#the feels caught me off guard again

[ev-writes-things]

i beg your finest pardon

[cornflowershade]

𝙉𝙞𝙘𝙠'𝙨 𝙌𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙂𝙪𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝘾𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙧 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙚 » 𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙀𝙥. 𝟭

[puppydoggraham]

I’m always about jealous Hannibal (you all know this) but don’t get it twisted… Will is jealous too…. Thinking today of Will getting jealous over Hannibal and marking him up in places he can’t hide and when people question Hannibal about it, Will smirking while he watches Hannibal squirm. Hannibal LOVES Will being jealous over him it would make the blood rush so fast to his dick that he blacks out

[poor-ciceros-voring-again]

That whole post of repeatedly falling in love with someone more in every Reality was made before I started to romance Sam in new game+ and :( now I'm sad???? I didn't know that I'd be able to say this? Like man what the fuck Bethesda I'm going to sue you for the emotional damages you're causing me ?????

[miutonium]

Its 4 am, I should be sleeping but why is it that I just have the urge to draw and ship her with a pathetic nerd gf??

[bonefall]

is ratscar still alive past the battle of the true eclipse? if so, what does he think of the kin and heartstar?

Y'know, I'm still kinda considering if he is or not.

I need more Kin defectors, and it's especially important for ShadowClan since they only have 3 diehard DF trainees (Applefur, Redwillow, Ratscar) that at least one of them survives to join the Kin

So I'm kind of leaning towards Blackstar exiling Ratscar, in spite of his age, maybe even stripping him of his Honor Title. Force him to live in shame as Meltpelt, the Kin appeals to him as an exile, and that's the dividing reason why Snowbird and Co end up so ferociously pro-Kin. Besides her husband Scorchfur just... consistently having the most violent opinion in the room, I mean.

But GOD he's old. He's REALLY old. I'm beginning to worry about the oldest cats having continued active relevance as fighters, Ashfoot too. Ratscar was a senior warrior in TPB and was a warrior under Raggedstar, making at least 7 years old. It's been almost 10 years and he is looking at 17.

This isn't the WORST problem since BB Cats are living longer than canon cats, with a life expectancy of 16 years if it's not cut short by illness or combat. But past 13, they feel their age and their self-reliance skills start to deteriorate.

But Redwillow and Applefur have a pretty good endpoint in the Battle of the True Eclipse; Redwillow taken out by Blackstar and Applefur dying next to her brother Marshwing. Ratscar works as a survivor here, unless I swap him with Redwillow due to Rat's history with Black (friends with benefits).

TL;DR, still stewing on post-OotS Ratscar.

[myjustice]

i will never forget how this fandom treated nabu malikata for not reciprocating king deshret's feelings of affection. she genuinely did not understand the concept behind the emotion of love, how was she ever to reciprocate something she could not understand nor grasp.

but this is just me & my bias more than likely because i am easily suckered in by the unrequited love trope.

[vaniliens]

I keep forgetting about how people actually use pronouns for me instead of just referring to me by name. Like sometimes id get she/her'd or they/them'd and it always feels so trippy because i have never been called that in my head!!!! Its always just been 'Dude' 'You' 'Man' 'Me' 'Girl' and 'He' but idk. I feel like id get tripped out if i start going by he/him too.

[bitchkay]

"Did you just she/her me?😕" Me asking if someone still perceives me as a woman because I'm offended they misgendered me.

easy to get over

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"... you think I'm lying when I say your attractive..?😕" Me being offended that someone dosen't still perceive me as a woman because I have a crush on them and they imply that their straight and I have mixed feelings because yes you did gender me correctly and I love you for it but that means you're not attracted to me because I'm not straight or a woman.

i'm in shambles

[epiphanytear]

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌

Hi Steph!! I’m so glad I met you. You are truly wonderful and brilliant. Wishing good things for you

[hewmitcwaft]

ur idea about copper inlays has taken over my brain I just wanted to let you know it’s so COOL and just 💥💥💥💥💥

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ME AND MY FRIEND (shameless plug for @gravityglitched / @elytra-thief) WRRE LITERALLY TALKING AB UR ART TOO LAST NIGHT LIKE YOU UNDERSTNAS U GET IT U DO U REALLY REALLY DO!!!!!!! i fucking love worldbuilding pixandria and giving it strange little thangs . favorite activity EVER .

[edeldoro]

Doubting my hearing so much because it's probably a coincidence when something resembling a fragment of a Bach partita plays a few seconds in Kafka's trailer theme. Feeling conked

[pocketlad]

I missed an important anniversary of mine!

[lenievi]

I’m rereading my thoughts as I wrote them when I was watching SNW when it aired and this part at the beginning is so important and I sometimes I still need the reminder lol

I consider SNW to not be related to TOS. It’s based on it, but clearly the story will go different directions, therefore there’s no reason to try and make a sense of it (but I also like to reinterpret some stuff for my own enjoyment and fics - but it has no place in discussing TOS like TOS should not really be considered too much when discussing SNW - I still think there should be some things that shouldn’t be broken, but… I think it’s too late for that, so I’ll just have to accept it as “it’s happening. fine” - at least that’s my stance on it.

[thekingofchungus]

okay. healthy coping mechanisms. okay i got this. this is easy. okay i got it. 2000 word thinkpiece on why tobias finch is the saddest little pebble

[noxtivagus]

gbf Oh my god