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actualtoad · 2 years

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My favorite kind of communities are the ones where you get together and try to ruin the lives lf anyone not in your communities, so fuck yeah religion is awesome.

i can’t tell if this is like. genuine or not. if this is a friend of mine then im sorry if im misinterpreting? but like what im trying to say is that belief in a higher power isn’t a ridiculous stance that shows nothing but the failure of human evolution. im not trying to say everybody should be religious and im also literally not religious? im just trying to say that as a form of community religion can be good as long as you’re not being an asshole evangelical which i have SO much experience with for the record. my mom is from a tiny poor village in alaska where random people would show up and try to make them mormon catholic methodist whatever the hell they thought was the best for people who already had a dang culture and didn’t need this stupid white people culture to get formed on top of it. im not looking for anyone to replace other peoples beliefs with their own. im just trying to say that religion isn’t just for stupid evangelical white people. and that more religions exist than just christianity and that people bonding over shared beliefs can be a good thing. not trying to be in support of the church as a corporation? or whatever might be the problem here. i would like to make it clear that i have been personally victimized by religion. just trying to say that it’s not a freak of nature or evolutionary mistake

#anyway if this is a joke or something im sorry #it’s like 9 AM i made the post you’re talking about pretty much immediately after waking up #so just. idk #the thing is i have like ten followers on this blog like literally ten #so whoever this is is probably my friend #im sorry if you misunderstood me and im really not trying to cause problems #just talking about my dumb book while i try to finish it before the school day ends #and if you aren’t familiar with my blog it’s literally just me talking to approximately ten people #about random stuff. and not trying to present myself as an authority on anything #however i do just want to say that demonizing religion is. here’s the kicker. it’s bad for marginalized communities #racist white people use demonizing of religion to hate muslims and jews. so we can chill about thinking of the entire construct as harmful #because it’s not. people can do religion badly but not everybody does. so. please acknowledge that #anyway im leaving for my next class in a few. so here i go #but again if you’re my friend im sorry for the misunderstanding or clash of values #delete later #it’s funny how this is the first ask i’ve gotten in like. months probably. aside from friends checking in #im really not a blog blog. if you’re somebody who knows me i have literally ten followers im not an actual blog #if this is the friend i think it might be though. im sorry for the misunderstanding and you can lmk off anon if there’s anything else #like im open to discussion im just bad at doing it publicly. sorry for making you uncomfortable #once again if this is a joke i am so so sorry i just can’t read tone at all. but yeah. almost out of class i’ll see you guys later

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noxious-fennec · 1 year

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Happy (re)birthday to the most guy ever! I come bearing a humble gift :)

#ik its late but its still the 29th somewhere out there #anyway its not the most high effort but i wasnt going to do one at all so this is a step up #for my own burthday last monday i had a panic atrack so he gets to have a nice nap in the sun #i didnt get any gifts or food either so yall have to be nicies to me and be my friends #anyway hope yall are having a good once #probably will find a million things wrong with this peice in the morning but thats ok #gn to whoever got this far :)#my art #cwilbur #dsmp #dsmp fanart #fennec.art

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puppyeared · 7 months

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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

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naamahdarling · 22 days

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I got some peanut butter Captain Crunch for myself as a treat only to discover the hard way that at some point since I had it last, they have sneakily Done Something to the recipe and added some sort of higher fiber flour, which is making me shit my butthole backwards. Like, I don't have an old box to compare all the info to, but I don't think I am wrong about this, and I'm so sad right now.

INSOLUBLE FIBER IS NOT GOOD FOR PEOPLE WITH IBS, THE MOST COMMON BOWEL DISORDER IN THE WORLD.

IF WE COULD STOP MAKING EVERYTHING HIGHER FIBER THAT WOULD BE GREAT THANKS.

What's next? Putting steel wool into chicken eggs?

