Ships
Unexpected connections happen in two places: the Ships list and Feeld—a dating app for the curious. On Feeld, finding like-minded people is as fulfilling as finding yourself. In celebration of ships, here are this year’s iconic connections.
Ineffable Husbands +17
Aziraphale & Crowley, Good Omens
Steddie
Steve Harrington & Eddie Munson, Stranger Things
Destiel
Dean Winchester & Castiel, Supernatural
Byler -3
Will Byers & Mike Wheeler, Stranger Things
Wenclair
Wednesday Addams & Enid Sinclair, Wednesday
Bowuigi
Bowser & Luigi, the Super Mario Bros. franchise
Huntlow +7
Hunter & Willow Park, The Owl House
Avatrice
Ava Silva & Beatrice, Warrior Nun
Hannigram +2
Hannibal Lecter & Will Graham, Hannibal
Buddie -4
Evan Buckley & Edmundo Diaz, 9-1-1
Vashwood
Vash the Stampede & Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Trigun Stampede
Zelink +80
Zelda & Link, The Legend of Zelda
Lumity -6
Luz Noceda & Amity Blight, The Owl House
Ghostsoap
Simon “Ghost” Riley & John “Soap” MacTavish, the Call of Duty franchise
Blackbonnet -11
Edward Teach/Blackbeard & Stede Bonnet, Our Flag Means Death
Wolfstar +8
Remus Lupin & Sirius Black, the Harry Potter universe
Merthur +12
Merlin & Arthur Pendragon, Merlin
Jegulus +25
James Potter & Regulus Black, the Harry Potter universe
Bumbleby +48
Yang Xiao Long & Blake Belladonna, RWBY
Bakudeku -4
Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku, Boku no Hero Academia
Dreamling -1
Dream of the Endless & Hob Gadling, The Sandman
Soukoku +60
Nakahara Chuuya & Dazai Osamu, Bungou Stray Dogs
Firstprince
Alex Claremont-Diaz & Prince Henry of Wales, Red, White & Royal Blue
Wesper
Wylan Van Eck & Jesper Fahey, the Grishaverse
Wangxian -8
Lan Wangji & Wei Wuxian, Mo Dao Zu Shi
Satosugu +23
Gojo Satoru & Geto Suguru, Jujutsu Kaisen
Imodna +8
Imogen Temult & Laudna, Critical Role
Kanej +44
Kaz Brekker & Inej Ghafa, the Grishaverse
Bubbline
Princess Bubblegum & Marceline, Adventure Time
Ladynoir -17
Ladybug & Chat Noir, Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir
Twiyor +6
Loid Forger & Yor Forger, SPY x FAMILY
Loustat +43
Louis de Pointe du Lac & Lestat de Lioncourt, Interview with the Vampire
Zosan
Roronoa Zoro & Vinsmoke Sanji, One Piece
Marichat -12
Marinette Dupain-Cheng & Chat Noir, Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir
Serirei +65
Serizawa Katsuya & Reigen Arataka, Mob Psycho 100
Adrienette -21
Adrien Agreste & Marinette Dupain-Cheng, Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir
Chenford +24
Lucy Chen & Tim Bradford, The Rookie
Petrigrof
Simon Petrikov & Betty Grof, Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake
Kavetham
Kaveh & Alhaitham, Genshin Impact
Griddlehark +54
Gideon Nav & Harrowhark Nonagesimus, The Locked Tomb series
Raeda -13
Raine Whispers & Eda Clawthorne, The Owl House
Tomgreg -19
Tom Wambsgans & Greg Hirsch, Succession
Hanamusa
Jessie & Delia Ketchum, the Pokémon franchise
Zolu
Roronoa Zoro & Monkey D. Luffy, One Piece
Narumitsu -12
Phoenix Wright & Miles Edgeworth, Ace Attorney
Sonadow +23
Sonic & Shadow, Sonic the Hedgehog
Ineffable Bureaucracy
Archangel Gabriel & Beelzebub, Good Omens
Spirk +9
Spock & James Kirk, Star Trek
