#so suddem

[blackkatdraws]

Lazy drawing sorry

[ale-cart]

helmlo i fetl relalkly sad allof tge suddem amd i opened your bloga nd i started crying taers of joy idk whats up w me but yuore super cool amd i domt think your shuold ever stop drawing i hope you ahve an incerdudbel day 🔥🔥🔥

Oh I'm so sorry you were feeling sad :(( I'm glad my blog made you feel better though!! Ehdhdhd I'm certainly happy you think I'm cool, and you're so sweet thank you qwq all of these nice things are making me tear up a bit haha. (I hope you're feeling better now though, you seem like a cool person too! <3)

[onetrickzenmain]

yo if i paid $80 extra to only meet one team imma be pissed

[goblinbugthing]

somebody give me some vocaloids to pirate im not singing these lyrics myself

[superwhosecock]

In all seriousness dehydration is the main culprit in this for most people. Drink water. Your body uses a hydraulic mechanism to clamp down on blood veins in your legs when you stand up like that so the blood doesn't just fall down into 'em.

New favorite TikTok

[beeindaclouds]

Being the manager of Idols! DSMP *✧･ﾟ*

This is an AU where all the DSMP members are idols in groupss/duos/trios. I was inspired by some fan arts and tik toks about the Dream Team or SBI being idols

❝ Dream Team ❞

Managing the DT is not really a challenge

They get along, they respect your times, they're professional when they need to be

The only problem is calming down Sapnap and George whenever they start bickering

They'll be half way through rehearsal and BOOM all hell breaks lose

Maybe a move went wrong, or they bumped into each other, or just...idk they felt like bickering

You thank the gods for Dream, he somehow always manages to calm them down

But sometimes he'll join in on the fun, and all of a suddem they're all 5 year olds.

Dream will start randomly singing about being an animal, George will break down in weird dance moves and Sapnap is just... Sapnap

They show you off. So much.

Once you were trending on twitter as #DTManager because the trio decided it was a great idea to drag you in the middle of a concert to sing with them

Very embarrassing but very wholesome

❝ Clingy Duo ❞

You need an entire life supply of advil, I am so sorry-

You have two kids to take care of

Rehearsals are...a mess

Tubbo will come in time or he'll be super late. No in between.

And Tommy is always late. Not even once as he come in time

You think that's bad? You now have two children in a room togheter.

You have a break every 5 minutes because they either got the move wrong, they got distracted by each other or they just wanted to

They'll literally break into doing bits in the middle of a dance just cause

But even with all of this chaos, they were always amazing on stage... somehow

An inside joke of the Clingy Duo fandom is them giving you a carrot plushie whenever you were about to get mad at them

"Have a carrot, please, calm yourself-"

Yes, this happened many times, even in pubblic

There's a whole compilation for it :D

❝ Skephalo ❞

Let's not beat around the bush...you third wheel them most of the time

Bad is a sweetheart. He'll come in time and even bring you your favourite drink in the morning

Sometimes he even brings you his homemade muffins

And then there's Skeppy, a menace.

Sometimes he's late, sometimes he's not

Sometimes he cooperates, sometimes he doesn't

He's a wild card

Bad will help you with him tho, dw

They'll also sometimes suggest costumes for the concerts

And, no matter how much you want to say no because some of these costumes are beyond weird, you can never say no to their puppy eyes

You decided to compromise and made them dress up only for one song

They dressed up as muffins.

They once even dresses up in duck onesies for an interview, paparazzi loved every second of that.

And they gained more attention so, who were you to complain

❝ Sleepy Bois Inc. ❞

They aren't that bad to manage, well except Tommy but let's look on the bright side

Phil is always early to rehearsals, you two even chat and have tea while waiting for the others

Techno is sometimes early like Phil or he'll come right on time

Wilbur comes on time or, on the days that he has to pick up Tommy, he'll be a bit late

And Tommy it's Tommy. Need I say more?

Not much chaos during rehearsal, unless Wilbur feels mischievous that day and joins Tommy in annoying you, Techno and Phil

You once heard Wil scream "take it off, yeaaah" at Techno while they were changing. All the other staff members looked at you with a 'wtf' face.

