#thank you again animal anon😭😭😭🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[bau-drabbles]

other anon but pls more in depth drabble about thigh riding! i don’t mind either sub or dom but a longer version of both is chefs kiss

a/n: ah thank you sm lovie 🤭🤍 i did dom spence, i write these all at 12am so i know it's rushed and ooc 😭‼️

mdni! 18+

this man can probably come alone from how you feel around his thigh. he flexes it for you, the tense muscle providing extra friction for you to grind upon. his back is leaned against the couch, his hazel eyes sparkling with desire and amusement at how needy you were. truthfully it stroked his huge ego and made him want to split you open just as you deserved. his head was leaned back as he hummed an approval of how well you were doing, it was everything in him not to ravish you here and right now

"aww look at you, angel. all soaked f'me aren't you?" he chuckles darkly, his fingers trailing down your stomach to the space between your legs. such a pretty sight when he sees your walls clenching around his thigh and he can't help but smirk, looking back at your eyes again. his curls have fallen across his forehead, his pupils blown with pure lust and adoration

"is this all for me?" he hums, his hands coming down to press your hips tighter around his thigh again as he aides you in the back and forth motion. your grinding is getting sloppy, his trousers were soaked with your juices but he doesn't care. he's like an animal, chasing after the high he's so desperately wants to give you

his middle and index fingers trail between your legs, separating your walls to see how your swollen clit and he breaths a little deeper in satisfaction. his tongue swipes over his bottom lip, feeling the familiar twitch in his boxers. his erection was straining against your other leg but he laid no mind. his fingers thrust softly but firmly inside your eager cunt, taking them all the way to his knuckle while he watches with amusement. you can feel his thumb rub against your clit at the same time and it makes you pause slightly, whimpering his name for more. your thighs buck around his hand, hoping to stir him on for more

but reid has other plans, of course he does

"did i give you permission to stop?" he demands, a light but firm slap landing on your ass while his brows furrow. you shake your head no, your body shaking slightly as your hips stutter to resume grinding against his thigh again. he nods briefly, the hint of his smirk reappearing back on his lips

"you look so pretty for me, love. so eager, desperate for me to stretch you open, hm?" he laughs teasingly which only adds on to your whimpering. and when he's decided you've endured enough, he takes control again.

he can feel a small ache as he keeps his thigh tense for you but he daren't move, not when you're teetering on the edge of pleasure. he watches every facial feature of yours contort with pleasure and it only adds onto his need. he watches with a smirk as you all but fall apart in his arms, body shaking and legs trembling while you collapse onto him again, his open arms catching you like he always does. you take a breath in before your back meets the bed, his lips kissing you with fervor and intensity while they trail down your body and right between your legs where he looks excitedly from you and then to your wet cunt. he presses open mouthed kisses across your thigh before flicking the tip of his tongue against the bundle of nerves, causing you to whimper his name

"such a good little girl, i'll give you your reward baby"

[ponderingmoonlight]

Thank you to everyone who supported my blog in 2023 🤍

I can't put into words how much I love every single one of you for your support. No matter if you like one fic of mine or my whole blog, no matter if you write me anon or leave a comment. Let me tell you that I appreciate every minor interaction with the stuff I create over here 🤍

When I started this blog in September (I think lol) I was so scared of sharing my thoughts. But you were supportive right from the start, encouraging me to follow my ideas even in times I didn't feel like it. You might not even know how much you helped me through dark times, how much your constant support lifted me up and helped me getting over the shit that happened 2023 (like Shibuya damn). You have become such an important variable in my life that this blog is literally like a baby to me 😭

Thank you for sticking with me through 2023. I hope you'll stay in the new year as well 🤍

Also, I'd like to take this moment to pay a special thanks to my lovely moots:

@belovedvamp I know we basically just started talking, but you seem like such a fun person and I totally relate to your Yuta affection lol. Thank you for supporting my works through your constant likes, comments, reblogs and requests. I hope we'll stay in touch this new year 🤍

@risuola you are such a sweetheart. Not only is your writing chef's kiss and you were one of my first ever obsessions here on Tumblr (you are still lol), but you make me laugh and cry like no other. You literally seem like such a fun person and put a smile of my face the second you post. Please keep up being so damn cool and please NEVER stop writing those amazing fanfics 🤍

