why do i feel sick.. like not physically but emotionally? sleep is fine, i exercise but i feel a bit sad idky why
I'M SELFISH BYE
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@lcve0n asked: "I don't want to get out of bed."
˖ ✶ Isaac let out a quiet hum in response. He certainly didn't want to either. Being quite content where he was. "You know, we don't really have to, right?" At least Isaac didn't. He didn't have any classes the next few days and was eager to just laze around. Isaac rolled over on the bed, lips pressing against Collin's forehead. "Besides," He grins, "I think you still owe me a personal lesson."
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The Road Not Taken
BY ROBERT FROST
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
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issac, is there ever a time when you think you want to be with someone other than collin? do you ever feel like you want to find someone who's better for you?
˖ ✶ "You know that quote from Perks of being a wallflower? The whole, we accept the love we think we deserve, thing." Isaac shrugs, "Considering the last relationship I was in, I personally think Collin is better for me. But no, as much as he is... the way he is, there's no one else I'd rather be with."
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i can’t believe i lived so long being a the outside hater. song of all time truly.
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wait ok so for my writing class final we have to write an argumentative essay and my teacher said it could be on any topic as long as it's debated/debatable. so i was like "ok obviously i don't 100% agree with this but i think it'd be fun to argue that silent films are better than sound films and the introduction of sound to film was a mistake". so i've decided that's what i'm doing but then i looked at everyone else's topics and they're like. contemporary political issues, like gun control and free speech, and i'm writing abt silent films sjsjsjs but hey i'm gonna have way more fun researching this bc it's my hyperfix ehehe
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This(Tumblr) does not feel a safe space anymore.... received a hate ask today(2nd or 3rd in this month) and idk mannn, I just enjoy Taylor's music..idk if I like her as a person..follow at ur own risk ppl.
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@lcve0n asked: sender kills someone to protect receiver
˖ ✶ Isaac had told Collin he'd be fine walking home alone - they had been out for a few hours now and Isaac needed to study and couldn't stay at the bar any longer. And it wasn't that long of a walk and he would have absolutely been fine if he would at least pay attention to his surroundings. Because not too long after he left, someone had backed him into a corner two blocks down. "Better be careful, baby. I'm sure there are plenty of guys around here willing to take advantage of you. Luckily for me I get you first." The words were whispered in his ear, the others teeth latching onto Isaac's earlobe and giving a not so gentle tug.
"I-" Isaac tried to say something about Collin when the others lips covered his own, hands being gripped and held against the cement wall. "C-Collin..." His eyes widened, seeing the man with a lethal look on his face behind the guy pinning him to the wall. "Name's Adam, baby." The male smirked, "You'll do your best to remember that when you're screaming my name."
Another time of being cut off from speaking, though this time it was because Collin had stepped forward stabbing the man. Flecks of blood spraying across Isaac's face. "C-Collin stop!" That was clearly futile because Collin had just kept going until the man's lifeless body slumped forward onto him and Isaac pushed the body away quickly before immediately turning away and throwing up.
"Holy fuck. Holy shit." He felt cold. He had just watched his professor ... boyfriend... kill someone. "What the fuck..." His breathing picked up, taking a step back from Collin. "What the fuck did you do!?"
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her mind is buzzing with static, as if she's desperately trying to tune to a frequency she's not quite sure even exists. her escorts from gigas corp. had instructed her to 'make the most ' out of tonight - that this 'gift' of their was in exchange for all of her excellent cooperation while in their care. everything about her look tonight had been meticulously crafted and coordinated by them: from the way her hair fell in loose waves down her back, to her makeup being light and not too overbearing - the red lip gloss that currently adorned her lips the only obvious standout. a silk, black dress comfortably hugged her waist in all the right ways and left her back exposed while her hands were covered by matching silk gloves.
aeris didn't fully understand why this ball, let alone her attendance, was so important to them - especially when it was they that had housed and cared for her so much already. the scientists there had taken her in after finding her wandering alone in this foreign city - promising to help her find the key to unlocking her forgotten memories. aeris owed them her life - she was willing to do nearly anything they asked for repayment in order to return their near limitless kindness towards her. instead, all they asked was for her to come here. it was all so strange... regardless, she tries to abide by their one, simple request: to enjoy herself but it's so hard to focus.
there's a growing anxiety inside of her as she stands awkwardly to the side of the ballroom; the woman blankly watching while other attendees laugh and drunkenly glide along the dancefloor. a part of her feels as if she doesn't belong here...while another feels like she's been waiting all her life just for this singular moment. there's a building anticipation as the buzzing in her ears grows louder, her skull threatening to burst from the pain - flashes of something ( or of someone? ) flickering across her memory before it is gone as quickly as it came.
the moment causes her breathing to grow slightly erratic, the room suddenly feeling too claustrophobic and her eyes dart frantically for something, anyone, before locking onto another. the sight of his gaze on her feels...right. comforting. the earlier case of vertigo is suddenly miraculously gone.
in what feels like barely a second, the stranger is already at her side - and he is well, bossy. before she can even gather her bearings, her hand is wrapped into his as he leads them onto the center of the dancefloor. the silent reverence the other guest pay towards him is practically impossible not to notice, all of them making room for the odd-pairing as he begins to take the lead in their dance.
the more you allow yourself to feel - the more you'll understand.
he speaks as if they've met before and she finds herself searching his eyes as deeply as he is searching hers, ignoring how close their bodies were beginning to press against one another. her voice is soft, uncharacteristically quiet when she speaks next, ❛ do...you know who i am? ’ her head tilts as she carefully reaches for his face, her hand gently cupping his left check as she silently prays for a spark of...something. // @verumking
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