The fans see you as a parent figure to the other four

So now whenever something happens the four will call on you, kind of like Tommy calls on Phil

Yes, Phil also joins in on the fun sometimes

Techno, Wilbur and Tommy on the other hand do it all the time

There are many pictures on all social medias of you taking care of the four men

Even compilations of "SBI's Manager being a parent"

Needless to say you have become part of the family

You also love to steal Tristin from Phil

❝ Crew/Feral Boys ❞

You need more then a lifetime supply of advil for these 5, oh god

We already know how Dream, George and Sap are

Quackity and Karl both come on time for rehearsals, they're never late, they follow your rules

But you could look away for one minute and once you turn back they're all suddenly dancing the macarena, just cause

They're all pretty different so there's a lot to choose from for the fans

But because of this factor you have encountered some...idiots, yes, let's not call them fans

You are pretty close with the group, not only are you their manager but you're also their friend

So when the five first heard that you got attacked and hated on from some group of idiots because "you were to close to their husbands", they could not stand back and watch

They quickly came to your side, defending you and stating that if anybody ever acted that way towards you they will personally take action

#welovey/n trended worldwide, reporters were going crazy over this act of kindness from the idols

And fans loved and supported you so much that at the meet and greet after the incident a lot of them asked for you to be in their picture too

The boys are very proud of you, and vice versa of course

I really love this AU and would love to write more about it T^T If you have any suggestions please feel free to tell me <3

[virtual-luvr]

Morning Cuddles

Pairing: Howl x Reader

Pronouns: he/him

Content: calcifer rambling, domestic, G A Y

Description: domestic mlm, chefs kiss

Note: I watched Howls Moving Castle a few days ago and he gave me such big mlm vibes that I had to do this immediately.

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Different sounds ran throughout the whole castle. Pots clanging, Calcifer rambling, things falling from time to time.

All very familiar and, in a way, homely sounds. You were used to them after all, it happened on the daily and you wouldn't have it any other way.

Calcifer kept on rambling on as you clean up in the kitchen and start preparing breakfast.

"Why can't Howl move this god damn castle by himself, I always have to be doing all the hard work you know? Its infuriating, im an incredibly powerful fire demon and this is how he treats me. You know, you should be helping me man, but of course Howl probably got you wrapped around his finger, eh?"

He said that to you atleast once a day, maybe each few hours as well. At this point you learned to drone out the sound of his voice, knowing he won't stop unless you somehow get him out of there.

Its been years and he still does it, he acts as if he wasnt the one who decided to stay. After all him and Howl werent "connected" anymore. If he wanted to leave, he could whenever he wanted.

You werent very concerned or even trying to get him out so, he'll have to wait.

Suddem footsteps were heard, and as you look up a figure walks down.

Coat hanging off his shoulders, dark hair draping his face, there stood Howl. Beautiful as ever, there was never a chance where he couldn't take your breath away.

"Hello, darling" he says while walking behind you.

Giving you a kiss on the cheek before nuzzling into you. Warm cheek resting on your shoulder.

"Good morning love" you say while cracking some eggs.

Calcifer reaches his fiery hands from underneath the pan, effectively swiping at you jokingly while shouting, "hey im still here ya know?!"

Howl lets out a laugh before pressing a kiss to your neck and moving off of you, giving a greeting to Calcifer and then moving on to helping you with breakfast.

"Now now Calcifer, is it a crime to show some affection to my husband, hm?"

Calcifer grumbles before shoving his face down under the pan, no longer wanting to talk to the two of you.

Howl chuckles at his antics and decided to annoy him more, grabbing your face and spreading kisses everything.

Cheeks, forehead, nose, eyelids, you name it. In the end he plants a soft kiss on your lips and almost makes you forget you were cooking in that moment.

You playfully push his chest a little so you guys could stop and actually prepare some breakfast but he whines, he didnt want to.

In a snap of his fingers you now both sat at a small sofa near the kitchen, him cuddling you and nuzzling his face back into the nape of your neck.

"Howl the food-"

As soon as you say that different ingredients start floating and in the blink of an eye your breakfast is making itself.

Not something that didnt occur, but it certainly wasn't how you normally prepared breakfast. Howl, of course, being how he is he just wanted your attention at the moment.

He got incredibly clingy when it was morning time.

"You better cuddle your husband or ill become your ex-husband soon enough" he says mumbling against your skin.

Of course, as dramatic as always.

You start stroking his hair and he lets out a small sigh.

You now rested on the sofa with Howl on top of you. Giving him a small kiss on the top of his head before resting your chin on top of it. You could already imagine the contempt smile he had on his face right now, life has been so good since you met.

Of course, nothing is perfect, but you were both there for eachother countless of times.

Soft music played in the background as the both of you cuddle on the sofa, it very faint but you could stoll hear it.

And in that moment you felt complete bliss, what a life you lived.

