#talk or pregnancy loss

[starqueensthings]

Life Update:

Hey friends ❤️ Most of you won’t know because I never got around to posting anything, but early last month I found out I was pregnant with twins (yes, I immediately wanted to name them Fives and Echo). At an ultrasound this passed Wednesday it was revealed that neither of my little dominoes had heartbeats anymore, and likely hadn’t for a couple weeks.

While they never developed long enough for me and hubby to actually give them names, I am still grieving those two little munchkins and the life I envisioned having with them. I’m also riding the physically turbulent waves of a miscarriage and will be for at least a few days, so please be patient with me while I navigate my way through this ❤️

Once I’m out of the woods, I’ll return to our regular scheduled programming of gawking at sexy pixelated men. That is all. Love y’all, be safe.

[nonuggetshere]

HIII another FaaF variant yeah sorry it WILL happen again

Content warning: Pregnancy/childbirth, child loss, possible miscarriage mention

(Amanita is WL's name, yes I changed it again)

This is depressing so far but please consider; Hornet, Ghost and Flower (Hollow, for the new here) get to grow up together and play in secret

Flower can hear Ghost's voidspeech because they've got enough void in their system for that. PK, while also being void poisoned, only has some minor poisoning and is a god made of light that can successfully fight it off so he can't hear them

Kind of considering for PK to try to turn Flower into a full vessel in separation to keep them alive but I dunno if I want to include dunking thay baby in ink in this AU (Another idea is that they're dunked but don't become fully void, but reach an equilibrium of void vs light and their condition stabilises)

[fuckyoutommie]

just realized what this band has given me. i’m about to be really vulnerable after the cut, you’ve been warned 🤪✌🏼 i’ll tag the trigger warnings 🫶🏼

i first found Greta during a kind of traumatic time for me. i was in the middle of losing my 3rd pregnancy, the baby was 23 weeks and it was a baby i was loosely planning to keep. finding a band that preached so adamantly about love, acceptance, change, among other things, was so needed in that time. since November 2022 i’ve been able to respond to situations in my life with new, better intention. the love i’ve been listening to the last nearly 8 months has had an impact on how i look at people and has helped me respond with the love every person deserves. im not perfect but i have grown a LOT. as a person who has BPD it’s not very common you can go without medications, however, im no longer able to afford it meeeeeeaning i’ve been raw dogging life since November, and! my life is better than it’s ever been. i’ve done the work to look at how i respond to my environment and have changed that for the better.

it’s been a few months that i’ve been on tumblr now, in that time i think my capacity to love has grown exponentially! i’ve been blessed with some really beautiful people in my little corner of the internet! people i’ve met through this fandom!!!!! i had a bad time on twitter so i remember feeling nervous when i started interacting with people on tumblr. but boy!! if tumblr isn’t the exact opposite. i have filled my dash with people that are preaching the same love the band does!

im really grateful that i’ve found a peaceful place in my life. i did a lot of hard work to get to where i am! im proud of myself for choosing to respond now with love and understanding. i love all of you and all of me!

cheers to those four white men from michigan 🫶🏼

[lesbians-all-the-way-down]

Cryptic pregnancy with complications. Send tweet.

[proto-language]

hrngnfghnfg

[crippledanarchy]

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[dilf-din]

Hi, I’m going to get straight to the point. If you follow penandinkprincess, please unfollow me. I don’t want anyone who eagerly consumes her trauma porn anywhere near my writing and the peaceful community I’ve cultivated for myself here.

More below the cut because I don’t want to trigger anyone. Check tags for content warnings before proceeding.

I was done when she wrote her sick little miscarriage AU practically giggling with glee at the concept of putting Ellie through that. I’ll provide screenshots if you missed it, I have them.

She continually makes light of mental illness, PTSD, and other heavy topics.

But planning a series based on suicidal ideation is my absolute last fucking straw.

These characters are not your dolls to inflict unnecessary pain upon.

