#sorry for the late response :P

[our-questioning-experience]

tm for swearing/cussing bc i need to wash my mouth with soap

im afab, and i feel a conection to womanhood and stuff but at the same time im like "is gender for real?" "am i girl?" "what the fuck is a woman? am i one? i dont know shit"

and like, i use she/her pronouns and they are fine, but im an actor and most (all) my characters are male and use he/him so getting in character everyone uses he/him on me, and a guy say he was sorry because at this point he has trouble seeing me as a woman and out of character he (and everyone) accidentaly uses he/him on me and like coincidence, a lot of my characters are named a variation of the name "juan" so everyone calls me juan (there a lot of people named like me in the club so its more easy that way), and i dont mind, i dont mind people using he/him on me, i dont mind being called juan, i dont mind they dont see as a girl

one time i surprised myself because i started to think about myself in he/him pronouns (my mother language, spanish, is really gendered) and it feels weird but i accidentaly use it

and like i said before, i feel a conection with womanhood/girlhood, i dont think i feel the same with manhood/boyhood but he/him is fine??? most times??? sometimes he/him feels so weird and other times fine???? but girl is always there so its no like gender fluid and that, fuck i know

(i dont really think im like non-binary (not refering to the spectrum, just the non-binary) bc all that woman stuff and i also dont like they/them on myself)

gender is too confusing, i'd like an answer but at the same time i think it would complicate stuff??? idk, what i do like to know is my pronouns, because yeah, she/her is always fine but he/him depends a lot on the person using the pronouns and how i feel at that moment

so, to sum up, everything is confusing, i dont know shit, fuck gender for being so complicated

yeah gender is confusing as fuck. i mean, you could absolutely be a girl and also use he/him pronouns but i know that's not always super helpful with the confusion.

[cryptidm0ths]

hbd kohaku

[mydictionary-yume]

lcccc I was thinking about mankai apartments reverse au (as always lol) and thought omg, what would hahns apartment card be... but !! in looking, I saw sakus !! and I KNOW lu's would be her being sillay and launching the paper airplane to match her bfs 🥺

do u see the vision

I SEE THE VISION!!!!!! I SEE IT!! MY HEART IS EXPLODING!!!! JUST LIKE. UGH. IMAGINE A LIL LOVE LETTER IN THE PLANE TOO LIKE…… DON’T TOUCH ME……..

[rococo-unofficial]

uh ill tell gingi tto ask him that.. dont rely on what i come back with though... gingi has an attention span of 5 seconds.

-Randy Jade

"I see!!!!!"

[axl-ul]

Names Meaning Tag

Thanks a lot to lovely @shellyscribbles <33

Rules: List the meanings of your OCs’ names.

I haven't created an intro post for everyone but for the sake of doing this tag properly (and also, I really enjoy researching the suitable names for my original characters and then talking for eons about them, hehe).

BTW, I will not include characters such as Wukong or Loki since 1) I haven't created them, they're based on/inspired by/alternative versions of already existing deities and folklore legends and 2) meaning of their names has already been explained or is still being speculated on (and you can research this in the libraries or on the Internet).

I'm including (open) tags right here in case somebody wants to avoid some spoilers which will be featured at the end of the post. So, here are my lovelies <33 (+ anyone who wants to join in - as I said, the tags are open^^): @toribookworm22 @dogmomwrites @faelanvance @frogqueenofmirkwood @aalinaaaaaa @aohendo @verba-writing @vanessaroades-author @emberlyric @toribookworm22 @arijensineink

I also include the animal companions and minor/side characters who play quite an important roles in short stories. Here we go:

Ulfrika - from the Old Norse 'úflr' = 'a wolf'

Márgerdra - from the Old Norse 'marr' ( 1) 'a sea', 'a ocean', 'a lake', 2) 'a horse') and 'garðr' ('enclosure', 'protection'), it was also a name of a giantess/sorceress in the saga of Hjálmþér and Olvir

Kogar - no meaning, a made up word, I went with a sound that seemed the most cool to me

Udra - from Lithuanian 'ūdra' = 'an otter'

Lešij - a name of a Slavic forest demon/entity, = 'a leshy'

Meluzína - from the Slovak 'meluzína' = 'a howling/wailing wind'

Krabat - a name of a Sorbian folk hero, there's also a novel version of Krabat where a boy of the same name becomes a disciple of a warlock and is capable of transforming into a raven

Tiru - a made up name, no meaning, though a name of a real doggo inspired it

The Merchant - well, that's it, he's literally a merchant. Or is he?

Faust - a name of an alchemist Johann Georg Faust who's (in)famous for making a deal with the Devil thus selling his soul

Ivan - a name common in Slavic languages (I've heard some people translate it as 'John' but it's not the same name, though the ethymology is quite similar => comes from the greek Ioannes)

Zmej Milošovič - zmej/zmij (English version 'zmei') is a type of a Slavic dragon/snake (or a hybrid of those two, depends on the story), Milošovič can be used either as a surname (not at all that common), but it can also be translated as 'a son of Miloš (Milosh)'

Barbora - a Slovak, Czech and Lithuanian version of Barbara, named after a witch who was said to ride a hellish dog (literal Satan) at midnight

Kmotra - from a Slovak 'kmotra' = 'godmother', a nickname for Death Ulfrika gave her when she was a child

Krcho - from a Czech word 'krchov' = 'churchyard, graveyard'

!!!SPOILER PART!!!