@kawaiiakamaru we aren't moots for that long but you are supporting me for so long. Just seeing a comment or a blog entry from you makes me happy, as well as your cute profile pic (please never change it hehe). Your first ever fic was absolutely amazing, please keep up the good work and make sure to tag me in your new fics of this year 🤍

@sorrowfulrosebud it's funny how we met through that dang annoying anon who still keeps bugging you lol. In some kind of way, I'm actually thankful for them. Not because of the nonsense they are getting on your nerves with, but because I got to get in touch with your wonderful blog. You are funny, you seem passionate and are so talented like it's absolutely insane! I hope you finally get to live in peace on your blog and continue blessing my timeline 🤍

@ynackerman9499 first of all let me tell you how absolutely sorry I am for not publishing any of your requests recently. They're all so good I literally don't know where to start 😭 you are such a sweet person, our little talk made me giggle the entire time and I love that we basically have the same taste in anime and anime men hehe. Thank you for supporting my blog and especially looking out for me the whole time, I hope we'll talk again soon 🤍

@sitarawrites you actually were one of my first moots over here and our conversations were priceless. I was so happy when you finally decided to share your great works with us! You are truly such a talented writer who makes us feel the emotions of our favorite jjk characters like none other. Also, I love that you are a badass bitch who takes no shit from others. You are actually my example when it comes to badass characters 😭 I wish you all the best and hope that you get the love, appreciation and clamness you deserve in 2024 🤍

@sunshine7queen you are my no 1 supporter since day one and I love you from the bottom of my heart for it 😭 Everytime I open up my tumblr and see that you left a comment under my works (like you literally always do), I get excited immediately, like why is it so fun to chat with you. Also, you share the greatest treasures when it comes to cool artwork or other fics: you're my greatest source for great content over here! Let me thank you for every comment, every like and every reblog and how you always make me feel good about myself. You are a true sweetheart, stay the way you are and have the lovliest new year 🤍

@wifenanami your obsession for Nanami is just as great as mine and I love you for it. But not only that, you are my number one when it comes to Nanami requests and therefore fics on this blog. Literally half of my Nanami fics exist because of your great request that make me laugh and warm my heart while shattering it and making me cry. Also, your artwork is way too good for this world. Sometimes I go through my requests just to see your pics 😭 Thank you for making my 2023 better with your comments, your aesthetic blog and your request. I hope you're sticking with me through 2024 as well 🤍

@selen1um-hexafluoride you are such a funny person, your blog entries made my day so often that I lost count. Let me tell you that your unnecessary opinions definetely matter to me and that I enjoy every single one of them. You write your hcs like a pro, I literally can't wait to see more of you. Please don't stop writing and make sure to tag me in your works (when you find out how hehe) 🤍

@sanicsmut girl, you're the love of my life. Seriously, since that day you decided to comment under my first ever Choso works you've been by my side and supported my works even though they didn't have your favorites (=Choso and Hiromi lol) in them. Even though we don't chat that often, I love your lil comments under my shitpostings as well as I love to see what's going on over there on your blog. You seem like such a funny talented person it's seriously unfair 😭 Also, see this as a petition for you to post more artwork of yours because it's GORGEOUS! Love ya, thank you for all the support and let me see you again this year 🤍

@lees-chaotic-brain oh Petra, you are such a sweet, passionately and badass chick it makes me all emotional. You were my first moot over there and stuck with me ever since. Even though we didn't talk much these last weeks because we're both pretty stressed, I still adore you and our conversations with all my heart. You are such a strong person, going through all this hate of last year with confidence, not letting anyone getting you down that you have been a true example for me. Despite all the things you've been through, despite all the shit you have to endure, you're still so fucking strong and I truly admire you for it! Also, you are one of my all time favorite writers here on Tumblr - no one does it like you! Let me take this opportunity to thank you. Thank you for being my first ever moot, thank you for listening when nobody else did, thank you for the amazing content you gift us with. I'm so glad I met you and I am beyond glad that you are the person that you are. Let nobody ever take your spark away from you (and I publicy promise to finally get your request done) 🤍

