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CW FOR SCARS JUST IN CASE-
Um uhh something something work in progress something something scar graph for my LEMH/ The six eared Macaque design after his...encounter with Wukong
Anyways how my Liu'er Mihou fans doin this fine evening 😗
#wanted to give the boy more scars/look like he was actually mauled#because...he kinda was#also yes i am a stubbed tail mac truther bite me#he has a furry nub and NOONE can tell me otherwise#go argue with a wall#/hj but also /srs#indie artist#artwork#my art#digital art#jttw art#jttw#journey to the west#jttw liu er mihou#liu'er mihou#six eared macaque#work in progress#not gonna lie this Macaque design is kinda kicking my ass#but ill push through#also got some cool lore goin on with this guy that i wanna share#also this is more adjacent to JTTW Mac not LMK#so like...expect dark stuff
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Kingdom Hearts and the Cost of Empathy
While making yesterday's post I was reminded of this other topic that had been giving me brainworms lately. And I was going to do this on another day but the thought bugged me constantly so I'm just gonna let this out now.
Part ??? of Yoroshiu just reiterating obvious points that have been chewed on a billion times
Kingdom Hearts presents empathy as a means to have characters connect with each other in both the emotional sense and as a literal ability of sorts. If someone is happy, that joy is shared, and if someone is sad, then it's felt on a visceral level.
We've had three characters be confirmed literal empaths:
Sora, Xehanort, and Baldr
And if you know, you know.
It says a lot that 2/3 ended up being antagonists and when we look at the events that shaped them, we see how Kingdom Hearts handles the negative effects of being that exposed to others emotions, especially when put it certain circumstances.
(I didn't really want to use screenshots I used in my last post but these two shots and the following one are important here, even moreso than in the previous one LOL)
In Dark Road, Baldr was shown to be attached to his sister, Hoder, because she being a heart of pure light made him feel safe as, the screenshot shows, he was sensitive to others' hearts. That's part of why it makes Hoder's death so devestating for him.
And for Xehanort, he was able to take in his caretaker's memories and felt a personal and genuine connection with Player and their friends. It's partly why the events of Dark Road hit him so hard. Baldr states that Xehanort shares the same dynamic with Eraqs.
And even for Sora, our current hero, we've seen this Empathy be harmful to him as well. He's felt echoes of the heartache of his Heart Hotel residents (KH2, BBS, etc.) and you can assume how difficult it is to have to handle multiple people's most intense emotions.
And what happens when these characters hit their lowest? Especially when it's in tandem to this Empathy?
They break down, they fall apart, their hearts get wrapped in Darkness.
And what's the factor that turns empathy, the means to bring people together in understanding, into a force that drives people into despair?
Isolation.
If there's one consistent pattern with these characters is that being alone ends up contributing to the downfall.
Baldr falls apart because he's completely isolated from his friends in a completely white room with no windows for SEVEN DAYS. How did Odin think this was a good idea?????
(Day 1 vs Day 7)
Xehanort is a person who prefers doing things on his own. This is what makes him use others and even other versions of himself as tools for his plan. He gets wrapped up in all his plans and essentially becomes a more refined Baldr by the end.
Sora is someone who's tied to a lot of different people and their hearts. This contributes to his heart being broken down and made vulnerable to Darkness, especially with how he was kept alone in his dreams, led further and further away from Riku trying to wake him up.
(Sora being mostly alone in the new saga is going to be interesting. Strel is there but there's probably going to be an effort to isolate him again.)
Being left alone with all these emotions, with no proper way to process it—empathy becomes the most destructive force.
Despite what the mainstream might think, Kingdom Hearts has always believed in the proper balance between Light and Dark, Good and Bad. Empathy is good, it connects hearts together, but at its most extreme, it poses a danger. It can overwhelm a person and make them expel it to the world in the worst way possible.
Being completely alone with no forms of support turns compassion into despair.
