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#the church of dead girls
tenth-sentence · 1 year
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The snowflakes in the high beams looked immense.
"The Church of Dead Girls" - Stephen Dobyns
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And the nails, how carefully they had been trimmed.
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oh-dear-so-queer · 1 year
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The police were divided over whether Jaime was the victim of a homosexual love affair that had gone wrong or if there was a connection to the missing girls. This put even more pressure on the gay population of Aurelius. Gay men as far as Norwich were questioned.
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not-so-rosyyy · 2 years
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I have two brain cells left and they're occupied with very important things rn
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ozymoron · 5 months
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okay yeah maybe i want him whatevr
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widevibratobitch · 22 days
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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa#something is Wrong lol#i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡#and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches#all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now#but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit#and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on#to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back#like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend#i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect#i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back#but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms#or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations#or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings#or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af#because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff#im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility#i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn#but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself#and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc#i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself#and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it#i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do#i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it#and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person#<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation#of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡#like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT
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officialpenisenvy · 5 months
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i don't need money i don't need sleep i just wish my man would go home cause everything's funny when it's just you and me tired of people asking what i do when im alone they spend the summer getting clean then september comes and they fall like leaves oh what would i do without you what would i do without you oh mr watson ive been cheating with you you're the only one to fix the stupid shit ive been through mr watson ive been cheating with you you're the only one who knows my favourite colour and it's powder blue
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ectonurites · 5 months
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aughghghghh... tiny detail i just noticed on rewatching SDT again... Meghan & Allison's matching yin/yang necklaces...
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tenth-sentence · 1 year
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I recall their pinkness when he waited on me at his pharmacy, the neatly pared cuticles, the buffed nails.
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For me it's a reminder of what's always there, of the longings that lie within people, the longings we hide within ourselves.
"The Church of Dead Girls" - Stephen Dobyns
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oh-dear-so-queer · 1 year
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One man visited by the police was Greg Dorough, a lawyer in town who happened to be gay and who lived with a man who was a technician at the pharmaceutical company in Norwich. One wouldn't have thought they were gay if one hadn't known. In any case, the unpleasant part was that Greg was visited – I am sure of this – only because he was gay.
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gender-euphowrya · 11 months
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still baffles me how so many turves have this weird combination 1950s/catholicism aesthetics going on like. yup both things were notoriously amazing for women
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dordey · 1 year
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unfortunately the “cemeteries should be green spaces used for recreation like in ye olde days” crowd loses any credibility it has when they walk all over graves, risk damaging old headstones & grave monuments by misusing them in a Number of ways, & rub their bare asses all over said graves for “““artistic”““ purposes
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ziracona · 2 years
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I’m playing DA Inquisition and people keep asking my character how he feels about other people/past events but unlike Witcher 3 it’s so hard to look up how tf I think I’d feel about them the wiki is a cauldron of text and nightmares idk how I feel about King Sundown the 18th ma’am I don’t even know who that is why is there no ‘who??’ button I should get to play the most confused PC on the planet if I want.
#I know almost nothing about DA or DAI so that’s fun. so far the dwarf (Vargas?? I’m so awful at names) is the most valid perosn I’ve met. do#not care for the church people. Solas is confusing & I accidentally picked a ‘glass him’ type dialogue I feel bad about but somehow I seem#to have said enough other stuff he liked he doesn’t want me dead. so I’m at least in the green w 2 people that’s something#I want to find the elf girl who freaked out when I woke up and make sure she’s ok bc she acted like an abused serf & game said elves get#sold as slaves so she might be in trouble but I can’t find her. literally so happy my PC got to tel Vargas he has no fucking idea what’s#going on—only time I got to say that dialogue so far but so true bestie#I regret choosing magic so badly I want a sword it just sounded cool for the backstory element it gave him but I’m NOT replaying that much#to change classes so guess I’ll die. anyway#dragon age inquisition#literally all I know about this game is half the fandom fucking hates Solas & the other half love him & he’s pulling some buzzare massive#long con to help…elves???? or something?? don’t spoil me though please I want to be run over by trucks the organic way#unless you can condense who all these fucking people tied to the political situation are down to a few paragraphs bc people keep being like#‘how do U feel about the Conclave? : )’ uh given they want me dead and are a massive church at war not great#but tbh I don’t even know who they /are/
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angrybatgaming · 1 year
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Some more fun with photo mode, but Red Dead Redemption 2.
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🎵 I like big horses and I cannot lie 🎵
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enslaughts · 11 months
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@travismartinez. . . continued.
it isn't very christ - like to eavesdrop. it isn't very christ - like to lie about it either, but laura lee considers it. it's not like she meant to ! even alone, she'd made herself small, bowed, knees dug into the center aisle of the last vestige of the before. it's the closest thing to a sanctuary for miles and miles and miles, and the closest to a graveyard. cemeteries and churches oft go hand in hand. somehow, surrounded by carnage and corpses earthed, she feels closer to home right here than she has since. . .
maybe travis felt the same. she'd been kneeling there so long, white - knuckled in prayer, pretending to pray, she's not even sure when he arrived ; just that by the time she'd heard his voice, he'd already said too much. too much not to feel— well, she doesn't really know travis, but she knows he wouldn't want her overhearing these conversations with the dead. the before. she knows she wouldn't want anyone overhearing hers.
eavesdropping, deceit, and hypocrisy, laura lee ?
the voice sounds too much like her mother to bear right now, so she ignores it, steps out of what's left of the plane, the before, with her head bowed still. “   just— just me,   ” she says quickly, as if he would expect a wild bear otherwise, un - linking the awkward twist of her hands by fanning out a small wave. “   i didn't. . .   ” here, a sigh, resigned. resolved. she shouldn't lie, not even if it desecrates this holy ground they've tilled. “   i'm sorry. i should've said something earlier. ” should've, but you didn't, too buried in the loneliness you came here for in the first place, “   i. . . guess didn't know how. but i can go, if— if you want ?   ”
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