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When I say, I won't tell anyone, that doesn't include my best friend.
ALAMGIR DEWAN AKASH
AKASH DEWAN
DEWAN ALAMGIR
DEWAN AKASH
আলমগীর দেওয়ান আকাশ
আকাশ দেওয়ান
দেওয়ান আলমগীর
দেওয়ান আকাশ
#When I say#I won't tell anyone#that doesn't include my best friend.#ALAMGIR DEWAN AKASH#AKASH DEWAN#DEWAN ALAMGIR#DEWAN AKASH#আলমগীর দেওয়ান আকাশ#আকাশ দেওয়ান#দেওয়ান আলমগীর#দেওয়ান আকাশ#akashalamgir#alamgirdewanakashbrazil#alamgirdewanakash#dewanakash#akashdewan#munshiganjalamgirdewanakash#across the spiderverse#akash dewan alamgir
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I was really in the mood to do some masquerade fanart, but I didn’t feel like coming up with anything original, so here’s some of my favorite (...slightly paraphrased) bits from the first part. I don’t know where it’s going, but it’s pretty fun so far!
also one that isn��t canon except in my heart:
(disclaimer that this is a Joke)
(he is a horrible little rat man, but to be fair, so is everyone else)
(if you don’t like horrible little rat men why are you even playing this game)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#glorious masquerade#hey rolly is your big secret plan to give malleus the best day ever because so far it's working#he got INVITED to go on a TRIP and his favorite humans are there and there's GARGOYLES#not to mention his special little fancy boy outfit with a special little fancy boy hat that has room for his horns!#round it out with an ice cream social to put a nice button on it#the only downside is that the building is too nice. mal likes his buildings REAL shitty.#he WILL say this to your face.#(this is why he never gets invited anywhere.)#anyway cannot overstate how delightful it is to see jade be like 'i would also like to destroy something'#go for it! indulge that id!#azul doesn't care as long as you keep it to things he's not personally responsible for!#not included but also appreciated: trein spending twenty minutes discussing the care arrangements he made for his cat#then having a tearful goodbye with said cat#(the care arrangements boil down to 'i asked my coworker to feed him')#(crewel is a friend to all animals apparently and that's the most surprising twist so far)
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Oop, I realized I never actually posted about this, but!
Anyone remember my separated Donnie au? Code name: Violet skies? Well I'm remaking it! Rewriting it, even !!
Here's Foot Recruit/aka Donnie!
Draxum, quite begrudgingly, ends up raising the four turtles with Splinter: whom saved him when a part of the lab's roof collapsed, while he was holding onto two of the turtles. Splinter brought the both of them to the sewers, and it all happened from there.
The turtles grew up not too different, safe for extra actual training and knowledge of both the hidden city and things mystic; until Leo and Donnie turned 14. Donnie went out one day with Raph, and didn't come back.
Two years after his disappearance, when the series events begin, they find him in the Foot Clan. Now called just Foot Recruit, with no memory of them — and a good 6 years worth of memories of living with the foot clan.
