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i've been so used to the online space where if you like a series or fictional character that someone else hates they will openly berate you and cut you out of their life and tell you to Go Die so when i got into a thing that a friend really didn't like and their only reaction was "i do not like it" and left it at that with no over the top reaction or lecture on Why The Thing They Don't Like Is Bad, honestly i felt like i met god
#i am often reminded my irl friend group is made up of people who act like actual mature adults and every day i am so fucking grateful for it#when i see people going on like: if you like xyz fandom or character you are blocked on sight yes i will kill a friendship over this#my reaction is always something along the lines of: well okay let me just preemptively make sure you and i don't interact ever again ???#and it's NEVER THE TEENS MAKIN THESE POSTS!! WHICH IS WHAT TERRIFIES ME#it's always grownass adults that should be more concerned with idk!!! taxes!! work!! the news!!! LITERALLY ANYTHING THAT ACTUALLY MATTERS
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i know this is old news but like. it is so fucking insane to me that convicted felons — who can qualify in every other way, citizens who are absolutely affected by elections and politics — are not allowed to vote in the united states. like that alone is fucking crazy. and fucked up and VERY intentional and on track for the usa. but still genuinely crazy to actually think about.
but worse is that donald mother god damn fucking trump can still run for president and could be elected while being a convicted felon. like. bro can't vote for himself i guess. but this guy could still legally become the fucking president. HE CANT LEGALLY VOTE IN ELECTIONS ANYMORE. BECAUSE HE IS A CONVICTED FELON.
BUT HE COULD LEGALLY BECOME THE HEAD OF STATE.
#like whatttttt the fuck what the fuck#im celebrating today just like everyone else#hallelujah thank you jesus i am so incredibly grateful that he is guilty and being sentenced#we SHOULD all celebrate this#rich politician actually getting convicted is dope#and the fact that hes the FIRST former president to EVER get convicted of crimes is INSANE#i forget that bc everyone knows about shit like watergate. but like nixon wasnt actually convicted of jack shit.#so this is a big deal and worth celebrating.#but also i canNOT stop thinking about this#this is so incredibly fucked up to me i cannot get past it#politics#donald trump#donald trump conviction#united states#election 2024
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The unspoken part of that too, being called "soft squishy marshmallow mom shaped uwu" and then going, hm, no thanks. That's weird and uncomfortable. Is that people get SO TAKEN ABACK. And almost immediately switch straight into anger, because the idea of a fat person turning down a "compliment" is absolutely unthinkable.
#people HATE IT when you point out that it's weird. they don't even get embarrassed first they just get mad at you#Like these fatties should absolutely be grateful to receive any compliment at all type vibe#I was willing to tolerate you being fat but now that you've had an opinion I'm no longer on your side#don't listen to me I am insane#sergle.txt#and sometimes it IS attraction. THAT'S EVEN MORE FUCKED UP#When someone is attracted to a fat person but you can tell that THEY FEEL WEIRD ABOUT IT. So they ACT WEIRD about it#they don't treat it like they would treat attraction to a thin person#Would it actually kill you to just fuckin call this person hot!! you don't have to dance around it!
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when i say that this was my 9/11 i fully mean it. i would pull out my computer and write it myself if it weren’t so personal to dan. i will go into debt to make this happen. @danielhowell if there is anything i can personally to get dan is not okay out into the world i will do it i don’t care if i’m a freshman in college i would die for this.
