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are. are you telling me that the captain knew havers for TWO MONTHS and they both fell head over heels for each other? like they got to the commiting crimes stage of the relationship after knowing eachother for two months and then not seeing the other for five years?? me and who, man
#i'm very tired so some details may be wrong#but i'm reading the buttom house archives#and havers joins early april 1940#and leaves june 5th 1940#and i don't think there's evidence that they see each other again until 1945#they're so gay#i'm so jealous#how pathetic do i have to be to get the havers to my captain?#bbc ghosts#the captain#anthony havers#button house archives#capvers
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sheet for kian
victor's sheet
#oc: kian micelli#ts4#I feel the need to bring out some backstory#Kian leaves his house early because he planned to start a career in a big city and he worked hard to make that happen.#He got a position where he may be promoted after getting a degree and achieving his dream job#but he didn't enjoy it as much as he was expecting which broke him#He returned home and soon discovered that he supposed to stay there#Victor however would work in his parents' business for the rest of his life but he found it difficult to adapt to adulthood#He dropped out of college moved out with his parents and is now attempting to figure out his future steps#and they first met at this point#Kian gave himself time to work with his parents all summer before beginning looking for a job#Victor wants to begin a new life.#Before Victor’s family lived there but after several problems that include his brother they left#and now that he’s returned rumors about his family keep being spread so he needs to find a strength#oc stuff#my sims
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they are similar
#painting is Interlude by Jeremy Lipking#my beautiful Neki#I must tell you all how beautiful he is waking up in the morning.#he tries to blink the drowsiness from his eyes but he gives up so quickly#he isn’t fully awake for another half hour or so!! but I rush ahead#he’ll sometimes do some stretches when he gets out of bed#common one is the Touka Stretch! he reaches his arms over his head and grabs the opposite elbows!#he has very pretty arms. pretty muscles. his complexion is very even but his skin is a little dry#Kaneki likes to leave the curtains undrawn overnight so when the morning comes it illuminates him so wonderfully!#I love how he looks bathed in light he is truly a marvel#I love when he wears t shirt and shorts or briefs to bed unbeatable boy combo#anyway when he leaves his room he might go take a pee or splash his face or something (usually it’s bathroom time) but immediately after#he sets up the kettle to boil so he can have his morning coffee#the coffee is extremely important!!!!!! it is what will actually wake him up!!!!!!!!#until this point his house could’ve been moved to a different planet and he wouldn’t even notice#this is a secret but sometimes while waiting for it to boil if he’s leaning against the counter and no one else is up#he’ll start drifting off again…… don’t tell anyone 🤫 it’s really cute#and when he sips his coffee.. he may do a little sigh…#he’s only up that early when he has somewhere to be though otherwise my boy will sleep in so late#and then he goes to sit with his friends or somewhere where he can watch them a bit while he gets himself together#maybe Banjou will look at his bed hair and say “huh. you look like a dandelion”#and it’s true he is the most wonderful dandelion there is because you don’t even have to make a wish#he alone is like every wish come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my Kaneki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌱🥰#kaneki time#kaneki ken
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Deercember Week One: Garden (prompt link)
#Deercember#Ink drawing#Deer#DeadofNightStudio#don studio#Dead of Night Studio#So re. the Apple Tree - does often leave their very young fauns at the base of the old apple tree in my mom’s backyard -#- as they go around foraging in the neighborhood. I didn’t have the time to draw the tree like I had planned-#- but I still wanted to reference one of my favorite things about visiting family in spring & early summer - seeing all the apple tree faun#I may paint some of these eventually when I have the time & cofidence#Animal death#Things are probably going to get spookier from here
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welcome to an episode of advice from ol’ mother may 👵
(seriously though i might just make a tag at this point)
on this episode of advice from ol’ mother may 👵 …
I BEG YOU LIKE ACTUALLY DO NOT GO TO THE GYM ON AN EMPTY STOMACH OR NO SLEEP 🙏🙏🙏
#so today i woke up early to go to the gym but i don’t eat i forgot why actually#anyway i also pulled my second all nighter of the week 😜#yesterday’s was for the event i just couldn’t sleep last night#so i get to the gym blah blah#then it’s like the last wxcerise i do before i leave and i can’t do it#like i was so dizzy even after the treadmill 💀#and then my ears started ringing and i tasted blood#um i finished the workout though? yay me? 👏#so yeah ✊#nvm ALSO it is 76 degrees at 9:30 am rn so i could’ve died from heat stroke too#also my weights were way too heavy i just wanted to beat my mom 😭#so that’s how may cheated death 😜#⊹₊ ⋆ may yaps#gold stars for yall who made it here ⭐️⭐️⭐️
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im trying to decide how long i need to wait for my shitty coworker to do the one (1) thing i asked him to before i go absolutely sicko mode