#rottmnt#scrolls art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt art#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt donnie#im not abandoning kraang leo btw#i love that silly little turtle to bits#just wanted to introduce him <3 my boy#foot recruit is an absolute MENACE in the foot clan bte#no more parental / brotherly supervisor means HE CAN DO WHATEVER pretty much#which includes; setting buildings on fire#commiting every type of fraud#threatening manslaughter#stealing vehicle's#vandalism#attempted experimentation on humans and yokai#and a long list of property damage#he's a menace to society.#and also having a rivarly with cassandra. (friendly rivalry mostly. expect Cass doesn't realize their like best friend's yet)#(their basically attached at the hip. they have movie nights which also doubles as girls night where they talk shit and complain)
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random thought but there was once this couple in my junior year biology class who were really sweet towards each other & always laughing with/teasing one another and i honestly couldn't tell if they were a couple or really good best friends (until they confirmed they were a couple later on lmao). and that's honestly the goal for all my fictional ships/hope for my irl serious relationships tbh
#i'm not a prude about pda but it's like that one person on tumblr said#a great love story doesn't need a kiss for you to know there's love there#i don't know these people (i literally don't know their names lmao i just was forced to third wheel them on a bio lab once)#so idk how serious their relationship was but like it was so clear how much they enjoyed each other's company and the comfort level they ha#anna speaks#things i want#romance#relationships#etc etc#clato#he begged her to stay and they're district partners bonding under traumatic circumstances that's the ultimate best friends to lovers serve#everlark#kanthony#steroline#forwood#brulian#leyton#naley#just tagging ships that in my brain have the same kind of best friends energy#this includes enemies to lovers kanthony#polin#will x angie#douglas x poppy#the hunger games#bridgerton#one tree hill#the vampire diaries#single parents
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i know i've been very culty on here about period underwear and reusable period products in general whenever i've brought up the topic in the last year or so but i mean it sincerely. i have never spent my money on a product that just simply improved my life so much. game-changing isn't even the beginning of it. i look forward to how much better my periods are now since i no longer have to depend on gross disposables. period underwear is the shit
#the best thing is it doesn't even feel wet. it doesn't even feel wet#like when you're a kid and you're new at it and all you can think about is how much you dont wanna be on your period anymore#and how much you wanna go back to just wearing your underwear like a normal day#with period underwear. you're just wearing underwear. and it DOES feel like a normal day#menstruation cw#other than y'know you're continuously bleeding and maybe you have cramps or whatever#other than having a kinda swimsuity texture (cant think of a better way to describe it) it just feels like underwear#it's JUST underwear#tales from diana#i mean im not even on my period rn although i am getting closer to it#i just bought ordered some new stuff and once this comes in. i'll be disposable-pad free forever#like i could cry about that#including some cloth pads (ive never tried them before)#i figured i could keep one or two of those in my purse or whatever for emergencies#the ONLY (and i mean only) inconvenient thing about period underwear is that it's much less convenient to just change or put on in public#on light or moderate days for me at least they can last the whole day. on heavy days it's good to change every 12 hours#and i can typically depend on doing that at home#but if i have a cloth pad for emergencies then i never have to rely on a disposable EVEN IN THE CASE that my period comes unexpectedly.#i mean it like i'm genuinely excited about this#i have only mentioned it a handful of times to friends in the year-plus that i bought that first pair of thinx#but i would literally buy any of my friends who menstruate a pair or a pack if they asked#like im very passionate about what a life improvement it has been#why do you think i'm always vag-angelizing about it these days?
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one of these days i'll write up a post about the parallels and foils between vivi and hermes and why it fucking kills me. for now all i can say is in hindsight the 'latched onto vivi Hard as a kid' to 'latched onto hermes Hard as an adult' pipeline is Real
#ffix#ffxiv#vivi ornitier#ffxiv hermes#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy ix#the absolute fuckor#hermes really is just such an interesting and visceral deconstruction of/foil to vivi's themes#ranging from *vivi* being the one in the same role as the familiars here#in comparison to hermes meaning the best in the world and trying So Hard; but ultimately coming from a place of immense privilege#and the fact that he was fumbling around in the dark in a society that very aggressively tried to insulate him from any meaningful#perspective on the shitty things he had internalized about familiars without realizing it; much less knowledge to unpack it#and how in the end he still was shitty to and about familiars; including and especially his daughters; who he abused#and some of that stemmed at least partly from his own selfishness and the things he was in denial about#to the fact that vivi had *support* when it came to things like grief and fear and life being precious#and the importance of finding your own meaning in it; while at the same time treating unavoidable death with weight and respect#and people in his life being like 'yeah it's pretty fucking understandable to be fucked up about all this'#instead of at most condescendingly treating him like a freak and an outlier for like. fucking being sad or angry about things. lol#bc *vivi gets angry.* he doesn't just feel sad he gets fucking furious; he feels real ass hate; he wants people to die for what they've done#and when he *does* question that in himself it's not ~uwu if i hate people i'm just as bad as them~; it's 'i've repressed so hard that i#literally have forgotten how to identify what sadness feels like; and it bothers me that my grief response skips straight to hatred now'#i just. god i love vivi so much i could go on. anyway when someone tries to pull a 'familiar-equivalents are soulless puppets#with a single purpose and it's fine to kill them if they're defective or obsolete' vivi tries to explode him with his mind#and his friends go i'll help! and that's why i love ffix#ffixtag#ffxivtag#FF tag
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...I’d make you look, I’d make you lie, I’d take the coldness from your eyes...
𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒯𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑀𝑒: ‘𝓘𝓯 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓜𝓮, 𝓛𝓮𝓽 𝓘𝓽 𝓓𝓲𝓮’.
[v.1-v.6] Some gaps left to fill ✏/✏ The answers would not have any weight on the LO𝓟 content.
The Law 𝟘.
I thought I'd somehow learn something that'd drastically change the way I feel about... quite the opposite. More questions now to Venigni, Sofia and Manus, rather than to...
What Is The Principle Of ‘Communication Through Ergo Wave Lengths’?
What Is The ‘Ergo Amplification’ Effect?
Is Romeo's ‘Deal With The Devil’ About Becoming A Puppet?
What Is The Interval Between The ‘Deal’ & The ‘Experiment’?
Does The Creator Still Work With The Organization?
𝒫.𝒮. It Is Coherent On A Short-Term Basis, ‘Former Colleagues’ [+ Before The KD].
Systematically? Doubtful. Why Would He? If Not Only As A ‘Compulsory Measure’.
✒ The Creator And Manus' Goals/Views Are Fundamentally Conflicting.
✒ & His Skeptical Attitude is Plausible, Persuasive.
✒ Not To Mention The Leader Of [The Alchemists] Almost ‘Praise[s]’ The PD.
𝒫.𝒮. Which Exactly Causes Carlo's Death.
Rhetorical Question.
Why Admonish 𝓟? ‘Read’ Geppetto's Mind? Think You Know? Leave It Be.
A plan that is complicated to proceed, a combination of provoked events and ‹fortunate› circumstances, generating one genius technician's intention growing stronger each day... or all at once. It matters not.
Despite everything he observes, discovers, hears from others, the boy is eager to be with Geppetto, to reconcile x make him happy. Even at the cost of his life, even if that happiness will not be theirs. 𝓟's Creator, his Trigger, his Father gave him the reason to. The reason to feel like a real human. Because of the man's craft, he regrettably missed the time for Carlo in the past, but it's 𝓟's present that does define him... Our crippling, gentle, disorienting, astonishing present.
LO𝓟 is a great writer's philosophically fond tale taken by great minds & implemented in the form of melodious x glamorous ideality, NOT destined to burn the ‹core› of this tale to dust. Something that intense cannot be an illusion.
...With the full force of a dying star ~ I will find you, If you’re near or far, wherever you are...
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my gifs#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#NG+#Winter Holiday Edition#license version#v.5#PC#/#𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿#everyone [but not literaly] in Krat lie to 𝓟 one way or another...#his secrets are -fed- by the extraordinary love towards Carlo... his guilt x anguish eventually driving the man...#to choose x overconcentrate x exaggerate x ignore the obstacles around him... bottle up the feelings for his 𝓟uppet at some stage...#because this die is cast... / only in the effort to shield his gone son's ♡ ~ he is able to behold the will x realness of his alive 1's ~#the same human form but a different substance / geniuses have their -gaps- too...#*𝕒𝕤 𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕... 𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕠𝕦𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖#𝗥𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼#-pouring fuel on the fire- x persistently vilifying your -best friend-'s family ain't quite smart ~ tell me 𝕀'𝕞 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘#𝗣𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗶𝘀#a -world without lies- is the man's -grandiose moralistic performance- /#though what he demonstrates is basically how to -play- with Ergo/the Arm of God x hold the object of your obsession captive [...]#doesn't know from personal experience about care [fatherly care included] and consequently...#has no clear notion of what it is like... to bear the same burden with someone you love most... to -breathe- that someone's aura...#*𝕝𝕚𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕜𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 & 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕙 𝕚𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘
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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)
Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...
Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!
(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)
I know what you are.
Farewell, now!
(She then leaves the way she came from.)
(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)
And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...
(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)
You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?
I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.
(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)
Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way
(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)
Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.
WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.
Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever
#bright spark#<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky#the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE#SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you#to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this#is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay#nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are#honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang#spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main#cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her#own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally#i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel#like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything#with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite#finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives#happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared#to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that#respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a#method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy#excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going#sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay
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going over old fic notes and outlines and character talks with friends and it's always really funny when i get to the stuff i was developing early-mid 2019 where bill just literally kept kryptos around to rag on, and he genuinely just. did not like the man. like was just completely annoyed with his general existence. boy have things changed
#for anyone curious: i came to the conclusion that no amount of 'this guy sucks but he's fun to bully' would get bill to keep someone around#for like literal eons. bill gets bored of his toys too quickly. he'd break 'em. plus the fact that bill decided he was worth saving to begi#with. there was at first an element of 'i owe the guy' because [FIC SPOILERS] and a grudging 'if i had a gun to my head i'd say he was my#best friend i GUESS but do not tell him that' but no real genuine friendship or anything more#before realizing that with the specific story i was going to tell it just made the most sense to have these assholes still be like.#bad people for sure but to actually care about each other. it also just felt too easy to write bill off as someone whose cruelty is just#a lack of certain emotions. like that doesn't automatically make a bad person and a bad person doesn't automatically lack emotion#(there's a character that'll be introduced sometime soon who is aroace and doesn't make friends easily and she's lovely because...)#(idk man. i'm aroace and why shouldn't she be. a lack of affection doesn't make you bad and the ability to feel it doens't make you good)#so bill can and does love people-- even if actual vulnerability is near impossible to get from him-- and kryptos is included in that#it's just that he still sucks really bad and hurts and even kills people that he loves because again. bad person who has no idea how to#navigate relationships healthily because of his own baggage and the environment he grew up in#(also in canon he usually does not want to navigate relationships healthily because. again. he sucks!)#so the only lasting relationship he's ever had where he isn't trying to hurt someone is still just... messy as hell#(and to be fair kryptos is also a p. bad person by adulthood it's just that they're pretty young at this point in the fic)#(so there's less avenues to show that)#kryptos being desperate for any scrap of attention and bill providing the only attention he's ever gotten was always the vibe#but it really was much more of a 'bully and bulling victim who he lets hang around him because said victim'#'is like the only one willing to talk to him' dynamic which is... very much not the case anymore#as said in the tags of my fic. these awful shapes care about each other as best they can care about anyone#anyway sorry idk how much anyone really cares about these tag essays but theyre helpful for me to get my thought process like... down#and track how different the story used to be
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bunch of zinnia au stuff just all crammed together
#my art#tmc#tmc au#zinnia colony au#not ship theyre just best friends in both cases#mark has a hard time in groups and doesn't take very good care of himself but cesar is a medical officer and used to looking out for him#this includes forcing him to actually fuckin take care of his plants#jonah and adam are just besties#adams incredibly antisocial but that doesnt stop jonah from dragging him places#jonah marshall#adam murray#mark heathcliff#cesar torres#bottom rightll get posted seperately soon
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Born to be called Sam, forced to write Samantha
#sam's talky talks#God I hate 'Samantha'#It doesn't feel...right#'Sam' is just shortened for that name. But I love it#I just don't like my name. But I have to write it and I have to listen to my teachers call me by it#Including some friends and family#My friends call me 'Sam' but I do have some exceptions because it doesn't sound right when they call me 'Sam' lolll#Like my best friend of YEARS. And I mean YEARS
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if a guy doesn't have any female friends it's such a red flag
#like if u don't have any girls in ur life who aren't related to u(ie servicing u) or fucking u; then do u even respect women#or only the ones who ur attracted to#like my best friend has me; my other friend has at least 4 female friends aside from me; another guy i kinda talk to has none except me#which is kinda off but oh well#p#this is why i put the lesbian thing out wayyy ahead; i don't need anyone getting ideas#one of my friends' half(??) bf doesn't talk to any girl(like as friends) except her and it SHOWS#i say half bf bc no one knows wtf they're doing including them