#DINOK MY BELOVED#i’m getting way too fucking emo about this#actually idc#this is everything i could ever want#not only is this concept so fucking interesting and cool#but i love dan and everything he does so much#i have full trust in everything he creates#idc if it’s parasocial#i went to wad it was the best thing ever#i’ve watched every dd episode five times as they came out#daniel howell is a true creative visionary who should get to run wild#but also i need to go back to the plot#not only is it a reflection of dan’s life#but so many people are actually going through this same thing#and will continue to#i go to class every day and see the guys who are business majors or whatever#and i just want to scream in their face that there is more to life than d3 sports#also as somebody who’s interested in dan this is everything to me plotwise#like yes queen i am also incredibly grateful that you dropped out of law#i am so happy that you have become comfortable not just with your sexuality#but with who you are in general#you don’t know me but you raised me#and i am so proud of you#AKDHAKDHSK SORRY IM DONE NOW#BUT I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS#daniel howell#dan is not okay#dinok#why i quit youtube#dan howell
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it really is hilarious how little objective quality has to do with how much I'll love an RPG. larian makes games that are objectively very good, but don't really resonate with me personally when I play them, for whatever reason. bioware makes games of wildly erratic levels of quality that cause my soul to vibrate at pitches heard only by dolphins and god.
#I played through the majority of divinity original sin 2 and you could hold me at gunpoint and I still wouldn't remember much of anything#about what the fuck the story was about. I was on a ship at several points and there was a haunted house.#ifan is hot and the dumbest man who ever lived. that's about it#I played ALL of divinity original sin 1 and it's almost a complete blank. I have no memory of this place. who is this woman tegan#meanwhile I have been through the insane open worlds and bloated crafting systems of da:i and me:a more times than sanity should allow#and you know the real fucked up thing? *whisper* I'll do it again. I'll go back to the hinterlands of my own free will#I'll go shard hunting. I'll play dragon age 2 again and again b/c I'd buy a dlc about all the characters in that going grocery shopping#the heart has its reasons of which reason knows nothing#I guess they got me early with jade empire and that's all she wrote I imprinted or something#I have a vague feeling I don't vibe with the larian pacing maybe? their games tend to open with a bang and then get interminable for me#(again: clearly this is not about me actually having taste or standards for pacing I've played da:i more than seven times lol#very much a thing about me more than about either of these games)#no matter what I'm so grateful to bg3 for bringing the crpg back tho and I hope the industry follows that up#(granted after recent developments the industry might crash and burn and have a little postapocalypse rebuilding to do#before it becomes truly relevant ahahaaaaa god. god.)
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listen i used to be a lesbian and so i am still in the lesbian tumblr circles where everyone’s like ughhhhh i don’t give a shit about ur anime boys -_- why don’t u care about some GIRLS for a change -_- and i’m like kyaaaaa >.< ur right i’m sorrryyyy aaaahhh \\\\\\ stupid stupid faggot ur supposed to be a dyke!!!!! u used to love being a dyke!!!!! but u know what i really really really like boys too and i repressed liking boys for a good few years bc of the man hating lesbian attitude and so finally expressing my attraction to men feels freeing to me. which i know probably just got a big eye roll from SOMEONE reading this. bisexual girl empowered by boy loving? -_- well yeah actually! fuck you!
#🩸#personal#and i know i’ve already been doing it for a while but it’s like#every time i get a crush on the new popular tumblr man i’m like fuuuuuuck#everyone’s gonna be so annoyed at me and people like me who love this guy FUUUUCK#but u know what. i get to see all the awesome fanart of my favorite boy. so i’m winning actually. i should be fucking grateful smh
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tankies on here will act like they’re the most oppressed group on earth but the moment someone says that hey, maybe we shouldn’t worship stalin/lenin/mao etc. they literally start sending death threats to people istg
#this is about how i saw the comments to this one post that somehow appeared on my dash#where one person said that their great-grandmother got sent to siberia by communists#and that ussr basically ruined the entire country they live in#and the tankies literally started insulting that person#saying that they're sorry their great-grandmother survived so that they could get born??#like do they even fucking hear themselves?!!!#and also saying stuff like ''well aCtUaLly stalin and lenin did so much good for your country you should be grateful''#you can't claim to be oh so tolerant and woke and whatever when you act so fucking vile#the whole post also was fucking bullshit because it were those ap*s-95-like bunch laughing at people... for not knowing lenin's works??