[733 words; feb/22/21]

[vrnicky]

Eheheheheh i come with the hilarious crack suggestions

Mm main 12(or 12 of your choice?? I dont think ive ever sent a request in your blog lmao)

Anyways, S/O is a well known sleep talker, its not something thats a secret. Anywho, lets say one day skele is sitting in the living room while S/O is napping on the couch. All of a suddem though, S/O yells something out in their sleep. They end up waking themselves up from sleep yelling, and then proceed to get made that someone(themselves) woke them out, and immediately go back to sleep

How do the skeletons react to S/O getting mad at themselves for interrupting their own slumber??

Lmaoo

Sans: honestly he was also getting sleepy when that happend, he got so confused but couldn't help but laugh at it, mostly how you got angry but continue to sleep. He's totally gonna tease you when you wake up.

Papyrus: he softly chuckles and just stands up and go outside and start wheezing hard lol. That moment was glorious!! You waking up yourself and getting mad at yourself! He's quite giggly around you when you do wake up lol.

Blue: he wakes you up with his whole laugh lol. And now you're angry at him, worth it because he tells you what happend, your face makes Blue laugh even more, your boyfriend is a bully.

Miere: he was cuddling you, also falling alseep and when you yell, he also wakes up angry, still hugging you.. and you two keep sleeping.

Rojo: he's bigger bully than Blue lol. And his laugh is WORSE than Blue's. He totally pulls his phone out and film it, your confused expression at his big laugh is amazing, even Cap laughs at it.

Cap: he hears you yell, he sees you falling back asleep, he just continue his reading, he has gone used to this but he has to deal with a wheezing Rojo in the background.

Black: Like with Miere, he was cuddling you and your yell scared him and he also yells. Now both of you are angry from having to wake up to screaming lol.

Slim: his sleep is heavy af so while he was cuddling with you, all that happend and he didn't even move. He is just happy to sleep with you <3.

Allen: he quickly went to check on you since he heard that you were yelling so he got real worried and you're just asleep again, he doesn't want to wake you up :(.

Bliss: he ignores you, the first time that do happen he did got scared at the yell but laughed, now its just simply you being weird lol. He has gone used to it.

Zen: same as Slim, he dies when he sleeps so he didn't even notice and kept sleeping peacefully <3.

Max: you got awake by his loud "WHAT!? ARE YOU ALRIGHT!?" and now you're sleepy trying to explain to your tall boyfriend that you're fine and you just talk in your sleep.

[zuffer-weird-girl]

'What does the devil fear..?'

You know those days when you wake up and feels like... not wanting to exist at all?

He was having one of those. And he didn't like it one bit. All due to a night terror of his.

Just about two months ago you were almost shoted and kidnapped due to your relationship with him and your strings with the yakusa... not only you were a easy target by many rivals gangs, but also the heroes were constantly at your back... his rage and disgust only growing even more at them for involving someone that he parcially apreciated and wanted to leave them at peace.

He felt like utterly trash when he scolded you once for being late for a date, only for you to explain that one hero named sir. Nighteye stopped you along with bubble girl on the street to interrogate you about what were your exactly affiliations with Chisaki Kai.

He knew that when he entered your life... your whole world was turned upside down. You weren't exactly safe in anywhere, everyone on this stupid and sick society looked down at his angel for only being with him.

Guilt wasn't a constant feeling on this man's life... but now? He felt that this was consuming him, little by little.

Not only that but... he is a mess. Despite his arrogance, he knew ever since he was little; due to those two that he reduses to call mother and father; that he was... broken. Not physically but mentally ill.

Cursed.

Pops was kind and generous enough to take him out of the streets and the once hell he lived in... but yet, after so many years, never he found a way to show his gratitude to the old man... and the solutions he had to bring the yakusa to their once glory were neglected immediately by his mentor.

This angered him to no ends... why didn't he listened? Was he that... useless and broken?

Normally he would voice out his frustations to you... he felt light and relaxed when he just vented with you for the first time... yet extremely frustated at himself for just depositing all of his own frustations on the first and only person who said it out loud that loved him and him reciprocated... honestly loved him, not by fear or because someone or him demanded it.

Love... also another thing he couldn't understand... neither voice it out loud. He was a man of action, not words. But he was just so awkward and his cursed mysophobia didn't helped him at all.

Never on his life he felt good about touching someone. You weren't sick, nothing about you made him cringe in disgust. Yet he was so hesitant and aprehensive of touching you... corrupting that sweet and angelic skin with his own disgusting disease called 'quirk'.

He sighed, feeling all of his body way too cold than normal... his hand coming to fist the area where his dark and cold heart layed on.