#this is obviously an exaggeration i am physiologically incapable of going sicko mode#however i am annoyed that he has thus far never followed through on anything ive asked of him#and takes like 2 hour lunches and comes in late and leaves early#which doesnt impact me 99% of the time so i try not to give a shit#but this is one of those things where if he doesnt do it ill have to do it#so the sooner i know he isnt going to do it the better#because id rather not stay late to get it done#im really conflicted because it sounds like he may not be leaving when his grant ends?#my boss floated that he might end up getting rehired on my project#and like i really dont want to be a huge bitch because like. maybe he doesnt know that its bad to call out twice a week#and never show up on time#and shirk all of his responsibilities#so i dont want to like. be responsible for him being unemployed.#but i also really dont want to work with or manage him!#i hate being difficult
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top ten breakfasts that inspire poetry
#with some red tomato salsa on top its so good#i just made some and life is beautiful again#the perfect breakfast is egg in the hole both sides generously crisped with butter#cooked so that the yolk is runny and soft#a perfect dipping sauce for when you pull the bread apart with your bare hands#a meal too good to be simply eaten with a fork like normal it is meant to be devoured#yolk running down your fingers from the bread as you pop it bit by bit into your mouth#so... in short one of the best breakfasts to exist#has me thinking about a poem about the trials of making the perfect one#having made mnay egg in a holes which were not great to almost perfect#theres an artform in knowing when to flip it#too early and the bread is not toasted and delicious and the yolk may break and fill your pan and not your mouth#too late and one side becomes much more toasted than the other and the yolk cooks leaving u with an adequate breakfast#but not the perfect one and the knowledge leaves you staring forlornly at it as u eat it with the fork#knowing the breakfast it couldve shouldve been#its an exercise in both patience which i have always lacked#and confidence overcoming the nerves of breaking your yolk which is something i have learned to slowly have#as the years go by i get better at having both of those things the patience and the confidence#and have made better and better breakfasts and one day i will make an egg in a hole that is perfect and beautiful and just like my grandpas
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in hysterics
#may the stars guide you <3#JINGLIU !!!!!!!!!! JINGLIU <333333#fucking crying omg the ost and the moon symbolising when she is mara-struck vs when she is sane and the whole ideology of leaving behind#her past weaker selves to be this current self that merely drives to purge the aeons ('until the 'stars' have been cut down from the sky')#ohhh jingliu how i love u so#HER BANNER IS IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS HELLO IM NOT READY#PLS COME HOME EARLY SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST TRY AND GET UR LIGHTCONE 😭 I ONLY HAVE 74 PULLS SO I U DONT IM FUCKED 😭😭#anyway my dearly beloved congrats on having a banger demo and ost that made me lose my mind
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Here I was mentally steeling myself to be rabid over Mauga on main finally
#Ramattra#No hesitation on the F/O list I love him#but he does not love me dfkjgkdfjgkfd#For I am skin and bones and flesh and blood all that he despises#No I'm so abnormal about him sit down bestie sit down I need to be weird#I cannot wait to hear his interactions with Zenyatta they have to have multipul interactions right out the gate#One's where they call one another Brother and Old Friend and Zenyatta speaks so soft to ask what has become of him#Interactions where Ramattra ask Zenyatta to join him to leave Overwatch to leave the humans the ones who hurt us who took our family from u#Interactions where Zenyatta asks Ramattra to remember Mondatta's teachings to put down his weapon to trust in them again#Interactions where Ramattra lements about the humans who took Mondatta from them took his family from them took EVERYTHING from them#but also...#Interactions where we're in Quick Play and they get to be together again#Brothers on the same side of a fake fight in a video game#Interactions where they remind eachother of snowball fights on temple grounds or sneaking out of meditations early#Interactions where they laugh Interactions where they joke Interactions where they remember the childhoods they made for themselves#I want to hear Ramattra so proud of Orisa and Bastion for finding themselves homes off the battle field#Even if their family is human... They found themselves out there with this family of skin and bones and flesh#I want him to be so happy for them even if he can't approve of Torbjorn or Eifi#I want him to welcome Genji into his family with open arms#A friend of my brother is a friend of mine no matter the side this war may take#I want him to see the Genji we see the one who is not half man half machine like Zarya may claim but the one who is Genji#Who is happy who trains with Zenyatta and laughs happy in his skin made of metal with his lungs made of flesh#I want him to just be... so nice... and so bitter at the same time...#He wants the world at peace he wants his family safe he wants to stop fighting he wants to rest in a cold temple in Nepal again#Built and Raised in a war part of the first and only generation of Omnics....#I hope he gets a happy ending...
