#so like. ok. sure. fine. FINE. IM FINE
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played the "remember who you are" ending for the first time instead of the "embrace your anger" one for the Lace Harding plotlines and im so mad i want to kick a chair over. much like Lace Harding might if she wasnt still punished for being angry by the game.
#specifically i am talking about the epilogue part where she meets with Stalgard and Durra and shares the titan magic with them#SHE DOESNT DO THAT AT ALL IN THE ANGER ONE??? HELLO?#i could write a whole 10000 words about this and how narratives punish anger as an emotion ESPECIALLY for women but i dont have time#like on the surface it APPEARS to validate the 'anger' choice but then you see how it plays out otherwise and what gets denied if u pick it#so like. ok. sure. fine. FINE. IM FINE#im seething#the little moment of lines with the Oracle is. not the same at all. and not in a way i think makes this more cohesive urrghgrgrhh#cant believe the ANGER option is the one whre you can say 'just dont worry about it' when she talks about the titans actually#its that or only 'we can remember them'#what even is the point of letting me pick 'actually you deserve your rage' if i cant then say#'now use that anger to share with the others what you lost and make change yourself'#bc the heart of anger is often pushing back against something seen as unjust#anger is a call to ACTION#but the only 'action' that's even possible from her quest choice is in the 'remember who you are' option instead apparently#ANYWAY. im fine.#jade plays dav#dragon age#dragon age: veilguard#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#lace harding#closing my eyes and retconning this you deserve your rage AND to have it push you forward its ok lace im fiixing it in my mind
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"Haha Dream BBQ is so random and incomprehensible" "did they take drugs to make this lol" "you're actually not meant to understand anything in this series it's ok" "Joel G just makes up stuff on the spot based on what would be funny" "it's just random for random's sake" "is this AI" "stop theorising, it's not that deep" SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP
#ena dream bbq#ena joel g#random art does not exist. all human made art is made with intention.#like. sure. ena is intentionally surreal and aburdist and weird. and im sure some things were less thought out#but to say its all just random bullshit does SO much disservice to the creators behind this project#and disservice to your OWN intelligence in giving up and refusing to work those braincells of yours to create your own interpretation#like. There Are Things To work with here. there are a Lot Of Things#you just have to actually Think and connect the pieces and do introspection on what this Means to YOU#like. you dont wanna think hard. fine. if you wanna just enjoy the experience thats fine too#but then you have to still ackowledge that youre getting SOMETHING out of this (unless youre actually not and are just a hater)#even if its just emotionally. even if its jus unconsciouslly#there Is Meaning There#its just not linear#so think about it!!! thats whats fun about this series!!!#it forces everyone to think about it instead of just following the one 'canon'!!!!#there probably isnt one right answer here!!!#but that doesnt make it any less valuable!!!!#just. auuuughh#i have a lot of thoughts about this#the ena team would not put in this much effort and creativity and symbolism and themeing just for shits and giggles#ok ill stop being a hater now. and I WONT go in the opposite direction and start wining about how a lot of theories (on youtube at least)#seem to ignore the more emocionally significant and symbolic themes in favour of basic or emotionally shallow takes.....#ggrhrgrh (through gritted teeth)... everyones interpretation is valid.. everyones interpretation is valid#whatevr. im just rambling. idk. i hope you get what i mean#negative#fandom critical#my own post
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god the pilot had the tone down. nat trips on acid pre-crash and sees her creepy classmate misty across the flames in a way that could just as easily be misty stalking her/the team from the outskirts as it could be a hallucination (i go back and forth on this all the time). then the bonfire turns into the fire from their cannibalistic rituals in the wilderness which seemingly implies that nat sees into the future for a moment but it could just be part of the nonlinear editing. pj harvey's eerie down by the water holds you by the hand and pulls you in deeper as the screen gets engulfed in flames. such a loaded and dualistic and tone-setting sequence. i want to live inside it
#the fact that its nat and misty bracketing it is insane they play such interesting roles in the Magic of it all#<-i keep trying to add the word 'unwitting' to the tag as in they UNWITTINGLY play these roles but tumblr will NOT let me like ok damn#fine message received. they not ENTIRELY unwittingly play these roles#mistynat#yellowjackets#misty quigley#natalie scatorccio#i know later seasons have contextualized this as happening because misty kills nat and sure 👍#but i think the pilot had a very different (more sinister) plotline for misty#i think paradoxically her love for nat softened her as they wrote her despite misty being nats death omen or whatever#so to me this scene could mean 10 different things depending on what im thinking about. today its about Duality#i really like when obscure 'magic realism' (for lack of a better term) is done well... its harder to do than it looks!#i like a lot of later season concepts a LOT but they are very tonally off to me#but this is one of the scenes that just nails it all around absolutely no notes im gonna think about it forever
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I find it funny that Wild, who has basically a couple years ish of full life experience, comes up with the most insane theories for everything
He assumed that the only other explanation to Four being able to split in Four was. That he was quadruplets who'd been hiding this whole time???

