#taking it day by day

[tilweareghosts]

I look so tired lately. I feel so tired lately.

[taintedsoul-if]

Hi.

I just wanted everyone to know that I am still here. I might not be answering your asks as frequently as I used to but I am still here. Recently work has been a bit hectic and I am currently trying to find a way to balance everything that I have on my plate right now.

Most days I show up at work seven days straight non-stop..... then I'll have only one dayoff to straighten out my personal shit. And because of that I haven't really been doing much writing but I've made a promise to myself.... whenever I have free time on my hand before my shift at work starts I'll put in a bit of writing....

I'll just end this here. I do hope you're all well. Also I do take the time out to read your asks. They're a breath of fresh air which gives me the motivation to continue scribbling away. Continue being safe and I'll see you guys soon. Have a wonderful/prosperous day. ☺☺

[j-graysonlibrary]

Finished book one of V’shons at a whopping 183k words. W. H. E. W. Only 5-ish more to go but I will be taking a break to prepare for and write my nanowrimo novel in November.

[mysoulaesthetic]

This song is to all the girls who begged for love in the wrong man, then took their power back and left.

It inspired a poem in me:

I’m taking this road without you,

Surely you will run back to me.

Surely you’ll -

I’m looking in one direction.

A new mind redirected.

I’ll hold you in my memories

I’ll hold you in my hands

Like grains of sand

I lose you.

I don’t look back.

Surely you’ll-

Surely you’ll understand.

[sublimesapphic]

recently I’ve been on this weird seesaw of my internal monologue where i’m unintentionally saying these horrible things like ‘i feel embarrassed of myself’ and ‘my existence is mortifying’. I’m not trying to make myself feel bad but sometimes i look in the mirror or pronounce something wrong or think about something i said a year ago and i just shrivel up with embarrassment. so, to counteract this mindset in an attempt to not internalise these thoughts I’ve been saying these affirmations like ‘i’m so lucky to be alive’ and ‘my life is so meaningful’. i love the fact that i’m making a conscious attempt to not live miserably.

i am patient, i am understanding, i am happy.

side note: i took this photo maybe a month ago. i was watching the finale of daisy jones and the six and was on the part where daisy starts singing honeycomb and tells billy to go. i erupted into tears and paused to recuperate when i looked outside the window and saw a double rainbow. i cried some more, but it was a really special moment

[yvmoveon]

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[corpus-incorporated]

you don’t have to match my freak you just have to think whatever’s wrong with me is fascinating and perhaps even sexual

[bookwyrminspiration]

god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait

[emilnikos]

I need non autistic people to realise meltdowns are a real debilitating thing that has a serious effect on your mental and physical health NOWWWWW!!! The way its been trivialized and lessened pisses me the fuck off. It's not a tantrum and it doesn't come from "being too weak-willed" it's painful and it's embarrassing AND MOST OF ALL IT'S INVOLUNTARY!! Don't claim to be an ally to autistic or disabled people and then make fun of people who have meltdowns. Literally get the hell out of my sight

[kedreeva]

There's some dude (derogatory) on FB who is PISSED people are pricing their farm fresh eggs at $2 and $3 a dozen instead of $4+, saying it's "disrespectful" and "undignified" and "I'm trying to feed my kids" like Sir, you are on a Facebook group page bitching about your neighbors egg prices because your pet chickens aren't earning you a living wage and you think it's your neighbors' fault, you do not have a leg to stand on here wrt dignity.

Also half the answers are like "I give them to friends and family free" or "I donate them to food banks" or "I'm making them affordable to folks who might not otherwise be able to get them now that they're so expensive in the store" and "if you think you're going to turn a profit keeping backyard chickens you have been wildly misled" and so on, and so forth, and I'm so living for it.

and I can tell you right now, he did NOT like my answer of "if you're trying to feed your kids, I hear eggs are edible."

[lydiaortega1996]

[king127]

[spacedace]

What is it about laying on the floor when you're overwhelmed that makes everything feel so much better?

[lesbianpegbar]

all the people that left me nice messages in my comments and asks i see them and really do appreciate them

[laikabu]

happy tdov everyone

in all seriousness, here’s i think what happened:

izutsumi: doesn’t have the memories before being turned into a beastman. rejects the floral name that was has given to her(asebi), gave herself a new name. izutsumi isn’t written in kanji, so it kind of gives off the vibe that it’s meant to look random/gibberish to the reader

kabru: his birth mother gave him a new name while hiding from his father’s family. presumably a very gender neutral name. he kept it.

[sparrowlucero]

The greatest injustice ever faced is that I almost certainly started the still thriving "clown husbandry" tag on here, but any discussion about it (from a know your meme page to a youtube video with 500k views) says it's a joke of "unknown origin" or credited to this post, likely bouncing off of mine (which was actively circulating at the time with like 30k notes):

This is a tragedy for many reasons, most of all because it wasn't just an offhand joke but actually a direct response to some of the funniest online hate I ever got:

They're erasing the truest history of tumblr: its desperate need to seethe and argue over every obvious joke with more than 10 notes.

anyways here is the canonical pet clown. according to me