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Making Kingdom Hearts Stuff Until KH4 Comes Out (Day 66)
#kingdom hearts#kh#kh baldr#kh xehanort#kh sora#analysis#i think it hits pretty hard with kh in particular for me because i often hear the mainstream thoughts on this series (also the way the#series goes about it fascinates me)#a lot of ppl take it as just a light good-dark bad narrative (even tho riku's arc is RIGHT THERE) and don't expect it to have dealt with#more gray and/or darker themes and it always irks me seeing comments like that even from people who HAVE played through the series#i guess it's the disney label it has that contributes to it partly lol#on one hand it makes it funny to see ppl's reactions to seeing the series' actual themes#but on the other it's really annoying when such a large portion of ppl have that image#i'm just complaining so i'll stop ToT#making kingdom hearts stuff until kh4 comes out#yoroshiu analyzes
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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i genuinely dont get how so many people are uncritically excited for The Movie and have no issue with anything going on here i feel like im losing my mind a little bit . the trailers did not look good to me at all is everyone excited about it posting from an alternate dimension or something what are people seeing in this movie that im not .
#and i say this as someone whos standards are usually not that high and can have fun with most sonic media and liked the first 2 movies......#all i can feel is disappointment at how bad a job theyre doing at adapting sa2 and the disservice to certain characters/concepts#(obviously thats just based on the trailers i havent seen the movie and refuse to spend money on it so i cant give afull judgement#but the trailers certainly dont give a very good impression of the movie to me)#and before anyone says that its not an sa2 movie.theyre taking a lot of plot points and characters from sa2#and taking a lot of stuff from sa2 and using it in the marketing and such#they cant do all that and then go ''um actually its not an sa2 movie youre crazy for expecting an sa2 movie LOL''#i also wasnt expecting an exact recreation of sa2 either i would have bene fine with changes#but stuff like having gerald be alive and take rouge's spot in the dark story trio and making him a more comedic character#is ridiculous and feels inherently disrespectful to the source material#and thats not even getting into how it feels like im always hearing about some new awful thing#that paramount or one of the actors did which just makes me not wanna give them my money or time even more#sighhh i honestly just want this all to be over alerady and for the hype to die down so ican stop hearing about the movie#but i know its going to make one billion dollars and theyre just going to make more movies after this. hell on earth .
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The Extremely Serious and Scientific Legolas Fandom Hair Colour Poll:
What colour hair do you picture in your head for your personal mental image of Legolas of the Woodland Realm? (Not necessarily which one you think is more or less "canonical"; rather just what you see in your head when you're reading something.)
Ideally, you can also share when and how you were first exposed to Lord of the Rings in the tags or reblogs, and what you think most influenced your mental image.
No I'm not procrastinating from writing stuff, go away.
#personally i've pictured him and his dad both looking just like saaski from eloise mcgraw's ''moorchild'' since my first read of the hobbit#(and it'll take a lot more than his silhouette against the stars to pry that image from my cold dead and re-embodied hands lol)#that's just too good a visual to give up ESPECIALLY with all the gimli ''hands shall flow with gold'' stuff that comes in later#but i was around in the 2000s for when the fandom divided into two very distinct and passionate camps on this question#with the fact that he'd been often illustrated with blonde hair and occasionally with dark getting subsumed by Movie vs Book Snobbery wars#where everybody had to be Very Certain And Concrete In Their Canon Arguments about which was his One True Haircolor#so i'm curious what the general consensus (or if there even is one) is now#but i don't expect an actual answer from the ten people following my blog who will see this poll so instead let's do something silly with i#because what else are tumblr polls for?#polls#legolas#lotr#lord of the rings#lotr polls#fandom polls
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so funny thing that happened on twitter-
and erm, i got some help and feedback from more knowledgeable people (@leoincaps) soooo-
Young Emo Tango & Scene Skizz respectively :3
#tangotek#skizzleman#tango tek#skizzleman fanart#tangotek fanart#young versions bc i said so#with how red tango is you'd expect him to be a red/black emo#but only sorta#his aesthetic changes faster than you can say Decked Out but for the most part he was a dark blue/black kinda guy#he definitely had red/black phases#which yk. he's stuck with to this day#also idc about timelines and stuff- Tango definitely got his bracelets from Zed Impulse and Skizz#he got the pink “fuck!” bracelet from Zed :3#also!! Imp & Skizz have matching eyebrow piercings#i didn't draw them but i imagine Zedaph dabbled in like aaaall kinds of aesthetics and looks#like I could see Zed going wildly colorful with just pinks purples and yellows#Impulse probs also mainly stuck with scene#just cuz i've seen tons of amazing scene impy designs :3#oh right uh art tags erm#traianos art
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There's two people who could be on the receiving end of this in my mind, one of them is a blue hedgehog and the other is a bat.
