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kissandships · 3 months
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My Gilmore Girls Opinions Now That I’ve Finished The Series & The Revival
Rory is not as horrible as people are saying
Michel is annoying AF. I only understand half of what he says, and he’s so unnecessarily mean and rude
Sorry but I’m with Lorelai— I would not want my daughter to be hanging around a boy like Jess
I don’t really like Dave. But I don’t hate him either. He’s just kinda… meh
How come Dean became such a big jealous, controlling jackass?
Dean is a good boyfriend as long as he doesn’t feel threatened
👆🏻Which means he has a small dick
Jess is terrible
Richard is an asshole and a cheater
Paris is one of my favorite characters
I don’t think Rory choosing Yale is so… disappointing
Man, this show is Jewish. I love it ❤️
Poor, poor Lindsey 😭
Also Rory in 4x22… 🤬
First impression of Logan: what a gigantic ASSHOLE
I agree with Luke in 5x5– Rory and Dean shouldn’t be together
Michele deserved that chewing out from Lorelai
Emily deserved every chew out from Rory and Lorelai
Luke would have told Lorelai about April, ASP totally changed his character in season 6
6x16 shows what kind of Dad Christopher really is, and Lorelai should be thanking God that he left high and dry
Rory and Logan shouldn’t have gotten back together after he cheated on her
Did I miss the episode where Jackson resigned from town selectman or whatever the hell it is that Taylor does?
Sleeping with Christopher had everything to do with Luke
I really hate Michele. It’s gotten to the point where I either skip his scenes or mute him
Okay, okay, I’m just going to say it. I’m going to say it: Christopher has a small dick
Rogan are growing on me
What happened to Sookie’s third baby?
I cried when Lorelai sang I Will Always Love You to Luke 😭
Luke Danes is the DEFINITION, the EPITOME of “if he could, he would”!!
Why are Netflix shows and movies so dark?
Luke and Lorelai forgetting Rory’s boyfriend Paul is funny, but Rory wouldn’t forget him like that
Luke and Lorelai would’ve been married by now, and they definitely would’ve had The Kid Talk
Paris is still very insane 😂
Luke not telling anyone the WiFi password is so Luke
The Real Paul Anka is still living? (As of 2016)
WHY ARE THEY STILL LYING TO EACH OTHER???!!!
Fall was a nice episode, Spring was fun because of Paris, but Summer and Winter? 🥱
The delivery of The Gazette was actually funny and in tune with the original series
I hate, hate, HATE that they’ve reduced Rory to “the other woman”
The musical was weird as hell. It seemed like they were just wasting time. And I know it happened before Brokenwood s9, but it felt like they were ripping that off
Carole King belting out I Feel The Earth Move and everyone saying it wasn’t catchy was funny, I gotta admit. I like that sort of meta humor
They did Lauren Graham so dirty, putting her in that lacy black dress
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So I was reading your post on rewatching the pilot of Gilmore Girls and specifically regarding ASP's attachment to Christopher: do you believe she favored that pairing for Lorelai or just had trouble writing a stable relationship in the series, period? My feeling was always that she was kind of stuck with Luke and Lorelai (because they were more popular and the narrative singled them out early) but always personally preferred Christopher and enjoyed finding any opportunity to stick him into the show (then again, Christopher's not in AYITL in any meaningful way, so maybe not).
One major difference I have with other L/L fans is that many of them seemed to believe if ASP were in charge of season 7, Luke would forgive Lorelai for banging Christopher right away, they would forget about that incident, and go on to get married and have babies right away. That whole thing sounds tremendously unfair to everyone involved, but it seemed to be a dominant opinion: ASP didn't want to write Christopher/Lorelai, the season 7 writers did. I always got the sense that ASP really, really wanted to write Christopher full time and relished the opportunity to do so.
Hi!!!
A bit of all, perhaps?
I remember reading that GG came to be because Warner didn't like any of the other things ASP proposed to them before. As much as ASP has legend status in the fandom, network mandates are as real a thing as studio mandates are.
If you want a cynical take on this... I do think ASP does have certain classist biases (I'm still thinking of the absolute horrified dirty eye the AYITL narrative gives to the very notion of Rory becoming a Chilton teacher, like working for some Buzzfeed knock off was scores better) besides the fatalism, so... would she have wanted an arrangement by which Lorelai ends up back in the high class life with a high class life partner? I think so. I mean, Jason does end up becoming a regular for the season he's there. But if that was the case, most certainly javajunkie was an element of network mandate, and she would not have been allowed to make anything else endgame (which would also explain the extremely petty way in which she torpedoed the relationship by the end of s6).
By the point we are in AYITL, she cannot really pretend S7 didn't happen. That ship sailed because Lorelai went as far as to marry Christopher and divorce him. It's not something you can shrug off the way you can pretend Logan regressed because he was so very young and his business imploded and he had to go home. So one way or another her hands were tied.
There's also the possibility that she just... didn't want Lorelai to marry anyone, and just keep her options open and go back and forth between whoever her fancy favored at certain points.
I think what was written for s7 is the natural progression of that outcome. Lorelai realizes, finally, that she keeps going back to Christopher because she thinks of him as the one that got away, and that she needs to see it through, either to make it happen or to be able to move on. She gives it a try, it doesn't work out, and because of that she's now able to really move on from him and really truly start a new life with someone else.
The ending of s6 makes s7, no matter who is in charge, a catch 22 situation. You either follow through with the Christopher/Lorelai relationship until it runs its course, or Luke's immediate forgiveness cheapens the relationship and basically turns him into some doormat/lamp man-toy for Lorelai, with nothing saying she won't go back to Christopher AGAIN whenever she's mad at him for having hard boundaries. That's not really a good option for a ship one loves. So even if she DID get s7 and wrote it as a shrug-off to the ending of s6, it wouldn't have been satisfying at all.
Whatever she was thinking of doing, the ending of s6 was long planned and not a last minute petty attempt at destroying the series when she was not renewed for s7. At least to me it was set up as early as s5 when Lorelai went to spend the night drinking with Christopher after his father died. So if you ask me, I'd say the Christopher/Lorelai relationship would have happened through s7 anyways with ASP in charge.
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saltygilmores · 2 years
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Thoughts While Watching Gilmore Girls, Season 2, Episode 6 ("Presenting Lorelai Gilmore") Part 1
Read all previous commentaries here. Jess is here. And inside that comically large sack of stuff he bought in, he is carrying The Agonies. Okay, let's not panic, we have some breathing room in early season 2, because in some of the early Jess episodes it looks like they weren't quite sure what to do with him yet and would just kinda stick him in the first or last minute of the episode showing him wiping down tables at the diner and stuff. But The Agonies are coming. Rory: In the future am I going to be working at CNN or just walking around their offices carrying a basket of sandwiches? That second thing.
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Swing and A Miss, Netflix Captioner. Jessay! "I'm sorry I'm late to work Uncle Luke but since you're apparently in no rush to to give me my own bedroom this is the only time of day I get a chance to jerk off." Lorelai: Gross t-shirt. Nobody asked you. We see Emily gossiping with her DAR biddies. There's a chill in the air. Evil is afoot. Rory shows up at the Biddy Conference to pick up a book from Richard, blissfully unaware of the hell that will soon be unleashed upon her. The biddies descend on Rory, and our sweet, naive summer child has soon voluntarily accepted to "come out" at the debuntate ball.
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Good for you honey. Does Paris know? Lorelai: Rory, do you know what a coming out party says? It says "Hi, I'm Rory, I'm of good breeding and marriagable age and I will now parade around in front of young men of similary good breeding and marriagable age so they can all take a good long look at me. Like animals being up for bid at the county fair." Dean & Lane got married (and pregnant) when they were 19 and Logan proposed to Rory when she was 21 so being a breedable marriagable teenager is kind of par for the course in The Hollow. A bridal auction sounds like an idea right up Taylor Doose's alley, don't give him any ideas. Rory: It says your father is supposed to present you at the ceremony. Aw, god damn it! I was fully prepared for Forrester being an intregral part of this episode but I once again did not anticipate the arrival of CrustyPher and the horrors are flooding back. It's going to be an AssClown Double Feature!
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Pictured: The Horror. Is this a cosmic joke, a curse upon me, for saying "Thank God Lorelai didn't call Christopher again" at the end of my last review? Christopher makes a joke that Lorelai called him because all of her "976 numbers were busy". Okay, that joke even went partially over my crusty Millennial ass at first because I've only ever heard of people saying "900 numbers". He meant a phone sex hotline. The gymnastics that AmyShermanPalladino performed to insert subtle dirty jokes into this show under the radar are nothing short of breathtaking. Is that why Lorelai doesn't pay Luke for her coffee? Because she's in debt over over a crushing phone sex hotline addiction? Miss Patty entertains the gents who call the Stars Hollow phone sex hotline and Kirk is for the ladies.
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I'm sorry I'm just trying to distract myself from the Upcoming Horrors. Lorelai: This is very important to your daughter and she has never asked you for anything, and although your constant non presence in her life and your lack of ever showing up when you promise to be there or calling when you say you're going to call or basically doing anything you promise to do would tend to indicate that you owe her big time, and before you say no, I want you to take a minute to remember you have a great daughter and she has a mother who will hunt you down like a half price Kate Spade purse if you disappoint her. Wow that is so terribly sad. Rip him a new asshole Lorelai!
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Not this assclown smiling clownily while the mother of his child rips into him for being a shitty father. Crustypher blows Lorelai's mind when he actually agrees to escort Rory to the cotillion. The hilariously vague Netflix description of this episode reads "Lorelai finds herself attracted to a changed man." I'm nervous. The Horrors, they are upon us now.
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Oh hey there's Dean's self portrait behind the couch. And now for your favorite game and mine, "Bargaining WIth Buttheads."
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Prince Charming here didn't have his nap and bottle today so he's having a widdle shitfit. He's gonna give Wory a widdle utlimatum before he agrees to escort her to the ball.
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This seems like a bizarre, lopsided compromise. He'll dress up in a coat and tails and go to a frigging cotillion as long as she watches some dumb tv show with him for the next month...? You held all the chips in this bargain, buddy. You could have asked for a handjob. At least a handjob. Maybe even two. Maybe DURING Battlebots. Maybe then you wouldn't be so cranky. I'm spearheading a new initiative called Handjobs For The Hollow. More handjobs all around for the men in The Hollow to mellow them out.
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I'm not a religious person, but leave poor God out of this.
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Rory:"Is it a sack filled with 16 years of back child support payments?"
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Rory needs to take that thing, bludgeon Crusty, then go inside and bludgeon Dean. An opportunity like this rarely presents it self more than once.
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I'm just saying, Jack Pearson died saving his family from a house fire.
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Me: Lorelai, you're going to end up the subject of a true crime podcast. Lorelai: What's a podcast? Me: Nevermind...
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Oooh, shopping bags. Looks like someone Escaped The Hollow And Visited The Real World™ Swell, even Richard is being a dickhead too. Get your peanuts, get your popcorn, It's a Three Ring Butt Circus and all the clowns are present and accounted for.
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It's the Waltz Of The Sugarplum Buttheads.
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Oh please do go on Crusty...Enlighten us with your crusty widsom...so, yeah while you're doing that, I'm just going to be...over here. Doing...stuff.
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He always looks chronically constipated. Someone had to say it.
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This cannot be good.
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As always, Miss Patty has no chill. She is my hero.
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Please tell me she poisoned his latte when he had his back turned. Lorelai: Asking Luke to make a chai anything is insane. Crusty: I think he just threw a cinnamon stick in some tea. Lorelai: It wasn't a cinnamon stick. Ah, so Luke poisoned his drink. My good man.
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Damn. So close :(
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Fascinating. Just fascinating. Do go on. I'm just going to be over there...buying some popcorn... Crusty sits Lorelai down to mansplain what a job is. See, it's this thing where you go to the same place every day, and then at the end of the day you feel like you've done something and earned something. My man Crusty here didn't think he'd like having one of these job things, but shucks, he was pleased to discover that he "quite enjoys the stability." Jack Pearson also went back into a burning house to save the dog. I'm just saying.
Lorelai and Crusty turn around to see Dean about to hurl Rory to the ground inside Miss Patty's.
He can't kiss, he has no rhythm, he's not attractive, he's dull, he's mean, and he's not very smart, but damn, the ladies love Dean for some reason, especially Rory's mom.
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Crusty and Dean searching for their reflections in the mirror and coming up empty because they're ButtVampires.
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Tie it nice and tight, Crusty. Lorelai, mocking high society debutantes: Idk how Rory is ever going to make it in society! She's going to get a job and only get married once! Well, Lorelai is no Miss Cleo, that's for sure.
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Lorelai: My parents are openly fighting. They've never done that before. What should I do? Crusty: Move to California, that's what I do when my parents fight. That sentence doesn't make any sense. Sounds like The Male Gilmore Girls Characters California Wormhole (which has at one point or another swallowed Max, Jess, and Dave Rygalski) sucked up another victim but unfortunately It didn't like how he tasted and spit him back out to Connecticut.
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But just like your promises to your daughter, you didn't keep your word and let us all down by not having one. Crusty: I have to stay up to do work. Lorelai: *laughs* Sorry, I keep forgetting that's not a joke anymore. Jack Pearson served in Vietnam, I'm just saying.
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irish-urn · 2 years
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Hey! This is your dasey secret santa👀😘 i've been meaning to get into carly rae jepsen for a while now, can you rec me your favourite songs?? and possibly some songs that radiate beach vibes?👀👀👀
also off topic - i saw on your blog that you like jess mariano!! i adore him🥰 what are your gilmore girls opinions? that show is my everything 💘
i hope your new year is going well! xx
EEEEEEK. Yay I'm excited!!!
So: Carly Rae Jepsen: I like certain songs of her A LOT and then others are just a good ~vibe~. I am a massive cliche and love Call Me Maybe (I highly recommend the music video because the ending is very funny). I love Good Time (ft. Owl City); I love Run Away With Me (DASEY VIBES); I Really Like You; Cut to the Feeling; Party for One; It's Not Christmas Til Somebody Cries; Beach House (SO FUNNY); and This Love Isn't Crazy (BIG DASEY VIBES).
There are several more she has that I love but those are beach vibe ones and happy ones, and ones I love to either exercise to or drive down the road blasting. Other beach vibes are... The Mowgli's, probably (I Feel Good About This especially)... I dunno, can I say One Direction has some great beach songs?? And Hilary Duff? "All About You" and "Sparks" especially...
(It is very hard for me to think about the beach when we're supposed to get a dumping of snow today. 🤣🤣🤣)
JESS MARIANO. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I think I mostly love him because he's not just Rory's ex, he's Luke's nephew and Liz's son, and April's cousin -- AND THERE WAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL FOR HIM AND LANE AND DAVE AND PARIS AND UGH. *pours one out for what could have been*
I was introduced to Gilmore Girls... 15 years ago??? By a high school classmate (guess my age, peeps...) who told me I spoke like Lorelai Gilmore. We soon discovered i was far more a Rory; and she was shocked by how much I ADORED Jess. I love how human everyone is; I love their flaws and their strengths; I do not like their taste in music; I think they did Lane so dirty; Paris is hilarious... Yeah. Those are the main thoughts.
My year is going okay!!! I keep trying to make myself really busy but I love to sleep, so we'll see what happens??
Thank you so so so much for the ask!! 💜💙💜 I am so very excited now!! (Even if it is making me feel a little guilty about not working as much on my gift fic as I should be...)
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love-geeky-fangirl · 3 years
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Is AYITL trying to make me believe that Luke wouldn't want to have anything to do with Lorelai's family? And that he would want to keep Lorelai from his? Luke that drove her to the hospital when Richard had a heart attack and waited there for her even before they were together? Luke that brought food into the hospital and checked if she was okay the second time Richard had a heart attack after they were broken up? Luke that went to a Friday Night Dinner with her even though they started dating just very recently? That Luke?
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maddiwrites · 3 years
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The Hybrid (Prologue)
Pairing: JJ x Reader
Summary: The Pogues rekindle their friendship with their old childhood best friend and JJ’s first crush, Y/N. Old feelings resurface for JJ and Y/N, possibly leading to a summer neither one of them could ever forget. Due to past trauma, Y/N is reluctant to let anyone into her heart, but JJ never backs down from a challenge, even if he knows it will come back to haunt him in the end.
Note: So happy to be back with another series!!! I honestly really missed posting. Unlike Secrets of the Shore, updates will be slower because I don’t have them all written out yet. A couple things I wanted to let you know before you read. I based Y/N’s family off of Gilmore Girls. I thought they were the perfect fit for this story and the show in general and I just love their dynamic. (Including Luke who I renamed Steve for obvious reasons). Chapter 1 will explain more obviously but I wanted to give you guys a little snippet of the characters and relationships. So let me know what y'all think!
Word Count: 3.3k
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Outer Banks. Paradise on Earth. It's the sort of place where you either have two jobs or two houses. Two tribes, one island. As you know, the Outer Banks is essentially divided into two groups. If we want to be blunt - it’s the rich and the poor. Figure Eight is home to the rich. Aka the Kooks. With houses bigger than necessary with extra rooms that go untouched, boats the size of homes on the Cut - the other side of the island. Most people who live on Figure Eight are your naturally raised assholes. People who don’t know the value of a dollar and take advantage of people who do most of their dirty work that lets them prance around the island with perfectly manicured fingernails. These hard workers are the Pogues. They live on the south side of the island where most Kooks wouldn’t be found dead. They serve fancy meals at the country club for shitty tips, mow lawns, and work their asses off at any other job for minimum wage. The drastic difference in lifestyles tend to cause many spats and arguments between the two communities. Especially between the teenagers who still don’t know how to control their raging emotions or know when to bite back their tongue. For the Kooks, every fight is a fight for dominance where as the Pogues fight for equality - to put the Kooks in their place. Many of these fights happen at summer parties where the two groups clash to find a good time with their friends filled with alcohol, drugs, and good music.
That’s where they find themselves tonight. The infamous Pogues. John B, JJ, Kie, Pope, and now Sarah Cameron. Although born a natural Kook, she’s earned her spot next to the adventurous teens and her boyfriend. Unlike her brother Rafe who basically is the leader of his notorious group. Topper and Kelce are his best friends who follow him blindly.
