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#somebody write a damn fic pLEASE
bittersqxtch · 9 months
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nothing upsets me more than wanting to read about a specific character from a specific fandom that is so damn small, theres barely any content. and when I've gone through all of the possible content there is available (even the poorly written fics and pairings that are a little out there) and there's nothing left to read after that, what am I to do? write the fics myself? god, must I really do everything by myself around here? honestly...
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bonestrouslingbones · 5 months
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goddammit all that LV worldbuilding has lead me to creating a scene in my head that now has me wondering if i have to put a plot-important sex scene in what will be a main-storyline arc instead of a fade to black or disconnected easily-skippable oneshot
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Saffy Lemur's 2023 Simon Riley Fic Recommendations
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Jumping on the bandwagon of showing some appreciation to some of the following COD writers that I’ve grown to love reading their work💕❤️ please do yourselves a favor and give some love to these amazing writers.
These are only a few of the many that I absolutely adore, and I plan to add many, many more as time goes on💕❤️💕
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Series:
The Roomate Series by @a-small-writer-in-a-big-world : I absolutely adore the way Simon is written in this series. Wonderfully written story, and well worth the read.
Somebody’s Watching Me by @deakyjoe : not enough can be said for just how much I love this story. I’ve re-read it more times than I can count. One of the very first Simon series I’ve read, and I cannot recommend it enough.
Absolution by @barefoothighlander : Husband Simon in this is amazing. I loved the story, and the characters. So well written!!
Happiness by @lethalchiralium : This. This. This. Has to be one of my favorites of Simon as a dad. This author is one of the many that inspired me to write. Please, read this, and all her works.
Cure For Me by @groguspicklejar : it’s a zombie ghost series, what on earth more could you wish for. This is absolutely killer and so well written.
Smut:
Simon Seeing Your Tummy Buldge by @hyperfixatesnwrites : the title of the fic should be MORE than enough to have anyone racing to read this. Absolute WONDER of a smutty fic. 10/10.
Simon Gets Jealous by @strlingsav : This authors smut is next level, I truly have no words. Jealous Simon is top notch here, and had me on my damn knees.
Your Lieutenant Confesses His Feelings by @strlingsav : No amount of praise will ever be enough for this one.
MW2 Reactions To You Being A Virgin by @sweet-as-an-angel : more than just Simon on this one but HOLY HELLLLLL this made my mouth water. Fantastic, truly amazingly written smut.
I Hear You Like Magic? I’ve Got A Wand And A Rabbbit! By @makoodles : this was so purely and utterly delicious I cannot recommend this read enough. 10/10
Simon Riley With a Voice Kink by @konigsblog : this was absolutely delicious. Never did I think Simon having a voice kink would turn me on…but here we are.
Simon Riley With A Breeding Kink by @tojisun : another amazingly written smut. This author nails it every single post.
S’ Fucking Small by @cheesit-notes : Simon having a size kink will always drive me wild and this fic in my opinion is one of the BEST at portraying it.
Taking What You Need by @rowarn :no words needed, one of my all time favorite smuts. Simon in this is what I need in my life
Fluff:
Sleep by @lethalchiralium :this is so fricking adorable. One of my favorite fluff fics.
Denial by @callsign-prophet : A recent one, but this had my toes curling, my smile widening and me squealing like a tween.
Interrupted by @milf-murdock : this. Is. So. Adorable. Absolutely please read this
Hate You by @empresskylo : eeeeeppp the slight angst! To fluff is just killlleerrr here.
You Want To Kiss Me So Bad It Makes You Look Stupid @empresskylo : this author hits it out of the park yet again with this one. I loved the heck out of this one!!!
Simon Can’t Sleep Without You by @empresskylo : I love this so much, it’s adorable, it’s cute, it makes my heart flutter. Please read it,
Angst:
Firefighter FWB Ghost And Breaking Up by @hyperfixatesnwrites : the angst, the heartbreak, the way this was so well written. I loved it so fricking much.
Just For Now by @hyperfixatesnwrites :another angst break up fic that destroyed my soul (but it was fricking amazing)
Why? By @riverbutghost : Eeep I’m so in love with the “enemies(ish) to lovers trope” this is by far one of my favorites!!!
Toxic DBF Simon by @tojisun : I literally cried at the ending of this. The angst was out of this world, and I couldn’t help but re-read it multiple times.
Nothing Fucks With My Baby by @kitkatscabinet :the angst to comfort on this one is amazing. I loved this fic, and made me so desperately wish I had a Simon for myself.
Ipseity by @darklordofthesimp : another absolutely fantastic angst hurt/comfort that I adored. One of my all time favorites.
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topherwrites · 5 months
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FIC RECS: OUTER RANGE, OUTER BANKS, STRANGER THINGS
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If I made a little comment about every single fic or series here, it would be inhumanely long, so I've refrained from doing so and have just put the summaries for each. This is split into two parts, TGM fics and everything else.
I hope that anyone who reads this list finds something that they love on it just as much as I do! If I missed you, I'm sorry, there was a lot to sort through!
SOME OF THESE ARE 18+, PLEASE HEED THE INDIVIDUAL WARNINGS!
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RHETT ABBOTT
Yellow Soul by @creatchie8
Trapped in a relationship with your high school sweetheart Perry is like a never ending nightmare of always stepping on eggshells. One winter break changes everything as you are reintroduced to his younger brother, Rhett. Looking for an escape, Rhett provides the perfect shelter you crave.
right where i want you by @sushiwriterhere
Standing there, staring at the cotton balls in the trash, some part deep inside of you decides that it’s now or never with Rhett.
Odds are Stacked by @sunlightmurdock
In which Rhett loses a bet and you lose your virginity.
Wayfaring Stranger by @/sunlightmurdock
Betrayal sends Rhett veering further West, searching for answers and searching for himself. Instead, he finds you.
Much Love by @southpawbitch
you & rhett have found yourselves in a little fwb situation despite the fact that you have a fiancé.
About Last Night by @delopsia
A self-indulgent take on Rhett's best friend coming back to Wabang and surprising him after his final rodeo.
Dancing Beneath the Moon by @/delopsia
How is it that your heart only longs for the ghost of a cowboy? And why do you get the feeling that his heart utters the same for you?
Closing Time by @youvebeenlivingfictional
“You’re having a helluva night, huh,” You comment. “S’that supposed to mean?” “You got a shit bull, then you struck out with that girl…And you failed to bait Luke Tillerson into trying to kick your ass.”
RAFE CAMERON
Untouchable by @boneblushed
It is crucial that the head boy and girl of Kildare Academy work together. Too bad the head girl is you and the head boy is Rafe Cameron.
Glitch by @/boneblushed
Rafe has a bad fall on the ski slopes. A temporary amnesiac, he falls in love with you all over again.
So Gorgeous It Actually Hurts by @/folkloreslovechild (deactivated)
childhood enemies to lovers, the slowest of burns, an unbearable amount of pining, both parties in heavy denial for like 90% of the fic, Rafe’s a total douchebag but he can’t help it (you’re gorgeous).
Euro Trip by @/folkloreslovechild (deactivated)
europe summer trip au!
new light by @outerbankies
you come home from college to spend your last summer before senior year in your hometown of the outer banks. an old friend hits you up wanting something more, and you begin to see what’s really been there all along.
You Belong With Me by @forevermoreharrington
Rafe’s fallen helplessly for his dream girl but she just doesn't see it yet.
tis the damn season by @atlabeth
When your roommate Rafe lies to his family that the two of you are dating, you agree to go home with him for the holidays to help sell it as his fake girlfriend after a generous bribe. It's just three weeks in the Outer Banks with one of your best friends -- what could go wrong?
Armour by @probably-writing-x
Having your heart broken was one thing. But Rafe watching somebody break your heart? That was something nobody could prepare for.
So We Won't Forget by @netegf
you meet rafe cameron at a grief support group while he struggles with the loss of his father. he's trying to be a better man, and you can't help but love him for it.
Hate It When You Leave by @/netegf
you are trying to cope with the fact that you're hopelessly in love with your best friend. He's trying to cope with the fact that you don't go after the things you want… including him.
I Know I Am by @bookofbonbon
For Rafe, it's always been you. He's just waiting for you to realise it too.
STEVE HARRINGTON
redamancy by @sanguineterrain
redamancy (n.) - the act of loving someone who loves you back; a love returned in full // or, four times you kissed Steve Harrington, and one time he finally kissed you back.
dancing with our hands tied part i | part ii by @taintedcigs
in which steve is in love with his best friend's ex.
EDDIE MUNSON
Pearl by @cacoetheswriting
a story about two kids trying to navigate through love and loss, inevitable goodbyes, various reunions, friendships and hardships, joy, heartbreak, plus surviving the upside down - all to the sound of Janis Joplin's Pearl.
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thewulf · 5 months
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Always & Forever || JJ Maybank
Summary: Request - Hii. Love your work. It's so good. I'm feeling a good hurt comfort fic with the obx cast. Could I get a JJ Maybank x reader (maybe john b's younger sister?) where she's lost everything after they assume John B and Sarah are lost at sea... Read Rest Here
A/N - Ohhh this was kinda hard to write. Being sad is a bitch. Please let somebody know if you're sad/getting sad. People love you! Always remember that <3
Pairing: JJ Maybank x Y/N
Word Count: 2.3+
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TW: Talks of depression, being sad, not eating etc.
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You barely heard the soft knocks on your bedroom door. Currently, you were huddled underneath the comforter of your missing older brother just hoping and praying he was okay. They’d officially called it. Lost at sea. Presumed deceased. Dead. Just like your fucking father. How was this your life? Two years ago, you had the world with the two coolest guys on the earth. And now? Now you were alone. Utterly fucking alone. It’d only been three damn days, but they gave up. There was no funding for a poor pogue boy from the wrong part of the island. Sherriff Peterman just gave you a sad look when she broke the news to you a few days prior. Or it could’ve been yesterday. Time didn’t matter anymore. Nothing really mattered anymore. You were a sixteen-year-old girl alone as fuck in this cold ass world.
“Hey little Rout.” You heard JJ’s kinder than usual voice from the other side of the door, “You need to open this door or I’m going to have to pick the lock. Need to see if you’re okay. You haven’t been at school and Mrs. Smith is getting worries, she said she’s going to report you.” You heard the soft sigh of utter defeat as he waited for a moment for you to respond. To do anything. You didn’t have the energy to respond so instead you just laid there.
“Come on kid.” You rolled your eyes at the nickname he’d long since used on you, “You need to come out. Get some fresh air. You can’t stay in there forever.”
Nothing. You just couldn’t. Depression was a hell of a thing. You just couldn’t fathom getting up and unlocking that door. Your brain knew you should. But the actual thought of moving seemed like a foreign concept you weren’t ready for sure yet.
He didn’t give you much else of a choice as you heard the lock click. You knew it wouldn’t take him much effort to get it but alas, you just couldn’t care. It didn’t seem to matter. Nothing else mattered. John B was all you had left and now you sat here empty and void.
“Oh Y/N…” His voice trailed off as he spotted you withering away underneath a mass of blankets. A blank stare on your face. You couldn’t bear to meet his eyes feeling grossly ashamed you let it get this kind of bad.
“I just…” Your voice croaked out as it hadn’t been used in while, how long you hadn’t used it you really didn’t have a clue.
He shook his head kneeling down beside your bed, “It’s alright mins.” His head was close as he smiled at you with a smile that never reached his eyes. A smile he was putting on for you. He took his hand brushing your knotted hair away from your sunken face.
Mins. You wanted to laugh. It was the first good emotion you had felt in a while. Mins was your current nickname of quite the long line of ever evolving nicknames from the blonde-haired boy. First it was mini-Routledge, then it was mini-JB, then mini and now mins. He didn’t use it all too often anymore, only when he thought you needed it. And you needed it more than ever now. All his love and everything he could give to you.
JJ knew just how much John B meant to you. He was your best friend. The two of you did everything together, practically inseparable. Even when JB met JJ they still included you in on everything. You were his shadow. That didn’t change as you got older. You just had to play it off as something different.
“I’m tired JJ.” You sighed letting your eyes close in front of him. The effort to keep them open was beginning to become too much.
He frowned deeply. This wasn’t like you. You were usually so full of life. The one who wanted to go and do things. The one who called him lame when he didn’t want to try something new with you. You were the one that kept the group going. And now it felt like everything was falling apart. The pogues were without their people and they needed you back.
This was your way of shutting down and he knew it.
“When was the last time you ate honey?” He asked while trying to brush the knots out of the hair he could get to. You were never particular about your hair, but JJ knew how badly knots hurt to get out. He remembered that one time when the both of you were younger, you crying when your dad tried to brush out some gnarly knots after JJ and JB tried to teach you how to surf one afternoon. It broke his heart even as a twelve-year-old boy. He had that same protective love that JB had over you.
You sighed trying to remember, “Before we found out he was missing I guess.”
JJ’s eyes bugged. He knew he should’ve checked in on you sooner. Damn the pogues who told him to leave you alone. That you needed space. You clearly didn’t need space. You needed help.
“That was three days ago Y/N.” His blood felt like it was running cold. How could he let you lay here for three entire days? JB would fucking murder him if he found out. Some friend he was.
You hummed in acknowledgement, “I’ve had some water though. Haven’t been hungry.” You admitted to your concerned friend. Your voice finally started sounding more like your own after the hoarseness had worked its way out.
“Well, that’s a start mins.” He sighed brushing his overgrown golden hair away from his eyes, “Can you get up for me? Get you some soup downstairs or something?”
“JJ.” You whined not feeling up to the task, “I’m too tired. I don’t feel like it.”
He took you hand in his and wanted to cry from how cold it was. You weren’t right. No, you were suffering, and they just let you. He felt nothing more than a piece of shit seeing you so broken, “I’ll carry you. I just need you to eat something honey. John B would be sick with worry if he knew you were starving away.”
“Don’t talk about him.” You turned away from JJ feeling your own blood run cold at the mention of your missing older brothers name. You couldn’t fucking believe he chose to leave you. Fuck, you couldn’t believe he’d ever put Sarah in that position either. It all felt like a fever dream you had to wake up from. But you weren’t waking up which meant this was a sick and twisted reality that you didn’t want to participate in anymore.
“Y/N…”
You shook your head on your pillow, “Please JJ. Don’t talk about him. I can’t take it. Not yet.” You felt the tears that had long since dried up come flowing back in an instant. Why in the hell did he bring out these feelings in you so effortlessly? Leave it to your older brothers cute as hell best friend that was certainly off limits. JJ would never, ever feel that way for you anyway.
“Alright honey.” Honey. That was a new one. You’d heard him use it sparingly on girls in the past, but it certainly was never used for you. But he’d used it a few times in the last few sentences sending your overly tired mind reeling in another direction. He was just being kind, that was all. After all, your older brother did just fucking vanish into thin air, “Can you please get up for me? Please mins? I need you to eat something. Whatever you what. Please?” He added one last please to let you know how dire he felt.
You rolled back over to him exerting far too much effort in doing so, “I don’t think I can.” You sounded defeated as the tears started once more, “I’m so tired J.” You whispered trying to contain the sob that wanted to escape from your throat.
“Cause you need to eat honey.” He spoke with nothing but concern on his face, “Let me take you downstairs? You need to move. Need to be somewhere new. Need to get some calories in your body.” He said so matter of factly you weren’t sure if it was JJ in front of you. But then again, for as much as a mess the boy normally was he thrived in crises situations such as these. He always seemed to know exactly what to do.
“Yeah, that’s fine JJ.” You knew he’d win eventually so it might be best to just give it up.
He let out a subtle breath of sure-fire relief as he scooped you up into his arms. You were light. Far too fucking light. God, he was such an idiot. He knew you better than any of the other pogues. Of course, you needed help.