Ruta - Ulfrika's second/real name given to her by Kogar when he took her under his protection, from a Slovak, Czech, Lithuanian (also other languages) word for 'rue'

[cheezyharu]

Pokeddexy 2023 | day 24: Best Design

I. LOVE. LURANTIS. I think it has such an elegant design!

[aurasplanet]

TEEHEE THE PICS 😇😇 and OH MY GOLLY GEEH the fic i cannot wait aura u simply nvr disappoint 😜‼️

YOURE SO SWEET STAWP not you singlehandedly bringing back my motivation 😣😣

[radio-to-trenchcoat-demons]

This is a vent on HOW THE FUCK DID I GOT EXCLUDED AT SCHOOL BECAUSE OF THIS GIRL,ADELINE

So,me and Beatris(the girl I like) ran up to the restroom,Adeline was there,I was looking at my hair to see if it was fucked up.it wasn’t.then,Beatris and I walked out and Adeline said to her

“Let her go outside”….

I froze…but I let Beatris first

“I said let Danielle go first..”

Ouch…that’s fucking stupid Adeline.I walked out to Sarah and Maria,two of my fav classmates that I keep in touch with…I don’t know if we still keep in touch…

When the clock was 17( 5 PM) all my girl classmates were to Adeline,even Beatris…and I was thinking: “should I relapse?…” but then I didn’t had a choice but relapse after that…Adeline and the girl classmates and a boy classmate followed her,excluding me from there…I say to myself “this bitch is crazy” and I walk to sit somewhere outside and then zone out…then I hear the PE teacher saying “ALRIGHT TEENS! GET Y’ALL BAGS AND GO HOME!”.

I got my backpack and walked home already..as I get into my room..I started crying…because I don’t think you ever feel how is like being excluded in school

Lo siento hector for venting ok?…

yeah si si estas bien. vale… ella es una gran bastarda. No me gusta ella.

and if you ever need to vent im here okay? 9/10 times i can relate to something. ive gone through some shit and can help.

and p.s, that girl sounds like a puta

if you ever feel like youre going to relapse try this (helps me ig i dunno you dont need to, jus some tips based off what i do if i feel like im going to relapse)

-take really deep breaths, in for 5 out for 10

-try listening to music

-a warm beverage (i like my lemon and ginger tea with some warm honey and 2 sugars) it helps warm your body and ease tension (again at least it does for me)

-try to relax or take a nap, or dont nap and just lie down for a bit

-take a walk and really look at your surroundings. notice the little things. could be like how grass moves, different people you pass, shops/vendors around and the fonts on their store signs...etc,etc. notice how you breathe, the way you walk, what path you took...i dunno. thinking about other things works.

i have a certain playlist i listen to...or i have this really upbeat one with all my electronic/techno music and it just makes me feel good. like, i wanna move, i wanna do things, it makes me feel like i can take on anything. i can link the playlist but i recommend you organize something for yourself, something that makes you feel good.

so that playlist is here ->

please i beg you to listen to Angst and Overthinker from INZO, i swear, you feel that shit. and the Overthinker remix too, i think you'll like that one more...

its from my old account so im sorry its short but i can edit it anymore but basically another version of it is this one ->

(its actually got more songs its like almost 8 hours long, not my longest playlist)

so um...sorry for the long answer i just thought itd help...sorry again...

but yeah ig def listen to those songs...sorry if you dont like them jus trying to help...

[ghosteii]

you: opens your askbox

you:

[not my meme, i found on internet :D]

ily <3 <3 <3 /p

AAAAA

BLASTS YOU WITH A LOVE RAY /P /P

[starry-eyed-omo]

Hello hope you're doing well :D if it's omo hc prompts you're looking for, Cyno hcs would be lovely to see! 👀👀

ohhh hihi nonnie you caught me right when I was scrolling Tumblr a bit so you have my immediate attention :p

cyno has caused many accidents in other people. anyone that's done the quests he's in has definitely seen that the guy has a sadistic streak when it comes to his uh. nondescript torture methods. and it's so easy to imagine him using someone's desperation against them, y'know? give the promise of release if they give him the info he wants, and when they finally crack and start begging for a bathroom, he'll just smirk a little and remind them "I promised you relief, but I didn't say where."

just. god. cyno in control of someone's bladder? he would be absolutely ruthless. the sort that would push anyone right up to their limit until they break, enjoying the way they fight until the bitter end.

on the opposite end of things, a desperate cyno:

- he'd never admit it out loud, but he loves the feeling of someone pressing on his bladder when he's close to bursting. it's painful and humiliating, but the way it brings him to his limit and leaves him a little bit breathless is intoxicating.

