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sarahkartika · 2 years

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eaJ - sober go away

[Verse 1] Sober resurface Pills they stop working And stomach is churning (From the alcohol, from the alcohol) Hoping is hopeless When ceilings are falling Hospital calling (Who the fck you call? Who the fck you call?)

[Chorus] When the sober stays Lie me in my grave By soft highs, all of them chalk lines Them green stop signs They, (They) they, they, they (They) Keep me in my lane, keep me so embraced by high priced Boxes of hot cries, end of the night sighs American hot pies Fck [Verse 2] 'Cause nothing's consequential When the law is run by the law So when they do wrong, wrong, wrong (Who the fck you call? Who the fck you call?) Something's consequential The world is on fire, run by intelligent liars Shit, am I tired? Popped all my tires Someone call Myres

[Chorus] When the sober stays Lie me in my grave By soft highs, all of them chalk lines Them green stop signs They, (They) they, they, they (They) Keep me in my lane, keep me so embraced by high priced Boxes of hot cries, end of the night sighs American hot pies Fck

[Outro] Tell me that I'm special, but what does all that mean? Everyone is someone to somebody (Fck) Tell me that I'm special, but what does all that mean? Everyone is someone to somebody (Fck)

#eaj park #smiling in insomnia #lyrics #sober go away #Spotify

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junestay · 2 years

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WHO THE FUCK YOU CALL. WHO THE FUCK YOU CALL.

#june shines #eaj #sober go away #living breathing this release oh my gosh #smiling in insomnia #american hot pies. (fuck!)

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charliespringverse · 1 year

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... it's just hit me that lister describes the bathroom kiss as assault and even when jimmy reassures him that he doesn't see it that way and doesn't have a problem with it, lister refuses to accept that it was anything other than objectively assault

while two days earlier jimmy insisted that a 32-yr-old having sex with lister at age 16 was wrong, despite lister not seeing it that way and not having a problem with it

does that mean that lister took that conversation on board but only as far as "the person on the receiving end of an advance can't accurately assess whether or not it was wrong" and is now equating himself to the woman that took advantage of him . because i will weep

#i am conflicted about the bathroom kiss to an extent #because on the one hand . do not kiss someone without asking dude wtf #but also . the difference in jimmy's response to it compared to the magnet situation which is? relatively similar #w magnet he was 'this is fine'ing his whole way through it and forcing himself to be ok with it and would've likely kept going if—#— lister hadn't interrupted it #whereas in the bathroom he is in an objectively worse mental state & more consistently dissociative despite being sober . yet he actively—#— considers it and almost goes along with it before deciding for Both his and lister's sakes not to #and i think his clarity & consideration there as well as the fact he felt Safe to pull away is meaningful to an extent #because it's one of the only situations this week where he's actually felt & acted on a sense of control over what happens to him #+ lister's immediate reaction being to back off and recognise his being at fault and never once holding it against jimmy #like again . should not have happened do not kiss ppl without asking #but i do find myself viewing it in a very different light to the v comparable magnet situation #anygay i am rambling in tags again when i should be asleep but still #i worry that lister is now viewing himself in the same light as jimmy views the ppl that took advantage of lister #but i Also worry that he is viewing himself as Worse than those ppl bc he can't/won't accept that he was taken advantage of #i do also now kind of want to write a Lister In Therapy oneshot partly just for the catharsis of imagining that boy getting some gd therapy #iwbftreread

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schizononagesimus · 24 days

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🎶 they tried to make me go to rehab and i said PLEASE PLEASE HOLY FUCK I FEEL SO BAD WILL NOBODY HELP ME I CANT STOP WHY DOESNT ANYBODY NOTICE HOW BAD IT IS PLEASE HELP

#IM SUCH A LIGHTWEIGJT NOW AND I FEEL SO STUPID I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE IM FINE I CAN HANDLE IT WHAT'S ONE BEER YOU CAN DO IT YOU LIKE BEER #AND I HAVENT HAD WATER OR EATEN ALL DAY AND IM LIKE WHEEEE I KEPT MY TAB OPEN (DUMBASS) ORDER A SECONS #even a second is too much #i cant stop #like actually i dont know what to do bc i know even if i went to rehab WHICH I CANT AFFORD AND NONE OF MY FAMILY WILL HELP i just would #return to the same shit bc no matter how sober i get i cant stop bc that's how fucking addiction works #and im too scared to tell anyone i actually need help #the people who know i need help are just judging me and watching me fall into this fucking pit #i dont know what to do #im just gonna pass out drunk now #i hate feeling like this it's so fucking humiliating #i dont even like it #and im admitting defeat to WHAT? A LITTLE GLASS OF JUICE? YOURE KIDDING ME #prolific linguistics researcher and author cant stop.. why do we always treat academics like we're the pinnacle of society #im fucking awful man im a schizophrenic with an addiction problem #but im so much more than that! anyone who knows me knows that! but i cant stop #i want to stop #and im trying and then every few months I think ive tried enough and i expect it to go away but that's how the cravings trick you #fuck this man #drugs tw #sobriety update #lessons of the hand and the mouth

