#so nervous

[cyanwyrmy]

I’m scheduled for top surgery! Wow! 🎉 🎉🎉

Still don’t really believe it’s happening haha but I trust Dr. Bob!

[missdaytonawrites]

kintsugi • a. anderson

summary - abby forces you to beg for your life.

WC - 1.5k

cw/tw - nsfw below the cut! smut, dark!abby, dumbified!reader, mean!abby, dom!abby, sub!reader, afab!reader, overstim, strap-on use, degrading language, abbys dacryphilia is showing (if u squint), spitting, slapping, choking/headlock, dead dove DNE, mentions of death, violent descriptions of passing out from being strangled

A/N - this is daaark! abby is super mean, this was initially not the first lil' one-shot i was going to post but here we are. i just know that abby is such a mean dom and so gets off on how much power she has over you!!! please enjoy!

"i'm on the side with my tears streamin' down."

okay but.. abby making you beg her not to kill you.. your back pressed to her front?? probably already came at least three times tonight???? strap so ridiculously deep??? her hand is just barely tracing around your clit when she notices a tear escape from your eye and gets a rotten idea…

she brings her big and oh-so-strong arm from around your waist to wrap around your neck, settling you into a headlock. she leans her head down to look at you, pressing a kiss to your temple and taking in your fucked-out state. the sight before her causes abby to quite literally laugh in your face as she begins to apply more pressure to your pretty neck. the rocking of her hips is suddenly much more intense and all color slowly starts to fade from your face.

“hey..” she whispers, hand moving from your clit to come up and tap at you nose in attempts at grabbing any attention you had left. “wanna know somethin’ i think about..?” you dont answer, your brain feeling like an absolute bucket of water. still, she keeps on. “pr-obably think about this too much..” through your lack of sense, you can hear a sharp wince fly past her lips; the harness rubbing against her in such a torturous manner. “m’so much stronger than you..”

her hand has forsure found its way back to your clit by now. “s’much stronger cherry, bet if i squoze ya’ any harder ya’d just pop right here in my arms.” the thought has you teetering on the edge of eruption, a pathetic whine coming from you as she does just that: tightens her arm around your neck and laughs at you again. “isn’t that scary, cherry?” another dry chuckle wanders into your ear, “could kill ya’ right now, if i saw fit.”

you try your hardest to gulp beneath her grip, but to no avail. you can feel a bead of sweat form and then dribble down your forehead from the intensity of the moment. “does it scare you, pretty baby?” she feels you shudder against her and notices your sad attempt at a nod. a gush of your slick rushes from down the strap and onto her thighs, her nostrils flare as her grip tightens around your neck.

“mhm. you like that cherry? like being fuckin scared?” she quickens her pace to an impossible speed and you give her a broken sob. she continues to fuck you at an unforgiving pace when she brings the hand once toying with your clit up to squish your color-less cheeks together. “does it make ya’ all hot inside to know i’m in total control of everything right now? including your life?”

you can’t stop it now, tears flowing from your eyes down your cheeks as they pool between your neck and her arm. “a-abby.. god…” you somehow manage to garble out, and she brings her mouth to your ear. “mm.. why dont you beg, pretty baby? look me in my eyes and try to convince me, ask me reeeal nice to keep your pretty ass alive.” your eyes go wide, jaw-dropping as you try to quickly recollect your thoughts just in case shes serious. you sob once again before taking a deep breath..

“w-what the fu.. oh fuck!” her hand drops down to send a stinging slap! to your clit, “fuck abby! please, dont.” she laughs at you, again, and then deadpans. “please dont,” she mocks, “please dont do what, pretty cherry?” you’re short-circuiting, barely even remembering your own name at this point. “dont kill me abby.. please. wanna, wanna stay alive!!” you practically shout, “wanna stay alive n’ be your girl, aha- wanna be your cherry..”

a gross mix of your saliva, tears and her sweat still pooling in the crevice of her arm as she somehow squeezes down on your neck even harder. you cough, and she spits down onto your face. “what else cherry? think theres another reason you wanna be alive so bad, hmm?” her pretty fingers move to circle your clit, and you start to claw at her thighs and hips. you suck a string of drool back into your mouth and keep going. not only your orgasm, but your life on the line here.