He set you down at the messy table filled with whatever shit JB had likely left there the week prior. You grew tired of always cleaning so you just started leaving it. Your eyes scanned the table full of junk. A sad smile formed seeing his homework scattered about with an unpaid parking ticket next to it all. He’d never get to finish that homework. Never would have to lie his way out of that ticket. Why him? Why your JB?
“What do you want to eat honey?” He asking running a hand up and down your arm. Attempting any form of comfort for you. He saw the sad look in your eyes as they scanned the table. He had to get your mind off of JB in any way he could.
“Why are you calling me that?” You asked instead of answering him. It was driving you nuts, and you had to know. In your right mind you’d never
“Honey?” He asked, a bit taken aback by your sudden brazenness. The you he knew would never have asked him that. Instead, you would’ve asked JB. Something you couldn’t do anymore.
You nodded in confirmation feeling your eyes droop and your mouth open to yawn. JJ cursed internally making the decision of canned soup for you knowing you needed to eat as soon as possible. Light and easy and calories. That’s exactly what you needed.
“I don’t know mins.” He admitted while heating up your food, “It just felt, feels right. I can stop saying it if you’d like.”
“I didn’t say that.” You spoke back in almost a whisper.
“Honey it is.” He grinned while putting your warm, not overly hot, soup in a bowl. He set it down in front of you waiting for you to eat.
“I still like mins too.” You added admitting to him just how much you did like the nickname. He’d stopped using it as much now that the two of you had gotten older. You’d forgotten just how much you’d liked the nickname. Probably because it was a nickname only you could have. A special one from the boy you surely loved but vehemently denied.
“Noted, now eat mins.” He grinned pointing to the bowl.
You nodded not really sure if your hands would agree with your brain. You were so utterly fucking exhausted. Turns out you did need to eat if you wanted to be able to function. Because it felt like a task you’d never be able to start. As much as you tried your arm just wouldn’t cooperate.
“Mins?” He asked seeing you not really making a move for it.
“I can’t JJ. It’s too much.” You hated to admit how disgustingly useless you felt. Yet here you were.
He nodded in understanding, “Here, let me.” He took the spoon from the bowl and held it front of your face. For the first time in three days, you relished in the taste of food. It did taste really good. And damn, you were a lot hungrier than you realized. Before you knew it the bowl was gone, and you were entirely full.
“Thank you J.” You let your eyes close once more feeling the outright exhaustion of the situation come down over you.
“Anytime mins.” Seeing your eyes close he noted your fatigue, “Why don’t we sit on the couch and watch a movie?” He suggested hoping you’d agree.
“That sounds nice J, I may need your help again.” You let out a frustrated sigh at the state of your condition. You did start feeling a bit better but the thought of walking or even crawling made you shudder.
He shot up from his seat to get you up. He picked you up like it was nothing, “I got you hon. I always do and always will. Remember that alright?” You nodded in his chest doing your best to fight off the sleep that wanted to take you.
“Thank you J.” You whispered into his chest. He set you down right next to him, letting your head fall into his side.
He wrapped an arm around your torso letting you know you were safe and secure. He wasn’t planning on going anywhere without you anymore. Running his hand through your hair he felt a shiver knowing you liked exactly what he was doing, “Always mins. Now, let yourself sleep. We’ll deal with all this shit when you wake up. Together.”
You nodded letting the darkness take over, “Promise?”
“Always and forever.” He gave your head a soft and gentle kiss before the soft snoozes overcame you. He decided he was going to watch you sleep, for however long that was. You were his everything too. He was only just beginning to realize that now. Always and forever. It had a nice ring to it. Forever with you was a life he would dream about. Maybe one day. Maybe after he sorted you through this mess. Maybe just maybe.
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4pfsukuna · 3 months
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omfg bruhhhhh
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yall want me to believe Choso “on sight before his feet even land on the floor” Kamo is some pathetic whiney crybaby? Like why is every fic so… ugh i want him to fight back. Somebody please tag me or drop a link for assertive/ aggresive/ dominant choso! (Prefferably black reader)
like do i gotta write it myself?
Choso who meets you when you both come in late at night its 2am and youre standing in the hall talking about whatever the hell a middle part buss down is. He doesnt care he just wish you werent so loud… in your shared hall.
you glare at him because who was he talking too! You pay the same amount of rent as him and to damn much at that they should be lucky you werent in the lounge making ramen watching their t.v right now.
It doesnt get better when you bang on his door asking him to turn his music down cause why was he playing last resort by papa roach at 3:30am on a wednesday. He opens the door in a hoodie and tight calvin klein boxers and your eyes drift for a second until the next rock song starts up this time in japanese and he has the audacity to have an annoyed expresion with you!
”did you want something or did you just want to stare” he glares annoyed with a steady voice though youre expecting him to snap.
“Who answers the door in their boxers have some decorum” you respond half embarassed that he caught you. “And your music is loud… some of us have jobs in the morning” and you storm off not leaving any room for backtalk.
the next time he sees you is a few days later when youre both rushing out and slam into another his shirt and leather jacket falling to the floor with your purse falling sending your wallet down the hall and lip gloss shattering that dior gloss was not cheap.
”are you fucking kidding me” he hisses and you notice hes shirtless silver bars through his nipples and a few tattoos littered across his chest.
”you got a real stairing problem there princess” which makes you smirk.
“you look like a 1st grade art project… line work isnt half bad its just the asshole its attatched to” you retort collecting your items not realizing a few slipped from your wallet.
it was maintenance day you didnt have time to worry about shit it was hair lashes nails toes and a fresh tattoo and belly piercing your friend finally found an artist that did both and had clean work.
youre all smiles and sunshine walking into C.K. Parlor even enjoying the convo with the pink haired male receptionist whos so sweet mentioning this was his brothers shop but something about this guy looks familiar.
“Hes so hot” your friend gushes making you turn around and groan at the sight of your annoying ass neighbor.
”couldnt get enough bothering me home so you come here” he teases but theres something so stoicly calm about his anger… its more so mild annoyance.
”i actually came to get a tattoo and piercing but i think ill pass” you speak not wanting to admit you actually loss your credit card but youre here for moral support for your friend who now that you look at her looks like she doesnt need it.
”youre already here dont tell me youre chicken… come on ill even do it for free”
”free?” Oh that had your attention.
“mhmmm lets call it a truce no more loud… anything just being good neighbors”
and its not long before youre on the table the design being shaded into your spine and he admires how you just take it… his mind does begin to drift to if you can take anything else when he notices how pretty you look today.
he actually loves white on your toes and the crisp french tip on your hands. Its when he notices the snake tattoo wrapped around your wrist that he realizes you might be interesting and not just some stuck up—
“you wanted your belly pierced too right?” He ask and if someone wouldve told you that youd be half dressed infront of your neighbor Today you wouldnt believe it. Hes professional and doesnt even glance at the double d’s you have in your lace bra… ok he did but you didnt notice at all.
you thought you seen his ears burn red but hes quick to turn away disposing of the needle and your completely suprised by how soft and careful his hands are… ahem he is.
”and maybe we can actually be nice to another” he says softly holding out your credit card that you dropped earlier.
your truce last all of 5 days. It wasnt your fault meg the stallion announced she was going on tour and you couldnt help the screams of joy and to blast her music.
you dont expect anyone to bang on your door or barge in when you open it.
”excuse the fuck out of me” you hiss slamming your door facing him when you notice hes looking past your face and down at your body.
you were wearing a dark purple lace bra and underwear the silver belly ring he initially put in switched out for a dangly silver one with a dragon that matched your tattoo and yes it was to early to change.
”my eyes are up here”
”please. Nothing i havent seen before princess actually it kind of looks like the black one” he smirks watching the fury in your eyes as you look for something to cover up.
”get the fuck out”
he saunters (the god damn audacity) out but not without pressing his whole body into you as if the walkway wasnt wide enough making sure to press himself into your ass leaning down to your ear.
”good night princess” and you dont have to look at him to know hes smirking but that raspy voice does something to you.
that night you go to bed with 3 orgasms… what dont make that face you had a voice kink and couldnt help it.
he smirks when he sees you the next day and you try to ignore him as he unlocks his car door.
”sleep well? You know the walls are thin and im sure our bedrooms share a wall”
you make a mental note to get on apartment finder tonight.
”im sure that was your first time ever hearing a womans moans outside of porn” you hiss back you werent no weak bitch.
and he wasnt a cliche man his taunts went further then just an insult back, hed give you more content for tonight. After all he was helping you help him.
”just be a good girl for me and let me hear everything tonight alright princess” he utters in a deep octave that makes your breathing stutter and you cant form a proper sentence and any insult is going to be childish.
you of course try to walk off but he grabs your arm pulling you closely his large hand spreading across your lower back.
”did i say i was done… look up at me” and you bite your lip to keep your jaw off the floor this man was wicked and you were not about to play with a devil.
”youre such a pretty mess” he adds in watching the gloss in your eyes before you come to your senses pushing him off heading fown the street.
”wrong direction princess” and you were headed the other way but you should probably just head back inside to change underwear.
and if he could hear you through the wall you were going to put on a show, you make sure even whine moan groan whimper and cry can be heard through these thin ass walls honestly you were so sensitive from overstimulating yourself… It was his fault.
You do everything in your power to avoid him the next few days that post nut clarity knocking some sense into you.
You actually have no idea how wrecked he’s been. How wrecked you had him! He needs to hear it again.
he might turn slightly yandere for you. its when you get a call at 1am and of course youre up you had actually just got out the shower.
”is this your payback” he hisses into the phone though you arent sure what hes talking about.
”how the fuck did you get my number? Doesnt matter bye”
“stop it just listen” he grunts catching your attention “i just need you to be a good girl for me just once i promise” he nearly begs and you have a wicked idea of what he’s doing on the other side of the phone.
you listen to every command, praise and groan his sultry voice lets out your fingers and sheets soaked
“you did such a good job baby, you deserve a reward how about you cum for me” he grunts sending both of you to your end him losing it to the sound of your orgasm.
“i wanna take you out on a date” and thats when you hang up not in the mood for his antics.
hes serious though, he takes you to the finest seafood restaurant with expensive alcohol you cant pronounce he even gets you a dress to wear, suprising you with a new dior lip gloss…3 actually.
”thats how many times you orgasmed through the wall the first night…” you thank God for your brown skin and him not being able to see you blush. He genuinely takes the time for you to get to know another subtly throwing in praises.
by the time you get back to the car your a wreck hair frizzing from your body overheating already.
your legs are rubbingg together and he spreads them guiding your hand down.
“Be a good girl for me and show me how pretty you look when you cum”
You happily comply watching as his hands fidget while driving
When he gets you back to his place your clothes are off and your back is against his fluffy comforter, not that you had time to notice but his whole room is black.
Hes a certified munch and will eat you until youre lightheaded. He eats you out on your back, makes you ride his face, eats you from the back he has you in 7 different positions from head alone.
He gives the deepest stroke while telling you how pretty you are for him the most filthies things he can mutter in your ear giving you back shots the pillow under your stomach propping you up as he plays with your clit begging for you to cum.
you black out and hes not far behind but makes sure to clean you with a warm rag and throws a tshirt on you.
He loves waking up to you and will actually barge in your home or bring you over to his.
He has his own stubborn ways which you will sometimes talk your best shit which he loves, he needs his woman to be on go not some docile lil weakling.
and sometimes he fights back!
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jasonsmirrorball · 8 months
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ONESHOTS MASTERLIST
the father had lost a son, and now the son had lost a father. his own mortality had come between them. batman annual #25.
traces in your hair washing jason's hair
two straws first date with hopeless romantic jason
daydream look in your eye getting caught in the rain
iris eyes surprising jason with flowers
marlboro nights you take up smoking after jason dies
soup for the soul taking care of jason while he's sick
things we left unsaid patching him up and all that passes, unsaid
when hands touch the first time jason holds your hand
dawn, daylight gotham, so unforgiving and cold usually, shows you her beauty in the early hours of the morning as you cradle jason
birthday kisses jason and a little birthday daydream
bread and butter (18+) aftercare and grilled cheese
epiphany (18+) post sex snacks and discoveries
passing ships falling asleep before jason gets home
honey i’ll be dead (it won’t always be like this) a long week ends in a thunderstorm
would like to think that you would stick around at a family gathering, jason finds out you've thought of taking the next step too
real love, baby a post wedding moment between newlyweds
hands on your knees (18+) sucking him off after patrol
somebody’s watching me (18+) yan! arkham knight jason
neon phosphorescent, open like a christmas present (18+) jealous ak! jason reminding you who you belong to
call me your fool (i only wanna be with you) love's physical manifestation comes on a late night.
the road not taken looks real good now a tribute to a piece i wrote on ao3 inspired by 'tis the damn season
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aziraphales-library · 30 days
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do you have any fic recs for aziracrow in the 1920s/30s? I watched Bright Young Things recently and now all I need in life is Aziraphale attending Gatsby-esque parties or anything similar along those lines. I love your blog btw! Very helpful <3
We have a #1920s tag, so check that out. Here are some 1930s/Gatsby/Bright Young Things fics...
wanna witness your eyes looking by izzyhandsgf (E)
"How could someone so unbearably holy commit such sins in the most beautiful way?" ----------------------------- Or, Aziraphale and Crowley meet in the 1930s, fem-presenting, and both are slightly overcome by their feelings for one another...
I’ll be Seeing You by gothwillgraham (G)
In the early 1930s, both Crowley and Aziraphale are active in London’s high society, without the other realizing it. When their respective orders cause them to cross paths for the first time since 1867, dealing with the tasks at hand is one thing. But dealing with the emotions built up in the last 70 years is quite another.
Lavender Coffin by The_Infamous_Jack (T)
“If Aziraphale had been in any way inclined, he would have been worried about the damnation of his soul if Heaven ever saw what he was up to. He never worried, though, because they couldn't see a damn thing. Aziraphale was not doing anything that involved Heaven at the moment, he was simply spending time with the humans, and as result, his lifestyle was completely invisible to them. They never bothered him, and he was free to act as sordid as the rest of the era if he so chose to.” ~~~ Aziraphale loves the 1920s, and he only wishes that he could share it with Crowley. Unfortunately, the more time that Aziraphale spends with the humans, and the more drunken letters he writes to his absent “husband”, the more he discovers the darker undertones to the era he thought he fitted right into. Eventually, he begins to spiral into questioning his own loyalties, and he desperately needs somebody to save him. It’s rather ironic that the only person who can is a demon, and one which Aziraphale hasn’t seen for over 70 years. Alternatively, the author watched Michael Sheen in Bright Young Things and you know what that means… (Aziraphale in makeup? Yes please).
Maybe This Time by orphan_account (T)
There was a cabaret in a city called Berlin, in a country called Germany, in a Europe that just narrowly escaped the end of the world and was rapidly heading towards another attempt. And in that cabaret, an Angel and a Demon were dancing together. The trumpets signaling end times could have been playing, and they wouldn’t have even heard it over the music.
Such Sweet Sorrow by Eldyra (M)
This work is loosely inspired by the wonderful comic "Jazz Baby" by WhiteleyFoster and "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald. Crowley and Aziraphale meet in 1923 at a party, which they both attend due to an assignment from their respective head offices. Crowley is having a bad night, Aziraphale still feels bad about the Holy Water argument, neither is in a party mood. So they take off together to make a memory that will remain precious to them both for the rest of their lives.
Celestial Bodies by Justkeeptrekkin (M)
The year is 1923. Aziraphale's friends at the gentlemen's club invite him for a weekend away in Devon. He asks Crowley to join. It gets very silly and very messy very quickly. That's just how things were in the roaring twenties.