#i knew the texture was off #i knew it #but i wanted my disgusting brown circles because i was lonely and sad and i told myself i was probably wrong #i should know better #I've been dealing with this shit for 13 years I KNOW what fiber feels like when I chew #anyway psa if you have ibs insoluble fiber is not your friend so read up on that #medicine is JUST STARTING to admit this but the IBS-haver-community crowdsourced that info for ourselves a long time ago #anyway to whoever approved the change i hope you get category 5 diarrhea in a stuck elevator and your asshole inverts

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infinitelystrangemachinex · 12 days

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Mel for the unhinged character bingo!

yessss YEEEESSSSSSSSS

#ask me #so Mel is in the unenviable position of being a very strong character whose rights I support and whose wrongs I also fully support #BUT the way she's treated broadly in the fandom is so pervasive and so consistent and so frustrating to me that #I am in full -must protect my blorbo- mode with her at all times #-Mel's story is over so the only thing left for her to do is die-#-if Mel dies then J can get together with V and they will appreciate her for her sacrifice bc she died a hero who rejected Ambessa-#enough! enough I say!#what about proving to ambessa that she can take the throne for herself? what about the angst of defying her mother and her home country #and opposing those in Piltover who DO want war and want to raze the undercity #what about the magic that she's heavily foreshadowed to have and how it's different from hextech #and how it directly opposes but also parallels what is happening to Viktor #what about her -friends- abroad and the plot Mel was cooking through all of season 1 that has not been revealed yet #there's so much potential for her to have to confront the fact that J was slowly becoming a monster through season 1 #and that she can't ignore the undercity forever #also what if whoever Ambessa says killed her brother comes after Mel too!#it is very frustrating to see Mel get dismissed as dead or evil or irredeemable or whatever when she is consistently #the most interesting person in the room in every single scene she's in and the character who shows the most conviction and change #so yeah i will take a bullet for her she is my blorbo I will despise any character who hurts her #and I would cradle her in my arms if she gave me a chance - which she would never! - but a girl can dream #however I also enjoy leaning into the idea that Mel is perceived as being a devil from the outside - Mel leans into it too when it serves #but it's in direct opposition to her ironclad values and the personality that she keeps hidden a layer down #I genuinely think that Mel will have a happy ending - or at least as happy an ending that an Arcane character can get lol #like I fully believe she will take the throne (Piltover) in the end but I can only guess at this point what that will cost her #I love putting Mel in situations but mainly to play with both how creative she can get and also how fucking far she will go to win #which is ANOTHER thing we know is probably true about Mel but has not been put on display yet #also Mel has already done a great job at separating what she wants for herself as a person from just being Ambessa's daughter #but Mel still deserves to get plenty of great therapy for that situation because OH GOD THAT CHILDHOOD FLASHBACK #also Kino is dead? maybe dead?? at least Mel fully believes he's dead so she needs therapy and hugs for that too #I am super normal about her can you tell

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i-am-totally-not-a-lizard · 10 months

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I don't know how people can commit actual crimes.. I can't even sit in the wrong seat in a movie theater without feeling like a terrible person..

#to whoever was at the movies yesterday who i was sitting in your seat I'M SO SORRY I WAS JUST TRYING TO SIT WITH MY FRIENDS I'M SO SORRY 😭#she just said “excuse me you're in my seat” and I'm still like a day later thinking “oh god she probably hates me” like???#she probably forgot and you will never see each other again. it matters not at all. just forget. but my brain says nope it's a core memory🤗

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yardsards · 3 months

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living alone is all fun and games til you have a medical emergency and there's no one there to help you to the hospital

