#thats my hc anywyas

[fishyizm]

not enough people consider the funniness of stealth transmasc akito i think

[urmomsstuntdouble]

why must every trans character be afab

[yuukei-yikes]

ive been thinking abt ayaki and shintaro post str lately. like i know realistically ayaki would dissapear since in theory the wish she was created from was fulfilled but i just think her staying creates an interesting idea on shintaro's problem with isolation and tendency to retreat into his own head. bc ayaki literally lives in his head. like ayaki and shintaro are the only two people in the whole world who will ever understand the things theyve seen at a truly deep level. so who else could shintaro go to when he gets flashbacks of previous routes. also the guilt he would probably feel for feeling more attached to the ayano in his head then the one actually there. a literal reflection of his actual feelings towards ayano i think. i kind of lost my train of thought uhm shrugs. i should probably write a google doc abt this

UGH UGH UGH.... THE BIT ABT SHINTARO FEELING MORE ATTACHED TO THE AYANO IN HIS HEAD INSTEAD OF THE ONE ACTUALLY HERE BEING THE SAME AS HOW HE LOVES THE AYANO HE MADE UP IN HIS MIND MORE THAN THE REAL ONE.... THATS SO FUCKING COOL AND REAL AND AWESOME..... YESSSSS shinyaki gets me so badly like. ough. they have been together for so long. i imagine yaki trying so hard to fight her humanity and even be cold to shintaro like!! ACT LIKE THE SNAKE EYE POWER SHE IS. and she does for the most part but Shintaro.... he is so difficult. he keeps being reborn and she keeps watching him grow up til activating her and remembering her again, and every single time shintaro's like Im so sorry for forgetting you again. and ayaki's like. AUGH. STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT. sorry they drive me a little crazy.

yeah i know ayaki would disappear but i dont like thatttt i think❤️❤️❤️ she should stay❤️❤️❤️ i think its a miserable existence and rly speaks abt ayano's character that she just stays there forever. i think there's something very cool abt an ayano tateyama who gets a happy ending in a mortal life at the cost of an suffering ayano who is alone for eternity, who sacrificed everything to be exactly where she is, watching another version of herself be happy. i dont think ayaki jumped into it knowing she'd find peace one day. i think once she is a snake she Is A Snake. Ur ass isnt dying. like she has a damn soul??

sorry the bit abt souls in kagepro drives me crazy. we dont know it with any other snakes other than awakening/konoha and haruka(and saeru but we dont talk abt it). the ending of mca is MESSY messy. personally i dont know if i Really understand it, I've always explained it to myself like konoha/awakening GETS ITS OWN wish bc despite being just a snake, it became its own person, and its wish is to have hiyori live which is how saeru "dies" bc it has to resign to be a surrogate life for hiyori right?? its never explained Why konoha gets a wish but that's it to me. awakening and retaining being opposites bc one is a snake that became a person and the other a person who became a snake.

anyways coming back to the soul thing, it's rly all in haruka and konoha's situation bc konoha becomes its own person, "gains a soul" lets say, and that very soul puts it in conditions of making a wish. haruka was the only one in the daze who wasn't PHYSICALLY there, and his wish never finished getting there bc awakening was like My body now. <- like this is so interesting there's a lot of potential to konoha being even more interesting, maybe being a snake that's always wanted its own body or something. i KNOW its bc haruka's personality wasn't strong for it but that's an ass explanation and it always has been😘

anywyas so haruka coming back by the end to me is explained thru his wish being Actually listened to and konoha retreating back to its original role though it is still a person. i think it becomes a case of reverse, from str onwards it is konoha watching through haruka instead of the other way around. this is kinda the logic behind why ive always loved the konoha reborn hc... with the whole soul thing. like konoha finally cutting ties with being a snake and not being awakening anymore, just konoha!!

god i got super sidetracked. basically ayaki is also a snake with a soul. yes she would disappear by all this logic, once shintaro's wish (and her own) is fulfilled. HOWEVER. i dont want to❤️ however if she DID. there is a HUGE prompt in here about shintaro dealing with the disappearance of ayaki. she has been with him for so long and he remembers it all bc just cuz retaining is away it doesnt mean he just unsees all the routes, yknow? just cant see them again but theyre still in his memory. so he remembers how he's been with her for so many lives and now she's just gone... and there's this other real ayano here. who isn't really another ayano she is the same person. he knows she is but she's still another. augh. augh augh augh. anyways no i dont like to think abt ayaki disappearing She needs to give the mekakushi dan a tour when they all jump in shintaro's brain to look at his memories western cartoon style

[starliights-shining]

Hello! Thank you for writing headcanons about Sunder, Pharma, Overlord and Trepan. Your takes on them were nice, especially on Overlord and Pharma. Kinda feel like Pharma just being a normal guy who accidentally got in a bad situation isn’t depicted too often? So yeah, thank you!

