#this is rly rly bad i can't let him get a hold like that of me again

[bumpscosity]

star tours update officially adding peridia ahsoka cassian and mando + grogu. if you even care.

[bonyato]

I just realized we didn't get Death Game this season either. i see .. Well that's okay *deflates like a balloon*

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

Basically all he did was make sure I actually wanted it before doin anything n I really am just totally fucking lovestruck

It's probably cause it was just the other guy for so long that the difference between em is messin up my brain but

How do I fight this?

[frmisnow]

Hii ! So for Morning mistakes pt2 i'd love to get a pov of Jungkook at first during the rest of the practice after y/n teased him, maybe him being worked up and then him going home to her and fucking it out hehe 🤭😋

If you could add some d*ggy pov and dirty talk that would be great !!

˙✧˖ ?! — EDGY EVENINGS. - MDNI !!! (pt.2 to MORNING MISTAKES.)

— ‧₊˚ — 🌌 : "that's all you're good for- you always need something in your mouth, don't you.. ” ??

summary. maybe you teased him just a little bit to much... any way any who: sweaty mean after practice kook!!

warnings/includes. (NSFW) dom! jungkook x non specified! reader, he's mean :O - talking: overstimulation (edging), degrading + dirty talk!! , anal sex, finger sucking (+ light thrroat fucking??), he's rly kind and caring after tho :)

"wanna fuck you so hard, there's nothing else you can think about but the sound of my dick slapping against your damn ass" pressed out through his teeth, his voice groaned unusually low as his hips slammed against your backside once more, the loud sound probably heard by absolutly every neighbour possible.

your knuckles were most likely purple by the way you could feel yourself holding onto the thin bed sheets but at the same time you were to busy whining and letting out consistent dumb blabbering that you didn't care about how bad your ass hurt or your hands or even your head - which was trying it's best to let out something remotely sensical but always gave up mid-way through a thought.

but even your mouth was soon taken over by his fingers which you'd suck to the best of your abilities, pretty good considering the fact that he had been fucking you for the past hours, every single time - so close to coming but pulling out the last second.

the little tears that formed in your eyes he'd notice, wiping them away so gently - always tempting with the fact that he could make you cum so hard, that he could do it in seconds, that he knew how sensitive you really were but... always chose not to just to show who's in charge.

grinning at how you were sucking his fingers so obediently, light drool beginning to from at the corner of your mouth, "just like that, that's all you're good for- you always need something in your mouth, don't you?"

"you wanna cum? c'mon answer" his fingers were longer then you last remembered if you even ever did, actually faintly throat-fucking you with them while not failing to move his hips in a way that was once again leading you to an upcoming orgasm.

you nodded repeatedly, practically helpless, completly devoted to him- him, who stuffed you so full of everything his, his thick cock reddened and covered in pre-cum, leading to a wet sound everytime his hips met your ass, his fingers covered in spit and salivea.

"can't talk anymore? do you really deserve to cum if you can't ev-"

"fuck yes, need it so bad, please, please" your voice muffeled still by his fingers, lips wrapping around each one, eagerly sucking like trying to prove smth.

the pounding speeded up just slightly as he moaned himself at the feeling of being so long so deep inside you, how your ass bounced slightly everytime he hit it the right way "fuck- might, my- cum, fuck"

cum dripped out of your ass as he pulled out carefully instantly wrapping his arms around you, dick still pressed against you somehow yet he whispered with so much pureness and care, "are you okay? was i to mean? do you need water? i should clean u-"

cutting him of you kissed him, the small smile on his lips so cute as he returned it lazily, running his hands through your hair, kissing your forehead when your lips seperated, "wanna take a shower?"

[yzashaven]

can i req needy dom scara..

Like like like like ... he goes away on a mission for wayyy too long.. and the moment he slips inside he starts mumbling and groaning about how much he needed this and how much he missed it..

there isn't an emoji for how blushy and giggly this man makes me holy shit explodes

FEATURING ! scaramouche x fem!reader

CONTENTS ! needy scara ngh, bit of fluff at the start (i tried), some praise(?), reader gets called love, baby, and good girl, creampie, nipple play like once, desperate fucking

NOTE ! WAHHHH I LOVE THAT SO MUCH ANONNN SOOOO i really hope i did your ask proper justice despite being finished late 🙏 not rly proofread

being away from your lover is definitely excruciating, especially if it's for a long time. your boyfriend, scaramouche, is making you feel that pain right as we speak. but you still do your best to understand that he can't just abandon his duties, even if it meant consequences like thisㅡbeing away from you for roughly 3 months now. archons, you just hope that he's doing alright and nothing bad happened to him. when you visited him at his base at the zapolyarny palace, a few subordinates were guarding around the area. it was easy for you to make your way inside since scaramouche made sure that everyone knew of you and your relationship. a few soldiers greeted you but you ignored them and kept walking pretty quickly, eager to just see him again already. once outside of his office, you turn the handle only to find out that it's locked. reaching into your purse and grabbing a spare key he gave you before unlocking the said door. once you opened it, there he is.

scaramouche was standing at the front of his desk laying down a bunch of paperwork about his recent investigations seeming busy like always. upon hearing the door suddenly open, he sighs deeply as his voice was laced with the usual aggressive and rudeness. "ever heard of knocking? what do you want?" he practically yelled which caught you off guard but stood your ground, you were used to this, closing the door behind and locking it once again. he rubs his temples before turning around with an angry look on his face, "i said what do youㅡah..." his gaze softens, "...my love." you rush to embrace him tightly, fingers combing through your hair as he plants a kiss on the top of your head, "i missed you." you whisper out, leaning into his chest to listen to his heartbeat. "i missed you too, love. but i'm back now so..."

ㅡ♡

"fuck, you feel so good..." scaramouche whimpers out as he slowly pushes himself inside you, one inch at a time. once it was all was situated deep inside you, he let out a groan followed by a few experimental gentle thrusts of his hips. "i-i missed this feeling so much-ah..." he says, slowly pulling back until only the tip is inside your wet hole only to gently push back all the way inside, "i needed this, i really did. i needed you so bad." his hands slip under your thighs to hold them apart, allowing him to reach deeper places that made you mewl out in utter pleasure, moaning his name. leaning down to plant kisses along your neck all the while he begins to move his hips at a slow pace that gradually accelerated as the feeling of desperation fills his body. movements sharp and fast yet his words were what seemed of submission, want and need, lost in the addictive feeling.

"s-so good, so fucking good." he says as a raspy whisper directly in your ear, sending shivers to your body. one of his hands make their way up your body to grope one of your bouncing breasts, teasing your sensitive nipple by flicking it gently and pinching at it. faster and harder, he goes. driving you ever so closely to the edge. "i want you to cum on my cock." scaramouche locks his eyes with yours, gaze soft yet stern in a way. "can you do that for me like the good girl you are?" now, his voice is a bit shaky as he feels himself growing closer as well, wanting to reach that release together as if in perfect harmony. you nod frantically, legs shaking as your orgasm feels so so sooo close. "c-cumming...scara!" you cry out as you writhe underneath him. and to add to that, his hand that was previously on your breast is suddenly now at your clit, rubbing it lovingly.

"cum for me, please. i'm so fucking close-nghh..." it seems as if he's the one begging you this time. "cum for me... cum with me. please, baby, i need to feel you orgasm around me." his tone becomes even more needy and desperate than it already was. along with his thrusts, speed increasing in attempts to reach deeper into you and get both of you to let go of that knot at the same time. his breathing uneven as whimpers and groans are all that left his agape lips. soon enough, you cum undone right then and there and even feel a certain warmness fill up your pussy, and reaching the womb it seems. after calming down, he looks at your panting figure below him before smirking mischievously.

"i don't wish to tire you, but please... i need more of you, i missed you too much."

[ma3mae]

Hello!! I hope you are doing well, wanted to say I love your work !!

Can I request how the BSD boys (Dazai, Kunikida, Ranpo, Chuuya, Fukuzawa etc) would react to gf!fem!reader saying “I am just a hole” after they did something attractive? Something fun and suggestive ehehe~

No brain, just horny!