@lizziespoem we didn't hear much from each other the last few weeks, but let me tell you how proud I am that you're looking out for yourself and that you put yourself first. Even though I miss your gorgeous fanfics and to just talk to you, I hope with all my heart that you are doing well my german tumblr bestie (melde dich gerne mal wenn du Zeit und Lust hast) 🤍

@hitori979 you're truly making me emotional. You have to be one of the few people who supported me from day one. Your endless comments, you defending me, you liking my whole stuff. Like...I can't even put into words how much you mean to me. I know how busy you are and that you rarely find the time to scroll through Tumblr and get in touch with my works, but you always make sure that I feel appreciated. Even though you don't even know me (and how I just realized I don't even know your name) you check on me from time to time and cheer me up when I feel down. I love our little conversations about jjk manga, I love your opinion on basically EVERYTHING and I love how geniuely funny you are. Let me tell you that your support means the world to me and that I get excited just when reading your blog name. Let me tell you that your ideas inspire me and are actually the source of like half of my best works! You seem like such a smart and empathic person. I really hope the new year brings you less work stress and all the things you ever wish for. You deserve the world, love. And I will be forever thankful for you finding my blog and deciding to support me through everything 🤍

@lavenderdrxp thank you thank you thank you for your likes, reblogs and comments. I loved our lil chitchat and actually enjoyed chatting with you so much that I hope we'll be able to do it anytime soon again 😭 Also, let me promise you that I'll publish your request this year hehe. Have the happiest new year with new episodes of our favorite anime coming soon 🤍

Okay, now I'm crying a lil on my own. Just...thank y'all. Have the nicest 2024 ever 😭

[najaemism]

hii!! i love your works and i was wondering (i promise this isn’t at all to make you feel pressured like pls take all thr time in the world i know life is busy its just out of curiosity) if you have plans to continue midnight rain? im so invested in the story (all of your stories tho) also its fine if you dont!! i was just wondering!

also do you have any fic recs?

i hope youre doing okay and life is being kind to you <3

hi anon!!! thank u for asking this 🥹 i do have plans to continue midnight rain, i even have the ending planned out for it already bc i really was excited when i started writing it butttttt i just couldnt bring myself to write more parts for now. this is the same for my other on going smaus (style & hcl) bc i do want to write something but i just come up with nothing whenever i try ... but once i get the inspiration to write and finish them again, i'll prolly just drop a chapter on a random day at an ungodly time and dip again 😭

as for the fic recs, u can check some in my fic rec blog @mkfiles !! i dont have a lot of recs there though bc honestly ... i dont read nct fics anymore, sorry :(( i usually read anime & genshin fics now 😭🤞🏼 so yeah ... 🥹🥹🥹

anw thank u anon! im glad u enjoy my works 🥹 i hope ur doing okay as well mwa 🤍🥰

[7ndipity]

hey !! i ♡ ur writing, its helping me get away from reality and the hard times it has brought last year 2023, so im hoping that both for u and me and whoever is reading this that 2024 is gonna be a good year, full of joy, blessings, and health, im also hoping for the boys, even tho they'll spend most of the year in the military, that this is gonna be a great year ...♡ idk if the shipping game is still going, but id like to join, if its possible haha....im kind of late but i was afraid at first (im very shy) then i remembered that i can use the anon option!

also u asked which member we'd ship u with, so i'd personally say yoongi! ik u write a lot of fics on him, so maybe its that, but also you seem like a very nice, calm and understanding person, also a very like "warm"? person and i think thats just the type of person yoongi would enjoy being with :) or with jimin too!

well abt me ..for the shipping game.