Hiii, No problem at all.I love writing headcanons so much, I get to liek actually sit down and think about a character and what it'd like loveing them, It really helps in understanding a character in my opinion. If you ever want more headcanons please do request them! These were so much fun! SO thank you for requesting!!!

I did a lot of digging and thinking about Pharma, i touched up on his lore and basically just saw how he was a normal guy working with Ratchet until Delphi, which really sucks but I do think a lot of the Autobots are like that. Normal guys until something happens and they take a turn for the worst. All his interactions with Ratchet and others are just so normal, my biggest example was when he tried asking Ratchet on if he should go to Delphi, that is what started it all to me! His closest and most trusted friend didn't even hear him out before leaving, which later leads to what I think is his loss of a support or stable person that is ACTUALLY good. Delphi causes him to take such a worse turn its just saddening to me, because at times Its like he doesn't want to do what he does, but its the only way for him to secure the Delphi station and his life. Tarn is just not one of my favorite so maybe thats why I think that.

You mentioned people not writing Pharma just being a normal guy who was put in a bad situation, I don't think people do that a lot for any "Evil" characters unless its already said by the original creators. I think it should be done more often, it kinda give a better or different look into the character that way. Looking straight at Pharma's actions and lore you'd think he was born to made to be like that. Which is just interesting to me, Maybe that's why I lean more towards the "evil" characters in medias, their characters devlope so intesntly in short notices that its fascinating.

I've always loved Overlord, I kinda distanced from him for a while but he will be my number 2 con, right behind Soundwave of course. SO I've always thought Overlord to be different but also like still crazy, I just wanted to get the point across that he likes you, but is still coo-coo. He does do much in my eyes in such little time that I just want it to feel like he's there with S/O but also like not fully, S/O has a quarter of him, WHILE he willingly hold onto the other bits. He just has such a hardshelling he doesn't want S/O to get lost in it, which is why I think he preferes the Asshole like BF role for literally anything, he cares deeply for S/O but is also still trying to battle things himself, which leads into the constant in his life hc. Something goes wrong he can alwasy count on S/O to still be there. Something that is permeant for him, which I think he needs.

Anywyas thank you once again for requesting and reading this rant!! I hope you have a great day!

[mc-dude]

I don't think I ever made a post about how I HC elves fëa and how it relates to ósanwe.. so..

basically and elf's fëa is their own Song. each elf has a unique Song, and it's known to them at birth. it's the first thing they hear, and can morph however which way they please throughout their lives. when an elf opens their mind to another they are sharing their Song.

when multiple elves open their minds to one another, they hear each other's Songs (aka their fëa) and if they are close, can form a duet, or a quartet, etc.. elves that have their minds open to one another for long periods of time (which requires a decent amount of intimacy and trust, usually between lovers, family members or close friends) will have their songs bend and change to compliment each other.

when two elves ósanwe, they initiate it by singing the other's song. it doesn't have to be out loud, but the more power you put behind it the greater the distance you can ósanwe at.

elves can casually ósanwe, but it still requires a degree of trust. an elf is literally sharing what makes them Them, their personal Song, with another. with casual ósanwe the other elf may not get much of a Song, just a few notes or a hint of a melody, but with a deeper connection each elf can hear the deep intricacies of each other's Songs.

this piggybacks off my other hc that everything in tolkien verse has a Song, and it functions like DNA. if you study something enough, you can learn it's Song, and if you know it's Song, you can harmonize, or sing discordant verses to manipulate it. an elf creating a song is actually creating something. manipulating the air, perceptions, emotions, etc.. an elf can sing and have it resonate with another elf's Song without ósanwe as well.

tl;dr an elf's fëa is literally their personal Song which is akin to DNA. except it's music. because elves.

