#so i havent rly experienced much at all

[soggypotatoes]

I did feel a bit sad at the pride event today bc seeing so many happy queer couples.... I don't really get to experience that part of life due to childhood trauma and it make me sad

[toastsnaffler]

weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<

[loutrem]

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[outragedslime]

Hey I just read ur post from last night and I'm kinda a mess rn but as an autistic adult (not diagnosed because I'm terrified of being further infantilized by medical professionals but very obviously, clear as day, Full of Autism) I find a lot of my support comes from finding local and/or online peer groups who are experiencing similar problems and literally just Hanging Out or sending memes. Guidance counselors are unfortunately not empaths and wont glean a lot of the inner terror that comes from lived experience. I'm also trying to find support lately, but I went on a weekend retreat with some chronically ill and autistic friends -- even though it stressed me out initially to plan -- it did more for my mental health than a literal decade of therapy and self-regulation so. That's my two cents. Maybe try fishing?

Wishing you all the luck in the world and also yeah totally start T itd probably be cool as hell

Hi anon thank u very much for ur words!

My friends definitely help me out a ton. Like u mentioned just hanging out and sending memes is awesome and does wonders for me. I ended up doing an escape room recently and had so much fun I had the motivation to fix the issues I had with my cv that night... im still not sending nearly enough applications as I should but sdgddf. BUT i think if i cant get a lab job soon I'll try to get something local like retail or something for the time being (also v scared to do that too but itll help me have the money and time to organise myself).

I do struggle with making new friends and finding those kinds of groups. I find I'm rly rly bad at navigating communication with ppl i havent had a chance to learn yet. I'll most likely be moving to a new place in 1-2 years to grow career-wise (id like to do a phd PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE) so the idea of trying to establish new relationships in the new place is a bit daunting BUT ill do my best...!!!!

Fishing would be so good i need to get on that. Thank u for the luck and I wish it right back for u!! <3

[chiisana-lion]

Can yuo tell me about alien stage

ABSOLUTELY

basically its a music project by VIVINOS in collaboration w her gf qmeng w studio lico for the animation!! set in some sort of futuristic era in which aliens have long invaded and conquered earth and massacred humans as well as captured them for their own enjoyment and benefit as little pets!! here theres a super popular long running idol show called alien stage. aliens would pit their pet humans against each other in a singing competition where upon loss they are executed on the spot in front of thousands on national television <3333 also has my most beloved tragic yuri mizi and sua i think abt you every day of my life.

it mostly follows these 4 so far! ivan, sua, mizi and till from left to right

protagonist is mizi, mostly ur usual outgoing and positive girl who is childhood friends w sua whom she befriended at the specialized kindergarten made to train human kids for the ALNST competitions specifically. theyre all mostly interconnected too with till having been crushing on mizi since childhood too, as well as ivan also pining for till :'] we havent seen much of them yet but there's also hyuna and luka, the older more experienced participants of the alien stage competitions hyuna loml she's actually getting her song in a couple days too!!

each round goes more into every character and their backstories so i rly suggest you check them out!! love each and every song, theyre all up on youtube so ill leave you w round 1 that i am very normal about 👍

nothing bad ever happened to them i promise

[dandyshucks]

hiii dandy !! i wanted to ask, what do you think you and guzma would do post-canon after the events of sun & moon ? (i might have asked this before - if i have, i apologize..) (i also wanted to say that its been really cool seeing ur progress on ur plush!! it seems so hard, so you having that skill is rly admirable and i wish u lots of luck w finishing it!!) (@dmclr)

CLARA HI i hope u (and dimitri hehe) are doing well :] !!! wah thank u for the question, u havent asked it before dw !!! 

