I'm in love with Aamira ❤️❤️🙏 can you give us more info about her? Some fun and maybe not so fun facts about her?
Hi Anon !
Thank you for your kind words and for your interest \o/
Aamira's side of the family is the one that Qalaa got her "Beast Curse" from. It's a bloodline hereditary curse that boosts the strength of those in good health (like Qalaari) and eats away at those that have a weak constitution... like Aamira.
"Weak" members of the family are usually cast aside or cast out. Aamira ; while still quite young, 16 or so ; ran away from all of this to try to live her life following only her will and enjoy as much of it as possible.
Even without the curse Aamira would have had a weak health, but think of it as her Beast basically making her immunodeficient and weaker and weaker as the years go by.
She managed to make a little life for herself in a small unremarkable place close to one of the older forest of the region. There she developed close ties with two siblings, Temhos & Olgha. Both of them members of a tribe that lives deep deep withing the old woods who come to visit the village semi frequently to trade goods and buy things to carry back where they live.
Both siblings tried to court Aamira (after months of good relationship), and, eventually, Aamira chose Temhos.
For two or three years things were pretty idyllic fro all of them. But then Aamira started talking about wanting a child... Temhos tried to reason with her that with her health it was really fucking dangerous for her to try and that her chances of not making it through were too high for his tastes... Aamira pretended to listen but actually didn't and things got really bad when Temhos found out she was pregnant.
They argued, Aamira's health took a downside, Temhos took care of her until she got better again (and Aamira, with her rose-tinted delusional glasses, thought it meant he'd stay).
When Aamira was around 7 month pregnant Temhos ran away (very very far away). It broke her heart but not her (by now frantic) determination to see her pregnancy though. She (somehow) found her away again to Temhos' village where she was taken in by Olgha (who was very confused, then very angry (at both Aamira & Temhos), then very panicked).
Qalaari was born in this village. Olgha became her surrogate parent to help Aamira raise her (she was still in love with Aamira, but knew that her heart, broken as it was, would still never be hers... I think Aamira knew Olgha's feelings too and could only just be very thankful she still helped her raise Qalaari, despite how painful it must have been for her.)
Aamira was very loving with her daughter, but her (now very bad) health and broken heart left her with long dissociative episodes, on top of moments where she wouldn't even managed to get out of bed. That's when Olgha would take care of Qalaari most (frustrated and heartbroken as she was over the whole situation, Olgha genuinely loves Qalaari like her own daughter.)
12 years after, the Beast finally eroded all of what Aamira was (she was still young... probably around 32 or 34 years old ??) and she passed away.
Also, how Aamira survived giving birth is nothing short of a miracle. Most likely due to her will of titanium to meet and raise her daughter... Eventually the Beast got the best of her, but she managed to hold on for 12 more years !!
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antes de ir ver os forms e tals, eu queria agradecer a todo mundo q apoiou minhas doidices viu🙏🙏🙏 tô muito feliz com como vcs receberam a doação (eu tava me cagando de medo
e avisar também q tem mais coisa vindo, pra quem gosta do xg essa semana promete🫣😁
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só queria ir pra minha casinha, aproveitar a minha depre e escrever um pouquinho
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garela meu celola ta tao bonito
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rafaelaaaa minha amg minha imã minha sócia minha deusa toda poderosa eu temho uma pergunta☝️ você escreve com o santi?
mulher isso aí pode ser ajeitado 😈😈
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͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ౨ৎ 🩷 ౨ৎ
★ entrando na minha ...
honey moon . 🌒
60kg = ✔️ 50kg =
55kg = 45kg = 42kg =
:: estou com tantos pensamentos de gorda que ultimamente eu estou tão inchada e cheia de gordura, sério, odeio ser obesa!
- – — minha mf para até agosto é estar pesando 50kg no mínimo e assim eu terei que perder 15kg :'( mas eu vou conseguir.
# diet de 500kcals !!
౨ৎ manhã ;
— eu não como nada e irei continuar nessa rotina, ja que me acostumei não comer nada pela manhã!