Ballister x Ambrosius
Ballister Boldheart & Ambrosius Goldenloin, Nimona
Nandermo -42
Nandor the Relentless & Guillermo de la Cruz, What We Do in the Shadows
Jonmartin -15
Jonathan Sims & Martin Blackwood, The Magnus Archives
Punkflower
Hobie Brown & Miles Morales, Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse
AkiAngel
Aki Hayakawa & the Angel Devil, Chainsaw Man
Ronance -49
Robin Buckley & Nancy Wheeler, Stranger Things
Superbat -11
Superman & Batman, the DC universe
Shuake
Ren Amamiya/Joker & Goro Akechi, Persona 5
Geraskier -48
Geralt of Rivia & Jaskier, The Witcher
Hualian -18
Hua Cheng & Xie Lian, Tian Guan Ci Fu
Sulemio
Suletta Mercury & Miorine Rembran, Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury
Sterek -5
Stiles Stilinski & Derek Hale, Teen Wolf
Gumlee
Prince Gumball & Marshall Lee, Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake
Shadowpeach
Sun Wukong & the Six-Eared Macaque, Lego Monkie Kid
Drarry -29
Draco Malfoy & Harry Potter, the Harry Potter universe
Wilmon
Prince Wilhelm & Simon Eriksson, Young Royals
Harringrove -34
Steve Harrington & Billy Hargrove, Stranger Things
Kazurei
Suwa Rei & Kurusu Kazuki, Buddy Daddies
Lestappen
Charles Leclerc & Max Verstappen, Formula 1 drivers
Zukka -5
Zuko & Sokka, Avatar: The Last Airbender
Codywan +8
Commander Cody & Obi-Wan Kenobi, Star Wars: The Clone Wars
Solangelo -23
Will Solace & Nico di Angelo, the Percy Jackson universe
Catradora
Catra & Adora, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power
Shadowgast -4
Caleb Widogast & Essek Thelyss, Critical Role
Stucky -43
Steve Rogers & Bucky Barnes, the Marvel universe
Tarlos -18
TK Strand & Carlos Reyes, 9-1-1: Lone Star
Johnlock +21
John Watson & Sherlock Holmes, Sherlock
Sasunaru -24
Uchiha Sasuke & Uzumaki Naruto, Naruto
Locklyle
Anthony Lockwood & Lucy Carlyle, Lockwood & Co.
Lokius
Loki Laufeyson & Mobius M. Mobius, the Marvel universe
Supercorp -67
Kara Danvers & Lena Luthor, Supergirl
Piltover's Finest
Caitlyn Kiramman & Vi, Arcane
Helnik
Matthias Helvar & Nina Zenik, the Grishaverse
Prohibitedwish
Scarab & Prismo, Adventure Time
Klance -12
Keith & Lance, Voltron: Legendary Defender
Reylo
Rey & Kylo Ren, the Star Wars universe
Hanazawa
Teruki & Kageyama Shigeo, Mob Psycho 100
Cockles -44
Misha Collins & Jensen Ackles, Actors
Percabeth -46
Percy Jackson & Annabeth Chase, the Percy Jackson universe
Astarion x Tav
Astarion & Tav, Baldur's Gate 3
Timkon
Tim Drake & Conner Kent, Young Justice
Davekat
Dave Strider & Karkat Vantas, Homestuck
Cynonari
Cyno & Tighnari, Genshin Impact
Creek
Craig Tucker & Tweek Tweak, South Park
Klapollo
Apollo Justice & Klavier Gavin, Ace Attorney
Style
Stan Marsh & Kyle Brovlofski, South Park
Korrasami -11
Korra & Asami Sato, The Legend of Korra
Bill x Frank
Bill & Frank, The Last of Us
Nick x Charlie -51
Nick Nelson & Charlie Spring, Heartstopper
Dreamnotfound -50
Dreamwastaken & GeorgeNotFound, Streamers
Dinluke -33
Din Djarin & Luke Skywalker, the Star Wars universe
Rhaenicent
Rhaenyra Targaryen & Alicent Hightower, House of the Dragon
The number in italics indicates how many spots a ship moved up or down from the previous year. Bolded ships weren’t on the list last year.