OKAY SO admittedly I mostly only know the story through reading Guz’s wiki page a few times (teehee) and through osmosis from the general fandom dsgjkl, i want to play the game one day and maybe read the manga, and I’ve watched the anime eps he’s featured in and that’s all i’m watching of that LOL. I haven’t actually experienced much of his story (or su/mo in general) first-hand myself though fdsjkl

answer below the cut because.... the rambler's curse got me LOL

after the events of su/mo, I don’t think he’d actually disband Team Skull because… what is the point of that honestly LOL, so Team Skull stays together in MY version of the world hehe. they’re required to do community service to make up for whatever shenanigans they get up to, but they stop stealing pokemon and move onto just like… graffiti and casual pranks and stuff. they still cause trouble, but it’s mostly mischief now rather than any actual crime. I set them up to work on murals for shop owners around the islands so they can spraypaint and be artistic that way rather than randomly tagging walls and getting into trouble for it fjdskl. they keep their disdain for authority figures and rules because at the end of the day most of them are rowdy teens who feel outcasted from society, and that’s just the way the ball rolls with them (also a certain level of that is healthy and warranted tbh). I work with Plumeria to organize events and outings (outside of community service) for the squad though, which helps give everyone healthier outlets for their energy and focus.

Hala mentors Guz to help put him onto (and keep him on) the right track, and Guz learns to appreciate the islands and their traditions a bit - even if he still doesn’t agree with all of them. Part of that mentorship is also sort of therapy (in a more holistic naturally-occurring way rather than like... clinical therapist sitting with patient), so trauma gets unpacked and healthier ways of handling emotions are learned and implemented. Also fuck the Aether Foundation HFDSJKL I keep Guz far away from Lusamine and make sure she never gets close to him again (idk what Gladion and Lillie get up to, I haven’t thought enough about them yet fsjkl). There’s a lot of healing and self-improvement and learning how to Be A PersonTM for both of us tbh!

Beyond that, it is mostly just regular Alola/island living!! Beach visits, walking around, getting ice cream and popsicles, casual battles with tourists, catching wimpods, all that sort of thing :] Also we visit Sinnoh (my home region) for half the year (i have… a whole schedule worked out for that actually LOL) so there’s that, too.

as for the plushie omg thank u sm WAUGH :D i cannot tell if it’s just because i have a weird hodge-podge skillset but i DO think it is not actually all that difficult !!! you just need a pattern for cutting the felt and then I learned the ladder stitch for hand-sewing, and it’s been very straightforward on how to sew the pieces together!! the hardest part so far has just been the hair because I have a difficult time translating 2D images to 3D reality in that way.

I just really want to encourage ppl to try their hand at new crafts and creative skills because I think it’s really fun and honestly really good for ppls well-being!! i am very passionate about making creativity accessible to people as much as possible!!! maybe i could make a tutorial or smth… the pattern I'm using is free and available on the creator’s website, and it’s genuinely not that difficult esp compared to some other things i’ve tried my hand at in the past LOL I feel like some of my paper mache projects have been more complex than this lil goober!!

THANK YOU AGAIN, AND SORRY ABOUT BECOMING THE RAMBLING RAMBLER LMAO i actually entirely rewrote this once because I wanted to shorten it and it STILL ended up this long 😭

[sehunniepotwrites]

my goodness 🥹 U HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME 🥹🥹🥹 i feel so loved rn <3 but OMG why do all your ideas sound so INTERESTING 🤩🤩🤩 i can't wait to read them all it has been such a long time since i've read nice pieces (but partially also because i don't even know where or who is even writing on here anym :/ ) BUT I RLY CANT WAIT for the jae one 😊😊😊 there's a reason why im peach afterall hehehehe <3

oh my you graduated!!! 🤡 how much have i missed in your life seriously :/ but your job sounds rly exciting!! im glad that you're doing whatchu wanna do please make sure that as much as it gets tiring, u r still taking care of urself and finding ways to stay positive!! 😊 ouhie and don't stress over writing too much! i'm sure everyone doesn't mind waiting at all so no stress!! hehehehe wb life outside of work!! have u been spending good time w your friends and family too?

my LIFE has been constantly changing hehehe i think the last time i updated u was before i even went to university and now im already in my third year of university 🥹🥹🥹 time rly rly flies 🫣 im SOOOO busy and it's SOOOOO tiring but im just trying to take it easy and to handle everything that comes my way step by step. well the only thing that is extremely tough for me now and is rly taking a huge toll on me is my LDR :/ (yes i somehow found a male peach while i was gone jdienfkenfj) but well male peach is on exchange and rn i have managed to pull through half of it, and in dec everything will be back to normal!! its just rly tiring because of the time diff between us and just generally because of my insecurities and the unfortunate circumstances of male peach's exchange that all the other hoomans on exchange w male peach r females 🤡 but ILL TELL U SLOWLY ABOUT ALL THESE <3

love, 🍑 that misses u loads!!