He didn't deserved living. He didn't deserved being taken in by the yakusa.... He didn't deserved his angel.

All he deserved was to burn on the deepest flames of hell... and he didn't even doubt or neglected tgat as soon as he died he was going straight forward to this place... where he belonged.

Away from the one he loved. Yes, he loved (Y/n)... it took way longer tham necessary for him to realize that... but what does it matter?

You will be taken away from him at any moment or just leave him in the dark by hatred, fear or even disgust.

The thought killed him, hurted more than one or two stabs would... he was already used to pain... but not this kind.

His breath quickened and he tried to take slow breaths, in and out, but he was far too gone when the disgusting warm liquid accumulated on his eyes and were threatening to spill from his eyes and fall on his pillow.

A knock on the door caught his attention, he didn't even bothered looking at who was opening the door as he numbly stared at the ceiling, still gripping on his shirt and bed sheets like his life depended on it.

"Kai, Pops asked me to call you." Kurono spoked, frowning hsi eyebrows at seing that his childhood friend didn't even looked at him "we... are going to-"

"I don't want it." He hoarsely spoked out, cringing at hearing how his voice sounded so weak.

"Want to at least come? Probably the old man is going to spill some news from the others gangs. It could be useful."

Kai shooked his head and did something that left Hari with wide eyes, noticing how Chisaki was NOT well at all.

"You can leave Hari. Just please leave me alone." He numbly spoked as he still looked up at the ceiling.

Hari. Not Chrono, not Kurono, not block head or other stupid title. Chisaki NEVER used his first name. Not even comenting that HE ASKED for him to leave. Not demanded.

He nodded hesitantly and closed the door, scratching at the back of his neck as he made his way to where Pops was waiting. Just as he entered he started to tell Pops about the situation... the elder widening his eyes before letting out a sigh and getting up as well.

He knocked on the door and put on a smirk before completpy falling when he heard numb sniffles... Chisaki still layed on his back and gaze on the ceiling, just like Hari described it for him.

"My boy you're feeling sick?" He asked with crossed arms, furrowing his eyebrows at not receiving a answer "Chisaki." He called again, the young man only blinked before muttering that he was listening.

"What happened Kai? You surely aren't okay..."

"... Hari will take my place on my duties today. Tell him that if it isn't much asked Pops."

Okay. This was dead serious. Chisaki trusting other people to do his own work? His brat wasn't alright. Definitely not.

"Pops with all respect I have towards you... I would likd to be left alone, if its not much asked." Pops furrowed even more his eyebrows and nodded, freezing in worry when he heard his sucessor's trembling breath.

He got out and was soon metted with Irinaka and Chrono, both with crossed arms whille waiting.

"He is sick?" Mimic asked, Pops shocking his head as he brought one hand to his chin as he thought for a second.

"He is acting weird since the accident with miss (Y/n) but never on my life I saw him on that state." Chrono muttered, turning his head at Pops when he hummed.

"... the only person who can put some sense and easy the usual beast that is Chisaki, is that girl..." Pops mused out loud before snapping his fingers with a 'oh!' before he looked at both Chrono and Mimic.

"What's the order boss?" Mimic already spoked, Pops furrowing his eyebrows a bit at looking at the closed door before he sighed.

"Bring Chisaki's little medication. I will call (Y/n) to warn about you both picking her up."

Both nodded before they went towards the exit of the house, Pops walking away thorigh the halls as he picked his phone and started to hit the spefic numbers.

"Good morning my dear (Y/n). I apologize to bother you in such a hour, but mind doing me a big favor? I would be very grateful of it" He spoked with his phone om his ear.

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You nervously fisted the material of the clothing of your leg as Hari drived with Mimic's on the passing seat.

Both had picked you up just when you got out from your last therapy session. You had to apologize to your therapist for receiving a call on the middle of the session, but she was understanding on seing your look of worry when you saw Pops calling and explaining the situation.

"(Y/N). Not going to lie. I was fucking scared when he called me by my first name and with that tone of voice." Chrono spoked suddenly as he turned on a street.

"Yeah. Things are dead ass serious. He didn't got up ever since then." Mimic agreed with his friend as be looked a bit at you "Think you can fix it?"

"I hope so... if neither of you knows what is happening or got him out even despite knowing him more than I do... what gives me the vhance of vhanging something?"

Both bitterly let out a chuckle, Mimic almost quacking at your coment while you arched one eyebrow at both.

"Fuck miss you're not that dumb. Come on. Overhaul is with you for a reason."

"We may know Chisaki longer, but you're definitely the only one that actually know his... whole persona. After all... tell us one more person that touched him and he reciprocated without intentiond of killing?"