[ad1thi]

Your Pain (is my burden to bear):  P4

hey so i hit 100 followers!!

i asked y’all what you wanted me to write for this and i got italian!tony and soulmate!au so here it is!!

(this picks up exactly where P3 ended)

--

Tony’s first reaction, understandably, is to lift the gauntlet he’d been fiddling with and repulsor the fuck out of the man standing in front of him. 

What he isn’t expecting is to feel the burn on his lower abdomen, even as the figure in front of him crumples against the force of the blast.

it takes about 2 seconds for everything to fall into place, and Tony groans as he hides between his sofa

oh per l'amor di dio, he thinks, before pushing himself off the ground and pointing the engaged repulsor at his soulmate

to his credit, his soulmate doesn’t attempt to come near Tony again, just stands there

togliti la tua attrezzatura, tony says (before inwardly cursing) and repeating,”take off your gear”

Titling his head in confusion(? Tony isn’t sure because of the whole ninja mask he’s got going on)- his soulmate lightly runs his fingers over multiple buckles and shrugs it off to reveal a metal arm and-

qualcuno lassù deve veramente odiarmi, tony mutters as he takes in the intricate workings of his arc reactor displayed across the man’s admittedly gorgeous chest

“Natalie darling,” Tony raises his voice only an inflexion, knowing that JARVIS will carry his message, “you might want to drop your SHIELD fursona and join me in the living room. My soulmate just dropped in for a visit.”

It’s all he manages to get out before he abruptly falls to the floor, palladium poisoning coursing through his veins and making him feel. 

The last thing he remembers before hitting the ground is watching his soulmate rush towards him, and the odd sensation of fingers running lightly through his hair

--

James is unclear why his soulmate wilfully hurt himself, and why he insists on switching between italian and english in some inane way; but he’s willing to play along to his soulmate’s games 

When the repulsor is aimed at him a second time, he belatedly realises that his soulmate might not know who he is

(in hindsight, the mask covering his face no longer seems like a good idea)

While a small part of him preens at the idea that his soulmate was able to knock him back, the much larger part of him is debating picking up his pint-sized soulmate and carting him off to that workshop he saw in the blueprints and insisting that he work on the thing in his chest

arc reactor, he reminds himself, like the one powering the warehouse, but smaller

James has to routinely remind himself that his soulmate didn’t have the privilege of staying in a backwater flat in Romania and studying his soulmark until he figured out who it belonged to, and that James had the distinct advantage of knowing his soulmate was Tony Stark

(while all tony stark knew about james was that he died falling off a train)

He reminds himself of this when his soulmate asks him to strip (and bites his tongue on the comment that his soulmate owes him dinner first)

He reminds himself of this when his soulmate chooses to inform someone else of his existence

but he completely forgets it when his soulmate doubles over and also hits the floor

James reacts instinctively, falling to his knees and outstretching his flesh arm to cup Tony’s head- before delicately placing his head on his shoulder and running his fingers through his hair

From this angle, James can see the criss cross effect of the poisoning mapping itself against his soulmate’s neck, and valiantly resists the urge to kiss down his neck and leave marks of his own

None of this however, distracts him from the near silent set of footsteps making it’s way over to them and steadily making him prick with uncertainty

His hand is on his gun as the footsteps grow louder, and when he hears the hushed, Yasha? he doesn’t even think- just shoots

what was his soulmate thinking, calling a black widow?

tbc

Part 3

[starglitterz]

hi it is i, rin, the person who will take over cynosure 😈😈/j

kskd anywyas i come back with another headcanon/scenario.. and so i was thinking of other characters aside from xiao, y/n, hutao and yanfei and seeing how other characters would fit into this world (like if this were instead a albedo series, klee would introduce him to you and he falls in love ueueueu 💞💞🥺)

but speaking of klee, i was thinking of qiqi bc qiqi and xiao have quite a bond in the actual game,, so how about xiao oneday finds qiqi in danger in the streets and he couldn't just stand there and sp he saved her life. she was lost and didn't know where her parents were so xiao figured to have baizhu- a friend of aether and a doctor, take her under his wings

but baizhu, being a doctor, is sometimes rlly busy and so xiao has to take care of her sometimes. his chat knows about her and calls her xiao's sister 🥺🥺

