#the voices in my head going “oh yeah we’re writing rn’ meanwhile i’m sitting in my bed on my phone

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51 and please do remember to include the prompt line this time

ur lucky you’re getting a story at all bully >:(

AN YWAYS it took me forever to figure out who to do for this bc yuki/leland is like my only canon ship and I’m sick of writing them rn

eventually I decided to do adam/caleb from the infinite noise since they’re all I care about at the moment - I know you don’t know them but they’re cute trust me

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“Hey, Adam?”

I look up, pulled away from deep concentration on my homework, to see Caleb looking at me with an expression I can only describe as...concern?  Sometimes I feel like it’s just a little bit unfair that Caleb has a superpower that lets him just know whatever I’m feeling, meanwhile I’m stuck trying to piece things together from the outside like everyone else.  I know there are plenty of downsides to Caleb’s ability, but I feel like overall it would make the world a lot less complicated to just know.

“Yeah, what is it?”  I reply casually, kicking my legs idly behind me as I look back at my homework.

“I...”  A pause.  “I need to talk to you about something.”

“Okay, what is it?”

“Can you look at me?”

And I do.  I glance up again, and Caleb looks so serious that my stomach drops instantly.  Oh....so we’re not having a conversation, we’re having a talk.

I sit up on the bed, trying to keep my expression level even though I know there’s no point.

“Okay,” I repeat, folding my arms and angling myself towards him to show that he has my full attention.  “What is it?  Is something wrong?”

“I...” He hesitates again, making that slight frown that I’ve come to know as his ‘words are hard’ face.  “So, you know how I can feel your feelings, right?”

“Woah no way, really?  I had no idea,” I deadpan, and instantly regret it as I see pain flash across his face instead of the laugh I expected to see there.

“Ok, no, I’m sorry,” I backpedal as far as I can, because now it looks like Caleb is on the verge of tears, and I’m having to try hard not to completely panic.  What is happening right now?  Is this...is he about to - what, break up with me?  Tell me it’s been fun, but he’s found someone else, someone who’s not quite so gloom and doom and who’s actually, you know, fun to be around?

“Adam, are you scared of me?”

“What?”

For a moment, I’m at a genuine loss for words, so taken aback by this very much not going in the direction my horror movie producing brain had decided to take it that I can’t quite figure out how to react.

“...What makes you say that?”  I ask at last, hesitant to say anything at all because I have no idea where this came from.

Caleb frowns, and looks down at his hands.

“So, my mom.  Her parents are...”  He hesitates, and I raise an eyebrow, trying to follow his line of thought.  “They’re not good.  They’re actually really like...really fucking bad people, and that’s why they don’t usually come around, because my parents make up excuses not to see them.”

Oh.  Okay...

I still don’t know where he’s going with any of this, but this particular piece of information, although surprising, I at least know how to respond to.

“I’m sorry, that’s awful,” I tell him, and I’m glad I don’t have to try to make my tone genuine for him to pick up on it.

“But they do come around sometimes,” he continues.  “And when they do, my mom gets like...really different.  Don’t get me wrong, she gets sad or scared sometimes, everyone does, but when her parents are around, it’s way stronger.  It’s like this awful thick fog of sadness and fear and loneliness that pushes its way into her and pushes all the other feelings - all her feelings - out.  And she’s never like that otherwise - not that bad, anyway.”

“It sounds like they really hurt her,” I offer, keeping my sympathetic face on as my mind works overtime to figure out how any of this connects.  “And that’s really awful - but what does it have to do with me being afraid of you?”

“Sometimes I can feel your feelings when you don’t know I’m there,” he says, and then cuts me off before I can respond.  “Not in a creepy way, I don’t like, spy on you or anything - “ he rushes to assure me, even though I hadn’t assumed he did.  “But like, when I’m in the room with you and you don’t know it yet, or when you’re in the next classroom over from me.  When I’m not there, your still have all the normal feelings - fear, anger, sadness, happiness, excitement.  But it’s like they’re all...quiet, I guess?  Like someone threw a blanket over them so they’re all covered up and soft and muted.”

“That sounds about right,” I tell him honestly, nodding in confirmation, but not adding onto that, partly because I don’t know what else to say about it, and partly because Caleb is already continuing his train of thought.