Im a 00 liner, she/her, im from a slavic country, i have long hair with bangs, dark blonde, brown eyes and some freckles, petite (?) like very short.. omg it seems like a school presentation im sorry, also, im an atheist/agnostic but im very open to religions and spirituality and i personally love talking about such matters, i love having deep talks also, i love reading and rewatching the same few film or animes (like evangelion im obsessed). i talk abt this things over and over.

also, im an introvert and im very insecure both abt my looks and the way i act, but i always try to be sincere abt my feelings even tho its hard since im kind of a people pleased but i!am!working!on!it!! im an optimist, things have gotten better before and they will get better again. im a calm person but sometimes i have silly moments so its either that i talk it out and like talk talk talk talk or idk i just laugh at everything....also, i really like physical affection BUT i dont like pda...like cute but not in public yk.

omg i wanted to make this short for u...im sorry, if ur not doing the shipping game anymore dont worry i might be late for it ig😭help...

also one last thing, im a yoongi stan because i love the kind of person he is, caring, calm, very mature also emotionally intelligent and is not afraid to show vulnerable parts of himself. Also he is very passionate that admirable and he a cutie yk it already like...also! hobi is my wrecker cause he is the sweetest never fails to make us smile :) ok...i said enough now you know abt me😵😦 anyways.....sorry i hope u have a good day🤍 happy new year again, i really wander how u keep it up with writing and daily life seems like a lot to me u always bless us with new amazing stories and ur very sweet and patient when answering, take care🤍🤍

Ok, first off thank you so much for your sweet message! I'm so glad this blog's been a place of comfort for you, and I definitely second your wish that this year be kind to us all!

I’m about to make you so happy, cause I would ship you with Yoongi and Hobi, and also a little bit with Namjoon!

Yoongi and Joon love people that they can have genuine, deep conversations with, so I think they’d really appreciate your openness and sincerity, as well as your optimism. Plus, I think Joon would find you super cute(lowkey think he would be into height differences)

You mentioned a bit about your style in your second message, and I’ve said before that I think Hobi would really love a partner with similar fashion sense/ style to him, so i think he’d really be into your alt/skater style(and as a fellow Aquarius, you two would pair quite well together)! Plus, he and Yoongi have such warm, reassuring personalities, I feel like they would be so comforting for you!

Hope this was okay💜

[italeean]

Returning with the hcs, but I currently have a brainrot of Louis and William because I love them so much ☹️

- Louis gets tickled the most out of the two, even as a kid

- Whenever Louis feels unworthy, William loves to tickle him and to reassure him that his older brother cares much for him, Louis literally passes away because he appreciates his brother so much

- Back when Albert took them in, when no one was around in or near their room they'd have tickle fights and sometimes Albert would visit them to see how they were doing but they'd just be asleep next to eachother because they made eachother so tired 🥺

- William lightly teases Louis about Sherlock sometimes , and Louis tries to look angry and all but literally can't because he's also gently being wrecked by his brother

- Louis sometimes gets revenge by the reasoning being William not taking care for himself or for him getting Louis all the time, and despite him being a pretty quiet and serious person,, he knows how to make his brother beg for mercy and how to tease!!

- ynm anon <3

YESSSS MORE HCS 😻 I'll never stop repeating it: THIS. ANIME. DESERVES. MORE. ATTENTION!!

Anyway, I'll comment them in order, one by one ^_^

Absolutely yes, lee Louis is just too precious and makes way too much sense

REASSURANCE IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE TROPES!! YES... JUST YES 🥺❤️

AAAAAAAAHHH THAT WOULD BE SO FUNNY 😹 But then Albert would tuck them in and the scenario would take a wholesome turn 🥺 Also, what if one day he manages to catch them? He'd obviously get dragged into the playfight, and he would understand what it means to really be part of a loving family 😭 William and Louis would definitely go easy on him the first time, since Albert wasn't used to being t-worded, but once the older one really gets into it, they'll both find themselves at his mercy. And after that, the three of them would fall asleep together. Albert would probably get scolded in the morning for sleeping and socializing with the two orphans, but it'd be worth it. And he would probably do that again the following night ❤️

Trying to look angry while laughing?? Yeah, Louis would do that. He'd try so hard to keep his quiet and serious demeanor, but William is so good at wrecking him that it's pointless

Okay this one kinda made me shiver a bit. As someone who constantly scolds people for not taking care of themselves and then doing worse than them when it comes to me, I can't not love this trope 🥺😅 Also, I don't think Louis talks that much while wrecking William. He would just ignore him most of the time to annoy him a bit more, and he would make comments here and there, but always as if he was talking to himself. Like, imagine a ler silently destroying you, only focused on their job... wouldn't it be maddening? Or is it just me? >//////////<