If you read her content, there’s the fucking door. Please see your way out. Her stories and ideas have heavily triggered me and people I care about on numerous occasions. Every time she receives criticism, she makes herself out to be the victim and accepts no responsibility. I have her blocked but I still come across shit she’s done and I’ve had enough.

[orthopoogle]

I have to say it’s really weird that I’m all of a sudden getting anons telling me not to post about my miscarriage anymore when I’ve barely even talked about it on here recently. I know Tumblr struggles to find a happy medium between “all fetuses are disgusting parasites who use women’s bodies against their consent” and “pregnancy is the most pure and happy blessing ever and the only vocation a woman should pursue,” but y’all need to accept that shit just happens out in the real world sometimes no matter how much you want it buried away. If you’re that uncomfortable with me acknowledging that something very fucked up happened to me a few months ago and feeling compelled to vent about it every now and then, then there’s nothing stopping you from unfollowing me and looking at content that makes you feel good.

[venting-town]

It suddenly just hit me that I could’ve had SEVERAL children by now

I mean, I may have thought this when I was younger ( I likely did ), but for some reason it saddens me to think about it now

Which is fucking stupid because I would’ve/would STILL be an absolutely HORRIBLE parent, and that the only main reason I wanted to have a baby in the first place was so that somebody would wonder why a 10-11 year old kid was pregnant in the first place and ACTUALLY try to help me

Imagine finding out your parent only wanted to have you because they wanted to stop being raped ( and I’m not talking about anybody else, I’m talking about myself. It’s selfish FOR ME to have even done that in the first place; I’m not condemning anybody else who has felt this way/done this. It’s okay if I talk about myself differently than others because it’s not always about everyone else and that’s MORE than okay. Nobody else deserves to be raped and it’s NOT okay that they’re raped in the first place )

[bryonyashaw]

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Trigger warning - National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month occurs every October.

During the entire month, people take time to honor and remember those who have lost a child during pregnancy or lost a child in infancy. Dealing with death in the family is never easy.

I have spoke about this in the past 4 years but I had an early miscarriage before Winnie and at the time I didn't have much support or understanding - it can be a very isolating experience. I spent the night in hospital as they thought it was ectopic. You blame yourself, you question yourself. Whether the pregnancy was wanted or planned it's such a sensitive subject and each experience, each person is different. You can't compare one person to another and you never should. How I view that particular situation now is that it was meant to happen or Winnie (my youngest) wouldn't of happened and sure, being a single parent is hard but the moment I gave birth to her and held her in my arms I just felt (cliché to say) but like my family was complete and perhaps this is how it was meant to be, however, I always acknowledge it happened. I've had 4 pregnancies.

"Angel Baby," "Sunshine Baby," and "Rainbow Baby" are terms that refer to babies born just before or after another baby is lost due to a variety of reasons. They help immediate family members move through the grieving process and find meaning in the loss.

There are many things that raise awareness like the #waveoflight and the #NeverBeStill campaign seeks to break the silence surrounding stillbirth and other pregnancy/infant losses by not only educating the public about ways to support bereaved families but also empowering expectant mothers to have a healthy pregnancy – because every pregnancy deserves a happy ending.

Pregnancy and Infant loss Remembrance Day serves to promote greater Awareness, Remembrance and Support of the estimated 1 in 4 individuals and families whose lives are irrevocably altered by the death of their children, during pregnancy, at birth and in infancy. The aim of the day is to:

• Raise awareness of the need for support

• Encourages people to talk

• It honors the babies who have passed.

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[amylauren13]

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[nanaslutt]

nana forgive me for i have sinned :((( ive been thinking about whiny choso getting frustrated because he thinks our moans are so cute but it’s gonna make him cum too fast he wants to tell us to shut up but he just cant bring himself to do it

Contains: fem reader, established relationship, dirty talk, teasing, fantasizing, choking, rough sex, mating press, protected sex (that's a first), multiple orgasms, Choso discovers his breeding kink, talk of pregnancy, lactation kink, cockwarming

MDNI

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Choso was in quite the predicament. You were underneath him, your legs over his shoulders as he fucked you into a mating press, your knees by your ears, and you were being so loud. So much so that Choso thought that long after you were done fucking he would hear your moans and whines of his name ringing in his ears. That wasn't the problem though, the problem was you sounded so needy and perfect, especially when you tried to call out his name which always ended in more whines and broken syllables of the word on your tongue.