The Pogues watch them from their spot surrounding the keg. Kie purses her lips in distaste as the boys cat call for the ladies around them. Somehow most of them finding it flattering. Sarah sips on her beer to hide her embarrassment, often wondering how she and her brother grew up to be so different. Pope and John B stay mostly disinterested, only worried if they try to make a pass at an unwilling girl or fire a degrading comment at their short tempered friend. JJ Maybank is known around the island for his trouble making behavior. Usually if he gets in trouble for fights, no one ever asks who the other people were in the scuffle. Because if JJ Maybank is in the fight, he’s the one who started it, right? Wrong. In fact, JJ usually is never the one to start it. He’s good at keeping his head down and only speaking when spoken to when it comes to the Kooks - the only form of advice worth taking from his father. But his short temper is something the Kooks his age loved to take advantage of because they liked getting a rise out of him. It was like an adrenaline rush.
Luckily, tonight both groups were keeping their distance, either only talking to each other or random Tourons that have found their way to the party. This is usually JJ’s favorite part of a boneyard party. Finding his one fish in a sea of many that he can reel in just for the night and never have to worry about seeing them again.
He has his eyes set on a beautiful blonde making her way to the bonfire when all of a sudden Kie’s voice pulls him out of his trance.
“What’s she doing here?”
JJ follows her line of vision, spotting you walking down the wooden steps that lead to the beach, pulling your best friend behind you by his wrist. He first notices your smile and how it brightens up your entire face. Then of course his eyes scan down your slim but athletically toned body. You’re wearing a pair of jean shorts and a cropped white T shirt that says UNC across the chest. Who knew someone could look so good without even trying?
Well JJ did. He’s known it for a while.
“Careful. I think you’re drooling,” John B whispers in his best friend’s ear.
JJ pushes him away and mutters, “Shut up. No I’m not.”
But maybe he was.
Y/N Y/L/N is a unique resident of the island. Unlike majority of the island, she doesn’t fall in either Kook or Pogue category. She’s what everyone calls the Hybrid.
People who work hard for what they have but haven’t fallen to be Pogue status. Quite literally living in the middle in a place they call the Crest.
Your story is well versed among the gossipers of the island (which tends to be just about everybody).  And mainly that’s because of who your grandparents are.  Claude and Doris Y/L/N. Two of the riches people on the island, living in a three story house on the beach. Many people fear them, others envy them. Most feel both. Even Ward Cameron walks on egg shells around them, which is quite often, considering he works for Claude. They’re the kind of people who have never heard of Barefoot wine or Walmart. They keep their noses up and turn a blind eye to the suffering communities around them. Thirty four years ago, Doris gave birth to a daughter that couldn’t be more opposite than them. Lorelai Y/L/N was a wild child. A rule breaker. She snuck out at nights, dated boys her parents would never approve of, dabbled in breaking the law here and there. It didn’t matter how many times her parents disciplined her. She always managed to make her parents’ life a living hell. 
No one was surprised when word got passed around that Lorelai had gotten pregnant at eighteen. Although it was with another Kook, she brought shame upon her family name when she refused to get an abortion, even when her mom tried dragging her by her hair. 
Lorelai risked everything by running away from her parents’ home in the middle of a windy night. With only one suitcase, the baby daddy out of the picture, and less than a grand in her pocket, she managed to make a life for herself on the South side of the island. She worked two jobs, found an affordable apartment for cheap rent, and managed to save some money before her babies were born.
Yes, babies. As in more than one. Five months after running away from home, she gave birth to twin girls and they instantly became her entire life. With the help of her best friend Steve, who she met one month after being on her own, meeting him at his automotive shop when she very much literally rolled her junky car into the garage, she raised you and your sister on the Cut. The two of you are her greatest accomplishment. Every now and then, she mentally throws up a middle finger to everybody who doubted her, proud of who the two of you have become. 
Right before you turned ten, your mom took a business risk and opened her own Cafe. The Bikini Beans cafe, very popular amongst both Kooks and Pogues. The business did so well that she was able to move the three of you out of your shitty apartment into a beautiful one story home with three bedrooms in between the Cut and Figure Eight, aka the Crest, the summer going into your freshman year.
You actually used to be best friends with John B Routledge, JJ Maybank, and Pope Heyward. It was easier being friends with them than the girls, finding more joy in sports and rough housing than makeup and gossip. 
Doing the same summer that you moved, your mom pulled you out of Kildare County High and placed you in Outer Banks Private Academy. Aka Kook Academy. Around this time, your grandparents had also become more involved in your life, and you wondered if they had somehow bribed your mom into forcing you to transfer schools. You tried asking her during one of your many fights that started with you begging her to keep you at Kildare County High, but she quickly shut you down and told you to be grateful. That was ironic coming from the woman who ran away from the people giving her an expensive high school career. 
You had no choice but to do what your grandparents wanted and attend Kook Academy. Making friends was a lot harder there than it was in Kildare County High. You managed to make one friend in your freshman year. Andre Cortez. Due to an incident a couple years back, you built thick walls and Andre was the only one able to break them down. You were grateful for your friendship, but hanging out with him was nothing like hanging out with the Pogues. 
When you transferred schools, you lost touch with the Pogues slowly. Your life became busy with school and playing dress up for your grandparents and the boys were starting to work. Eventually all contact was cut and ever since, you’ve felt a void in your heart.
“Look,” You tell Andre. “I told you I would be your wing woman and I’m not backing down from what could possibly be the most important role in my life.”
You didn’t notice the Pogues or any of the stares around you. It’s true you’re not much of a party girl. I mean, you’ll go out here and there, have a drink or two, but you felt more comfortable at places where you weren’t surrounded by drunk and horny teenagers. 
“He’s probably not even here,” Andre says. He’s trying to look nonchalant but you notice the way his eyes dance from face to face of the people around him. 
“He told you he was going to be here, right?” You ask him with one brow raised. Andre nods. “Then, we’ll find him.”
Sarah and Kie never made any effort to talk to you at school, but to be fair, neither have you. You’ve heard mixed reviews, some people call them spoiled brats, ungrateful...some even go as far as calling them ‘The Cut Sluts.’ Of course you never take any of those things to heart. You can’t judge a book but it's cover. Plus, they’re friends with your old best friends. They can’t be that bad for John B and JJ and Pope to be hanging out with them, right?
“You think she'll come over here?” Kie asks. No one’s ever said it out loud, but her friends wonder if deep down, Kie was a little jealous of you. Because you were their first real girl friend. You were the first girl they ever let in and opened their heart too. That was a tough pill for Kie to swallow when she originally thought she was that girl. Of course the boys don’t like you any more than Kie and vice versa. But sometimes Kie wishes she could have grown up with the boys the same way you had. 
“Probably not. Unless she’s drinking,” Pope says and motions towards the keg they’re near. 
“I have an idea,” John B says and fills up a red solo cup. He hands it to JJ. “Why don’t you go offer her a cup.”
JJ snags the cup out of John B’s hand and glares at him. “Fuck off, dude.” 
“Do you guys ever see her around at school?” Pope asks the girls.
Sarah shrugs. “Not really. She doesn’t really get a long with my old group of friends.”
Kie rolls her eyes. “No one gets along with your old group of friends.”
Sarah playfully shoves Kie by the shoulder and they laugh. 
“I heard she turned down Raymond Easterling a couple weeks ago and he didn’t take it very well,” Pope says, remembering the words he heard from the kids in his class roaming the school hallways. 
Raymond goes to Kildcare County High with the Pogues. He’s known to be a trouble maker and a class clown. He works with JJ at the country club. The kid can make JJ laugh sometimes, but he wouldn’t necessarily say he likes him all that much. He can be an arrogant asshole with an ego bigger than it should be.
“She turns down everybody,” Sarah says. “Some people at my school call her ‘The Heart Sucker’ because she can pull people in with the snap of her fingers and break their heart just as quickly.”
Something stirred in the pit of JJ’s stomach.
“Hey! Where you going?” John B calls out to JJ who’s making his way deeper into the sea of people on the beach. 
“Taking advantage of a good boneyard party, my friend,” JJ calls back and slugs the rest of his beer. Looking left and right, he searches for the blonde he had eyes on earlier. Because right now, he needed a distraction. 
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The party starts to die down a little after midnight. Some people leave to find another party, some are passed out in the back of their cars, and others had already found what they were looking for - someone to leave with. 
The boneyard party wasn’t as bad as you expected it to be. You had found a couple of kids from your school who were nice enough to make small talk with you while Andre left to find a guy named Devon, a Touron he’s been talking to who’s renting for the entire summer. 
Now you’re waiting for Andre to come back so the two of you can walk home. You find comfort under a slanted palm tree towards the back of the beach, scrolling through random apps on your phone to pass the time.
“Y/N?” You look up from you phone and smile when you see your former best friend inching closer to you, squinting in the dark to see if it’s really you. 
“Maybank? What are you still doing here?” You stand up and pat the sand off your hands on you thighs. 
Your heart skips a beat in your chest when you look at him. He’s beautiful. Lucious blonde hair, perfectly tanned skin, piercing blue eyes. You always knew JJ was going to grow up to be gorgeous. He was cute when he was younger. At least you always thought so. 
“I was just leaving, but I thought I saw you sitting here and wanted to make sure you were all right.” He knows it’s not like you to stay this late at a party, especially all by yourself. When he first saw you sitting there, he didn’t know if he should say something. Mostly due to nerves of seeing you again. But the other Pogues had already left and he didn’t trust anyone else at the party to be near you alone late at night. It didn’t matter if you were sober or not. 
“Aw. Was JJ Maybank worried about me?” You tease. Talking to him felt easy. As if you never stopped being friends. A few years ago, you and JJ had the best banter. Despite constantly bickering back and forth, John B always swore the two of you would get married one day. The two of you just always clicked like a natural connection. And even now, when only seeing each other every now and then for a few minutes at a time, it felt normal. You smirk when JJ rolls his eyes. “I’m kidding. Yeah, I’m okay. Just waiting for my friend to come back from his little rendezvous,” You say. 
JJ nods. “Did you have a good time? I feel like I never you see at these things.”
“Yeah. Parties aren’t really my thing. But Andre was nervous to meet this guy he’s been talking to for a little while so I came for moral support.”
“Looks like he didn’t need much of the support.”
You shrug. “It’s better that way, anyway. I don’t mind waiting for him. What about you?”
“What about me?” 
“Did you have a good time tonight? I hear your quite the ladies’ man at these things.”
“Come on, Sparky. You know better than to believe everything you hear.”
Your face lights up at the mention of your old nickname. You use to always be busting out the seams with energy. On days where the boys just wanted to chill and play video games, you would drag them to the park for a game of kick ball. Or when they wanted to sleep in after a long week, you showed up at 8 am to drag them out of bed to catch the morning waves. So one day JJ started calling you Sparky, and it stuck with the rest of your little gang. You always pretended to hate it, but secretly you loved it. 
“Oh I don’t believe everything I hear. I do, however, believe what I see. And your arm around that tall blonde in the little black dress looked quite convincing.”
You first saw JJ at the party when he was making his way to the pretty girl by the water. Your teeth involuntarily clenched and there was a twisted feeling in your stomach you couldn’t shake whenever you looked at them. 
In that instant, JJ felt grateful for the dark sky. He felt the rush of heat rise up his neck to his cheeks before he could stop it. He knew the motivation to see that girl was because of you. He just wished you never saw it. But he didn’t know why. 
“I walked her home. She wasn’t my type,” JJ plays it off. 
“I didn’t realize you had a type,” You giggle, but a small part felt relieved to hear this. “So what is it? Your type?”
Hybrids with a Pogue attitude, bright smile, beautiful eyes, and a mouth that could make any sailor turn around, JJ thought. 
“I don’t know. Haven’t figured it out yet.”
You roll your eyes playfully. “Well, when you figure it out let me know.”
“Why? So you can transform into my ideal girl?” He teases.
Now you’re the one thankful for the dark sky. “In your dreams, Maybank. But so far, I do have the perfect wing-woman track record, so if you needed help -”
“I don’t think I need any help in that department. Thank you very much.”
You throw your hands up in fake surrender. “Ooo. Touchy subject.”
JJ rolls his eyes at the same time your phone pings with a text message. You pull it out of your shorts pocket and open the text from Andre, telling you to leave without him because he’s gonna stay out late with Devon and won’t know what time he’s going to be done.
“Everything all right?” JJ says, watching you read the message.
You lock your phone and stuff it in your back pocket again. “Like I said. Perfect wing-woman track record.”
“That was Andre?” 
“Yeah. He’s most likely not coming home tonight.”
“Lucky bastard.”
“At least one of us is,” You joke. 
JJ’s grin slightly falters but you don’t catch it. You have no idea how much he wishes the two of you could be equally as lucky. Together. 
“Well, I should probably go,” You say and bend down to grab your flip flops.
“Let me walk you home,” JJ offers. 
“Oh no. It’s okay -”
“You’re cute. It’s wasn’t up for debate. I’m not letting you walk back by yourself.”
You scoff lightly. “I’ll be fine.”
“Just humor me.”
You roll your eyes and smirk but choose not to argue. In fact, you’re excited to spend more time with JJ. It’s been so long.
“Fine.”
“And here I thought you might’ve grown out of your stubborn phase by now.”
You shove him playfully by the shoulder. “Shut up!”
And just like that, it felt like old times.
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In Another Life
So this is a bit of a story I wanted to do but will probably never finish. I thought you all might want to see it even though it’s not done. It has a beginning and an end, and a bit of a middle. So you can still kinda get the gist.
The premise is that Luke and Lorelai are plucked from their own timeline  circa "Take the Deviled Eggs" and dropped in the middle of the civil war-era.  November 2003/June 1766-May 1767
Oh and it even has two playlists, because three-years-ago-me was extra: In Another Life (orchestral soundtrack), and In Another Life (thematic soundtrack)
--
She frowned at him. “Luke?”
He nodded at her. “Miss Gilmore.”
“Why are you dressed like that?”
“Like what?” He asked.
Lorelai pointed at his clothes. “Like you're the eighteenth century you. Did Taylor finally get to you?”
Luke gaped at her. “Are… are you talking about Taylor Doose?”
She scoffed at him. “Of course I'm talking about Taylor Doose, what other Taylor do you know?”
"No, I meant-" He sighed. "Taylor Doose, town selectman?"
"Yes."
"Of Stars Hollow."
"Again, yes. Did you hit your head or something? Are you okay?"
“Lorelai, look around.” Luke said in a low voice. “What do you see?”
Lorelai rolled her eyes, but looked around like Luke asked. “I see… stables. Horses. Trees. I'm sorry, is there something I should be looking for?”
“How about cars? Power lines? Electric lights? Any trace of technology, anywhere?”
Lorelai frowned. Luke was right. There wasn't anything like that. She even reached into her pocket, where her cellphone should have been.
“Impossible.” Lorelai muttered, and checked the other pocket. “This is impossible.”
“That's what I thought.” Luke said, looking grave. “I thought it was just a dream, until I burned my hand earlier.”
“How did you do that?”
“I was working.”
“You work a lot in your dreams?”
“You'd be surprised.” He muttered. “Anyway, once I got burned and I didn’t wake up, I knew that something was seriously weird.”
“So you came out here to talk to me?”
“No, I came out here cause Rory brought me a message from you, saying that there was a broken door latch that needed fixed, so apparently whenever we ended up, I'm still you're go to guy for repairs.”
“Wait, whenever? As in-”
“Welcome to seventeen-sixty-six.”
--
Lorelai sat heavily on the porch, and Luke sat next to her.
"Seventeen-sixty-six!”
"Yup."
"As in one seven six six?"
"Yes."
"The year seventeen seventy-six?"
"Yes."
“How?!”
“Not a clue.” Luke said. “All I know is, I woke up this morning, and I wasn't in my apartment. Got dressed in the clothes I assumed were mine, went downstairs. Turns out, I own and run a restaurant.”
“Well, somethings just don't change.” Lorelai said. “So, who am I here? Where are we?”
Luke smiled at her. “You’re still Lorelai Gilmore, near as I can tell. You're the owner of the Dragonfly Hotel.”
“I- I... I own an inn?!”
“I thought you’d be pleased.”
“I own an inn?” Lorelai repeated. “What about Sookie?”
Luke shrugged. “Don’t know. Jess only mentioned you.”
Lorelai did a double take. “I’m sorry, did you say Jess?”
Luke nodded. “Yeah, he lives with me. Been living with me for a while, apparently.”
“What about his mom?”
Again Luke shrugged. “Don’t know. I figure that however this happened, if I’m still me and Jess is… well, still Jess, then Liz must not be too different either.”
“So Jess is still… Holden Caufield."
"Dean." Luke said suddenly.
"Or James Dean, sure."
"No, Dean." Luke said, pointing. "Forester."
Lorelai looked up. Sure enough there was Dean. He approached them, and greeted them politely. "Miss Gilmore. Mr. Danes."
"Dean." Lorelai said. "What brings you here?"
"Well, I thought I'd call in on Rory before I got to work. Is she here?"
"No, she went to the bookstore in Litchfield." Luke said.
"Oh. Okay." Dean looked crestfallen. "I guess I'll get to work then."
Lorelai held her tongue until Dean was out of hearing range. "So. There's still a Dean."
"Apparently."
"And a Jess."
"Definitely."
"Wow." Lorelai said. "Wait, you said... seventeen-sixty-six.”
"Yes, I did."
"But Stars Hollow wasn't established until..."
"Seventeen-seventy-nine, I know."
"So, we're not in Stars Hollow."
"Nope." Luke said. "I live in Litchfield, which is about a forty minute walk away from here."
"And where's here?"
"A little place called Harristown."
"Harristown?" Lorelai questioned. "I've never heard of it."
"I'm not surprised. It's on the outskirts of where Stars Hollow is today. Or will be, anyway, two hundred and some years from now."
Lorelai rested her head in her hands. "My head is spinning."
--
"My uncle isn't feeling to great today. He's been a little confused."
"My mom too." Rory said. "It must be something in the air."
"Must be." Jess said. "So, what did you find to read today?"
"Robinson Crusoe." Rory handed him the book. "Ever read it?"