Summary: No one cared about you being down bad for you bfs since everything's mutual, right? (Dazai, Kunikida, Ranpo, Fukuzawa)

Genre: fluff, maybe crack, def suggestive themes, maybe a tiny tiny bit of smut. Who knows 💀

Warnings: yall gonna be horny after this 🤓

A/N: was kinda difficult to think of fitting scenarios but i had fun writing this!! Also thank you for loving my work, anonnnn 💕💕💕💕

Part 2

Dazai Osamu

WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAAAAAAT 💀💀💀💀

HES HORNY 24/7, DONT EXPECT HIM TO HOLD BACK LMAOO 💀💀😭😭

okay okay so lets say yall are at the ADA office

hes done with annoying the shit ouf of kuni and now hes just sitting on the couch, literally bored out of his mind

Kuni tells u to tell "that dumbass idiot of a boyfriend🤩" to finally get back to work so u go up to him

u know that scene where he leans his head back onto the grave and slowly tilts it back down and opens his eyes while having that soft smile on his face? oda's only purpose was him dying so we'd get that scene, crying fr 😭😭😭

Yeah hes doing exactly THAT as he notices your presence infront of him, flashing you a smile and only for it to spread even further as he notices your dazed face 💀

"Oh, bella? Too lovestruck to talk to me, I see. Can't help it that I'm just so hands-"

"I'm nothing but a hole for you"

I DONT KNOW HOW SOMEONE COULD EVEN SAY THAT 😭😭 THATS SUCH A WEIRD THING TO SAY AND SO DUMB BUT NO ONE CARES 🥲🥲🥲

AND HIS HORNY ASS DOESNT GIVE TWO SHITS EITHER 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

his eyes are fking bulging as he hears you say that infront of him

ACTUALLY shocked that you had the guts to legit say that outloud and luckily no one rly heard that except him he wouldnt mind if the whole ass office wouldve heard that, we KNOW 💀

you manage to get a good laugh out of him before he just shoots you that god awful handsome smirk before he suddenly stands up

Towering over you, he leans in and whispers "Never thought you'd be so dirty to say stuff like that during working hours. Not that I'm complaining! I'm glad to have such a strong effect on you, bella~" got me blushing fr😳😳😳

Its too late to realise what you've just said. Your fate has been sealed.

OFF TO HORNY JAIL YALL GO 💀💀🗣️

no jk but nah nah he wont stop there

Youve awakened the fking horny beast in him and how could he refuse his love offering herself so blatantly while your coworkers were literally in the same room?? 🤩😋

He just takes your hand as he proceeds to leave the office

Kuni just yells "Oi, where the hell do you think you're going?! Only told you to tell him to work! Not join his stupid shenanigans!! 😡😡"

YOU KNOW that ur bf just turns around and shoots him that annoying ass smirk, only to say

"But Kunikida, we are off to work actually! Nothing you'd be able to do anyway. Tell me when you've found something interesting in all that paper work of yours! Can tell you that our job will definitely be more fun than that~ 😁😁"

You can only give poor kuni a sheepish smile as atsushi just deadpans at the both of you, muttering a "good luck 😐" towards you as your bf just drags you to his car because your job's gonna be too loud to do at the ada and going home wont be an option since dazai's not patient in that sense 💀💀💀

Already sending prayers to you for having to go back to "work" while being sore af and dazai looking like he got out of a 10 day wellness vacation 😭🥲🥲

dazai's actually gonna spare our poor kuni by kinda doing some paper work but our man will be forever traumatised bc hes not oblivious 🗣️

Especially after seeing your neck littered with hickeys 😭😭 u cant hide them, youve got a damn mosquito as a bf 💀

kuni just tosses a bottle of water your way without looking at u bc he thinks its not modest to shamelessly look at them 😤 I LOVE U KUNI

"thanks, i guess" is all you'll hear from him bc at the end, you DID get dazai to work but at what cost 😭

Kunikida Doppo

Flabbergasted. Shocked. Disappointed. Shamefully not too hard to turn on. 💀

His first reaction is gonna be like u just told ur mom u forgot to do the laundry 😭

DEF gonna scold your ass off for saying such things in such an inappropiate setting

its not your fault hes being so hot during work 😤😤😤😤

Tell him off for being so handsome!! 🤩

Wont stop his scolding but u cant take him serious when hes fumbling over his words

Still manages to thank you for ur compliment even though its embarassing af 😭 no way would he refuse such kind words from his love 😋

So anyway it could go two ways with him

The first would be if yall wouldnt be alone at the ADA

You go up to him to ask him about a report you need help with

Ive never seen kuni tie his hair up but... imagine catching him doing that...

With the hair tie in his mouth as he pulls his hair back and like...

It makes u think of the times you'd yank it back during yk what 🤭

So he notices you gape at him and is all like "🤨 are you alright?"

Cue to you just uttering "Damn, kuni. You only gotta ask. Am just a hole for you anyway" out of nowhere

LMAO you can just hear dazai cackling from the couch as your bf just looks at you like 😳 with his mouth agape and everything

Dazai just walks up to you to pat your shoulder

"Kunikida, you've got quite the daring girlfriend!" "SHUT YOUR ANNOYING MOUTH UP"

kuni just quickly ties his hair back and BROO he nearly feels so violated and exposed 😭😭😭😭

Why would u do this to him AT WORK 😭

Ngl u and dazai prob team up to annoy him to death like hes just so fun to TEASE 😤

Anyway he just tells you to get back to work and when u tell him you need some help, he begrudgingly does it bc its important but you can still his hands shake a bit and his face is red as he tries to give you advice on ur work skskksks 💀

Be ready to get scolded for HOURS when yall are on ur way home 🤓

But dw u know how to shut his beautiful mouth up 🤭😋

But if you do the whole thing while yall are alone at work bc kuni decided to stay a bit longer then THATS a different story

Lets say he does the same thing again as above ^ and u say the same thing

He'll def turn a bit red and tell you that you cant say stuff like that during work!

"But kuni, we're alone and no ones gonna come back anyway. It's nearly 8pm after all."

The sun's setting and the only light that softly illuminates the room and it just steals ur fking breath bc 😭 hes so gorgeous with his hair open 😭😭😭

But u can still see his gaze on u, making ur knees weak bc BROO

horny jail for kuni too????? 💀💀💀

jk but he'll clear his throat and just say "a work place is still a work place so i cant let this inappropiate behavior just go like that..."

You're like standing infront of him and he grabs you by your waist, softly kneading it as he tells u to sit on his lap 😭

"Will teach that mouth of yours how to behave. Maybe after this you'll be a bit more tame. Think that idiot has been a bad influence on you like he has with everyone but don't worry. I'll be sure to teach you everything again."

I'll let you imagine the rest here 🤭🤭

Edogawa Ranpo

man just wants to eat his candy in peace, get ur horny ass away from him 🤨🤨🤨🤨

u thought dazai's a whole bitch???? Nah nah this is a MAN CHILD right here

This man wont give u what u want, nah he'll let u suffer alone LOL 💀💀

if this happens at work then 🤷 honestly depends on what mood he is i think

its a hot day in yokohama and the air conditioning is not rly helping yall

so u kinda wanna go grab some ice cream during ur break and u dont need to think twice about asking ur bf to go with u

fr he'll be SO annoying if u dont take him with u 💀 but dw he obviously knows why u r approaching him rn 🤩

but he takes a while to catch on why u just stopped and looked like a fish rn like a combo of this :0 and 😳

he just goes "🤨"

"Damn, the bathroom's close. 'am just a hole for you anyway so let's go" u legit go 😨 after realising what u just said

How no one hears that, idk but this hoe DEF heard u well

U r even more scared bc he just sits there and doesnt react but oops

only needs some sec before he opens his eyes and smirks at u 🤭

"Eh~ You've got guts, Y/N. Saying naughty stuff like that during work hours. Not that I mind though. Just shows how smitten you are by the World's Greatest Detective~"

"N-"

He just waves a finger at u like you're a lil kid getting scolded rn 💀

"Ah ah ah, don't try to refute that fact. Can't blame you for your reaction after all. It's still funny to me that all it took was me losening my tie, gliding a hand through my hair and open up a button of my shirt. ~ "

He just gets up and gives you a peck on your cheek before walking ahead

"I still want that ice ream though! If it's good then I'll give tending to your needs a thought!" 💀 THIS BITCH

but dw he'll make sure to show u how smitten he is after that bc ur mouth just tastes better after some sweet ice cream, right 🤓??

but u know whats the best combo with saying that sentence?

a jealous ranpo 🤩

like ok quick scenario

lets move this outside of work, ok?

