C’mon.”
“Use your words.”
“Asshole.”
“Maybe next time.” You glared at him; you knew that he was probably smirking.
“I want your tongue on my clit while you stretch me out with your fingers, Jungkook.” You spat out.
You moaned, his fingers quickly curling up inside you and his tongue pressed against your pussy. He timed his thrusts with the flick of his tongue, pleasure intensifying with each time.
“So fucking wet for me, hmm.” He grunted, briskly removing his fingers from inside you. You rested on your elbows, looking up at him and he leaned over to give you a quick kiss. A hand haphazardly began to stroke his cock, barely wrapping around his girth and he replaced your hand with his own. The quiet snap of rubber was followed by the infuriating rubbing of his head against you.
“Quit the teasing.”
“Never.”
“You’re such a d-” He slid inside of you before you could finish, beginning to work his hips as he thrusts into you. How could you forget the way his cock stretches you out? The titillating way his shaft rubbed against your walls, the muted smacking of skin when his hips met yours. His hot hands pressed against your shapely thighs, leaving imprints on them.
“Fuck.”
“Like that?”
“Fucking harder.” You keen, gripping the sheets as he complied. His grip grew stronger, knowing that you were going to bruise later but all you cared about was the way he slammed his cock into you. He moved one hand, kneading your breast while his fingers pinched your hardened nipple. You mewled; a decadent wave of bliss washed over you.
“Just like that, god, fuck.” He groaned, his thrusts sputtering, and his finger crudely rubbed against your clit. You let out a shrill whine, hitting your climax a few seconds later. He stopped thrusting a few moments later, the sound of panting filling the air as he pulled out.
You got up, looking for your shirt and finding it hanging on the doorknob. Slipping it on, you scratched your head a bit.
“Shit.”
“What?”
“5 missed calls from Minyoung.”
“She was supposed to check on us…”
“You don’t think she…”
“She won’t...”
“You and I both know she would.” The two of you walked out to the living room, seeing your friend, Minyoung eating the snacks Jungkook bought and you immediately wished the floor would swallow you whole.
“You two rascals. I’m guessing that the pills did the trick, then?” She said with a mischievous grin.
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