Jess examined the cover carefully. "Parts of it. Never owned a copy, so I haven't read it all the way through. Wanted to."
"You can borrow it when I'm done reading it if you like." Rory offered.
"In exchange for?" Jess asked.
"In exchange for nothing." Rory said. "You said you wanted to read it, and you can. When I'm done with it."
She reached for the book, but Jess pulled it away. "How about if we take turns reading it out loud while we walk? That way, we both get started reading it and we don't have to keep talking."
Rory didn't look happy, but she consented. "Fine. But I want that book back when I get home."
Jess smirked at her. "As you wish."
--
(a flashback to when Jess and Rory met for the first time)
Jess quoted, from memory. "My young Readers, Before you begin the following Sheets, I beg you will stop a Moment at this Preface, to consider with me, what is the true Use of Reading; and if you can once fix this Truth in your Minds, namely, that the true Use of Books is to make you wiser and better, you will then have both Profit and Pleasure from what you read."
Rory stopped, and turned about face. "You've read 'The Governess'!"
Jess shrugged. "A few times."
"I've yet to meet another person who's read it, let alone a boy of your age." Rory said. "I thought you said you didn't read."
He shrugged again. "I said I hadn't read much. But what I have read, I've read a fair amount of times.
Rory set back on her way. "Then you lie!"
Jess jogged along to keep pace with her. "I didn't lie so much as I interpret the question differently than you did. You asked if I read much, I took it to mean if I had read very many books. But given your response, the question you were asking was how much time I spent reading."
"I... I suppose." Rory admitted.
"Then how could I answer correctly a question you yourself failed to ask?"
Rory stopped suddenly once more, and answered slowly. "That's a fair enough question. You have my apologies.”
"I accept." Jess said. "So, did you still want to ask?"
"Since you already know the question I want to ask, then why don't you simply answer it?" She asked.
"Very well." Jess agreed. "I read much of the time, when I'm not studying or working for my uncle. I'd much rather read than do most things."
Rory smiled at him. "Then we seem to have much in common."
--
Lorelai crumpled on the ground next to the hollow oak, not caring any longer if her dress became dirty. She took a shaky breath in, trying to calm herself, but only managed to fall apart even more. She let out a ragged sob, followed by another. And another. She buried her face in her arms, and let herself cry. It was only when someone spoke that she realized that she wasn't alone.
"Lorelai?"
She looked up, and saw Luke. She desperately tried to wipe the tears away from her face, but more fell. Luke said nothing, but quickly moved to sit next to her, and took her in his arms, holding her close. She let him, and opened her mouth to speak, only to let out another sob. She hugged him back, tightly, and he held her closer still as she cried into his shirt. After a while, she calmed, and they stayed like that for a while.
"So how was your day?" Lorelai deadpanned.
"Lorelai, what happened?" Luke asked gently.
She shrugged. "Oh, nothing. Just that 18th century Emily Gilmore is a lot crueler than 21st century Emily Gilmore."
She didn't think that he could hold her any tighter, but he did.
"I'm sorry." He whispered. "I heard people talk, but... I never thought it would be this bad."
She sniffled. "No, neither did I."
"Why do you think we're here?" Luke said. "Why now? Why like this?"
"I don't know." Lorelai said. "Maybe we did something and pissed off the wrong, sadistic god."
"Maybe."
"There is one good thing here, though."
"What's that?"
"You." Lorelai sniffed again. "Seriously. I don't know what I would have done if you weren't here."
"You would've figured it out." Luke said softly. "You're capable of anything, including figuring out how to navigate this crazy, backward place."
She let go of him reluctantly, and looked up to his face. She spoke softly. "You're still the best thing here, Luke."
Luke opened his mouth to speak, but could say nothing. He just looked down at her, still holding her. She was still looking up at him. And slowly, hesitating, she brought her hand up to caress his cheek, and let the other rest on his chest. He moved one of his hands to the back of her neck, and gently pulled her closer, until they could feel each other's breath on their faces. Then slowly, sweetly, Luke kissed her. She kissed him back, wrapping her arm around him once again. They pulled apart, and rested their warmed cheeks together.
"Is this really happening?" Lorelai breathed.
Luke swallowed. "God, I hope so."
"Promise me that if this does end up being a dream, you'll never forget this." Lorelai said, a little louder.
Luke hugged her closer, burying his face in her neck. "Never. I could never forget this."
--
Lorelai woke in her own bed, still partly dressed. She laid there, remembering her dream. Luke, the hollow oak, the stars. Sweet, soft, kisses that comforted her more than anything he could have said.
She opened her eyes, a lump forming in throat. It was just a dream, she thought. Nothing but a dream. Nothing's changed.
She sat up when Sookie came into the room, carrying a tray full of food. "Morning, hon."
"Hey, Sook." Lorelai said.
"How are you feeling?" Sookie asked sympathetically. "You had kind of a rough day yesterday."
"Yeah, I guess I did." Lorelai took the coffee that Sookie offered her. "Hey, how'd I get back yesterday, the last thing I remember I was out in the forest."
"Luke brought you back. You don't remember?" Sookie asked.
"Uh, no." Lorelai frowned.
"I'm not surprised, you were so exhausted. If Luke hadn't offered to carry you up the stairs, you would have had to sleep on the couch in your office. Not very comfortable."
"Uh, no, it would not have been." Lorelai said. "When did he bring me back?"
"Oh, it was late." Sookie said. "He didn't want to walk back to Litchfield in the dark, so he's still here. Did you want to talk to him?"
"Oh, uh, maybe."
"Well, in that case, you eat your breakfast, then we'll get you prettied up." Sookie said.
"Why'd you say it like that?" Lorelai said.
"You should have seen the way he was looking at you."
"Which was how?"
"Like you were his whole life." Sookie said quietly. "He changed his expression as soon as he thought someone was watching, but I know what I saw."
--
Luke felt his heart racing. "Lorelai..."
They met in the middle, hands meeting bodies as lips kissed. Soft, sweet kisses turned hot, passionate, and hurried. Lorelai eagerly tugged Luke's shirt from under his belt, and he stilled her hands, placing his own over them.
"Wait, wait." He said. "Are you sure?"
"Luke." She sighed. "I woke up thinking that holding you in my arms and kissing you would only happen in my dreams. And then I find out, for whatever... inexplicable reason that it wasn't just a dream. And if that isn't a goddamned miracle, I don't know what else is. Now, I don't know about you, but I would very much like to enjoy my miracle."
He grinned at her. "Well, when you put it like that..."
--
(At some point the the storyling, Jess disappeared apparently??)
"You said Jess and Dean came to blows." Lorelai said cautiously.
Luke immediately shook his head. "No. I don't care what world we live it, Dean couldn't- he wouldn't."
"Okay, forget I said anything." Lorelai said quietly.
--
(upon Jess’ return)
"Jess, they dragged the river after you left!" Luke shouted. "Do you know how scared I-"
Luke covered his face and turned around. Jess just stood there. Luke sighed and turned back around.
"Jess, you can't just take off like that." Luke said. "You can't... You just can't. You tell me when you're leaving, you tell me where you're going, so I don't have to think about you maybe lying dead somewhere!"
Jess stood there silent for a few minutes more, before whispering- "I'm sorry."
"You bet your ass you're sorry." Luke said. He sighed, and really looked at him. "Are you okay? You didn't get hurt, you're not sick?"
Jess shook his head.
"Did you find out if your mom's okay?" Luke asked.
Jess shrugged. "She's the same."
Luke nodded, not really surprised. He sighed again. "Come 'ere."
Jess stepped closer, and was surprised when Luke pulled him into a hug, and hesitated a few moments before slowly hugging him back.
"You tell me where you are, okay?" Luke said. "Send me a letter or something, I don't care. Just let me know you're... Let me know you're still alive, for god sakes."
"I will." Jess said. his voice thick with emotion. "I'm sorry."
--
(After... sometime followed their aforemention... interlude)
"Not here." Lorelai whispered, and took him by the hand. She lead them to the barn.
"Lorelai, where are we going?" Luke said. "What's this about?"
"Not here." She said again.
"What, are you afraid the horses are going to hear?" Luke said.
She glared at him. "No, I just want to talk somewhere private, that's all."
"This is crazy." He muttered, but followed her up the ladder to the hay loft. She laid out a blanket for them to sit on.
"Lorelai, what's this about?"
"Well, you know that thing in history where they'd see if you were pregnant by injecting some of your blood into a rabbit, and if you were pregnant, it would die?"
"Yes." Luke said, completely mystified.
"Well, not to put it too finely, but... the rabbit's dead." Lorelai said.
"Ok-ay?" Luke said. "What rabbit?"
"My rabbit." Lorelai said nervously.
"Your rabbit?" Luke said.
"Yes, my rabbit is dead. It's dead and buried." She sighed. "This was so much easier in 1984, I just showed Chris the stick and he got it."
"What are you talking about, what sti-" Luke's words stopped there, and his eyes got huge as he finally registered what she was talking about. "Oh."
"And there it is." Lorelai said.
"Oh my god." Luke breathed. "You're pregnant?"
"Yeah, I'm- I'm pregnant." Lorelai nodded.
"Oh my god." He said again quietly.
"You keep saying that." Lorelai said. "Is that a good 'oh my god', or a what-have-I-got-myself-into 'oh my god'-"
Luke pulled her into his lap and kissed her. He kissed her lips, and her cheeks and the rest of her face until she was grinning.
"Okay, I'm guessing that it was a good 'oh my god'." She mumbled.
"Very good." He kissed her again.
"So... you're happy about this?" Lorelai asked.
"Yes, of course I'm happy! Aren't you happy?"
"Of course I am." Lorelai said. "And even happier that you are too."
--
(And a heartbreaking return to the Real World)
"Never. I could never forget this."
Lorelai woke, clutching her pillow for dear life. She could remember the whole thing vividly. Her inn, Rory, Dean, Jess.
Luke.
She sat up, and looked around. She was home again, back in the age of technology. She realized she was still clutching the pillow across her belly.
The baby.
She threw her pillow aside and touched her stomach. She knew instinctively that there was nothing there, but still she had to check. She rushed to her bathroom and pulled out the box that she kept there for emergencies, because there was no way she was going to wait to drive anywhere to get them, and she certainly wasn't going to buy them in Stars Hollow.
She already knew what the answer was going to be, and didn't want to look. But she did anyway.
No baby.
No Luke.
Today seemed like a good day to wallow.
(SIDENOTE: not a miscarriage! I realized I that I didn’t make that clear in the text, but I swear, it’s not a miscarriage. Through historical/time travel/dream logic, the baby just doesn’t exist in the “future”)
--
"Never. I could never forget this."
Luke sat bolt upright in bed, reaching out for a body that wasn't there. Once he came fully awake, he sighed. He was back in his apartment, above his diner. It had simply been a dream.
Everything came back to him all as once. Lorelai, the town, Jess, Rory, falling asleep under the stars, holding Lorelai in his arm. Feeling their baby kick against his palm.
Their baby. Their dream life.
Never had he wanted to cry more than that moment.
--
Luke seemed grumpier than usually that morning.
Just Rory came in that morning. Luke wasn't sure if he were more upset or grateful. He went to take her order.
"Where's your mom today?" He asked gruffly.
"She's at home. Something happened, but she won't tell me what." Rory said.
Luke immediately became concerned. "What do you mean something happened?"
Rory shrugged. "I don't know. She said she wasn't feeling good, and called in sick to work. But..."
"What is it, Rory?" He asked.
"It doesn't really seem like she's sick, more like... she's wallowing."
"Wallowing?"
"Yeah, like when you get sad about something, like a break up, and you just stay home, watch movies, and eat junk." Rory said. "But I didn't even think she seeing with anybody."
"Well, she's gonna be okay." Luke assured her. "She always is."
"I guess."
"Ready to order?"
--
Luke knocked on Lorelai's door. She answered, clearly surprised to find him there. "Luke!"
"Hey, I know you weren't expecting me, but, uh, Rory said you weren't feelin' too good, so I thought I'd bring you a care package."
"Thanks, Luke. That means a lot." She smiled at him, somewhat sadly. After a second, she added, "Would you like to come in?"
He did, despite the part of his brain telling him that it was a bad idea.
"So, what happened?" Luke asked curiously. "You just woke up feeling sick, or what?"
"No, nothing like that, I just..." She hesitated. "I know it sounds stupid, but I had this... really, really amazing dream, and- well, anyway, I woke up, and realized the dream wasn't real, and I guess I'm just..."
"Wallowing." Luke finished.
She nodded. "Yeah."
"Yeah, I know how that feels." Luke admitted. "Same thing happened to me, too. Been crabby all day."
"Bummer."
"Yeah." Luke said. "Anyway, I'll let you get back to your movie."
"Sure you can't stay?" She offered. "We could be miserable and crabby together."
He smiled at her. "As much fun as that sounds, I gotta get back to the diner."
She smiled back. "Well, thanks for the food. You're still the best thing here."
He frowned at her.
"You're still the best thing here, Luke."
"What did you say?" Luke asked abruptly.
"I said thank you. Did you not catch it the first time?"
"No, after that." Luke said. "What did you say after that?"
"You're the best thing here?" Lorelai said. "What about it?"
"Nothing, I just..." He shook his head. "Never mind. Enjoy your food."
Luke turned around and headed for the door, but hesitated with his hand on the doorknob. He swallowed hard, and walked back into the living room. She looked up at him. "Did you forget something?"
"No, I..." He inhaled, throwing caution to the wind. "Actually, I promised that there was something I would never forget."
Lorelai's jaw dropped. She blinked. And then she blinked again. Luke waited anxiously. He'd expected some kind of reaction. Whether she would just blow the whole thing off, or just laugh, he didn't know, but he certainly didn't expect dead silence.
"Lorelai?"
"The oak." She said flatly, and Luke's heart soared.
"The hollow oak." He said urgently. "Where we-"
"Watched the stars." Lorelai finished, whispering. "Oh my god."
"Lorelai."
Luke crossed the room and kissed her, and she kissed him back fiercely. Luke touched her face, and felt tears. He pulled away from her to look at her, and she placed a hand over her belly. She bit her lip, and looked up at him sadly.
"The baby-" She tried to explain tearfully. "I don't- It's not-"
"I know." He murmured, and pulled her into a tight hug. "I know, I know, I know..."
--
When Rory came home that evening, she was greeted with a completely different Lorelai than the one she'd left that morning.
"Mom, what's-" She looked in the kitchen. "Is Luke here? Is he cooking?"
Lorelai wrapped her arm around her daughter, and lead her into the living room.
"Hey, hon, do you want to hear about my dream last night?"
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My Top Seven Favorite Musical Moments In Shows That Aren't Musically Driven* and why (in no particular order)**
*By not musically driven I mean shows that do not have plots driven by music (i.e. Glee, Smash, etc. etc.)
**I know I said top seven, but I just mean out of the many I have seen, these seven are the ones I like the most.
Note: None of the images used are mine; they belong to various internet gods.
#1
Legacies Season 1 Episode 11: We're Gonna Need a Spotlight
Kaleb and the Vampire faction singing "Feeling Good" by Nina Simone at the Salvatore School talent show.
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While the entirety of the talent show was amazing (Kaylee Bryant's singing voice, Raf's slightly awkward yet still appropriately dramatic poetry), it was Kaleb and the vampires who stole the show. Chris Lee has an incredible voice and his rendition of Nina Simone's "Feeling Good" was stunning, both visually and vocally. I'm also a great lover of epic dance moves, so it was no contest.
#2
Gilmore Girls Season 7 Episode 20: Lorelai? Lorelai?
Lorelai singing "I Will Always Love You" by Dolly Parton originally (Whitney Houston covered) at Stars Hollow karaoke to Luke, despite beginning the song as a dedication to Rory.
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Lorelai and Luke may be broken up, but Lorelai's beautiful (and slightly alcohol-fueled) version of Dolly Parton's kind of cheesy yet nonetheless tender "if you love someone, set them free" ballad that was later made into an iconic cover by Whitney Houston was proof that they'd never really be over. Sure, she says she's singing it to Rory, but the moment Luke walks in and they lock eyes, everyone knows. Lauren Graham also has a good voice, and the emotion that comes through is so real, a cheesy karaoke moment becomes a heartfelt cheesy karaoke moment.
#3
Everything's Gonna Be Okay Season 1 Episode 5: West African Giant Black Millipedes
Nicholas doing a drag queen routine to Thelma Houston's disco hit "Don't Leave Me This Way" for Alex and his friends.
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Okay, so I love this scene so much, because not only is it done to an incredibly fun song, it also showcases Nicholas doing something so utterly entertaining for Alex and a bunch of people he was nervous about meeting. The fact that just a few days before watching this episode I had watched an episode of Ru Paul's Drag Race where two queens had to lip sync for their lives to the very same song made the scene that much more enjoyable to watch. Nicholas looks amazing, his dance moves are to die for, and his lip syncing game is strong. I also appreciated the fact that when he did this scene, Josh Thomas committed to it. The scene is done in full, not going for a bit and then fading out before we get to see the end. Also, I know that Nicholas isn't technically singing, but it still totally counts.
#4
The Magicians Season 1 Episode 4: The World in the Walls
Quentin starting up a group sing-along to Taylor Swift's "Shake It Off" to get Penny's attention in the mental hospital while under Julia and Marina's spell.
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I just started watching this show after having read the first two books, and this scene was HILARIOUS! I loved that the show used a random interaction between Quentin and Penny from a previous episode and turned it into something more because usually shows ignore one-off interactions between characters. Also, Quentin singing off-key at the top of his lungs with everyone else joining in and dancing while Penny suddenly hears it in the real world was so funny and a huge break in an otherwise extremely dramatic and rather dark episode.
#5
Skam Season 2 Episode 3: Er det noe du skjuler for oss? (Are You Hiding Someone From Us?)
Noora singing Extreme's "More Than Words" on William's guitar, initially doing so to make fun of him, but quickly turning into a super sweet and romantic moment between the two.
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Skam is another show I started watching recently, and Noora quickly became one of my favorite characters. Now, I'll admit, I wasn't too fond of the idea of William and Noora at first, but this scene changed my mind immediately. I'm also very into the whole "enemies to lovers" thing these two have with one another. All of the songs Noora sings in this scene are good, but "More Than Words" is the one where you really begin to see that William's feelings for Noora are not as one-sided as she says they are. Josefine Frida Petterson, who plays Noora, has an absolutely beautiful voice, and the vocalization and soft musicality throughout are stunning. This is one of my favorite scenes in this show to date, and everything about it was perfect.
