Bingo is me as a child!! 😂
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Hellooo farmer friends! I gotta ask! Assuming the in game 2 AM time limit doesn’t actually apply to your farmer:
What time would you normally catch them going to bed? How easily do they sleep? Are they scared of the dark and have a lamp or are they a pitch black type of person? Are they a many blankets and many pillows type of person? Do they sleep with stuffed animals? Are they afraid of having their feet out of the blanket? Can they sleep alone?
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i got my updated covid vaccine half an hour ago and i feel. not ill exactly but definitely an outsized anxiety response around the likelihood that i will feel ill for the next 48 hours. i am also very nervous that the vaccine will cause a flare of my gi thing (anecdotal data from the subreddit for my gi thing are split on whether it does this). all of which is to say: i am going to be very nice to myself and allow the watching of tv in bed tonight. i've got slow horses s4e1 queued up. what else should i watch
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also thinkin about how fucked up my my sleep was in the hospital, I’ve woken myself up kicking and fighting before (which I did most nights there too 😐) but I’ve literally never woken up full on screaming in my life until my stay this time and that shit is so surreal I scared myself even more and ig, unsurprisingly, the staff did not come to check on me lmao
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quite random but bc i get turbo ocd nightmares fairly often that tend to be about my intrusive thoughts and i've never actually seen any mention of it outside of asking my friends so i just want to say
1. dreams don't mean anything and never will they're just your brain entertaining itself in whatever way possible and there are no deeper meanings to them it's just nonsense conjured from whatever stimulus you've engaged in over time.
2. bc of the nature of intrusive thoughts being well. in your head. dreams or nightmares that take the shape of these thoughts and bring them to "life" in some way don't make them more real / less of an intrusive thought / etc. and anything can be considered a nightmare even if you don't wake up scared like a big dramatic chased by a dinosaur nightmare can. like if it makes you feel bad or anxious when you wake up that's a nightmare still, which is an easy, healthy way to reframe the thinking if ur struggling w these types of dreams
3. similarly if u dream of trauma/similiarly traumatising events that you have or have not 1:1 experienced but are still bc of said trauma, especially "sex dreams", these also mean nothing and are the same meaningless goop in your brain, and any reaction you may or may not have during or after the dream is bc of the same hormonal response your brain has to just about anything to do with sex. much like how someone sa'd who has a stimulated response didn't "actually like it", the only job of a dream is to in some way create stimulus and they're rooted in nothing tangible I Promise. reliving trauma of any kind in dreams is very common, doesn't mean you're suppressing anything or bad or secretly into it.
ok that's all kisses
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