mouthfeel (in my teeth.)
i don't like anything anymore
i don't like anything anymore
i don't like the way my mouth feels
i like your voice and something else
it's something else
and then this beautiful ring of sunlight cascades down onto the dandelions and daisies
and suddenly sad about everything
because nothing is enough
angels, you and i
or rather me wanting to be one
so i can't be more than him
and i can't be more than you
essentially less and less and less
but cannot be less and less and less
so think of it as an addiction, and cure the self
of strawberry gore in your teeth
do not let it be something i like
not just when, but what and how much
because if i do not count they will count for me, and watch me
see the strawberry gore in my teeth
unpleasant mouthfeel gives us all room for change
everything makes me sad except for the sound of a laugh angelic to melt the heart and brain and viscera into one
and therefore completion
i thank you
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i think the thing that really gets me about pre-canon durge is their absolute sense of duty, and their utter isolation outside of the cult of bhaal.
most of the cultists seem eager to see durge upon their return, and one even says they were the first to feed him flesh. gortash tells them of an exhibition of a bhaalspawn's corpse and another bhaalspawn's creations and durge immediately plans to attack the hall of wonder to recover them. they then apparently entrust said bhaalspawn's corpse to sceleritas fel to "restore" through taxidermy. they deride orin for her artistry with corpses explicitly because "bhaal will never care" and because orin "[does] not understand lord bhaal".
even their infamous prayer for forgiveness is framed around their absolute submission to bhaal's plans, and the crime that requires forgiveness? admiring his rival's chosen. that's one line, and the next three paragraphs are swearing to carry out his plan exactly as they've been told to, all for his forgiveness.
hell, even their room reinforces this. orin has barely touched the place aside from installing her mother's corpse and her manifesto - and that is some of the only decoration. what was it before orin, an empty room with skulls, a bed, a desk, some chests and a wardrobe?
the durge didn't have any semblance of a life outside of bhaal, aside from gortash. and is it any surprise? the only other hint they ever had a life outside of the cult is the flashback of kid durge murdering their adopted family, all thanks to their father's urging.
bhaal even tries to force them back into isolation after they've been tadpoled by forcing them to kill alfira, and then trying to force a durge who resists him to kill their lover. if they continue resisting, bhaal kills them. bhaal will not allow them to have a life outside of him and, if it weren't for jergal, he would've succeeded.
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I'm not even mad. They've been like this for over 6000 years, what's a few more, right? And we got ineffable bureaucracy of all ships canonised???
What a week to have forgotten to buy my propranolol. My heart might actually explode.
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The other day a friend showed me a Garfield pic. My brain malfunctioned and called it "Garlic the Frog". Can you draw a picture of Garlic the Frog, however he looks to you? Thank you :)
day 1356
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i can’t wait for richarlyson to come back . he’s gonna see the mess that fitpac is and fix it in like 10 minutes with his yaoi cupid powers ... and then he’s going to turn around see whatever the hell 4halo got going on and kill himself .
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kinda fucked around and sent a dm to david just for funsies and...it's interesting because i admire neil's writing for the show and i think it's fascinating. but i've always wondered how he felt about the way neil suddenly flipped against juan's character in the final episode but it seems like it's clear now lol
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It's so funny to me that the fandom has come to see Hirano as a Sasamiya promoter of sorts because while he is, it took him some time to get accustomed to the idea of them together. And while he was never a hater Sasaki's actions towards Miyano certainly used to get on his nerves.
At first he was so worried and probably even felt a little guilty because (as mentioned in the following screenshot) because the only reason why Sasaki knows which class Miya is in, is thanks to him.
But like, that's not the face of a friend that's happy to play cupid and get their two acquaintances together. Not at all, that's the face of someone who puts his sempai-kouhai relationship with Miyano over his (pseudo) friendship with Sasaki.
Hirano from the first chapters would have jailed Sasaki if he were allowed to. (And he has his reasons, Sasaki has been something since the first chapters)
Anyway, the progression of events is really interesting.
He started, quite literally, shielding Miyano from Sasaki.
Then, he came to accept their relationship.
And at the end he really was rooting for them, to the point he ended up outright lying just so Miyano could meet Sasaki and they could talk it out and confess.
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