You furrowed your eyebrows together, adoring the words but yet still worried. Pops himself told you that Chisaki was... devasted, and he didn't even knew the motive.

The car stopped and you didn't even let neither of the man open the door for you, anxiously getting out if the vehicle and making your way inside the Shie Hassaikai residence.

"I'm relieved that you came." Pops smiled for a bit before he guided you through the halls, even despite you knowing already that place like it was your own.

You stopped in front of the door, Pops pattimg your shoulder and saying that no one would be listened, but gently asked you for at least ease down the storm that it was probably inside the dark brow haired man.

You took a shaking breath before gently opening the door and closing it behind you. Your heart shattwring at seing that what Kurono and pops described you of was the true.

The only difference and the most hurtful one... was that you saw that even despite the numb face he was wearing it, he had tears slipping down is face.

You took slow steps to be on his side, before you jumped a bit at the suddem breath he took.

"What are you doing in here?" He asked, voice broken but a hint of annoyance on it.

"I was worried. I got the news that you didn't even moved ever since morning." You sitted on the bed, feeling your form shake a bit die to your nerves.

"... you should go." You made a confused and hurt noise before your eyes soften in worry at seing the frow on his face as he still didn't broke his look from the ceiling.

"Don't play dumb. You should go. You're only getting hurt due to my affiliations..."

"Well-" you cooed blocking his view with your head, smiling down at him as his eyes widen a bit at seing you in there instead of the monotonous and cold ceiling. "I did sign up for it when I fell for you didn't I?"

Wrong choice of words apparently. You noticed that the moment Chisaki jjst closed his eyes to prevent him to look at your own as he let out a shattered breath.

"You're sick. Sick. Definitely sick." He shook his head and you furrowed your eyebrows as you distanced your self a bit from him.

Chisaki could call you by 1001 nicknames or titles, but 'sick' was one that he neglected of ever using it on you unless he was rarely feeling playfull... never like this. Complete serious.

"Why is that? I will have you know i did my exams." You tried to joke a bit but flinches when he got up abruptly, looking at you with what anyone else could be described with rage.

But you knew better... his eyes were screaming only one sentence.. 'don't say that.'

He wasn't mad at you... no. He was mad at himself. But why though?

"You still has the courage of asking? (Y/n)." He growled while lowering his head, fisting the back of his head in one glived hand "How can you say this without a hint of regret? Without a hint of fear for your life? Hell you were almost shoted and kidnapped some months ago because of me!"

"Hey, if this is about that, you know it wasn't your fault my devil, we ta-"

"No. You can't convince me that it wasn't my fault. Because it was. It is my fault that your damn life turnes to hell because of my selfish wish of having you by my side." He growled while you furrowed your eyebrows at seimg the familiar yet undesirable hives start to form on his skin.

"Kai, love, calm down-" you tried to touch him but he flinched away with wide and red eyes.

"Don't. Don't just be a damn suicidal idiot! You do know what my quirk does, so why you still insist on touching me?! Don't you know I can kill you qnd put it back like nothing ever changed?! I do this everyday without regrets!"

The hives were getting bigger while he got up on his feet, he started to scrub feevently at his forearm and left hand as you got up hesitantly as well.

"Kai. I know this. I know all that. But you never used your quirk on me without a damn good reason."

"See it? I already used it. Nobody can tells that I won't just-"

"But do you WANT to kill me Chisaki Kai?" You spoke a bit more sternly, getting a bit creeped out when he laughed bitterly.

"Of course I fucking don't! But I didn't had the intentions of killing that garbage either when I was young! Although I have no regrets of that decision." He growled while he scratched his skin as his eyes were wide and a vein was almost popping out in his temple.

"Kai this has nothing to do with us-!"

"Oh please don't act like you didn't feared me once in your life. You will sure one day woke up from that delusion you vreated of me and will leave me on the dark." He growled while lowering his head, cringing when he felt that known red fluid.

"Why do you say that?! Why do you keep thinking that I will just ran or leave you Chisaki?!" You opened in your arms in disbelief as you almost screamed.

"BECAUSE YOU SHOULD DAMMIT!" You flinched at the string and thundering shout he let out, he stopped scrubbing in his arm to make desperate and angru hands gestures while he sinply gave up on controling his tears.

"WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I AM A CURSE ON YOUR DAMN LIFE (Y/N)?! FUCK!" he brought one of his hands to cover his face as he cringed at felling his glives getting wet from his tear "I AM A MONSTER! A KILLER! A YAKUSA! A MURDER! HELL, A DAMN SOCIOPATH!"