Also apparently he believed that his wolf companion Twilight in botw was a diety (and felt very uhh shocked upon finding out that he was not)

Malon made things worse, telling him about her aliens theory

What's even FUNNIER is that every time Wild expresses any sort of confusion at magic stuff that he's never seen before, everyone else in the chain acts like it's crazy for him to be weirded out by it


Honestly maybe Wild's the only one with his head on straight, rather than everyone else who are just like 'it's magic bro' like no he's right this is weird
I appreciate this because it's very considerate of the fact that he woke up with no memories not too long ago, so he doesn't have much experience to explain the stuff that's 'normal' for the chain. Plus the explanations he comes up with are funny.

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Art and comic and adorable character by Jojo @linkeduniverse au :D
#I hope this made sense I didn't edit much#linkeduniverse#linked universe#Lu wild#djdjdjdkdjdkckdkxkgg#the 'this is normal it's fine' chain#and 'why is this tree speaking to me' wild#it's just. I mean. I'd have some pretty insane theories too ok#he has no idea why someone could split into four but he has seen two identical twins at a stable once so surely that's an explanation#he's literally so smart tho. like creativity and stuff? being able to pick up on new skills and concepts? he's a genius. a very goofy genius#aahh for his age I said 2 years of life context because he says he's 117 + Jojo said Lu is less than a year after his journey#also mental memories maturity and time awake is all so complicated#so I just said a couple years as kind of a base number idk#(aaaaand if i said anything offensive im sorry of course and none of this is meant as a criticism of wild but I love his crazy theories)#everyone's thoughts matter so much and I love you guys /gen <33#:)#and. I like this and it's funny and fluffy but if my angst writers wanted to get a hold of this O.O
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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some ultrakill fans flaming people for playing on lenient/harmless is so funny to me because here i am in my little corner playing on harmless with Also 100% damage reduction (in major assist settings) because my severe anxiety cannot handle the idea of me taking any damage at all . i am wearing my propeller hat and eating my lollipop and i am having fun :3 (and maybe one day i can ease that anxiety and play without major assists)
#me when my crippling anxiety is crippling fr#listen . its not as if i Want to get fucking heart palpitations whenever a few goddamn filth spawn in a room#its just how it is . and the only way to ease my irrational ass anxiety is by becoming fucking invincible#I KNOW ULTRAKILL IS SUPPOSED TO BE A (at least somewhat) STRESSFUL AND FAST PACED GAME !!! do not get me wrong#but holy shit man . do not underestimate my anxiety#fucking minecraft survival stresses me out when i encounter a fuckin skeleton (unless its multiplayer . then Suddenly all is ok . stupid#ass anxiety bruh fml)#prelude was stressing me out . PRELUDE . THE FUCKING TUTORIAL#im hoping i can ease up and slowly raise the damage taken to at least like 50% . eventually#im on 1% damage rn because even raising from 0 to 5 was scary LMAOO#like its not as if i want to play it the fuckin baby way . i WANT to be able to actually play ultrakill with damage n shit#but i just have to ease into it ig . because i cant even play video games without my anxiety screaming at me smh . fym my anxiety is a#permanent fixture in my life ? bullshit#im just hoping i can play Normally someday . eventually . because while playing with like 0 damage is more fun than being stressed out 24/7#it Is ofc . a little boring (bc No Shit) .#i want to challenge myself and i will . eventually#surely if ive done all a b and c sides in celeste i can do ultrakill on harmless haha right#ignore the fact that theyre two completely different games and that ive never played an fps in my life#and also that i have 15k deaths in celeste LOL (at least the idea of dying in that game isnt terrifying . shrug)#intense games like ultrakill just aint for everyone . thats why the assist options are there and why there r easier modes#theyre there for losers (/lh) like Me !!!! and i appreciate that theyre in the game bc i Do rlly like ultrakill#and i Do rlly want to play it (‘properly’ someday) . its js that ppl have issues like motion sickness or anxiety#and if they need assistance or an easier difficulty to enjoy the game then thats fuckin fine#literally who cares . ive watched so many videos on ultrakill now and ive seen all the tech n shit and know all the lore#its not as if i dont know the game enough to play it properly lmao#but sigh . at least i can do fun movement tech (except boosting . havent tried yet idk) like slam storage#movement is ez . combat is Hard (but not in the usual way like aim . just Anxiety™)#im ranting so much im such a yapper . anyway#ultrakill#kristiliyaps