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archerlullaby · 11 months
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There aren’t enough TOTK comes back to the Chain fics out there so I figured I would write one. Hurt/Comfort, some angst, and some self-worth doubts. TOTK Link needs a hug tbh. Also, This is a Zelda slander fic, though I don’t directly hate her she kinda gets on my nerves in totk. MY BOI IS JUST SO TIRED LET HIM SLEEP PLZ.
Weariness and Worth
He was just so damn tired. He tried to be patient. He tried to put on the “Hero Façade”. But his resolve had begun to splinter with each passing moment alongside the princess.
He dragged his feet to the nearest cooking pot as Zelda strode purposefully up the Lookout Landing staircase. As soon as she got her wits about her after falling from the sky, she vehemently insisted that Purah is the first one she needed to see. It had only been a few hours since he had dragged her out of that lake, his body aching from his fight against the literal incarnate of evil, and the first thing she focused on was how she was home. How she needed to talk to Purah. How she needed a change of clothes. How she, who was a dragon for 10,000 years thank you very much, would like a good, hearty, home cooked meal, so Link, could you whip something up while I talk to Purah, please and thank you? He sighed, and all but collapsed at the edge of the fire, eyes starting to close of their own accord. The others in Lookout Landing all but ignored him, the Princess taking up all the attention while she smiled and waved as the individuals around her practically worshiped the ground she walked on.
“You look pretty worn out there son,” the elderly stablemaster chuckled, startling Link out of his stupor. This old man was the only one not rushing to greet the princess, and is instead settled a couple yards away from the cooking pot, his gnarled walking stick leaning against the inside of his knee. Link did his best to give him a smile, but only came up with a strangled-looking grimace. In the very least, he was grateful somebody at least acknowledged him. The stablemaster sighed.
“If only I was younger, maybe I’d have a chance with the young lady. I used to be something of a hero myself back in the day. Now all I got are my horses and these old bones!” He laughed, rapping a knuckle against his knee. “You are one lucky young man!”
Link’s grimace turned into a scowl. Yet again was he fooled into thinking someone cared about him. How naive of him. He stood and turned away from the old man, taking the Purah Pad from his hip. After stoking the fire, he decided on meat and rice balls. However while flicking absentmindedly through the Purah Pad for ingredients, he felt a very deep, sharp ache slam into his ribs. The pain gnawed at him like a wild beast, quickly buckling his knees and knocking the wind out of his lungs as his butt hit the ground. He gingerly felt around his chest, and came to the conclusion that becoming a dragon’s chew toy probably wasn’t the healthiest thing for ribs. He chuckled darkly. At least his shining sense of humor survived. The amusement was short lived, however, and tears pricked the corner of his eyes when he realized he used all his healing potions during the fight against Ganondorf, and that nobody, not even the stablemaster a stride away, cared enough to come to his aid. Everyone was so enthralled with that Princess. He fought the urge to bury his face in his arms and cry because he’s the Hero, the Chosen One, the Sworn Protecter of the Crown. Instead, he gathered himself quietly, stood, clipped the Purah Pad back to his hip, and hobbled out the southern gate without barely a glance towards the gathered crowd.
It had been an hour when he finally stopped walking, or rather, when his legs gave out and he flopped to the grass. The sun was just touching the western edge of the world, dew and darkness creeping into Hyrule Field as crickets began to sing. He knew he should go somewhere safer, somewhere where the wolves and the monsters wouldn’t catch his scent, but he could hardly keep his eyes open, and the smell of the earth and grass was so encompassing that he couldn’t bring himself to care about the danger. So instead, he closed his eyes and peacefully listened to the sounds of the coming night. That is, until his thoughts caught up to him. Coward, they called him. Abandoning duty for some pitiful, self-absorbed notion that he should be recognized, awarded, for accomplishing that for which he was destined to accomplish. These thoughts swirled through his head and screamed in his ears until he thought he would be deafened by the voices themselves.
That is, until the familiar and oh-so-welcome sound of time and space being torn open met his ears. Link blearily stumbled to his feet, and was met with the sight of a portal suspended in air just to his right. It couldn’t be. It shouldn’t be. He’s Link, he doesn’t get this type of fortune in his life. He felt like he could cry as he tripped over his feet and fell just a step away from the entrance, the burn in his side stealing away his breath. He only paused for a moment as he considered what this meant. He would disappear again, the people of Hyrule clueless as to where he went. Zelda clueless as to where he went. He bit back a bitter smile. She’ll just have to find him this time. Perhaps it was cruel, but he found that he couldn’t bring himself to care. So, on his hands and knees he dragged himself to the very edge and lurched through the swirling colors.
It was so warm, so gentle, so peaceful to just lie floating in the darkness. This didn’t feel like the icy cold waters of the shrine of resurrection, nor was it similar to the dark and damp cave he woke up in on the sky islands. No, this felt like a warm, thick wool blanket wrapped itself around his body, a soft embrace. Perhaps it was the downy feathers of the soft bed in Rito Village. Or maybe, Link mused, this was the water bed at the Seabed Inn in the Zora Domain. Sidon had spoke about a warming technology for the beds Kayden was trying to develop. Whatever it was, Link wanted to stay in it forever. Unfortunately, this peace was cut short.
“Cub? Wild, please look at me.” A familiar voice cut through the fog as he started to come around. His body changed from warmth to and almost refreshingly cool, as if aloe had been spread over a burn. A gentle magic encompassed him, one that was similar to Mipha’s, though less like a bubbling stream and more like that of the sun in the deep woods. He sighed, and snuggled further into the comfort that called to him. “Cub. CUB. Link!” Something tickled his nose, and it quickly pulled him away from soft darkness and into an irritating light. He blinked his eyes open all the way and was met with the welcome sight of a face donning a single black mark upon his forehead.
“Twi?” He muttered, voice raspy from lack of use.
“Oh, Wild, what happened to you?” Twilight asked, voice thick with emotion. Wild opened his mouth to reply before Twilight shook his head. “It doesn’t matter right now. All that matters is that you’re okay.”
“Damn right. You fell through that portal and straight into Time’s lap. You’re lucky he wasn’t wearing his armor. You would’ve ended up with a concussion to add to your broken ribs!” Several chuckles came from the group, and a hearty laugh rang from Warriors. Hyrule, with his hands alighted on Wild’s side, looked pleased with his joke. Twilight merely shook his head and brushed his hand through Wild’s bangs. Wild had a thought to bat the hand away, but the worrying felt so good, so needed, that he found himself leaning into the touch, and, as Twilight continued his ministrations, Wild couldn’t help the tears that began to leak from the corner of his eyes for a second time that day. He brushed them away quickly and palmed his eyes.
“Sorry. M’fine,” he said gruffly, “Help me get up please.”
Twilight opened his mouth to protest, but Wild was already trying to shuffle himself out of Time’s lap when large hands, one on his forehead and the other on his shoulder, gently pushed him back down.
“Rest, Wild. You have no need to push yourself now. Your family is here to care for you,” Time’s voice rumbled from his chest, soft but demanding.
“But—”
“No arguing.”
Wild relented, and settled back into Time’s embrace, eyes feeling heavier than he would like to admit. Though despite the welcoming tendrils of sleep that curled around his consciousness, he couldn’t find it within himself to give in, not yet.
“What’s the matter, Cub?” Twilight still knelt next to him and Time while the others had begun to set out their bedrolls. Wild merely shook his head.
“It’s just-” he swallowed, “I’m afraid if I fall asleep, everyone will be gone when I wake up,” he whispered, embarrassment turning his head and closing his eyes so the others couldn’t see his face. “That always happens to me.”
He shouldn’t be saying this. He’s the Hero. The Savior of Hyrule. He doesn’t get to show weakness. Wild doesn’t want to open his eyes and see what surely must be disappointment on Time’s face, or disgust in Twilight’s eyes. Only a gentle warmth along his side breaks him from his thoughts. He looks down hesitantly and is met with the wide eyes of Wind, who has taken residence tucked along Wild’s hip, an arm thrown across his chest. The youngest gave him the biggest smile he could muster.
“It’s okay to be scared. I promise I’ll stay right here until you wake up in the morning. Even if you snore,” Wind said, and snuggled closer into his side. Time shifted, lying down close as Twilight tucks his pelt under Wild’s head.
“We all will,” the eldest reassured. It was only then Wild allowed himself a small smile. The doubts still ate at him, but they were lessening in their ferocity. The tiredness he felt before settled deep in his bones, an exhaustion so deep it slowed his breathing and finally closed his eyes, and finally, finally, he could sleep.
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mothandpidgeon · 1 year
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Aunt Flo's First Visit [pre-outbreak!Joel Miller x f!reader]
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Pairing: pre-outbreak!Joel Miller x f!reader
Summary: After Sarah gets her first period, Joel is determined to be a supportive parent despite the fact that he doesn't know the first thing about menstruation. But when he goes to the pharmacy to shop for supplies, he finds himself in way over his head.
Words: 2k
Rating: G
Warnings: period stuff and everything that comes with it
a/n: This is really fluffy and a little silly. I saw a tik tok by a menstrual product company about a customer trying to find the right thing for his daughter and it just gave me such Joel energy this happened. I haven't finished any fic in MONTHS because I'm working on my book and that's not finished either so it feels really good to complete something. (If you want to keep up with my publishing journey, I'm mainly documenting it here.) Please enjoy.
Also, I challenged myself to write in present tense bc I never do and I really was struggling so pretend the grammar is all correct. Thank you.
Joel knows how to do a lot of things. He can manage a crew, change a flat tire, and build just about anything. He never considered himself smart by the classical definition but he knows how to make a car battery from scratch despite the fact that he got a C in chemistry. 
If somebody had told him a decade ago that he’d one day be paralyzed with fear in the feminine hygiene aisle, he would’ve laughed. But right now, Joel would give all his knowledge along with his left arm if he could just figure out what the hell he ought to buy for his daughter.
He knew this day would come eventually. It’s his own damn fault he never prepared himself. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he must’ve expected Sarah to just know how to handle it. Being a single dad wasn’t a walk in the park but he couldn’t imagine how much harder it would be if Sarah wasn’t so damn self sufficient. Even at 13, she can get herself fed and dressed and off to school without help. Of course she could figure this out on her own.
But Joel was reminded that Sarah’s still just a kid when she finally told him that she’d gotten her period for the very first time. She was so embarrassed to admit it, Joel practically had to drag it out of her. 
He was angry with himself. He should’ve been ready, wished that he knew the right words to say. Joel promised himself he would put things right so she wouldn’t feel like she ever had to hide anything from him. 
That was a lot easier said than done, he realizes now.
Joel stands in the aisle overwhelmed and confused. Boxes and soft packages in friendly, pastel colors stare at him from the shelves. He’s never spent much time with the feminine hygiene products, not unless he was scooting by them to pick up a little carton from the family planning section. He hasn’t bothered to learn about that stuff. Women’s stuff. He’s not disgusted by menstruation, isn’t afraid of it. It’s just one of those things he never had to deal with. 
Without Sarah’s mom, though, he’s had to figure out plenty of girl things. He can remember the lesson on managing Sarah’s curls from the kind woman at the hair salon. Names of Shampoos and oils that felt foreign were now routine and he’s mastered using the combs and clips that looked more intimidating than some of his power tools. But he struggled for a good long while before that kind stylist took pity on him. 
And here he is again, flying blind into the female whirlwind. 
There’s so many options on the shelf. Words like HEAVY and gentle and sport. And the prices. Christ! He thought the hair stuff was expensive.  
Joel’s head is spinning but he has to get it together. He’d vowed long ago that he would be Dad and Mom too. That’s what his daughter deserves. 
Just a year ago, he hovered outside of the dressing room at the mall as Sarah tried on training bras. 
“Did you find one? You were in there for a while,” he said when she emerged.
“Dad,” she replied in that tone she was using more and more often, the one that told him to shut up.
It isn’t the changes to her body that scare him, all of the subtle ways she’s becoming less familiar. His little girl is growing up and he mourns her childhood. It won’t be long before she’s driving, going off to college. Maybe she’ll have a daughter of her own but Joel hopes she’ll wait longer than he did, have a chance to make a life for herself.
Speaking of which, he realizes he’s going to have to sit her down for a real talk about boys next. He better get ready for that one. Explaining where babies come from hadn’t been too difficult. Condoms and venereal diseases are a whole different ball game. Teenage boys are gremlins– he’d know– and Sarah’s so smart and pretty, she’s going to have to be careful. 
Joel doesn’t know how long he’s been staring at the shelves when a woman appears in the aisle, another shopper. She’s got her keys looped around a finger, headed straight for the tampons, her flip flops smacking against the bottoms of her feet. Joel has a box in his hands. He doesn’t even know what he’s picked up, it’s just got the least intimidating packaging and the price is reasonable. He can’t help but catch the woman’s eye and the look she gives him is a little wary. It must be obvious that he’s out of his depths. But she gives a polite, tight lipped smile and proceeds to ignore him as she approaches the pantheon of period products. 
He watches as her eyes dart around the shelves and quickly she makes a selection, plucking up a box clad with pink and purple silhouettes. So easy. Well, it must be easy for her. He wonders how many times she’s visited this part of the pharmacy, if her mother brought her to the store when she was Sarah’s age and showed her all the options. 
His free hand fidgets at his side and he swallows dryly. He feels like an idiot but he reminds himself that he’s got to do this. For Sarah. The woman is already half way back to the end of the aisle by the time he’s found his voice. 
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“Excuse me, miss. Could I trouble you for a second?” you hear from the man behind you. 
You turn around, confused, but there’s nobody else that he could be talking to. Here you thought you could get in and out quickly. You’re cranky and tired and all day you’ve had toe curling cramps. It hits you like a ton of bricks every month. All you want to do is get home to your couch to watch some crappy reality tv. 
But this lumberjack of a man– broad shoulders wrapped in a flannel shirt– is giving you puppy dog eyes. You’ve never been hit on while holding a box of Tampax Pearl but there’s a first time for everything. 
“I apologize. This is real awkward,” he says, rubbing at the back of his neck with a big hand. “I’m trying to get something for my daughter but I’m a little lost.”
His voice is warm and sweet and he’s handsome as hell but you keep your distance. 
“Didn’t she tell you what to get?” you ask. 
His expression grows even more bashful and his voice lowers. 
“I’m afraid it’s, uh…well, it’s new territory for both of us,” he admits. 
You can’t help the sympathetic smile that forms on your lips. Some poor preteen girl just got welcomed into the cruel arms of womanhood. It will be all downhill from here. Wild mood swings, angry breakouts, blood leaking through her favorite pair of pants. At least, it seems, she’s got her dad on her side. It takes a lot of balls for a guy to pick up a box of tampons let alone stop a stranger and ask for help. 
You’d like to tell him that you’re too busy to help– you can hear your Haagen Dazs calling you all the way from the freezer– but you at least owe it to this kid to help him out. 
“What’ve you got?” you ask, nodding towards the powder blue box in his grasp. It looks so little in his big hand. You walk back towards him and take a look. “Oh. Nice try but I wouldn’t go with that.”
He regards his choice again. It’s kind of adorable, the way the corners of his mouth frown as he squints at the words on the front. “What’s wrong with these?” His words aren’t defensive, he’s genuinely curious. 
“Tampons can be pretty tricky when you’re that age. And those don’t even come with an applicator,” you explain. You remember trying to use a tampon that first time. You’d never put anything up there before and it stung like hell.
“Applicator?” His brows furrow and you can see fear in his brown eyes. 
“So you can put it…in,” you tell him and motion with your finger, jabbing your pointer upwards. 
