#that's what i want

[santacarlahorrorshow]

Gerard Way in the Helena Music Video

[anneapocalypse]

My toxic trait is I just want an actual butch lesbian in Dragon Age and at this point I don't care if she's a war criminal.

[ashe-studies]

once i get my art ability back, it is over, cuz i will draw shadow being the biggest sonic simp ever and all of you guys will hate me.

[girlscience]

You ever realize that you maybe know two whole people who haven't been in a romantic relationship of some kind before and it makes you want to melt into the floor and die?

[smoozie]

I think there should be more Ace Attorney aus. And not like "Ace Attorny but [blank]", I want more people placing their blorbos in the ace attorney universe. I wanna see ur poor little meow meow as a blundering defense attorney!! I need more people adding to the ace attorny universe in weird ways because it functions on a completely different set of rules than reality and more characters should get to expierence it.

[allo-frouto]

Your body belongs to your BF and your BF body belongs to you?

I don't want his body. I want his soul.

[sasster]

i want chicken wings...

[chancellorxofxtrash]

Now that 2023 comes to an end I'd like to thank Infinite for making this year infinitely (heehee) better than it would have been otherwise, anyway New Emotions SOTY

[dylanconrique]

prediction; tim proposes or marry lucy season five end/season six early - mid 👀👀💍

wow, this is decades old, i'm so sorry. *blows dust off message*

tbh i don't think i ever saw a chenford proposal in s5, but i could definitely see it happening mid s6!! it's not gonna happen in a million years, but it'd be so hilariously adorable if they gave tim a filler ep storyline of him shopping for a ring with tamara after she uncovers his big plans.

[youareinacomawakeup]

I swear the cartoons when I was a kid were so much more. goth. Like, not all of them, obviously. We still had shit like Powerpuff Girls and Spongebob.

But like. When I really think back to my childhood, the shit I remember most, the things that color the whole vibe, are like. Aaahh Real Monsters, the Beetlejuice cartoon, the Addams Family cartoon, Invader Zim, Gargoyles, Darkwing Duck, Courage the Cowardly Dog. Even Billy and Mandy. Not dark, necessarily, but...Halloween-flavored. If King Midas had the touch of Tim Burton instead of gold.

Don't get me wrong, the pastel vibe of the 2010s was good, too. Love me some Steven Universe.

But do I start to miss the whole animated vibe from when I was a kid every time spooky season approaches?

Yes. Yes, I do.

[wewontbesleeping]

the weed i got is so strong, it gets me way too fucked up lol

[roguelibrarian]

Just once I’d like to see an aroace character whose aromanticism isn’t treated as an afterthought or less important than their asexuality.

Or a character who is just aro.  Sexual orientation N/A.  That would be nice too.

[rockman-x]

Honestly I may be very close to finding out what I like when it comes to gender presentation

[housebutcharchives]

My Gender as Protection

I was talking to my therapist yesterday about my dysphoria and how I want to relate to other genders.  We touched on a lot of my issues, but we came to some interesting conclusions about the relationships I try to construct, and how it’s related to my gender. 

I talked about how growing up, I enjoyed hanging out with boys, because I liked to rough-house and wrestle, and play active games. I loved games where there were two sides and teamwork and friendly competition.  Because I was perceived as a girl, competition was rarely friendly, since my loss or victory meant someone’s character was smeared somehow.  Nowadays, I still try to seek out camaraderie and brotherhood with men, despite my intense fear of them.  I want them both to protect me and to trust me to protect them. I want them to trust my competence while also lending theirs. 

I seek out similar relationships with other genders. With more feminine folks, I tend to take on a protector and provider-of-food role more predominantly, but there is still an expectation of mutuality. I have your back, you have mine.  With folks who are less dominant, there is that mutual camaraderie, that feeling like we’re working back-to-back. With more dominant folks, I often seek out that mutuality in their authority.  They tell me what to do, trust my competence to do it. I give them expertise and protection, they give me direction and protection.  No matter what, mutual protection is present. I tend to have romantic feelings for these more dominant folks. 

My conclusion here is that I want to protect without losing my need to be protected, and I don’t want to pay for this dynamic with romance.  Romance is a nice dynamic to this, but I want there to be simple protective familiarity that is assumed with no other strings attached. 

And most importantly, I want this to be ungendered. I want my strength and protection and cooking to be ungendered. I want my friendly competition to be ungendered. For all my gender talk, I do ultimately want un-gender. 

[dramaticnerdwithanxiety11]

oh my GODS guys im aromantic and aspec but fuck there was a guy at work when i came in and i'd tap that. holy shit he was so nice to look at. I honestly just stared at him while he checked out at the other register. Holy shit. He looks like a twinkier version of the actor who played Jack Wilder and Ian (NYSM and Nerve) but like hotter, somehow. Also he genuinely almost pulled his pants down and i was sitting there like EYES. stared at his ass for probably longer than was socially acceptable.

Anyways this is all to say I do not feel like this often but oh my gods. I'd tap that.

[dansa-i-neon]

last.fm 2021.09.16