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trekkele · 3 months

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Outsider pov where everyone at a party who isnt a guest knows Bruce Wayne is never drunk and has known for years

#if the waitstaff need help they go to bruce #because hes head bitch at every party and always sober #no matter how wasted he might look #kids also know because bruce will not act drunk in front of a kid for love or monet #goofy yes. which is why he gets away with it

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nicklukenelson · 3 months

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Can we pretty please acknowledge how creepy the logan x Kendall plotline is for a second? That is a 25 year old sleeping with a barely legal adult. Under false pretenses ! Weird as hell.

#i just #its really pissing me off the amount of grown adults that dont find it weird #not to mention lamb and madison??? the hell is going on dude #get these late 20 year olds away from them !!#and i havent even mentioned the whole 'logan got so drunk he cant remember any of his conversation with veronica but had sex with kendal the #25 year old who was most likely sober' thing #i havent even mentioned that yet but i could oh man how i could #maybe ill give it the benefit of the doubt and say she arrived many hours after the party had finished and after he has sobered up some #still doesnt make her any less of a 25 year old but whatever #its the times its the times i know this is what u get for a 2000s show #but unfortunately i was put on this earth to complain so #logan echolls i will defend u on this one bud i got u #logan echolls #veronica mars #not to mention btw shes not even actually the person shes claiming to be while sleeping with him which is also weird but im not his parent

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ghostlyfeelings · 3 months

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life is so weird. i feel like i was just laying dead in my bed for 6 months and then all of a sudden my life got busy and i became social again. (the sun came out and it's no longer freezing)

#personal #im having a 70s themed bd party this weekend #so ive been getting a bunch of things prepared for that #and i finally renewed my health card after leaving it expired for 2 years lol #and then im going to be 2 years sober (wild)#and honestly just going to live laugh love the summer away and then die come fall possibly probably

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mindmxtters · 5 months

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on a related note I desperately need a pre-meteor au where the team somehow are already friends and get their paws on some prescription-grade gummies and it goes just about as poorly as you can imagine

#ooc.#drug mention tw #ace: doing his best to embody that one deflated girl from that anti-drug psa #duck: (pacing) the GOVERNMENT is LYING TO US #rev: gets too body high and has to take a nap (he is me and I am him)#slam: gets rev some lemonade to help him sober up. somehow comes back w/ a whole vending machine bc he couldn't decide which one to buy.#tech: becomes possessed by the need to invent something in the middle of this basement RIGHT NOW.#the end result is a rat king of scavenged wires that will either prove ftl teleportation IS possible or set off all the fire sprinklers #lexi: I don't feel shit. :\#duck proceeds to take 3 more gummies bc he's convinced they aren't working #and then he rides out the rest of his trip firmly believing that he's going to float away into the vast emptiness of space #unless he's weighed down #everybody combines forces to pile every pillow and blanket they can find atop him and it makes him ugly cry thinking abt it later

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angelstrawbabie420 · 1 month

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#im so fucked. im so so fucked #i just woke up slightly hungover and took a shot #very bad development in the alcohol dependency department #and im trying to be like whatever hair of the dog common occurrence. however ik it’s way more serious than that #i fucking hate being sober to the point it’s going to ruin my life #but drinking is such a huge reprieve from the bullshit that i can barely care #im so fucked. lmao #ik i cld just ask my brother to stop buying it or keeping liquor around but i cannot bring myself to give it up #it’s always i’ll think about it tmrw. i’ll deal with it tmrw. but tmrw never comes #why can’t i just be fucking normal why can’t i just be happy without being under the influence of Something. hell not even happy why can’t #i just be content.#ive always been like this. i still remember my first drink and i remember the first time i drank to escape and i havent gotten away from it #since #idk how to. i think itll always just be like this til i die. i dont think im capable of not being this #i dont think i was capable of ever being. a person. to be begin with #i get this awful feeling i shouldve never existed in this form #and i’ll do anything to just feel okay. to feel relatively normal. hence why im here #fucking whatever my life is so worthless anyway may as well just drink myself to death honestly

