#sucks for me

[eepy-pleepy]

I miss Dean Winchester so much

But,,

I can't just rewatch the show about it because it's the Dean that lives in my head that I stand atop the widow's walk and yearn for

[loud-italian-fangirl]

Not me at work thinking it’s the corporate server finally catching on to my bullshit… then the first post I see on my timeline talks about AO3 being down… guess I’ll work then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[jennhoney]

I haven’t seen my dad since Christmas Day and that’s always a madhouse so not much then. He absolutely let me down on an appointment that I needed a ride for and hasn’t been around to help out with my medical stuff at all. And he just texted that he’d see me tomorrow because he and Murble are going to a concert. I know that I am in the safest place to have a chance to recover but if Fafner wasn’t with me I’d be crying and screaming 24/7. This is a shit show of loneliness and abandonment.

[monochromeheartbeat]

honestly sad no one gets to see my outlines for my chapters because I find them hilarious

[redstone-sun]

All art is suffering that's why it's called a pain-ting

YEAH,,,,,

[lauryn-order]

I have two months to find somewhere new to live. So. That’s not stressful at all.

[b-hyundred]

D-159

Private investigator Baekhyun

[epicsauce]

learning that self deprecation isnt cool and just makes the people around you uncomfortable unironically improved my mental health a lot. like if you just stop saying negative shit about yourself you will genuinely like yourself more and other people wont be repulsed by your attitude and you will have more friends. it's true.

[deathwishmp3]

herunknownwolf22 / iyvon wabuyele is a documented scammer

oof welp deleting that one! thanks bro!

[puppyeared]

made this while watching ep 1 of dunmeshi

[sunnibits]

just out of curiosity bc some people I know with glasses can just go a few hours or a day without them and be chill but I need them on all the time or I’ll go crazy

[secondbeatsongs]

for anyone too young to know this: watching The Truman Show is a vastly different experience now, compared to how it was before youtube and social media influencers became normal

before it was like, "what a horrifying thing to do to a human being! to take away their autonomy and privacy, all for the sake of profits! to create fake scenarios for them to react to, just to retain viewership! to ruin their happiness just so some corporate entity could harvest money from their very humanity! how could anyone do something so evil?"

and now it's like, "ah, yeah. this is still deeply fucked up, but it's pretty much what every influencer has been doing to their kids for a decade now. probably bad that we've normalized this experience"

[ackee]

something ive realized about social media is that people like Character Design but they do not actually like ocs. you can make a zillion designs of like, a humanized fish or can of soda or flower or whatever and get thousands of likes. but once the novelty wears off and you actually want to Make something with the characters and give them a story (mini comics, a longform webcomic, animations etc) its like pulling teeth.

outside of your mutual circle, you will get one or two reblogs thats like "#i dont know what this is from but—" like they are just incapable of realizing there is art outside of fanart. i no longer blame people that go "oh this isnt my oc its actually just my au/take on [popular character this looks nothing like] from [big media everyone loves]" bc you literally cannot get people to engage w/ your art unless its a one off design or already connected to something .

man. idk where im going with this besides it feels like there's nowhere for ocs that arent gimmicky and marketable and it SUCKS !

[deanpinterester]

i cannot stress this enough: if your reasoning for clowning on the mcu is "they overwork their cg artists and animators" i 1000% guarantee that a show or movie you have been stanning for years also abused their artists and you just haven't heard about it because the production companies aren't in the spotlight like mcu productions are. that cartoon for kids? that incredibly animated movie? that non-marvel superhero movie? i've seen people declare their hatred for the way the mcu treats their workers and then turn around and gush about a show that i know for a fact was hell for the artists attached

and no this is NOT me saying "this means you should stop hating on the mcu uwu" it's me saying you gotta be aware that this shit is an INDUSTRY WIDE PROBLEM. you CANNOT "fix" it by refusing to watch mcu movies and feeling good about it. you have to be aware that it's EVERYWHERE. why do you think so many animation and vfx productions are sourced in canada? in india and the phillipines? we are not unionized.

i know it's hard to face the idea that your favourite show might have been made unethically especially when you've spent so much time hating the mcu for doing the same thing. you don't have to start hating your favourite show. just like...be aware. don't be smarmy about it. don't claim without research that a beautifully animated movie Must mean the animators were not working 16 hour days and weekends. i do think we can fix this 👍 but we can't fix it if 90% of us don't even realize what the problem really is

[garnet-xx-rose]

Yes, I’ve done the work analyzing this relationship’s problematic traits and I’ve come to the educated conclusion that I still want them to fuck

[lunaoritur]

what i should be doing: working on luna and sam's bios what i'm actually doing: literally everything but