“But when I’m there, and we’re hanging out and stuff, it’s different.  Like, way different.  When we’re together, your feelings are all sharp and loud and bright and jagged.  And you’re not usually scared - not really, anyway.  Maybe kind of...nervous sometimes, but when you’re around me, sometimes you feel super scared, like in a big way, and it can be a super overwhelming emotion to feel from you.”

That stings a little.  Caleb has told me before that he likes all my feelings - good and bad - but maybe he’s finally ready to eat his words on that topic.

“Well, I’m sorry being around my feelings sucks so much.”  It’s a petty thing to say, I know that, but Caleb calling my feelings hard to deal with hits just close enough to the quick to make me defensive.

“No, it’s not that!”  Caleb waves his hands, and I glance up, caught off guard by his panicked movements.  “I do like your feelings, whatever they look like, but I mean that they seem worse for you when I’m around, and that’s how it is for my mom when she’s around her parents, and and - “ He breaks off, and I want to say something, anything, to stop this cascade from getting any further, of swallowing him up any more, but he continues before I can even think.  “And I know you’re scared of some of my team because of how they treat you at school, and I know I can get really fucking angry sometimes, but I would never hurt you.  And I never want to do anything to hurt you, so - so if I make you scared, if I make you feel unsafe - I’d rather you tell me so I can leave you alone.  I won’t get mad, I just want you to be happy, and if you’re scared around me - 

“Caleb!”

I interject finally, because Caleb’s voice has grown steadily from hesitant mumbling to full on shouting, and my own heart is racing along with his as I get pulled in, seeing the person I love so much look at me with that much pain on his face.

“Caleb, love, I have never been scared of you.  Ever,” I tell him, reaching forward to grab his hands and clasp them firmly between mine.  “Caleb, look at me.”

He looks up, barely meeting my eyes, and I hold his gaze, determined to show him just how wrong he is.  Now that I think about it, I’m cursing myself for not explaining earlier, because how perfectly tragic is it that Caleb...gentle, kind, harmless Caleb...would assume that he’s the reason I feel so afraid all the time.

“You don’t make me afraid,” I continue, shaking his hand a little to give my words the emphasis they need.  “You make me feel.  And yeah, sometimes that means that I feel more sad or scared around you than I would otherwise, but that’s just because I’m feeling anything at all.  That’s not a given for me like it is for you, and the reason you bring out those bad feelings isn’t because you’re the cause of them, it’s because you bring out all of my feelings.  Good and bad.  You light them up in a way no one else has ever been able to.  You don’t make me feel scared, you make me feel alive.”

Caleb is quiet after that.  He’s quiet so long that I’m beginning to worry I misread this entire situation and gave completely the wrong speech, and I’m about to try and backpedal somehow when he finally breaks the silence.

“...Oh.”  He pauses.  “Well, that’s...good, I...guess.”

Ah...there’s the emotionally stunted boy I fell in love with.  For a minute there, it was looking like I’d lost him for good.

“It is good, right?”  He looks up at me, worried, and I instantly break into a smile that turns into a soft laugh as I shake my head, looking down at our hands, still clasped together.

“Yeah, it’s good,” I laugh, rolling my eyes.  “I like how I feel around you.  Even if it can be more than I’m used to sometimes.”

“Well, I like how I feel around you too,” says Caleb, and we both lie back down, untangling our fingers for a moment as I turn sideways, leaning my head on his chest as he puts his hands behind his head, looking up at the ceiling.

“Well, good.  That works out then,” I say lightly, and he snorts, tolerating my antics.

“You are such a dork,” he laughs, pulling me closer and ruffling my hair affectionately.

“Shut up.  You love it,” I counter.

“Yeah,” he says, heaving a deep, longsuffering sigh as he moves his free hand to rest on my head.  “Yeah, I guess I do.”

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tiktok famous (hc) - part three | p.p.

summary: you and peter doing various tiktok trends. y'all know the deal

warnings: ultra chaotic writing (i have nine other drafts forgive me i am a tad bit stressed), cussing as always, and HOPEFULLY GOOD WRITING??? oh and yes as always peter being Babey

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- HI!!!!!! BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE TIKTOK HCS!!!!!!!