Aaaand that's it. Thanks for providing us with your adorable ideas once more!! Un ottimo lavoro come sempre 💚🤍❤️ (A great job as always)

Also tagging @wertzunge because I know he'd like to read those as well ^_^

[ificouldhelpyouforget]

I would be more understanding if the piece of work revolved around someone barely 18 but it's more like they don't understand they aren't going to be "young" forever and although things such as kpop and anime are mostly targeted towards kids it's not right to isolate a whole group of people imo. A lot of fic writers I love and respect are over 25 with stable jobs and families and it's so hurtful to see some people say such things. It's so brave of you to actually make that comment there 🤍🤍🤍 I for one would have just ignored it and blocked them 😭

Yes. If Felix was still 17, I'd be like, "Yeah, sure." Even though it still being in a public forum, you can only keep so many people from reading your stuff. I wouldn't have felt so cast out.

I don't usually take personal offense to things like this, but I've been reading fanfiction for years and have always found a lot of joy in it and freedom. To come along and find someone in a fandom of mine that condemned someone who honestly isn't that old (46 is barely old enough to be a 22 year old's mother - which she is not his mother because his mom is probably not reading smutty fanfics about her son; just saying) really rubbed me the wrong way. I'm already not fond of the "dni" crap going around because again, it won't stop people, but I'm not a minor so I can't exactly fight that properly, but older people? Yeah no. I'm fighting back because that's just fucking silly. Absolutely not. We will not prevent people from reading fics on a public forum. Don't post if you don't want people to read. I'll say it until the day I die (and yes, I will still be reading fics when I'm 60+ because why the fuck not?).

I've hit an age where I don't really care much about upsetting someone when their logic isn't making a whole lot of sense or I feel a need to stand up for others. I was just trying to tell them there are a lot of fallacies in that line of thinking. It's kinda exploded into a blocking war and someone calling me and "old ass n-word" on anon, but I'm happy to see more people genuinely upset by the situation and in support of older people still reading smutty fics about, well, other adults. It's not like we suddenly hit 30 and go "I must stop reading fanfics now because I'm getting too old to enjoy this hobby I've held for years." Yeah, no. Not happening.

I probably should have ignored and blocked them, but sometimes I can't shut my mouth and here we are. Lol 😂 But I don't regret saying something. If I can become a person certain people find encouragement in, that's great. Maybe one day I can unblock the writer and we can move on from this and the silly notion that people over 35 shouldn't read fics about 22 year olds (I do understand they were uncomfortable with older people reading their fics, which being uncomfortable is valid, but it still came off as us older readers being perverts and disgusting when none of us are Felix's family 🤷🏻‍♀️). Or maybe that'll never happen. 😅

Thanks for sending a message!

[meowzfordayz]

Hey hey T! Congratulations on your ✨milestone 10.0✨ !! I remember *slow eater* hcs was ur first work i read and then bam bammm (im gyo anon also btw have i told u that surprise surprise 😂 gyo anon and 🧦 anon r oneee)

maam may i request romantic hcs with gyo 🤍 sfw, nsfw ANY im a sucker for tooth-rotting mushy mushy squishy fluff please maam thank u iluvü 💗

About me: ppl say i look mean but rlly it's just my face i'm sorryyyt ;-; but when they got to know me i am described as very funny (when i was in 11th grade the teacher asked who the class clown was and they said it be me ?? I'm pretty sure its that other guy but okayy 🤧) and fun to be around with/ knows how to lift ppl's mood up (this touched me i swearrr bc i didn't know i have that effect on ppl until it's palanca time and ye,, one of my insecurities is i'm not rlly good with words and so when i have to comfort someone i just sit with them while also looking for someone who can help better like gurl help me idk what to sayyydbrjdhh and so learning that i can brighten their day with just my presence or just casually saying smthng is just 🤯) ++ calm and collected bc usually i'd just laugh it off but rn idk anymore gurl i think these were just a fascade im a wreck inside haha sarcasm is how i cope 😭

i'm very straightforward esp to my friends bc i don't wanna give them false hope or anything tho i do the sandwich method to not make it seem too harsh 😭 i'm also the friend who (whichever group i'm in) people hold onto like link arms,, when walking, standing or just sitting they just grab both my arms (1 friend on the right another on the left) like they do to their moms or smthng (now i feel old jkjk is it bc im a little taller? 😭) and it gives the feeling that oh no smol children must protectt like i literally look like am chaperoning kids HAHA tho its cool bc i feel like my arms are the chosen ones ✨ i want to do that too yknow hold someone's arms for a change or like be held 🥺 ,, most of my friends are shorter than me (nothing against height !!) i just feel like its weird if *i* do it :"))) I also have this habit of whenever i'm seating next to someone i'd borrow there arm and just go squish squish