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Flowers for the Doctor
The Clones all deserve flowers! Or maybe they think you deserve flowers 😉 Either way, love is in bloom this week for the Clone Flowers Fic Event!
Throughout this week, May 20th-25th, certain participants will be posting their own fics of Clones and different flower themes that were selected! The participants as well as the Clones and flowers they will be writing for are listed below and links to each fic will be added as they are posted! 💐 Follow the tag #cloneflowerficevent to see them all as they come!!
Event Masterlist
@arctrooper69 - Tup, Rex, Gregor
@photogirl894 - Hunter, Wrecker, Fives
@nahoney22 - Fox, Tech
@totallyunidentified - 99, Cody
@dragonrider9905 - Hardcase
@l-lend - Wolffe
@moonstrider9904 - Howzer
@eyecandyeoz - Waxer
Make sure to go check out their entries too, we'll be posting throughout the week!
Pairing: Kix x f!reader
Chosen Flower: St. John's Wort
Word count: 3.8k
Rating: PG-13
Warnings/Notes: Medical terminology, pandemic, sickness and death, brief suggestive content, friends to lovers
Beta-read by @anxiouspineapple99
The helmet of your hazmat suit hisses as you release the seal. A deep sigh passes your lips as you step out of your suit and hang it on the rack for decontamination. When you open the door to the decontam stalls, the creak echoes around the tiled room.
'Damn. All this and we can’t even get some WD-40 on the hinges?' You think to yourself before stripping down to your skivvies and stepping under one of the spouts. The doors from the infectious disease ward open again and a friendly face steps in.
“Kix.”
He smiles at you as he strips down to his briefs and steps under a spout. “Long day, Doc?”
You can’t even muster a reply as you close your eyes and hit the red button in front of you. For just a single moment, the rest of the hospital fades away with the roar of the sonic waves washing over you, and then it’s over.
“That good, huh?” Kix notes your response, or lack thereof.
You shake your head, trying to keep it together. “I’ve had better.”
Kix holds the door to the locker room open for you as you step through. “At least you don’t have to wear the clone kit all day.” He says, tossing you a pair of clean blacks from the cabinet. “On the battlefield it’s great, but here I bump around like a pinball. I’m lucky if I can make it through the day without breaking anything.” He jokes, trying to lighten the mood.
The corner of your mouth does twitch a little. “I don’t know.” You respond, “I’ve always thought I looked like a hutt in those hazmat suits, and the gloves are so annoying.”
“Dinner?” Kix simply asks.
“Please.”
He leads the way to the hospital cantina. You met Kix just a couple weeks ago, but the two of you had become fast friends. He was a clone medic, sent to your planet to help in one of the hundreds of makeshift ‘hospitals’ that had popped up in the wake of a pandemic. This particular hospital was housed in an academic campus, shut down because of the spreading illness.
Normally, you were the second in command in the biggest hospital in the planet’s capital, but for the past month your days consisted of random converted buildings, biohazard suits, and patients you felt like you couldn’t do anything for. At the end of the day, you were thankful Kix had been stationed at your hospital.
Though you two were usually preoccupied with your own patients throughout the day, the pair of you could usually be found together on your breaks. It felt like Kix truly saw you and your struggle. Sure, the hospital Medical Director was the top dog, calling the shots, but you were the one in the trenches of the Infectious Disease Ward every day.
This pandemic was an enigma that you just couldn’t figure out. It should have just been the normal yearly wave of Wet Lung, easily managed by some general antibios, but those didn’t work. Then your Medical Director ordered you to move up to more aggressive drugs, so you did. Before you knew it, your patients were on IV drips of the most aggressive antibio cocktail you could think of.