she frequently plays "not scary" games with xiao bc yanfei would be rlly mad if she figured out oneday qiqi was dominating in apex 💀💀💀 and so they play animal crossing--

onetime xiao was reviewing genshin impact crew's island in animal crossing new horizons. childe's was shit, kaeya's was a mess, keqing's was organized, but yoURS??-- omg dont pls xiao felt like he was violating your privacy,,

he was complementing EVERYTHING, even stuff that other members of genshin do aswell-- oh? ganyu places her flowers in heart shape? cringe. oh but you do it? PERFECTION 💗 yanfei only has cute villagers? annoying and picky. oh but you do the same? SO PASSIONATE AND AMAZINGSJDHJ-

qiqi notices this and says "xiao.. why are you like this? do you want to marry y/n?.." NO QIQI THE SHIPPINGSJDHWI-- imagine chat freaking out like "KSIDHDBJS QIQI OMG" "XIAO'S SISTER UNDERSTANDS US" "its fucking confirmed. i take no criticism" "MY SHIP OMGNFJSJS 💗💞💞💕"

(the last one was from hutao no cap.)

under the cut bc my reply was so long KJSJKSD

HELLO RIN MY BELOVED <3 omg i get so excited whenever i see an ask from you HAHASKDJSJK :D

SJAKKJSDJS ive been thinking abt that too 😭 this whole world of genshin streamers is so fun to explore & make hcs for omg 🥺 HELLO KLEE INTRODUCING YOU TO ALBEDO !??!?!?? AND IN A MODERN AU IF YOU WERE HER KINDERGARTEN TEACHER OR SMTH AND ALBEDO COMES TO PICK HER UP EVERY DAY AND HE APPRECIATES HOW YOU NEVER FREAK OUT IN PUBLIC ABT HOW THE FAMOUS ALBEDO IS VISITING THE SCHOOL YOU WORK AT,,, AND ONLY LATER HE REALISES THAT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO HE IS 😳😳😳

okok im sorry for getting sidetracked back to our regular programming /j

i read this and i am Speechless /pos SCREAMS CRIES AND ROLLS AROUND XIAO AND QIQI ?!?!??!?!?!? SOBS put them in a room and it's literally freaking silent omg HSKJDSKJD imagine qiqi being like 'qiqi wants milk from a cocogoat' and xiao is like '🤨🤨 what is that??' 'milk from the cocogoat' 'ok im going to get it for you stay put' AHASHDSKJD SO CUTE i bet he spoils her oml & xiao rescuing her is so cool !??!?! HELP BAIZHU so true i bet baizhu is a millionare doctor omg 😳 LOL the way aether is friends with everyone 😭

XIAOS SISTER THATS SO CUTE WTF

HELPPPP LMFAOSDKJASKJD QIQI DOMINATING IN APEX 😭😭😭 WHY IS THAT THE FUNNIEST SENTENCE EVER IM ASCENDING LFMASDKJ IK YANFEI CAUGHT XIAO TRYING TO PLAY IDK LIKE RESIDENT EVIL WITH QIQI AND SCOLDED HIM SO BAD SKAJDKJAS

NOOOO ANIMAL CROSSING THATS SO CUTE 😭 im sorry for using caps all the time but im literally freaking out you always have the best hcs KJSDKJSKD

stop ik xiao roasted every single one of their island's except yours,,, he's at childe's and he's like 'did you design this or teucer??? actually scratch that teucer could do 10x better.' childe cries himself to sleep that night. HAHSKJDASKJD KIDDING BUT YEAH XIAOS PROLLY SO BLUNT ABT IT ???