“uhhnnnggg.. fuck! fuck! fuck! yes! yes, wanna stay alive so i can.. fuck-” you feel your orgasm creep up on you in crashing waves and abby slaps your clit again, her grip tightened to kill. “d-dont you stop fuckin’ talkin’ cherry. i’ll turn your lights out so goddamned quick.” you stop your clawing to make a feeble attempt in grabbing at her hips to slow her brutal pace. “oh my god-” you squeak when you feel a tingling sensation come over your being.. “god, please abs! keep me alive so i can cum! please!!”

now that sends her into an absolute fit of laughter. booming chortles ricocheting off of your ear drums, “such a disgusting little cherry. sayin’ all these dirty things for me..” you try, you really do try so hard to continuously comprehend whats being said to you but, you can see those little black dots sprinkling your vision and you start to loose feeling in the tips of your fingers. abby knows what about to happen like the back of her strong hand, so she just simply squeezes you harder as your sight completely blacks out. she lets you slip under with a kiss to your temple and a quiet “night night, cherry.”

just like that you were out, all you really remember was the feeling of your body falling against the sheets. within the next 15-20 seconds abby uses all the strength she can find to fuck you as hard as she possibly could. whining and panting like a bitch in heat when she feels her own orgasm building. it isnt long before you come to, sucking in a major gasp of air as you shoot up from the mattress to take in your surroundings. you damn-near scream at the feeling of abby's cock relentlessly plunging in and out of you, she just digs her nails deeper into the fleshy parts of your hips.

this was your favorite, body all spent and on the verge of exploding. completely at her disposal. “welcome back, cherry.” abby grins from above you, “decided to keep you alive for now.. m’kay cherry?” you were a babbling mess, only able to focus of the roaring fire being coddled in your gut. “m’not gonna kill you, cherry. need you to cum, need it bad cherry.” her words have you falling to the sheets again, eyes crossing while your legs begin to violently shake. “mm.. i- i can cum, abs!?” she cant help but give you a loving smile, her sweet little obedient cherry. “yes cherry, let it go..”

and that was all you needed, you choked out a sob. you thrashed around against the sheets and under abby when your vision begins to cloud. “o-ooooh abby.. g-gonna..” and before you can stop anything, your orgasm begins to spurt out of you in little bursts as you squirt all over your nice sheets and onto abby's strap. coughing while she fucks you through your high, steadily reaching her own orgasm. you simply couldn't move, your insides felt as though they had been bludgeoned to a pulp and little sparks of electricity pass through your body.

“mm.. fuck! m’gonna cum. gonna make a mess all over my harness ‘cause of you, little cherry.” she grunts to you and a stupid, fucked-out smile appears on your face. “abs! abs, fuh- fuck!” you grip the sheets so hard your knuckles turn white just as she finally start to cum. reaching her fingers down to gather up some of her own spend before bringing the same fingers up to your mouth. shoving them in, she coos at you.

“such a sweet cherry, can ya’ taste how good you make me feel?” you let out a dreamy sigh at the removal of her fingers and hear the clanking of the harness straps. “gonna pull out now..” she whispers at you and removes the strap from your tired little hole, shimmying out of it as she leans down to kiss you again.

she lets the harness drop to the floor with a “thud” and steps into your shared bathroom to clean herself up. she returns and you're still on the bed, lying on your tummy with a little grin on your face. you looked so beautiful basking in the afterglow, wincing as she brought a warm washcloth up to wipe off your sticky thighs and cunt. also dropping the washcloth to the floor, she settled in bed next to you with a heaving chest.

abby looks over and notices shades of dark purple and gray decorating your hips. she sees a bruise beginning to form around your neck and rolls you over to better assess the damage. hissing at the sight of a bright blue band sitting on your neck she immediately pulls you into her for some love. kissing your scalp, and forehead and knuckles before pressing a few, feather-light kisses to your marked-up neck. she sighs when she feels you nuzzle into her and feels like something needed to be said..

