me shaking in my boots, crying, screaming, throwing up, throwing dishes at the wall: oh no now that dr who has a Disney deal they are going to have helicopters and explosions and big marvel fight sequences. I cannot stand this.
RTD: the big climatic third act battle is literally three guys throwing a ball around
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Summons a cake for spamton
it would be REALLY awesome if people read the RULES first.. You know, the rules mentioned both in my bio and at the VERY TOP of my page, in bright orange, largest font, with a link attached? READ THE RULES OF THINGS YOURE GOING TO INTERACT WITH, PLEASE.
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I hate lost friendships
Fair warning, sad hopeless venting that may pertain to you if your name rhymes with digit
I hate it’s been my fault
Yes I was terrified and anxious
Yes i am self destructive
Yes i am self isolating
and yes i thought i was saving everyone the bother of me
Yes i can only conceive of myself as an annoyance and an unwarranted worry
No i don’t find any of it to be a valid reason to just ignore the fact I made a mistake and hurt myself and others in the process
Poor self regulation is something that needs to be worked on, not accepted
But i hate that i still want to send you these little things and can’t
You always were passionate to mention women are not taught enough about their bodies, that education and medicine for women and marginalised people is immensely lacking
so when i found this video all about human eggs, and facts that aren’t commonly taught in sex ed classes, i thought of you, and i wanted to send you this video, to show you i still cared, and i still think about you in those moments,
but i shouldn’t,
and I’ve done too much damage to decide if this can be repaired
I’ve hurt too many people to be trusted to reconnect
so should i hold on to the video
should i forget about it,
should i save it for the future, if some other soul would enjoy being seen aswell
why did i have to make this.
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Anxiety is wild.
Someone I haven't interacted with overly much goes out of their way to say something really nice to me, and my brain goes "But what if they don't mean it".
Like, brain, no-one's going to say something like that without meaning it!
My brain: But they must find you annoying because you're you and therefore it's more likely that they hate you but they're just too nice to say it and also feel sorry for you so that's why they said that.
No, no that's not how it works at all. Come on, brain, we learnt about Occam's Razor in year twelve. Simplest explanation: they like the thing you did.
My brain: But that doesn't feel right.
Yeah, no shit it doesn't, because you're fucking anxious! But that doesn't mean everyone up-to-and-including people who are actively nice to you hates you! It just means you don't work properly, brain!
Typing this out has actually made me feel better than just having the argument on repeat in my head though so yay, thanks tumblr ;)
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Re-reading Bleach’s Arrancar arc, and… god I want to give Orihime a shoulder to lean on and cry on. Just… gosh the poor girl… she can’t catch a break :’(
The moment she has self doubts about her own abilities (a very understandable and normal teenaged thing!) she has an even more stronger insistence to be stronger, and just when she’s about to get a tremendous improvement in her abilites, the bad guys show up (specifically Ul//quiorra) and basically coerces her to join the arrancar because the value her abilities. That refusal would lead to the deaths of her friends, and as a pacifist who doesn’t like violence and wants to keep her friends safe, it’s understandable that such an offer is VERY HARD for her to decline.
May I remind people that Orihime at this point in Bleach is a teenaged girl attending high school. Who just a few months ago almost saw her best friend die (they’re okay but they’re not the same person anymore), had a near death experience herself, and also saw the person she has a crush on be violently defeated in a battle he wasn’t prepared for.
Arrancar arc is really just… Orihime and the horrible, terrible, no good, very bad day :(
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Just gave myself the vision of Adam saying yes to marry Michael, and Michael proceeding to yell excitedly about it on 'angel radio', basically talking in all caps and key smashes.
All other angels are instantly dealt +3,000 psychic damage. Gabriel and Raphael are just sitting there like. 'Michael. We have phones. You do remember we have phones now, right? STOP screaming in the Heavenly group chat...'
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