You felt all fo your body going cold but not because of fear... it was because you were seing your lover most probably worst breakdown...

"Kai-"

"NOT EVEN COMMENTING THAT THOSE DISGUSTING SICK HEROES GET ON YOUR BACK BECAUSE OF ME! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU COULD SIMPLY WALK ON THE STREET WITHOUT DIRTY LOOKS?! HUH?!"

His tears fell almost violently on the floor as you slowly took one step at a time towards him... calmly, slowly...

"I RUIN EVERTHING (Y/N)! AND AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU, CRAVE YOUR PRESENCE BESIDES ME, I CAN'T JUST PRETEND THAT I DIDN'T DESTROYED YOUR LIFE WITH MY SELFISH WISH OF HAVING YOU AS MY GIRLFRIEND DAMMIT!"

He hund his head low, his shoulder shaking violently as he still continued his vent.

"Why..?!" He cried hand once in his head falling miserably on his side as he looked at you, the most broken and saddest loom you ever saw on Chisaki's face.

"WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I DESERVE IT BEING LEFT ALONE AND THAT YOU ONLY WILL GET HURT, BECAUSE AND BY ME?!"

You blinked your own tears while Chisaki just let out a miserable sob and fell to his knees on the ground, gripping each dide of his face with his hands as he miserably let out all what he had bottled up...

You wiped your tears away from your face with a scowl, more determined than ever as you kneeled down in front of him.

"Hey." You called, no response. "Look at me." He inly shook his head stubbornly as he bitted in his own tongue to stop the river of tears.

You clenched your teeth together as you grabbed onto his shoulders and touched foreheads with him.

"Chisaki Kai look at me!" You whisper yelled, finally catvhing his attention as he looked into your eyes, still with jaw clemvhed while the tears stopped with a fraction of seconds... eyesbrows furrowed.

"First. I did shower and sterilized my hands." He sobbed while you winced... okay this only worsened.

"Second. Kai for God's sake, I knew where I was getting into when I met you... being part of the yakusa or having a relationship with the leader leads to that! You warned me!"

"So why the hell didn't you lis-"

"Because I am in love with you!" You said gently while carefully lifting his head a bit while cupping his face in your hands, him lookimg down at you. "Kai you made me fall for you! Being whatever you are or aren't."

He scoffed and went to look down before his breath got caught on his throat when you were close to his face... your warm breath spreading on his face as you looked up at him.

"Is it so wrong of me to love you?" He wemt to speak but you grabbed his hand with a hush "No is not. I am a full grow adult just as you, and know damn well of the consequences of dating the leader of the Shie Hassaikai."

He started to calm down with his tremblimg, savoring like a starved animal from your sweet carress of your thimbs in his face and hand.

"Heroes on my back and dirty looks on the street? One answer to them. Fuck. Those. Sick. Bastards." You giggled at the look he gave it to you "I am dating the most handsome and overprotective man I ever met. I feel safe around you, it doesn't matter what you do or did, because I know who at least my boyfriend is."

He breathed out a sigh, shoulders sagging as he got enough strength to get up alomg with you to sit on the bed instead.

"And one last thing... I can take many bullets or shouts... but what truly hurts me more on this, is seing the love of my life suffering over something he can't control it..." you nuzzled your nose against his as bis breath got caught on his throat "And that's alright. Because when people love each other they suffer with the other pain and problems... and Kai, even if you don't say that out loud, you show it to me, everyday, that you care. That I matter something for you." You wiped one tear away from his cheek woth a smile

"And that is all I ever wanted. You're honest Kai. Bold honest. And I am so lucky to be yours... don't just say that I should leave you... because not only I know you would send precepts to haunt me, but because I won't do it. Simple as that. Trust me..." you pleaded with a smile.

His breath catched on his throat again as he finally let out a mixture of a broken sob and a scoff, burring his face on your neck as he let out more cries, grabbing onto your shirt like if je let it go, ghose words he just had listened were mere lies or hallucinations.

"I'm sorry..!" He muffled cried on your neck as you sighed through your nose with a smile... hugging him with one arm as your hand came up to stroke his hair.

"Sorry about what I wonder..?" You sadly commented "For being the men you are? Please dont be sorry about that... I love with all my soul the man I fell for..." he let out a broken whimper as he buried even more his face on your nevk to muffle his cries.

"I am a fucking sociopath-"

"My sociopath."

"(Y/N) stop. We both know that you would be-"

"Crying like a baby alone in my room watching series if I didn't have you." You giggled and stroked his hair more, feeling his eyebrows furrowing in your skin.