#6
New Girl Season 1 Episode 1: Pilot
Coach, Schmidt, and Nick singing "(I've Had) The Time Of My Life" by Bill Medley and Jennifer Warnes from Dirty Dancing to Jess, who eventually joins in, after her date stands her up.
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Poor Jess had just broken up with her boyfriend, moved into an apartment with three guys who have little to know emotional know-how when it comes to women, and had her first date since her breakup stand her up at a fancy restaurant. The situation was made worse by the fact that she was told to give up her table. When the boys showed up and claimed to be her boyfriends, it was sweet, but the moment they began singing "(I've Had) The Time Of My Life", they showed that they really did care about her. What makes this scene so funny is the fact that Nick (who begins it) and Coach (who joins in after Nick elbows him) don't really know the words, they're both singing different parts in different tunes at different volumes, and then Schmidt (who initially says he's not singing), comes out of nowhere belting the song with the correct words and tune. Then Jess joins in and they have a great time until the restaurant makes them leave. They head back to the apartment, watch Dirty Dancing, and show that any problem can be solved with good friends and 80s movies.
#7
Angel Season 2 Episode 11: Redefinition
Cordelia, Wesley, and Gunn sing "We Are The Champions" by Queen at Caritas after Angel fires them.
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Cordelia, Wesley, and Gunn had just been fired by Angel so he could kill Darla and Drusilla without their interference and the trio was at a loss for what to do next. Angel Investigations was disbanded, and none of them had any clue what to do about it. Their solution? Terribly sing Queen's "We Are The Champions" at Lorne's bar Caritas and drown their sorrows. While an extremely short scene, Cordy, Wes, and Gunn's reaction to being fired was super relatable, and you can never go wrong with Queen. They also have three very different personalities; Cordelia is snarky, has a lot of wit, and tends to be rather superficial, but she has so much heart beneath the surface, Wesley is a stuffy English professor type, and being a former Watcher means he couldn't be hip and cool if he tried, and Gunn is a hardened vampire hunter with a strong resolution and loyal to the core, who was still relatively new to the group when Angel gave them the boot. As such, seeing them all be together with arms around shoulders singing their hearts out was immensely fun to see.
Honorable Mentions:
Legacies: Alaric singing "Take Me Out To The Ball Game" terribly off-key before Kaleb and Cleo swooped in and saved the day with their improvised song.
Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Giles Singing "Free Bird" while playing his guitar in his home.
How I Met Your Mother: Lily and Marshall singing "Don't Go Breaking My Heart" at karaoke, effectively making up after Marshall accepts a corporate job rather than one that fits his morals.
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kiss me again // rory gilmore
summary: you're new to Stars Hollow and find yourself making friends with your new neighbours, the Gilmores. You certainly didn't expect to develop a crush on your new friend.
warning/s: none, just fluff tbh
author's note: i've got a handful of rory gilmore imagines written from like a year or 2 ago? wanna post them eventually so they're out of my drafts lol
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"Thank you, Mr. Danes, this means a lot." I smiled appreciatively at the older man.
"Luke," he said, offering a small, almost-forced smile. He seemed very serious, but nice nonetheless. "You can call me Luke."
"Luke." I nodded and stood up from my seat at the counter. "When would you like me to start?"
He wiped down the counter as he said, "Tomorrow after school good for you?"
I grinned eagerly, excited to start working at Luke's diner. "Tomorrow after school is perfect. I guess I'll see you then."
He merely nodded and I took that as his confirmation before leaving. Getting a job was something I'd been meaning to do since moving here last week.
My parents and I had moved to Stars Hollow and I was still getting to know the place, but Luke's seemed like a friendly enough place to work. I'd only worked once, and that was at my local coffee shop back home in Chicago, so that experience must have made Luke consider me. I preferred being self-sufficient, and my parents definitely didn't mind, so a job was what I was after. And now I had it!
Settling in here wasn't too bad. The town was definitely different to my old one – everyone was too friendly here. Not that that was an issue, but it did feel strange.
I was riding my bike through town, smiling as I saw the mayor – Taylor something or the other? – in a small debacle with some woman. She seemed amused as he threw a mini tantrum. I didn't know too many people just yet, but some people at school had told me about Taylor. He was a character, alright.
I left my bike by the gates to our new house and headed inside, calling out for my parents.
"Mum?! Dad?! You home?!"
A moment of silence, before: "In the kitchen!"
I headed to the kitchen, past the moving-in boxes full of our stuff, and saw my mum sat at the kitchen table, hunched over some papers. She smiled as she saw me walk in.
"How was Luke's, honey?" she asked as I leaned down to give her a kiss.
I smiled as I remembered the good news. "I start tomorrow! Awesome, right?"
"Aw, sweetie, that's amazing! I'm happy for you. Your dad's at work, but I'm sure he'll love to get a call from you."
I nodded. "Thanks, mum."
The next day rolled around pretty quickly. School wasn't very exciting, but I was settling in well which was a good sign, I guess. After school though, I headed straight to Luke's with a bounce in my step. First day jitters took over a little.
"Y/N, hey!" Luke greeted when I walked in.
It wasn't very busy in here, since the lunch rush had ended, so Luke was filling up the salt and pepper shakers at the counter.
"Hey, I hope I'm on time," I said nervously, offering a small smile. "I was running a little late."
He waved his hand dismissively. "You're all good. You can leave your bag in the back, Caesar will show you where, and then I'll get you started on the basics. Serving coffee."
I chuckled. "Awesome."
I rounded the counter and headed into the back (Luke had given me the tour yesterday), where Caesar showed me where to put my bag, and also gave me an apron. Was it nerdy of me to get excited over the apron? Because I was.
When I returned to the front, Luke pointed to the coffee maker.
"You like coffee, Y/N?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
I pursed my lips into a sheepish smile. "Will I get fired if I say no?"
He shrugged and handed me the pot as it finished brewing. "I'm not bothered as long as you can serve it without spilling it."
I accepted the pot and nodded confidently. "That I can do."
He nodded and got back to the salt and pepper shakers. "Okay, well, just refill anyone who asks. If anyone orders food, write it down and give it to Caesar. Deliver the food and that's really it. Pretty simple, so don't worry about screwing up or anything."
I nodded. "Gotcha."
"Can I get some coffee over here, please?" a customer called out, to which I perked up at.
"And that's my cue," I joked as I went to the customer.
Luke suppressed a smile and we both resumed with our jobs. This went on for about twenty minutes and I managed not to break, spill or drop anything. I wasn't exactly clumsy, but sometimes nerves got to me. Unsurprisingly enough, this was a pretty easy job, so it was going well so far. Then again, it had only been twenty minutes.
The bell rang signalling someone had entered, but I had my back to it as I collected some food from Caesar.  
"Luke! If there isn't coffee cup waiting for me, I will most definitely melt into a puddle of stress!"
As I delivered food to this strange yet polite guy, Kirk, I caught a glimpse of the loud customer who had entered. A young woman and possibly her younger sister were seated at the counter. Luke didn't seem bothered by their cheerful, noisy presence (which he usually was with others), so I presumed they knew each other well.
"Lorelai, in case you didn't notice, the diner was pretty quiet until you walked in," Luke said knowingly, though he was filling a cup for the woman anyway.
"Yeah, mom, why can't you be more like me? Quiet yet adorable," the younger girl wearing a school uniform said with an adorable smile.
The woman – Lorelai, who I recognised as the woman laughing at Taylor yesterday in town – was smirking at her daughter (how was she a mother when she looked so young?!) as Luke rolled his eyes and gave her a cup of coffee.
"Luke?! The oven is doing something weird!" I heard Caesar shout from the back.
"Uh oh, that doesn't sound good," Lorelai said teasingly.
"Can I get a coffee over here?" a customer called from the other side of the diner.
"Luke!"
"You might wanna check that out, Luke," the younger girl said with a laugh. "And a cup of coffee would be great."
"Yeah, I know," Luke said, growing irritated with Caesar's yelling. He looked around before saying to me, "Can you brew another pot of coffee whilst I see what Caesar's shouting about?"
I smiled and nodded. "You got it, boss."
As Luke headed to the back, I went behind the counter to make some more coffee.
"Luke hired someone new?"
I turned around as I heard Lorelai mention me. She smiled brightly my way.
"Uh, hi, I'm Y/N Y/L/N," I introduced with a nervous smile. "I just started, like, twenty or so minutes ago?"
Lorelai seemed impressed as she looked at my apron. "And not a coffee stain in sight. I'm impressed."
I chuckled. "Yeah, I guess so. Though I can't guarantee the apron will make it by the end of my shift."
Lorelai laughed before saying, "I haven't seen you around town before. Are you new?"
"Yeah, my family and I moved to Stars Hollow last week."
Lorelai nodded as she took a sip of her coffee, before widening her eyes and saying, "You're beeping delivery driver people!"
I smiled with confusion and quirked an eyebrow. "Erm, sorry?"
Lorelai nudged her daughter, who was staring at me with her bright blue eyes. "Remember? Beeping delivery driver people?"
The daughter, who zoned back into reality and looked to her mum, nodded slowly. "Yeah, yeah."
"I'm really not getting this." I laughed nervously as I checked the coffee pot. Almost done.
Lorelai sat up straight and smiled. "You moved in down the street from us. Your delivery driver was beeping really loudly for some reason, hence beeping delivery driver people."
I snickered. "Ah, that makes sense now."
"I'm Lorelai Gilmore," she finally introduced with a grin. "And this oddly silent clone is my daughter, Rory."
I grabbed the pot of coffee and said, "Oh, well, nice to meet some neighbours. I'm Y/N, as you know." I stopped in front of the daughter, Rory, and said, "Did you want some coffee?"
Rory looked at me, seeming a little speechless. I felt nervous under her intense gaze, wondering if I had food on my face or something, but waited patiently.
"Rory, sweetie, anything alive in there?" Lorelai joked, shaking her daughter's arm.
Rory cleared her throat and smiled awkwardly. I could no longer meet her eyes because they were too intense and I felt like she was judging me for some reason.
"Sorry, uh, yeah, coffee. Coffee would be great," she finally spoke.
I chuckled a little and grabbed a cup from underneath the counter. After filling it up, I said, "If you guys need anything, just let me know."
I went back to filling up other people's coffees and dishing out food, all whilst paying a little attention to the Gilmore girls who were tucked into unreciprocated banter with Luke. I also stole a few glances at Rory – she was strange, quiet, but intriguing. Also, I was sure I felt her looking my way at times.
"Y/N, you free?" I heard my name and turned around to see Lorelai waving me over.
I headed over, setting the dirty plates at Caesar's, before standing behind the counter. "What's up?"
Lorelai smiled mischievously. "Rory and I were wondering if you wanted to come over for dinner. Well, you and your parents. You know, a little neighbourly welcoming into town."
Rory almost choked on her coffee before spluttering out, "We were?"  
Lorelai ignored her. "So? What d'you say?"
I shrugged. "I guess so. But like, you don't have to. I don't want us to be a bother."
Lorelai waved her hand dismissively. "Pfft, nonsense. As long as you're okay with chinese takeout."
"Hmm, I'm not sure about chinese," I joked.
"I can settle for Italian, but that's my final offer," she played along.  
I laughed. "Italian sounds great."
"Great! We'll see you, say... tomorrow evening? Our house is the one with the mailbox that says Gilmore."
I nodded. "Thanks. We'll see you then."
Lorelai smiled before standing up with her daughter. She left some cash on the counter, including a tip, before waving goodbye. I waved in return, even to Rory who seemed awkward and shy.
After my shift, I told my parents about Lorelai and Rory and the dinner invitation, and they seemed up to it, so that's where I found myself the next day at dinner.
"Please don't embarrass me," I begged a final time as we approached the door.
"What do you honestly think we're going to say?" my dad asked with a chuckle. "That you didn't sleep in your own bed until you were 7?"
"Or that you wore the same Mickey Mouse shirt every day for 2 weeks in third grade?" my mum added.
"Or that you arrange your bookshelf by favourite protagonist?"
"Or that–"
"Okay, I get it!" I cut my mother off before she could finish. "Geez, next time I won't say anything."
My parents both pulled me in for a side hug as I grumbled to myself. I really hoped they wouldn't embarrass me in front of these new people. It was a small town and I was sure word would spread if I did something stupid.
After what felt like forever, the front door finally opened to reveal Rory in a lovely dress and cheery smile.
"Hello! Please, come in," she said politely, stepping to the side. "I'm Rory Gilmore."
My parents walked in, earning a smile from the younger Gilmore, and I followed behind, only to meet her eyes and receive a nervous smile.
"Ah, Rory, yes," my mum said kindly. "Y/N mentioned you. I'm Y/M/N, Y/N's mum and this is my husband, Y/D/N."
"Lovely to meet you, Rory," my dad said.
Rory blushed a little before saying, "You guys can take off your coats and I'll hang them up for you. You can go straight into the kitchen and my mom should be there with the food."
"Thank you, dear," my mum said as she handed her coat over. My dad and I did the same before we all went to the kitchen.
"Hey, Lorelai," I said as I walked in. She was setting the food out on the table when she saw me.
"Y/N, hey," she said, smiling my way, before her eyes drifted to my parents. "And these must be the parents! Hello! I'm Lorelai Gilmore, mother of Rory."
Everyone got acquainted and we all took a seat in the kitchen to indulge in some good old pizza.
"I hope this is okay," Lorelai said as we all tucked in. "I'm not exactly the best cook, so I figured you can't go wrong with takeout."
"Not the best is an understatement," Rory added. "It's either pizza or death by food poisoning."
Lorelai shoved her daughter playfully as we all laughed.
"This is fine, Lorelai," my mum said with an amused smile. "Pizza is a go-to in our house too, what with Y/D/N and I working a lot and Y/N insisting we eat pizza all the time."
"Hey, pizza is beautiful and you've never complained before," I defended, earning chuckles all around.
"What is it you both do, if you don't mind me asking?" Lorelai asked, and cue the boring job discussion.
My parents were realtors which meant we moved around a little, and it was cool, after you hadn't heard it a million times over. I was more interested in Lorelai's answer. She worked at an inn just outside Stars Hollow which was interesting. Her bubbly persona was totally understandable now.
"So, Y/N, how are you settling in at school?" Lorelai asked, and it took me a moment to realise she was talking to me.
"Hm? Oh, school."
She suppressed a laugh. "Bored you already? That can't be good."
I felt my cheeks heat up with embarrassment. "No, gosh, no, sorry. I just got a little lost in my thoughts... School is good. It's just school, isn't it?"
My dad rolled his eyes. "She's modest. She's brainy this one. Already enrolled in the debate team, started up as a librarian and staying back at lunches to help her English teacher. She loves school."
"Remember that thing I said outside before we walked in?" I said to my dad with a sarcastic smile. "This is it. This is what you're doing."
Lorelai laughed. "Hold on, hold on, let me guess. You guys got the 'don't embarrass me' talk, too?"
"Nailed it," my mum answered.
I sat there smiling with embarrassment as they laughed at mine, and now Rory's, dismay.
"So, Rory, you go to Chilton? You mentioned earlier on," my dad switched the attention from me, thank god.
"Uh, yeah, just started actually," she replied with a nervous smile.
"Well I hope everything is working out for you," my mum told her. "You must be very intelligent."
Rory seemed embarrassed as she nodded in response. Her cheeks were a bright red in contrast to her blue eyes.
The parents mostly made conversation as Rory and I stayed silent and listened, chiming in every now and then.
Eventually they seemed to notice though, as Lorelai said, "Why don't you guys head into Rory's room? Rory, honey, you can show her your books or something."
"Uhh..."
"You don't need to do that," I assured her, noticing her awkwardness.
"She's fine," Lorelai said, nudging her. "Go on."
"Go on, Y/N," my dad urged, doing the same.
Rory and I, practically forced to mingle, stood up and I followed her to her room, which was connected to the kitchen. I could hear my parents and Lorelai making their way to the living-room, probably with wine, and so I knew we wouldn't be leaving for another half hour or so.
Rory closed the door behind us and motioned to the room. "This is it, really."
I looked around at her spacious room. It was very clean and seemed very organised, which made sense because that was just the vibe Rory gave off.
"It's cute," I complimented with a smile, hoping to ease the awkwardness. "Clean. Organised."
She merely smiled, her cheeks still a little red from embarrassment.
I stepped in a little more and noticed her bookshelf. "D'you mind if I take a look?"
"Feel free," she said before taking a seat on her bed.
I browsed her bookshelf and immediately noticed it wasn't organised alphabetically. Nerdy, yes, but I was curious.
"Is there a reason for the way you've ordered your books or...?" I asked, hoping I didn't sound like a loser.
She chuckled. "Oh, god, okay... I'm not crazy, honest. But yeah, they're currently organised by the publishing date."
I chuckled and looked to her oldest book, pulling it out. I didn't recognise it, but I opened it and saw it was published in 1956.
"Wow, old," I said, putting it back how I found it. I turned around and hoped I didn't offend her by laughing. "I organised mine by favourite protagonist, so you're definitely not crazy."
The first real smile I'd ever seen from the girl appeared on her lips and I'd be lying if I said it didn't weirdly make my stomach do somersaults.
"You can sit on my bed, I won't bite," she said, feeling a little more comfortable with me.
I pressed my lips into a smile and took a seat beside her. "So, care to share what the deal with the mayor is around here?"
She laughed and her eyes sparkled when she did. "Oh, boy, you're gonna need some popcorn and a recliner for this one."
After that evening spent at the Gilmores, it made settling in a little bit easier. Of course Rory wasn't in my school, but I'd always see her at Luke's right after, since she'd stop by when the Chilton bus dropped her off. I obviously worked there, so that was kind of our way of seeing each other and developing a friendship.
Plus her and Lorelai lived on our street so we'd see them around a lot, especially in town. I got to meet a few other townspeople too, thanks to Rory, who offered to give me a tour. She even introduced me to her best friend who goes to my school, Lane.
