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demonstars · 1 year
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If it's harmless then why do they insist so much😭 he just wants things to be sentimental let him
because a lot of dttwt thinks its the funniest thing to be mean to dream about things he's wrong about. specially in places where he can and will see it (his replies)
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thelost-in-time · 27 days
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A letter from your comfort character
A love so bright that it could conquer the dark
A love so gentle like a moon lighting up the way for a wandering traveller
A love so sweet like the sweet nectar from the freshly bloomed flowers.
A love so comforting, like a weighted blanket to soothe the anxiety and fear that lurks.
My love for you burns like a thousand fireflies, dancing along the flowers
Your arms, will forever be my home. And my arms shall forever be your safe haven.
I will love you, forevermore.
Through the good and the bad.
Through joys and sorrows.
Through your pains and joys.
Through your weariness and good days.
I'll love you for eternity, and when eternity ends, I shall love you some more
When you can't go on, rest on me
When it feels like you can't face the world, rest in my arms
When you feel like running away from the world, I'll follow you and we can make a home together there too
Home is where you are
And I'll be your home too
I'll be there, I'll be yours, anything you need.
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quarks-pussy · 1 year
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So I know we here at Startrekfandom love that "came back wrong but from the pov of the wrong" thing and apply it to many different characters and canon situations and I am far from trying to complain about it (I'm "came out wrong" trope myself so I was always gonna obsess over it) but having recently watched a very important episode (you'll know which one) for the first time I think there's a character who hits both tropes mentioned but llike, intertwined, opposite and subverted, and whom I wanna talk about.
Julian Bashir.
From his parents' pov he's "came out wrong but we got him help and he came back better" while from his own pov it's "came out 'insufficient', was destroyed for it, came back wrong and only later slowly came to terms with his new self tho never the process (justifiably so)" and it's heartbreaking because in a way, he's right! Jules Bashir died! His parents had an intellectually disabled child and decided to eugenics him! Julian is not the person he used to be and while I do love the person he is now, that doesn't bring back who he was! Part of me wishes we could've gotten to see Jules at least once and part of me hopes we never do because my heart would shatter.
This isn't a good comparison but nonetheless one I can't help drawing: it's giving similar vibes to anti-vaxxers. "I'd rather risk having a child who is dead than one who's autistic". Obviously this doesn't map over since Julian is still autistic and the procedure his parents subjected him to specifically targeted his intellectual disability and if any folks with id wanna comment on this I definitely recommend you listen to them over me, but it's a similarity I, as an autistic who has encountered anti-vaxxers again and again, can't help but point out. "Give me a normal child or give them death."
This may have been written about already but there needs to be stories about teenage Julian (after finding out and rediscovering who he was) practicing some good ol' recognition of the self through media. I need to hear about how he would encounter a story about someone who came back wrong (I'm gonna assume there's plenty of "wrong" pov stories floating around by the 24th century) and absolutely weep. I need to see Julian mourning Jules, taking years and years to process his feelings, experiencing guilt about how he, the imposter, didn't deserve to live Jules' life.
Came back wrong from the returned's pov but it wasn't an accident. It was done to you deliberately by the people who claim to love you. And now you are here, piloting the corpse of your predecessor.
Jules Bashir is dead. Long live Julian Bashir.