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((i...did not get very far in working on replies last night before falling asleep with my phone open...hah...))
((we'll see what i can work on during work!!))
#ooc;;#((still very tired. slept on my desk for a good hour+ don't tell anyone))#((I get the feeling i'll be in the office the rest of the day. May end up leaving once for a half hour))#((So it'll be oops all paperwork. A good hardworking boy's gotta take breaks from that!!))#((i literally worked my ass off yesterday i deserve breaks))#((i made it to work early today!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is a Huge feat))
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FLOURISH AU - PACT ADMIRAL TRIN - TRIN ENTERPRISES
Pact Oceanic Navigator and Aid Supplier
"I have a debt to repay, Commander, and I intend to see it through. You gave me and my crew a fresh start and that's worth more than any price in gold. We're not soldiers, but if you need us we'll be there."
"Now we've finally got something worth fighting for."
#gw2#guild wars 2#Mai Trin#Flourish AU#finally got a bunch of mounts for her! she still needs more tho#(i had a lot of gems saved from gold -> gem transfers)#all of them have a story but i'll get into that another day#for now you get a photoshoot because she needed one#'i should talk about Flourish more' i say and then refuse to elaborate. like always. i am an organized person#the short version is this is the triple-commander AU where Ceara and Saoirse are co-running things with Pirkko because neither broke off#so Mai joining the Pact is one of the many butterfly effects!#she gets introduced during the Zhaitan campaign so she's a REALLY early addition; she gets more important later tho#her arc is pretty comparable to Canach tbh except she joins willingly after the Commander saves her crew from Risen#(she does not realize that the Risen were only there because Ceara can't stop committing war crimes regardless of universe. bonks her)#anyway. scurries away and leaves this here#Pact Admiral Mai Trin#my posts
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doing really bad in ways i can’t talk about which is making it worse
#just cancelled a meeting so i could cry in the office LMAOOOOOOO 🥰👍#purrs#the mortifying ordeal of my therapist being on her honeymoon rn 😹😹😹😹😹#i think i am just a bad person and my needs hurt people who need me. and it’s not fair to them and idont know what to do with that.#i think i may have to move out sooner than i am ready to and not listen to anyone telling me to keep waiting. this is not sustainable. it’s#not sustainable for my family because i hurt them with my needs. and it’s not sustainable for me to be unable to need and get what i need#without hurting them. i think what’s so hard about this is that i have to do it alone and everyone is against me doing it but i have to do#it anyway. i don’t know. i don’t want my sister to see this and get hurt. if you do see this im sorry i can’t be what you need. im sorry my#needs hurt you. but they’re needs. i have to be selfish even though my brain is screaming at me in your voice that i don’t. i just need to#escape it all. i am allowed to need independence and alone time and im sorry i was cruel about asserting it but i need to assert it and no#one at home understands why but I need to. im not talking coherently i just feel so wretched and sick to my stomach with guilt and grief and#frustration and shame and i have to facilitate a huge session in an hour and a half.#delete later#like my friends / mutuals / mentors / etc can tell me until they’re blue in the face that i am not a bad person and i deserve to live an#independent Life etc etc but none of you are actually in my house and you don’t see how it is and how i am the cause of all of it and how im#stuck and making things worse. and i can’t summon my strength or calm down or anything. i don’t know. i have to get ready for the session i#just can’t even think straight. my family is right and i am also right and i can’t assert my rightness over theirs. so im stuck forever.#if i could i would leave work early and go home but there’s no one to take me home and home is actually the worst possible place to be#right now LOLLLLL. i just need to curl into a bed and cry. also im about to get my period so thats probably why im like this lol
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on what account do your base your idea of yourself on? do you base it on your past actions, thoughts, ideas? how far back? do you account for how you have changed? do you base it on what you are doing in your day to day? I force myself to be brave. does that mean I am brave? am I simply feigning the personality of bravery? or is that what a brave person is to begin with? what is a brave person? say your current actions conflict past actions, but you feel your current actions (positive, negative, or neutral) don’t reflect you. what is “you” ? how are you defining you? for how long can you continue with your current actions before your past actions become irrelevant?