His cheeks go pink. Ears too. You try to suppress a giggle as his brain short circuits for a second. His throat works as he swallows and places the box back on the shelf— gingerly, like it might explode. 
“Which are the ones that don’t…go inside?” he asks. 
It’s impossible to keep from grinning. 
“Pads,” you say. 
He nods. 
You choose a package and place it in his hands. It’s a multipack, everything from light to heavy, and no wings so she doesn’t feel like she’s wearing a diaper. 
“Try this,” you say. “She might not like them. It takes some trial and error.”
He reads over the circle in the corner that claims it’s 100% Leak Free! You can see he’s still overwhelmed but he’s far less nervous. He really is good looking and you have to wonder how he doesn’t have a woman in his life to help him out.
“This many?” he asks. 
“She might need more.” You shrug. “Just stay away from the scented ones. And you have Tylenol at home?”
“I think so.”
“How about a heating pad?”
He shakes his head. 
“Go get one,” you advise. 
He blows out air and then steels himself with a nod, ready to face the red menace. 
“I’m awfully grateful for your help,” he says and you can tell by the look on his face, he means that. 
You feel your own cheeks heat. 
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Joel ends up behind her in the checkout line after securing an electric heating pad and grabbing an extra bottle of Motrin. 
“What do you think?” he asks, showing her what he picked.
“Good job,” she tells him. Her smile is tinged with amusement but his chest still swells with pride. Maybe he’s not such a failure of a father after all.
Now that he’s less bewildered, Joel can’t help but notice how pretty this woman is. She’s dressed for comfort without any make up as far as he can tell but that smile and the kindness in her eyes is what does it for him. If they met under different circumstances, maybe he’d try to flirt. Not that he’s had the opportunity to practice recently. It’s for the best, though. There’s absolutely no way the combination of bumbling idiot, single parent, and menstruation makes for a romantic connection. Besides he’s here on an errand for his daughter.
Joel tries to keep his eyes from wandering over her as the teenager behind the register rings her up, the pink box and two bags of M&Ms. She gives Joel one last smile before leaving the store. 
He thought he might feel embarrassed buying nothing but period supplies but he’s too busy thinking about how helpful she was. Sarah would just about die from mortification if he told her a complete stranger gave him a crash course in maxi pads. He chuckles to himself. 
“Hey!” someone calls as Joel approaches his truck.
It’s her, the woman from the pharmacy, crossing the parking lot. Joel smooths his hair.
“These are for her,” she says, handing him one of her bags of candy. “Chocolate helps.”
Joel gives a soft laugh as he weighs the M&Ms in his hand. “That I knew,” he says. 
“And, uh, here,” she tells him, holding out the long receipt. 
Joel takes the paper. On the back she’s scribbled her name and phone number. 
“You know, I don’t know. I just thought– if she has any questions. Or maybe if you do,” she says, shrugging. She’s much less confident now than she was in front of that endless selection of menstrual products. It’s cute and makes Joel feel a little less like an idiot for the way he was fumbling a few minutes ago. 
“I owe you one,” he says.
She shakes her head. “Just be patient,” she warns. “She’s gonna be a bitch but don’t take it personally.”
Joel grins. 
“You’re a good dad,” she tells him and he doesn’t know how to respond to that.
She’s already backing away towards her car and waves again. 
Joel looks at her number, once again finding something he doesn’t know. He’d give his left arm to figure out how soon is too soon to call. 
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little-diable · 11 months
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Love's twisted embrace - Tommy Shelby
Y'all voted on this pairing, so I hope y'all like this! I adore writing historic fics (says the historian), I think it worked quite well with Tommy. Please like and reblog if you enjoyed reading this, your comments keep us writers motivated! Enjoy my loves. xxx
Summary: The reader's family is at war, fighting against Tommy's father. But while both are expected to hate one another, to strengthen their families, the two cherish their forbidden love.
Warnings: 18+, smut, unprotected piv, mentions war (nothing explicit), angsty because of the surrounding topics, set in the middle ages
Pairing: Historic!Tommy Shelby x historic!fem!reader (2.7k words)
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Dearest Tommy,
Forgive me for the audacity of my quill as it dares to convey the tumultuous emotions that have become the very essence of my existence. In the darkest recesses of my heart, where secrets and desires intertwine, I find myself entangled in a web of affection, with tendrils as delicate as moonlight, yet as binding as a fateful spell. It is with the utmost trepidation that I dare to commit these thoughts to vellum, knowing full well the consequences that may befall our forbidden love.
As the ink bleeds onto this pristine canvas, I confess, my heart weeps with a sorrow so profound that it resembles the dirge of a soul trapped in purgatory. For you, my dear, have become the cursed temptation that consumes my every waking moment, as I tread the thin line between virtue and forbidden excitement. The mere thought of your visage, graced by the soft glow of candlelight, beckons my spirit towards a realm where darkness and desire entwine.
(Y/n)’s hands were trembling, rushing the words she wanted to perpetuate on the vellum. Her heart was pounding, ears focusing on the noises she could pick up on, the voices echoing through her parent’s home. She was filled with fear, scared that somebody would find her like this, writing a love letter to the man she had been in love with for months, years even. 
Their love was anything but enviable, a secret love, a love they couldn’t tell a living soul about. With their families at war, fighting against one another, (y/n) and Tommy were expected to strengthen their families, not to go behind their backs, to betray them. A foolish act of love Tommy and (y/n) could be killed for. 
Tears welled up in her eyes whenever she thought of Tommy, knowing that she’d leave her home this very evening, riding with her sisters and maids towards her father’s camp, the ruling lord that wanted to get rid of Tommy’s family, wanted to get his hands on their wealth, on their land, on their servants. A greedy man that only cared about himself, about all the riches this very life could offer him. 
In the hallowed halls of my mind, I find solace in the stolen glances and clandestine whispers we exchange, like a nocturnal symphony that resounds in the depths of my very being. Yet, beneath this enchanting facade, there lies a tempest of uncertainty, raging like a stormy sea that threatens to engulf my fragile heart. Does the echo of my affections find its way to your soul, or am I but a specter of fleeting infatuation, doomed to haunt the corridors of your thoughts?
It is the burden of these unspoken desires that weighs heavily upon my conscience, like the damning weight of secrets buried beneath a withering rose garden. In the grand tapestry of society, our love is a blemish, an aberration to be shunned and suppressed. But can the heart truly be tamed by the laws of decorum and propriety? Can it be so easily silenced, like a siren's song, when its melody resonates with the very essence of our souls?
The memory of the day where she had crossed paths with Tommy for the first time was still fresh in her mind, a day as clear as the night sky in winter nights. He had sparked a fire within her burning soul, had forced her to surrender, without having to speak one single word. It had been pathetic, a foolish woman offering her everything to the man she was supposed to hate. A man she had only felt love towards, not daring to move away from him.
He had robbed her of her honour within the first few days of knowing one another, she had begged him to touch her, to leave his marks on her trembling body. Sins the good Lord would make them pay for, souls burning in the fires of purgatory, of the eternal realm they wouldn’t be able to escape from. But she’d rather endure the pain of her sins than having to let go of the man she loved.
“(Y/n)? We leave soon, you need to come out of your chambers.” Her sister’s voice echoed through the hallway, forcing (y/n) to tense, eyes rereading the last sentence she had scribbled down. She felt her heart in her throat, choking on the words she still needed to write, finding solace in the thought of trusting one of her maids with the letter, knowing that she’d be the one to give it to Tommy. 
Alas, my dearest, the love that burns within me, with its ethereal flames and forbidden allure, knows no bounds. It devours my every thought, ravaging my spirit with a relentless hunger. Like a fading star, I find myself yearning for your presence, your touch, your whispered words of passion that echo within my fevered dreams. But I fear that these desires shall remain naught but echoes, mere phantoms of longing that torment my sleepless nights.
I beseech you, dear recipient of my heart's deepest affections, to consider the weight of my words, and to heed the echoes of a love forbidden yet irrepressible. In this world of shadows and secrets, where the flickering candlelight casts eerie silhouettes upon our shared desires, I dare to hope that you too harbour a flame that burns as brightly as mine.
Forever yours, in love's twisted embrace,
(Y/n)
……
Exhaustion clung to her body as (y/n) arrived at her father’s camp. The smell of mud, blood, and ale hung in the air, crawling up her nostrils without a warning, making the young woman choke on every breath she inhaled into her aching lungs. They had been on the road for hours, riding through the pain begging them for a break, needing to feel the ground beneath their feet. A silent plea they hadn’t been able to give into, knowing that it was too dangerous for so many women and only a few guards around to travel through this part of the country. 
“Come, I’m sure father wants to see us.” (Y/n) was dragged through the camp by her sister, clumsily following her with quivering limbs. She struggled to keep up, feet about to sink into the muddy ground, wondering how these warriors managed to survive in these conditions. Her eyes found her father’s from afar, taking in his dark eyes, the towering frame she had always feared, very well aware of the anger thumping through his veins. 
“There you are, just in time! Tomorrow we will win, we will kill Arthur and his foolish sons.” (Y/n)’s breath hitched in her chest, tears threatening to well up in her eyes at the mere thought of losing Tommy. No longer could she concentrate on her father’s taunting words, on the promises he spoke to them and to the Lord listening in on their every conversation. (Y/n) wouldn’t be able to survive without Tommy close, without the body she found in moments of weakness, the fingers stroking up her limbs, the lips speaking wordless promises she clung to. 
“Tonight we will pray. Tonight we will feast. And tomorrow we will kill. Kill in the name of our benevolent God, in the name of our honour, in the name of our family. We will own riches our eyes haven’t yet been able to admire. We will own lands far away from home, protecting our family from those that dare to move closer. And we will find suitable husbands for you to strengthen the name of our family.” Her father’s booming words cut through her skin like blades set to kill her, leaving marks on the body only Tommy was allowed to touch. Her throat tightened up, unable to reply, unable to mimic the joy filling her sister’s features, the excitement the young woman felt. 
“Excuse me, I am in need of some rest.” She spoke the words with a trembling voice, not waiting for her father’s reply, pushing past her sister. The cold air nibbled on her skin, embracing the woman that had to hold back her tears. She’d rather die than lay with a man who wasn’t Tommy, would rather disappear from earth’s ground than give into a loveless marriage. (Y/n) found no excitement in the future laying ahead of her, found no excitement in the thought of entering the bond of matrimony, at least not with a man who wasn’t Tommy. 
(Y/n) found her way to her tent, guided by one of the maids following her. The two women didn’t dare share any words, allowing (y/n) to sort through her racing thoughts. Should she run? Disappear with the night's shadow guiding her, allowing her to blend in with the darkness? Would she make it across the field, finding Tommy before the rising sun could drench the horizon in a colour as bright as the blood pouring out of wounds of fallen knights? 
“My lady,” her maid’s voice ripped (y/n) out of her trance. Her eyes flickered up to take in the features of her most trustworthy friend, the one that had been trusted to find Tommy, to give her letter to him. A small “Leave us” was whispered to the other maids, watching them hurry out of the tent, allowing the two women to exchange their secrets. “I gave him your letter, he misses you dearly. He promised that he’d fight for you, that he’d stay alive for you.” 
Tears rolled down (y/n)’s cold cheeks, hand darting out to grasp her maid’s hand. She wept in silence, clinging to every heavy breath leaving her, speaking silent promises only the howling wind could pick up on.
One prayer after another rolled off her tongue, he couldn’t die, he couldn’t. 
……
“(Y/n)?” She woke from her sleep with a gasp, eyes finding a pair of icy blue ones. A gasp left her, arms finding their way around his neck, pulling Tommy closer. His raspy chuckles echoed in her ears, hands finding her lower back, pulling her even closer.
“What are you doing here? Did anybody see you?” Her whispers were swallowed by the kiss he pressed against her lips, successfully shutting her up. (Y/n) felt her heart picking up its beat, roaring in her chest, hoping that he’d pick up on its call. 
“I had to see you, I won’t be able to fight for my life without knowing you still want me, without touching you one last time.” (Y/n) could only shake her head, murmuring a soft “It won’t be the last time” against his lips. She kissed him again, slowly laying back down on the fur covering the cold ground, pulling Tommy with her. He parted from her to unsheathe his sword, placing the weapon down on the ground. 
Her thin nightgown was pulled from her frame, naked body exposed to his darkening eyes, allowing Tommy to study the forbidden fruit, the body he shouldn’t touch and yet couldn’t stop dreaming of. It was a dangerous game they were playing, and yet neither Tommy nor (y/n) dared to stop. His cold lips kissed their way down her throat, leaving marks on her naked chest, on the breasts he kneaded with skilled fingers. 
“Oh please, promise that you’ll never stop touching me.” Her words were laced with desperation, forcing a few chuckles out of Tommy. It took him a few moments to reply, not daring to let go of her just yet, trying to prolong their hours together. 
“I promise that I’ll fight for you till God calls me from this life. I promise to defend your honour if I have to.” She couldn’t reply, weighed down by the severity of his words, of the promises he spoke before he undressed, showing his naked body to her eyes. (Y/n) had traced his scars numerous times before, listening to the stories they told, the stories filled with pain, anger, and confusion. A deadly mixture that left her heart clenching in her chest. But today her eyes couldn’t help but focus on the new scars gracing his body, the dark purple bruises covering his ribs, and the wounds that were tightly wrapped up. 
An unfamiliar kind of anger flushed through (y/n), anger directed at her father, at her brother, and the men fighting for the two. Tommy’s fingers found her chin, redirecting her gaze to stare into his eyes, getting lost in the bright blue that reminded her of places the bards sang about, places that knew no anger, no pain, no war. 
“I promise to love you till you no longer want me to. I promise to wed you, shall I survive the upcoming battle.” A sob wrecked through (y/n), lips finding his to silently communicate the gratefulness she felt. His skilled fingers disappeared between her thighs, finding her aching cunt, the arousal dripping from her. 
(Y/n) had to bite down on her lower lip, keeping herself from giving into the pleasure driven sounds wanting to escape from her flesh cage. He didn’t give her much time to adjust to his touches, the fingers she hadn’t felt pressed against her skin in weeks, needing to feel her wrapped around his cock. One of his hands found hers, fingers interlaced as he pushed into her, groaning into the crook of her neck. 
His thrusts were driven by their need for one another, by the pleasure filling their every vein, bodies trembling whenever they met. No words left the two, not daring to part their lips in fear they’d be too loud, catching the attention of those sleeping in tents close by. Their eyes spoke to one another, of the fear to part ways, not knowing what was laying ahead of them, of the fear to let go, not knowing if they’d ever be fortunate enough to share their bed again. 
Sweat was pearling on their foreheads, forming beads reminiscent of rosaries, praying to the God that listened to their every thought, to their every demand. Both wouldn’t last long, needing to give into the heat filling them, letting go with pleasure drunken features and trembling bodies. 
(Y/n)’s teary eyes didn’t dare flutter close, not wanting to miss the moments rushing by, the adoration swimming in Tommy’s pupils. A smile tugged on his lips as he met her gaze, staring down on (y/n) as he felt her walls flutter around his cock. He let go of her fingers to sneak his hand between their bodies, circling her clit, pushing her closer and closer to her high. 
“Let go for me, love.” His whispers gave her the final push, letting go with her eyes squeezed shut and her teeth drawing blood from her lower lip. His hips kept snapping against hers, driving his cock deeper into her tightness, set on chasing his own release. Tommy pulled out of her before he could let go, painting her thighs white with his cum, marking her in the most sinful way. 
The two were heavily breathing, eyes searching one another, slowly but surely realising that their time together was now coming to an end. No words were spoken as he cleaned her, no words were spoken as he redressed, tightly clinging to his sword. 