Rig made by Aixa Massoni (Find it here!) and the background is from SonicXShadow Generations.
#asharts#animation#shadow the hedgehog#hello friends ive been practicing with rigs#lots behind the scenes but i dont like a lot of it#there is a serious gap in my harmony knowledge and im attempting to fill it#been getting by long enough without needing to take action but the time is now#so expect some more rigged stuff maybe??? maybe???#we know how it is with me ill post a bunch for like a month and then go dark for several fdjkghdf#last week of this awful gig is going great because no assignments are coming in#so im having time to dink around on company time#there are things about this anim that bother me but not enough to change it#time to move on to the next thing#ily friends thanks for stickin with me
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Old man dialogue
#he’s now at 3 stars#and I’m now 57000 Crystals poorer because I only pulled him twice in that time#but I had like 377000 Crystals anyways so it’s not that big a deal#but yeah this#because I think he’s neat#also during one of the pulls I finally got an Epic pull and I thought it was him#but instead it was Dark Choco#CRK decided to throw me a bone but not the bone I was expecting (or wanted at the time)#anyways#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#peach blossom cookie#random stuff
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first time in my life I picked up a book, right after dropping two other edgy grimdark titles, resigned to repeat the experience, only for it to turn into a comedy of misunderstandings
#nothing important#literally the title is Free the Darkness#and it's the 1st book in King's Dark Tidings series#and the cover has a hooded swordsman with a crow on a misty background#like what would you expect. and the prologue and 1st chapter intensify the assumption#I only started it bc it was free on audible#but I am very entertained#it's ya and the main character is the best in everything but also the way he was raised makes him so socially inept he bends the scale#and comes up on the extremely adjusted end#I'm still on chapter 8 of 22 so we will see how it goes#books stuff
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sorry for posting a thing from art class but does anybody like the first page of the book for my project

#my doodles#sorry for bad picture i spend all my time in a dark room and im not used to putting the lights on#this isnt what i usually post but i think this is the best page i have from my art class project so far#sorry for posting something way different than usual but also im not really sorry at all because its my blog and i do what i want#however im like halfway with a new silly animation so maybe expect silly stuff again soon! im just busy with school#i do not like GCSEs#by the way. sorry about the smudged pen. that was an accident#luckily nobody actually reads the writing on this kinda stuff#there was this one time i wrote a joke poem on an assignment for art class instead of doing annotations and nobody cared#now im writing car seat headrest lyrics and copying out wikipefia articles instead of doing annotations#(i never know what to put for annotations)
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Doc ock of earth-106
#digital art#across the spiderverse#digital illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#ipad art#digital painting#my art#pinksepia#art#doc ock#doctor octavius#otto octavius#spidersona oc#spidersona#anyways this is my take on my own doc ock for my spidersona and well…#let’s just say I like how it turned out#I was using a new art program too so it took longer than expected#cyberpunk 2077#maelstrom#and as always I took a step out of my comfort zone#cause genuinely idk how to draw robots and wires and futuristic stuff#but it’s been fun so far#like I get to practice lighting but in dark settings#but also deciding who go where and exploring my ideas#I’m blabbing too much hope you enjoy 🫶
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me: can we please just finish one (1) wip. please. not even 10k. just a single fic. pleas
brain: hehe new au for a completely unrelated osmosis fandom go brr
