Yeeee hello guys I'm back with genshintober for one more year!! I was sooo excited making this piece yall can't even imagine! Hoping this year I'll be able to finish it all (thank god this year the list is a little smaller)!
How about you guys, are you participating in any inktober challenge, or perhaps even genshintober as well? I'd love to hear about what you all are doing recently!
Life doesn't always get better. But you do. You get stronger. You get wiser. You get softer. With tattered wings you rise. And the world watches in wonder at the breathless beauty of a human who survived life.
Some days I still hate myself. Most days I don’t.
I hate how I try to hide the way I feel. How I cover up each trigger or insecurity with with something else. I don’t hate myself but I hate the girl I turn myself into to feel less afraid.
I try to hide the pain, the shame, the anger. And I don’t even know why?!
I care too much?! Maybe.
It is just that I’m really sensitive and everything just hurts my head or my heart. I see it all. And feel it all.
Except that I don’t. I flip the switch and my empathy becomes apathy.
Everything is so big and I cannot carry it all. I care so fucking much.
I want to save everyone and everything. Each broken soul in the room with me deserves some love and I know I can’t fix them.
It feels like no matter what I do, it wont ever be enough. So I just do nothing at all.
I want to hug too. Spread some love and care. But fear that I might break.
If I let go of this protection I fear I won’t be able to handle it all.
I want to be softer, kinder, nicer.