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doggerell · 7 months

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being sober actually kinda fucking rules

#I know this is the drugs and alcohol website esp in filmgirlie circles but its so nice. its really so nice to have that Need for it go away #it will come in waves like god I really want a drink. but it kinda passes by faster than it did before #I have a pretty strong sense of self control I think so its nice this hasnt been a tooth and nail fight #but knowing how many times Ive Tried to stop or cut back before and failed.. it feels good to be here now #I keep thinking abt anthonys post and getting emotional #yeah. I owe it all to being sober.#its like wow.. my life is getting better And Im not drinking anymore. that seemed like an impossibility these past 3-4 years #speaking

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macabrity · 2 months

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getting tired of being unmedicated. Waiting for my antidepressants to arrive in the mail with a perfectly still and focused tail. you know when goku is trying to sense Hit and is just sitting there with his eyes closed? that’s me too but at the mail truck.

#it’s just oscillating between painful mania if I don’t run around for a few miles right away or it’s #insane melancholia and being bedridden for a few hours waiting for the day to pass by #STUPID!!! what am I. eighteen again?? come ON #and it’s like I HAVE. a list of things I need and want to do but I look at it and feel. nothing. absolutely nothing at all.#and then evening weed time rolls around and I have to run around for 40 minutes while I’m still feeling sober to catch up #@myself: reread this when you’re going ‘oh I’m soooo past being mentally ill’#like for real my fucking. inability to settle into a task is getting in the way of things. growls #mac rambles

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bnjmin · 6 months

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my favorite pieces of ben trivia:

left-handed (i forget this fact every five business days and then it comes back to me randomly)

please do not touch him if he doesn't know you like that. it will not be a small freakout. it will be a very big scene.

#( ▒ ▓ jesus died for our cynthias ╲ ooc.#more rambling in notes. anyways #the second thing doesn't ever go away btw. even when he's sober and maybe medicated (tbh i really don't know if he would take meds)#and definitely gone to therapy and worked through like most of his stuff. he will be the 40 year old who causes a scene #because you thought you could touch his shoulder or give him a hug or something

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sillylittleenby · 10 months

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Hey yall gonna very intentionally take a break from social media rn, so ill see you in a bit

#working on staying sober #gets harder eeeeeeevery dayyyyyyy!!!!!!#ooo baby i wish i could drink this away haha its fiiiiine #also working on not walking into traffic but ya know #wowee i do not enjoy being alive rn #so im gonna go put all my energy into being alive #catch ya later

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evaofkonoha · 1 year

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more shitty sketches from a shitty artist (term used loosely, and it's me, I did this)

Synez and I agree that characters smoking is hot, even though neither of us smoke or really like it all that much in reality. it's an ~aesthetic~ don't question it

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what-even-is-sleep · 3 months

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Doing my sexy addiction-prevention thing where if I ever think “can I stop x substance for two weeks?” I try to stop for two weeks.

#it’s cause addiction runs in the family baybeeee #I don’t think of this phrase frequently #but I do find myself thinking it when #for example #I have edibles and a drink 5/6 nights a week for two weeks :|#then that thought pops into my head and I’m like ‘oh nards I gotta beat myself at my own game again’#(the game is going sober on whatever substance I think the thought abt for two weeks)#(and if I’m not able to do that I have to immediately tell a friend/family about the challenge. like cause & effect I have to do it right #away or even if I’m feeling v strong cravings)#has worked so far tho!!#ik a lot of friends who have become daily stoners and don’t feel good abt it and have bad times quitting #mypost #substances #weed #alcohol #posting this bc I’m irritated that I thought that phrase yesterday smh #*I guess if anyone else wants to try this too: I have some flexibility with the rules. like if I think the phrase I can set a date in the #in the next day or so to stop. it doesn’t have to be that night.#also if I have a fun night out planned and haven’t gone out for myself in weeks/months (a frequent occurance alas) then getting nicked is g #but only once in the 2 week sober period

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fluffywhump · 3 months

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Ate: "here, have a drink."

Me: "no, thank you, I got sick earlier."

Ate: " it's medicine."

#i know from experience that rum does *not* make my motion sickness go away #so looks like I'll be sober for this party

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