#eliot posts #im fine now it's just last week's Incident fucked me up a lil #a couple online friends offered to call me an uber #and i maybe could have woken my neighbors up (though i would have felt awful abt that)#but while i was figuring out how to get to the hospital and if i'd be able to like #verbally communicate to whoever was driving where to take me #and explain to the doctors what was wrong with me #and fill out the entrance paperwork #and find my wallet/insurance card and my housekeys before i left #...i had gone unconscious before i could make the decision to find someone to take me #luckily i was mostly fine after i woke up #i knew it wasn't an ''i'm gonna die if i don't go to the hospital'' type medical emergency so i didn't call an ambulance #bc i was not abt to bankrupt myself unless i was Literally Dying #but yeah. eugh. 0/10 do not recommend.#at the VERY LEAST i'm gonna need to have good friends that live very close in the future #i don't want this kind of thing happening to me again #i am gonna be roommates with a very good friend in a few months after i move to the city #and then i'm probably gonna be roommates with a different very good friend in a couple years when i leave the state #both mostly out of financial necessity for us all #but also i thiiink i want to go back to living alone eventually?#unless living with friends goes so great that it changes my mind #it's just like. for the most part i've loved living alone #not just in a ''yay i'm no longer living with my abusers!'' way but like. in general.#i can do whatever the fuck i want in my apartment without having to talk to anyone #chores get done when i want. food gets cooked and eaten when i want. i can take a 2 hour bath no problem. i don't have to close doors.#i can walk around late at night without having to worry about waking anyone up.#when my social battery is drained i know that no one will try to talk to me. when im overstimulated i don't have to tell anyone to be quiet #it's like. the thing with me is every social interaction has a timer where i start thinking #''GOD i cannot fucking wait to go be alone in my nice empty apartment again''#that timer is much longer for some people and situations than others but it is always There even when i'm having a great time

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brown-little-robin · 8 months

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get loved, nerd

hello.

commentary in the tags. it is slightly negative, so please feel free to simply scroll on if that's not for you!

#gonna be real with you chief. think.react.#all my tim drake kinnie instincts are saying that this is disingenuous although I trust that it's a genuine expression of goodwill.#and I'm second guessing posting this publicly because of that. but ok let's do this. in case anyone else feels iffy about this #I'm pretty sure I don't know you. whoever ''you'' is behind this.#I've seen some of the people you interact with and seem to know and most of them are only tangentially related to me.#what I'm trying to say here is I'm sure this is well-meant but to me you're a face behind a mask. I don't know you—#—and I can't trust that you know me—#—and so this ''get loved nerd'' in my mailbox? I don't actually enjoy it. it feels insubstantial.#also... because I don't know you... ''nerd''... to me... comes off as actually insulting. rather than jokingly playful.#please ''get loved nerd'' your friends and not me.#although to be fair I am running on high stress mode and therefore am more paranoid than normal.#again I'm completely sure you mean the absolute best with this! no hard feelings for you trying it out on me!#I just feel like you probably don't know how it comes off to someone like me. or maybe you do. I don't *know*.#I am perhaps misleadingly cheerful online but I am also quite a reserved person—if you want to love me you have to own it.#thank you! <3 but please don't do this to me anonymously again. best wishes as you move forward

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in-a-slanted-outhouse · 2 months

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And there we have it. More racially motivated vandalism at my school :/

#im so fucking livid rn #this is the second fucking time #im so upset #im not even poc #im just so fucking devasted #the hard work that has been ruined #the utter chaos this has caused #im so mad #its just so fucking disgusting #i just #like fuckign AGAIN #the head of sixth form was so upset that they couldnt catch them the first time #ughhhh #i hate surveillance but we need cameras #because its happened twice in the same place #i just cant #whoever did that shit i hope you know youre going to hell #i just keep thinking about how i know this is probably a direct attack at one of my black friends #louie says shit

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pankomako · 10 months

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sometimes i think about interactions boat and i have had and things he's said to/about me over the years and it makes me feel as though i must occupy some little space in his heart. like i live in his mind rent-free the way he does for me, although not nearly to the same extent lmao.

speak of the goddamn devil i just got a steam notification he's playing tf2

anyway i never thought i'd have that kind of effect on a person, much less my favorite content creator. but it sure appears to be that way, and idk. it makes me feel special. warms my heart n all that :)