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i meow is a i am io i do you meow em mewo meow meow you i haeve meow meow meow meow do not so. do do domew do meow





#i really only liked the ritsu in the corner but im posting the whole page because there is a coiling in my chest and it will not come out#i like the homunculus ritsu too he is my friend#i think i might do a ritsu page in a bit. maybe#i dont think im like? emotionally stable right now? but im ok im normal i am sure#also i dont know what emotionally unstable feels like so i am probably fine and normal#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#mob#ritsu kageyama#meowmeow art#im very thirsty#im supposed to be saving my money but i think i might buy a water i dont know#yabibi yes real yabibi#please like and hug yabibi he need it#he have no mouth to smile or yell with he need need nee he need#he need
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around 6:24 in phil's video "My DNA Test Results" he says he doesn't mind the taste of cilantro/coriander (and because he doesn't go on to mention dan, I'm assuming it tastes fine to him too)
THANK YOUUUU!!!! i had this weird feeling one of them had mentioned it once but i couldn't remember where or what they said and i got nervous that because it got brought up it was because they said they don't like it. but that makes sense ok fantastic i can breathe easier now
#i wrote down certain ingredients on the cards with the recipes im probably going with#like things they don't like/can't have/are a common dislike among people#to make sure there wasn't too much of any of them#and coriander was the most frequent one by far it's the only one where i was like ok this might actually be an issue if they don't like it#the rest are infrequent enough or so easy to replace that its fine#answered
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#ok so one mutual liked my previous post about this so update#she def likes me#I like her too on some level#we have been flirting since about 1030 in the morning#maybe even earlier#and shes taken to calling me lover and other things which. I appreciate#maybe maybe not#im like 30 % sure shes dating someone though I dont know how to approach that thing#its ok. its. fine#we will continue flirting tomorrow. bc we are predictable
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ok so now i've completed my freak out/reblog spam. i need to say that it's so freaking fascinating how the solo switches changed the tone of the performances.
because like. for hallucination, jeongin makes it sweet and seductive but lino makes it powerful and darker somehow. more villainous in a way? and for railway chan really makes the performance raw and almost ✨feral✨ whereas jisung makes it seem more siren like? especially with him wearing all white like. oh.
#also bang chan has never hyunjined more hard#not sure if anyone felt that too but i think he really tried to convey hyunjin's artistry into his cover#im actually going insane#im so not ok#minsung have made me into a wreck#how am i supposed to carry on w my chan railway fic like everything's fine after seeing han's performance#also if anyone has any han longfic im actually begging on my knees for them pls feed me#skz#skz 5'clock fanmeet#han#jisung#minho#lino#bang chan#chan#jeongin#stray kids
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Guys guess what. It's SMTWO Thursday. FOR THE LAST. TIME. (I think? Like 99% sure) As always I will update you as I read

#12K WORDS??? FROM ONE CHAPTER? JESUS CHRIST#im very excited#ALRIGHT#PREDICTIONS#or speculations?#those mean the same thing#ok so for sure ritsu and mob are gonna FINALLY meet in person for the first time in forever#thats just how it is#i said that like its a bad thing but in reality im so fucking excited you dont understand#kitten: will get out with tome and reigen and serizawa and will probably be fine#OMG#ok death predictionsv#teru#not because i actually think he'll die#just because if i were mob i would kill him#and thats why im not mob#WILL HE LOSE HIS HAIR#i hope so#SHAVE HIM BALD SHAVE HIM BALD#i believe in you mob#even if you have to pull out his hairs ONE BY FUCKING ONE#OH#SHOU#SHOU IS SHOU OK#OH TOICHIROU IS GONNA LOSE HIS MIND IF SOMETHING HAPPENS#hes probably gonna lose his mind anyways#oh my cat's here#she says hi#everyone's gonna be fineee (nervous sweating)
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Still think about Mo Xuanyu from time to time. Like what the fuck. What a nothing burger. You learn little rumors here and there about him. That he's gay, mentally ill, harassed fellow disciples, had incestuous feelings for his brother, and was kicked out of his community because of it, ect.