“I will see you again, either tomorrow when we’ve won the battle, or when your time on this earth comes to an end, we will be heaven bound.” One last kiss was shared between the lovers before (y/n) watched Tommy disappear, making her wonder if he had truly had just visited her or if it had been a dream, and nothing more.
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stinkyme · 8 months
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Hello! This is a Getou fic idea I was kind of thinking of writing. I hope you like it and enjoy it! :)
CW/TW: SFW, gn!reader, reader visits a grave they made for Suguru (not graphic mentions of anything, of course), reminiscing, memories with teen & older Geto, reader and Geto were lovers, mentions of Riko's and Haibara's deaths, a bit of fluff, kinda angsty, if I forgot anything please let me know! :)
I apologize for any mistakes in advance! :)
A grave of the future || Geto Suguru x Reader 
Geto died in winter. It's autumn now. You always get nostalgic during these times. You could never connect Suguru and winter. Winter was known to be cold, sharp and without mercy. Perhaps Suguru was too, once he decided to get rid of all non-sorcerers, but you could never remember him like that.
The time you spent together felt like spring and the first soft tingles of excitement that summer would bring. Everything with him felt so warm, so safe, so happy.
You remember the first time he kissed you. It was a warm spring day and you decided to go to a lake. You were picking flowers to make him a little crown as he was observing the fishes swimming in the sparkling water. It was silent, but it felt safe. At that moment, you remember wishing the moment never ends. Just the two of you, enjoying each other's presence. You remember watching him as you were finishing up the crown. Admiring how beautiful he was. Admiring the way he was admiring those fishes. You have never felt such an intense, but so pure love for somebody. 
"Put this on." you whisper and Geto turns to you, slightly surprised.
"You were making that for me?" he asks as he takes the intertwined flowers out of your hands, so gently. 
"Yup! What do you think?" you ask happily as you watch him delicately put it on top of his head. You can't help but giggle as he turns to you, expecting a compliment. He looked pretty, but the flower crown was really out of place.
"Man, Shoko and Gojo would die laughing if they saw you now!" you continue giggling and Geto's expression softens. He takes a look at his reflection in the water, chuckling to himself.
"They would, that's certain. But, they are not here now, are they?" he asks you in such a soft voice and your giggling comes to an end. He slowly takes off the crown, putting it next to him with softness, making sure it doesn't fall apart.
"Well, that's true. Damn, I forgot to take a photo!" you pout and Geto chuckles in response. He holds out his pinky finger and it confuses you for a moment.
"Keep this our little secret?" he asks softly and you feel your face heat up. You take his pinky with yours and he leans in closer. You nod, unable to say anything at the moment as the hot knot inside your tummy made you completely frozen.
"So, it's a promise?" his tone is delicate and mellow like honey, he leans a little bit more.
"A promise." you nod, slightly parting your lips as you lean closer to him in response.
You remember both of you hesitating for a moment, slowly moving closer to each other. Once his soft lips touched yours, there was an eruption of butterflies inside your tummy, but your heart has never felt so calm.
That's the first time Suguru Geto kissed you.
At first, it was really a teen-like crush and love. You were always jittery around him, excited anytime he was just in your sphere of vision. You remember not being able to focus on anyone or anything else when he was there which would often earn you teasings or scoldings. You didn't care though, because he was there. Anytime he would hold your hand it would feel like nothing in the world could come between the two of you. Anytime he would kiss you, it felt like time would stop, as if it knew you won't have much more. Anytime you would wrap your arms around his waist, he would gently place his hand on the back of your head, keeping you close.
Eventually, as you both grew and matured together, so did your love. You would open up to each other without shame, spend late nights talking about anything. Sometimes it would be about funny moments from the day, sometimes about the world and how it all came to be, sometimes about your own personal pains, insecurities and struggles. When those more vulnerable nights would occur, Suguru would let you lay on top of him, gently brushing the back of your head. It would feel so safe, so warm, so familiar. On different occasions, when roles were reversed, he would lay his head on your lap with his eyes closed. You would gently play with and brush through his hair using your fingertips. From time to time using the back of your finger to trace over his cheek. It would be silent, but it was tranquil.
"I love you. I don't think I tell you that enough." he murmurs, his soft gaze on you.
"You do it just enough. Using much more than only your words." you reassure, returning the softness.
"Yeah?" he asks, in a thin tone.
"Mhm. I could never imagine myself happier or feeling more loved than I am when I am with you." you say in a quieter tone, as if sharing a secret that only he is allowed to hear. A little smile appears on Suguru's face as you keep on brushing through his hair.
"I feel the same way about you." he replies in an equally softer tone as he takes your hands with his; his fingers intervening with yours. He kisses the back of your hand before putting it on his cheek, closing his eyes. 
"Plus, you have the whole eternity to show me how much you love me." you say playfully with a cheeky smile and Geto opens one eye, a soft smile appearing again.
"An eternity you say? Do you really think we have that much?" his voice becomes calmer, more like his usual.
"Of course! Unless you choose to bail on me, which I would never forgive you." you fake the offended expression and he chuckles.
"I could never do that, so I guess I am stuck with this promise." he says through a chuckle.
"Yes, indeed-, hey! What do you mean stuck?" you gasp and he laughs. You laugh alongside him, forgetting everything else in the world.
You knew he was yours and he knew you were his.
A home. A safe space. A hope. A future.
You wish those moments lasted longer.
You remember hating the ends of each mission you had together. The way Suguru had to step out from having fun and celebrating with everyone, under an excuse he has a phone call to make. You knew very well he would just go to a hidden place to digest a curse. It was an unfortunate, unlucky and completely wicked way of exorcizing curses. Every time he would come back from the "telephoning", your heart would break a little.
Seeing his eyes go numb as there is a little bit of disgust behind them. Each time it would be worse than the one before. He would lose himself, remaining silent for the most of the time. You didn't want to pressure him, knowing that there is nothing you could say or do. You would try to gently rub his back, silently comforting him and he would give you a little smile of appreciation, but his eyes were so painful to look at. 
So empty, so numb, so bitter. Sometimes there were dried out tears in the corners of his eyes.
However, most of the time, he would be back to himself in the next day or two. Unfortunately, given how often you were being sent out on missions, those days started to close up, giving Suguru no time to recover.
~
Beautiful summer that turned to be like the middle of autumn when that day happened. The star plasma vessel, Riko Amanai died. You remember seeing Geto's defeated face that made your stomach drop. It looked worse than any aftermath of him digesting curses. You couldn't say anything, nor do anything. It was a tragedy for him and it left a deep impact. 
"I promised I will bring her home." is all you remember him saying to you.
From that moment on, it was getting harder to get close to him. It seemed like everyone moved on from Riko's death, but him. He was there with you, but he was somewhere else mentally. You remember Gojo asking him did he lose weight which you noticed as well.
"It's just the heat." he replied, but it wasn't the truth.
Anytime you would try to get him to eat something, he would thank you with a little smile that gave you a tiny sparkle of hope. Unfortunately, later in the day you would see Gojo eating the food you prepared.
"Oh yeah, he said he wasn't hungry. You want some? It's really good!" Gojo says while chewing and you shake your head.
"It's all yours." you say with a hint of sadness in your voice.
At this point, Geto and you stopped spending nights together. He would either be in his room or one of you alone on the missions. Everything was slowly breaking apart and there was not a single thing you could do to stop it.
You remember noticing his dark circles as he would reassure you it's just physical exhaustion from excessive missions.
You stopped the count a long time ago for your own good, but god knows how many curses he ingested by now. God knows how much more they were ruining his already bad state. 
You remember the way he became a ghost of a person he used to be. No matter what you tried, the hesitation would get the better of you. Now, you regret not trying harder.
~
Especially when another of those days came. Haibara died.
It was awful. Geto became completely unresponsive. You tried talking to him as this was your own loss as well. Perhaps if he knows you can empathize this time, then just maybe...
"Not now. I am sorry." he says as he turns away from you.
"I really, really am." his voice breaks as he walks away. Few tears roll down your cheeks as you feel the grief overwhelming you. You want to scream, to reach out, to pull him back, but your body feels numb. You feel as if there are stones instead of your bones. It feels like your blood completely stopped moving inside your body as it becomes cold. Shivering. Helpless.
You remember spending the whole night begging yourself to cry just to let out this heavy, thick coat of pure agony lying beneath your skin. But nothing more came out. You remember trying to scream into the pillow, but your throat was too dry. Too tight. Too heavy. Too tired. Too empty.
Somehow, you fell asleep. 
You remember waking up right before the sun rose, feeling awful dread and horror. Your heart was beating fast as a jolting, almost urging sensation spread inside your body. Your stomach turned into a hole filled with the worst sensations you have ever felt. It felt as if part of you was being ripped apart and picked at with the sharpest knife and then set on fire.
"Geto Suguru left and killed the whole village alongside his parents."
"What?"
"..Geto Suguru left and-"
"What?"
"I know this is hard, but-"
Before Yaga could end his sentence, you ran off. All the tears you so desperately begged for still haven't blessed you with some relief. Your chest felt heavy, so awfully heavy. It felt as if you were being burned alive. Every step you make makes you dizzy in return. You want to puke, but there is nothing to puke out. There is nothing inside of you.
You remember kicking something that was nearby, a trashcan of some sort. You wanted to scream once again, angry at everything, but mostly yourself. You never felt so utterly helpless, abandoned, hurt and hopeless. In the middle of your breakdown, your phone rings.
"What?" you ask breathlessly, evidently angry.
"Geto wants to see you, he just went off to see Gojo." Shoko says as her tone is a bit too casual for your current state.
"Where?" you ask quickly, almost running off immediately.
Shoko gives you a location and you hang up the phone, going as fast as you can.
"The lake. Suguru you know, would meet you there."
Sudden thought rushes through your head as you quickly change directions, hoping he hasn't left yet.
When you finally arrive, he is there. Waiting. Watching you. He looks healthier, his gaze is still bitter, but it softens as you come closer.
"You understand, right?" he asks, his tone soft.
"No, I don't understand." you say in a mix of confusion, anger, feeling of betrayal.
"I didn't think you would. You are way too kind to understand." he says, his voice still soft.
"Then let me! Let me understand you! How could I understand without you talking to me?! How could I understand that, you, who treats everything with so much softness, is able to dirty his hands with his own parents' blood as well as so many other innocent people?!" you yell at him, your body shaking. You feel as if your legs will give out.
"You shouldn't understand. So, please, calm down." he says in an even softer voice as he steps closer to you.
"This is the end and I want you to spend it with me that you loved, not this one." he gently takes your hand with his, placing it on his cheek. It immediately calms you down, but at the same time, knowing this is the very last time makes you nauseous.
"I don't want it to end." you say weakly as you look at him, softly stroking his cheek with your fingers.
"I know I promised you. It hurts me more than anything else, but you will always be loved by me, okay?" he whispers and your lips turn into a thin line as your tears finally begin to give you so long needed release.
"I won't be here, but my love will remain. I will always love you. Especially during the nights, especially when it gets painful." he says softly as he squeezes your trembling hand. Your throat closes up as you fight back the tears, nodding.
"Take care of Satoru and Shoko, will you? You know those fools always get in some trouble." he smiles, trying to lighten up the mood, regardless of his own parting with both of them hurting just as equally.
"Mhm." you nod again as tears slowly roll down your cheeks.
"Do you love me?" he asks as he gently lets go of your hand and lifts your chin to look at him.
"I will always love you, it's a promise." you say with a less trembling voice.
"I know you always keep them, so I am grateful." he says as he puts his hand on the back of your head, pulling you closer. He cups your cheeks with both of his hands, placing a long, deep and meaningful kiss on your forehead as if transferring all the love his body holds for you.
The tears keep rolling down your face as he lets go, staying still for a moment. He relaxes his body as he slowly lets go.
"Take this." he says as he hands you the half of the dried out flower crown you gave him long ago. Your heart feels heavy inside your chest as you put your palms out, letting him put it on top of them.
"This way, we will always be together." he whispers as he shows you his own half before slowly turning away. You watch his back as he is walking away, your tears falling on your half of the flower crown. 
That night finally allowed you to cry, letting out all the sorrow, grief, sadness and pain.
 But, somewhere in your heart there was a part that let go of Suguru. The one you knew and loved remained as it is, tucked away, untouched and purely loved. The new one was a source of pain and grief, but you decided to honor your Suguru.
Geto Suguru will be executed.
The words echoed inside your head. You remember briefly seeing Shoko exiting the room. You wish you had it in you to do the same. Instead, you just stay frozen on your chair, trying to find the meaning behind this. Was there any?
Was Suguru cursed from the very start? Were you? Did your fates collide just so tragedy would take place? Was it all an unfortunate turn of events? Was it a lack of effort? Or was it written in the stars without mercy?
That night Suguru died. Gojo killed him. His one and only best friend. He didn't dispose of the body.
Through a veil of teary eyes, you remember Gojo giving you the other half of the flower crown, assuming you would like to keep it. You were thankful, but neither of you spoke about anything that took place that most romantic winter day.
You remember going to your room, gently taking out the other half of the flower crown. You were thinking how in some twisted way, you are at least spending it together.
You went to the lake that night. 
Given the fact that Gojo hasn't disposed of the body, Geto never got a cremation or a proper burial.
You found a bigger stone and slowly started working. You dig up some of the dirt, making a little hole where you've put the halves of the flower crown.
You gently take the knife, writing his initials in the stone. You place it so it looks towards the lake.
"This way you can keep on watching the fishes." you remember whispering softly.
As you cover up the split flower crown, you remember laying down and watching the stars. It was a warmer night than usual. 
~
And now, the day is cold. You watch the gray sky as all your youth, love, hopes, promises and the future exist forever still next to you. You notice a few flowers on the side, gently plucking them. You slowly make a flower crown, smiling to yourself. Once you finish, you gently put it on top of the stone.
"I will keep this one a secret too, okay?" you whisper and you feel a ray of sunshine breaking through the sky, warming you up in comforting silence, almost like the old days.
The End :) <3
I hope you liked it and enjoyed it! :)
Thank you so much for all the love and support, it means a lot to me! :) <3
Forehead kisses for everyone :3
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ellabsprincess · 1 year
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you told me you wanted to write an ellie smut and i'm desperately asking you to make a college!ellie one with her underneath your desk, eating you out and trying to stay quiet because she doesn't want to disturb you while you're busy doing your homework/project 🛐
OH MY GOD MEIJI BABY YOU DESERVE THE SLOPPIEST HEAD FOR THIS ASK GOOD LORD - wanna recreate this fic? ;)
anyways thanks baby i literally RAN to go write this
enjoy loves <3 <3 <3
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"stay quiet, baby"
word count: 1.2k
warnings: 18+, bit of crying (reader is a stressed college student), sub!top!ellie, dom!bottom!reader, fluff, ellie's a good gf, college au, fingering, cunnilingus, mommy kink (if you're not into that then look away), established relationship, idk i think thats it
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"ughh somebody kill me"
the essay you had procrastinated for weeks was finally due, and you absolutely did not want to write it. it was on a topic you had no interest in, and you just wanted to enjoy the spring weather rather than be cooped up in your dorm finishing this meaningless project.
as you laid you head on your dorm room desk and groaned and complained to yourself, you felt the desk vibrate. lifting your head up and turning your phone over, you saw a message from your girlfriend.
how's the essay going baby?
you quickly responded.
literally horribly i haven't made any progress :( i'm bored and all i wanna do is just spend time with you
want me to come over? i could help you and try to motivate you?
you knew damn well that spending time with ellie never actually helped your productivity, but the need to see your girlfriend overpowered any rational thinking in that moment.
yes please!!
i'm on my way :)
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a few minutes later, you heard a familiar rap at your door. rushing up from your desk, you flung the door open and grabbed ellie in a bruising hug
"woah, missed me baby?"
you nodded into her flannel shirt. she just laughed and helped guide you both back inside your dorm. she led you back to your desk, helping you sit down while she crouched beside you.