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Me: So, I have these dizzy spells that take me when I am walking and I almost fall bc of them. I also have trouble standing for any period of time because of my poor balance, which is made worse by the above mentioned dizzy spells.
My doctor: have you considered sitting down when this happens?
Me: Gee, thank you Sherlock! I really never thought that sitting down could solve my problem with standing up. But did you hear the part where I told you I kind of like walking and the point is for me to still be able to go out of the house for more than 1 hour at a time?
#i am deeply grateful for the medical support i have#but doctors can be dumb as fuck sometimes!#granted this was not my specialist for pain and weird stuff but still#he studied the samd basics of medicine and should be able to connect the dots#i am aware a cane or other mobility aid can cause other issues#but it’s also for specific situations i’d need one so it’s not the end of the world#i just want to be able to visit a city without relying on an unknown benches situation and falling over bc of a dizzy spell#but noooo#we don’t want young people to rely on canes bc they could become dependent!#fuck them#i just want to be able to live by myself if only a little bit!#so fucking listen to me and propose relevant solutions!#the doc proposed carrying around one of those small stools fishers use#but have you considered i don’t have the time to pull that thing out unfold it and sit when i am dizzy?#rant#personal post#heds#hypermobile ehlers danlos#actually disabled
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#i luv my friends ;-; i feel like i’m gonna lose my mind when i’m not living right by all my friends lmao 😭#i’ve literally been hanging out w ppl like at least every other day if not every day#we made semi spontaneous plan to go to pride tmrwwweww 🥹🥹 i’m excited#i just am so happy that i get to spend sm time w ppl rn bc we’re all somewhat free bc summer 😭#also idk i was just thinking abt this recently but like#it’s kinda new to me to like actually be comfortable/confident in knowing my friends want/like my presence ;-;#even then i’m not that confident LMAO bc after sm time together i’m like surely they’ll get sick of me#like we’ve seen each other every day the past like three days#but no 🥹 ugh like idk man i had one elementary to sort of middle and high school friendship#that like fucked me up i feel like lmfao 💀#like girl sidelined me so much for other friends that i just#:l and cried so much bc of that 😀 anyway 😀#so like idk i’m just so grateful rn 😭😭😭#also was thinking abt it recently bc my mom made me feel judged/ made me feel like she was annoyed that i was staying here on campus#when i technically don’t need to and my main/only reason is bc friends#and after that conversation w her i got kinda annoyed bc i was like#i have had so many conversations w you where i was sad af or frustrated that my friends wouldn’t reach out to me ever#or my friend who never paid attention to me when other friends were around#like i don’t think she’s actually judging like me staying for friends but it was that one conversation we were both kinda annoyed idk#and i was just like . pls#anyway 😀 i always have so many friend thoughts i always be overthinking it LOL#anyway anyway i need to be up in like 6 hrs LOLLLLLL pride tho yay 🥰🥰🥰#rip me not having clean cute clothes for this LOL 🤪#ong last yr i tied my hair in a ponytail w like rainbow hair ties tied down the ponytail……#idk if i have those but if i do maybe i should do that again LOL#idk might be too lazy tho we’ll see how much time i have to get ready when i wake up 🤡#jeanne talks#TOO MUCH BYE
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rewatching iwtv and honestly i forgot how antagonistic daniel was towards louis and esp irt claudia...and STILL even when louis is clearly losing patience! like do you remember how louis ate a squealing baby fox whilst making direct eye contact with you daniel? and you're going to goad that man about his daughter's rape? and expect no repercussions? you're lucky louis didn't pop your fucking head!
#iwtv#haven't gotten to the part where louis mind fucks him and then daniel slaps him yet#but watching the part where louis is clawing circles into the glass table while daniel disparages claudia's memory#it's like...sorry daniel you brought that on yourself. tbh he should be grateful louis didn't maim him#i wouldn't say daniel's attitude serves no purpose for the story but still. he acts so entitled to louis's truth and then mocks him for it#and it's annoying when fans commend daniel as this objective third party quippy woke king#when actually he is also clearly very biased when it comes to louis in particular.