- i got a few requests/ideas from y'all for more tiktoks so here we are

- tbh since so many new trends are constantly coming out i might just make this a whole ass SERIES but we'll see

- who knows if i can even handle that

- btw:: if i forgot one or there's one you really want me to write you can comment it and i'll try to add it to this!!! if it's too long since posted though i'll add it to my drafts <3

- OKAY TIME FOR CHAOTIC ENERGY

- as mentioned in past versions of this series

- tiktok dances are ADDICTIVE!!!

- and you literally broke a goddamn sweat learning supalonely but we're NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT IT

- and you and peter are hanging out one day

- and as all of these ideas happen

- you get ~inspired~ by the for you page

- you set up the camera, flipping it so that it's facing peter and not you

- the lil shit hasn't even noticed that you got up yet what a poop

- but as soon as the music starts playing he raises his head

- you're doing the supalonely dance like a fucking BOSS

- all while pretending to be looking at yourself in the camera

- you don't let yourself stare at the screen so you don't get distracted

- but

- of course

- peter is nodding his beat to the beat, clapping for you, and when you to the body roll thing on "drinking" he lets out a whoop that makes you wheeze

- when you finish you laugh, letting out a sigh and grabbing your phone

"not gonna lie, you ate that."

"i know."

- you sit back down next to him, heart rate in da Clouds, and start watching the video

- petey boi is just sitting there like a puppy, crooked smile on his face as he watches you

- in a few parts he's even doing the dance with you

- and he looks so in awe

- you can't stop watching it and smiling at the screen

- but then the fucker sits down next to you and is like "you should post that it was really good"

- so you show him it

- his face gets all red bc he's babey

"you were videoing me??"

- OKAY NEXT ONE

- so i think we all know the rosa videos

- for the b99 fans: rosa rosa rosaaaaaaaaaaaa

- she's a QUEEN

- and you constantly quote those things like

- every time there's a silent moment you're just like "you're fucking lying let me see" and the whole team (avengers squad) is like ayo stfu

- one day y'all are just hanging in the commons of headquarters

- we're getting the band back together!

- and you start videoing cause you're bored

- you point the camera at peter

"aye dude come here?"

- everybody groans and peter gives the camera a sassy look, tilting his head

"you're gay? i fuckin-"

"language," steve mutters

"-knew it dude!" you smile, zooming in on the camera

- peter gets a confused look on his face

"wait no i'm bi"

- tony effin SHOOTS UP

- sitting like there's a goddamn board in his back

- and he slowly turns his head in your direction

- eyebrow raised

- you bust out laughing and so does everyone else, including peter

- tony's looking around like "hey what the FUCK is HAPPENING"

"stark, you didn't know?"

"NO??"

- lol we stan bi peter parker

- aight BACK TO THE SHITS AND GIGGLES

- so you and peter are obsessed with that quirky tiktok bartender girl who makes all the drinks

- i forgot her name but she's like

we're gonna do 2 ounces so that's 1, 2, 3, 4! we're gonna give it a nice strain! andddd shake shake shake shake! fun, right?

- yk what i mean

- hi it's editing ryn it's her tiktok is like paradise bartender

- and so one day

- jk one NIGHT

- it's like 2 am

- and you and peter are like

- let's make lemonade. but like. Fake Alcohol Version Because We're Underage

- and so y'all run to the kitchen

- you almost crush and die from slipping on your socks

- the two of you and laughing and giggling as you run and around and get all your materials

"where is the fucking STRAINER"

"bitch idk help me find the lemon flavor packets"

- it takes FAR too long but y'all are finally ready

- you start recording and the two of you are already laughing

"hey guys so today-"

"TODAY" he pushes you to the side "we're gonna be making LEMONADE!"

- the two of you keep laughing as you shove each other trying to be the one in charge

- so basically

- peter gets water all over the counter

- some of the ice flies out when you shake it

- the strainer DOESN'T WORK AND ALL THE STUFF GETS EVERYWHERE

- and the small amount that lands in the cup tastes like whispering lemon

- like hella watered down there's like nothing there

- the lemon is SHY

- and then in the last 10 seconds of the video bucky walks in

- and he's like wtf... wait y'all are making lemonade??