"how can i help?"
"i really don't know," you responded. "i'm just so burnt out at this time of year and i just have no motivation to do this. i'm fucking bored of this class and i just want to spend time with you."
you felt the tears begin to well up in your eyes, and a look of concern flooded over ellie's face.
"shh baby, oh no, don't cry." she wiped away the wet streaks that had begun to adorn your face. you sniffled and she pulled you in for a quick and reassuring kiss. "i know its hard, but i promise you can do this. i believe in you and we can spend all the time together you want once this project is done, okay?"
you began to catch your breath, and the tears began to stop, thankfully, as the weight on your chest felt like it had lifted slightly.
"are you sure you want me here? i really don't want to distract you, love," ellie posed.
"no no! i promise i really want you here, you're actually helping me a lot. i think i just needed to cry and rant a bit," you reassured her.
"okay, good. i needed to see your pretty face today anyways."
her long hands stroked your thighs, and you giggled. something about the way ellie was so strong and powerful, yet she was willing to drop to her knees at any moment for you never failed to turn you on.
"you know, i think there's one more way you could help me, baby," you said, stroking ellie's hair and leaning in towards her face.
"oh really?"
"yeah, get underneath the desk for me."
ellie's pupils blew wide as she obeyed, keeping her hands steady on your thighs as she maneuvered to kneel between your legs underneath the desk.
god, you loved when your girlfriend was so obedient for you. of course, you loved her dominant side, and sometimes all you wanted was her to take control and fuck you until you couldn't remember your own name. but when she got subby? that made you go feral.
"take off my pants baby"
massaging your thighs as she made her way up to your waist, she unbuttoned your pants and slowly moved them down your legs, enjoying the new sight of your pretty white panties. she reached to pull them off of you as well, but you quickly smacked her hands away.
"i just wanna see your pussy mommy," she looked up at you with puppy dog eyes.
"no, you're gonna be a good girl and taste mommy through her panties, okay?"
she just slowly nodded before leaning in and pressing her tongue to your wet, covered folds. you sighed in relief and relaxed into your chair at the feeling of her desperate mouth on you. finally feeling the relief you had craved the entire day, a newfound sense of productivity washed over you, and an idea was born.
you reached down and grabbed ellie by her auburn hair, pulling her away from you, causing her to whine and moan.
"okay, you can take mommy's panties off now, but you can't make any fucking noise, baby. i'm gonna work on this project while you make me cum over and over, okay?"
"yes please mommy just let me taste you, please," ellie was so desperate when she was subby. it was almost pathetic how addicted she was to your taste.
"such a good girl, begging for mommy's pussy," you said, releasing her hair and allowing her to slide your soaked panties off, leaving you bare to her.
ellie wasted no time before attaching her mouth to your clit, sucking lightly and causing you to let out a near pornographic moan. her skilled tongue traced eye-rolling patterns over and over on your sensitive and throbbing clit, almost causing you to forget your project. but when she relented to move her tongue from your clit to your hole, you returned to your computer screen.
you typed out boring word after boring word, but you didn't mind, not when you had ellie's tongue fucking in and out of you at a seemingly impossible speed and causing wet and sinful noises to fill your dorm.
she was trying so hard to stay quiet, but the taste of you was so intoxicating, and ellie began to let out a few whimpers and quiet moans.
"baby, what did i say about making noise?" you corrected her. She quieted herself and muffled her noises by taking your clit into her mouth once again.
"ellie, be a good girl for mommy and put those fingers to work too," you breathed out, overwhelmed from the pleasure as you tried to keep focus on the project.
ellie obeyed and brought two fingers up to your hole, circling it before plunging them inside. you were so wet from her mouth that she easily slide in. she felt you clench around her digits and let out an accidental moan, but you let it slide because the vibration of her moan on your clit made you see stars.
the wet squelching sounds of your pussy grew louder as ellie quickly pumped her fingers in and out of you, sucking harder on your clit. you were near the edge, you knew it.
"oh my fucking god"
"yesyesyesyesyes"
"such a good fucking girl"
your praises were music in ellie's ears as you begin to lift your hips and grind against her face, desperate for release.
as ellie added a third finger, repeatedly reaching that spongey part inside you, you moaned ellie's name loudly and finally came all over her face.
catching your breath, as you felt ellie's fingers leave your quivering hole, you pushed away from your desk to find her beneath you. she had a blissed-out on her face, and her chin and mouth were still shiny from your release.
"holy fuck baby," you exclaimed, growing more aroused at the sight of your perfect subby girlfriend, on her knees and pussy-drunk for you.
"how much of the project do you have left?" ellie asked.
"a few more paragraphs?"
"then let me taste that pretty pussy again."
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Thank you for the tags @heartstringsduet @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut @louis-ii-reyes-strand @carlos-tk @carlos-in-glasses @orchidscript & @malec4ev for the inspiration weekend tag 💕
Reyes Family Nochebuena fic is fully drafted, has a title and 3/4 of a playlist and is being beta’d! I am hoping to have it posted Wednesday. Here’s a bit more of murder mole.
“How many pieces of flan did you eat, cariño?” He asks, squeezing TK’s side as he moves around him to put the leftovers in the fridge.
“He had four!”
“Marjan had SIX!”
“Wow, Tía Carmela’s going to be pleased her flan was a hit.”
“Her flan is always a hit,” Ana says, approaching the counter to stand next to TK. “TK, if you bat your eyes at her I’m sure she’ll make you your own pan next time.”
“Let’s not give him any ideas,” Carlos jokes. He looks around the room, “Where’s Paul?”
Marjan points a finger towards the living room. “Tía Carmela liked his Beastie Boys song so much, she’s making him do Donna Summer’s entire catalogue with her now.”
“Damn,” Ana says with a low whistle, wagging her eyebrows suggestively, “he’s gonna get all the flan he can eat!”
“Oh my god, Ana.”
The group erupts in giggles until they’re interrupted by Andrea walking in and gingerly setting the green mole pot on the counter. Ana risks cracking the lid and gasps in horror.
“Oh no! Somebody actually ate Tía Linda’s mole!”
“Uh no…” Andrea starts, a guilty look sliding across her face. “I may have accidentally dropped it in the garbage, double bagged it and threw it in the neighbor’s bin…”
“Mom!” Ana, Carlos and TK exclaim in unison.
“Oh, kids,” she swats a hand at them. “It was a victimless crime.”
“Tell that to the neighbors,” Carlos chides.
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Hello dear writer.... can we get a flashback on what happened between Zoro and reader in Made for two? We would love a good angst
Made for Two: Prologue
A/N: I was up all night writing this and I don’t regret a thing. 
Characters: gn reader x Zoro
Cw: major angst, literally ONLY angst, this ends in a breakup and is a prequel to Made for Two PLEASE do not read this anticipating a wholesome Zoro fic (but if you want Zoro angst only ENJOY)
Total word count: 2.5k
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Masterlist
Sunset for One
“Good morning,” Zoro’s groggy voice is the first thing you hear as you drift into consciousness, and you snuggle closer to him.
“Five more minutes,” you groan, clutching his chest. You hear him chuckle, and his fingers ghost across your arm as he hums in response.
“Fine.” He concedes, but you can tell by his tone that he didn’t want to get up either.
You lay there, enjoying his company and the silence. Both of you seem to be hovering on the line between awake and asleep, and you’re certain more than five minutes have passed when you speak.
“We’re supposed to land on an island today,” you say, getting up to start the day. But Zoro’s strong arms pull you back into bed with him.
“Don’t get up yet.” His eyes are still closed, and you laugh as you settle yourself against him again.
“Maybe we can go shopping and explore the island some?” you ask, looking up at him.
He hums in response, and you can tell he’s not really listening to you or your request. Your fingers dance over his chest in places you know he’s ticklish, trying to get his attention, and his free hand flies up and grabs it.
“Brat,” he mutters. In retaliation, his hand that’s wrapped around your back reaches out and tickles your side, sending you into a fit of giggles.
“Zoro,” you breathe out in between bursts of laughter. “Stop, stop!”
You halfheartedly push him away, which doesn’t do much against his muscular form. He turns you over so your back is against the bed now and he props himself up by one hand so he is above you.
“Lesson learned?” he asked, his hands hovering over your ticklish spot.
“Lesson learned!” you squeal, and you pucker your lips out, silently asking for a kiss.
“Good,” he smirked. He bent down and met your lips for a quick peck before he pulled away and rolled out of bed.
“Zoro?”
“Yeah?” He’s digging through his drawer, trying to find a shirt to wear.
“The island. Can we spend the day together exploring it?”
You can see him frown at your question, and your heart sinks a little bit. You knew what he was going to say before the words left his lips.
“I think I’m going to watch the ship while everyone else goes ashore.” He threw a shirt over his exposed chest, and started searching for a towel to go shower. “You should go with Nami or someone else.”
“You always watch the ship,” you complain. You felt like a broken record. This conversation happened on every island.
“Y/N,” his voice was stern, and you felt your body tense. “Can we not do this right now?”
“I just want to spend time with you, Zoro.”
He shoots you a glare, and your eyes quickly avert his hostile look.
“Zoro-” you try again, but you’re quickly cut off.
“I said no!” He snaps, and you flinch at the sharpness in his voice.
“Why not?!” you shoot back, your voice starting to rise. You stand up from the bed so you don’t look so small against him.
“I told you,” his voice now rising above yours. “I’m watching the ship!”
“Let somebody else watch the damn ship for once!” You’re both close to yelling now, but you know the only way to get Zoro to listen to you was to be louder than him.
“Find somebody else to go explore the damn island with!” he shouts back.
“You’re so selfish!”
“And you’re so goddamn needy! I’m tired of holding your hand every day! Get a life already!”
He stunned you into silence at that insult, and you turn away from him to hide your face. You bite your lip and blink a few times, trying to keep your eyes dry.
You hear him walk across the room and strong arms wrap around your torso.
“I didn’t mean that,” he sighed in your ear. “I’m sorry.”
You nod once, too afraid to speak. You know your voice will betray you if you say anything.
His fingers trail across your midsection lightly, sending shivers down your body. “Dinner tonight?” he asks. “Just the two of us? I’ll make sure someone is back so we can go out.”
“Promise?” your voice cracks a tiny bit, and you pray he doesn’t hear it.
“Promise,” he purrs in your ear, bending forward to kiss your cheek quickly.
“Okay,” you whisper. Your heart still hurts, but it’s eased a bit with his compromise.
“And…” Zoro placed his hands on your hips and turned you around to face him. He had a mischievous grin, his eyes roaming over your body. “Shower now?”
He lifts you up without an answer and throws you over his shoulder, causing you to yelp out in surprise.
“Zoro!” You squirm in his arms as he carries you out onto the deck and up to the bath house. “Put me down!”
“Stop moving around,” he scolds. His fingers press into your side, causing you to erupt into further screams of glee.
You continue to try to break away from his grip, and his voice gets low so only you can hear him, “I’m gonna have to teach you a lesson on manners.”
“Oh yeah?” you challenge him, attempting to be somewhat seductive. But his fingers dig further into your side and you shriek with laughter.
“We’re docking in two hours,” Nami yells after you all when she sees you heading for the shower. “I know you two need to make up but don’t take forever!”
Your face burns slightly from her comment, but you hear Zoro chuckle under you and your stomach knots with excitement and anticipation, forgetting Nami completely.
--
The two of you emerge an hour later, with freshly clean clothes and flushed skin. Zoro breaks away from you almost immediately, heading for the crow’s nest.
“Zoro?” you hesitantly call after him.
“Hm?”
“Dinner tonight. Don’t forget.”
“I know.” You can hear the hint of irritation in his voice.
“And don’t be late.”
You can see him tense at that reminder. “I know.”
“And-”
“I know!” He storms off before you can say another word.
You walked over to where Nami stood, trying to shake off Zoro’s cold shoulder.
Nami eyed you and your slightly disheveled look. “Fight already today?”
You shrug. “He apologized.”
She scrunched her face like she had just eaten a sour fruit. “I heard.”
Your cheeks pink at that, and you try to change the subject. “How soon before we get to the island?”
“The wind’s been good, so only about 30 minutes,” she sighed, looking up at the crow’s nest, where music had begun. “You can do better than-”
“Nami,” you warn, shooting her a look.
“Fine!” She throws her hand up, resigning from the argument. “Usopp is coming with us today. And Sanji’s going to join us too, if he finishes up with grocery shopping.”
“Great.” You weren’t particularly thrilled that Sanji was joining. He was always smothering you, trying to annoy Zoro. But extra hands meant you could spend more berries.
“They can carry our stuff. I need some major retail therapy today.” You could always count on Nami to want to spend berries.
One thing you did learn to like about Sanji was that he never complained. Usopp began complaining about Nami’s bags an hour in, but once Sanji caught up with you, he took your bags without a word, and no matter how long he had to carry them or how many you added, you never heard him gripe about the situation.
He also had an opinion on everything you tried on. And that opinion was always that you looked perfect. You understood why Nami kept the cook around; he was a real ego booster. Sanji unknowingly helped you pick out the perfect outfit for your date with Zoro tonight, and helped you pick out several other things throughout the day - including a gift for Zoro - before you all made your way back to the ship.
When you arrive back at the Sunny, Sanji helps you put all of your things away, and you thank him for his help before heading up to the crow’s nest with a small present you had bought for the special occasion.
The first thing you noticed was the lack of bass filling the air. Zoro was almost always listening to some level of music, and the fact that you couldn’t hear anything was concerning. The second thing you noticed was how dark the crow’s nest is.
You open the hatch and peek in, and you see Zoro asleep on the couch. You cursed softly seeing him unprepared for dinner. You were already starving, and Zoro had a tendency to drag his feet while getting ready for this sort of thing.
“Hey,” you kneel down next to him and speak softly. “Zoro, you need to get up.”
He only mutters some indistinct words and flips away from you, still sound asleep.
“Zoro,” you say more forcefully, shaking him a bit. “Wake up.”
His hand swats at you, trying to get you to leave him alone.
“Zoro!” you shout, and finally his eye cracks open to look at you.
“What the hell do you want?” he hisses at you.
“You were supposed to be ready. For dinner.” You attempt to keep your voice as even as possible, but you can feel the rage creeping in.
“Too tired,” he moaned, turning back away from you. “Next time.”
“You promised,” you argued. He hasn’t even noticed the new outfit, or the gift in your hand for him. He’s barely looked at you since you woke him up.
“I’m not going out. I don’t want to.”
“Zoro! You promised!”
“I know,” he said. “I changed my mind.”
You can feel the rage inside you bubbling, ready to explode. You grab him and turn his body on the couch so he has to look at you.
“You don’t get to change your mind on a promise. Go get ready.”
“I’m not going,” he spat, shaking you off him and turning back into the cushions of the couch. “You’re interrupting my nap. Go away, and maybe I’ll be down to watch the sunset with you like we usually do.”
“If you’re not there I won’t forgive you, Zoro,” you cautioned him. “I’m serious.”
“Whatever.”
You let the trapdoor slam hard behind you as you left his workout room, hoping it jolted some sense into him.
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“No mosshead tonight?” the cook asked innocently. He had brought you a tray of assorted appetizers as you sat in your normal spot to watch the sunset. Zoro was late, and the sun was just starting to dip below the waves.
“He’s coming,” you snap, pushing the tray away from you. “He’ll be here.”
“You look nice,” Sanji complimented.
“Leave me alone, cook. Your words are wasted. Zoro can’t hear you.”