AHHHH IM SCREAMING THATS SO ADORABLE ??!?!??! stop ur ask is literally giving me so much serotonin omg 😭 HELPPP HES SO OBVIOUS THAT HE'S GOT A CRUSH ON YOU LMAOOO KING IS DOWN BAD </3 aether messages him on the side like 'bro ur literally exposing urself' HSKAJDJKAS

XIAO WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS 😭😭😭 IM CRYING I CANT XIAO'S BLUNT HONESTY RUBBED OFF ON QIQI LMAOOAWDJKASKJDKJ

XIAO IS SO EMBARRASSED LMASKJASKJD ESPECIALLY AFTER CHAT STARTS TEASING HIM 😭 YES HU TAO DEF SPAMMED ABT IT TOO,,, SHES THE CAPTAIN OF THE XIAO X Y/N SHIP <3

BUT THEN you send xiao a donation which reads 'well xiao, what's your answer? bc personally i would LOVE to marry you <3' and xiao's brain short circuits 😭 qiqi is very confused as to why xiao buys her loads of coconut milk after that AHAHHASKDSKJ

RINNN would it be okay if i used the qiqi hc in one of the cynosure chapters? if not it's totally fine but it's so adorable i wanna incorporate it HAHSKJDJSK

also your hcs are a blessing on this earth pls keep sending them,,, you always send them when i need a serotonin boost SKJDSKJ are you a mind reader 🤨 LOL ily !!! <3 hope you're doing well bestie :D

[vampyrluver]

📄🍀🏳️‍🌈

im gna do this for my two hyperfixations rn tma and wizards of waverly place (lmao) i WOULD do troll hunters too but im not caught up (well neither am i in tma but shhhh)

📃 what is the plot of your hyperfixation? and is it a movie, game, show, etc?

TMA: its a podcast set up as an anthology series in which each you follow jon sims, an archivist at the magnus institute, where his job is to record statements given by ppl aboit "supernatural or paranomal happenings" nd stuff like that. each episode is a different statement and as the show goes on things start to get connected to a larger over arching plot that follows jon sims and his coworkers along with other characters who are in one way or another all connected to each other. its hard to explain fully but thats the gist of it, its a horror podcast and can be quite scary at times.

WIZARDS: wizards of waverly place follows alex, max and justin of the russo family who are all wizardsin in the procress of one day competing to become the family wizards. its mostly a comedy show its a disney channel show so its quite childish at times lmao but thats the main gist of it! its mostly just their magic hijinks nd stuff, very fun!! very nostalgic!

🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

TMA: i headcanon gerry as being aromantic nonbinary (mlm tho nd uses he/they/it) and michael shelly/distortion as being aroace nonbinary (nblm nd uses it/they), i also headcanon jon as at least partially black (i love dread locs jon...), i hc all gerry, michael nd jon as neurodivergent, i also rly rly like chronically ill gerry and jon, ik gerry canonically has cancer but i like to hc that he has issues prior to that nd its just me projecting but i like the mix of pots syndrome, gi issues, nd hypermobility issues, despite all that tho gerry is also still relatively strong (at least strong enough to beat a man half to death so either hes jacked or lienter is mega weak, u decide idc)

WIZARDS: i have less headcanons but i think harpers a lesbian, alex is bi, alex, justin nd max all are neurodivergent. im thinking justin is autistic, max has austim nd adhd nd alex has adhd, i also think harper is autistic as well!

🍀 do you have any kins or comfort characters from your hyperfixation?

TMA: tma spoilers ahead /// i kin....too many characters lol. Nikola, Gerry and Martin but i mostly kin Lonely martin (maybe web martin too if i would ya kno...catch up) , my biggest comfort character is michael distortion i sure love that man with all my heart i also have Gerry as a comfort character despite kinning him. i enjoy all of the archival staff a lot tho nd i love mike crew A LOT!! can i count certain entities as ccs too bc i love the vast and the end a lot

WIZARDS: NOT TO B CRINGE BUT wht if i said i kinned alex...

ANYWYAS i think rn the only ccs i have are justin nd masonBUT i dont rmemeber how mason was fully so that might change when i finish rewatching the show since its been a hot min lol

[mingi-bubu]

Watch “Gaya Sa Pelikula” with Me!

Episode 4

aaahhh we are finally caught up!!!

episode 4

i have my water and my laptop is plugged in

as the delightful baby lion markus leeus would say, lezgeddit

wh

is it christmas already?

oh shit thats right

it was like established at the beginning of the show

AWWW he made vlad a stocking thats so cuteeee

i love how decorated the apartment is!

akldfjalksdf he just hits the wreath

“what’s this”

brah are you just like??  not know what christmsas is??  in the philippines

paaasssskkoooo nnnnnnnaaaaa

ajdlkjfas youre so mean to baby jesus

arki?

whys he call him arki?