#i've called julian jules before simply as a normal nickname but i don't think i ever will again. not after this#and knowing that if it had been possible i would have probably gone the way jules did. knowing that at his age i would have gone willingly.#fuck dude i am literally actually crying literal tears irl right now this is not a joke#fuck!!!!!#julian bashir#jules bashir#doctor bashir i presume#came back wrong#star trek deep space nine#HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD!! HE WAS SIX YEARS OLD AND THEY KILLED HIM!!!!#i cannot stop crying i am literally crying and like not even just a little#i cannot... poor julian how the FUCK do you ever come to terms with something like that#and like... julian remembers. he has most if not all of jules' memories and also knows he was murdered simply for not being julian#like how did he cope#(im about to go off on a tangent that will contain censored names for the sake of not clogging those tags if you dont know who i mean hmu)#like this is literally the thing that fucked up j*ran so bad he went on a murder spree isn't it#he remembers the one who came before who was killed. very different circumstances of course esp since tr*ll are expected to replace one ano#another but he remembers this person he remembers BEING this person who was young and simply enjoying life and who died a sudden death and#he remembers the experience of that death as well and how it lead to his own creation. it's not remotely similar ofc but considering that#the only time we see t*rias in alpha canon is in julian's body... i need to lie down for a moment.#and jor*n couldn't cope! he couldn't! it was far too much and the weird thing is right now in this moment i GET it y'know?? like that's#so horrific. and i haven't watched any jo*an episode besides facets yet but do you think. do you think j*dzia told julian about all this an#he nodded along and kept composure and then when he was alone he broke down crying? like julian you're doing SO well ily you're coping and#you shouldn't have to obviously but you do nonetheless!! do you think julian still has something from jules? like i've heard there's a tedd#but i mean jules prolly didn't keep a diary he was a six year old with an intellectual disability it's pretty unlikely he could write but#does julian have drawings made by jules? i'd like to think so but honestly his parents probably threw them out. like they also moved so#sorry i'm just. many thoughts head full. ive stopped crying now but who knows for how long. also i'll have to tag this with my original tag#maybe i should've picked something less silly for when i make serious posts but like what am i gonna change my url as well? don't think so#original posts fresh from quark's pussy#and thats the tag limit folks it's been fun. i had to delete two other tags but my god. anyway. thinking about jules bashir forever & cryin
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dietlilyssun · 1 month
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Anyone lost their period after eating too less but still having normal weight? bc I haven‘t had it for 4 months but still not underweight
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unmeinoniwa · 15 days
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@dnangelic replied:
YOU'RE JUST INTIMIDATED BY HOW SMART I AM
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ㅤㅤPressing 'X' to doubt. " ... I suppose congratulations are in order but it certainly is interesting how you got them all correct after Daisuke took the quiz. You must have a sixth sense or something. "
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crioh-freeze · 3 months
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it just hit me at 4:01am that Quentin Smith was a goth via music taste bcuz it's canon that he loves Joy Division and The Cure. Those are both goth bands. I have both loved and adored this character for like 2 or 3 years now. And this just hit me.
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videoartiste · 2 months
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one day i am going to write s*dney pr*scott but divorced from the rest of the franchise (in this essay i will write about how scream 1 is a perfect fit to stand on its own and did not need any sequels —)
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astros-arts-inthestars · 10 months
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"Omsim!!"
"Omsim" is a Filipino slang that comes from the word "mismo," (us Filipinos have the habit of making slang up by flipping the word, like when we made up "lodi" from "idol" lmao) which is basically the equivalent of "For real!" or "Literally" here! (Astro's definition)
I've always wanted to draw me just sayin' good ol Pinoy slang and looking cool while doing it, so I did just that <33 I was given this chance by homework and so I went for it, changed a couple things up then BOOM
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vedlejsak · 11 months
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ummmm pardon ale ten pohled co dominik vodička hodil do kamery když nastupovali tancovat???
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vintagevoiture · 7 months
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source wikipedia
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demonstars · 8 months
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the drolo username reaction….sapnap saying golo……im scared
do you guys think snf know they're drolo soldier number 1 and 2
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studentofetherium · 2 years
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shacklesburst · 9 months
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Just saw you in the wild in the supporters' credits for Ano Koto no Aoi Hōshi. Based.
it's just soooo fucking cute
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yuripoll · 1 year
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LOSERS' BRACKET ROUND 1
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epiphanytear · 2 years
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Bangtan Tournament Game 3: Japanese Originals/BTS World
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shadowjen · 2 years
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