AH YES I GRADUATED <333 I HAVE A MASTER'S DEGREE NOW!!! today was really rough so seeing your msg really brightened up my day. trying to stay pos through all the struggles, man.

i've gotten a bit of my social life back after graduation so that's great. did lots of traveling--i met smoll-tangerine (queenie) and ppangjae (alex) over the summer hehehe!!! besties finally meeting irl!!! going out and grabbing drinks and singing karaoke with my friends is always a great time. but istg, some of the situations in my life are like a fanfic, bro i can't believe these things actually happened. even queenie and alex were like nik, wtf!!!!! and guess WHAT? imma write stories based on those experiences too!

i'd LOVE to hear more about how you've been!! omg third year already?? time really flies, huh! and yay male peach!!! ldr's are rough, i had some experience with that, so i get you there.

and as for fics, all my ideas are so fleshed out in my mind, i really wish i could put the image in my head into my docs!!! and since you're my lil peach, here's a bit of my jae ideas for you:

drowning in your love

GENRE. childhood best friends to enemies to lovers, college!au, swimmer!au PAIRING. (long distance) swimmer!jaehyun x (sprinter) swimmer!reader PREVIEW. Jeong Jaehyun has always known how to swim, in fact, he excelled at it—the sport was a part of his very soul. But for once in his life, he wanted to experience what it was like to drown. To succumb to the feeling of being overwhelmed. Of battling bated breath.  And it was all because of you. Jaehyun realized that he was completely infatuated with every fiber of your being. Winning gold at a meet, being observed by recruiters didn’t even compare to the amount of happiness he felt whenever he was near you.  The boy wanted nothing more than to drown in your essence, your whole being. Even more so, Jeong Jaehyun simply wanted to drown in your love.

hits different

SYNOPSIS. Many people have heard of the saying, “always the bridesmaid, never the bride.” This particular saying, more than others, has always applied to you. You believe love exists for others and that it will never be in the cards for you. You’ve experienced your one true love so early on in your life and lost it,  you don’t think you can ever love again. Unfortunate and sad as it seems, you’ve accepted the role of the bridesmaid with your entire heart so why not capitalize it? You are now one of the hottest (and secretive) commodities in the wedding scene–a bridesmaid for hire–and you are thriving in your growing business. But what if your latest gig leads you back to the love that you lost? Will assisting in the wedding planning be as easy as a summer’s breeze or as harsh as a winter storm? Will seeing him again in a different light hit differently as the last time you saw him or will it bring back all the memories of your biggest heartbreak? PAIRING. Rich Boy!Jaehyun x Poor Girl!Y/ NGENRE. Exes-to-Lovers!AU | Wedding! AU | Bridesmaid-for-Hire!AU | Arranged Marriage!AU

[howlcraft]

hoppin on the pokemon trainers wagon with my own additions >:]

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

ok but can we as a society stop assuming that just cos a queer person is under the age of 30, doesn't mean they haven't experienced some form of bigotry directed at them because of their identity lol????

[toastsnaffler]

opening my drafts to see the vent post i made earlier but saved bc I had more to say but had to go do smth else and umm. probably for thr best I didn't post in the end but also I stand by that I was right to be pissed off🧍‍♂️everyone shut up

[doebt]

Bruh....my relationship w death is mad complicated...i cant tell if im extremely apathetic or i just genuinely handle it very well as being a part of life

[drashleighreid]

i just ran for 5km without slowing my pace ?? which like may not be absolutely iconiQUe but like ive been a lazy bitch this year re: exercise?? and even back when i used to teach group fitness and would work out like 6 days a week sometimes for 3hrs straight lkjsf i still feel like it took me a while of training before i could do that ?? bc running is fukt,,why am i so super human right now ? whats going on 

[pepprs]

the weight of what happened @ squirrel hill is kinda crashing into me all of a sudden rn and idk how to handle it

[meltwonu]

2. “I’ve never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly.”