Sanji looked like he wanted to say more, but he left without another word. As much as you wanted to, you refused to glance back at the crow’s nest to look for Zoro. You would never live it down if he saw you trying to find him.
The sun sank below the water, and the seat next to you remained empty. You waited until every last drop of color was drained from the sky, and then your hopelessness turned to rage.
You stormed into the swordsman’s workout room to see him lifting weights. When he saw you, he rolled his eyes and put his weights down.
“Roronoa Zoro, what the hell-” Your voice was cut off, drowned out by him turning his music up.
You stood there, dumbfounded. You watched with your mouth agape as he picked up his weights again and finished his set. When he was finished, he finally walked over and turned down the music.
“What?”
You blinked a few times trying to comprehend the audacity of his question. “What?” you echoed.
“What do you want?” he rushed you. “I’m busy.”
“You didn’t come for the sunset.”
“I never said I would.”
Your blood boiled. “Not that your word has any weight to it,” you spat back.
“My word has weight,” he growled. “When it matters.”
“Dinner did matter!” you cried. “It mattered to me!”
“This is still about dinner? Get over it! It was one tiny thing and I had a long day!”
“A long day?!” You wanted to slap him. He didn't even know, you were sure of it. “You didn’t even get off the ship! I can’t believe you and how absolutely lazy you are! How could you-”
“We’re done.”
“No, we’re not done!” you shouted. “I wanted to do one thing and you couldn’t even do that! You never want to do anything with me, and I have to-”
He turned away from you, refusing to acknowledge your pleas for attention. “I said we’re done, Y/N.”
“You don’t get to decide when this conversation is over, Zoro!” You could hear the desperation in your voice and you know he could too, but you didn’t care.
“Not the conversation,” he said, still facing away from you. “We. Are. Done.”
Your body felt like it was on fire. Your brain struggled to understand, not wanting to accept his words.
“What?” You’re afraid of the answer.
He turns around and strides over to tower above you, and you feel so small in front of him like this. You feel so vulnerable.
“I don’t want to be with you any more,” he spits out, every word stinging you. “You’re needy, you cry just so you can get your way, and you always expect me to sacrifice my time and my life to be with you, and I’m not doing it anymore, okay? Leave me alone. We’re through.”
You look up at him, waiting for him to tell you this was all some joke, but he only stares down at you with disdain. You can feel tears pricking the corner of your eyes, and he scoffs when he sees them. He turns away from you, and you can feel the disappointment and resentment rolling off him.
“Tears won’t work this time. It’s over.” He walked over to his weights and he picked them up again, starting a new set of reps.
You stare at him for a few moments, but he doesn’t turn back to you or acknowledge you in any sense. You place the gift you were going to give him for your 6 month anniversary next to the couch and climb down the ladder, softly closing the hatch behind you.
You’re not sure how you made it down without falling, because by the time you got to the bottom, you couldn’t keep your eyes open anymore from all the tears. You ran to your room, trying your best to hold back your sobs until you got behind your locked door. You muffled your screams and cries into a pillow that smelled like Zoro’s shampoo, which only made the pain worse. You cried until your whole body felt numb, and the only thing you knew for sure was that you would never love again.
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short-black-diamond · 9 months
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Hello i loved your luna story can i request for the smut asks Top towards their sub number 3 for him ( if you are not comfortable writing about him could it be aiku instead)? Thank you in advance😊
Yeah I'd rather take Aiku because since Luna is like--more like a side character and stuff... I think I'll make a list who I don't want to write for...
Also lemme turn Blue Lock into a brothel real quick yeah?
There's also something I've wanted to say about this fic. I have never had intercourse and I'm still a proud virgin. So this fic will be based solely on what I imagine would happen, and I hope you guys will llike it because I've spent a lot of thought and time into this.
Warnings: Oliver Aiku x reader, Smut., Vanilla sex because first times should be sweet as fuck, also Oliver is the biggest dork in here but tries to be hot and attractive, also Oliver will cry at some point, strangers to lovers I guess?
I will proofread that on another day. please ignore the possible writing mistakes.
taglist: @wishiknewwhatiwasdoingwithmylife, @hsxhype, @shirayuki-ayumi, @luysim, @mayincharacter
Word count: 5,924 wtf 😭✌💀
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"Lemme quit my job for ya..."
It was embarrassing. Pretty much so, with you being a virgin, your friends having thought it would be a great idea to bring you to the freakiest place in town, and that on your birthday.
Yeah, you were in for something.
...
"For the last time,", you seethed angrily at your best friend, "I am perfectly fine being a virgin!"
"Yeah, sure you are. But your browser history and your dildos say otherwise~", she mused as you blushed.
"It's called loving myself, and putting myself first. I enjoy doing things alone, and that includes pleasing myself.", you grumbled as you defended your dignity.
She sighed. "____, you're twenty-one today. It's time you get the feeling of a man's touch on you.", cue you giving her a disgusted look. "I'd rather die than let a man touch me, and where are we going exactly??"
"Oh, you'll see soon enough."
...
"What the...?!"
"Welcome to Blue Lock, where the boys here are specialised for pleasing lonely women like us!", she cheered before she dragged you inside, who tried running away.
"Please, let me go!", you yelled in fear, but her grip was relentless as she led you to the counter. "Hello, could we have Aiku and Otoya please, Anri?", she asked, and the woman on the counter smiled.
"Of course, please enjoy yourselves!", she exclaimed and she and your best friend laughed as if this was a joke. Which it was...but you didn't find it funny.
And in the next moment, you found yourself in front of a room, where your friend was in the other storey. You took a deep, exhausted breath before you softly knocked.
"Hello..?", you asked politely before you opened the door, and it was dark. You sighed before you went further into the chamber. You closed the door softly, and only after the click did you hear something.
It sounded like somebody stood up from the bed which was right in front of the door, and before you knew it, you were laying on it, and a man on top of you.
"Damn, what a pretty thing you are..", he rasped, looking into your wide eyes. Heterochromia, two different sets of eye colours on each eye.
They were truly mesmerizing, but you couldn't really focus on that when you felt something hard poking you, and the man above you biting his lip at your pretty face.
"Huh..?", you only said, still a little bamboozled that a stranger threw himself on top of you.
"So, what's it gonna be today, sweetie? Bondage...butt plugs...roleplay?", he breathed, wetting his lips when he thought about ravaging you.
"I-I'm a virgin..?", you only answered and hoped you wouldn't regret this. You had absolutely no idea what he was talking about.
And sure, the guy who was hovering over you was hot and all, and the LED light did a great job casting him into a red light, making him look all the more attractive, but you didn't really want to get your world rocked at your first time.
Fortunately, the guy had the dignity to quickly turn away from you and sit upright as he stared ahead of him as he scratched his neck. "Damn, sorry baby...But really? Are you really a virgin?", he asked as he looked down at you.
You were still laying there in your coat and boots as you looked at him. You turned to the side to face him better. You blushed at his question as you played with the scarf around your neck.
"yes...and please don't tease me for it..", you grumbled when you thought about how your friend bullied you on your entire ride there.
You heard faint slapping and moaning noises and you curled in yourself as you squeezed your eyes shut and you put your hands on your ears. Yeah, you were jealous at the other girls who got laid here.
The guy sitting next to you looked up at the ceiling, thinking about his boner and how pretty you looked.
'There's no way a woman this pretty is still a virgin..right?', he thought as he looked down at you again, only to grow concerned when he saw how you've turned into a ball.
"Shit, are you okay?! Hey, you hear me?", he asked in a worried tone as he scooched closer to you. You looked at him.
"Yeah, it's just...the noises.", you said, and the guy understood.
"How about..we kiss? Have you ever kissed anybody?"
"I've never even had a crush.."
"Damn.", the guy said and you whined in protest. But, he didn't mean it like that. He was surprised that you were a hard-core virgin who had yet to smile at a boy.
He huffed in amusement. "Would you like to do something? Or do you not wanna kiss me?", he asked.
Normally, he would've told a girl off when she didn't want to do anything, but it was different with you. If you didn't want to do anything then he'd be ready to cuddle you, and if you also didn't want that, then he'd just lay there with you on the bed, either talking, looking at the ceiling and just chilling.
"mh...well...I k-kinda do...but i dunno...", you murmured as you closed your eyes again.
"Can you...tell me a bit about yourself?", you asked, and hoped that you didn't break a rule. 'Maybe he just likes to fuck strangers and get paid? Can I even ask that?', you thought as you awaited his answer.
"The name's Oliver Aiku. I work here as a people pleaser in Blue Lock and I hope I can please you too, sweetheart."
you giggled. "That was a nice introduction. I can't believe my best friend brought me to a brothel on my birthday though.."
At that, Oliver laughed. "What?! She really did that? Damn...she must've been desperate to have you get railed, huh?"
You groaned in embarrassment. "Being a virgin is not so bad.."
"How old are you?"
"Twenty-one?"
"Happy birthday, virgin."
"Please don't call me that."
Oliver chuckled again before he laid down next to you as he looked at you. "Sorry...it's just...I can't believe a pretty gem like you has been untouched for over twenty years- ouch!"
Yeah, you pinched his shoulder hard. He rubbed the sore place with a grin, still having a hard dick as he grinned at you. "But it's true. But how could you last this long without a dick?"
"...dildos?"
"Hehe.."
"What's so funny?", you asked. You slowly got irritated by his teasing, but then he just looked at you fondly.
"Sooo...you're a virgin, who got dragged by her best friend into a brothel, and that on your birthday, just to get laid?"
"It's not like I wanted to be here, you know..?"
Oliver sighed. 'poor thing..', then he went on top of you again. "what if we do what your best friend says then? hm?", he asked softly before he moved a strand of hair out of your face.
Your face heated up at the gentle touch Oliver gave you as you looked at his two-tones eyes. You gulped. "Promise to be gentle with me?"
Oliver huffed in amusement. "I'll try my best, sweetie.", and he was still above you, looking down on you. you looked at him for a moment, before you decided.
"Then...let's do it."
And just like that, Oliver sat up, pulled you up by your collar, held the back of your head with one, then the other hand on the small of your back as he leaned down to your level (your body was smaller than his) and softly brought his lips to yours, and you only felt a slight brush.
Then he leaned back. "How was that?"
"... What was that?", you retorted, a confused expression on your face, but still, you had a slight blush as well on it.
Oliver scoffed. "I-it was a kiss, y'know?! You wanted me to be gentle with you, and I am!"
"Y-you can be a tiny bit rougher with me...", you grumbled under your breath, and Oliver smirked.
"Well, if that's so...", he breathed before he pressed his lips down on yours in a much more passionate kiss.
Oliver flinched. You flinched as well, after he did. "wh-what?"
"Your lipstick...it tastes amazing!", he exclaimed before licking at your lips. "mmh...", he whimpered before he kissed you again.
You had to surpress giggles when you felt him eating away your cherry lipstick more than kissing you, but you let him. It felt nice...whatever he was doing.
'Gosh, why does this taste so good!? Why can't I stop!?...it's so addicting...!'
He then suddenly stopped himself. "S-sorry...", he mumbled, holding a crouched finger in front of his lips as he looked to the side with a blush. He only said sorry because he couldn't taste the lipstick anymore and he only realized then that he's been lapping at your mouth like a thirsty dog.
"It's okay.", you said with a smile. 'he's so cute..!'
and then, you scooched closer to him as you pulled away the finger from his lips as you slowly kissed him again.
Oliver didn't know why he felt like that. He felt shy, but good. He felt so...different with you than with all the other girls he's been spending time with.
Maybe it's also because of the fact that you were a virgin and Oliver didn't really know what to do. Experienced girls knew the drill. you didn't.
But, he knew that he'd let you do anything you liked, since it was your first time, so all he had to do was to relax, no?
Easer done than said. Oliver wanted you on his lap as he slowly took off your coat, shawl and beanie. He took a moment to snicker at your dishelved hair and you giggled as well before you tried to brush it neat a little.
And then, Oliver sat you on lis lap, where he rested against the headbord, and looked at you. Your heartbeat quickened when you felt something poking your clit and you forrowed your brows.
"wh-what's that?"
"An erection. Guys get hard when pretty girls like you sit on 'em.", he spoke as he tired to subtly grind up in order to get some friction. You gasped.
"i...are erections always so...big?", you asked as you shifted around to feel it some more, but you flinched when it gave you a sweet sensation.
Oliver hissed before he smirked at you through his bangs. "well...my dick's big, ...don't know about the other guys though."
You huffed in amusement. But, you turned serious again. "um...could you take these off?", you asked with a slight blush as you pulled at his pants.
Now, Oliver didn't know why he blushed, but he did. Maybe he liked the feeling of you on top of him, maybe he liked it when you grinded down on him a bit just a few moments ago...and maybe he liked getting ordered around?
He nodded. "Aynthing ya want, pretty-"
you startet to take your clothes of too, and his breath got caught in his throat. What he saw must've been the prettiest woman he's ever seen, stripping herself off of the clothes she's been wearing, becoming almost more naked than the day she was born, and Oliver never sprung out of bed just to rip off his pants so fast as well.
He panted when he whipped his head to your figure again, who just sat there in nothing but cute stockings, and a sweet lingerie set. All pastel coloured.
Oliver gulped nervously.
"So...what now?", you asked as you looked to the side. Oliver chuckled as he sat by the headbord again, and beckoned you closer. You were glad that he didn't take off his boxers...yet.
"Sit here, pretty...", he instructed to you, motioning for you to sit between his legs, with your back facing him. He grunted when you 'corrected' your seat before his dick, intentionally rubbing your ass against his hard groin as he took in a sharp breath.
"S-slowly, baby...", he gasped before you finally settled down.
You looked back to him. "Are you okay?"
He nodded quickly before he kissed your cheek and whispered for you to spread your legs. As you widened them, Oliver kissed you along your neck, and his warm fingers ghosting over your cold skin, brushing against your knees, thighs and belly softly, sending shivers around your body and you flinched a little.
"Are you okay, doll?", Oliver asked this time as he nibbled at your ear a little, his hands moving up to grope at your tits a bit. You took a deep breath.
It all felt foreign. You being here, nearly stripped off of all your clothes, with a man in his briefs sitting behind you with his boner pressing agains your rear, and letting him grope you.
You sighed dreamily.
It could be that your first time wasn't really what you expected-
"Ah!", you yelped, closing your thighs reflexively when you felt Oliver's right pointy and index finger prod and rub your clit through the fabric slowly. He stopped.
"Sorry..!", he said, and tried to take his hand away from yours, but you held it in place. "wait..d-do it again..I was just thinking of something else for a moment..", you mumbled as you gently pushed his fingers against your bud, enjoying the feeling of a man's touch for the first time.
Oliver blushed a little when he felt your tiny hand grab his and push his digits against your pussy. He realized now that he was falling for you. He looked up at the ceiling as he closed his eyes.
'dammit...falling for a customer..?!', he thought as he slowly circled his middle finger around your bud, applying pressure here and there, feeling you writhe under his touch as you press your back towards him and your breathing quickened as it also got heavier.
It felt good. Very good. Not even half as fast as your cheap vibrator, but still good. His fingers felt nice against your bundle of nerves and you gently rocked your hips against his palms as he massaged your sensitive area.
"mmh...feels good...", you moaned slightly, accompanied by a soft sigh, and Oliver kissed you again. He somehow loved kissing you more than wanting to fuck you.
Was it because he was falling for you? Even though he didn't even know your name? Was it because of your sweet vanilla scent? Your smaller frame against his as your butt which got harrassed by his hips as he humped you subtly? Or was it because he could take things easy for once?