And they still weren’t getting better, in fact, they were getting worse. You’d already lost a number of patients to sepsis, blood poisoning, and the other hospitals across the planet were facing the same issues. As far as you knew, any person that had caught this mysterious strain of Wet Lung were either dead or dying and there was nothing you could do about it.
You nearly bump into Kix when he stops to open the cantina door.
“Coruscant to Doc, are you okay?” He asks, guiding you through the door with a hand on your lower back.
You shake your head, trying to clear it. “Yeah, Kix. Just a long shift, you know?”
He squeezes your shoulder before grabbing a tray and heading to the serving line. Even though the Republic had brought the war to your Planet a few months ago, you had to admit their support was needed for this pandemic. And nobody knows how to feed the masses quite like the GAR.
Kix immediately starts eating when you two sit down, he told you about one of his brothers, Fives: 'If you didn’t eat quickly around him, he’d swipe the rest of your rations.'
You just can’t bring yourself to eat, instead you just chase a few peas around your tray. Of course, Kix notices.
“Jahaal'got.” He says, using your nickname to grab your attention. “Come on. Talk. It wasn’t just a long day.”
You avoid his eyes, the words getting stuck in your throat. You’ve lost patients before, multiple in one day even, so why was today crushing you so badly?
Kix sets down his fork and reaches across the table to gently grasp your chin between his thumb and forefinger, forcing you to look at him. “How many did you lose today?”
You take a deep breath, “Twelve, eight more deteriorating. I just… I don’t get it, Kix. What are we missing? The drugs aren’t working, they keep going septic before we can catch it, and those that haven’t progressed to sepsis are dying to the Wet Lung.”
Kix stops your rambling by taking both your hands in his. “You remember what your nickname means, right?”
You should be able to remember, but your mind has been so overworked, it doesn’t come to you. “I, uh… something about medicine?”
“Jahaal’got.” Kix repeats it. “It’s the mando term meaning 'good for health', because that’s what you are. You’re doing everything you can, and that’s all you can do.”
You nod, closing your eyes and rolling your head to try to release the tension in your shoulders.
“You’re off tonight, right?” Kix asks.
“No,” you shake your head. “I picked up the night shift, I have to be here.”
Kix scoffs at you. “Are you serious? What, you’re just going to sleep on the hospital floor forever?”
“Not forever.” You protest. “Just until this blows over.”
“This pandemic or the war?”
You meet his eyes, and a knowing look passes between you. After meeting him, you had discussed sending in an application to become a civilian medic for the GAR.
“Well, we have an hour before the night shift starts.” Kix says, standing up and taking your tray. “Why don’t we go for a walk and then try again at this ‘food’ thing before going back to work?”
Your brow furrows at his remark, “But you-”
“Will also be working the night shift, so it seems.” He cuts you off. He shifts both trays into one hand and holds his other out to help you out of your seat.
Kix leads the way, dropping the trays in the wash basin on the way out of the cantina. Outside, the sun is beginning to set, painting the sky with shades of orange, pinks and purples.
The two of you walk through the academic campus, chatting about nothing in particular. Kix asks you a few questions here and there about the buildings you all pass. Though it’s been a few years, you tell him what you remember about studying here.
“It’s a shame all the students had to be sent home.” You remark as you step into the university greenhouses.
Kix nods his agreement. “What is this place?” He asks, looking around.
“The campus greenhouses, they're shared by a few departments.” You explain. “Biology, horticulture, environmental studies, and engineering to name a few.”
“I’m surprised everything is still alive, don’t plants take some maintenance?”
“Well, the greenhouse forms a pretty self-sustaining environment. I remember the medical students coming in here a couple times.”
Kix tilts his head at you. “What would medical students study in here?”
“Well,” you shrug, “There are quite a few medicinal plants native to this planet. Though they aren’t quite as effective as modern medicine, they can still be used for daily management or as an additional treatment.”