- he has a pretty large bladder and when it gets really full, it is quite painful pressing against his outfit, but it's not exactly one he can easily adjust to be less tight, so he just grits his teeth and puts up with it.

- has had to make plenty of odd emergency stops in his time, as his line of work doesn't exactly come with guaranteed bathroom breaks.

- in a similar line, he rarely squirms or vocalizes desperation, as he doesn't want to draw attention, and is the sort that will just seem... oddly out of it until he suddenly breaks with no prior warning. in that moment, he almost seems to forget where he is in the bliss of release, and it's in that brief glimpse of weakness when one may hear a quiet moan of relief before he returns to reality.

[spiceandtealeaves]

Its warmer than usual I'll give you that

Man that’s crazy HMJBN, that’s so cold! And the 77% rain is GBJHH BROOO. I know it must be fun in the rain but with that cold- man GBJB

Like our’s is:

[csoisoi]

Hello! Your fanbinds are so crisp and beautiful! What paper do you use for your text locks and what’s your printing situation like?

hi! and thank you this really made my day💛

i use short bond paper/us letter size (8 1/2"x11") 70gsm for my textblocks, this is the exact same one that i use but any brand would work, this is just the most common, cheap but quality brand we have

i tried using 80gsm for one bind but it doesn't have that big of a difference and i only really notice it if i pay attention really closely:)

for my printing situation, i use adobe acrobat but i've seen others use BookletCreator. i never used that before but DAS Bookbinding has a video tutorial on how to use it!

in adobe acrobat i choose the booklet option and print the front side first with the binding option on the left, i don't have a printer that prints double-sided so i turn the pages around to print the back side as well and voila a signature

i can't adjust the margins of the text in adobe acrobat itself so i formatted the margins that i want on word and found that a margin of 19mm top-bottom and 21mm left-right worked best with me but it's all up to personal preference!

@/babovens here on tumblr has this really cool post of tips and tutorials for getting started on bookbinding and she really helped me start my journey! @/hanabobb on tiktok also has some tutorials on her page

thank you again for this ask it really made me happy💛

[diogxnes]

i read your fic with dad hopper and steve like,,,,twice a month???? and it DESTROYS me every time. and i know you wrote it a while back and don't think of it much but i like it so much that i came looking for you and i wanted you to know that <333

oh thank you so much that means a lot to me <3 there is truly no better feeling than knowing something i wrote has had an impact on someone. not really active in this fandom anymore but it still just absolutely makes my day to hear things like this, so thank you <33

[pizzadatez]

Hehe I saw your tags and am SO flattered that you think my f/o list is top tier 🥺❤ I have to admit, it's hard not to f/o every single Cookie I pull xD

Cocoa Cookie was the first epic defense Cookie I got, and I used her in my team forever until I met more Cookies!! She's so sweet (and she's almost exactly like me fr)!! I can't believe she gets hardly any attention, she's literally so kind and adorable 😊

( @pixelselfships )

YES OH MY GOODNESS I AM THE EXACT SAME WAY!!!!! X_X i'm more into o.venbreak than i am ki.ngdom but istg every time a new cookie is released i start LOSING my MIND trying not to f/o them in some way...especially the newer ones like i.ce ju.ggler(? actually she was released in 2021 wasn't she. so not super new) and pa.stel me.ringue like. GOD!!!!

i think i romantically f/o'd ro.guefort the day they released because i was so smitten with them. like. I GET IT SDHHSDAHHAHHAHA i've honestly been considering f/o'ing them again but that's another plate of cookies for another glass of milk

BUT YEAH NO DUDE co.coa co.okie is such a little thing i love her...i VIVIDLY remember unlocking her in o.venbreak (when you still had to reach a certain level in bre.akout to get certain cookies -- i don't think that's a thing anymore? idk its been awhile XP) and literally the moment i laid my eyes on her i opened ms paint and started drawing her because i loved her design so much. and then i got to see her dialogue snippets and everything and i was like OUGHHHH....THE HONEY BOO BOO BEAR...she is one of my fav co.okie ru.n characters of all time im SO SAD!!! that the only time ppl ever care about her is when shes being shipped with other characters. she deserves her own fanbase

SORRY FOR RAMBLING HEHEHEHEHE BUT YEAH!!!! tysm for stopping by and saying something!!! :D your f/o list IS top tier like... gri.llby??? we.rewolf???? pu.re va.nilla?????? SPA.RKLING??? SUCH GOOD CHARACTERS. CHEFS KISS

[seancefemme]

Absolutely in love with your art and the way you color them! Do you have any playlist to listen to while drawing?

aw thank you so much :) and yes and no! my music taste is really all over the place but i absolutely have to listen to music while im drawing 😅 here's my fratt playlist though that i listen to while drawing them if you're interested :0

[kissanon]

):<

I will bite you/silly

Take care of yourself little star

MWAH ! TY POOKINS 🫶

i will try, thank u my bear bear !!! <3 /p