Choso wanted to tell you to shut up so bad because every time a whine left your lips; which was every single time he thrust his cock into you; his cock would twitch and throb, threatening to spill. It had only been a couple minutes and he had already pulled his cock out of you for the 4th time and gripped his cock hard at the base to prevent himself from cumming-- closing his eyes and gritting his teeth as he tried not to focus on how cute you sounded whining at the loss, and how breathless you sounded trying to swallow air into your lungs while he gave himself a break.

"Chosoo~" You wined, grabbing his hips and pulling them back towards yourself in an effort to get him back inside you. "Stop pulling out~ wanna feel you 'smore." You whined, tilting your head against the sheets and pouting out your bottom lip needily as you looked up at him with clouded eyes. He squeezed his eyes shut harder at the sound of your voice begging him, he couldn't take it, even having pulled himself out of your too-wet, too-tight cunt.

"What's wrong? Hmm?" You cooed, rubbing your hands along his waist as you watched him take in deep, steady breaths. Choso thought about spilling the beans and telling you what had him pulling out every ten thrusts, you gave him a perfect opening after all! After a. couple of seconds of contemplation, Choso released the hold he had on the base of his dick and opened his eyes, leaning forward to rub the tip of his cock through your wet folds before he caught the tip in the ring of your cunt and pushed in slowly. "Nothing." He responded, gulping at the feeling of you around him once more before he started up a rough pace again.

Once again your sweet moans and loud slaps and squenchles filled the room as he fucked into you with reckless abandon. He shook his head at the sound of your voice invading his ears, his jaw dropping in a small o when your cunt got tighter around him. He watched your hand slither between your bodies and rub small circles furiously against your little clit, trying to push yourself toward your orgasm.

Choso's breath caught in his throat and came out stuttered when he felt your cunt constrict around his cock as he fucked you through your first orgasm. He had to clench his jaw and bite down on his teeth hard to keep his hips moving and somehow not cum from your rapid twitching and pulsing of your walls. Your jaw dropped open when you felt your orgasm wash over you, your moans going silent for a se cond until you really felt it, then you were a moaning and squirming mess.

Choso couldn't take it anymore, thinking fast he moved one of his large hands that was steadying itself next to your head on the mattress to cover your mouth as your moans increased in volume, and doubled in how desperate you sounded. His eyes rolled back in his head at how your cunt seemed to twitch and pulse around him endlessly through your orgasm. He held his breath throughout the entire thing, the both of you gasping in tandem when you finally came down and were thrown into oversensitivity as the man didn't let up his thrusts inside your cunt.

"C-choso" You tried mumbling agaisnt his hand, your smaller one reaching up to grab at his wrist and dig your nails into it in support as he fucked ruthlessly into you. His breathing and soft moans felt so much louder in your ears now that he had shut you up, the sound going straight to your cunt and making you even wetter somehow. "S-sorry." He moaned, shutting his eyes as he let out a loud groan when you squeezed around him a little too tight as you were worked through the last bit of your overstimulation and were thrown into another spiral of getting fucked towards another orgasm.

"I cant t-take it." He groaned, tipping his head back to groan before he opened his eyes once more and made contact with your glossy ones. "Your moans." He specified, making you scrunch your eyebrows together as you tried to understand what he meant. "'S why I had to keep t-taking it out." He kept talking, panting through his words. "Made me feel like- hahh- like I was gonna cum just l-listening to your voice." He confessed, feeling his own face heat up at his revealing words.

You groaned behind his hand which covered your mouth at the revelation. Your face turned crimson as you thought about how by just your voice alone you could bring a man such as Choso to his knees. You spoke behind his hand, bringing your other hand up to pull his wrist away so you could speak properly as he let you move his hand to your neck and rest it there softly, "So d-o it." you whimpered with a mischievous smile on your face. "C- ahh- cum~" You finished.