- and the three of you end up making lemonade for real and drinking it while watching infomercials

- at two in the morning

- fun, right?

- those videos are so satisfying NEXT TIKTOK

- thank u ritxal for the idea !!

- so our boi PETE HERE

- is hella addicted to those cool pov videos

- and he gets a really good idea even though it would make him a SIMP

- he ends up deciding FUCK IT I'M MAKING ONE

- MY TIKTOK ACCOUNT IS PRIVATE ANYWAYS

- so he sets up his phone and jumps around to get ~~in the zone~~

- feeling stupid as hell

- he films one of those ones where it's the "from the other side" *noise!!!!!!!!* one's yk where the ppl are like "are you sure you want to __?" and it has the yes and no buttons

- you know

- i hope

- and he puts the text on it and shrugs, posting it

- meanwhile you're home and you get the notification that peter posted a tiktok

- obviously you click on it because

- uh

- because

- and you watch it and gasp because the caption says pov and ur like who tf is this man peter never posts povs

- you watch as peter is looking nervously at the camera and text pops up saying "are you sure you want to give up?"

- he presses yes and you're like oh god oh peter wait is this a sign shit FUCK

- a new text bubble pops up saying "do you want to see her?" and you fucking yeLP

- you're like holy FUCK WAIT WHO IS HER???? WIFE???? DAUGHTER?????? HUH!!!!!!!

- and then he presses yes

- and the screen goes black

- you see urself in the screen

- and you basically DIE

- a wheeze so hard that it hurts flies out of your mouth and you IMMEDIATELY PRESS DUET

- you start filming with your phone facing the ceiling and as the beat drops (or whatever when it's like ahhhh!) you pop onto the screen, smiling

- and you're like RANDOM CONFIDENCE BOOST WHATEVER POST

- and then BACK TO PETER'S PLACE

- HE GETS THE NOTIFICATION AND IS LIKE WHAT

- AND WHEN HE SEES YOU POP ONTO THE SCREEN HE'S LIKE HOLY FUCK

- AND SO HE FACETIMES YOU

- YOU ANSWER OBVI

"y/n what the hell"

"did you like it?"

"maybe"

- okay i wanna do another pov one so here we go

- i'm sure everyone here is acquainted with the "they call me tiago.. i don't know who's margo" ones

-  these are lowkey difficult to write out so i'm just gonna lay it out for you as best i can

- really trying here

- so peter posts the boy's voice part ("no no no... they call me tiago. i don't know who's margo? i just hit this lotto" etc etc etc)

- and when it's like idk who's margo he just holds a stare with the camera in like an InTiMiDaTiNg way

- even though he's babey and a literal puppy it actually like.. works

- and when you see it you're like yes so you post the other part (that people never do lol "her name is margo" etc all the female voicing)

- and you hold the stare too and EVEN LIKE RAISE YOUR EYEBROW SUGGESTIVELY AND GIVE HIM THE LOOK IYKYK

- so BASICALLY

- i'm really trying here i can visualize these tiktoks perfectly but GOD if i don't struggle a bit while writing them

PETER'S CAPTION: pov: we're rivals on separate missions but you keep screwing with my plans so i try to intimidate you

Y/N'S CAPTION: pov: we're rivals on separate missions but i found you cute so i decide to mess around with your mission

- OH BY THE WAY THE TWO OF YOU LIVE AT AVENGERS HEADQUARTERS AND HE POSTED "YESTERDAY" SO YOU DECIDE TO POST "TODAY" AND WALK OUT OF YOUR ROOM TO WHERE HE WAS IN THE COMMONS RIGHT AFTER YOU POSTED

- can y'all tell how messy my brain is holy shit

- pls forgive me i keep getting random ideas but IT ADDS TO THE CHAOS SO IT'S FINE RIGHT

- OKAY

- BACK AGAIN

- so you post and walk out and as you turn the corner to the commons you can hear the sound play and have to stop a moment to silently scream

- thankfully no one else was in there except for peter (whose back was to you) otherwise you woulda looked INSANE

- you walk up behind him and smile as he laughs slightly and watches it another time, pulling his phone closer to his face to read the caption

"holy shit," he mutters

- he closes his eyes and smiles and tilts his head back, resting it on the back of the couch (🥺)

"you like it?"

