idk what i'll do if Papyrus isnt in chapters 3 - 5. seeing him again is basically the only thing i have to look forward to in life but after the rug was pulled out from under us in chapter 2 i dont think i could handle the disappointment again. i miss my boy 😔 (sorry for the sad ask but i need to commiserate with someone who understands my heartache)
there's a special kind of guilt that i have for deltarune because i genuinely really love it but also i cut my playthrough of chapter 2 extremely short bc i rushed straight over to meet him and got so disappointed i ended the run like then and there, barely even saw any of hometown 😔 i hate thinking about how my enjoyment of it depends on one single character but to be totally honest as long as papyrus has a small or continued-nonexistent role i don't think i'd ever be able to enjoy deltarune as much as undertale
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// ig has a very strange case of wanderlust but also the desire to settle down. he loves travelling. he considers himself rather blessed in that aspect that his species allows for near-instanteous travel... although he had to earn it. a hellhound's phasewalking is only effective if said hellhound had already visited the place it wishes to rift to, in other words, the first visits to each place had to be done the hard way. the hellhound needs to know the location; it needs to be able to envision it to be able to rip a portal open into said location.
this also means ig has quite vivid imagination! that whole apple test, where you're told to imagine an apple, his would be the very detailed result. he has great photographic memory.
with the many years passsed, the many places on earth that he's visited have changed. this fact fuels his constant desire to revisit old locations and re-take them in anew. the world is ever-changing, and he finds that incredible.
but also, with all those years, he's grown old. he's tired. for as much as he loves to visit places, he also just really yearns to settle down. to have a place to call home that he can always come back to. in his past experiences, he's abandoned a lot of such 'homes' due to often being chased away for one reason or another. and he's tired of running. but he remains rather skeptical that such home even exists for him.
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//A Happy birthday to Riversal, who, in true middle child fashion had his birthday forgotten last year so hopefully by shouting him out here I can get rid of the guilt that's been burdening me ever since ;w; Again, happy birthday to our little boy!! Asks ofc are open (Of all the siblings, I'm sure he'd appreciate them the most lmao) though I'm currently trying to focus on some older asks as well (When i'm not caught up in college and bighttown), so if it takes a second just know I'll get to you eventually!! Thank you~ :3
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im trying to feel a little better and more capable regardless of my Circumstances, so 1) im dedicating myself to getting to bed on time, meaning i will stop what im doing andget ready for bed as soon as “bedtime” turns on on my phone, unless stopping will lead to my house burning down (or unless im in class, bc class ends at 7:20 and my phone switches to bedtime at 7:15, but those days i just have to brush my teeth and get in the shower as soon as i get home) and 2) whenever i go to do something that i know is not necessarily in my best interest im going to bring the thought of what i want to do out into the open and ask whether this is going to contribute to my “suffering” so to speak, and i hope i can find things a lot more doable when i stop overindulging bc of impulsive thoughts and when i start getting enough sleep every night
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normally on htbahb and i'll be waiting i can dangle stuff like "hey theres a grian and mumbo conversation scene to write" in front of myself like a cool carrot bc i enjoy writing them but the last one i wrote i got lost in my own plot and confused MYSELF on whatever the hell they're talking about. so.
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