And you think "wow, this novel about how bad rumors and mob mentality is is so interesting! Everyone has a different truer side to them that is hidden by public perception! Can't wait to learn the twist about the mentally ill incest pervert gay man who's body the protag is occupying! I bet it's a classic case of the guy being found out or thought of as gay, and then gross rumors like incest that caused him to be kicked out of his community was added on later. because historically queer people were oppressed and ostracized because they were seen as obscene, incestuous, pedophile perverts, ect by homophobes. Wait, what's that? We learn jack shit about him? All the rumors are never confirmed or denied 100 percent? Most likely everything we know about him is true? No canon typical empathy flashbacks? He's just... Not a character we need to think about?"
It makes me insane. Welcome to mdzs, we have gay people like wangxian and uhhhh *looks at smudged hand* More Xanax.
#this was just personally what my reading exp was like#so dont come after me if you thought it was paced perfectly fine!#this doesnt mean i want mo xuanyu to be the perfectest bestest little boy. im not cancelling mxtx. but some more context would be nice.#he really did harrass people? he is gay and had the incest dreams? he wasnt a good person? thats a-ok with me. but give me more info plz!!!#mo xuanyu feels like a blackhole that the plot refuses to go near. its frustrating. youd think a character like him would haunt the narrativ#like shen jiu did in svsss prior. but mdzs refuses to do that and takes every step to make sure that doesnt happen.#even tho it would feel so natural if he did. since ww is LITERALLLY piloting his body.#perhaps mxtx decided not to since she did previously do it with shen jiu? so she had no interest in repeating plot threads twice?#you do you queen but i wanted more😞#mdzs#mo xuanyu#throwaway post
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kind of expected that the ability breakdown wouldnt get that much traction (especially on twitter bc if it doesnt do well in the first few hours it might as well be dead) but what i didnt need to wake up to was looking at my twitter notifications and thinking there was a long comment on it at first but then i read it and it turned out to be some guy having dug up one of my old totk tweets where i talked about how zelda was treated-
and if a quote retweet with a thread attached already starts with "this entitled brat didnt understand that zelda was being a history nerd by being in the past and getting to experience it herself" with two screenshots attached of the end of totk with zelda staring at the cam all uwu (which has ??? to do with their point??) i dont even want to know what else was in that thread
if thats how the majority of the fandom is then im even less surprised that nintendy doesnt even have to try to write anything good :I
ah yes, i am a game nerd, and by putting me in a game where i stand around doing puppy dog eyes while being shoved around by NPCs is me being a game nerd OBVIOSULY
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#sorta#like ok im not saying you cant like the game ffs#but acting like everything is perfect and anyone who dares speak something critical is a heathen and must be PUNISHED or PROVEN WRONG-#-is so godammn annoying#just went on their profile to block and of course it was all screenshots of totks ending with uwu zelda and shirtless cool guy link#also find it interesting that zelda has always been a history nerd now#didnt know interest in shiekah tech and ... frogs? counted as historian#and dont get me wrong it would fit her being interested in that too but the way it was done in totk felt so artificial#like doesnt she say she read in a book that the king who founded this hyrule was called rauru and all that?#like ........ how did that even happen#a book that mentions him BY NAME surviving for WAY OVER TEN THOUSAND YEARS just convenietnly materializing or what#how the hell did that survive when next to nothing did of the ancient shiekah#(granted you can make the argument that the -other- ancient king of hyrule that persecuted them destroyed most of their stuff-#-which would make sense and im rolling with that too but you get my point??)#but raurus shit was even older than shiekah stuff like ......... ok???? how convenient she now suddendly is interested in nothing but#-that and also read a book about it!!! somehow!!