So yall are walking around and some random dude decides to hit on u and hello 🤨cant he see that u r legit holding hands with the world's greatest detective??

u kindly tell the man to fuck off but nah hes not letting u chill

wraps protectively his arm around ur waist, clearly showing him that YOU. ARE. TAKEN.

"with that scrawny lookin dude???" bro hes got a death sentence 💀

time for ur bf to show him his skills 🤭 which means threatening him to expose everything about him

immediately tells him where he lives, what he does for a living, where he likes to shop, where his parents live. E. V. E. R. Y. T. H. I. N. G

he just smirks and puffs his chest slightly out as that dude just fking runs off bc id be terrified too 😨

He deserves it tho ✋

"What a fool! Thinking he could challenge ME?! The greatest detective to ever live! See how terrified he was!" hes fking cackling before stopping as he sees ur face

brothers and sisters, we are LOVESTRUCK

and that hoe cann see that right away 💀

"Thank you..." like should we say how hot that was???? maybe 😳😳???

"And?" AH obviously he got us 😭

but we too embarassed to say smth but NICE, theres a nearby alley so u know where hes dragging us 🤩

Pressed up against the wall and hes just centimeters away from u as he asks again

"That wasn't everything you wanted to say, right~? Of course you find me" hot" but just wanna hear it from you, love."

"FUCK, am just a hole for u" 💀😳

goes wide eyed for a sec before chuckling and saying "Well, that wasn't what I wanted to hear but I'll let it count!"

His eyes travel down your neck before finally saying "Hm, I've got an idea in how to make everyone know that you're taken. I deserve a little treat after having saved you, no?" 🤭🤭🤭 got me blushing fr

Anyway problem solved, no one made moves onto u after that and it might turn into a habit before yall go out for the next times 🗣️

But no one's complaining hihi 🤭🤭😳

Fukuzawa Yukichi

oh god where do i even begin 💀

i gotta hold myself back from getting off topic when it comes to HIM 😭

honestly this man has seen and experienced so many things, u gotta do a lot to catch THIS man off guard 💀💀

bro he had to deal with mori's ass in his 20's for too long and STILL deals with it till this day 😐😐😐😐😐

not to mention the agency is like his fking orphanage at this point 😐

Already enough that his first child is still a child with his thirty years of living on this damn planet 🤓

lets say u work at the ADA as well and now yall r holding a meeting to go over some details for a random mission

Idk if its just me but... the way he sits there and is leading that whole shit, telling em what to do and how they could handle it the best way, while encouraging everyone to work hard n stuff... idk....

Its just so HOT 😳😳😳🤭

like hes so charismatic, fuck dazai, yall cant compare ANYONE to this man 😭😭😭😭😭😭 no wonder everyone follows him, id lick his shoes too 😭😭 HORNY JAIL FOR ME?????

anyway he dismisses everyone and the both of you are the last ones to be in the room bc u r just sitting at the table and staring at him like 😳

Dw my girl, hes been noticing the way you've been looking at him the whole time

"Is everything alright, my love? You've been staring at me for quite a while now."

"N-No its nothing 😳"

nah no need to hold back bc we know our knees r gonna buckle the second he takes ur hand

AND HE DOES 🤩🤩

his eyes slightly crinkle at the end as you can see amusement dance in them

"I know that look when something's on your mind. I'll respect your decision to not tell me but I'd like to know what it is."

honestly your red face is already proof enough whats on ur mind but how can u hide it when hes just looking at you with such an intense gaze UGH I LOVE THIS MAAAAAN 😭😭😭😭😭😭

"W-Well the way you just handle everything with ease even though its a lot of pressure and i dont know...it's just really admirable but also hot when you tell them what to do. wouldnt mind you doing that in the bedroom too, you know. id be a hole for u anytime like this... "

u tryna mumble that shit out of embarassement but he clearly heard you 💀

And he does go wide eyed out of surprise because DAMN thats still pretty straightforward and was kinda the last thing he'd thought you'd say but honestly... he doesnt mind it 💀

in facr hes liking it a bit too much for himself 💀💀 but who is he to complain? Especially when his lover is being so honest with him?

" So you want me to be a bit more authoritative in the bedroom? I-It might be a bit awkward for me to do so but if it's something you desire then we'll gladly try it out together. We should be done with the mission around the evening but if not then..."

you feel his hands gently cup your face as he presses his lips against yours before pulling a bit too soon for your liking

"Then I hope this will suffice until then. I'll be sure to thank you for your patience after everything's over."

THE ONLY THIINNGG

THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO IS SAY YESSSS 🤩🤩😭😭😭😭😭

IDC IF IM NOT SPEAKING FOR EVERYONE BC

We WILL wait for him OKAY 💀💀✋✋✋

he just strokes your hair lovingly as you try to hide ur face bc hes just too blinding

anyway as the both of u get ready to leave, yall just hear quick shuffling behind yall bc OOPS

THE DOOR WAS OPEN 💀

THE KIDS DIDNT LEAVE LOL 💀💀 THEY HEARD EVERYTHING

"😳☺️🤭😏" u can choose which ADA member would make which face 💀💀💀

ngl u prob sometimes call them ur children and BRO

ranpo actually annoys u for some candy ngl 💀

u once punched dazai's gut bc yk he'd ask the stupid question like

"if you're our mom, would that make you a milf?"

send him back to the MAFIA trash can he came from 🤩🤩

jk but might write a oneshot about him even tho hes difficult to write 💀

will def do a part 2 of this bc it gives me an excuse to simp for these men 💀

[t0ta11y-n0t-cup1d]

!!!!! hi !!! :) can u maybe write rise leo & donnie hcs (separate pls) with a reader who's super affectionate and just loves tf out of them.!!! like!!! reader is head over heels!!!

also i hate that u were self conscious while writing totally platonic ;( it was so great, i rly like the way u wrote it!!!🥹 made me feel all warm n' fuzzy n' shit

Touchy-Feely

꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡ (seperate) don + leo hcs w a supez affectionate reader!!! (physical touch, gift-giving, words of affirmation)

req ;; yes/no

g/n reader!! they/them prns

warnings ;; swearing, kinda ooc??

leo ;;

- so leo is naturally ALL over people he loves (think climbing all over raph, draping himself over mikey + donnie, etc)

- it'd be really accurate to say he's the same way with you!

- whenever you're in the lair, or just around the turtles/leo, you are going to be snatched up and there is nothing you can do about it!

- standing up? okay, leo's just gonna wrap his arms round your waist and lean his head on your shoulder.

- sitting down? either you're sitting in his lap or he's sitting in yours— or, he sits on the floor beside you so that he can lean his head on your thighs (i love doing that)

- laying in bed? CUDDLE TIME!

- that's all just to say that leo himself is very physically affectionate ;; if he got the chance he'd hold onto you and never let go

- with leo's self-esteem problems, i think it really helps to have a partner who's super affectionate!

- leo's the kinda guy to have doubts/ be like 'why are you even with me? i'm so lame and my brothers/literally anyone is so much better than me'

- so to have someone who time and time again shows how much they love him and proves that they only have eyes for him?

- it actually really helps! of course, those thoughts do come back sometimes, but it's nothing that a few kisses and a cuddle session can't fix!

- not to mention how you're always, always willing to tell him own much you love him!! because you do, you love him very much and will do anything to get those bad thoughts out of his head

- if he ever feels bad about himself or something he did, he always comes to you to get some comfort bc you comfort him in the best way

- like i wrote in Totally Platonic, leo's prone to subconsciously wagging his tail, making chittering/churring sounds at you, even fluttering his fingers around your cheeks bc red-eared slider DNA go brrr

- something that i think leo would be self-conscious of is money and ish, bc its not like he can really get much?? with the whole turtle situation

- but you, of course, being the angel you are, constantly reassures him that you don't need materialistic things for him to prove his love! you just want him, not anything else

- he sobs on the spot

- leo's the type of guy to fall HARD, so to know you're the same way? to know that you're as crazy about him as he is about you?

- he swoons, and wonders what he might've done to deserve such a wonderful partner.

- (literally save the world twice but who's counting?)

donnie ;;

- everybody, EVERYBODY KNOWS that donnie ain't a very touch-oriented guy, so at the start of the relationship, he'd deffo be overwhelmed by all the love and might ask you to tone it down (not in a mean way)

- once he gets comfortable tho he's all up for affection and cuddles :))

- you do ruin his bad-boy image tho. how is this man supposed to be dark and mysterious when your sweet self is out here making him absolutely melt???