#was one of two people to give me their phone number when i had to drop off of discord 2 years ago #never took advantage of it though (shy (also we have different brands of phones so texting probably wouldnt work right #other person was an irl friend (never contacted them either #i remember one time YEARS ago when he was wanting to read jjba on stream or smth like that #him: it's like REALLY not family friendly me: well i shouldnt watch bc i am a Child him: no its ok you dont have to skip It's very dirty th #like guy clearly just wanted me there bc he enjoys my company And he's said he does! i remember him saying he likes seeing me in chat #and once again he was the one that wanted me on the staff team when usually the staff pick new recruits and boat has final say #and apparently he's talked about me to his other friends. that's kinda where the old Time to Mod in-joke started #he was using voice to text to talk to whoever and said my username but the thing misinterpreted it #that coupled with the meme drawing i did that he edited so it's him just saying 'pain'. eventually that dumb fucking image spawned #and then there was the night he spammed it and spam mentioned me in chat when he was streaming while i was ASLEEP #once we were in a vc and he was like 'wow i'd forgotten what your voice sounded like' NEVER heard him say that to anyone else. What #dont even get me started with him and my artwork (man would probably flip tf out seeing what i can do now LOL)#guy literally wanted ME to design an official tff logo but at that point they were kinda slowing down so it never happened #but yeahno i just. ugh. our friendship means a lot to me. i am ITCHING to speak to him again you have no idea #and to just give him a big ol hug. been wanting that for such a long time #quite frankly a friendship dynamic like no other ive seen #dont mind me REMINISCING. im sooo sappy about him he's the most important guy in the world to me #if god exists he knew we'd be too powerful if we grew up together

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lulubeanie · 1 year

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Having a lot of thoughts about these beasts rn..

#duck speaks #dhmis #I know I draw them already but my thoughts on them have changed since then #I think it would be more fun if they had different personalities from the original guys #closer to the personality of the one they got the color from but still kinda similar to the original guy also #kinda like a mix #and also #they are like a glitch that happened when the machine was unplugged and are not supposed to exist #they were probably put away in a separate house until Lesley or whoever figured out what to do with them #but then they were eventually forgotten about and so technically allowed to do whatever they want #I think they probably got like the first 3 or 4 teachers sent to them before they were forgotten tho #also they tried to tear the sketchbook in half so :/#(Green guy didn't take well to being called uncreative tried to tear them up but Red duck tried to intervene only to make it worse I think)#I think if they met the originals (who probably were replaced after the glitch I bet)#things would start to get weird #they are not supposed to be in close proximity to their doubles or they could start to glitch out and stuff #they can meet the other guys from the trio that aren't like the glitch version of themself and be fine tho #they do not particularly like the other versions of their friends tho #they think that they aren't acting right and all that #oh I've also seen people making like #black and white version of the guys too #maybe that's what happens when the doubles get too close to eachother?#the originals can be replaced if this happens #but the swap color ones can't because they don't have backups (again they're not supposed to exist)#so.. yeah #they'd just stay that way #:/#oh well #there's other rgb trios #puppets

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magistralucis · 1 year

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i hope you had a merry christmas mr sidney seagull ( @absolut--kurant 💫)

#sidney seagull #okay so i scheduled this for usual time today but tumblr ate it???#if this post shows up again sometime later that's why 😭 this broken hell site...#trying again! good morning my friend here is the latest sidney update #since the roof scaffolding went up he has not been able to visit the window #but he finds a way...! here he is wandering just below my upstairs window #on the roof of the conservatory #he knows i'm up there and will wait for me to come down and toss scraps into the garden #whoever said seagulls aren't smart! he's a real one that))#that's probably it for bird updates in 2022. may there be more next year as well #sidney sends you his well wishes. have a good day my friend 💖💖💖💖💖#seagull #birds #cute #herring gull

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volchitsa-of-winterfell · 10 months

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the F1 shipping chart!! original post here by @foo1ishheart554. blank version below the cut for YOU, dear reader, to do!