#example: you have to get up early everyday for your job/school/etc but you like to sleep in. you consider yourself a nocturnal person#but it’s hard for your body to keep up with staying up late so you begin waking up early consistently - even on the weekends. you naturally#do it and never sleep in anymore#would you still consider yourself a night owl#even though you mentally know that in the past you liked to sleep in - there is no new evidence to back up that you are in fact a night owl#your current actions say you like to wake up early#i feel like it always boils down to the question of: are you your actions or your thoughts#am i brave because I carry out brave actions? I am a cowardice at heart.. but none of my actions say that. but do they have to?#am I a brave cowardice then? shaking as I reach every goal#is it possibly to exist as both? should it be possible to only exist as one?#drives me nuts to think about this kinda stuff. it’s why I hate filling out that mbti test#am I answering these questions based off of past actions that I may or may not identify with anymore if I don’t have a recent example?#if I don’t go out how can I answer social questions? if I do go out because I didn’t leave my house for 2 years and am catching up on all#the social time I missed BUT it still feels out of character for me - how do I answer??#they ask for my actions I can give them my actions but the lack of asking my feelings and vice versa is what gets to me#I have to end this cause I can seriously go on forever
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I need things to stop HAPPENING
#nothing's wrong i just seem unable to catch my breath#i work for eight hours and then i have something almost every night when i get home#movie nights or social nights or volunteering nights or nights where i just can't do anything because i had therapy that day#don't get me started on weekends#i volunteer for 2-4 hours on Saturday mornings and i have hangouts on Saturday afternoons and DND on Sundays#and that's without counting any of the many variable things that i may attend on a Saturday#pride is this weekend and don't get me wrong I'm really looking forward to going#but i need like 3 days where i sit in my house and no one asks me to go anywhere#i want to make as many of the volunteer things as i can bc it only happens for about 18 weeks out of the year and there's only 12 left#what about Thursday and Friday you ask? Thursday is also volunteering#because that is when the miniature horses have their classes and what am i supposed to do? NOT go help with miniature horses???#fridays are usually clear except for the occasional hangout#i don't know why i can't seem to keep a balance in my life#es dificil#anyway i have to leave for work thirty minutes early today so i can make it to the barn in time to get the minis ready#yesterday i had to leave two hours early because i had an anxiety attack that lasted well over two hours and persisted through a nap#where is the balance.... i enjoy doing all these things... but my energy doesn't....#anyway i need a rich person to decide I'm entertaining and sponsor me so i only have to work part time and i can do my funny little arts#that seems realistic right?
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Cookie your tags are so good ssjkfdkfhskdjh
Thanks I grew them myself in my garden
#was going to go in a long ramble about how i often wish that like#tumblr replies let you like replies and other social medias let you leave tags#because when you're on twitter or smth you just want to casually say like#'i like x part of this thing :)' or 'oh my god they're gay' but like#you don't want to tweet it. if that makes sense. 'cause the tweet is treated like a whole-ass post#and is it worth saying 'nice' just for that?#where people have to find the context in the post you're replying to? where it might get lost in translation?#but no. tags themselves they are already on the post that i intend them to be by default#i am already reblogging the post#and the tags are always going to be at the bottom of the post#and if i am able to put across the rampant thoughts of my brain i may as well do it#especially because i--as a fellow artist--do genuinely love when people go wild in their tags on my stuff :)#plus tumblr is a site that enables going A Little Wild With It so my filters are very much loosened#and that doesn't hurt matters either because adhd#tags are funny i like them. more people should use them i think#it's like you're whispering something secret to the op that only you the op your followers and anyone who happens to find you in the notes#will ever really read. it's so Optional it's great#anyways. i love that tumblr decided it'd be a fun practical joke to just#log me out while i was writing those tags. that is so funny. april 1st came early
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i woke up at like 6am and now i gotta force myself to b productive bc my partner is sick and we have to get free Covid tests from the library but luckily i feel fine and we’re both vaccinated so yeahhh ugh i rly don’t wanna get up and start my day but i gotta cuz I work for the next four days 😭🥺😔😢
#honestly i may call out on the third or fourth day but i need the hours on Sunday for next week but ima for sure leave early#cuz these bitches wanna work me six hours scheduled so i don’t get a lunch even tho im there for an extra 30mins after we close /:#my job makes me hav so much rage i literally have terribly awful thoughts abt my job#fuck tjmaxx me and my homies we hate tj maxx
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