I'm an introvert. just the thought of preparing to go somewhere and actually taking the trip there is already draining the sh*t out of me. There are times when mid convo i'd just shutdown tho i still will try to keep a polite face even tho inside i just hURRY UP Iwanna go hOmE sorry dude but idk there are ppl whose energy are draining but there are those who compliments well wid u idk idk

i like letterssss vvvvmuch <3 i'm also sentimental like i keep eveeerything bus tickets, movie tickets, my first shot glass ugHH u could give me a leaf and just write to and from and id keep that foreeever. even that one time in 10th grade where we were practicing for an event in the grassy area and bc we were bored we made smol bouquets madE ouT Of GrAsS i still freaking have it and thaT One letter from a friend which came with a rock she painted with a face on so cuuuute ✨

i want to say my hobby is drawing but my degree requires me to draw too so like drawing *again* as a hobby now just pisses me off bc my brain says: instead of drawing that why don't u just do ur plates 🤡

I looove animalsss (cats cats we have 4 cats and 3 kittens) my fave wild ones are 🐳 & 🐘 idk it's just they're so big and mighty but they're very gentle and caring and helpful to other animals too •u• i wanna pet them and hug them they make me soft.

What i like about myself are my sense of humour (no i'd burst out laughing at 2am i was about to fall asleep and my brain be randomly making jokes 😤), my guts bc it's sharp afff, ability to recover fast (i'm not sure with this one bc i know im not addressing my issues properly but like hey i got alot of shit to do so chop chop 👏) , and my imagination bc my head is wilddd).

wow this got super long i'm sorry ;-; thank you maamm! And have an awesome and safe day at work today!! 🧦

MILESTONE 10.0

💞: Himejima Gyomei

holds your hand before crossing the street, because if anything tragic were to occur, then at least he will have been holding your hand. Similarly, he's mindful of his parting words to you: variations of I love you being his go to. About to hang up on him because you're angry? He always manages to squeeze in We'll figure this out. About to fall asleep because he's exhausted? He never forgets to mumble Sweet dreams. About to be on your way somewhere for some time? He sends you off with Have fun, stay safe.

sponsors a wild tiger with you (has the certificate framed and everything), and participates in annual fundraisers hosted by wild cat sanctuaries. Last Valentine's Day, he purchased and dedicated a heart (really just a chunk of meat) to you, which was then fed to your favorite leopard. "You're disturbingly sweet," you'd giggled, pecking his cheek as you rewatched the Instagram reel of your "heart" being devoured for the nth time, "Thank you so much!"

gifts you a journal for your third anniversary, but it's already mostly full — mostly full of things you've said that made him smile/giggle/laugh. Of course, it isn't a comprehensive, entirely accurate record, but it includes: inside jokes that you'd inevitably forgotten (until getting to read them again), witty retorts and quips that you'd figured he hadn't heard (turns out he had), and an obnoxiously long section reserved for your puns-that-are-arguably-too-much-of-a-stretch-to-truly-be-punny.