The two of you weave through the greenhouse aisles for a few more minutes before you notice Kix has lagged behind. When you turn around to find him, you notice he’s hiding something behind his back.
Your eyes narrow. “What do you have there, Kix? It’s not a bug, is it? That was only funny the first time.”
He chuckles, “Haha, no. I promise it’s not. Here, one last thing to brighten your day.”
You freeze when you notice what he has in his hand.
Kix notices your expression at the small yellow flowers he’s holding out to you. “What, are they poisonous or something?” He asks hesitantly.
“No,” you shake your head smiling as you take them from him. “It’s just funny, those are St. John’s Worts.”
“Weird name.”
“It’s from local mythology.” You explain. “The flowers tend to bloom on the summer solstice, which is dedicated to their namesake.”
Kix looks from you to the flowers and gently picks a few more sprigs from the nearby planter, tucking them behind your ear. “They’re pretty, like something else I’m looking at.”
His words make you smile, but you playfully swat at his arm. “Oh stop it. I know I look like hell.”
“You look better than anyone else would after nearly a month of non-stop work in an infectious disease ward.” He responds.
“Thanks Kix.” You say, hoping that your sincerity projects. Before you know it, you’re throwing your arms around his neck.
Kix falters, but only for a second. You feel his arms wrap around you, strong and steady, just like him. Just like he has been for you the past few weeks. Maybe it was his clone conditioning, or maybe it was just him, but he seemed so unshakeable and he always knew what to say.
He doesn’t relax until you do, but his hands remain on your hips, his eyes darting across your face, trying to read your thoughts. One of your hands rests on his chest, the other still on his shoulder. You won’t deny how drawn you are to him. Though you hoped for the end of this mystery illness plaguing your planet, it stung that it’s end meant saying goodbye to Kix.
Kix is shifting. ‘He’s leaning in, why is he leaning in?’
You move as well, but the moment is shattered when your foreheads bump into each other.
Kix lets go of you completely and takes a step back, color spreading across his cheeks.
“I uhhh…” He tries to find the words, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Uh, it’s fine.” You stammer. “You’re fi- we’re fine.” A giggle slips past your lips at the awkwardness.
Kix breaks into some nervous laughter as well before readjusting some of the yellow flowers in your hair. “Tell me about them.”
You smile at him. “Well, they’re perennials, meaning they come back every year, they don’t need to be replanted. Although the flowers are yellow, they’ll stain your fingers red when you crush them. They’ve been shown to have some antidepressant properties as well as anti-inflammatory benefits, but you need to be careful when combining them with modern drugs.”
You notice Kix’s soft expression as he listens to you.
“It’s been shown that St. John’s Wort has antibio and antiviral properties as we-'' Your heart stops. “Kix.”
“What?”
“Kix, that’s it,” you repeat. “That’s why we keep losing them. We’ve been treating this Wet Lung with antibios, but those aren’t working because it’s not bacterial.”
Kix’s mouth drops open and he says the words at the same time as you. “It’s viral.”
You can see the thoughts tumbling in his head. “And because we advanced to use the system-wide drugs, the patient’s are too weak to fight the virus, triggering the sepsis.” He stammers out. “But, wait, that can’t be right. How can it be viral? There’s never been a case of viral Wet lung reported on this planet.”
Your feet move automatically as you start pacing. “‘There’s always a patient zero. Normal trade is scanned and sanitized.” You stop. “The troopers.”
Kix’s brow furrows. “No, we're vaccinated.”
“Yes, but vaccines aren’t a foolproof plan, with a mutated strain it might present as a mild cold, or not even show symptoms, especially since you all are engineered to have a more robust immune system.” You say, your brain moving a klick a minute. “Where were you all stationed before being deployed here?”
“Most of the 501st was on shore leave on Coruscant.” Kix replies, shaking his head. “The Carnivore and Execute Battalions… They were on Rhodia and transferred directly here for the occupation.”
His eyes widen and he grabs your wrist without another word.
“Kix? Kix!” You shout as he drags you through the campus back towards the hospital. “Why is it so important that you were on Rhodia?”