#to be clear: i just don't really do otps as like a Concept #esp in rpf like. it's all fake paper dolls no need to get So Attached in my personal opinion #there's no like oooh they're Destined for each other like you can have with fictional characters y'know?#also just don't really care enough abt brotps to note down #like i'm happy for literally whoever out of this piranha pit of a sport manages to be actual genuine friends lmao #Good For Them y'know so i'm not gonna pick faves for that! hope it happens for all of them fr!#ALSO this is obv just a snapshot of how i feel in the moment #nando would probably b in faves tier if the aston hadn't been flopping so much lately e.g.#also i literally still do read and appreciate content of some notps/non-fave drivers lol #it's ALL about the fan-creator's skill!!!#like there's really genuinely no fic i wouldn't click on or no piece of art i wouldn't reblog Just bc it contains one of the ones i dislike #if i know to trust the author's skill or i like the fanartists's style or w/e. like SERIOUSLY i mean it #i am OPEN baby !!!#OH and almost forgot but yeah i didn't bother adding in any off-track figures #bc then we'd be here for hours and the chart would be nigh-unreadable lmaoooo #but yeah there's a few mick ships a few seb ships. britney mark etc #as one does!#f1 #f1 shipping chart

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swsf · 2 years

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I’m sure I could say a lot of things, but I’d like to keep this brief before I start crying again:

Techno had a lot of good impact on a lot of people. he was a great man, he was funny, he was humble, and he was kind. i will miss him dearly and I know so many other people will too. i hope he knows how loved he is, and much good he did. thank you for the time you shared with us Alex, you were a really cool dude. i hope youre happy where ever you are, cuz you deserve it, king. Rest In Peace.

if you have the money, please donate here.

AND FUCK CANCER!

#sorry it’s not like. more grand or anything #i could really think of much.#couldnt*#one day I’ll probably make something better #so I’ll say this is just me starting off small :]#to whoever is reading this- don’t forget to take care of yourself! and have a lovely day my friend.#technoblade #technoblade fanart #remchive

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driftwooddestiel · 11 months

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JUST REMMEBERED MY DREAM LAST NIGHT OH MY GOD

#i was a part of this sports team for something called like. competitive puppeteering?#and youd go and meet up with a bunch of people and try to like. out-puppet eachother with elaborate puppets and performances #it was mainly comedy-based and whoever utilised their puppet best and was funnier won usually #anyway i had this one puppet i always used that i loved a lot. and that puppet. was of the onceler. it was a little mannequin i think?#and in my dream we went to a competitive puppet game or smth and i realised i couldnt find my little onceler puppet #and i was very freaked out scared stressed etc. but figured id probably just left him at home #so i used a sock puppet 😭 but it was literally just a sock. on my hand. no decoration at all. and i had to get the puppet to fake kiss #this random guy i know irl and then act disgusted #i think that was because he was on the same bus as me yesterday and his friend was talking abiut how all his crushes ended up hating him #anyway i did very badly in that puppeteering competition 😔 and rhen there was drama between other members of the puppeteering team i was on #(all people i know irl) (and the ‘coach’ was my irl basketball coach lmao)#then it turned into some weird au deanbenny forest ghost au where i was living in a forest watching events unfold or something it was odd #interesting tho #anyway yeah that was my dream 👍

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aroacee-of-spades · 1 year

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#fuck my hearing is going crazy weird again and while yes healtcare here is good but FUCKK i'm so worried that my doctor wouldn't even get my #results just like the last time and i'll end up with a busted ear #and he'll just prescribe me painkillers that i probably shouldn't be taking anyway bc of the meds i'm akready on #LIKE LAST TIME??? and i'll probably just end up with my ear feeling like its been sliced off??????#anyway srry to whoever reads this ig im just very tired rn bc of my job and uni and old stuff with my parents and friends and AH #i am So Close to breaking someone's house down i am not even kidding #personal

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