[mamaestapa]

the amount of excitement i have for the digital animal series & the devils advocate series is unbelievable. you are my absolute favorite writer on this app. the relationship of rutger, y/n, and Ethan & then trevor, y/n hughes, and jamie are two of my all time favorite stories. I cannot wait for more and to see their journey. you have created two universes like no other and thank u for that❤️

oh my gosh, this is so sweet🥹😭 THANK YOU LOVE!! you’re so kind, and i’m so glad you feel that way🤍🤍

it’s something different that i don’t think anyone else has done with any of their hockey au’s, but it’s a good different ;) these two universes are already my favorite to write for and i’m so glad that you and many others enjoy them.

it makes me very happy to hear stuff like this from you loves! it keeps me motivated and makes me want to keep doing what i do🤍 thank you again sweet anon!🫂

[megumri]

Have you ever thought about writing a book? If yes what would it be about? I‘m so in love with your writing you’re literally brilliant and so underrated. Everytime I reread your fics I spend hours on my phone trying to find ways to support you. You deserve much more attention!! Also I thought I’d never find someone who’s been in love with megumi since the anime came out and didn’t switch up after 2 months so i can relateeee idk i just love you for that😭 anyways hope you’re doing okay rn just wanted you to know this🤍😊

anon hello!!

I'm not sure if this would be considered a book per se (only because I'm not sure how long it's going to be) but I am working on a multichapter megumi fic that's set in the cowboy bebop universe !! im still working on the plot and backstories, but when I write most of my time is devoted to that lol but I do still have some plans for that sorcer megumi boyfriend series 😊 it just will be some time since I work full time and also am working on a couple other non-writing related projects

aaaaa I treasure the fact that my writing is meaningful to you AND that you come back to reread it?? truly sending this ask is so kind and I feel supported when I get messages, comments or reblogs - specifically ones like these where people freely express themselves !!! all I ever want is to freak out over my fav with others

lmaooo listen megumi is my one and only, and in truth I think he's portrayed a bit differently in the anime than he is in the manga, and the manga version of him is so much more complex and nuanced, but I try my best to combine my interpretations when I write♡ but really no one in any of the other anime/mangas I've consumed have hit the same way as him and I'm not stressed about it !! I'll sit in this hyperfixation as long as I need to lol

but really thanks so much for sending this, it makes me so happy to know you're on here, and please don't hesitate to reach out again even if it's through anon♡

[bbygirldahyun]

hi bun bun, sorry to double send a message 😬

but i have a small question if you’re comfortable answering it:

tw// dental surgery, wisdom teeth removal

do you by any chance know how what it is like getting your wisdom teeth out?

i’m getting all 4 of mine out tomorrow. theyre grown in perfectly fine with no issues so theyre not impacted/grown incorrectly *thank goodness* but i’m still so so so nervous and i was wondering if you or anyone else has gone through the wisdom tooth removal process and remember anything that could help me know what to expect 😅

i’ve gotten 1 tooth out as a kid and it was fine but this seems like it’ll be different so idk what to expect now 😓

thank you!

🍒 anon

hi anonie, no need to apologize for the double message or for the question! i’m totally happy to help as best as i can!!

i personally have had dental/oral surgery but not specifically wisdom tooth surgery, however my sister has, so i’ll share a little from her experience and my experience to try and help ease your mind.

my sister got her wisdom teeth out a couple years ago, i think it was right before covid hit actually. they did full anesthesia on her so she basically just went to sleep and woke up and it was over. she recovered very quickly, her biggest problem was that she was sad she couldn’t go party and drink with the medicine she was on 😭 most people i know who have had their wisdom teeth out were a little loopy the day of and then felt pretty much fine the day after!

when i had my oral surgery it was to remove 3 baby teeth that hadn’t fallen out properly and to expose an impacted tooth in the roof of my mouth so certainly more invasive than wisdom teeth surgery especially if they didn’t grown in impacted at all. i was not knocked out with full anesthesia they just used the laughing gas on me. i wasn’t loopy at all afterwards and the pain wasn’t that bad, the worst part was just constantly bleeding through the gauze and having to change it so much. by that night i was eating regular food again with no pain so i bounced back really quickly.

it’s more than understandable to be nervous about a surgery, so don’t feel bad for being anxious. as far as surgeries go, dental surgeries are pretty easy to recover from especially something as routine as wisdom teeth! take a comfort item with you if you can, that always helps. when i had to have emergency surgery a few years back (not dental related) i took one of my stuffed animals in the OR with me and it helped so much just for feeling more grounded.

make sure you keep yourself hydrated and take it easy the few days after the surgery! it might be hard to eat or drink anything at first just because your mouth will probably be really numb and hard to move so just take it slow.

i wish you all the luck!! i’m sure it’ll go great 🤍

[sexydreamgirl]

hi. i’m doing great on my godly reality. i feel very powerful & i finally know what i want from life & it is mine…. but i’m kinda having a “huh” moment. this is a vent, but don’t worry, it’s not cray or anything lol.

so firstly, this is going to start off as if I’m a shitty person. I promise I’m not :(. So, for a while now, I have been questioning my gender and sexuality. I went through a period where I was completely manifesting to be a pretty boy. I was born a female btw. I finally know my sexuality but gender? not so much.