He scoffed but relaxed a bit in your hold, getting up from your neck to rest his head on your forehead with a sigh.

"My head... dammit." He growled while lifting his hand a bit to rest on his temple.

He opened his eyes when he felt you wiping a liquid that was scrolling down his nose... his face burning in embarrassment and disgust. But yet he sighed while nuzzling his head on you.

"Don't just touch that, is disgusting." He growled at your giggles but smiled no less...

His angel was here to stay... whether he derving it or not.

[youngn-unafraid]

the other day during literature class we discussed "Crime and Punishment" written by Dostoevsky. we talked about Raskolnikov and how much his attitude towards life altered after committed crime. The point is, Rodion went crazy and was insane, lack of consciousness. Seems like he was in a desperate need for help, huh? He was surrounded my amazing people: his mother and sister, and Razumikhin. They did make all efforts to get Rodion out of this crap state. Well, let's draw some conclusions from everything written above: nobody but Rodion himself had an ability to help himself. Dostoevsky mentioned a long-standing problem of ours when we are lost, when we lack motivation to live, when everything seems black & white. So here it is, an eternal quest for truth and human brain's functions. My point is, even though people around us sometimes are ready to give us a hand to deal with our mess, still we should enable themselves to handle this crap on our own. There has always been this ongoing fight inside our heads: how to live well? How to deal with all this mess going around? How to make things right?

When i watch some movies or read books and i see that primary characters cannot put up with their shit, they cannot alter their lives for better so i always wonder: why they are not able to?

For instance:

When i took up reading Oblomov (by Goncharov) so from the very beggining i got ever so pissed off due to Oblomov's lack of desire to do thngs. If you have read the book you may know that Oblomov is always stuck to his settee, he DOES realize something should be changed in his life, he should take up physical activity and start socializing with people, but he just abstains from getting up, he avoids everybody. When i completed the book i just wrote some school essay based on it and moved on. Sure, i did NOT get the primary clue of the book, just did not get why Oblomov was lazy af. Some months passed and here it went, my apathy and kinda depression. And then i felt it. My state of mind and the fact i wasn't even able to get up and do stuff, all of this, like a thunder, struck me. It jogged my memory about the very Oblomov. Yeah, that was time when the book had a staggering impact on me. I comprehended what Oblomov could feel. Yeah, i kinda turned into Oblomov. I am still trying to recover from suddem apathy, but i am the only one who can help me

I always held Rodion's and Oblomov's occasions as an example. For sure, when we feel blue it's bad, really bad and we need real help. But we shoud help themselves on our own and win a glorious victory inside our heads.

[skycanvas-and-swayingmoon]

I miss rorozhu 😥 Her art was so pleasing to look at, and can be considered the biggest artist on the Chinese side.

I was on the verge of heartache when she suddenly announced her suddem leave, hinting disappointment; she didn't completely, but her activity has laid low since then. Half a year has passed and there's just, one art for an event.

Even if it's just sharing and leaving a comment, it would still be fine, seeing her still happily loving HeHong is enough. Just like her enthusiasm from before.

[jean-despacito69]

Steven Universe AU

Basically after Azran Legacy Desmond decides to do researches on gem kind.

Once he was looking at Pink Diamond's palaquin when all of a suddem Blue Diamond arrived like "hippity hoppity you are now my property" and brought him in the human zoo

I just,,,imagine people mispronouncing his surname like with Greg and Steven's name

In one of the choosenings he is chosen to be with a sweet lady named Melody

She's very,,,naive

AND YEA SHE LOOKS LIKE AURORA ON PURPOSE

So,,,if u have any question just ask me

[garoujo]

Emmiee<3 great news i got suddem motivation to write cuz of my trip ᕙ(`▽´)ᕗ

And a lil bad news since i got some rude anons (╥﹏╥)

-Marcy˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

omg yayyyy ! ! ! i’m so happy for u bb ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ ew gross,, ignore those mean anons tho they’re losers — only ugly ppl are rude on anon so don’t even give em the attention < 3

[sugar-squad]

Do we think that the CDC was given a "generous donation" and that's why the no more masks announcement was so suddem or

[nixnjix]

Naasir wore it as an accessory, his tipped claw flickering at the cross hanging from his ear, now Lucian pointed out another reason as to why.

"Are you mocking them? It seems like you taunting them just by wearing it."

