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beeduoo · 28 days

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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

#origins smp #i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals WHAT EVEN HAPPENED i was only there for the first one😅#beeduo #otubbo #oranboo #beeduo fanart #i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY #DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM #IR WAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE and they were being really Funny thay shit h #ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its #been wayyyyyyy too long #BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise #bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop #yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really #wanted to share ok i love you bge #WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED #RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like #water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT #ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I #VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB #OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be #Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON #SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub #lic had to say.... ok Now bye

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sydbarrettism · 18 days

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🔥 pink floyd fanfiction

i have a lot of thoughts about pf fanfics so uhh sorry if this gets long and rant-y im just very opinionated #peaceandlove

idk if it's unpopular but a good chunk of the ones in ao3 are umm... not exactly the level of writing im used to compared to some my other fandoms. to put it nicely. (mainly talking about the slash fics) there are okay ones, but the best fic i read in ao3 was essentially a gen fic.. so... Yeah. anyway i've read a lot of good ones in livejournal but trying to navigate that site was like using a metal detector to find treasure and it's either i get a gold coin or some random piece of metal

also in the ao3 sphere i think that we need more fics about the guys being in messy unlabeled situationships rather than anything about them being loving boyfriends to each other (exceptions may apply in moderation). i don't think these guys have the emotional intelligence to say "i love you" to each other in a way that feels like they're in a normal romantic relationship do you get what i'm saying?

anyway that's all what i've thought of for now thank u for sending me this ask 🫶

#okay im being a hypocrite because i drew my silly rarepair doing cutesy stuff #at least i have the self-awareness to know they wouldn't fucking do that #unless i come up with an elaborate scenario in my head that i am unable to articulate and makes sense to me #oh right i have roger ships in the brain when writing this so idk if my points in the 3rd paragraph can be applicable but lol whatever #it does add more flavor though <3 #i think that fluff fits rognick a lot. but on other roger ships i prefer it to be messy y'know #i think sydger has good fluff potential when done right in a way that there's an air of melancholy around them #btw all im saying is mainly about fics not fanart. i like fluff in fanart a lot but in fics it's like.. hmmm.. im a bit selective #different mediums different vibes y'know #also this is mainly a pf fic thing bc i do love fluff fics in other fandoms im just picky with this one lmao #well i rambled on the tags long enough im gonna stop here byeeee #ask #quiet-desperationn

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awakenmiamor · 2 months

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Anyway. John marston has a praise kink and needs validation from people he looks up to

#[SPOILERS]#i cant stop thinking abt that epilogue mission where he helps sadie out by shooting some guys and then hes like ‘did i shoot ok🥺🥺🥺’ LIKEEEEE #SUCH A SMALL THING IM INSANE IM SORRY BUT IT MEANS A LOT TO ME #OF COURSE U SHOT OK (i shot not him) YOU LITTLE BABY #im not saying he necessarily looks up to sadie though he does respect her #butttttttt #i think that since hosea arthur and dutch r gone…#he just missed asking and getting praise😔😔😔😔#GAHHHH CMERE YOU TINY SAD THING #txt #Bc he used to be looked after😭😭😭😭 *sobs continuously* AND NOW HE HAS TO LOOK AFTER OTHERS😭😭😭😭😭#ofc ofc he loves the ones he looks after but yk #those 3 big men aint there no more😔 his fam…his husb-

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virsancte · 10 months

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wren is one of my favorite names, so naturally it is now my life mission to ensure they're best friends forever.

#simblr #valentine gen 3 #still havent found w/e in my game is breaking the children's horse mounting interaction #ugh ;-;; LET ME DO IT #it has to be something merged bc i've removed every mod w/o an update #even my beloveds...#this pack has been surprisingly enjoyable to Just Play though!#too bad i'll be out all day tmr again... does anyone know if the pain ever stops

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vanilkaplays · 3 months

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Everybody's decided to be harpy food.