- donnie typically shows his love through gifts and words!!!

- alike leo, he could spend HOURS singing your praise and just saying everything he loves about you (he's actually made a list organized by his most favourite qualities alphabetically.)

- i personally think that for donnie, being a middle child, he didn't get too much attention and we know for a FACT that he yearns for praise and love

- so you KNOW he's going feral if you so much as say 'wow, that's cool!' to one of his inventions

- donnie, while a little overwhelmed by all the love you show him, is really happy to have it

- don can get really stressed when doing his experiments/making his inventions, so it helps to have you around!!

- comes to you for cuddles and to rant when stuff doesn't go his way or an experiment fails

- DEFFO appreciates how affectionate and lovey-dovey you are.

- (also like leo) he can get down in the dumps and insecure bc he believes that his tech is the only 'useful' thing about himself

- so to hear you constantly being like "ahhh my bf!!! my wonderful talented smart funny bf!!!! my love my light of my life!!! i love you i love you i love you :DD" to him really brought up his spirits

- how could they not?? you're just too cute and so sweet!!

- it also helps if he feels kinda insecure in public!! people trying to flirt w you? you don't even notice because you're too busy looking at donnie.

- donnie totes makes you gifts and stuff (little robot to help you out w chores, maybe one to remind you every day how much he loves you :])

- unlike leonardo however, don prefers to keep pda to a minimum;; he likes having certain things to himself and in private

- that doesn't mean that he don't love it tho!!! he just prefers that some stuff stays behind walls

A/N ;; SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!! but thank you so much for the request :DD im so eepy jssbbfjs,,,, anyway MEOWSSSS can't wait to work on more fics :]] they might come (even) slower tho bc im starting classes again (AGHHHHHHH)

LUV FROM ;; CUPEZ

[shroomi1e]

realistic reasons why genshin men are undatable

pt. 2 ft: ayato, scaramouche, dottore, pantalone, heizou, venti (part 1)

cw: light cursing, mild violence

a/n: WOO IM BACK FROM HIATUS🥳 im treating this as a warm up and just kinda throwing it out there, ill start working on more content so stick around for that :)

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ayato

well....

he's incredibly overworked, constantly running around trying to carry his clan and the yashiro commission on his shoulders

and him being a powerful person, it's likely that you'd be put in constant danger from those who want his position

he might be overprotective because of that, and would very much like to stick to your side 24/7 but obviously he can't

so try to get used to having bodyguards and the shuumatsuban tailing your ass all the time

but on a lighter(?) note: he probably plays really dumb pranks on you☠️

we already know that he's into seeing people struggle and squirm

so i can imagine he purposely sets things up to make you uncomfy or make it easy for him to tease you

he's still very much a gentleman so he won't push it too far but... that doesn't change the fact that he's a sadist

he's not as bad as diluc or childe, but he definitely needs some getting used to

scaramouche

well for starters, he greatly lacks in emotional capacity, he might not even tell you he has feelings for you

he's definitely bossy, does NOT want to be told what to do, even if it's "kind suggestions", he will not be tolerating anything

because of this, it might be difficult when trying to teach him about romantic relationships, he just kinda does whatever he wants to protect his pride

i feel like he'd also be rly pissy, he probably throws tantrums over the littlest mistakes or inconveniences

not to mention he's possessive, i can definitely see him as a more yandere-ey type

so say your final goodbyes to your friends and family because it's likely you're not ever seeing them again☠️

but before you lose hope! if you manage to get on dottore's good side, he might just help you do a factory reset on him

but then it wouldn't be the little electro gremlin we know and love, so you're better off just trying to change him by yourself (you can't)

dottore

i feel like he's similar to albedo, except he's sociopathic and a little more cynical

it's pretty obvious, he's experimented and hurt countless numbers of children and god knows what else

his experiments are on par if not worse than alice's experiments

dottore is most likely desensitized from this and rarely worries about your safety, brushing it off by saying, "I can fix it later"

but if we get past all the dark stuff, he's probably a nerd. a huge nerd.

since he was always an outcast and has been lonely for a while, I can imagine him rambling about his project for hours and hours on end

gets really really excited and happily tells you about how he's successfully chopped someone's limbs off☺️🥰

(I mean it's lowkey cute but like...)

he's always been shamed for what he does, so when you finally accept him he is determined to never let you go. ever.

keeps you around at all times, you're almost like a doll to him

he has some redeemable parts, idek at this point to be honest

pantalone

as of now, the only information we have on him is the harbinger trailer so this one is a little difficult

since he essentially manages the finances of the fatui, he's rich, even more so than childe

holds money to a very high regard, thinking it can solve and fix any problem

of course money can work in many situations, but rarely does it ever solve relationship issues

will give you gifts and money and other luxuries, but never sacrificing anything else for you

if you complain about him not giving enough affection or time to you, he'll simply state that he is indeed giving his love to you, just in a different form

has a hard time understanding that not everyone thinks about money like he does

he has good intentions and genuinely believes that throwing luxury items at you will convince you that he loves you

but unfortunately he's very set in his ways, i believe it will take some time for him to understand and relate to you

i think he is definitely better than childe, scara, and dottore

as of now it is assumed that he hasn't committed any violent or heinous crimes other than corrupting other nation's economics

heizou

he's perfect.

venti

he's the type to just sing anywhere and everywhere, it's tolerable since he's a great singer but itd be lowkey embarrassing

drunk 24/7

an extremely heavy drinker, always reeks of wine/alcohol whenever he walks by

requires assistance for when he blacks out while drinking, sobering him up will be a routine

but on a more serious note, he is an archon, an immortal being, while you're a human

much like zhongli, he might not even consider staying with you

he is the god of freedom, and the last thing he'd want is for you to be chained down to a relationship with someone like him

will respect your wishes if you insist on staying by his side, it just hurts knowing that you'll age and grow while venti never looks any different from the day before

even as an archon, he has his own issues to, such as his trauma from losing his friend

you could work him through it, though it might be difficult since he's lived with it for thousands of years

you might also fix his drinking problem if you work out his dead-friend trauma, you'd have to have his trust though

he is most definitely messier than zhongli, but i can see him being a genuinely kind person minus his chronic alcoholism and messy trauma

[ryllen]

Please read this by putting it through google translate image translation feature on phone and cry with me,

or i can summarize it to you

"Why does human help the weak?" [ You just do it automatically, don't u think? ] - Kalim [ I was taught to do so. ] - Deuce [ Helping others is a beautiful thing. ] - Rook [ It's a natural for the strong to help the weak. ] - Riddle

[ It's just human's instinct of wanting to survive together, is it not? ] - Trey Jade finds it weird, because in the sea, no thought will be given to the weak. The strongest will survive. Call it an ego on land if you want, but that is how it has always been in that big pool of deep never ending water.

Jade is a mermaid type who is rather sensitive when turned into human. Walking with legs feel like walking on knives for him. To counter that problem, he always had his transforming potion mixed with a lot amount of pain killers.

One time he started to feel pain on his feet, he refused to be helped as he is fixated of being a strong creature & not wanting to be positioned as something weak. When he finally let trey helped him, he kept asking if there's any compensation he had to pay for having Trey helped him. "It is just pure kindness for underclassman", Trey said. Having it not sitting right on him, Jade told Trey his secret about his human legs' sensitivity problem as a form of payment. "That's too much information for that price." "Such critical thing! I never tell anyone that information as it would endanger my life!" "So.., are you telling me because you trust me?"

"No. I am telling you because I want (to keep receiving) that pure goodwill from you, my senior."

"That's an unnatural & greedy remark from a benevolent Octavinelle's student. Such a bad boy, Jade." Trey touched Jade's face in soft scolding manner & it made the mermaid quietly flustered with feeling he never knew he could felt before. Finding Trey's affection dear to him, at some other time later, he pretended that his feet hurts. And he lied about not bringing any pain killers with him. Trey who was wary about lying Jade, used his magic to overwrite the pain on Jade's feet, so he could walk by himself. But Jade sulked. Because, rly, he just wants to be carried by Trey again. Sensing this, Trey gave in, and carried Jade on his back, pleasing him.

Jade then invited Trey to go to an abandoned castle. He asked him to dance with him.

"I want to look good in front of you. But I'm not good at dancing," Trey said.