He breathed in a shaky breath, his hand squeezing your throat on instinct as he registered your words. Abliet, he was worried about cumming before you and leaving you unsatisfied as his refractory period was a little longer than yours, so the fact that he had already made you cum once made him more susceptible to your words. His hips pulled back slowly, pulling almost all the way out, before he fucked his cock back into you, keeping his eyes glued to yours as he watched them roll back in your head. "Yeah?" He asked, repeating the process of fucking into your slowly but heavily.

"Y-eah" You stuttered through his thrusts, "C-cum inside me Cho~" You begged, biting your lip at him while you smiled at him like he was the only man in the world. Although he had a condom on, he still felt himself throb at your words. "You want me to cum inside?" He asked, picking up his thrusts more steadily as he felt his orgasm creep up on him. "Yes, b-abyy~ F-fill me up with 'ur cum Cho-so!" you whined, your voice coming out strained when his hand squeezed around your throat.

He changed his position slightly, bringing one of his feet up to plant itself next to your torso as he gave himself better leverage to fuck you into the mattress. Your wines somehow made it through your vocal cords even with the tight grip he had on your neck, which made him feel dizzy. Your eyes were rolling back in your head, your jaw was slack as moans freely fell from your lips, and Choso absolutely pounded you into the bed, making your body dip into the matress and bounce up to meet his already rough thrusts.

He couldn't stop your words from echoing in his head, telling him to fill you up. His mind wandered to a scenario if him fucking you without a condom, freely filling you to the brim, and watching his seed spill out of your abused hole as he used two fingers to scoop up the seed and stuff it back into your cunt. He wasn't sure if he could even get you pregnant with him being a curse and all, but damn it if he wasn't going to try.

His thoughts kept traveling, to you getting pregnant, fucking you in celebration, sucking your milk-filled tits because they were sooo sore and who would he be to let the mother of his child suffer like that? He never knew he wasted a child but just a couple words from you sent him in an absolute spiral, and he couldn't argue that a little you running around wouldn't be so bad.

He was thrown back to reality when he felt both of your hands wrap around his that were choking you out. You were nodding dumbly, a fucked out smile on your face as he destroyed your pussy; loud squelching noises echoed through the room, and a nice white ring of your cum had formed around the base of his cock and some was smeared on your thighs form how wet you were. "C-chosooo~" You moaned when his thrusts started losing their rhythm.

"W-wanna fill you up- I- I want to cum inside you." He said, keeping his eyes on your face as his bottom lip started to quiver, he was so sensitive right now. "P-please Choso C-cum for me~" You whined. That's all it took for the dark-haired man's high to wash over him. His thick seed filling up the condom as he fucked his hips into you, each time his hips met your ass he pressed himself as hard as he could agaisnt you, imagining he was trying to get his seed as deep as possible inside your cunt to make sure you got pregnant.

"F-uuckkk~" You wined underneath him, your walls spasming around him as you came together. Your walls milked his balls dry, and the man pressed his hips flush against yours as he relished in the feeling of your walls squeezing him while he groaned loudly as the aftershocks of his orgasm wracked through his body.

Your legs slid off of his shoulders and fell weakly against the sheets as he released your neck in its iron grip and collapsed against your body, breathing shakily as your hands rubbed soothingly agaisnt his back. "That was a big one~" You teased, giggling while he caught his breath with his face cradled in the crook of your neck. You started to wiggle from underneath him, signaling him to pull out of you so the two of you could clean up. "W-wait-" He whispered into your neck.

Your hands came up to run through his hair as you waited for him to finish speaking. "Wanna stay inside you f-for a little longer." He whispered, slightly embarrassed. You nodded, humming in agreement as you continued running your hands through his hair, over his shoulder and back, all while you felt his cock twitching inside you.

"What made you cum so hard Cho?" You giggled, turning your head towards his and pressing a kiss to the side of his head as his hands wrapped underneath you and held you snugly against his body. He paused, gathering his thoughts before he mumbled into your shoulder, "Think I wanna get you pregnant."