10. “We’re in public, you know.”

notes; stylist!jun, actress!reader, sex toys, dirty talk, sexual acts in public! I’m gonna be honest with yall i did not have a good weekend(more coworker bs) ☠️😭 KJHDKJHKJ but u kno what its the start of a new week so here’s hoping to better things this week!!  😩💐 Im tired as fuck tho but thats also normal lolol I'm hoping to have time this week to rly sit down and get some inbox msgs down too, i really just havent had the time or the energy so fingers crossed 🤞 !! As always, thank you so much for requesting! Enjoy! 💕

*queued post.

“D–Don’t…”

“Hm??”

Jun’s lips ease into a sleazy smirk - his fingertips toying with your hair as a shiver rolls down your spine.

“Jun, I–mmh, I have to–to go back to set in a few–few minutes…”

“I know, just let me fix your hair. The wind messed it up and it needs to be fixed for the next scene.”

He watches as you squirm in front of him - knowing that the vibrator snug against your clit was the cause of your shaky movements.

“Can’t, a-ah, you–you turn it o-off? N-now?” 

You feel your entire body on the brink of another orgasm just as he finishes up and sprays your hair down with another pass of hair spray - nonchalant even though he knows the effect that the toy has on you.

“But you already came, didn’t you? Right here.”

Before you can retort, his quick fingers are up your skirt and between your thighs as he presses the toy harder against your clit - your clipped whines taking you by surprise as your eyes dart all across the set.

There’s nobody near the two of you at the dressing van and you breath a sigh of relief before you pout.

“W–we’re in public, you know!? You–you can’t just d-do that, Jun…! A-anyone can see!”

He smirks before retracting his hand; instead going in for the remote for the toy as he turns it off and lets you relax for a moment to catch your breath.

“You say that like I didn’t fuck you behind the dressing van three days ago~ Your cute ‘lil skirt just pushed up while I bent you over and fucked you so good you were almost late to set~ I’m so good at my job, they didn’t even realize how fucked out you looked just moments before filming~”

The memory makes goosebumps rise on your skin remembering how you had to film back to back scenes with Jun’s cum pooling in your panties before you could get home, much less a change of clothes. 

“I–I’m wearing a, ngh, w-white dress today though... I–I can’t get it d-dirty...” Mumbling, you let him fix your outfit once more - his experienced hands roaming all over your body as you resist the urge to give into his touches. 

“I know, I picked it just for you~ Makes you look so cute and innocent even though we both know how different you really are, off set~ Going to work with a ‘lil vibrator in your panties~”

He chuckles as you whimper in return. 

“You–you have to make it up to me later...” 

“Oh? How should I do that, hmm, babygirl?”

You’re too focused on thinking to realize he’s holding the remote again; fingertip on the button as he sets it to the highest setting and watches as you double over in front of him when all the pleasure rushes through you at once. 

“Jun–Jun–Jun...!”

He watches as you cum; body shivering and thighs threatening to give out as soft, quiet whimpers and whines leave your lips while he chuckles and lets you ride out your pleasure out in the open.

And in the midst of your high, a loud booming voice can be heard throughout the filming set - no doubt the director as he tests the mic on the megaphone before continuing.

“We’re having trouble with the boom mics on set. We’ll be taking a short break while we try to get replacements. Thank you for your patience and understanding! We’ll try to get it fixed ASAP!”

A breathy moan escapes you the second that Jun turns the toy off; this time catching you as your entire body melts into his touch.

“Ah, did you hear that? Seems like we have a little bit of time~ How about I fix your outfit in the van, hm? Looks like you might’ve gotten it dirty just now.”

This time, you find yourself growling - manicured fingers digging into the sleeve of his shirt as he grins at you.