At first, Rory seemed shy around me, but I think it was just because she didn't know me very well. Now she seemed alright which was cool because she was pretty awesome. And she gave me this funny feeling when I was with her – I didn't know what it was, but it felt nice.
"Are you alive over there? Hellooooo?"
I zoned back into reality as Rory waved her hand in front of my face to grab my attention. I immediately noticed her laughing at my dismay, that funny feeling becoming present again.
"Yeah, sorry, I'm just a little tired," I explained. "I stayed up trying to finish some science homework last night only to realise it was Friday night and I had all weekend to complete it."
Rory laughed once again, her eyes widening with amusement. "Why are you like this?"
I shook my head. "I honestly don't know."
"You know what you need?"
"Don't say it," I said, smiling at her cocky smirk.
"Coffee." She looked to the counter. "Luke! Please can we get another round?"
I sighed as Luke came round to refill our cups. "I've never met someone this obsessed with coffee, you know that?"
"It's a gift," she winked playfully, before taking a sip of her coffee and completely unaware of what her wink did to me.
My gaze flickered down to my cup, which was filled with some freshly brewed coffee.
"You know, I'm so sure you didn't like coffee," Luke commented once he filled our cups.
I nodded, ignoring the glare Rory was giving me from across the table. Instead, I looked up to Luke and said, "I'm not a fan of it. The only time you'll probably catch me drinking it is when I'm, well, with Rory and she's forcing me to."
"Hey, I'm not holding a gun to your head, am I?" she asked with disbelief.
I smiled with amusement.
"I can bring you some tea if you want," Luke suggested monotonously.
"Don't you dare," Rory threatened jokingly.
"Tea would be great," I muttered to Luke, who nodded and went to fetch me a tea.
Rory seemed fed up. "What can a girl do? Being betrayed is not how I saw our lunch beginning."
I chuckled at her adorable facial expression. "You're being dramatic."
"Can Lane take any longer to arrive? I don't wanna lose my appetite when the back-stabbing begins," she continued over exaggerating.
"Rory!" I laughed at her exaggeration. "Quit it."
She gave me a 'what can I do?' look, making me roll my eyes. Luke returned with my tea and removed my coffee, which only made Rory sigh extra loudly.
"Lane's arrival would be good right now," I agreed teasingly.
Just on time, the door to Luke's rang and in walked Lane, who joined our table in an instant.
"Sorry I'm late, you know how my mom can be," she apologised, before looking between us both. "What did I miss?"
I opened my mouth to speak, but Rory beat me to it.
"Not much," she nodded, "Y/N here was just planning to bury me alive."
"I'm not even going to bother," I gave up before sipping my tea. I glared at Rory playfully adding, "Mmm, lovely."
Lane snickered. "Gosh, you're both so childish."
"She started it," Rory retorted, pointing her finger at me, making me smack it away lightly. She continued nonetheless. "Leading me on in this fake friendship, pretending she liked coffee when she's a tea drinker!" She said it with such feigned hostility that I couldn't help but laugh.
"I thought she knew," Lane said to me. "It was literally one of the first things you said to me when we met at Luke's."
I shrugged. "Yeah, well, you're not madly obsessed with it, so it was kinda easy to tell you. Rory on the other hand..." I gave her a knowing look, to which she pursed her lips at.
"You could have told me still," she continued, shrugging indifferently. "I wouldn't have judged."
"Like you are now," Lane added with a laugh.
I suppressed a smile as I said, "When we first met, Rory, you were the epitome of awkward and shy. I thought you didn't like me. So you totally led me on with false impression. But you don't see me complaining, do you?"
"What? That doesn't sound like Rory," Lane said with a knowing look.
Rory began to blush behind her cup of coffee as I glanced her way.
"No, that was definitely Rory," I said, sure of myself. "She just sat there, at the counter, not saying a word. I half expected her to insult me with the odd stare she was giving me."
"Really?!" Lane was in disbelief before looking to Rory. "That's so unlike you!"
Rory tried to wave her hand dismissively. "It was a bad day, okay?"
"Yeah, sure," I agreed, though I was smiling teasingly at her. "It all worked out though. That dinner at your mum's was a good icebreaker. Even if you didn't want me there."
Rory avoided my eyes as she smiled with embarrassment. "I never said I didn't want you there."
I laughed. "You didn't have to. Your mannerisms said it all."
Lane looked like she'd just uncovered a rarity as Rory blushed into her cup. Meanwhile I couldn't stop the butterflies in my stomach as Rory seemed super flustered before me.
"You girls ready to order now?" Luke asked, approaching our table. And thus the conversation was over.
Eventually, over time, I was figuring out what all of these unexplainable feelings around Rory were. I just hadn't wanted to face the truth at the time, but they began to make sense when I took time to truly think about it.
There was one time specifically though, when I thought she may have felt it, too.
I was sat down cross-legged on the floor of Luke's pantry. I was unpacking some canned goods onto the lower shelves of his stockpile when I heard a knock on the door.
I turned around with confusion, since it was only supposed to be me here, but relaxed when I saw it was only Rory.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked her as she approached me. "I thought you'd be out there with the rest of the town."
She sat next to me on the floor as I continued to place the cans neatly on the shelf.
"I was, but Lane had to go and my mom's still at work and I realised you still weren't there, so I came looking for you and Luke sent me here."
"Oh, so I was your last choice of person to hang out with," I teased, pretending to be hurt. "Nice."
I looked up for a moment and saw a beautiful smile on her face as she rolled her eyes. I blamed the weird lighting in here that made me think of her in any way other than as a friend, but I knew deep down it wasn't the case.
"Why are you back here, Y/N?" she asked with a raised eyebrow. "It's Friday night and you're stacking tinned cans."
I nodded as I moved to grab the next box. "True, but Luke– well, you know of Rachel, right?" Rory nodded. "Well, she's here and Luke obviously wanted to spend time with her, so I told him to hang out with her tonight and I'll finish these last few boxes off and lock up for him."
"That's sweet," Rory said, watching me.
I shrugged. "He looked happy. And you know how rare it is to see Luke happy."
Rory chuckled and looked down to her lap. "Very true."
"I'm almost done here," I said, meeting Rory's gaze. "You don't have to wait up."
Rory shrugged. "I don't mind. I can help, too, if you want."
"I don't see why not," I answered, before pushing an open box in front of her. "Just unload these and stack them on this shelf here."
She nodded and got to work, a comfortable silence between us both.
"You've been in Stars Hollow for a few months now," Rory suddenly spoke up.
"Yeah," I agreed, unsure where she was going.
"You like it here?" she asked casually.
I nodded. "Yeah, I guess so. I mean, I've got a job, made new friends, my parents are happy... it's great."
Rory nodded in response. "Yeah, that's cool... so, how's school? You like it?"
I shrugged. "Sure, it's alright. It's just school, really."
Rory nodded again, all of her attention on stacking. "Anyone there who you like? You know, like, like like?"
I almost laughed. "Excuse me?"
She chewed on her lip whilst remaining her casual attitude. "You know, has anyone caught your eye."
I couldn't help but let out a quiet chuckle. "No, Rory, not really."
She nodded and it went quiet. I presumed it normal until she spoke up again, this time looking right at me.
"But like 'not really' as in there may be someone? Or 'not really' as in nobody?"
I stopped what I was doing and noticed how conflicted she seemed. "'Not really' as in not really, Rory."
She bit her lip and nodded, looking down again.
I rested a hand on her wrist and asked, "You okay?"
She licked her lips and nodded, her eyes flickering from her wrist to me.
"You sure?" I asked again, furrowing my eyebrows. "You seem a little puzzled... it's funny, don't get me wrong, but a little worrying."
Her eyes looked up to mine and I noticed how bright they were, even in this badly-lit pantry. They lowered to my lips and I tried to convince myself I was imagining it, until suddenly I felt her lips against mine.
Rory Gilmore was kissing me.
One hand was holding my cheek as the other was pressed to my leg as she kept her balance close to me. I closed my eyes, beginning to kiss back, until she suddenly pulled away, her eyes wide like flying saucers.
"Oh my god," she muttered, moving further away from me.
"Rory–"
"I'm sorry," she apologised, quickly standing up. "I've got to, erm–"
"Rory," I said, standing up and trying to move forward, but she stepped back.
"I just realised I have some homework to do," she said, her eyes still wide with surprise. "Yeah, I guess I can't hang tonight. Sorry."
Before I could say anything, she ran out of the pantry and I was left alone realising how much I really wanted her to kiss me again.
That evening, I left a voice message on Rory's answering machine – nothing too specific in case Lorelai heard, just that I wanted her to call me back. Of course, I received no call and the next day, I was still left pondering our kiss.
She must have liked me, right? You don't just accidentally kiss someone. So why was she avoiding me?
I didn't want to pressure her to speak, but I also deserved some answers. I didn't try ringing again – it was obvious she didn't want to call, so I gave her some space the next morning. I did some homework, nipped into town to see if Rory was around – a mere glance is all, and then rang Lane to ask if she'd seen Rory about. Of course, she hadn't, so I ended up back at my house debating whether or not to stop by her house. Eventually my thoughts ate away at me and I stopped by.
When I knocked on, it was Lorelai who answered.
"Oh, hey, Y/N," she greeted with a smile. "You wanna come in?"
I smiled politely. "Erm, that's okay. I was just wondering if Rory was in? I had something to talk to her about. This book she was interested in."
Lorelai nodded. "Well, she decided she suddenly wanted to take a trip to the book store in town."
I sighed. "Ah, that makes sense." Of course she'd be in the one place I didn't check.
"Is that all?"
"Yeah, thanks a lot," I said, nodding. "See you later."
Lorelai waved as I walked down her porch steps. "Bye, sweetie."
I grabbed my bike and cycled back into town, trying to ignore my raging heartbeat and unsettled stomach. The anticipation was only growing the closer I got to the book store.
After chaining up my bike, I headed inside and smiled at the shopkeeper before going down the first aisle of books. It was pretty quiet and I only saw like three people here. I was starting to lose hope that Rory was even here until finally, I caught sight of her in the back corner of the store, her head deep in the blurb of some book.
I took a deep breath before stepping forward and clearing my throat. "Erm, hey, Rory."
She jumped, startled at my presence, and dropped her book. "Y/N, hi!"
I apologised as I picked up the book she dropped. "I didn't mean to scare you."
Rory, who I noticed was looking everywhere but at me, waved her hand dismissively. "Scare me? Nah, you did no such thing." She made every effort to avoid touching my hand as she accepted the book I held out to her.
I nodded and chewed on my lower lip. "Oh... well, erm, you didn't return my call last night, or, well, today..."
She chewed the inside of her mouth as she busied herself with putting the book back. "Yeah, sorry, I was going to, but I forgot."
I nodded awkwardly, watching as she ran her hands over the spines of the books clumsily.
"Don't you think we should talk?" I asked, lowering my voice a little. "About what happened?"
She swallowed deeply, looking down at her shoes. "Yes, talk..."
I decided to say something, knowing she wouldn't. "Look, I don't think you're the kind of person to do something and not mean anything by it. You're too clever for that."
She stayed silent, sucking on her lower lip nervously.
"You kissed me, Rory," I finally said, making sure I wasn't too loud. "You kissed me and then ran away."
"Should I not have?" she suddenly asked, looking me in the eyes.
I blinked. "Huh?"
She didn't look away. "Should I not have ran away?"
I cleared my throat and broke the eye contact when I felt myself growing nervous again. "Erm, well, I guess, in an ideal scenario, I would have liked it if you stayed...."
"Really?"
I nodded, risking a glance at her, only to see a small smile tugging at her lips. "Really."
She nodded slowly. "I would have liked that, too."
I mirrored her small smile, feeling those butterflies in my stomach again.
There was a pause in conversation, as someone walked past us. But when we were alone again, I spoke up.
"I've never done this before," I admitted shyly. "You know, liking a girl."
Her eyebrows raised hopefully. "You like me?"
My smile widened. "I thought that was obvious when I kissed you back?"
Her cheeks reddened a little. "Right, yeah... well, I'm new to this, too."
I admired how beautiful she looked right now, eyes darting around nervously, her smile shy and hidden, and decided to just go for it.
I glanced around, noticing we were still alone, and stepped forward, closer to her, before grabbing one of her hands gently.
"Why don't we figure this out together?" I asked quietly, meeting her curious gaze. "Because all I know is that I've been wanting you to kiss me again since you did last night at Luke's."
Her eyes brightened. "You– you have?"
I could feel my cheeks heating up with embarrassment as I nodded. "Yeah."
She smiled down at me and grabbed my other hand, pulling me closer to her. After a quick glance around us, she pulled me close and kissed me like she did last night. Except this time it wasn't hesitantly, but rather confidently and passionately. She moved her lips perfectly against mine, making my brain melt into a pile of mush and my heart beat excessively at her touch.
It didn't last long because we were both still nervous someone could see us, but it lasted long enough to leave me breathless and staring at her dumbfounded.
"That was..."
She nodded, her face as flushed as mine. "Yep..."
At the sound of someone approaching, we immediately let go of each other's hands, but when I looked up to meet her eyes, I saw an honest, caring smile on her lips and I knew that we could make this work. Somehow.
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Sorry you’re not feeling great about things. Sending love and hugs and all those cute and magical stuff that Luke tells Lorelai to think about, when they’re at the hospital in 1x10. Is it bad I knew the episode number by heart? Probably, but oh wells. I’ve got more knowledge on gg then I do about any of the books I’m currently studying at uni. No regrets tho. Hmm.. what to ask, what to ask? 🤔 I haven’t watched Merlin other than an episode here and there when it was on tv but if you want you could ramble to me about it. Or try convince me to watch it, if it’ll help. Or we can chat about anything gilmore related. At this point you know I could talk endlessly about Luke and Lorelai. My bestie once, when sleeping over started talking about the show just so I would start talking endlessly about it and therefore we wouldn’t sleep yet, instead just talk. It was already late. I think 4am or something and she was going to work the next day. No idea why she still wanted to stay up even later but she got me ranting about Chris, I think. Or it might have been about a fanfic I was reading at the time. Don’t remember at this point. All I know is that she said Gigi’s name wrong and we spent a good hour just laughing about that with our sleep deprived brains. So basically my brain 90% of the time. Lol, I love how this turned into me just rambling off a story you probably have zero interest in. 😂 oops, apologise for that. Anyway, I’ll stop now before I rattle out another random story for no particular reason other then that’s just how my weird brain works. Weird story time aside, I hope all is well, and if you ever want to talk about anything, I’m here 💕Lots of love, L
I have the entire series memorized (well, maybe not so much s7. I think I only watched it fully 2 or 3 times) and I now got to the point where I mouth the lines with the characters 😂 if it’s bad that you know episodes numbers by heart, I’m the worst haha I even keep a few episodes downloaded on my laptop for when I’m at work or studying somewhere and don’t have the internet for some reason. 
I could talk endlessly about it too, trust me. I watched the revival with my sister, who only watched the show once a long time ago, and I think I scared her with all the things I was pointing out. She was actually the reason that made me give the revival a second chance, because I realized that to someone who wasn’t a frantic fan, the revival was actually kind of sweet and served its purpose. It tackled the main questions we got left with with s7′s final and gave us the ending we were originally going to get. Everything else is secondary. 
I love that story 😂 you make me wanna rant about Chris. I think the show did him so dirty. I get that ASP wanted Rory to have all these daddy issues and to emphasize Lorelai’s role as a single mom/wonder woman, but they never gave him a chance. Also he ends up working for his parents?! After putting his life together and raising Gigi alone, he still fails to do the one thing he ever wanted? And I know he wasn’t a very good dad or partner to Lorelai. Even Emily calls him “a weak, but a charming boy” but come on, even he deserved something better. He did lose Lorelai and didn’t get to be close to Rory ever.  
You should watch Merlin. It has beautiful characters and brilliant actors that keep you watching even when the plot isn’t great. You don’t realize it at first but they grow on you. Personally, I don’t like fantasy, and at first didn’t want to watch the show because of that, but Merlin has a human story at the heart of it, which was what made me love it. It’s a lot like GG like that, for me at least. 
thank you for making me rant about my two favorite shows 😂💖💖
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9. 13. 25. 27. 35 for the tv/movie asks
9. Top 5 characters
right now it’s probably got to be noa kean (code black) - s2 rewatch no.3 is hitting different, emily if ur reading this i am free all the time hmu
michaela pratt (htgawm) - final season did her so dirty but she’s My Girl
tk strand (911: lonestar) - baby boy. just wnt to hug him and steal his hoodie collection
julie molina (jatp) - girlie has my whole heart, she can sing and has style? take all my money
and klara gold (the immortalists) - sobbing over her is the most cathartic experience for me, love my strong-willed, probably clinically insane, alcoholic magician
 13. Top 5 dead characters
robert willis (code black) – the man had maybe 2 minutes of screen time but like that’s my husband
root (person of interest) – it’s been 4 years since she died and i have not stopped crying over her?? truly insane. also one of the deciding factors for me realising i liked girls so thanks amy acker !!
wes gibbins (htgawm) – deserved SO much more???
laurel lance (arrow) – i feel like the fact that i had to skip school the day after her death episode aired says enough
klara gold (again) – really can’t put into words how much she means to me? i went into her section knowing she’d die but the tragic heroine Always gets me i guess
 25. Top 5 ships
luke/lorelai (gilmore girls) – they always remind me of soulmateism, their relationship also kind of reminds me of my parent’s one so yeah i love them a lot.
jeff/annie (community) – the pining, the denial, the long looks….. truly am a wh*re for them
buck/eddie (911) – non-canon canon husbands raising their kid together, what more does a girl want
rox/ethan (code black) – technically off-screen endgame but i’ll accept it given the glorious angst of their back and forth before she nearly dies and he drops everything and everyone for her? just say you’re in love and go honestly but like internally, v secret, maybe i prefer rox w the dead brother bc their angst potential is huge and i love pain
rosie/alex (love rosie) – made me believe in the childhood best friends to lovers trope, very sick and twisted of them but they’re the loves of my life and the book makes me sob bc it’s all worth it in the end and i just adore them
 27. Top 5 brotps
mario/malaya (code black) – got virtually no solo bro time (from what i vaguely remember from s1) but i just know they’re best friends and they hang out all the time and she totally gave him hell about being whipped on noa. i know all of this is true, i just know it
reese/shaw (person of interest) – snarky bi assassins living my dream life and just being buds, truly elite friendship
troy/abed (community) – platonic but slightly romantic soulmates, constantly searching for the troy to my abed if i’m being honest
tammy/sebastian (ncis:nola) – himbo/lesbian solidarity like they just make me Soft and for a pairing that are all abt the laughs i cry over them too often
paris/rory (gilmore girls) – just girls being friends and never losing contact with each other. genuinely upset that my paris is currently 4 hours away even tho we never went to the same school she’s my oldest and dearest friend and just a total nerd, words truly cannot convey how much they are us and we are them lol. also i attacked her 3 days after we met and she still has a scar from that encounter… good times
 35. Top 5 best moments
the ending of fallen angels (code black s2 finale) makes me sob like i was dehydrated by the end of the episode because i just lost it at the softness of ariel and leanne and the sense of found family that the whole finale had. very fun time for me !
the end scene for community s3 e4 because those idiots dancing around a room gives me so much serotonin it is unreal. i have lost track of the amount of times i’ve watched that scene this year, it’s just so good and wholesome
ummmm i can’t remember the episode because it is late and i am too lazy to google but the orphan black scene where they’re all dancing bc they just dodged a major bullet and i just love it so much bc it makes me Happy. also the song choice just slaps so hard i love it
the scene after beth wins the world championship and we see everyone who supported her lose their minds??? one aspect that wasn’t in the book that i loved so much like the abandoned orphan girl made something of herself and had people who loved and supported her and ugh the love i have for the queen’s gambit is something else
also jatp scene at the end when they realise they can touch each other….. luke and julie holding each other’s faces is something that just means a lot to my touch starved self
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The Steinbeck Agreement
PART TWENTY-THREE OF THE DO YOU SEE HER FACE? SERIES
Pairing: Jess Mariano x Original Character (Ella Stevens)
Warnings: discussions of familial physical/emotional abuse please read with caution, serious angst, anxiety about future, plentiful pop culture references
Word Count: 6K
Summary: Ella makes some major changes in her life, and Jess reluctantly returns to town for his mother’s wedding.