Was it that? His eyes were lost as he flicked the cross absentmindedly. "Maybe." When he discovered the concept of most religion alone was founded on the tail coats of angel's haunting whispers, he became... angered. "There is nothing they do not own in some way. It did piss me off enough to wear this. But you really believe in this mess?" He asked with a sneer. He often seen Lucian kneeling in prayer, clutching onto a private cross he never, if only rarely see in time of privacy.

Now he could see the man twisting the one hanging from his neck. "It gave me something to hold on to when everything fell apart...," he answered quietly. "You know how it was then."

Nassir grew shuttered. When he enforced his will on this human when Lucian wanted nothing else to die and escape his clutches.

"Any means justified the end." Wheezing words he had once spoken after he went days without water.

"You can't die," a suddem snarl from the demon. "Not until I get what I want."

A startled chuckle, erasing the bleakness in his jaded eyes, "Always so needy. Don't expect it anytime soon."

[fanfixtime]

A very grump fic

“WELL…FUCK YOU.” Arin ducked as the plate came crashing at his head. It was not the most articulate or clever response suzy could come up with but the dish really sold it. “WHAT IS YOUR ISSUE?” Arin couldnt help but yell back. This was third night in a row that suzy had ended up yelling at him. Lately it seemed every little thing set her off. But Arin didnt see her getting mad enough about him having his phone at the table during dinner to throw a dish at his head.      “MAYBE MY ISSUE IS YOU” immediately suzy shrunk back, her hand covering her mouth, realizing what she just said. Arin shrunk back as if he had physically been slapped. “Well if its that simple.” Arin spun on heel, grabbing him jacket and keys, half waiting for suzy to call him back. Getting into the car, he didnt really know where he was going. He just blasted his radio and drove, easily going 30 above the speed limit. “FUUUUUUUUCCCKKKK” he scrame. It was finally really settling in what had gone down. Where had he gone wrong? Him and suzy had always loved each other so much, now he didnt feel that. Lately it had seemed like he was sleeping with a stranger.       Arin took a couple deep breathes. Looking around for the first time since hed started driving he realized he was in the same neighbor hood as the his best friends barry and dannys house. Danny was out of town for a couple more days. Maybe Arin could sleep there for the night. Just until he could figure out his next move.        Arin pulled up at the house. Stepping out, he made his way up the drive. He hesitated before knocking, reluctant to explain what had happened with suzy. But what other real options did he have. Barry was one of his best friends. At least dan wasnt home. One less person to witness his embarrassment. ‘Knock knock knock’ arin tapped on the door.  After a minute barry opened the door. “Hey Arin” quickly barry stepped aside to let arin in. “Hey barry” they stood silently for a moment’ walking towards the living room. “So whats up” barry asked, taking a seat on the couch. “Well, its kinda a long story but the short of it is, me and suzy are fighting and i need a place to stay. Can i sleep in dans bed, just for tonight?” arin stared at his feet as he related all of this, not realoy wanting to look barry in the eye. “Yea sure go ahead.” barry, being his considerate self, pushed for no further details. “Thank you.” Arin said, and with no further prompting shuffled off towards dannys room. Without bothering to turn on the light or take off his shoes, he fell into the bed. Finally everything washed over him, and for once he let the tears come.

Danny couldnt beleive what a bust this trip had been. It was supposed to be a relaxing vacation with his family. But not even a day in, his parents had started fighting and his sister tried to set him up with her friend. It sounded so assanine. Something he should have been able to deal with, even if it took a couple of beers to do so. But all of it combined with the thoughts he just couldnt get out of his head sent him running. He needed to be alone. Better yet he needed Arin. Danny gave his head a hard shake. He was trying so hard not to think of arin. Trying and failing.       Finally, danny pulled into the drive way. The dash clock read just after one. As quietly as he could, he unlocked his front door, trying not to alert barry. He went to grab his phone to use the light only to remember it had died four hours before. Right before he had reentered service. He probably had texts from his family but he would deal with that in the morning.       Stumblinf down the hall, danny opened the door to his room. Shucking off his shoes and shirt as he want, danny didnt feel the need to turn on the light, intending to fall into his bed and go straight to sleep. The problem was, there was already someone in it. “OW SHIT” danny jumped up after landing on something hard and warm. “Mmmmm, what?” danny could hardly believe his ears as he scrambled for the switch. But a suddem burst of light confirmed it was indeed arin in his bed. “ar-arin.” danny stumbled over his words as he stared at the man in his bed. Arin, for his part, blinked sleepily still waking up. “Hey dan. Sorry to steal your bed. Me and suzy are fighting. Again. Apparently im an issue.” arin looked down as he choked up. “Oh arin” danny crossed the room in an instant, pulling arin into his arms.

To be continued