"Good." Jade replied with a smile, happy with his awkwardness. "I am not familiar with human's dance either."

They started to dance. And flirted a little. "Your eye is like olive." (Typical TREY) And when they were about to kiss, 3 overblot ghosts broke in.

"'ll take responsibility" Jade said, instantly feeling responsible as he was the one who brought them there. He managed to defeat one of the ghost. But in the middle of battle, the usual pain started to seep in to Jade's feet. For real, this time. His legs gave out.

With 2 overblot ghosts left still, Trey put himself into the middle of the fight. "I don't have enough magic to both overwrite your pain & defeat these overblot ghosts at the same time. So, run away while I try to hold them back."

Jade started to think how unacceptable it is that he is protected by someone who is supposed to be weaker than him. He should have been the one protecting Trey as mermaid is a stronger being, however he is nothing but a hindrance right now. Trey would even win the fight if it was not because of him.

So Jade found a way. He made noise to get the overblot attention's. He directed them to him so he could take them out by letting the chandelier fall over all of them together, including him. He was so ready to be crushed & took all those responsibility with him.

But, of course, Trey can't have that! Trey saved Jade at the last minute. He pushed Jade away, so the chandelier missed him. But in consequence, Trey had his legs broken as they were the ones that got crushed by the chandelier, instead -- together with the remaining overblot ghosts.

Jade who still didn't realize the situation, said "... Oh. That's too unreasonable to suddenly jump in, under the chandelier and come..." "I can't help it."

Jade slowly turned his head.

"It's too easy to want to help the person you love." "...So let me help you out." The horror of the current situation finally creeped to Jade's face.

"T-TREY-SAN! TREY-SAN!!!!!!!"

[ What do i do now?? What do i do??? ]

"Go, return by yourself even without me..."

Jade started to think of all his options. Phone? out of range. Magic? Out of the question, he just realized that his magic gem is now broken. The only mirror to come back to the school was at the foot of the mountain, while the castle they were in was at the very top of it.

[ Carry this person on your back. ] The voice in his head said...

"Carry this person on my back--?" he turned his head, and suddenly imagined the path of 'knives' he had to step on to go back. Not alone even.., but together with this person. ...The additional weight surely would pressed his feet harder to the ground, causing even more pain.

Trembling from the thought of the pain, Jade thought... "This is bad..., I only have one more painkiller...."

He took out that single pain killer in his pocket, and put into his mouth, seemingly ready and prepared to walk, at least; a few steps back without pain. But no, he refused to do so. Trey is wounded. He must experience pain too right now. Lips-to-lips, he gave the wounded Trey the painkiller & let him swallow it.

"I'll help you now..." Jade said, repaying on Trey's deed & now walking back without painkiller, with his dear senior on his back.

His feet hurts. So badly that he started to bit his lips & let them bleed. The sudden thought of wild animals attacking them in this situation, made him shuddered.

Near them, he spotted a good running river.

...

[ I can just abandoned this person... and jump into the river. ...With that I can easily reach the foot of the mountain. ... With that, I can become a strong creature again, not the helpless one like what I am right now. ]

...

For a second Jade lost in thought of abandoning the weak like what the sea always taught him to do. But then, reminiscing how Trey carried him at that crucial time when he needed him to, he said to himself...

"No. That doesn't matter... "

"Because right now ..., I am helping him out of pure love."

And so, he kept enduring, until Idia who wandered at night to get his late night snack from the school's vending machine, found them who successfully came back, fainted at the hallway.

--

Time passed.

--

...

"Jade refuses to walk for awhile now." Floyd said, guiding Trey further inside to the longue. It might be because that event; so traumatic & painful, that Jade just wanted to forget entirely about walking all together. Or maybe it was out of guilt, for him being the reason that Trey had to be confined in the hospital room to recover & not being able to go anywhere. That's why, Jade isolated himself in the glass wall as a way to punish himself & share the same feeling with Trey.

"Sorry for the trouble." Trey replied, pushing his wheelchair with his hands.

"It's okay. It's Jade's own fault." Floyd replied, nonchalantly. Just like he always been. Oddly comforting, at the current situation. "Jade, sea turtle is here~~"

There he is. Jade, swimming in his mermaid form. Their eyes met. Seeing Trey sitting on a wheel chair, his eyes, glistened.

--

"So will your legs heal?" Jade was still in his mermaid form. He perched on surface of the longue's glass wall he was in, to talk to Trey.

"Yes."

"It's not just the bone fractures, right? It's also the ability to walk, right?"

"Of course."

...

Jade was relief. But he was still burdened with other feelings from the incident.

" --- IF I NEVER MET you, after graduating, I would have returned to the sea and keep being a strong creature forever....." "I am so scared and feeling so pathetic......."

...

Trey reminiscing the moment Jade carried him on his back, while enduring the tremendous pain on his feet, said, "You are...? At that time though, you looked like the strongest person in the world to me..." He patted Jade's head, consoling him.

Jade was relieved once again. " ... Trey-san ... " But it seems that this mermaid still has something in his mind...

"...When you risked your life, and let yourself be crushed under the chandelier..., was it all just because of the natural instinct inhabits in your body, OR-"

He didn't finish his question, and yet Trey answered. "It's because, I like you."

...

Jade proceeded to come out of the water, having his tail transformed to legs, once again after a long while. He approached Trey who sat there still with his immobilized legs.

"...I never thought I would ever need my legs again... He gazed Trey in the eyes. "But it is necessary...." "...There are a lot of things I want to do with you, with these legs..."

"...Many..."

And they both shared a kiss, which became the start of everything else.

[whoreadsnowadays]

You know the typical scene where the Hero has to convice you to stay away from the danger, to take shelter or something? That there's no other option or no more argument about it; and then s/o pull from his plaston (chest) and kiss him on the lips, with an explosion in the background. "You better come back." They say firmly, to not cry. Rise! Turtles reaction? Think that It might be their FIRST KISS❣️

THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS DUDE I LOVE THIS PROMPT SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA- I rly took this and ran with it so they're a little long lol but GOD I LOVE SM

Honestly it's written like a one-shot and I could've absolutely changed the formatting, but I'm writing this under my desk in the middle of class I'm not takin any chances by taking longer :[

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Warnings: mentioned character death, cussing, general angst, pls lemme know if anything else should be warned !

( Romantic ) Rise ! Turtles x Gender Neutral Reader

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"Come Back."

The explosions are loud behind you, you can barely think past the sound and the flashes and feeling of the ground shaking beneath your feet.

You look at him, trying not to let your anxiety show. His brothers have already moved towards the fight, but he stayed back a bit, for you.

It's obvious that he's not going to be left behind for long, he knows he's needed, and so do you.

"..I'm coming with." You decide, standing up straight with shaking legs.

His expression contorts into one of pure horror. An emotion you had never seen from him.

You step forward, determined to stride past him into the fray, but his hands on your shoulders stop you.

- Raph -

He looks like he's about to break down in front of you

Sure you've seen him scared before, smelled him scared before too, but this? This is different than a simple spider in the kitchen, this is serious. This is life or death.

"Please don't. Please. I can't- I'm already risking my brothers- my family.. I can't risk you too."

"Raph-"

"You don't know how to fight! All you know is simple defense moves- this is big! Really big! I can't- you can't go, you can't, please don't-"

It hurt to listen to him like this. It hurt to see him slowly crumble in front of you, so obviously scared for everyone around him.

You made a decision then and there, hoping that it was the right one

He stared down at the ground in front of you, still begging with you not to go, when suddenly your hands were on his face and your lips were on his.

Oh.

You pulled back, tears streaming down both your faces.

There was a moment of silence between the two of you, before you sniffled and nodded resolutely.

"You better come back." You demand of him, voice shaking as you slowly step back to let him go.

He takes a big deep breath and nods, slowly moving away from you as well.

"I will."

And then he's gone, and you're left to hope.

- Donnie -

He looks at you with a barely contained scowl

He's holding your shoulders as tight as he can, and you can feel him shake as he does so.

"You're going to get yourself killed."

His voice is as level as he can make it, trying so hard not to collapse into a panic attack.

"Donnie-" you try to protest, your voice displaying every intense emotion you were feeling at once, and that about broke him

"No! No you can't come with us! You can't fight, it's too dangerous for an on field medic, you're going to get yourself killed!"