- lol

- this kid SHOOTS UP

- HELLO

"oh my god, y/n, what are you doing"

"coming to hang out with you??"

- he sighs as you come and plop down next to him

"what the hell is this"

- he shows you his phone

"a tiktok"

- he smiles and shakes his head (doing that thing where you like look down while doing it and it's so CUTE)

"yeah. i got that."

- NEXT TIKTOK

- alright guess the scenario

- just fucking guess

- i'll wait

- ...

- you'd best BELIEVE that y'all are chilling at headquarters in the commons rn

- where da HELL ELSE

- and

- like LITERALLY EVERY OTHER TIKTOK THAT I WRITE OUT IN THESE

- YOU AND PETE BE CHILLIN

- AND YOU SET UP YOUR PHONE

- god i'm starting to question if i'm capable of writing literally anything else damn

- peter's in the background of course

- and it's this godforsaken audio i'm sure most of you have heard

- you know the one where it's like fast music and then it goes "mm, yeah" and it's usually accompanied with a video of some really pretty girl fake moaning and like rolling her eyes while pushing up her hair??

- well

- all of that

- everything i just said

- is exactly what you do

- and the thing is

- as soon as peter hears the audio he recognizes it

- are we gonna talk about the fact that peter probably spent at least a whole night watching those videos because 1) girls are really pretty and 2) every time he heard it he could vividly imagine you doing it??????? no??? okay

- so he like

- sits up

- does the thing where he rests his forearms on his knees and leans forward, glaring at you through the camera

- and in the background

- if you're paying attention

- peter FLIPS HIS SHIT WHEN YOU DO THE "MM YEAH" PART

- he tHROWS HIS ARMS IN THE AIR LIKE WHAT THE HELL DUDE I THOUGHT I GAVE YOU SIGNS THAT EVEN THOUGH WE'RE NOT A COUPLE AND WE BOTH KNOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE OUT OF SPITE,, DOING SOMETHING LIKE THAT ON VIDEO IS ABSOLUTELY OFF LIMITS!!!!!!!

"Y/N!"

- it's still recording and you turn around and laugh, throwing your head back as he jumps up and grabs you by the waist, pulling you in

- the two of you start play fighting just like elio and oliver from cmbyn (but a bit less steamy yk?? more innocent yet still w a bit of tension yeye)

- needless to say you keep that video in a very special place of your heart

- and so does peter like once the two of you stop wrestling you realize that the video had just been looping behind the sound of your laughter and fighting y'all watch it and it loops a few times while the two of you are silent and he finally goes "can you uh. can you send that. to me. ???????"

- next oneeeeeeeeeeeeee

- thank u lilmissquackson for the idea <3

- so in this one you and petey are dating

- and y'all decide to do the put a finger down challenge lol

- but instead of using an audio y'all decide to switch off coming up with ones on the spot

"put a finger down if your boyfriend tackles you every time you're standing near a couch or bed"

"put a finger down if your girlfriend still calls you dude"

"put a finger down if your boyfriend once webbed you to the wall because you wouldn't stand still when he was trying to kiss you"

"put a finger down if your girlfriend used her telepathic powers to keep you out of her room when she was mad at you"

"put a finger down if your boyfriend took TWO YEARS TO ASK YOU OUT"

"put a finger down if your girlfriend started laughing after you told her you liked her"

"put a finger down if you only started laughing because it TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH"

"put a finger down if your girlfriend showed no signs of liking you before you decided to ask her out"

"put a finger down if your boyfriend is the most oblivious boy in the world"

"put a finger down if you're in love with your girlfriend but haven't said 'i love you' yet because you're scared she won't say it back"

- your jaw drops and turn to him

- needless to say you were very glad to have caught your first "i love you"s on camera

- SIDE NOTE you did not post cause after you and peter watched the video back y'all were both like "we don't wanna be THOSE bitches"

- next one woop

- thank u MrsLillianAmbrose for the idea !!