#stop being mesmerized you fools #though to be fair that song does things to me too #Baldur's Gate 3 #BG3

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nerdie-faerie · 6 months

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Having a 9am class and an 8 hour shift the same day I have an assignment due so I haven't slept, is a recipe for disaster. Fingers crossed I don't bodily attack a customer 🤞

#ace is a mess #Uni shenanigans #work tag #told my boss i was available 1-9 as thats the usual weekday shift he gives me he approved it then scheduled me for 12 🤨#hes lucky my ciass finished on time cus i wanna throttle him hes taking the pss lately #im running on 3 hours sleep cus i had to try get this assignment finished before i went to sleep cus i have class and work today #its due at 4pm and i was not gonna risk tryna get it done on my break when he never sends us for breaks anyway #im so sleep deprived lately i cant wait for assessment season to be over so i can stop making stupid decisions about my sleep habits #when my stress imduced insomnia is already kicking my ass as it does every season and yet i never learn #i love working in customer service with useless managers when im feeling homicidal #hopefully i manage to get through the shift without completely losing it praying i wont yell is already a losing battle #customers are always at the most stupid when you dont have the patience for it though

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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a boye whom'st loves to attack paper balls

#cats #nhgnhmmm.. yommy... paper favorite food #(I do not actually let him eat paper)#ALSO I'm still working on doing the poll adventure thing I've just had a lot going on. as usual. It's actually harder than #I initially thought to regularly find time to do a quick ms paint sketch and a small writing blurb #it's like even though it doesn't take extremely long it's still one of those things that is hard to carve out a little portion of the day #to do if your day is set up in a way not conducive to portion carving #BUT .. at least I have posted many drafts #as usual.. my style of like.. post nothing for 3 weeks then randomly post 25 things at once #NO idea why my brain works that way. it just does. it's easier #even though I know it's worse in terms of like. social media #the algorithms in most places prefer consistent steady uploads over time. not jarringly wavering between absence and hyper presence #then absence again. but .. alas...#Good to clear out a few drafts once in a while anyway. And I do really want to get back to scullptures and costumes. I stopped as much for #a while due to the pandemic (can't go to the bins anymore to get new supplies for costumes and stuff) as well as my worsened #health things/lack of energy and also my chest injury (so repetitive movements with my arms such as sitting in the same #position sculpting for 4 hours or changing clothes multiple times in quick succession etc. could flare it up) but obviously #none of those things are going to get better any time soon. so I should probably just try to do it here and there anyway. It's still not #safe to go to the bins. still having muscle problems. still low energy. But I could make it work maybe. I just feel bad having gotten out #of the habit when it is really fun stuff that I enjoy. Some things just get more difficult for me over time #But even like 3 sculptures and 10 costumes a year is better than 0 of any of those things. So. eh #I'm also just trying to clear out pictures still. My spring cleaning (which I do at the start of every new year instead of actual spring)#was kind of delayed this year due to me feeling sick and everything so even late into april I'm still working on the side at like orgnazing #all of the files on my computer. deleting things and backing up whatever I want to keep. clearing out photos.#editing and drafting (and maybe one day posting) old stuff form a while ago. etc. etc.#So any progress is good progress. I suppose.#ANYWAY.... a son... he gets very excited everytime he hears anyone anywhere crinkle up a piece of paper

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fr0gg13b413 · 9 months

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[that feeling when you finally submit yourself wholly to academia…] there are no gods here to betray, only ourselves, only our futures.

#damn that line though #academia #i am fueled knowing Time is coming for me. She does not know mercy.#nothing is terminal. death is inevitable.#nothing will stop me.#no more destruction #if it is to persist then it'll be in my favour #chaotic academia #??#i have no clue #<3 #ineptias loquor #in other news i just had a banger nap. those ones that upon waking you have no idea who you are; where you are; or what year it is. <3333 #procrastination #achiever #the little forest cryptid speaks #musings

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trinitea-fics · 3 months

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I hate when you're very sure you're over something, but then you're awake at 4am and clearly Not Over it yet :/

#something something thinking about how my childhood ex-best friend is the reason i think everyone is gonna leave me eventuality lol #and i havent thought about them in YEARS #but the past 8 months it's been bad again #like. it could justify going back to therapy bad #and its gotten better. at least i dont hate my birthday anymore like i did though all of high school #and like. okay it basically stems from how i was the only one who put in effort into maintaining our friendship after #we went to different high school #and they would hang out with the other memeber of our friend trio but NEVER would ask me #and things then slowly fell apart #and that period of my life was when i was the most depressed and heartbroken #it's so much better now #cuz i realized #“well. i cant stop people from leaving me. the only thing i can do is be a good friend and trust them not to break my heart like ***** did”#cuz like. im still best friends with my kindergarten bestie. so like #***** is an outlier and should not be counted #and most of my friends are extremely introverted or on anti-depressants. so i dont mind being the one who makes plans #but sometimes its 4am and the thoughts GET TO ME #sigh sigh sigh #“***** is an outlier and should not be counted” damn. that actually does help.#thanks 4am brain <3 #unfortunately its 5am and im too awake now rip #ive had friends comment over the last year about how much they appreciate the effort i put in #why can't i just cling onto THAT #sigh sigh #it'll get better