"What about you?! What if you die?! Huh? What if your tech malfunctions, or they rip off your battle shell and leave you defenseless? What then!?"

You practically yelled in his face, and he simply gaped at you as you did so

You felt bad as soon as the words fell from your mouth, and you couldn't help the tears that fell as you glanced down to the ground between the both of you

"I.. I'm sorry D, I-"

And then he was kissing you.

Leaning forward and holding your shoulders even tighter than before. He was kissing you like his life depended on it.

You gaped at him as he pulled away, staring at you with unshed tears in his eyes.

"I'll be careful. Extra careful. I.. I'll be back, and we can.. do whatever you want. Okay?"

You stared at him for a moment, before a teary smile found its way onto your face.

"Okay. Yeah."

He nodded shakily, slowly letting go of your shoulders before taking a step or two back.

He gave you one last look before he flew out of sight.

You took a breath and nodded resolutely, turning when you heard the terrified screams from the new york civilians.

You couldn't be on the front lines, but, you decided, you could handle crowd control.

- Leo -

You can tell he's struggling with himself, trying to decide what route to take in this situation

Normally you'd give him time to think over his words, knowing his brain worked a little too fast sometimes

But now there was no time to think.

"Leo I'm coming with, I'm not letting you guys go by yourself. I can't.. I can't let you go by yourself."

Leo met your gaze and seemed to come to a decision, giving you a small smile.

"We'll be okay. You just have to trust us yeah?"

"How do you know that?"

"I just do-"

"No you don't Leo! You don't know!" You exclaimed, causing his smile to fall right off his face

"You have no idea what's about to happen! and I need to be there in case you all-!"

He panicked and reached for your face, pressing his lips to yours in one quick movement

The action stunned you into silence, and you watched as he pulled back, a little surprised with himself.

After a moment of nothinh, he gave you another smile, obviously forced, but trying so hard.

"We'll be fine. Me and the others are just.. we're out for patrol? Yeah? And we'll be back before you know it."

You blinked at him, before slowly nodding, playing along with his ploy to calm you.

"Okay. Okay, I'll.. see you when you get back" you mumbled, and his smile became just a bit more genuine

"Yeah. See ya." And then he was turning, rushing off to catch up with his brothers, as you turned away from them all, forcing yourself to believe Leo's obvious lie.

They'd be back. And you'd help them if they.. just so happened to have a few injuries from, "patrol"

- Mikey -

He stared for a second before pulling you into a tight hug.

You hugged back as tight as you could, and you both mutually felt the other shake in your arms.

He buried his face in your shoulder, mumbling his words almost inaudibly

"Please don't, I can't stop you but please don't." Hearing his broken voice made your tears finally fall

"I.. If I don't come then you might.."

"It won't help if you do!" He exclaimed, squeezing you even tighter.

"I want you to come and be there, I want to be able to see you at all times, but I'd only be putting you in danger!" He sobbed, lifting his head to look at you.

You watched as he broke down in front of you, begging you to understand why you couldn't come with.

But the only thing you could really think of is how much you loved him. And how little time you potentially had left.

You slowly raised your hands to his face, staring into his eyes as he slowly quieted under your gaze

You leaned forward, pressing your lips to his as softly as you could, trying to portray every ounce of love you felt for him.

He stared at you with stars in his eyes as you pulled away, a small smile forming on your face despite it all

You'd give anything to just pluck him away from all this, but unfortunately, that was impossible.

"Okay." You mumbled, nodding once.

He sniffled, reaching up to wipe his eyes before meeting your gaze again and nodding back.

"Okay."

And with one final squeeze, you pushed him off of you and towards his brothers, giving him a reassuring smile as he ran off into the battle.

He'd be okay. And so would you. You'd have a happily ever after if it killed you.

[beyondtheglowingstars]

Ok!! Now that my questions have been answered- could I request a fic or some headcanons (either or, i dont mind) with Warriors from Linked Universe with a gender neutral s/o who's been really burntout recently? Like maybe s/o is like some sort of publisher or scholar for the royal family or sm and has been working non-stop and now suddenly they're just exhausted and can't find the energy to keep working-

Wars, being the good boyfriend he is, realises his s/o has been hauled up in their study not really coming out for anything but food, water etc.

so a little scenario of wars going to check up on them would be nice<3 something fluffy and comforting with just a hint of angst if you rly squint ya know?

If theres smt you wanna change or dont want to do then thats fine! Take your time with it :>

I look forward to seeing what you do! and thanks for responding to my questions earlier

Hi hi! Sorry once again for this being late, but I hope you like it and that it maybe brightened your day even if just slightly.

Thank you for such nice words! They're a huge motivator for me.

Warriors with a burnt-out s/o (hcs)

You were feeling burnt-out? And were stressing so much that you hadn't been coming out for anything other than fulfilling your basic needs?? Warriors just wouldn't allow that. Not a chance.

If only you had seen his face when Zelda let him know what was happening. She was genuinely concerned for your well being and tried to help you several times, but she truly knew Link was the only remedy to the problem.

Warriors would immediately go back to the chain not to ask for permission from Time, he would basically give the command himself that they would stay near the castle for as long as it took for you to feel better.

He didn't tell them this, but if it bothered anyone, then they could go on without him and he'd join back until he knew you were doing better.

Time understood the power that love had over people, and guessed that it may not be so bad for them to take some time off, so he didn't protest. He'd make sure to keep some of the boys away from Warriors and you as much as he could so you had some time together.

Warriors would gently knock the door to your room while calling you your affectionate nickname.

The first thing that happens after opening that door is you getting scooped in his strong arms and being given two smooches. One on your forehead and another on your lips.

He sits down with you and holds you close, asking about how you've been doing while he was gone.

If you wanted to talk or vent for a while, he'll sit there without problem and listen to all you have to say, maybe shedding a tear or two himself if you need to cry. He'll give you a nice, tender kiss at the end.

If you don't wanna share much, that's okay too. He'll lovingly tell you more reassuring words than you can think of and will keep holding you for as long as you need.

Don't think he doesn't have any more to offer, he's very excited to gift you everything he's gotten for you in his travels.

He's taking you out to the town after that.

Whatever is it that you want from the vendors, he'll get it for you.

He'd be telling you about the most fun parts of his adventure, making sure to make it as entertaining as he can.

When you crack a big smile he's gonna feel the proudest he ever has.

He'd be so happy to see that you're finally enjoying yourself. He knows very well why it's so important to take your mind off of responsibilities every once in a while.

After a long day, he's taking you back to your room and spoiling you as much as he can.

He knew you'd be tired, so he may have asked for help from one of the castle maids before he saw you earlier in the day. You come back to find everything spotless and tidy.

Before you have any time to ask him what is it that he did, he's already making you comfortable and getting your sleeping clothes.

He's cuddling with you to sleep. Doesn't matter if you're the big or small spoon, he's just content to be close to you and knowing that you're feeling better now.

He wishes he could stay by your side from that day on and forget about everything else, but he knows he's gonna have to leave soon, and is preparing for it.

In the meantime, he'd make sure you both enjoy your time together as much as possible.

[mermaidsirennikita]

Hi! Do you have any recs for rly good mafia romance? I'm trying to get into it but my friend recommends the TikTok popular ones that are just....not well written

Yes, but there aren't main. Like. Three authors. Two of which I already liked for other things. (I do REALLY want to read Annika Martin's dark books, which I think are Russian mafia or Russian mafia adjacent?)

I am very picky with mafia romances because a) I was a little ethically eh on reading them for a long time because b) based on where I've lived and what I've studied, I know a bit more about the mafia than your average romance reader I think, that's not a brag it's a nerdery c) a lot of them are based in America, modern, and I've gotta say, that's corny as hell because while there are absolutely VERY powerful criminal organizations mafia-related today, they! Are! Not! V powerful! In! America! The Italian-American mafia took a huge hit in the 1980s that hasn't really let up, and while they exist and they're bad... Tony Soprano ain't doing it like like the Camorra is doing it in Italy, today, y'know? The power isn't there, and when you see, like, the billionaire Italian-American mafia guys in romance today it's too much for me. I get why it's not too much for other people. I suspend my disbelief on MANY CRAZIER THINGS. I just can't with this lol.

(Also, I have a personal issue with Italian-American romance heroes who are like "I'm Italian". Lol no you aren't. You're Italian-American. You're usually Sicilian-American. You are EYETALIAN.)