“could never kill ya’ cherry, y’too sweet.”

eeeeeeek!!! pls lmk if you like!! reblogs n' comments are appreciated!

[bluenagi]

NAGI SFW & NSFW BF HCS nsfw under the cut. minors DO NOT INTERACT.

reader is intended to be viewed as gender neutral. however, i wrote this with a fem bodied character in mind so there may be some slip ups, i apologize.

also i’d like to say this is my first ever published work so please go easy on me i am TRYINGGGG LMFAOO

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SFW

you’re a childhood friend of reo, that’s how you’ve come to meet nagi. you’d always walked with reo to and from school, so when nagi started tagging along it was .. different

you REALLY confuse nagi at first.. he doesn’t understand why you make him feel the way he feels.

he looks it up after a few weeks of walking to school with you and reo, why his stomach feels funny when he’s around you. when the search result “butterflies in my stomach” comes up, he almost died of cringe and closed his laptop.

before he’s able to realize he’s doing it, he will start asking really strange questions around reo specifically about you. things like “so when did you guys meet?” or .. “what was y/n like when you were kids?” reo notices immediately, and that’s how you and nagi have reached this point. you are dating.

nagi is all about the small gestures, the little touches of reassurance. he’s been watching you for a while, so he can tell what you’re feeling to a certain extent. and this talent of his only grows as you spend more time together.

you bring out a certain side of him that he has never explored, this initially was why he fell in love with you.. he wanted an answer, he wanted to know why his stomach hurt when he was around you. he wanted to explore YOU.

nagi turns this love and adoration into a little game, after everything he “unlocks” about you, he wants to know more. he keeps his “how many more goals do i need?” attitude.

intimacy for nagi is very impulsive, if he wants to hold you he will, if he needs to feed an urge he will.

nagi is very possessive, he wants to understand you better than anyone else, and he wants you to be only his. nagi always has a hand on you, whether it be on your lower back while you walk, on your thigh when you sit next to him.. or nagi’s favorite, you in his lap. for nagi, this is the best position, he can do this anywhere and it instantly tells people “they are mine” without him having to say it, he can also freely play games and not have to worry about not having both hands. always walks behind you with a hand around your waist, he’s 6’3 he is BIG.

all of his romance knowledge is from dramas, so he WILL do cliche things. luckily, you love it.

he didn’t really text before he met you, so however you text he will end up matching your text style. if you use >_< :3 :D he will use them too.. he thinks it’s normal. you use lots of heart emojis so he does as well.

you’re his first for EVERYTHING so he needs to be taught, and he doesn’t mind learning. like i said, he wants to unlock everything about you, and if that takes you sitting him down and teaching him, he’s more than happy to listen.

you definitely had to initiate kissing, at first he doesn’t really understand the point. but he eventually warms up to it after seeing how much you like it. he WILL do research on how to be a better kisser.

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remember when i said you’re his first? nagi does NOT know where your spots are.. he has no idea how to touch you. but he is so eager to learn, he will attentively listen, and he’s a visual learner so SHOW HIM HOW.

you definitely watch porn together. and when you do it’s a lot of.. “that looks so uncomfortable..” “annoying..” “can we try that? never mind.” you either laugh together at how horrible it looks, or get super into it.

doesn’t NEED to ask you if it feels good (he can tell) but he WILL just to see you struggle to answer.

COCKWARM him, please cockwarm him. he had no idea what cockwarming was before you brought up the idea one night while you were in his lap and he was playing games.. but ever since the first time you cockwarmed him he feels like he can’t live without it. he WILL beg for it if pushed hard enough.

he can tell when you’re needy, but he’ll wait for you to say it to his face.. not because he’s busy, he just likes to see you all needy just for him.

he’s not very vocal, he’s more of a breathy panty fucker.. but he LOVES listening to you. will absolutely not tolerate you covering your mouth.. he likes to know he’s the only one who can make you feel good.

you had to tell him that he was big, he had no idea. he thought it was normal to have to do A LOT of prep.

you love his hands, and when he realized this he absolutely took advantage of it. like i said he always has his hands on your thigh, but if he’s feeling needy, or he can tell that you are.. he will slowly inch his fingers up and pretend he’s oblivious. he’ll do this until you push him away, or beg him for more.

aftercare for him is very.. he TRIES he knows it’s necessary and he knows you need it, but he can’t help but fall asleep afterwards, so it usually just ends in him cuddle trapping you.