“Rhodia is one of the native planets for viral strains of Wet Lung.” He pants. “The Rhodians are largely immune, but some mutated strains survive. You were right, we had a couple troopers reporting colds when they transferred.”
The doors to the Infectious Disease Ward bang open and Kix finally lets go of your wrist, giving you a moment to breathe.
“Like you said, the troopers, we’re engineered to have stronger immune systems and we’re vaccinated.” He continues. “The population here…”
“We never have.” You finish his sentence. “We don’t have any kind of immunity. Combined with your theory that it’s a mutated strain and the antibios we’ve given them, it’s no wonder-”
“WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?”
The two of you turn and see the Medical Director storming down the nearby hallway.
Kix steps partially in front of you and stands at attention. “I’m sorry sir, but we-”
“I don’t care what you two were doing!” The Director booms. “You bursting in here is no excuse.”
You slowly step out from behind Kix. “Please, sir. We think we’ve figured out this pandemic.”
“I don’t know who you think you are, but I’m in charge here.” The Director says, his eyes narrowing.
Instead of bowing away as usual, you stand your ground. “I am just as qualified as you, if not more. I'm the one that's been running this ward while you sit in your office. I graduated from this very campus, top of my class and I’m the second in command at the Capital Hospital. This disease we’re dealing with, it has to be viral.”
Your Medical Director looks you up and down, pausing at the yellow flowers in your hair. “There has never been a case of viral Wet Lung reported on this planet. The antibios always work. We just need to find the right combination of meds.”
“Sir, you need to listen.” You insist. “I know we’ve always treated Wet Lung with antibios, but look,” You wave your arm at the ward behind him. “Every single patient that’s come in is either still sick or has progressed to sepsis. The other hospitals are reporting the same.”
Kix puts a comforting hand on your shoulder. “She’s right, sir. Strains of viral Wet Lung are common in other systems. We had a couple battalions transfer here from one of those systems, Rhodia. It’s likely some of our troopers were carriers for a mutated variant and brought it here.”
You pick up where Kix left off. “Even though our population doesn’t have any innate immunity, a fair amount of people probably could have ridden out the virus if we hadn’t given them those antibios.” You bite your lip before continuing. “Those drugs are effective, but in a patient with no bacterial infection, all it would do is compromise their system. They can’t fight the virus, and they progress to sepsis. Only we’re not catching it before it kills them because the Wet Lung is masking the sepsis symptoms.”
You try to stop the words from spilling over your lips but in a last desperate plea for your officer to understand, it slips out.
"We’re killing them."
Kix’s hand squeezes firmly on your shoulder as you let out a choked sob. Your medical officer looks at you curiously, you’ve always been so level headed and sure footed.
The Director crosses his arms. "So you’re telling me to take them off the drugs and do nothing. You do know that’s how we treat viruses, right?"
You lock eyes with him. “That’s exactly what I’m saying. We need to give them supportive treatment; fluids, steroids, pain medication. We can try some antivirals to weaken the Wet Lung strain, but the patients will have to fight it off on their own. All we can do is give them the best chance possible.”
Your director looks you up and down before letting out a little ‘hm.’ He glances behind him to the infectious disease ward and back to you. “I will not take responsibility when this goes wrong. Looks like we’re taking your direction now, Doctor.”
Under your instruction, all of the patients in the ward are removed off the antibio cocktail. Much to your Medical Director's annoyance, the death rate begins to improve. You sent word to the other hospitals caring for pandemic patients and they saw similar results. It’s a slow process, and Kix stays by your side every step of the way. The day you discharged your first survivor, you cried. You both did, actually.
It takes a few more weeks, some patients are touch and go. There were still a few deaths, and Kix held you as you cried for them. Then came the day that you got the news. Your patient numbers had reduced so much your little makeshift hospital was going to be closed, and you were being sent back to the Capital Hospital with a new position, no less. Your remaining patients would be transferred along with you and the University was going to be reopened.