Anyway, after that preamble of why my recs are limited:

Mila Finelli's Kings of Italy series. Literally some of my favorite books I've read in forever. Set in Italy, though the heroines are from Italian-Canadian extensions (which, like, Canada for sure has a more powerful presence than America, so I'm guessing that was smart research from Mila). I also love Mila's books because while they are crazy, they're not INSANELY dark, and tend to be more on the fun side. They're super, super hot. There are usually good grovels. The heroines are actually pretty bold and, aside from the last one, not virginal (which is an issue in many mafia books tbh). They break down to:

Mafia Mistress--Frankie is traded by her father to a powerful capo, Fausto, ostensibly to marry his son Giulio. However, two issues: a) Giulio is in fact gay b) Fausto ends up wanting Frankie for himself after she puts up a fight. But he doesn't want her as his wife--he wants her as his mistress. His MAFIA MISTRESS.

Mafia Darling--Direct sequel to MM, wherein Frankie and Fausto deal with their various issues, both mafia-related and like, relationship related. I also really love Fausto and Giulio's relationship, it's so sweet and takes time to work on, and it has a culmination here that made me tear up. Heads up: Frankie is 18 and Fausto is 38. I didn't care about this. Do with it what you will lmao.

Mafia Madman--My favorite, best read after the first two but can go solo. Enzo D'Agostino (king of my heart/body and soul as TSwift would say) was one of the villains of the previous books. He kidnapped Frankie, Fausto like cut off his finger and tortured him for a month, and he escaped to hide out on a yacht for four years like a Bond villain. Enzo is... incredible. He is the richest hero in this series because of his "computer business" (????) which @triviareads and I have concluded means he's running Nigerian prince scams and holding the economies of small nations for ransom. He and Fausto have a relationship that I can only describe as "Alexis (Fausto) and Dominique (Enzo) if they were mafia dons". The champagne is BURNT!!!!

Anyway, he randomly sees Gia, Frankie's wild, bratty little sister, and is all "a-HA, a foolproof plan I have just concocted within five minutes to get revenge and free myself from the prison of living on a fabulous yacht IS HERE" so he naturally invites her out for a drink, blows up the bar, fakes her death, and puts her in a cage on the yacht. Sadly for him, the only person who can match Enzo's crazy is Gia, and she starts doing naked yoga (queen of my spirit) and they promptly enter into an intense enemies to lovers back and forth in which ONLY ONE CAN WIN (her).

If you want an OBSESSED alpha... this is it.

Mafia Target--Giulio is back! He's on the run because he's Fausto's son and the mafia is hella homophobic (true). Unfortunately, the world's DEADLIEST SNIPER, disaster bisexual Alessio Ricci, has been deployed to kill him. Unfortunately for Alessio, Giulio is DUMB HOT and so naturally Alessio blows him in a club before Giulio realizes he's out to kill him, and they end up on a tiny Scottish island, trying to kill each other while also being like "let's take a month off of trying to kill each other... to.... do things...."

This is arguably the most outright SWOONY ROMANTIC of the books, I love it with all my heart. Giulio and Alessio have one of those relationships wherein it's kinda love at first sight, tempered by the whole assassin thing, and it totally works.

Mafia Virgin--Emma, the other Mancini sister, wants to be a doctor and is super sweet. She's forced to marry new don Giacomo, who doesn't want to be with her either. And, oh yeah, they have to conceive a baby in six months or less!

This is probably the softest book in the series. Giacomo is not quite as hard as Fausto, Enzo, Giulio, or Alessio. He's like, the thinking man's mafia don (but everyone thinks he's stupid because he's big and fights!!!). And as it turns out, he and Emma are very, very into the whole making a baby thing.

Mafia Brute--This is an m/m Russian mafia novella, about Theo, Giulio's designer friend, who's fallen into a fling with the very dangerous Nikolai. A lot of hooking up on a yacht (again). A lot of very romantic sweetness fringed with violence. A lot of heat. Great!

Ummm I also love Kresley Cole's Gamemaker series! These are Russian mafia books.

The Professional--The heroine is adopted, and finds out the big scary guy who's been watching her is her biological father's enforcer/surrogate son... when he kidnaps her to take her back to said father. They immediately have an attraction, but he refuses to give in because if they get together (she's a virgin) he'll be like, obligated to marry her. While she's not so hot on the marriage thing, she WANTS him. She's a total brat, it's all very teasing and great.

The Master--This one has a billionaire mafia dude order the heroine, an escort on the run from her past. They have this insane hookup, major connection, it's amazing, but then he finds out she was trying to pull one over on him (or was she???) and he takes her captive. Also, there is a chastity belt. This one is amazing and has a fabulous grovel.

The Player--This hero is really more mafia-adjacent because the other two heroes are his older brothers, but he's definitely into some shady shit, and he is OBSESSED. He fixates on the heroine and is another SUPER possessive guy with a dark past. Has one of my favorite sex scenes ever (he fingers her to orgasm in front of a table of other people who are also getting off on it).

Run, Posy Run by Cate C. Wells--In this one, the heroine is the (American but it works here) mafia hero's longterm girlfriend, and she's basically always been around the life and accepts a subpar relationship because he keeps her comfortable and she thinks he loves her. Then, he's sent this video that makes it look like she cheated on him; and she realizes he's like, a sociopath and goes on the run. However... he then realizes that he can't actually live without her, and begins stalking/chasing after her lol. It's actually a good "fix the relationship" book, with an edge of kidnapping and a feeling-less hero learning how to have a feeling. I also really loved the heroine's development.

[ooaeras]

happy opening!! i'm rina (she/her, 25) writing for song aera. it's been a busy weekend so forgive my half-done bio and profile pages, but i'll finish them up real soon i promise!! i'm ok plotting here on tumblr but i also have a discord available if that's easier, just lmk if so. in the meantime, you can find more about her under the cut!! leave a lil like on the post and i'll come running over to your dms ♡

tw: emotional abuse, gaslighting, manipulation

bg

star student and top of her class!! also stereotypical pretty and popular girl who was really just there to enjoy her youth bc she had lots of time to figure stuff out right???

skipping some details, started getting pursued by an upperclassman and she eventually fell head over heels for him and his sweet words

things started going south (unbeknownst to aera) a few months into the relationship when he started asking for monetary loans from her. what started as small pocket-change increments gradually began to increase overtime. and when she wasn't able to lend the money, he began to grow upset with her

the guilt of not being able to help him in these moments caused her distress and made her grow insecure in their relationship. but she gave what she could and he would apologize sweetly and reassure her of how much he needed her and cared for her. so problem solved right???

not rly. it was really causing a strain on her wallet and eventually he suggested that she take a break from school and simply live off of the funds provided by her parents to pay for her tuition. while aera was hesitant at first, his words eventually persuaded her to withdraw indefinitely

due to this, she had to move out of the school dorms. however, they couldn't live together because his apartment was too small and "not good enough for what she deserved". instead, he directed her towards an apartment building recommended by an old military acquaintance. and so, aera ended up at the loop. he promised her, however, that the living situation would only be temporary until he was "fully able to provide a happy life for the both of them"

barely able to scrape up enough money for rent (despite it's cheap cost) and feed herself, aera decided to take up a vacant clerk position at the convenience store next store just to keep her afloat for the time being

personality

certified Lover Girl™ !!! she just wants to believe in true love so bad, she can't see the red flags waving right at her

pre-current relationship she was a social butterfly and loved getting to know everyone around her. but these days she's a little apprehensive to get to know others in fear of upsetting hurting her partner

quite literally the goodest bean there could ever be. she would never turn a blind eye to anyone in need. ie definitely would hold a door open for 5 minutes waiting until the person behind her is comfortably inside, if she saw someone crying in a coffee shop she'd by them a cookie and just leave it at their table with an encouraging note the second they got up to use the bathroom or smth

always looking out for others....but who is looking out for her ? bc she keeps her own feelings pent up for so long, she really does feel like her partner is the only one she can turn to. thus, she gets really clingy and in need of his attention

is the sad jealous type and gets really quiet / keeps to herself when she feels like she's being "replaced"

forever loyal and true to those who are dear to her; does her best to let you know just how much you mean to her

development plans

definitely going back to complete school!! coming clean to her parents and making up for the broken trust between them. and most importantly, realizing that the relationship she is in is not ideal and most definitely not healthy, plus he's definitely just using her for her money??? by the end of her lease, she will be breaking up with this man forever (still unnamed bc i think he sucks and i'll wait until we absolutely must put a name to him before giving him some proper thought) and really focusing to live her life for herself.

potential plot bunnies!!!

regular: you always see her working the weirdest hours at the convenience store. after days of just sitting together in shared silence, somehow you end up talking to one another

old classmates: you both saw each other around korea univ or even shared a class or two, but you noticed that she didn't come back this semester......what's up?

noisy neighbor: you always hear a strange thumping coming from the direction of aera's apartment and decide to confront her about it (or vice versa)

ex-bf/fling: you two used to be on pretty good terms despite ending things, until one day aera started to outright ignore you as if you were complete strangers. the 180 change in personality/behavior catches you off guard

classic enemies: idk what happened in particular, we can brainstorm something up, but basically any kinda drama we can think up to stir the pot!! these two absolutely despise having to share the same apartment complex as one another!!!