The afternoon light streamed golden through the diner windows as Liz and Luke came in, Ella leaning on the counter with her sketchbook in front of her. Too enveloped in the drawing of a field of murderous daisies, Ella didn’t even register what they were talking about until she heard them mention her name.
“...maybe Ella could do it,” Liz said, tilting her head at the young woman with dark eye makeup and EAT ME printed across her shirt.
“Hm?” Ella asked, looking up from her sketch with furrowed brows.
Luke rolled his eyes at her distracted nature. Ever since she’d moved out of her childhood home, she’d been in a worse mood, focused almost solely on her terrifying drawings. He’d had to tell her a couple times to make sure to keep the sketchbook off the counter when there were children present.
“Be a flower girl,” Liz said, a big, dreamy smile on her face. She was dressed in a long, floral red dress. “Most of the Renaissance fair crowd doesn’t have small children. But if we’re gonna have a wedding, we’re gonna have a real wedding. Can’t be a wedding without a flower girl.”
“Sorry, whose wedding?” Ella asked, straightening up and raising an eyebrow.
“Mine, sweetie.” Liz had a high, wispy voice that reminded Ella of the fairies she used to imagine playing in her mother’s garden. “We’re having it right out in the square next week. It’s gonna be beautiful, all our Renaissance fair friends will be there, and it’ll have this great medieval theme! And you could be the flower girl!”
“Oh, I don’t…” Ella began with a shy smile, but Liz only waved a dismissive hand at her, continuing.
“I can loan you one of my fair dresses,” she said excitedly, not picking up on Ella’s doubtful expression.
“Yeah, Ella. You can finally perfect your whole Bride of Frankenstein look,” Luke teased. His expression was far more pleasant than Ella could have predicted. Happy. Happy, in its simplest form, looked so strange on Luke. The past few months had seen the true finalization of his divorce and his having to watch Lorelai date some rich snob from her father’s company. But the news seemed to brighten his mood inexplicably. She was sure the laughter at her expense wasn’t exactly a drag on the day either.
Rolling her eyes, Ella shot him a pointed glance. “Y’know, you would be lost without your best waitress.”
“I’m quaking in my boots. Besides, I’ve got Lane working for me now, anyway.”
Though she narrowed her eyes at him, she could think of nothing more to say. He was right. She would never quit on him. The diner was more of a home to her than anywhere else in the world. Hell, it had almost single-handedly fed her during the worst few months of her life. Along with Lorelai’s frequent feasts of junk food.
“I can just see it, Ella! It’ll be so much fun and you’d look so beautiful!” Liz exclaimed, grabbing one of Ella’s hands in a pleading gesture.
Biting the inside of her cheek, Ella did her best to protest. She still wasn’t Liz’s biggest fan, despite wherever it was that she stood with Jess. The alcohol, the neglect. But Luke seemed not entirely angry about the match, especially considering his view on TJ when the two had first been introduced back in February. And Liz’s smile was so large, so radiant. Her eyes were desperate and almost kind. Heaving a huge sigh, Ella nodded. Luke was much more than her boss. And he gave a smile so rare when she agreed. She would do it for Luke, she decided. In fact, it was the least she could do.
.   .   .
Sat on the lumpy couch in Lane’s living room, Ella found herself smiling just a touch. The band, finally named Hep Alien, was getting better with every practice. Though the room was piled high with dirty clothes and video game equipment, and it remained cluttered no matter how many times Ella tried to clean it up, she was beginning to get more comfortable. Her king mattress was so old anyway, and sleeping on the plaid couch wasn’t much different. As she had run from the only house she had ever known, she’d packed as much as she could into her station wagon, which had once been her aunt Julie’s. It wasn’t like her old room fit much anyway. Mostly, the backseat was filled with her records, books, clothes.
Loud music making her ears ring, she sketched Lane behind the drums, living the way she had always wanted. As fun as it was watching band practice nearly every night, Ella was eager for her summer classes to start. If she played her cards right, she could graduate a year early with art as a minor. Ella’s mind drifted to the night she left, the day after she finally finished her first year of college. And, over a modest celebratory dinner, the conversation had drifted, as it always did, to the future.
.   .   .
two and a half weeks earlier
Tugging with one hand at the ends of her hair, Ella felt an odd mixture of distasteful nostalgia and happiness in her stomach. The lasagna tasted exactly as her mother’s had, and Ella knew Fiona had followed the recipe, scribbled in the back of the ancient cookbook, exactly. But she would keep quiet. Fiona truly seemed proud of her, beaming and giving her a hug the moment she walked through the door after work. Slowly, very slowly, Ella was beginning to accept it, the motherly love. Though occasionally it still rubbed her the wrong way, it didn’t send her spiralling into anger and melancholy as it once had.
And it wasn’t as though Fiona was a bad person. She had a sunny disposition, glossy hair, expressive eyes. Ella could understand how her father would want to marry her. But she was just too unlike her mother. Would never understand Ella the way her mother had. It still felt like bizarro-world when Fiona tried to give her advice or compliment her on her piano skills. But she could manage dinner every once and a while, and accept pride in her academic accomplishments. She was on the Dean’s List, after all.
Adam pushed his food around his plate as he spoke. From the glances they’d shared, Ella could tell he tasted the same memories from childhood she did.
“We’ve still got about a month, but I really think we can get first place,” Adam said of his mathlete competition. His voice had gotten deeper, and he was finally growing taller. Ella could tell he would end up looking a lot like Noah.
“That’s great,” Jake said, nodding with a half-smile.
“Really is,” Fiona echoed, grinning widely.
As silence fell on the four of them, forks scraped on the Corelle plates and throats were cleared. Awkward silences had quickly become staples of family dinners. Eventually, Jake began twisting his wedding ring and looked straight at Ella, who sat at his left side. The light in the peach kitchen was bright despite the cloudy darkness outside. The May evening was humid and buzzing with cicadas.
“And what about you, Ellie?” Jake asked.
Looking up carefully, Ella put down her fork and faced him. “What about me?”
“Do you have any prospects for the summer? Besides the diner?”
She shook her head. “No. Unless Patty needs me to fill in. Might start painting more. I’m thinking a small easel would fit pretty well near the window in my room.”
Narrowing his eyes doubtfully, Jake tilted his head slightly. “I don’t know. Seems like a waste of money.”
“Why?” she asked instantly.
“We don’t have to discuss this now,” Fiona interjected patiently.
Adam looked down at his plate as he ate.
Jake breathed a frustrated sigh through his nose. “You’re majoring in history. You’re living with us for at least three more years. I don’t think now’s the time for pipe dreams.”
“Hm,” Ella nodded, giving a thin, vicious smile. “It’s funny you say that. When mom was alive, you always thought I should put as much time into my art as she put into her music.”
“You were a kid. Things change. The best you can hope for is being a history teacher at Stars Hollow High, and you have to be happy with it,” Jake explained with cold logic in his voice. His eyebrows were raised in condescension.
Ella’s cheeks heated up. “Oh, so all this time you’ve just been humoring me? Telling me I had talent?”
“Not exactly. But you’re not O’Keefe, either.”
“Never said I was,” Ella snapped, standing up from her seat. “I can't do this right now. I’m buying my fucking paint, dad.”
“Hey!” he shouted, rising from his own seat and following her as she stormed into the living room towards the hall entrance. “Don’t you use that language with me, young lady!”
“Why not?! Might as well let you know how I actually talk if you’re gonna let me know how you actually feel!” she yelled back, gesturing wildly with her hands.
Jake rolled his eyes at his only daughter. “Toughen up, Ellie! You’ve only got so much time on this earth and I’m not gonna watch you waste it on your doodles!”
“Oh, and lecturing about the revolutionary war in the town where I’ve always lived wouldn’t be a waste?” she asked, crossing her arms over her chest.
“At least you’ll make a living! You’ll still be around people who love you, who take care of you. You’ll always be near us,” he argued.
Ella let out a bitter, humorless bark of laughter. “People who take care of me?! I’ve been taking care of you for almost five years! All of you! Especially you! When mom died, I was the one who fed us, I was the one who cleaned and tried to cook! And you did fuck-all except drink and lie around crying!”
Eyes darkening, Jake took a step closer to her and she immediately recoiled. “I lost my wife. You will never understand that!”
“I lost my mother!” she screamed, hands clenched at her sides, so hard her knuckles turned white. Angry tears snuck up on her eyes but she swallowed them back to the best of her ability.
“If I’d have known how much you’d bitch about helping out, doing what a daughter should, I never would’ve let you take that job at Luke’s!”
“Doing what a daughter should?” she asked immediately, eyebrows shooting up. Her jaw was set firm with tension.
Fiona appeared from the kitchen behind her husband, putting a hand to his shoulder. “Baby, let’s just all take a minute to cool down.”
“You brother and I needed you and all you could do was complain!” he roared.
Ella scoffed. “You needed me? You needed me to keep you alive long enough for you to find a new wife to coddle you and baby you and cry with you when you told her about your tragic high school sweetheart! Why do you think she hates you, huh?”
Her stomach did a flip when she saw the hurt on Fiona’s face from the corner of her eye, but a fire burned so hot inside her, and she couldn’t keep her words contained any longer. She’d tried to play the dutiful woman of the house long enough.
“Do not talk about my marriage!” Jake warned. “It’s none of your business!”
“Of course it’s my business! It’ll be my business when I have to pick up the pieces once she leaves you!”
“You have always been such a little brat! You were a nightmare to raise for me and for Sophia!” A vein had popped out in his forehead, and he shrugged Fiona’s touch from his shoulder.
“Fuck you!”
Crack! Ella seemed to hear it before she felt it: a sharp, searing pain as his open palm struck her cheek. It was a feeling she hadn’t experienced in so long, not since she was ten and had mouthed off at the dinner table. A sinking feeling struck her stomach as silence filled the room. Because she suddenly discovered she had always been expecting it. Always knew it would happen again, someday, somehow. And she’d been almost surprised he hadn’t smacked her in the months following her mother’s death. But, the levee had to break. It always did.
She brought a hand to her stinging flesh, and her father stopped in his tracks. Remorse washed over his features and he went to reach out for her. Flinching away from him, Ella felt her fingers grip at her necklace.
“Ellie, I’m so sorry, baby. I told you not to use that language with me. And you know how my old man was about-”
“No,” she said softly, shaking her head. “No.”
.   .   .
The final, strong bass note of the White Stripes song Hep Alien played broke her from her memories. She could see the dull sky as she packed up her car the best she could, the night crossing over into morning as she offered Adam a quick goodbye. He’d been upset, but also somewhat calm. And when he’d come to visit her a week later during one of her shifts at the diner, he told her he had always known Ella would leave. From the first night after their mother had died, he’d known. Though he knew it was fruitless to try and convince her not to feel guilty, Adam had told her not to worry. He could handle home on his own, he was confident. He’d never been slapped. And they were both smart enough to understand why.
And when she’d come to Lane in the early hours of the morning, still painfully holding back her tears with the entire contents of her life parked out on the street in the station wagon, she knew everything would change. Lane had welcomed her with open arms, of course. Had seen Ella cry for only the third time in all their years knowing each other. There was something so sweet about her new freedom, but a heaviness still sat in Ella’s heart. Constant guilt and fear for Adam, heartache over her mother, who she still missed everyday. And she felt so lost, it was all-consuming. She didn’t know what the next step was. Would she still be able to pay for college? Would she ever speak to her stepmother again? Would she even stay a history major, if she was lucky enough to continue her education? She had never been more glad for Luke’s, and for her friends. There were few comforts in her life, continued existence as a waitress, or knowing Adam was only a few blocks away in case something ever happened. She clung to the only constants left for dear life. She’d been dreaming of leaving the house for so long, but it managed to be even harder than she thought it would be. A gloomy cloud had been hanging over her for a few weeks, as she walked through her existence with an aimlessness she had never known before.
Clapping some, Ella offered a big smile and watched as Zach, Gil, and Bryan began to talk amongst themselves about the new tattoo Gil had shown up to practice with. Lane excused herself from the conversation only because of the temptation. She wanted a tattoo, really did, but didn’t want to increase the chances of her mother disowning her any more than she already had. Instead, she came to join Ella on the couch, plopping down and putting an arm around her friend. Ella kept her smile and rested her head against Lane’s shoulder. Since moving in, Ella was reminded every day of what a wonderful person Lane was. They came from such different worlds, but never judged each other, always took care of each other, helped each other with their respective escapes. Working together at Luke’s had been even more fun than Ella could have ever imagined. It was a welcome end to the long, lonely year after Jess’s departure, just she and Luke sulking around together. There was a place for sulking, but the time for it seemed to be coming to an end.
“You guys were fucking great,” Ella said, then gestured down to the picture she had just drawn. “You’re a regular Meg White up there. Really.”
“Flattery will get you everywhere,” Lane chirped, beaming with pride.
Snorting a laugh, Ella put the sketchbook aside and bit back a yawn. “Don’t I know it.”
“Hey, are you okay?” Lane asked, brows furrowing.
It almost made her want to laugh. Over the past two weeks, Lane had asked her that question more than had once seemed humanly possible. “Yeah, Lane. I’m fine. Just a long day. Got roped into being a flower girl.”
“What?”
“Yeah, Luke’s sister. Liz. Have you met her before? You weren’t working at the diner yet the last time she was in town,” she said tiredly.
“No, I haven’t,” Lane replied. “Jess’s mom, right?”
“She is indeed.”
“And why exactly are you filling what is traditionally a role for a girl in pigtails and Mary Janes?”
Blowing out a sigh, Ella shook her head slightly. “I don’t even know. She just sort of told me...didn’t exactly ask. It’s next week in town square, so there’s not enough time. And Luke really seemed like he wanted me to and I just...I don’t know. Maybe she’s a witch.”
“Always a possibility,” Lane nodded, going along with the bit as she always did. “And have you heard from Jess lately?”
Again, Ella shook her head. “He still doesn’t have an actual phone number, and now I don’t either. Not optimum communication conditions.”
“Yeah, that’s not ideal,” Lane said, commiserating.
“I wish it had crossed my mind, but I moved out in about forty-five minutes,” Ella said, fiddling with her necklace.
A guilty look painted her features. But she’d only been out of the house a little while, maybe he hadn’t called.
“Do you think he’ll come for the wedding?”
Ella scoffed. “Not a chance in hell.”
.   .   .
“Are you sure I can’t help with anything else?” Ella asked, arms crossed over her chest.
Her chewed pencil sat behind her ear, and her hair fell in a loose, hasty braid over her shoulder. One of her booted feet tapped constantly against the tiled floor, and she smoothed over her blue skirt every few minutes. And she only looked half as stressed as Luke. The wedding was in two days, and nearly everything had been dumped on him. As a consequence, Ella had been dealing with the diner business while Luke argued on the phone with vendors who could give him the proper medieval food and decor.
The midday lull had finally come, and Lorelai stopping in was sure to bring a little sunshine. Though she had been pretty overwhelmed herself, lately. The new Dragonfly Inn opening was only weeks away.
Luke shook his head at Ella when he’d finished giving Lorelai the rundown of the week’s events. “Not right now, kid. That was the last call I had to make. At least for the time being.”
“Just say the word,” Ella shrugged, finally letting herself relax a touch, leaning her forearms onto the counter.
“I’ll keep that in mind.”
“So, am I caught up on everything, then?” Lorelai chimed in, brows raised and eyes expectant.
“Yeah, I’d say so…” Luke began, but the bell over the door jingled.
A familiar scowl appeared in the diner’s entrance, and Jess trudged up to the counter with a finger pointed at Luke. “I’m not paying for a motel, so I’m stayin’ with you!”
Lorelai gasped dramatically and narrowed her eyes at Luke. “Liar!”
As he passed on his way to the stairs, Jess gave Ella a curt nod. She reciprocated, but felt unnerved by his demeanor. Was it shy? Was it angry? It certainly didn’t seem pleasant. They hadn’t spoken in nearly three weeks, the longest time since he had first run away to California.
“I didn’t think he was coming,” Luke muttered, watching Jess disappear up the stairs. A wistful, fond smile crossed Luke’s lips. “I went to see him in New York.”