Where he could do as he pleased, and not being bossed around so much. I mean, sure, you ordered his hand to stay where it was and for him to rub your clit, but he didn't mind it. He found it cute how you caught his hand between your thighs to keep it where it rested. He found it cute how your hand held his thigh, right above his knee as your other hand was above Oliver's hand which was pressed against your pussy, wanting to feel some more friction.
He found your sweet moans and sighs cute, where he could kiss you however he wanted. Where he could hug you tightly to him, and where you didn't mind.
He loved having the freedom to take your virginity, but he loved the idea of acting as your lover even more. He loved the idea of acting as your boyfriend, hell, he'd even become your husband if you'd say yes.
He didn't know why, but he wanted to please you in other ways and not just sex. He wanted to make you pancakes, take you out on sweet dates, and make you smile.
Damn, he fell for you, even though you guys only knew each other for an hour.
"yeah? want me to take it a step...deeper?", he whispered as he kissed your temple, and you nodded with a smile.
you heard the slapping noises again, but you didn't pay them any mind as Oliver pushed a finger into your vagina, and you whimpered. Meanwhile, Oliver's mouth stood agape as he struggled pushing his middle finger deeper into your core, and he didn't even put in half of it.
He couldn't even imagine fow his dick was supposed to fit inside that sweet pussy of yours. He groaned.
"S-sorry..", you started, wanting to apologize in embarrassment upon him feeling your tight entrance, but you only felt and heard a breathy chuckle.
"Don't you dare apologize, doll,", he said, one hand grabbing from under your thigh and pushing it up as he pushed his finger deeper inside upon the new angle, and you arched your back in response.
"mmnnh!"
Oliver giggled. Yes, he fucking giggled. "Gosh, you're too cute...and innocent...fuck...!"
And he then pulled out his slick-coated finger before he pushed it back in. The feeling was weird, having something warm go in and outside of you, and it even curling around.
None of your dildos worked like that.
____.exe has stopped working.
You moaned when he did it a few times, growing accustomed to the feeling of his finger in your core, and Oliver smiled. "Feels good?"
"Yes..", you breathed heartily. Oliver blushed, and sped up a little more, making your breath hitch. He slowly added a second finger, and you let your head fall back.
'This feels so good..I feel so full...!', you thought as you closed your eyes in bliss. Oliver used the moment to lean down and lick a stripe up your neck, making you shiver.
"damn...yer making me wanna quit..", he mumbled, but you still heard it.
"h-huh?", you asked as you tried to pay more attention to him and not his nice fingers, who were pumping into you at this point.
"Lemme quit my job for ya...", he said a little more loudly as his thumb caressed your clit again, but this time a little more with aggression, and applying more pressure as he sped up.
You moaned loudly. "Ah...O-oliver..!"
you felt flattered, even in the midst of this type of affection. You felt flattered that his words were sounding so sincere.
But you had your worries and concerns. Your best friend told you about all the guys she'd encountered as she had been in countless relationships. And she told you that boys would tell you anything as long as you stayed together with them.
Oliver just kept going faster and faster, circling around your bud as his hand nearly made slapping noises against your pussy, and your face got hot as you listened to the sound.
"Wanna make you mine...wanna...make you smile...", he muttered as he sped up more and more, listening to your voice which raised octave for octave, and he laid his head on your shoulder.
"I think i fell in love with you, even though I don't know your name."
Shit, you could have just come from that.
He suddenly stopped and took out his hand from your core, leaving you panting, and stolen off of your high. He took the fingers which were inside of you into his mouth, motioning for you to look down to him as he licked and sucked at his fingers in bliss, moaning at the sweet taste and fluttering eyes closing shut as he blushed.
But, you flushed in embarrassment. "wh-why did you do that? You could've just wiped them on the sheets, you know?", you said softly as you kept stealing glances at his blissed out face as he still licked at his lips, wanting to take whatever was left from your fluid from his palms.
When he only tasted his own saliva and not your sweetness anymore, he took out his fingers. "Why do that? You just became my favourite meal. And one shouldn't throw away a meal like that.", he answered with a pout as he stood up to take off his boxers.
"you know? there's a saying. My coach told me this by the way when he taught me how to eat out a lady..."eating out a woman is the same as eating something oily or juicy. For example you're eating a hamburger, and you still have some crumbs, or salad or cheese or something on your palms. You wouldn't take the napkin first, would you? It would be a waste. Just how the hamburger was a blessing, food to be cherished, what is left and still visible on the fingers is a blessing too. This is why you should always lick it away before using a napkin." And that's why I always lick away the essence, and not wipe them.", Oliver explained as he took of his boxers.
"Did your coach...always compare women to food?", you asked, half curious and half jealous of the realization that you were in a brothel with a man who had most likely gone down on countless women.
"Well, food tastes good, and women do too, so I don't really see the difference. But you...", he trailed off, smirking proudly as you ogled at his schlong with wide eyes, and thus boosting his ego, as he sat down again.
"you taste sweeter than honey, doll."
"_-____."
There was a moment of silence as he registered your answer. ____. Heh, what a pretty name. However, his heartbeat pounded against his ripcage so hard that he feared it might burst.
Normally, he wouldn't ask for a stranger's name. And if they told them, he still would call them petnames.
Normally, he couldn't even give two shits about his customers, he just wanted a nice fucking session and gain some money.
Normally, his heart wouldn't act out like that.
Normally.
It seemed like you were an exception.
It seemed like his heart found a new reason to work.
It seemed like he didn't wanna do this filthy job anymore.
It seemed like you were comfortable with him, trusting him as you gave your name price.
And oh, what a price it was.
Oliver would be packing his things tonight and just follow you home, because the brothel's been his home for the longest time.
Sure, he'd miss Blue Lock, mostly because of his friends and the money, but that was about it.
Yeah, Oliver would ask to move in to your apartment.
...if you had other feelings than lust for him.
...he hoped you did.
"____...", he breathed out. If came so naturally off his tongue, and he fell in love with the name as he looked at you with a smile.
A genuine smile. Not the one he'd show anyone else.
He had a sweet smile.
You averted your eyes as your cheeks burned. 'ahh he's so pretty! And I love how my name sounds from his voice!!!'
Then, he took a condom out of his drawer and gave you a show of putting it on his dick. Your eyes widened in lust and wonder as you watched him pull the gummy down his dick, and he just had to do it very slowly as he watched you stare.
He felt shy and nervous all of a sudden.
Oliver quickly leaned forward to take your hand as he gently pulled you towards him, making you walk on your knees until his dick rested under your pussy.
"Are..you sure that... this ...will fit?", you asked with a nervous smile as you looked at the size of his dick.
He was certainly bigger than any dildo you've ever had.
"hm...there's only one way to find out.", he answered as he looked up at you with a closed eyed smile, and if the tension wouldn't be so damn sexual, you would've slapped him.
But you felt like caressing his cheek now. You still held his hand as you gulped. "Well...y-you were fingering me before, right?", you asked with a stutter, but Oliver didn't pay it any mind as he started kissing your chest and collarbone.
"Yes, I did. We can also not do anything at all, ____."
You looked at him for a moment. Then your hand came in contact with his cheek. His eyes widened. He then pressed the side of his face into your hand and nuzzled himself against it.
It felt like you two knew each other for a long time, like you weren't strangers. Oliver had never experienced a touch like...that.
He never got touched so softly, and when you looked at him with such a gentle smile, and treated him like he was the most expensive thing in the world...
"Oh, Oliver, my love!", you exclaimed as you hugged him. You embraced him the moment you saw his right eye suddenly collecting more water, and you grew panicked.
"Did I do something wrong? Am I not allowed to touch workers? Please my love, answer me...!", you said in a hushed whisper as Oliver slowly brought his arms to your back and hugged you as well.
His shoulders were shaking as he sniffed and sobbed. "N-no...I just..I love you!", he cried and you just hugged him tighter.
It took him a few seconds to collect his thoughts, to let loose, to calm down. Oliver felt...safe, in your arms. He was surprised when you suddenly embraced him, as if you were protecting him, and maybe that was what he needed.
Maybe he just needed to breathe a bit. Yeah. That was it. Catch a break from this place.
He hugged you a little tighter and you reciprocated the gesture. Oliver sighed contently. That sweet moment however, got ruined when your knees couldn't support the weight of Oliver -who was laying on your chest with his whole upper body- anymore, and you had to sit down.
It was a wonder, truly.
Your pussy sucked his dick inside in one go, without any difficulties as you gasped sharply and Oliver moaned shamelessly. Oliver cursed under his breath as he massaged your sides, trying to tell you sweet nothings as he tried to refrain from thrusting up his dick.
your breath was ragged as you tried to process how in the world you could've taken such a huge cock like Oliver's in, let alone so...easily.
But, you also felt more full than you ever did, none of your dildos were that good. Gosh, Oliver might get you addicted to his own dick if you didn't hop off anytime soon.
"mmh...c-can I move?", you asked after a few minutes, and Oliver looked at you in confused amazement. He was underneath you, panting as he tried to get accustomed to the tightest cunt he's ever had the pleasure of getting inside, and here you were, all ready to ride him.
Oliver nodded as he closed his eyes. "Lift your hips- s-slow--ah~!", he instructed, but you lifted them too fast and Oliver's shaft was robbed from your warm walls as you raised yourself, sucking him a little up and he shivered when he felt the cool night air from the slightly opened window hit against his wet cock.
You hissed in frustration when you didn't feel his thick dick fill you up and you let yourself down again, but this time much slower, and you moaned out in bliss. Oliver did as well, and he looked at the place where your entrance took in more and more of him.
His heart started hurting. "Yes..j-just like that..!", he breathed as he felt you rise again. your eyes were closed in concentration of Oliver's breathing, his twitching dick, his hands holding your hips to guide you around on his cock and the lewd noises both of your genitals did.
Gosh, it felt so right to ride him. It felt good. His hands felt good. His cologne was the only air you've wanted to breathe ever again. His face and body and dick were the only things you ever wanted to see again. His voice was the only sound you ever wanted to hear again.
Was it possible...that you fell for Oliver too?
...Was it possible to kidnap him?
I mean, you could disguise your doings as a form of wanting to get to know him better, and later on use him as your personal dildo or plaything, but we'll see about that.
Right now, you went down again, and Oliver's legs trembled a little. You noticed of course and stopped your ministrations. "What's wrong?", you asked with an innocent face, your brows frowning in concern and your wide eyes searching for any discomfort in his face.
The fucking audacity you had.
Oliver was seconds away from cumming!
He just wanted to kiss you in order to shut you up -french-kiss you, to be precise- and force his tongue down your throat until you couldn't think anymore and fuck you senseless.
But he just shook his head. "No, it's just... I'm close...", he sighed, dissappointed in himself. But could you blame him? He's had a painful boner the moment you stepped into this room.
You giggled. "So...I'm making you cum? Does it feel good? want me to change the pace?", you asked in an excited tone, and Oliver was left in amazement at your behavior for the nth time tonight.
what were you, exactly?
"Do you like the idea of me cumming so bad, ____?", he mused, wanting to see you blush, but his eyes widened when you nodded happily.
"I can finally brag about my friend that i made a man and myself cum! Then she'll for sure leave me alone!", you cheered, and Oliver grew depressed.
"Oh...is this...like, the only reason you're here? Just because of your friend?", he asked, making you stop altogether.
You grabbed his cheeks and gave him a big smooch. "Listen, Oliver. I came here with the intention to just get fucked around a little and then leave, but you make me want to stay by your side and love you.
And you know...about what you said earlier...
...I think I fell for you too.", you chuckled as you smiled at him fondly.
Oliver's eyes stared at yours for a moment before he pulled you to him and kissed you a hundred times. You giggled when he peppered your face in sloppy kisses, pecks, and kitten licks, but you wouldn't want to have it any other way.
You let him do as he pleased, letting him trail down your body with kisses, biting your neck gently, nibbling your collarbone, and his thumbs rounding your nipples as if they were these joints from a playstation controller, making you whimper a bit.
You sighed happily as he pushed you down, making him go on top of you again, and you laying on the sheets, his dick still inside you and you gently rocked your hips against his to gain some friction.
"Really?", he asked as he tried catching his breath. You nodded with a smile. "Really."
Oliver smiled back. "Good...now, let me make love to you, ____."
You giggled and Oliver kissed your nose with a grin before he held one of your hands and kissed it gently. You looked up at him with heart eyes.
Oliver blushed furiously as he kissed your lips and thrusted into you at the same time. You moaned against his lips as you felt your stomach forming a knot, with Oliver repeatedly hitting a certain spot inside you which made your eyes roll back and your toes curl.
You arched your back at the feeling, your clit pulsing in a strong rythm and Oliver kissed you again and again as he kept thrusting into you.
"mm...nngh~...y're s'good t'this...", you mumbled, already losing yourself in the feeling of his dick filling you up and massaging your walls with his veins and girth as you tried meeting his snaps.
Oliver gritted his teeth as he tried not to cum at the moment. He didn't know what was more hot; being inside of you, or seeing your blissed out face, with your body moving upwards a bit at every of his hips' movements.
He groaned before he buried his head into your shoulder and adjusted his legs for a moment, where you caressed the back of his hand with your thumb as you waited patiently and combed through his hair in a comforting manner with your other one.
Then, Oliver snapped his hips into yours, his dick drilling into you at a fast pace as you gasped at the sudden change and reflexively pulled at his hair, making him hiss in pain and pleasure.
"Does, ah..does this also feel good..!?", he grunted as he felt tears stream down his face at the feeling of pleasure and pain, because he tried not to cum, and it hurt, a lot.
"Yes...but please, Oliver. Cum."
Oliver's breath got caught in his throat as his cock just started to let out the pent up and held back white spurts of semen inside the condom, but it felt like he was cumming inside of you, which made him scared.
So, he quickly pulled his dick out, relieved as he realized he was still wearing a condom and sighed.
He still had to overcome the fact that his body reacted upon your request, cumming when you told him to. He felt like he could've held it in for five more minutes, but you proved him otherwise.
"How...how did you know I wanted to cum?", he asked in bewilderment when he hugged you close to him. You caressed his torso after you pulled the condom out of his now-soft penis.
"I read a lot of books."
"Oh...b-but you didn't cum...!"
"There's always a next time, Oliver."
And Oliver looked at you with a surprised face. Why was he so forgetful today?
You had a smile on your face when you held one of his hands and kissed it. "It was a perfect first time."
"But you didn't cum.."
"I didn't want to in the first place. I just...wanted to know what it feels like, being touched by a man, making love to a man...and, well, experiencing something like that. I'm glad I went with my friend."
"hm, me too. But was it a...good first time?", he asked as he played with a few strands of your hair. You huffed in amusement.
"I couldn't imagine a better first time, Oliver.", you confessed, and Oliver had a precious smile on his face as he looked at you.
...
"So...I was thinking...maybe...just maybe! I could...move into your apartment?", he asked, already having packed his things as he followed you.
Your best friend stared at you with an open mouth, who looked at him with a smile. "I'd love to! But, I must warn you, I don't really cook or clean around the house, so I might need a-"
"Maid? Cook? I can totally do that.", he answered quickly and with a determined expression on his face.
"Hey...are we maybe skipping a few steps here?", your best friend chimed in as she raised her eyebrow.
"Huh? Uh, no? I love him. He's just my type, and he also took my virginity. And apparently, he says he can do house chores and cook meals. So why not live together?", you answered as you looked at her.
She scratched her head. "Damn. Once I bring you out, and bam, now you have a husband. Jeez, ya need to teach me your ways, ____!!!", she yelled, and you giggled at her desperation.
Then you bid her goodbye as your Uber came and you stepped in with Oliver. The ride was silent as you snuggled up against him and he kissed the top of your head.
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hellyu, how was that?!
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