AJSHDFAEW HES TOO FORGIVING TO BE A CAPRICORN IM SO DECEASED

bro change your shirt

awww thats sweeto fhim

but he was probaably going to keep the stockings there anywyas

shut up witht eh smileseajfpiowehaw

i just want loveeee

n e ways

ooh

ofc something falls out of the wallet

oh

is that his dad?

it must be right?

austria?

i really do love how the opening credits are edited

pool time

susan, sue, im in lvoe with her

i lvoe hrr

give the tea

what is the T E A

awwwwwwww

shut up me and sue have the same face

asjfdlskd he looked so proud at that im dead

THATS VALID VLAD YOU ARE TRUELY CORRECT

oooohhhh arki = architecture

okay okay

jesus he said sandali lang

anna

ma’am

ITAFJAIO BIT HC

me when im writing my essays

anna is so fun

shes very dematnding HIS BIRHTDYA

god i feel that

my birthday is v near a holiday too

sue is so smart

oohhh drag himmm

soft boi hours only

adkjfsd chinoy im dead

im proposing to sue right now as we speak btw

what film did they watch oh my god

ooohhhh okay i know the film theyre talking about

its on my to watch list

i love annaaaaa

shes a riot

i so badly want her to turn out to be queer in some way

adfjasdkj vlad is highkey third wheeling

THE EYE ROLL BITCH IM DEACEASED

mans is really counting rn

i

wooooowwww

OH SHIT

OH

MY GOD

HE

HE

H E

JEALOUSE BOYFIREDNE DAKDJSFAOIWEHGA

children

they are

childnren

oh no

hes gonna wake up alone on his birthday

again

:(

arki is probs gone already baby

oh no...

he looks like such a lost puppy

baobei...

kuyaaaa imso sorry

oh no

oh oh dear

he is

tragically tragically disaster gay

he is like a cat

at least he picked up the tree

40 unreads and ignoring a call from ate judit

oh

its his mother

the way my heart is literally breaking for him rn

do not text the ex

do not be dumb

his ex is a trashcan how dare he text vlad and say that shit

sue only woman  i love

dskjfaskd gift time!!!!

what did she give him?

i saw it was like a drawing of some sort

hes not going to do something dumb like fall asleep in karl’s bed no?

house slippers

ohmy

mans is sentimental when hes drunk

oh no

hes eithr gonna kiss him or hes gonna ralph

or its a dream

as thse moments tend to be

oh no we just get a hug

vlad is like an octopus i love it for him

but hes yeah

hes dreaming it

oh sweetie....

the way i feel like crying rn fuck

waht

happy birhtday?

is this real or?

im gonna guess its real then

all i can think about is the germs

AWWW HIS LIL DUMPLING CHEEKIEEEESSS

THE HANDS THING

IT HAS TO HAPPEN wat the fuck

did he just dip hi schip s in soda?

disgusting

the way that vlad is like THE HAND THING

I KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN

oh no...vlad...

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

post scene and theyre sitting next to each other on the floor with sharing of the remote and the orca lakjd;fa

well, the remote at least

and fighting over the blanket

oh god he is fully in the “i am perhaps in like with this guy”

i was being forcibly thrown back into high school when i liked my best friend horrible feeling that...horrible

anyways thats it for this episode!  i am not going to survive until the next one am i

thank you for reading!!!

stay safe and stay healthy <333

[yoshkeii]

omg waffles tho 😩😩 there's an AMAZING waffle house thingie in one of my city's shopping centres that makes the most delicious belgian waffles ✨✨ you can even add ur own toppings like whipped cream, nutella, blueberries omg i'm rambling ok anywyas--

i have an entire page of writing ideas that randomly popped to my head at 1 am and looking at them rn--- bro wtf jdskkdk these make zero sense. and there's also that walmart version of writers block where i throw a couple of paragraphs together and call it a day because i just wanted to write at least something. and i kinda don't like writing generic stuff like cuddling, relationships or kissing hcs bc they tend to be the exact same so i leave them out until i'm like seriously desperate

i dont even know if i ever been to a wafflehouse- but they all sound so fucking good </3

and thats valid !! i tend to write more fluff and sfw shit for personal and other small reasons, so there's a lot of those i have. i have this draft masterlist- of just names of titles,, and i will write things just from it. which is honestly easy for me- but i havent been able to write the past week due to school and family although i hope i can post more soon.