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You know... looking back on this show, it isn't audacious of Amity to call Luz a bully, since the show never actually presents Luz as a victim of bullying.
In fact, it's the opposite - Luz was antagonizing her schoolmates and disrupting the learning environment. It got so bad the counselor made Camilla send Luz to a correctional summer camp... And Yesterday's Lie makes it even weirder by saying "If Luz actually toned down her disruptive behavior at school, she could actually make friends. Luz is the problem here, not the system"
It's no wonder why Luz liked Amity and didn't think it was a big deal to crush on her and start dating her before Amity made amends with Willow and Gus LOL
#also - also I still think its funny how Hunter did more to make it up to Gus and Willow than Amity did in two whole seasons#like. it's so funny how they picked fucking LR to address the Amity/Willow elephant in the room... instead of addressing it in S1#or you know... any episode that came before KKKOHD - the one where Amity and Luz started dating#ppl call Amity Dana's self insert and it's like... are you rlly sure it's Amity and not Luz?#bc this show is rlly self indulgent and Luz is a Mary Sue...#I also like how this show talked abt Amity in WBW as if Amity actually like. cared abt people deep down#and the show never actually shows us Amity making it up to Willow or Gus...#and this show framed an episode called Understanding Willow around Amity instead of Willow...#very strange little cartoon tbh. I think we should be grateful it got cancelled because SAI has some terrifying implications
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i feel like the makeup standards are not necessarily going to get Worse, just. stay the Same. "raised by sephora and ulta" christ alive yall act like this shit is new. as if this hasnt been the standard to blast young girls with makeup ads and shit via magazine and tv and imposed beauty standards anyway. the only real difference is like, idk, accessibility of tutorials for how to apply it well
#toy txt post#spoken as. a no makeup bitch#altho i have also been accused by a terf of wearing a pound if makeup for wearing. visible lipstick in a selfie. and that was It#the actual Beauty Standard has largely stayed the exact fucking same of like making your skin texture as fake as possible#that was the standard back then too but it was harder to achieve /know how to do it cos there werent tutorials the same way now#also yes sephora and ulta are evil and all that but like the same amount theyve always been.#yall really acting like these imposed beauty standards being exposed to children is like a new unique tiktom thing thats never happened#before. and yall blaming instagram are no fuckin better. this has been happening The Entire God Damn Time#also theres something rubbing me about the way this is getting talked about. 'she did all thos other arbitrary bullshit except this#One Thing! the discrimination against this one thing is awful!#and like. it is. but i feel like we could address that while also maybe stepping back a tiny bit further and questioning these arbitrary#standards of professionalism too while we're at it#why does she have to have a blazer either? why do the earrings have to be understated#why do the colors have ti be bland and boring? why does he hair have to be a natural color and gender conforming ?#etc etc etc#like if we're accepting all that other shit the ppl upset about this could acknowledge she might experience similar discrimination for say#very obvious goth or punk-y makeup or anything a little too far outside the bounds of the acceptable beauty standard#everyone is pissed about 'eyeliner sharp enough to kill a man' but theyd be saying nothing if she was discriminated for fuckin#big wings and black lipstick bc well thats Obviously not professional standard makeup. okay?#if we change how we look at professional standards of dress and makeup as a whole to include Fucking Freak Bitches#then it would be a lot easier to include No Makeup in there as welllllll#idk#im a no makeup bitch with blue hair whos only ever worked in warehouses so they didnt give too much of a shit about my lack of makeup#or blue hair as long as i didnt show up in like flip flops which is a Reasonable dress code bc its got an actual fucking reason#(safety so you dont lose your goddamn toes to a box or a grate or some shit) vs it makes the office corpo bros sad#anyway idk if you have the privilege to get away with it i think you should dress weirder in the office to get them used to weirder dress#maybe instead of Suddenly going No Makeup sort of slowly lessen the amount so its not a Sudden change or smth#again: if you have the privilege and job security to get away with it#also also also: easier to get away with if you were to say. mask. js. they cant get mad at schrodingers lack of lipstick