#fj.txt#honestly i expected the next fandom i fell into would be isat#but apparently my brain went hmm. fishies. alien worldbuilding time#so now i have a ~4k dump doc of worldbuilding headcanons about outer wilds#owi#have i played it? no lol#i have no real way of doing so any time soon#which is. to be fair. the status quo for me re: most video games#so it has not stopped me lol#playing the old text adventure prototype was fun at least!#it's kinda fascinating seeing how much of the final game was already there in bare bones form#the feel of it reminded me a lot of 'a dark room' with the minimal visuals and overall vibes#even having been loosely spoiled on the endgame and general puzzle concepts it still took a while to work stuff out#(i spent like four consecutive loops trying to figure out how to land on the moon lmao)#(and a bunch more trying and failing the actual endgame before i realized i had misunderstood some flavor text about where something was)#still managed to get chills from the ending#which i think speaks a lot to how good that concept was tbh
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I have been playing I Have No Mouth, and I Must Scream, and I really enjoyed the game. Here, take art of the best character.
#fanart#doodle#i have no mouth and i must scream#ellen i have no mouth and i must scream#ellen ihnmaims#am i have no mouth and i must scream#listen playing this game was an experience because everyone talked of this game like this super dark traumatic experience#then i couldn't stop laughing each time i tried to solve the puzzles in Gorrister scenario by shooting stuff and exploding#so it has this balance between the horrors and ridiculous stuff that i really enjoy#my least favorite scenario was Ted because i dont understand what is going on#as for Ellen one is my favorite of the game#i wasn't expecting to hear her criticizing AM for the interior design but she is so real for that#anyway enough yapping#i need to find a Spanish translation of the original story
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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Why does GTSE want the player characters to start a religion so bad??? Is it not enough for a krewe to be a group of traumatized people with ghost personas solving supernatural problems?
It seems like they slightly toned it down in 2E, thankfully (although I would prefer if they just had that be. An option rather than the default), but they’ve maintained the aspect of like….encouraging players to appropriate aspects from real-world practices? Which. Given that they seem to have had one (1) diversity consultant (Whitney “Strix” Beltrán), who has no connection I can tell to voudun (I believe that’s the correct term, please correct me if I’m wrong) or New Orleans Black culture in general, which GTSE 1E probably cribbed from the most (2E still does, but to a lesser extent)…I don’t actually remember where this sentence was going but I think you get the idea?
#kitposting#i mean. It’s chronicles of darkness/old new world of darkness so like.#what would you expect…#I’ve been going through older Vampire stuff to try to find info on VTM’s Massachusetts and.#even just having skimmed through everything and mostly only seen illustrations….#let me just say. yikes.#gtse#gts
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all of the bad stuff about the acolyte is starting to pile up idk the hot ppl and the action scenes and the interesting ideas aren't enough for me
#the acolyte#star wars#im enjoying it but it could be better :/#i saw a post saying it felt like a first draft and yeah#the pacings weird the dialogues clunky the editings jarring#and some of that is just typical star wars stuff but still#its not over yet so maybe the thing with osha and qimir will get better but rn i dont think i like it it just feels rushed and weird??#i was expecting to see osha be tempted by the dark side but not literally seduced by the guy who just killed her friends in front of her??#he is insanely hot so like. real. but its too reyloish for my liking#and osha spent years as a jedi she clearly believes in their teachings even tho theres tension with her leaving the order#its not unrealistic at all for her to be struggling with grief and rage at this point but that rage should be directed at qimir too#and the episodes are all so short!! and theres only 8 of them!!
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