and i also need to binge read your stuff kyo </3

[autisticstarseed]

lol heres my Way too serious and thought out timeline+headcanons for doyle bc i figure if i can make these kinds of things for my ocs that are only like 2 days old imagine what kind of post i can make for a guy ive thought about every day of my life since i was 9;;;;;;;;;

so first off, a lot of these are projections from Some kind of personal thing unless otherwise specified so not only do you Not have to agree with them but some of them are gonna be oddly specific and may even seem kind of unfitting/ooc or w/e and its just bc maladaptive daydreaming is fuckt up but also the show only has 36 episodes and hes not even in all of them so i dont have a Ton to analyze :’) anywyas here u go;

TIMELINE:

after the accident in the himalayas he went to an orphanage but did end up having 2 official foster homes. there were a few people at the orphanage he got attached to (the carertakers, and eric), but was overall yearning for a real family

home 1 was thrown together quick fix (when he was about 6-8) and it wassssss okay but his parents were drug addicts and money was spent in the wrong places, leading to a big struggle with food, rent, etc. and they lived in an area that was kind of overall impoverished so streets were dangerous and the water wasnt very clean (leading to the comments about not trusting tap water in where lies the engulfer), but since it was his first ‘family’ it left a big imprint on him and when he was finally taken away bc of the financial neglect it really fucked him up and made him kind of resentful towards the foster system, he felt they were doing their best and wanted it to work and was too young to understand why it happened. it took him a while to even attempt to trust adults after that

he spent a few years back at the orphanage, with a lot of behavioral problems stirring up causing the relationships he had with his carers to be strained

the second home (from 13-16) was much worse with emotional+physical violence and gaslighting, he had a foster sister (mika) but she was kind of emotionally distant and had an “every man for himself” viewpoint on the situation. they did grow closer over the years and eventually decided to run away together

mika went off to do her own thing within months (which doyle Did Not Expe ct) so he drifted around for a while and made a lot of (bad) friends

tried to like get a normal job and live in an apartment and shit but the financial struggle and mental illness(TM) kept getting to him 

got into criminal shit when he was 19 [danny phantom voice] yo doyle blackwell he was just 19 and started working for van rook when he was 25 (my hc age for him at the beginning of the series bc God what are timelines)

now that all the angsty backstory is out of the way heres the modern hc shit;

pan as fuck and not ashamed of it like in the words of game grumps; Whos dick do i gotta suck to suck a dick around here

has bipolar I and bpd 

his moods usually present as going from doing whatever and not caring what anyone thinks (manic) to feeling very burdening and wanting to distance himself (depressive)

as seen when all the abbey shit goes down, he likes to bottle emotions and hide from problems. he will occasionally open up to drew but like. only in the form of a human nihilism meme aka he has to joke about it first

sometime after abbey and before the finale he meets eric again. doyles still pretty raw so he catches up with him and kinda reaches out and. eventually they start dating post finale when all the kur shit is done with 

he also sees mika around again bc she takes on informant work involving cryptids and its. very awkward bc nobody is ready to talk it out. she may (MAY) offer a helping hand during the kur stuff but would still try to keep a lot of distance 

anyways he rly likes to hang out with drew and eric (he can tolerate if docs there too but he thinks hes a buzzkill lol) late at night when zak+the cryptids are asleep, especially if theres alcohol or even some 🍁 weed 🍁 involved, it usually stays chill family fun but if its just doyle and drew it can quickly turn into a 2 person party bc of their combined impulsiveness lmao 

hes got a light dusting of freckles on his cheeks and like 1 around his mouth/lip too (example; x) and self harm scars on his arms and legs

he is a heavy sleeper and its his 1 weakness. if u wanna get him get him while hes asleep lmao

his sense of humor is very reminiscent of christine sydelko or david dobrik like. a boring friday night? someones getting their chest waxed or holding a tarantula or getting taped to a wall like theres no limit on fun(TM) its 100% extra at all times

he listens to avril lavigne this is the most realistic one i ddotn give a SHIt

:^) thats it for now i might add more or make a part 2 bc again, i think of new stuff literally every day, but this is the most important stuff i have for now ty for reading im gay