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KRIS SHARED THE DRESS UP GAME ON HIS IG‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
NO BECAUSE IM STILL REELING 😨😭 NOT THE DIRECT VIDEO OF MY TWEET HES DEF SEEN THE DRESSES IN THE GIF NOW AHHH 🥹🥹🥹🥹
#AHHH im actually going insane#i have so many Feelings about this 🥹🥹🥹 my ART has touched kris guštins EYEBALLS what the fuck!!!!!!#vee rambles#thank you to everyone for the kind words and feedback on the game btw 🥹🥹🥹💖💖💞💞💖💖💖💗💗💗 legitimately means the world to me thank you so much to#everyone for playing <3333333#kris ...... if you look it up istg .....#WHY ME#PICK SOMEONE COOL AND IS ACTIVE ON INSTAGRAM#AND ALL THOSE ARTISTS YOU KEEP SCROLLING PAST ON UR MENTIONS 😭😭😭#WHY ME I DONT EVEN HAVE INSTAGRAM ANYMORE#NOT THAT IM NOT LIKE . AMAZAMED AND LIKE STUNNED AND ALSO SOMEWHAT GRATEFUL#the user he reposted shoukdve put a link cant lie 😓😓 not to police peoples art reposting etiquette on ins god knows i should be happy they#left in my user#OK i'll be normal now i feel SO normal about this
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i do sort of feel like i was born with an open wound instead of a heart sometimes. and i can only ever bleed or tourniquet, and neither option wins you any love
#like. you know?#been thinking about the uh... impossibility of it all. the wall i've built and can't break#you just can't talk to anyone about anything. and you can't tell people you can't do something#they'll make you do it or try to do it & you have to be grateful because they're right after all#nothing about me matters or ever has mattered i think#if i can't do something i have to do it anyway so the other person feels better. like they're doing something#i am performing my life for everyone around me#and i'll be honest guys. it is not fucking looking good 👍#idk. sad. sighs really heavy. well i guess i never had a choice in anything so it doesn't make sense to grieve it now#maybe i should cut my arms off so when i say i can't do something someone actually listens to me haha#vent#tbd#i dont wanna talk abt it. shockerrrr
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parents are so fucking stupid why is the reaction to your child hitting himself over schoolwork 'STOP THAT RIGHT NOW (angry edition)' and not 'oh boy maybe we should finally see a psychiatrist about all those issues thatve been piling up!'
#ramblings#i hate my fucking life#theyre not shitty parents because im stressed theyre shitty parents for pulling this#ive explained so many times it doesnt help#and yknow what !! actually you guys should be fucking grateful im not doing worse !!!#if i wasnt ironically too tired to cut myself thats what id be fucking doing instead#vent#self harm tw
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Next time I'm getting haircut at that place I saw curly haired and black stylists. I'm not letting a lady with straight bleached hair touch my scalp ever again
#do NOT dry brush my hair!!!!#do NOT cut it this fucking short I literally ASKED YOU NOT TO BECAUSE MY CURLS WILL MAKE IT LOOK EVEN SHORTER#my hair now looks shorter and has less volume than my 47yo cancer survivor dad's#do NOT fucking do this to me#I swear. I'm either finding someone with naturally curly hair to cut mine#or I'm cutting it myself#I look like a chump#I look so fucking bald#I guess I should be grateful she at least didn't cut it so short it literally can't curl anymore :)#and I guess I should be grateful she didn't pull out a hair straightener despite me telling her I actually LOVE my curls#but the 'oh your hair must be so easy to maintain' as a dig at how I Probably Don't Even Brush It?#I will fucking end you
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