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pineappical · 9 months

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Hi! I've recently discovered your art and it's the best thing to ever happen to me since reactivating this account! This is what I'm majorly thank you for though because slutty mechanic Ted vibes have been on my brain since the day before yesterday 😍

TEEHEE i know that canonically ted probably doesn't know shit about fixing cars but the imagery of it all got to me sooo bad 💛💛 so whenever i draw something so indulgent im just like. pretend this is another photoshoot for a coach-exclusive pin-up esque calendar despite the fact we've actually never seen ted drive other than the few moments it was mentioned that he needs a car/had a car in the past/etc. and it makes me laugh SO MUCH each time

#pn.ask #hes a guy that just walks around! he'd do great in middle earth if all he does is walk #doesnt stop me from being a little 🥴 at the thought of him all oiled up and dirty from fixing a car though LMAOOAOOO #i still stand by my headcanon of ted being absolute dogshit ass at driving <3

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sevicia · 9 months

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One of the reasons I kinda avoid going out and meeting people or talking to people or well. Anything to do with people IRL. Is that I'm too sensitive and everything is so very serious to me like everything means so so much to me I can't stand being like this, like someone IRL will idk, hold the door open for me and for the rest of the day I will be so so happy like "omg that was so kind I hope the rest of their day went great I hope they're doing well...!" like it's just stupid at this point‼️‼️

AND the worst part is that this sensitivity gets mixed with my loneliness so it's WORSE!!!!! One time a guy at uni patted me on the head and I was like having the world's most fierce battle inside my head for the rest of the week cause one side desperately and pathetically was like "This is a sign he thinks positively of you, maybe even likes you" and the other non-idiotic side was like "Bros let's please look in the mirror and re-evaluate... he was either just used to acting like that or teasing you" like damn I know the second side is always right but I'm legit fucking stupid and can't kill the other one no matter how hard I try!!! ruining my fucking life!!!!!!!

#If I were able to just get a grip and ACTUALLY fundamentally realize I have no chance ever #my life wouldn't be any easier it would just be less painful #because as it is now I'm like ''nothing's ever gonna happen so don't sweat it''#and then a little thing inside my brain goes ''but what if it does though </3'' like DID I FUCKING ASKKKK #I'm begging myself to stop being such an idiot. it's for both of us (the me who is talking and the me who is inside)#what the fuck everr I just woke up earlier than usual (<- guy who wakes up at 13.30 at the earliest most days)#so I'm still out of it #diary #TCH

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sheauz · 1 month

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crazy how when I’m sober I do get tired but it’s just my brain can never stop thinking and thinking so I can’t fall asleep whereas if I weren’t sober I’d have fallen asleep an hour ago and wouldn’t wake up till my alarm goes off :/

#how do I stop overthinking though bc it’s like #it’s been like this my entire life I’ve always had a difficult time with sleep #it really does take me forever to fall asleep and I actually only sleep for like 2 or 3 hours a time then I’m awake and can’t go back #idk man something needs to change like #I want to stay sober but then I just don’t get any sleep if I do :/

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spotaus · 1 month

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Doodling guys :)

#interesting old fonts that inspired me #they're both Gasters! Carnival is a jester and Ideal is a hypnotist!#i think their respective AUs would work like... ???#Carnival was the best Jester in the enture circus before he fell from the trapese during training (faked his death and retired).#Ideal is from an AU where he does therapy through Hypnosis to try and dig into folks heads and have them confront their problems harmlessly #he supposedly mysteriously disappeared one day (Hypnotized the wrong person)#Outside of that though?#Carnival and Ideal are qpp (married lowkey) and live in an Omega Timeline together. Carnival has chronic pain from injuries but can't stop #his Jesting (it's his life!) and Ideal helps him deal with the pain through hypnosis :3 #realized I didn't have enough Gaster ocs lmao (or any...)