I used to wonder why I would get this terrible feeling inside whenever I saw BL, whether that’s in anime or real life. I would get so mad at ships with males. I hated it almost. I sound like such a homophobic asswipe, but that’s not the case actually. I watched this anime, Given. It’s a BL. That terrible feeling came up again & this time I addressed it…. While talking to myself, I found that there is no hatred for that love & life, but jealousy. I’m jealous that they are the gender I wish I was born as. They have the life that I love. 🥲

I want to be a boy, but I also want to be a girl. I’m not sure. I want everything a boy has, except I want a super feminine face. I’m not really sure. I’m just excited that I finally can be me. I notice that I’ve always got a sense of joy when my mother calls me “king” or “prince” I recognized I never cared. I’m not really sure how to go about this right now and I’m really confused on what to manifest for myself. Should I kinda relax and just let my power work it’s magic? I cannot really figure it all out honestly. When I try to think about it, my mind ends up in a frenzy (a happy frenzy lmao) like “DO YOU WANT IT?” Idk 😭 but I feel so at peace because I know my power.

I kinda just wanted to do a happy vent (is that a thing?) bc I’m one of the anons who used to cry to you actually lol (but actually i’ve revised that bc I’ve always been in my god state). I’m doing well now & I think it’s more of me knowing I can/have it all, but I don’t know what I specifically want. I think the best thing is, I don’t feel panic towards anything. self concept is the best. thank you for slapping it at us. 🤣🤍

- pretty boy anon (that’ll be my name if I ever submit an ask again, i’m kinda trying to distance from blogs & do my own thing)

« pretty boy anon » I love that!

I’m happy you’ve gotten better as a result of working on your self concept! Now, in regards to your indecisiveness across different aspects you don’t need to worry about it so much because you’re so powerful that you can obtain what you want even if you can’t pinpoint exactly what it is! That’s how many people who didn’t know what their desired appearance manifested it. You can also ask your subconscious mind for guidance to come to a decision if you’d like as well. You’re limitless in every sense of the word, my love. I hope to get another positive vent from you again soon!

[cornerihaunt]

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Happy almost Hump day all!! Here's a (humpback) whale to celebrate! Animal anon has to go away for the next two weeks because she has a BIG multiple day test in exactly 2 weeks that she is super super nervous for! So she will be logging off starting tomorrow until then! Since I have been very nervous, I want to know what is one thing that helps you when your nervous or anxious about a big event? It's been such an anxious year, I think we could all benefit by sharing our coping mechanisms with each other! I'll start, one thing I've been doing to help me be less nervous is get 8 hours of sleep. Because I am useless with no sleep. So tell me, what's a coping mechanism that you have that helps you? And don't forget to tag animal anon so I can see all your wonderful and inspiring replies! 💕💕💕💕💕

Also, I'm trying a new thing! If you know of someone whose never received an animal anon, who would love one, tag them and I'll head over their way! There are so many amazing people in this fandom and I want go reach as a many as possible!

oh my god hiiii animal anon!! i love seeing people on my dashboard receive your anons and receiving one now has made so happy!! thank you 🤍🤍🤍

good luck on your exam!!!🍀🍀 you’ll crush it!! as a university student i know quite well anxiety before exams 🥴 I usually cope with that by, weirdly enough, talking about it (usually with my dad, since he’s the voice of reason and i’m usually anxious over tiny things that my brain just inflates) or i do breathing exercises when it gets bad. I had a big exam a couple of weeks ago and i didn’t cope quite well (i had a crying fit… not pretty) but i practiced self care after so it’s all good now 🤍

I’m just gonna tag some mutuals (beloveds hiii) so you can send these to more people 💖

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