- okay buds

- so here's the thing

- i hate to under-perform

- but i feel like the best way to get the full effect of this tiktok is to watch it and then just roll with me here

- SOOOOO (if u can)

1) open tiktok 2) search @_tharealjohnnyyy_ 3) go to his account (or it might just show up when you search) 4) and scroll to the "ways to cuddle" video 5) it was posted in february 2020 if that helps give u a time reference lol

- OKAY

- I HOPE Y'ALL GOT TO WATCH IT

- I TRIED JUST PUTTING IT IN HERE BUT WATTPAD WOULDN'T LET ME AND I COULDN'T FIND IT ON YOUTUBE (let me know if one of u does!!!)

- if u weren't able to watch it (i'm so sorry) i'm gonna do the best i can to at least make this entertaining

- WOOP

- so if you could see the tiktok that's really all this is

- you and peter doing literally the same thing

- y'all are giggling in between positions and peter struggles to set the camera up every time it falls

- he ends up just webbing it to the ceiling

- and in the end the two of you fall asleep in the reverse OG position with your fingers playing with his hair 🥰🥰

- i hope that was good enough im sorry AH

- next!!

- thank u Mendesmycam for the idea <33

- okay so y'all know that sound

SOMETHING ABOUT YA GORLL

REALLY MAKES MY HEADDDD WANNA TWIRLLLLLLLLLL

- or whatever the lyrics are

- those tiktoks are SO FUNNY

- AND YOU DECIDE TO COPY THEM

- so you grab a chair and sit peter down in the middle of the room and set the camera up

- luckily for you he has a bag of cheez-its in hand that you plan to utilize later

- babey has a confused look on his face as he watches you press play and he shoves some more cheez-its in his mouth

- the music starts playing and you just about bust out laughing as you walk all around him, running your hand across his chest

- his heart is racing he's like AYO WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON

"y/n what the hell are you-"

SOMETHING ABOUT YOU GIRL

- you practically snap into a weird position

- ur freaking arms are out in front of you and you're on your toes and knees are bent and you're hunched over and it's like

- a very interesting pose

- peter BUSTS OUT LAUGHING

- his eyes are all crinkly as he bends over in the chair

- you just about break but you manage to keep a straight face as you start dancing around weirdly

- needless to say you look like a goddamn CONTORTIONIST

- peter can't stop wheezing

- you make one of your hands in the shape of like the italian man hand this iykyk and fucking SWAN DIVE YOUR FINGERS INTO HIS CHEEZ-IT BAG

- meanwhile peter's STILL DYING

- and you take the cheezits and lean back, sprinkling them all over you (like the popcorn one if you saw that tiktok lmao)

- and the video finally ends and you get to laugh

"y/n what the hell was that"

"i don't know i thought you might enjoy a little entertainment"

- and of course

- that's exactly when no other than SAM WILSON fucking strolls in

- hey how y'all doin'- AHHH (get yo fucking dog bitch! ~it don't bite~ YES IT DO GET YO-)

- sorry got distracted

- and he hears you and his head SPINS ON OVER TO Y'ALL'S DIRECTION

"a little what now?"

- AIGHT GUYS

- LAST ONE

- Y'ALL ARE AT HEADQUARTERS CAUSE WHERE DA HECK ELSE

- this time you're in peter's room though

- and i'd like to imagine this one with the cool led lights because 1) tiktok and 2) i feel like peter would have those in his room

- y'all are just chilling watching hot rod (GREAT MOVIE BTW)

- and

- peter sets up the camera

- not to mention his heart is RACING RN CAUSE HE'S A NERVOUS BEAN

- and he hits record and leans back, letting out a sigh

- you don't even notice his phone literally right there cause you're just enjoying the movie

- a few seconds into the video and petey is like Visibly Freaking Out

- but a funny part plays and you laugh, looking over at him to see if he found it funny too

- he notices you're turning your head so he's like YES I LOOK AT TV HOT ROD MOVIE I AM LOOKING THAT WAY AND WASN'T STARING AT YOU OR THE CAMERA YES THIS IS A FUNNY PART I AM LAUGHING

- and then you look away

- and then he looks at you

- and ever so lightly grabs you by the chin

- and pulls you to him and plants his lips on yours

- finally, dumbass

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huzzah

i hope u guys enjoyed !!!!!!! ヽ(✿ﾟ▽ﾟ)ノ