“I���ve never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly and if you don’t make me cum with your cock in the next 15 minutes, I’m firing you.”

[dracwife]

Dex I saw Nope and I loved it!! Pls give me some of your thoughts about the movie cuz I’ve been trying to talk to people about it but no one I know rly wants to see it and the people who have didn’t have a lot to say ahdjfkgl

oh my god man i could write forever ab this movie man. oooh my god. theres so much to it. its by far my favorite movie of 2022 and one of the few horror films ive seen thats genuinely frightened me. that scene following jupe/the crowd after theyve been eaten and its pure silence cut by screaming and claustrophobic shots of something we still don't know a lot about. that shit gave me fucking CHILLS in the theater.

i love it i love it all i love the buildup i love the characters i love the acting i love the writing i love the blending of genres i love that its a love letter to films i love that theres ambiguity and a lot left to interpretation i love that u can say its about movies bc of the overarching idea of being watched/surveillance etc i love that you can say its about poc history and specifically black history and preservation of it because of oj and em's constant struggle to get "the oprah shot" to be heard about their own discovery etc and still being overshadowed by jupe and his people and on a larger scale the industry at the beginning and you can say its about capitalism and the consequences of facing something that shouldnt be tamed and normalized like the oppressive force of 'the industry' by smaller creators/businesses/etc and how easily it is to be overcome with irrelevance no matter your size its all ab power and money and all of those theories can be right. jordan peele is a fucking genius ok. i love nope 2022 so much and i still want to see it again to go back and work out some of the details i missed or havent pieced together yet

the only downsides i believe are you definitely have to be a scifi fan as well as horror to enjoy it to the fullest extent and remain engaged enough to be able to get those kinds of analyses. and i believe its a movie thats best experienced in theaters...it simply won't be the same w/ at home streaming tbh and its a shame some ppl wont be able to experience it in a theater bx its actually mindblowing when u do.

tldr here is my official letterboxd review

[husbandhoshi]

lily i’m wonwoo emotional support boob anon from like. a month ago (this turned out a lot longer than i anticipated i am So sorry) but i have a question because i’ve been following you since probably. ur first week of having this blog and i remember that you said you’d been on tumblr before but i don’t remember if you’d been writing on tumblr during that period? because i am kind of the same. i had a blog way back when i stanned an american boyband 🫣 and i was a writer and i loved it and i was part of like. The network of that fandom’s writers on tumblr and it was so much!!!! fun and i loved it and then i deactivated my blog when i stopped stanning them and stopped writing and only started another blog a few months ago and i really want to start writing again and i Have been but nothing is really doing it for me? i have all these ideas and so much desire to write that it makes my fingertips itch but i just don’t know what to write. and it feels very disorienting and i rly look up to you and jackie and mads and mo and kaili and livvie and adi the whole caratblr squad and collectively your talents and your works have been such a huge part of me wanting to write (and post!!!!!) again but i just don’t know where to start i feel like i could rip my hair out. i don’t actually remember what i was going to ask now that i’ve typed all this out at *checks watch* 5am but i guess this is a thank you of some description idk i love and i appreciate you a lot

genuinely this is such a lovely thing to read and thank u for telling me 🥺🥺🥺 it rlly means a lot and i’m <333 feelin so loved and flattered i could be a part of ur life like that! and ofc i remember you!

as for advice/how i got started i was kind of in a similar boat! i had a tumblr many many years ago when i stanned a different group and then i just became inactive bc of life, but i kept the app. and then i started stanning svt and reading fic on here and that’s how i discovered all of these writing blogs! and then i decided to just take the plunge and make an account myself, and i published some things that i was working on :) i havent really written prior to making this blog so i’m still new, but there are a lot of other more experienced folks on here who might be more helpful!

and if you don’t know where to start that’s totally ok! i’m sure people would be happy to send in requests or things like that to jog ur creativity. or maybe writing little imagines or something will be a good place to start :) or bullet point fics, which are fun to read and write too! there’s no right or wrong answer but all of us are super nice and would love to help if you needed anything 💖