“You did?” Ella asked, brows furrowed.
“Yeah. It was a total pig sty and he may or may not be a drug dealer. But, hey, at least he came,” Luke said, shaking his head in a mixture of amusement and wonder.
Sighing through her nose, Ella looked down at her feet and bit at the inside of her cheek. Her gaze focused on nothing in particular, thoughts swimming around and colliding with each other inside her already crowded mind. “Yeah. At least. I’m gonna take my ten minutes. That alright?”
Luke was busy, back to his banter with Lorelai, and only gave a half nod her way. She snickered at how enveloped in each other the two of them were. Without much effort, she slipped behind the curtain and climbed up the stairs unnoticed. Nerves coursed through her, and her heart sped up in her chest. She gave two short, harsh knocks on the window of the shabby apartment door.
After waiting a moment and receiving no response, she rolled her eyes to herself. Who was she to be nervous? He was pretty much her best friend, besides Lane. And she hadn’t done anything wrong. With a new, determined quality to her steps, she walked through the front door and found him just where she expected, on his old bed, nose already buried in a book.
Crossing her arms over her chest, she plastered on a confident smirk and sat down on the end of the bed. She recognized the book instantly, her own copy buried in the pile of belongings in her car: Sweet Thursday by John Steinbeck.
“The only author we could ever agree on,” she said, eyeing the book though Jess still hadn’t lifted his head.
“Pretty much,” he replied flatly, biting at his bottom lip as he focused on the words in front of him.
Sighing shortly through her nose, Ella turned to face him fully, sitting criss-cross applesauce on the familiar brown afghan. Jess unconsciously brought his feet in closer to make room for her, his knees up in the air, blocking her view of his face slightly. But she could see his hair, longer still and without any gel.
“See you’ve completely ditched the pompadour look,” she muttered. “Couldn’t handle being mistaken for an Elvis impersonator any longer, huh?”
“My God, you should do stand-up,” Jess said dryly, eyes widening in feigned amazement as he kept reading.
Shaking her head slightly, Ella let a harsh chuckle escape her lips and furrowed her brows at him. “Out with it, jackass.”
“Hm?” he asked dismissively, taking a pencil from his pocket to underline a phrase.
Ella pursed her lips in frustration. “Well, it’s obvious you’re pissed. I say we skip the passive-aggressive theatrics and you just spill it. But, hey, this is a democracy. You also get a vote.”
Rolling his eyes, Jess finally shot a glance over his knees. Heaving a sigh, he shut his book and tossed it into the open duffel bag on the floor next to the bed. In one swift movement, he mirrored her sitting position and tilted his head at her in askance.
“Have you been doing a lot of hard partying lately? Really taking advantage of this college thing? Or have you been avoiding my calls?” he asked, though he wasn’t angry, despite the sarcasm. There was a defeated tone in his voice which surprised her; almost disappointed.
Biting the inside of her cheek, she gave another small shake of her head, and she spoke firmly. “Well, first of all, I’m not required to take your calls. I asked you to call me because you fucked off to California without telling me and I wanted to make sure you hadn’t been serial-killed.”
Jess gave a begrudging nod, almost preparing for a dressing down.
“But, no, I haven’t been avoiding your calls, alright? Paranoid much?”
He scoffed, but she cut him off before he could retort.
“I moved out.”
Immediately, his eyebrows shot up in surprise. “You did?”
She nodded. “Yeah. About two weeks ago. Wasn’t exactly seamless, and I bet my dad will disconnect my old line at some point. I’ve been staying at Lane’s with her and the band. They don’t have a phone yet. And you change your number pretty much every week, so it’s not like I could let you know.”
A smile crossed his features. “I’m...that’s great, Eleanor.”
She snorted a laugh of disbelief. “Yeah, it’s so great living out of my car and sleeping on Lane’s forty-year-old couch.”
Jess shrugged. “Gotta start somewhere.”
“I guess.”
He looked flabbergasted. “I’m so proud of you.”
A blush heated her cheeks and she chuckled breathily in confusion. “What?”
“For moving out. I mean, I can’t imagine it was a quiet affair,” he said, face falling slightly.
Again, she shook her head, glancing down at the space between them on the comforter and clutching her necklace. “No. It wasn’t.”
“What happened?” he ventured without hesitation, searching her face and exposed arms for any yellowed bruises or healing cuts. Sometimes, he could give even Ella a run for her money when assuming the worst.
Ella shrugged noncommittally, throwing a glance down at her watch, then facing him again with a small smile. “Long story. I’ve only got a couple minutes left on break. You gonna be in town for a little while?”
“Until the minute the wedding ends.”
“Okay, we’ll find some time to catch up,” she said, smirking. “Luke tells me you’re a drug dealer now. You’ve gotta let me in on all your behind-the-scenes Scarface facts.”
Jess rolled his eyes. “God, Luke is such a drama queen. I’m a messenger.”
“Nice cover. Very convincing.”
“Don’t you have coffee to pour?” he shot back, defensive.
Snickering, Ella rose from the bed, smoothing down her skirt and apron. “Whatever keeps the guilt at bay, tough guy.”
“G’bye,” he muttered, grumpy, as he settled back against the wall and picked up his book again. But, just before Ella reached the door: “What time are you off, Eleanor?”
“Six-thirty. Luke’s closing up early to play wedding planner,” she said, hand poised over the doorknob.
Jess chuckled. “Pizza at Antonioli’s tonight?”
“Sure. I even promise not to wear a wire.”
The pillow Jess had thrown barely missed her as she exited the apartment, laughing under her breath.
.   .   .
Sighing softly, Ella ran the key along the chain of her necklace and looked down at the half-eaten pizza crusts on her paper plate. The old wooden table in the pizza place was slightly sticky, and carved with the names of various people and couples who had shared a pie there before. But, they could watch the Stars Hollow evening turn from golden to blue as the sun went down, sitting by the front window. Jess had to leave by eight, and it was half past seven by the time the stars came out. Summer had almost come, and the days were long and bright with sunshine. Chilly breezes swept past at night, but it was getting warmer still.
“So...yeah. It only took me about forty-five minutes to pack everything up. Didn’t realize how little stuff I had until I could fit almost everything in my trunk and back seat,” she said, a small, humorless smile on her face.
Jess nodded, rolling a balled-up napkin absently in his hand as he listened, his face stony. “Was it just yelling? Or did he hit you?”
Breathing another long sigh through her nose, Ella bit the inside of her cheek. “Just once. He just slapped me once. He told me not to swear at him, but I-”
“Eleanor,” he interjected, voice firm but gentle. “Once is way too much. Even a slap. It’s way, way too many times.”
She only shrugged. “I know. I mean, of course I know that. It’s just…”
Again, he nodded wordlessly. Jess knew what it was like to have a parent, or a step-parent, who used hurt as a tool. And he knew the confusion. Sometimes monsters wore masks. She didn’t have to say anything more.
“I’m sorry,” he said quietly.
Ella shook her head. “It’s not your fault. And I’m moved out now, Jess.”
“Right...and I meant what I said. I’m so proud of you, Stevens.” Jess reached hesitantly across the table, and took her free hand in his. Gave it one squeeze.
She flashed him a tiny smile, squeezed it back. Then she disentangled their fingers and tucked her hair behind her ears, clearing her throat and straightening her back. The severity left her features, a new, mischievous twinkle lighting up her hazel eyes. Her chest was less heavy, and she was glad he knew. Glad he could understand with so few words.
“Proud of you too, Mariano. This time, I didn’t have to watch you step out of a sheriff’s car when you got to town,” she smirked, picking up one of the crusts and taking another bite out of it.
He frowned. “Ugh, please don’t mention Andy Griffith. That car is my property. The only reason I even called Luke after I got to Venice was to ask about the car and he-”
Still chuckling, Ella raised her hands in surrender, cutting him off. “White flag.”
Jess offered a sardonic, lop-sided smirk. “And, believe or not, Luke will be the sanest person at the bachelor party tonight.”
“Why are you even going?” she asked, brows furrowed as she took a sip of her water, ice melty from time and the May heat seeping through the splintered wood of the front door.
Shaking his head, Jess glanced down at his watch and noticed he had only ten minutes before he and Luke would have to hop in Luke’s ancient green truck. “I don’t know. Luke mentioned me not wanting to go to Liz, and then she spent thirty minutes babbling until she finally wore me down.”
Pursing her lips, Ella nodded. “Yeah, she’s very persuasive.”
“What do you mean?”
“You’re looking at the flower girl,” she admitted, gesturing to herself.
He laughed breathily. “No way.”
“Yep. I’ll be there in the renaissance dress and all. Though, Lorelai said she would make some alterations for me. I’m going over to her house in a little while to sort out the whole corset situation.”
Jess snorted another chuckle. “Good luck.”
“Right back at ya, Mariano,” she teased. “Where on earth would TJ want to go for his bachelor party?”
“It’s a cliché I’m sure you’ll be able to guess on the first try,” Jess said with a dejected frown.
After only a moment with brows furrowed, realization flashed across Ella’s eyes and her expression turned to one of disgust. “Ugh, Jesus. A strip club?”
“I know,” he grumbled. “Believe me, I’ll be there in silent protest.”
“Mouth off to one of the owners if you get the chance, would you? For me?” she asked.
“Will do.”
.   .   .
“I don’t hate my mother,” Jess grumbled to Luke, rolling his eyes slightly.
He ran a hand through his messy hair, crossing his leather-clad arms. Maybe he should’ve known he would get into a fight with TJ at some point, considering his history with Liz’s past boyfriends and husbands. All it had taken was TJ hitting the Austen novel out of his hands, as he read begrudgingly in the low-lit strip club. And they’d come to blows. And Luke was pissed. They were sat down at a table in Luke’s, the diner completely dark glowing only from the streetlamps and twinkle lights in the square. All the chairs, save for the two they sat in, were stacked up on the red tables. Luke was interrogating Jess about why he’d come for the wedding anyway, if he was so mad about it. As if he hadn’t stormed into Jess’s apartment trying to convince him to come only a few days earlier.
“You don’t?” Luke asked, eyebrows raised in expectation. “Then why did you come, anyway, if you’re so against your mother finding happiness? And it’s pretty clear you hate me.”
Jess sighed heavily at Luke’s dramatics. “I don’t hate you. I came here because of you.”
“Stop that,” Luke scolded in disbelief.
“You said it was important to you. Remember?” Jess asked, voice tight with annoyance.
“I didn’t think you were listening.”
“Oh, I was listening.”
Luke stared at his nephew for a long moment, leaning back in his chair. “So, you don’t hate your mom. You don’t hate me. But, really, all it took was me coming to New York to yell at you?”
Sighing, Jess said nothing. His lips were set in a thin line, and he averted his gaze from his uncle. He ran a hand over his mouth.
Eyes widening, Luke cracked a knowing grin. “You came because of Ella? But, you haven’t been together in...what? A year?”
Jess gave a sheepish nod. “Yeah, but, we still talk every couple weeks. She didn’t tell you?”
Luke snorted. “Well, I remember her chewing you out that first time you called. Telling you to let her know you were alive. But I didn’t know you were really talking.”
Running a hand over his mouth again, Jess gave another nod.
“So?” Luke asked, prodding. “Why’d you need to come here...if you call so often anyway?”
Jess bit at his bottom lip, squirming under the questions. “Since she moved out, she hasn’t been picking up. I didn’t know what happened. I wanted to...make sure. Because…”
“What?”
“I think...I mean...I’m in love with her, alright?” Jess spit out, an anxious bite in his voice.
Luke’s eyebrows shot up, and a flabbergasted look formed on his face. “Wow!...You think you’re in love with her?”
Jess shrugged. “Pretty sure. But, I’ve been thinking that since I was seventeen. And she doesn’t believe in love, anyway.”
Scoffing, Luke shook his head. “I know she says that, but it’s crap. What do you love about her, Jess?”
“Excuse me?” Jess asked, brows furrowing.
Luke rolled his eyes in exasperation. “Jess, I think it’s great that you know how you feel. And like I said earlier, I’m not gonna keep trying to change you. You are who you are. And Ella is who she is. If you’re gonna tell her how you feel, you have to do it carefully. And you have to be sure. So, tell me what you love about her.”
Scowling, Jess looked long and hard at his uncle. “What, do you wanna hold hands and skip afterwards?”
“Do you want to do this right or not?”
Finally, Jess relented. “Okay. Fine. I love that she...she’s so passionate. About everything. And she talks with her hands. And she eats peanut butter right out of the jar when she’s sick. And she hums while she works, without even realizing it. She..she cares so much about her friends and her brothers and her aunt and...I don’t know. She does everything for other people. She doesn’t think she’s a people person. But she really is. Even the way she talks to customers...you can really see it.
“And she’s such an amazing artist. She can feel art. And music. I’ve never met anyone else like that before. I can talk to her for hours...or not say anything at all. I miss her when she’s gone. Everything is...just better when I’m with her.”
When Jess looked up again, he found his uncle with a smug smirk. As Jess was speaking, his eyes had taken on a far-off quality. And though he didn’t want to be talking, his lips had started to curl upward at the corners anyway. Just from thinking of her. Luke recognized everything in Jess’s expression.
Jess shook his head slightly, jaw tense, embarrassment swirling in his stomach. “What?”
“Nothing,” Luke said lightly, almost mocking. “I’ve just...never seen that look on your face before.”
Rolling his eyes again, Jess scoffed angrily.
“Alright, alright,” Luke said, fighting off good-natured laughter. “Open two-way communication is the foundation of love…”
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As someone who watched the series from the very beginning I loved season 7! Sure the Chris and Lorelai storyline was a little crazy, but I think they really needed that chance to finally see what could have been all those years ago and to find out it’s too late and are better off friends and parents!
I loved Logan’s development and growth! He broke away from Mitchum and HPG and went on his own!
He supported Rory anyway he could and dropped everything to be there for her when Richard has his heart attack!
Amy was pissed off because of season 7 and decided to just ignore it in the revival!
She destroyed all the character development and growth that Logan had and basically re-wrote his character to be a coward cheating, family pleasing character! THAT WAS NOT LOGAN AT ALL!!
Also she really did Lane dirty, and why the hell had Luke and Lorelai not discussed kids or getting married in almost 10 years! They were having worst communication issues than in the original series!
Also why the fuck would she even do a blurb about Tristan! He wasn’t even a part of the rest of the series! He left in Season 2! I found it so weird and strange that they would even mention him and then just not have any context about it! Also to make it worse it was even CMM! It was just a random dude! It would of been better if it was CMM and there was actual context to his appearance! Like it would have been better if he interacted with Rory and Paris and had a conversation with them about what they were all up to now!
I would not be on board for any more episodes that could be filmed/come out!
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Thoughts While Watching Gilmore Girls: S1/Ep19 ("Emily In Wonderland")
What happens in this episode: Emily comes to visit The Hollow and leaves upset over what she learns. Rachel unearths the ruins of the old Dragonfly Inn while working on a boring photography project about Small Town America that nobody really cares about. Rory's peculiar food habits continune to be revealed. Lorelai asks to borrow Luke's thingy/admires his pickle. Lorelai's desire to see Luke & Rachel break up is more transparent than a sheet of cellophane. There are only two episodes left in Season 1 after this.
Emily: There are no baby pictures of Lorelai (because when Lorelai was 7 she burned them). Rory says I bet Mom was a cute baby and Emily agrees. What the hell was this then:
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They spent a good few minutes in that episode (6 or 7 I think?) looking through Lorelai's baby photo albums. I commented that this didn't look like a photograph taken in the late 60's. The Gilmores just ordered pancakes and bacon and there were no lectures from Luke about the evils of red meat so I guess they've dropped that trait of his. Rachel: Lorelai has amazing eyes. Don't you think? Luke: Yeah. They're...placed good. Symmetrical. Rory's pager goes off: RG: I'm buzzing. LG: What did I say about buzzing in public? Dirty joke #1.
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I am hysterical over Rory eating a slice of french toast on the run. Who does that? I could even see a waffle, maybe, but French toast? And you mean to tell me there was no syrup or butter on it either? She eats plain French toast? It's no "taking a can of Parmesan cheese into her room" from the previous episode or "eating two plain slices of white bread for lunch" (from a future episode), I admit, but still, that girl is very peculiar. Rory mentions again that she works at the Independence Inn several days a week and on special occasions. Ugh, stop lying, French Toast Girl.
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The former Gilmore Abode (the infamous potting shed). Emily is just finding out that this is where Rory used to live as a child and she reacts, very upset over what she's learned. I initially thought that perhaps this was a sign of her feeling guilty, that she could let Lorelai and Rory slip away from her and end up living in such a place, but later she turns it around to accuse Lorelai of letting it happen. Rachel gives Lorelai a tour of Luke's apartment, and I think this is the first time we see the inside of it. LG: "I haven't been picturing the inside of Luke's apartment...at all." Nope you totally haven't been picturing what his bed looks like and what you want to do in it. Rachel to Lorelai: I cannot find your pictures here (in Luke's apartment). Maybe they're in his bathroom. Lorelai: I don't know want to know why. Dirty Joke #2! And what a filthy one it was! I love when they slip them in! #ThatsWhatSheSaid Emily's reacts to the discovery about the shed by trying to make it up to Rory (and to try and make Lorelai feel bad). So she sets up her vision of a teenage girl's dream bedroom. A flowery pink bedroom with stuffed animals, Hello Kitty, and boyband posters, even though Rory would rather walk over hot coals than ever listen to pop music.
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Someone who is not a Millennial such as myself could never understand the utter joy this exchange brings me. Backside Boys 4ever, by the way. Rory chooses N'Sync, because of course French Toast Girl would pick them over the Backside Boys. (I love all three groups).
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Tomatos Sign: Spotted. Season 1, Episode 19: Luke Danes asks Lorelai Gilmore: "Do you want some coffee?" That's the stupidest question I've ever heard since Jack Pearson asked Rebecca Pearson "Am I cute enough to get lucky?" Another first: The first time we see the stock room. Some of the contents of the stock room? Potatoes, oranges, A1 sauce, Spam, Pop Tarts, chilli, apple sauce, gravy, rice, tomato sauce, and a fuckton of mustard and pickles.
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I think she wants your pickle Luke.