౨ৎ tarde ;
— aqui começa a tristeza, eu trabalho em meio de comida e acaba que eu beslico algo aqui e outra ali, porém, eu vou tomar vergonha na cara e parar de ser e agir igual uma gorda.
౨ৎ noite ;
— nossa primeira e última refeição! penso em salada e muita salada com uma proteína básica.
☆ metas e regras !!
— mais de 7000 passos por dia;
— queimar mais de 250 kcals por dia;
— fazer cardio ou dançar todos os dias;
— não aceitar comida fora de casa;
— sempre preparar sua própria comida;
— comer antes das 07:30PM;
☆ peso ;
— pelo o tempo determinado ( até a primeira semana de agosto ) eu temho que perder entre 600g à 700g por semanas, mesmo que seja um processo lento, quem perdeu 15kg começou perdendo 600g, certo? Então vamos lá.
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Querido diario…
Quantos pontos de aura eu perco se eu
1. Eu nao consigo nem relaxar fim de semana porque eu fico ansioso e em angustia pesnamdo no inicio da proxima semana
2. Eu nao consigo me distrair
3. Eu nao comsigo me sentir bem
4. So droga faria eu me sentir melhor
5. Sucidio e minha unica opcao viavel
6. Os dias sao vazis e escuros igual uma tela preta
7. Alucino
8. Eu sou muito sozinho
9. Odeio tudo que pense e encontro comforto naquilo que nao te, comciencia de verdade
10. Eu sou sozinho
11. Eu sou sozinho
12. Eu sou sozinho
13. Nao comsigo raciocinad uma conversa com oalguem normal
14. Me corto
15. Sinto inveja de problema alheia
16. Pseudo necrofilo
17. Nao temho motivação pra estudar
18. Nao tenho motivacao pra postar
19. Nao tenho motivacao pra viver
20. Nao consigo viver
21. Acho que tem alguem querendo me matar, eu escuto um barulho e acho que aplicaram bombas na minha casa
22. Tenho medo de pessoas
23. Eu tenhi medo
24. Eu sou vazio
25. Eu sou sozinho
26. Meus pais nao se importam comigo
27. Eu acho que alguem quer me matar ou me fazer um mal muito fudido e eu odeio ouvir barulho em casa porque eu sempre acho que entrou um homem que vai matar minha mae, e depois vai me sequestrar e ai eu vou ser vendido porque me compraram na dark web
28. Tenho medo de tee uma doemcs ou algo pior esperando por mim entao eu prefiro me matar na minima suspeita de algo ruim
29. Eu nao consigo me distrair
30. Meu fav é o shigaraki
Por favor alguem me ajuda
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Compartilhamos do mesmo amor pelos felinos 💛 Temho 2 e você tem algum?
tenho 11. sou apaixonadaaaa😻
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My question is about Qalaa! She’s got an amazing design in every iteration so I wanted to ask what were your main inspirations for her? Also could you tell us a bit more about her story?
Hi there ! Thank you so much for your kind words about my babygirl ;A; !!!
Everything started circa 2014 when I started to play Wakfu again with @shuuzaar and decided to make a red-skinned osamodas. She also now exists in multiple universes (a minotaur or tiefling in DnD, a demon/oni, a dragon, etc etc).
It wasn't a very conscious & willed thing but since I put a lot of 'myself' into her (more than all my other OCs, who have more... handpicked bits) so her build started to grow towards the larger / bigger side naturally. I'm definitely not as big, nor tall as her though (I am short and she's like, 209cm tall or sth).
Her general themes / traits are : A kind, soft & gentle soul in a body that is 'made' for killing / hurting easily because of it's size and strength. Feeling inadequate / dysphoria / struggling to accept her body because it doesn't fit what she likes (petite and feminine girls). Struggle to control flares of emotions & physical strength.
And being very, oh so very gay about girls and feminine people (this is a very important part ok).