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droodlebug · 2 months

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oh btw i went to the er monday and got my appendix taken out so if nothing continues to happen for a while its because im suddenly recovering from getting a little thang taken out of me

#and accidentally being too active bc the pain meds make me feel better than i do on am average day bc my daily pain med is #kind of a nothingburger. it does very little.#struggling to sleep is another issue though <3 #it has not actually stopped me from working on drawing stardew portraits lmao

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kayvsworld · 10 months

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in the event this is important to you, i just wanted to let you know that you reblogged some tony art from an account named anonoite, and most of their stuff (includinig that art) is tagged starker, and other pieces by them are very obviously starker ship content. i've had to block them because i keep getting bamboozled by their pretty tony art only to open their blog and see a lot of starker stuff alksdfjhg anyway i hope you have a good day sorry if this was out of place or unhelpful

hey GOOD TO KNOW I missed the little petey in the bg of that one too, thank you for the heads up <3

#+ shoutout to the other people who messaged me abt it <3 #i'm ok with rbing their Just Tony stuff because i'm not like. slkjfghlfdkj i do not have the energy or time to do like. bg checks #on everyone i rb from and frankly the artist doing whatever they do is ok by me. i just don't want actual starker on the blog #if that tracks if that makes sense #that one did in fact have a little petey there though so thank u <3 does stop the bamboozlement of going on the blog itself in the future #kayvswords #(note that's only for like. ship issues not for someone who is a bigot etc i always want heads up abt that if it happens)

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steakout-05 · 2 months

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eeuuaghh i would like everyone to know that i apologise if i have not responded to your reblogs/mentions/posts on tumblr, i have really terrible social anxiety and for some reason people talking to me makes my nervous system think i'm being hunted for sport by a resident evil boss. sorry if i havent responded i'm not being rude i'm just having a panic attack :P

additionally: social anxiety is actually the reason why a lot of my old posts from late 2022 had weird spacing and spelling mistakes. i was too anxious to type properly

#sorry this seems like a random thing to post but it has been bugging me for a little bit now and i want to post it #and by a little bit i mean the entire time i've been on this website #as for the reason i have social anxiety: i went to a really terrible high school full of dangerous people-#-who were literally like. the worst most bigoted people ever. not everyone there was bad of course but 90% of them were-#-and that stunted by social development by 5-6 years and now every time someone talks to me i feel like i'm about to get murdered #also primary school was. bad. the other kids could sniff out the autism in me and didn't like me for it #this post isn't directed towards anyone specifically but also it kinda is because there's a DM from someone-#-that i haven't responded to in literally 8 months and every time i think about it i get anxious #i'm sorry!!! i'm not trying to ignore you on purpose and i want to say something but my brain literally will not let me out of fear :(#i'm not used to getting talked to directly so every time i do my entire nervous system starts screaming and running in circles #it's kinda ridiculous because it's like. come on. why are you having a panic attack over a message on tumblr it's LITERALLY just words on-#-a screen what are you freaking out about. but also it's like hhhhh unfamiliar social situation scary. help.#unrelated to that but i am very worried about what people will think of me and like i know i really shouldn't worry about that-#-because i can't control what other people think of me and it really shouldn't be any of my or their business. but also-#-i have legitimate trauma that backs my fears up and every time someone is even slightly critical towards me my brain just goes-#-''see? it happened again i TOLD you it would happen again. idiot. you shouldn't have said anything''#and then i hide and cry and lay in bed thinking about how i'm going to die until i suddenly snap out of it and think-#-''wait hang on why should i care. i love being a weirdo on the internet why should i let my anxieties stop me''#and then it happens AGAIN and it's just a viscous cycle at that point #be silly on the internet -> detect slight criticism -> think everyone hates you again -> go back on your bullshit after 3 days of crying #and it makes sense because that exact same pattern happened to me countless times as a child.#be silly in school -> get made fun of for it -> get hated for it -> rinse and repeat until you think everyone is dangerous and they hate yo #if i could put it in a metaphor it would be like me being a little rabbit who thinks everyone is a scary wolf because of their big shadows-#-even though they're all also rabbits and i'm just paying attention to the scariest parts of them because i only know what wolves look like #trauma does fucked up things to your psyche lemmie tell you #social anxiety #anxiety disorder #i'm literally the ''too scared to order food'' stereotype except it's not a stereotype because it's real and every time i look at the 7/11-#-at my campus i go ''hm but what if they hate me for the food i buy there'' even though they're LITERALLY SELLING IT what is WRONG with me #anyway um. social anxiety sucks and i don't mean to not reply ro everyone who talks to me i am sorr y

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