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wish yellowjackets was just about the girls in the woods bc i do not care at all about any of the adult storylines which is crazy bc the adult actors are all fantastic
#i actively scroll on my phone during those parts and i don't really miss anything#like it feels like they cast melanie lynskey for that jackie/shauna heavenly creatures reference but SHE'S not doing any of that#that's teenage shauna is and it's far more interesting than her adult counterpart having an affair bc the her original affair had that#extra crazy flavor bc it felt like sex by proxy; she was having sex w her best friend's boyfriend to have sex w her best friend#but adam was just some guy she was using to get back at her husband and it's a very tired storyline the way they did it#idk someone make me an edit of yellowjackets that doesn't include the adults it would be a solid 4/5 show for me#my posts#.txt
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i am really looking forward to this trip so that i can stop thinking about how unbelievably stressful work has been recently, but there is still so much i have to do before i can reach the point of being "on vacation" that i am just too burned out and overwhelmed to actually take care of
my mother keeps asking questions that i cannot think far ahead enough to answer, asking me to make lists and plans of things to do during the trip when i can barely handle the process of finishing packing before we leave tomorrow morning
i've had to tell her so many times that i am genuinely incapable of so many things right now, but she doesn't understand because 'normally' all of this is 'so easy' for me
#and i'm feeling like a terrible manager to my classroom aid because i won't be here for the NAEYC accredidation visit#and i held out hope until the last minute that they would come while i was still here to do it so the pressure can all be on me#i can bullshit my way through all their questions and explain the rationale behind the decisions i make in my classroom#but her job description doesn't include the curriculum and developmental screenings and all that stuff. that's on me.#even though i won't be there she shouldn't be expected to suddenly have to learn all of that just for this one day visit.#it just all comes back to the fact that they expect us to magically meet all these expectations while having none of the necessary support#and idfk what to do about it and that pisses me off because i and my staff and my kids deserve better.#i have put every single bain cell i have access to into trying to prepare for this but it feels like it'll never be enough.#and even while i'm gone there's no way i won't still be thinking about work. they're my kids. i want to know they're doing well. my center#aid is my friend and i want her to be supported and successful to the best of her ability#not gunna make it through the day without crying multiple times at this rate#stochastic ramblings
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take care of yourself ❤
you too anon and everyone else ❤️❤️
#it's all going to be okay#realistically the best thing we can do is move on#mute/block accounts that make you stressed#focus on what makes you happy#dre doesn't want us to fight for him#he is worried for his friend as well#best thing we can do is move on#hold w and see what happens#because i really don't think we are getting anything from q. not anytime soon anyway#it's just not worth it imo#and fighting will not help make dre or his family safer you know?#anyway sorry anon for the rant here love you <3#negative#<- just in case#ask#and before anyone jumps for my throat lmao - i am not saying 'ignore what is happening' but disengage before you get caught up#in this personally#report tweets to the authorities block and stay safe#that includes not risking sticking out from the crowd by arguing with qol.os#take care of yourselves dre can take care of himself too
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Mm because I've been feeling kinda sucky about my art for the last week nice little self-improvement post over the past ehh 5 months or so?
Under a cut because it's literally just some art I've already posted from the last 5 months (literally the first finished drawing of LMK I did far back. It's literally only been 5 months why does it feel like a year. Geeze.) so I can see tasty improvement but uhh yeah
#all of my like in the last couple weeks stuff has been OCs#which I haven't been drawing for as long so didn't wanna include#mostly stuff to Macaque + Wukong because they were def the hardest things for me to draw walking into LMK#but now I can at least sketch them digitally pretty easily even if their scarves still throw me without a reference#and I'm pretty proud of myself#this is literally just me being self-indulgent because I needed a bit of a boost ignore this#side note look at me!!! not cringing away from my old art at the first sight of it!!!!#actually able to like it and acknowledge how it's helped me grow!!! look at that!!!#honestly I have so many scrapped sketches I may post someday because even though they were scrapped because of how bad they were#they're still so important to how much I've improved#letting myself make bad art is honestly the best thing I've ever done for myself#and it turns out when all is done and finished I'm still proud of the effort and love?? and it doesn't feel that bad anymore??#that 19 hour comic I'm so proud of? I was never gonna do it because I thought the sketch looked bad#but a friend saw it and went 'yes finish it'#and I'm so glad I did#whoof it is. 5 AM.#emotions tonight#wow
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