In time I've been slowly collecting pictures of athletes and people that make me think of her and trying to refine how she looks in my head ! Though, like many of my characters, the specifics tends to change depending on how I feel on the moment... sometimes I want her nose a bit more like this or like that... don't be surprised if her gallery isn't the most consistent in terms of facial features :,^)
One thing that definitely DID inspire me for her though are the marks on her body ! They are inspired from scarifications of the Chambri tribe in Papua New Guinea https://bodyartforms.com/blog/sepik-river-scarification.asp)
As for her story, well, my current DnD group where I play her has given me a lot of opportunities to flesh it out a little more >:^D
I'll try to keep it short.
Qalaari was born from an unplanned pregnancy. Her mother, Aamira Molandine, was someone with a very weak health due to a blood curse running in her family (more on that later) ; but despite her health she decided to keep the child and see the pregnancy through.
Her father, Temhos Croquelune, is a member of a tribe of "beast folk" (this is tweaked and adapted to fit in various universes when I can) and, while enamoured with Aamira, was really not ready to have a child, and to potentially have to raise it alone should Aamira die while giving birth. After yet another argument with her about getting an abortion for her sake and the sake of them both, Temhos ran away during the night and never came back.
~6 month pregnant Aamira found refuge in the Croquelune tribe under Temhos' sister roof, Olgha (who also had a crush on Aamira & both her and her brother tried to court her). The travel took a heavy toll on Aamira's already weak health and yet she somehow miraculously survived the delivery of her (very) big and healthy baby girl Qalaari.
Qalaari was raised in a very loving home by Aamira and Olgha, but developped a big resentment towards her blood father, especially since after giving birth, Aamira remained a very sickly person with a broken heart.
Aamira died when Qalaari was 13, which kind of forever scared her and worsened her struggles to control her emotions.
Remember the Cursed Blood thing ? Well basically, it's a curse that either 1) eats you alive if your body is too weak to handle it (Aamira's case, which is why she had a weak health from the beginning) OR 2) enhances the physical potential of your body, but tends to make you lose control and become little more than a beast (Qalaari's case).
So yeah... she's trying to get better but she has a lot of healing to do with her inner child and that's not easy... especially with the layers of self hatred the cycles of her life are bringing in :^) !
EDIT : I FORGOT TO ADD that Qalaari is currently exiled from the Croquelune tribe. The circle scar on her clavicle is the mark of the exiled, who are sent away from the tribe for 3 years before they can come back.
The practice exists to try and get people to grow 'outside of the community' before coming back in it as a slightly different person. The once-exiled people are reintegrated in the tribe when they return if possible.
Olgha, Qalaari's aunt-in-law and adoptive parent, has a mark like this!
This exile is definitely not the best solution ever but it's been done for so long in the tribe that it's hard to yknow... challenge the system of it.
Anyway if you've read to this point, thank you for listening to me fail miserably to keep this short... Qalaari is one of my dearest OC, so it's really hard not to gush about her in a 3 hours TED Talk everytime...
Thank you for this kind ask ! Hope you'll have a good day :> !
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Me sinto horrível por sempre estar aqui para todos e estar sempre sozinho pra tudo.
Eu tbm tenho um vazio, eu tbm tenho tido crises e crises de ansiedade e pânico, eu tbm temho estado mal. Mas aprendi que to sozinho.
Só queria que fossem pra mim metade do que sou para eles.
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TOP 5 FAV DE SOUTH PARK
OK LA VAMOS NOS
1..,, primeiroo POLEMICO. ERIc. CARTMAN. ele e um filha da puta desgracado eu nao condeno com NENHUMA das Acoes dele !!! eu so acho ele engracado pra porra 😭😭
2- CLYDE DONOVAN ese eu nao temho explicacao pra ele ta aqui Eu so acho ele Um cara
3- KENNY MCCORMICK
4- BUTTERS LEOPOLD STOTCH
5- ESE EU NAO CONSIGO DECIDIR TA ENTRE O KYLE WENDY OU TOLKIEN
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odeio todo mundo que tem bunda temho odio espero que morram
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que frustracao
minha primeira vez indo na balada e justo hoje temho um mal estar que se estendeu até de noite
pelo menos pude curtir um pouco
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