#also how does something like that exist but then the sonau where pretty much non existent and irrelevant at all in botw#and even what we had was ACTUALLY done ..by hylians as a tribute to rauru you seeeeeeee#and the botw sonau style was the hylians work .. even though the totk sonau style aligns more with hylian than botw sonau..#if the hylians were so grateful to rauru they built giant stone monuments as a tribute for him that didnt even fit their style-#-why was that the only stuff that survived on the surface ... wouldnt it make more sense that they would maintain the og sonau stuff instea#sure the temple ... castle .. whatever went up into the sky and whatver SOEMEHOW but not everythign did and it was everwhere#but then the stuff left on the surface crumbled away while everything left to rot in the underground and sky is just .. fine#what#also ... where did their castle go anyway#like ... we only see the -new cooler sonau- temple of time on the plateau but its interior doesnt match at all with the throne room#so where was all that#funny it wasnt in the same place as hyrule castle
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validate it bro
#(pt2 prev)#okay so i’d had a long day at work.#walking home from the station.#start to unlock the front door.#wait a minute. i worked today. i used my laptop today. where is my laptop.#i accept the fact that my laptop is. Lost.#okay so i left it on the train. that’s okay it’s on the train.#we aren’t too far from where the line terminates#surely they peep the carriages before sending it back up the line …. right :)#yeah okay let’s just get on the next train and see if it’s been handed in#excellent next one is 4 mins away#so then i get to the last station and tell the first staff member i see that i’ve left a laptop on the last train that arrived here#they look me in my eyes (did NOT hold my hand) and said - i hate to be blunt. but we are in *redacted*. it’s gone#i swear i fell to my knees#ohhh okay so now im unemployed. no i am panicking.#nah but also like it’s so fine…. ……..#also i already emailed lost property. maybe someone took it and handed it in at another station :)#:)#all of a sudden a legend of person goes - Oi it only just left the platform. it’s heading back to the city. call *redacted* station and ask#someone looks through carriage for it#LETS GOOOOOOOO#ok we are back on. hope is still glowing#it was a whoole mission getting in contact with the other station#finally we establish contact#(over walkie talkie😭)#Donna answers#donna hello we have a high value item that was left on a train that is soon to arrive at your station#Donna coordinates The Check#we wait.#and wait.
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first break at my minimum wage job guys!!!

#I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING ON#BUT I TUHINK I GIVE OFF A CONFIDENT VIBE CUZ PPL ARE LIKE IM SURE U CAN HANDLE IT!#and im like yea!! BUT I ACTUALLY HAVE NO CLUE WHAT IS HAPPENING#WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO MAKE A REPORT IN EXCEL EVERYDAY I WAS JUST SUPPOSED TO SEL SILLY LITTLE TICKETS WAAAH#ok im fine#gotta grind thru it#😝😝😝😝😝#fun fact this is just the training day#im having my first official day on the start of summer season#so ill learn how to use the register on one of the most busy days of the year 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#god help me why cant i make silly anime drawings for a living#i mean i can but its not bery sustainable#ill be fine 💪💪💪💪 GIVE ME THAT MINIMUM WAGEEE#personal
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I didn't get fined, who said that?.....Thank God I didn't get fined.....Y'all realize I was going the whole week and I had no paper in my locker, right? Okay.....I just want to make sure.
everybody take a moment to cheer because ja'marr chase didn't get fined for his 'wiping the football's ass' celly 🥳
#like he was so proud of not getting fined 😭#offended as all hell that they thought he got fined 😭#soooooo cute too 'just wanted to make sure' x2 with the little hands god he's so cute i can't do this#tried making a reporter pay for it too like girl what are you doing 😭 looking disappointed when the guy wouldn't#'oh ok. alright. well.' with the faceeee the quiet 'im pretty sure he can' please.......let me hold you..............#had the clip run longer so you can hear that 'clack' in the end which is him cracking his knuckles btw lol#ja'marr chase
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