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Notice the giant box of Pop Tarts on the left. Have you ever heard of a restaurant serving Pop Tarts? Well, this is The Hollow, where people eat slices of French Toast as snacks.
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And the people would wait impatiently for the day Lorelai finally borrowed Luke's thingy.
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If Taylor wasn't embezzling funds for bridge repair festivals maybe he could fund the construction of a proper movie theater.
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Boyband posters in frames. Oh you fancy Emily. Mere mortals of the day like me just scotch taped those fuckers to the wall and hoped they wouldn't fall down in the middle of the night and scare the piss out of us. Lorelai: Do you see the NSync poster? It's a poster of Justin, not Nsync. I'm legally obligated to point that out. JC Chasez was way more talented btw. Things Lorelai observes in the room: Hello Kitty notepads, Cosmo Girl magazine, boyband posters, sunflowers. With each item she names, the resentment in her voice grows. LG: "Well, at least you didn't buy her a car." I couldn't decide if I wanted to make a "you built me a car?" joke or comment on how the Gilmores do buy her a car a few years later. I presumed was Emily was feeling some sort of guilt or shame (and trying to alleivate the guilt by making a cozy home away from home for Rory), was sort of incorrect. Instead she turns on Lorelai, angry at her that she would ever allow her grandaughter to live in a shed, and that Lorelai would choose to live in a shed than with her mother. The episode ends with Sookie and Lorelai visiting The Dragonfly, where Sookie has a panic attack over the thought of opening an Inn. The Good: The Nostaliga! Oh, the Nostalgia! Lots of dirty jokes! Rory's bizarre eating habits continue to amuse me. The meeting of Emily and Mrs. Kim was entertaining. No Dean. Not even a mention of Dean. Hooray! The New: The first plot seed is sown for Lorelai & Sookie's eventual purchase of the Dragonfly Inn. The first time we see the potting shed. The first time we see the inside of Luke's apartment and his stock room. The confusing: Emily says there are no baby pictures of Lorelai left, but according to episode 6, there's at least one. Rory says she has a job and that is not true. The Bad: Nothing at all. Tomatos Sign: Yes How Many Episodes Until Jess Shows Up: 7
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They Kiss Gilmores, Don’t They
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They Kiss Gilmores, Don’t They
(FF) (A03)
"Your shoe will be ready in a minute."
"Thank you."
Lorelai smiled Luke's way before turning her head and watching the remaining dancers stagger around on the dance floor. Their conversation had fallen into a lull after all the 'right person' and discussion of possible future kids. But her mind was still incredibly busy, pinging with the thought of possible having another kid at some point in her life. It was something she had put some thought into before; raising another kid with someone else. A chance to find someone she deeply loved to marry and raise a family with. It was a nice thought.
Of course, the right guy had eluded her so far in life. There was Max who was by all means a great guy and someone that someday could make some lady very happy but she wasn't that lady. And then there was Christopher which seemed like a bigger mistake every time he deemed it to be the right time to come around. She had always thought it might happen one day but, as time went on, that slipped further and further away. There wasn't much more than that, a few dates here and there but no one that came close to being the right person for her now.
It was Luke's voice that broke her out of her thoughts.
"This glue isn't working," Luke said, shaking his head.
"What?" Lorelai asked, her voice frantic. "It can't be not working; I need that glue to work. There's a big trophy hanging in the balance here."
"Relax, will ya," Luke replied. "I have more glue. Better glue."
"Better shoe glue?" Lorelai asked. "Better shoe slash earning a rightful trophy glue?"
"Yeah, back at the diner."
"Then come on, what are you waiting for?" Lorelai popped up from the bleacher with the energy of someone who hadn't been awake for almost twenty-four hours straight. "Let's go, time is ticking."
Lorelai had already managed to pull Luke up from the bleachers and drag him to the dance studio door before he fully realized what was happening. He yanked his arm back from the death grip she had him in and trailed behind her as she hurried down the steps and along the walkway leading to the diner. Surprisingly fast for a person whose main move at the moment was hobbling.
"How are you moving faster than me with one broken shoe?"
She looked at him over her shoulder as she approached the diner, "Have I not mentioned the big, big trophy?"
"There's a trophy?"
She resisted the urge to roll her eyes. "Just open the door."
Luke grabbed the keys from his pocket and unlocked the diner door with Lorelai squirming around behind him and encouraging him to move a little faster. The second the door was opened, Lorelai was pushing at his back and circling around him, still hobbling on her one still in-tact shoe.
"Upstairs or downstairs?" she asked.
His mouth twisted into a smile. "Dirty."
"Not the time!" Lorelai shouted back, catching him by surprise. "Where's the glue? Upstairs in the apartment or do you have it stashed down here behind all the coffee cups?"
"Storage room," Luke informed her.
Her reply was tinged with sarcasm. "Right, because that's where everyone keeps their glue; stored right next to the jar of pickles."
"It's a jar of mayonnaise and if you want your shoe fixed, you'll stop questioning my glue storage habits."
She held her hands up to surrender. "I am the question-less girl, no more questions just some good old-fashioned shoe fixing."
"Follow me."
She thanked him once again before following him back to the storage room. While he retrieved the glue, not actually next to the mayonnaise she noted, she leaned back against a small wooden table as he covered the broken part of her heel in glue and attached it back to the shoe. She mentally tried to calculate how much time had passed since she had thrown her yellow card into the ring but everything was foggy and even simple math was escaping her.
She watched as Luke held the heel to her broken shoe tightly. "Please tell me this one is working."
"It just needs another minute and that trophy will be yours."
She smiled. "Have I said thank you lately?"
"That'll make a million and one times."
"Well I'm very grateful so, thank you."
"Anytime."
"By the way," she segued, "That comment back there, I didn't appreciate at the time, but it was very solid."
"What comment?"
"Upstairs or downstairs, the dirty one," Lorelai replied as she leaned in closer to him as if it was a secret. "Truly underappreciated in its time. Not one that everyone would catch the first time around."
"I'll add it to my standup act," Luke replied dryly.
"As long as my shoe gets fixed."
"Almost there," Luke promised.
"Good."
Testing the weight of the table behind her, Lorelai hopped up on it and gave her feet a much-needed break. After the marathon was over and the trophy was proudly displayed in her living room, she would be treating herself and Rory to a fabulous spa day, mainly consisting of a pedicure as an apology for twenty-four hours straight of vintage shoes.
"So, Luke," Lorelai began, "What did you mean earlier? Who's your right person?"
Luke looked up from her shoe and at Lorelai, "I thought you had no more questions."
"I had no more questions about glue but I have plenty of questions about other things, like what I just asked."
"What are you even talking about?"
"Your right person," Lorelai clarified. "You said kids would be a discussion with your right person, so who would that be? What's your type?"
"Why do you want to know?"
Lorelai shrugged her shoulders. "We're friends, I'm just curious. What if I'm somewhere and I meet the right person for you but I don't know they're the right person for you because you've never told me your type and you miss out on a chance at love all because you never answered my question."
"You have a lot to say for someone suffering from a lack of sleep."
"I'm well caffeinated."
Luke caught her eye. "So, I'm to blame."
"Yep," she punctuated with a nod of her head. "Back to my original question, what's your type? Because I've only ever really known you with Rachel and that was a surprise to me. She didn't seem like your type."
"What was wrong with Rachel?"
"Nothing was wrong with Rachel, I mean she was nice and funny and pretty, and we got along great, which is always a plus, she just wasn't who I would think of if I happened to think what your type was," Lorelai admitted. "It's not a bad thing. It just wasn't the picture I had in my head."
"And what was the picture you had in your head?"
"I don't know, someone who also owned stock in a flannel company and thought red meat was the devil," Lorelai fumbled her way through an explanation. "I'm not the one that's supposed to answer the question, I asked you for a reason."
He chuckled. It was amusing to watch her sweat.
"And now you're laughing at me, great. Is my shoe ready?"
With a smile still on his face, Luke checked the shoe to make sure the heel was firmly secured back to the shoe. When it didn't budge with his wiggling, he declared it ready. "You can have your shoe back now."
"Great!" She lifted her foot just high enough that she was still decent with her dress on. "See if it fits."
"I'm not putting your shoe on you."
She wiggled her toes. "Please? I don't have all the energy for the bending and the buckling."
Luke sighed and began to slide the shoe onto her foot. "I'm adding this to your next diner bill."
She waved her hand, dismissing the thought. "Sure, just add it to my tab."
Lorelai watched as she handled both her shoe and her foot carefully, sliding the straps onto her foot and securely buckling them. She held her breath as his hand lingered on her foot for just a moment after he buckling it but released the breath when he looked back up at her and offered his hands to her. She placed her hands in his and eased off the table.
Taking a few steps away from him, she tested out the shoe. "Good as new! Or good as new as in the condition that I bought them in since they were made sixty years ago."
"They're sixty years old and you're surprised they broke?"
"Not surprised just caught off guard," Lorelai explained. "Two very different things."
He scoffed. "In your world, maybe."
"It's a fun place to live in, pal."
"A little delusional."
"Aren't we all?"
"Can't argue with that."
"Hey, I didn't mean anything by the Rachel comment earlier, I know that was a serious relationship for you, I was just saying that she surprised me a little," Lorelai said as way of an apology.
"Don't worry about it, it's in the past," Luke replied. "And you're right, she wasn't really my type."
"You do have a type!" She playfully accused, "A flannel-wearing, turkey burger eating, thinks camping is a thrill type."
"You hit the nail on the head," he deadpanned. "What about you?"
"I don't like camping; I prefer the indoors."
"I already knew that," Luke said. "What's your type?"
Lorelai thought for a moment and then blew out a breath. "I honestly don't know, not like I had a whole lot of time to figure it out, what with being a single mom and all."
"But you know the type of person that you want to find one day," Luke prodded her.
"I guess." She looked away from him and then at the floor. "I think my ten minutes are about up."
He nodded his head. "I'll walk you back."
She smiled gratefully, mostly for an escape from this conversation, and wrapped her arm around his as he escorted her out of the storage room and through the diner. Their walk through the diner and out onto the sidewalk was silent until Luke decided to speak up.
"I think I know your type."
"Oh, you do?" Lorelai teased, "Well please enlighten me because I'm over here wasting all my prime years not knowing my own type. I mean beauty doesn't last forever, even mine."
"Well you're going to need someone that knows how to cook," Luke started out.
"Because I'm a hazard around ovens."
"Precisely," Luke agreed. "Someone that knows how to make a decent cup of coffee but you don't settle for sub-par."
"Only if I'm truly desperate."
"And sub-par isn't something you want for the rest of your life," Luke added on. He took a moment before continuing on. "But really you'd just want someone that is there for you. That you can count on, not matter what. Someone to protect you, knowing that you're independent. Someone that gets you."
They stopped just short of the dance studio.
"Wow," Lorelai said, a wry chuckle danced with her words. "I'm counting on a lot for my type."
"But most importantly," Luke tacked on.
"Yeah?" she asked, a little breathless and eagerly awaiting his answer.
"You want someone who cares for Rory as much as you do, someone that's going to take an interest in her life and treat her almost as if she were their kid too," Luke answered. "You're not going to settle for anyone who doesn't care for her."
"She's the most important person in the world for me."
"I know," Luke said with a smile. "She's a pretty great kid."
"That she is."
"She has a great mother too."
She beamed at that comment. "Couldn't agree with you more."
Her smile was infectious so Luke couldn't help the grin that crossed his face. "So, how'd I do?"
"I say you were pretty spot on. You were just missing one thing."
"What'd I miss?"
"No mentions of Bono," Lorelai said like he should've known the answer already. "Your guy sounds amazing but he's no Bono. Your guy is a strong number two though."
Luke shook his head. "Well who wouldn't be compared to him?"
"That's what I'm saying." She turned ever so slightly to head to the dance studio because her ten minutes had to be dangerously close to being up, but she ended up turning back to Luke. "Just one more question before I go?"
"If it's about glue or my storage habits, I'm gone."
"It's not."
"Go ahead."
"This guy you described, my type guy, my right person guy," Lorelai filled in the gaps if he happened to be the littlest bit confused. "Do you know him?"
"Lorelai," he sighed.
"What? It is a valid question, if I knew someone that was your type, I would let you know so you could go find your little chicky and start the rest of your life with her," Lorelai replied. "It would be a courtesy."
He stressed her name again, this time softer than before. "Lorelai."
"It would be excellent if you knew him because Rory is leaving soon and I'll be lonely but if there were a Mr. Right that you're hiding from me and just allowing me to dwell in my loneliness, well that you be on you buddy, and I..."
She was cut off by Luke's lips on hers.
"And I..." she muttered once they parted, losing all track of what she was going to say before.
He kissed her again, pulling her closer to him this time. She responded in kind, wrapping her arms around his waist and melting into the way his lips felt against hers. So soft and just the right amount of pressure. The kiss was brief, ending almost as soon as it began but he still held her in his embrace.
She looked up at him. "You were describing you."
"In a way, I guess I was," Luke admitted. "But I also know you and who you'd want to be with."
"You're no Bono."
He chuckled. "I'm here if you're willing to settle."
She didn't answer him with words, instead she brushed his lips with hers and pulled him into a soft kiss. She was dimly aware that they were in full public view of anyone that cared to see them and how much Luke would hate the pda but that didn't matter at the moment. What mattered was this kiss that was interrupted all too soon by a blowhorn.
"The dance marathon!"
Lorelai stepped back from Luke's embrace to see the very beginnings of Kirk's victory lap. Stunned that once again Kirk had beat her, she darted up the steps and pulled out the yellow card she had been waving around earlier. It was when she stepped foot in the building that it occurred to her that she had left Luke completely in the dust. She hurried back down the steps to where he still stood just outside the dance studio.
"Can we put a pin in this?"
Amused, he nodded his head towards the dance studio. "Go find out what's going on. I'll be waiting."
She leaned up and placed a kiss on his cheek before looking him in the eye. "This isn't me settling."
"I know." He nudged her towards the dance studio. "Now, go trip Kirk and get your trophy."
She nodded eagerly in agreement before once again dashing up the dance studio steps and waving her yellow card around while Kirk began to run circles around her, waving the trophy in the air. All the while, Luke remained outside watching as Lorelai began to argue with Taylor and Kirk about how she wasn't really gone that long and had a pretty good reason for being gone her for her allotted ten minutes.
He stepped back from watching the scene unfold and headed back towards the diner. Where he would be waiting with the coffee and the breakfast that would come after the crashing on the respective couches that would afflict all of Stars Hollow once the dance marathon was officially over. And he would be waiting for the morning when stories of how it's unfair that Kirk won once again with plans to steal and hide the trophy from Kirk once be became obnoxious with it. Which was going to be sooner rather than later. But, most importantly, he would be waiting for the pin to be picked out of their conversation and that would be met with a first date.
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frazzledsoul · 6 years
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So I just finished watching Lost and Found, aka the S2 episode where Lorelai wears those fabulous black boots, she and Rory have a nervous breakdown about Rory losing Dean’s bracelet because he is a budding serial killer or something, and Luke and Lorelai go apartment shopping, and I just have some thoughts:
This is actually the kind of episode I love best, because it is all Stars Hollow and we do not visit the upper class world of the show at all: no grandparents, no Chilton, just a cozy small town with extremely low stakes drama. This is the part of the show I love best, and I feel that’s what it lost near the end: when the other aspects of the show were deemed the real story, and the bucolic romantic comedy aspect just wasn’t good enough anymore.
The reason I watched this episode was to kind of research what apartment options were available in Stars Hollow, and Luke looks at FIVE different buildings? Really? There are that many options in this teeny town?
I noticed that Kirk attempted to buy Like Water For Chocolate at the book fair and I just can’t get that image out of my head now.
I think the book fair scene is the point where we really start to see that Rory has outgrown Dean, and that they just don’t have a lot of interests in common anymore. But Dean is actually patient and kind, and agrees to let her browse if she’ll watch LOTR with him again (man, Amy really hates geek culture, doesn’t she?) and then they can make fun of a terrible romantic comedy together. See, he’s compromising! He actually isn’t the ferocious ogre whose wrath Rory has to fear!
But she still probably should have broken up with him at this point.
Jess and Lorelai are actually attempting to bond before the bracelet fiasco happens, and they are both trying really hard. It’s kind of sad that it gets derailed.
Okay, the bracelet fiasco. First of all, it’s a fucking bracelet, Rory. If you are afraid of your boyfriend’s reaction if you have to tell him that you lost a cheapass homemade bracelet, something may be very wrong here. But I have to go back to Lorelai and Rory’s conversation when Rory realizes she doesn’t have it anymore:
Rory: I’m going to have to tell Dean that I lost his bracelet. Lorelai: Let’s not even go there yet. Rory: He made it for me. Lorelai: He’ll make you another one. Rory: He’s going to be mad. Lorelai: He’ll understand. Rory: How do you know? Lorelai: It’s Dean. Look at the track record. All signs point to ‘He’ll understand.’
At no point does Lorelai lean on her supposed experience with grown-up relationships and point out to Rory that this kind of thing that is not a big deal and that she shouldn’t be afraid of his reaction. It all goes back to the fantasy of Dean, the perfect boyfriend. Which Lorelai then reinforces when she gets mad at Jess for “stealing” the bracelet and accuses him of being jealous of Dean and Rory’s supposed perfect love.
At the time (17 long years ago!) I found this really sad and thought it was indicative of the fact that Lorelai didn’t really have enough experience with long-term relationships to not realize she was encouraging a really messed up mindset in Rory. Now, I think it’s a little more than that, and it’s even sadder: that since Lorelai had formed this codependent relationship with Christopher where he sets all the terms and she accepts this submissively, that she had little other frame of reference than to teach Rory to expect this. Rory grew up watching this, and so she didn’t expect anything different, either. So it all comes back on Dean to fulfill their expectation of what relationships are like, and that is too much pressure for the guy! Especially since he had a lot of passive-aggressive tendencies that would fulfill what they expected.
Or to sum it up, Lorelai did not have a lot of practical experience with which to teach Rory exactly how not to be a doormat in the romantic arena.
But anyhoo, enough of that! I can never see that apartment hunting scene with Luke without being reminded of that Good At Dirty! chapter, so I think I’m going to read that again.
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