And yet, you weren’t quite happy. Sure you’d basically saved your planet’s population from facing extinction, but you couldn’t revel in it knowing that a certain someone was going to be shipped out.
“The campaign here is over.” Kix had explained. “And with the pandemic contained, there’s no reason for the medics to stay behind.”
The 501st was being sent to Ryloth. You knew there was a crisis brewing there, and you were proud that you knew some of the brave men going to help there, but it still stung. It stung the same as your eyes did as you stand on the landing platform, waiting for someone to come say goodbye.
“There you are.” He says, walking up behind you.
You sniff slightly, trying to keep tears from pricking at your eyes. “Here I am.”
You hear a bit of laughter and you notice a group of clone troopers in blue armor across the landing platform that seem very interested in the two of you.
“Don’t pay attention to them.” Kix says, moving in front of you to block them from view. “Brothers…” He mumbles.
“I get it.” You say, searching his face, what for you’re not quite sure.
Kix reaches for a pouch on his belt. “I- I have something for you.” He says, sheepishly pressing a box into your hands.
Looking down you realize it’s a jewelry box. Gently you open the lid and gasp at the sight of what lays inside. Strung on a delicate chain is a single golden pendant of a flower. The same flower that Kix had tucked into your hair all those weeks ago. The same flower that led to the salvation of your planet.
“Kix… I don’t know what to say.” You stammer.
“Don’t say anything,” he says sweetly. “Just turn around for me.”
He takes the necklace from the box and gently brushes your hair out of the way before clasping the chain around your neck. Turning back around you can only shake your head and smile at him.
“I have something for you too.” You say.
Kix looks at you a little puzzled, he hadn’t seen you holding anything.
“They’re naming the new wing of the hospital after you.” You explain. “It’ll be like you’re always here. No one will forget what you did for us, for me.”
Kix gingerly cups your cheek with one hand. “It was an honor and a privilege.”
He’s leaning in again.
This time your lips connect and the landing platform melts away. There’s nothing but him. Him and you.
Of course your heart has to ruin it as it sinks with the returning thought that he’s literally about to leave and never come back. You break the kiss, but he keeps your foreheads pressed together.
“What is it?” He breathes.
You can’t help but scoff. “You’re leaving and we’re kissing. I doubt the GAR will give you much time for visits.”
“Hey,” Kix says gently holding your chin between his thumb and forefinger. “It’s like you said, I’ll always be here, jahaal'got. I will admit I should’ve kissed you sooner.”
“Hey lovebird! It’s time to go!” One of his brothers shouts.
That manages to get a laugh out of the two of you.
“I think you have to go.” You mutter.
Kix lets you go and takes a step back. “There’s one more thing, but it’s waiting in your office.”
He turns to leave, but you reach out and grab his bracer. “Kix. Thank you. For everything.”
With a smile, he leans in to peck you on the cheek before turning and jogging over to the shuttle where his brothers are waiting.
A grin spreads across your face when you see one with shoulder pauldrons wrap his arm around Kix’s neck to give him a noogie, while another with a top knot of hair claps him on the back.
The sun is setting by the time you get back to your office. The door slides open with a gentle woosh. It’s a nice space, though somewhat empty as you have yet to move most of your stuff over from your old office. On your desk is a vase of small yellow flowers. You find yourself shaking your head again as you walk closer.
Kix… when will he stop absolutely melting your heart?
When you didn't think he could surprise you any more, you realize the flowers in the vase are ceramic. Tucked in between some of the delicate blooms is a notecard. You instantly recognize Kix’s swooping handwriting.
‘I think I need to make an appointment with the Doc, I seem to have been bitten by the love bug. (augh, that was awful, Jesse told me it would be good) I hope you like these, you deserve real ones, but had a local artist make them for you since I won’t be around to make sure real ones never wilt. I’ll see you soon, jahaal'got, on my next shore leave.’
Also Happy Birthday @arctrooper69! (today, May 20th)
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