[ollieolzzz]

And it is up! I hope you all enjoy my take on Boxer!Oliver

This is my first ever fic so all critism is welcome!

[letterstoear]

Watch my mistakes in real time now!

Nah, I'm just joking, a little. I wanted to announce that I finally made a youtube channel where I plan to show a little behind the scenes of what goes on in my shop.

For my first video, I show a little bit of how I make my Lilia, Ortho, and Idia bear!

[lauryn-order]

On my way to get my coochie pierced 🥺

[sierradeaton]

PRAYER CIRCLE

[aizawaorkuroo]

Going on a first date tonight djdjd

[bottlecapsandotherthings]

Finally.

So today. I am. Finally. Seeing a psychiatrist about getting depression meds. So, yeah. There's that.

[littledarlingbunbun]

Okay I’m going to try something new and drum roll please.

And my face reveal. 

[justalittlebluetiefling]

I have a solo fight coming up. My paladin vs an NPC and I am VERY nervous.

[sadbeautifutragic]

i booked a hotel for my in person interview later this week it's only an hour away but i want to get there the night before so i'm not in a hassle the morning of

[aprettyweirgirl]

Funeral

Princess Ursa II hated funerals. They were so unnecessarily big and elaborate that there were always too many people with awkward overflowing emotions that she never cared to meet or even greet. They always seemed excited to see her "all grown up," as they said, even though she had no idea who they were. Not like she cared.

This one was different, though; this one is the one she's been dreading—the one with no fake smiles or pretending she knew the old woman calling her sweetheart; the one she cared about; the one she hated the most; the one that wasn't supposed to arrive.

She wasn't supposed to leave her. She said it. She promised it. "I'll never leave you alone," she said.

the worst funeral of them all.

loneliest day of her life

Fire Lord Izumi's funeral

[suspiciousspidey]

I'm getting (or at least, i should be) some big news tomorrow and im so hopeful but also so worried its not going to go well so any positive vibes you can send my way would mean the world 💕

[maaikeatthefullmoon]

Right, ok!

I have edited, tweaked & written a lot more of the story that was previously called ‘The Deepest Blues Are Black’.

It’s been retitled ‘Free’ and I’ve posted 17 chapters now. This is as much as I have written, and I’ll post up more as I write them. We’re essentially moving into part 2 of the narrative now.

It’s a Good Omens human AU which opens (after a prologue) in a mental health ward.

Summary:

Anthony J Crowley's been living rough since he was kicked out by his parents as a kid. Somehow he's made it to the age of 40 and he's still alive, but if you asked him, he's not really sure how the hell he's managed it. It's not been pretty.

Alistair Zachariah (Az) Fell runs a bookshop, but is still under the strict yoke of his parents: their eternal disappointment. 40 years old and he's desperately unhappy and hit crisis point.

They meet (again?) as inpatients in an acute mental health ward. They have nothing in common. Obviously. How could they? They're practically opposites.

So why are they so drawn to one another?

There are numerous mental health-related content & trigger warnings to be aware of, all of which are listed in the first chapter and then each individual chapter has specific warnings at the beginning.

This is the type of fic where we shouldn’t ignore the notes.

I’ve been very nervous about (re)posting this one as it means a lot to me. A lot of lived experience as well as research has gone into it.

I really hope you’ll enjoy the narrative.

I PROMISE it will end happily.

[sh1-n0bu]

i have big important exams coming up from today until sunday. wish me luckᕕ༼✿•̀︿•́༽ᕗᕕ༼✿•̀︿•́༽ᕗ