???: one day she's returning home and she catches a glimpse of you behind her. even tho there's enough distance between the both of you, she's feeling a little suspicious that you're both taking the same turn....and entering the same building........and taking the same elevator up??? (bonus points if any 2nd floor neighbors pick this up lol)

chef's kiss: them making it a bit to come up with the most random convenience store combos/recipes and having each other try the first bite

shoulder to cry on: she hasn't opened up regarding the details of her situation, but you've seen her crying on multiple occasions and haven't turned her away whenever she's in need of some company yet

[nerice]

holding out hands. do you want to talk about any oc couples you have. or polycules or situationships or anything of that ilk.

ask answer time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at long last. linking my oc page at the top bc i will throw out some names w/ varying context :3

also prefacing this by saying that the ultimate oc ship of all time is qs (queenshipping) aka jumie/reina alas i talk abt them all the fkcin time so let's gearshift and do smth else for once ! let me introduce you 2

[the polycule] tm. relationship for the ages, mostly bc it takes an age to reach its final form lol. details under the cut >>>

noah/garvith

dragon god x serpent deity in all their beastly glory (this is before noah acquires a human form) during the war, they spend most of their off-duty time curled into ridiculous shapes having deep talks abt nothing and everything. goes bad when garvith flees a crucial battle, leaving reina to die & noah swears 2 put him 2 death over this act of cowardice. garvith spends the next century in hiding until he meets avery nd takes refuge in her body; which is all good and well until noah runs into avery during an unrelated mission and can't keep his eyes off her for. some reason >:) enter:

noah(avery?)garvith, messy tag here!

avery is ur average angry teen caught up in the middle of the fallout of whatever fucking romance those two had going on. esp bc noah+garvith, now both in human bodies (noah's held together by duct tape nd garvith thru avery) ARE NOT IMMUNE TO PHYSICAL DESIRE AS IT TURNS OUT nd avery (aro) sits in the crossfire like????? What!! Is Going On when she starts blushing like a schoolgirl over noah lmfao. sorry prince. usually she nd garvith are amiable w/ their body sharing but garvith does sleepwalk pilot her a few times to steal kisses from noah who is victim 2 his bad vein of hypocrisy regarding duty vs. desire lol. all of this ends winningly ofc when he stabs avery/garvith mid-kiss. amazing, everybody was hurt in the process of making this joint. let's take a detour

devon

local wolf guy who has fuckall 2 do with anyones god business. simply falls in love at first bite (bitten) with avery, who has so many other problems at that point, including inheriting a thousand years worth of memories from garvith & going thru a little ego death bc she cannot cope with the grief of it all. might selfishly have kissed devon at one point in an attempt to be someone she's not which cements his crush & dooms them all to drag out this stupid little charade into another book, where we get to >

noah/devon

who start out on the worst terms (romantic rivals for avery/garvith. who is simply Done With It on both ends f) but in the little space of reefair where avery has dropped off the map completely, noah+devon end up living in the same house & get pretty buddy buddy. devon is the first person noah trusts with the secret that he is a god, and devon has a phd in being a whore instead of going 2 therapy so they have a good time, as we say on this main blog where content restrictions apply. :)

anwy let's bring this baby home. ive talked abt court of the dragon before but the tldr is; noah dukes it out with his vengeful other ex that until now ive omitted. which is a shame bc damia is my fav oc, but the endgame is this:

noah+damia end up in a dual body consciousness situation a la pandora hearts, with one body stuck at the bottom of the ocean in dead world space & the other able to move freely, with the two of them having 2 play real nicey with each other taking turns who controls which body. by then avery has sort of rejoined the polycule (when she's not out adventuring across verses w/ lucie) but in an all members present scenario u get:

the polycule [tm]

avery, more or less serpent at times, trading affection & bite marks w noah/devon except like. sometimes noah is damia and damia doesn't rly fuck with the polycule situation bc he hates everyone involved but also loves to fuck with the polycule bc he is a goddamn bastard. i don't know what's going on here either but it's extremely funny send tweet

((((((bonus. ask jumie how she feels about her son sometimes giving damia head by association LOL)))))))))9 revolutionary vectors of psychological dmg here

[angelgoeslewd]

So for my request could it be the brothers reacting to a fallen angel MC? Don't hesitate to DM for more information if you need it

Ooo i rly loved this request <3 thank u clem!!!

⚠️ warnings: spoilers for the game and suggestive content!

The Brothers Reacting to Fallen!MC

LUCIFER

♡ The moment you appear in the Devildom, Lucifer can tell something is off. Diavolo probably can't, he's never felt Glory, and his brothers have probably forgotten the heaviness that Holiness brings. But he hasn't. Lucifer has lost so, so much to Heaven's oppressing light and he was the oldest, felt cornered by Glory for so long that he will never forget. So why do you have the last flickers of it...?

♡ He's more guarded around you, at first. He is reluctant to hand you over to Mammon, because he's scared that it's more like he's handing Mammon over to you, and he cannot lose anyone else to the Celestial Realm. (He will never admit to feeling fear, or to being scared of the Celestial Realm, but he has six younger siblings to take care of and be a model for, can you blame him?)

♡ But when he realizes that you're a Fallen? Like him? Like his brothers? He wants to kiss you so bad. It plays right into his enamoration of you since the beginning. This is why he is so willing to look past any mistakes or outbursts you may have, even suspicion of you is so easily passed over. He sees a family with you, in you, besides you. You still have an aura of power, wit, a trickiness about you that makes him want to laugh and yell all at once, and he loves it. It's everything that makes him feel complete, like everything he's lost after his fall was worth it because he's got you now. Lilth, ever the angel, down to the last cell in her body, sent you to him. She's more gracious and forgiving then up above. And he won't fail her again. He will protect you. He will give you everything he couldn't give to her.

♡ Sometimes he wonders if you feel as he does, if you miss the light and love from up there, even with all the standards and expectations and blind eyes you had to have -- which, when you have so many, is so, so very hard to do. He caresses the shadow of your wings as you sleep beside him at night, wondering if you miss feeling fingers run through the feathers. You didn't make a deal with Diavolo, didn't get your own set of corrupted wings to also substitute for your angelic set, but they are there, a whisper of what they were. You were probably so beautiful with them, he'd have to look away if he had ever met you, for you are still so gorgeous that he doesn't know if even him, a former Seraphim, would be able to stand such a heavenily sight. They stir as you do, and Lucifer is quick to wrap you in his own wings, cocooning you, and he sees you smile in your sleep. His heart hurts.

MAMMON

♡ Lucifer would be right in thinking Mammon wouldn't remember the feel of Glory, but not for the reasons he probably expects. Mammon refuses to remember it. It ripped his whole family away from him, and what? Because his sister fell in love? Because she refused to let Heaven turn a blind eye again? No, screw that, they don't deserve to be remembered by him, the Greatest of All Time. So, he doesn't really notice anything is off (except that you're like. Really gorgeous. Like. Wow. It's almost like you have a shine to you in dark rooms, so subtle but still. Mammon forgets not to stare sometimes.) Until he barges into your room one day, as this one does, and you have them out. Oh. Oh.

♡ "Mammon, get out- !!!" Well. That explains it. Why he felt so drawn to you. How pretty and shiny you are. He should... probably leave now, right? He should leave. Except he finds that he can't.

"Why didn't you tell me...? I'm your first, silly..."

♡ The best thing about Mammon is that he's doesn't really hold a grudge, he's more of a forgive and remember kind of person. Yeah, the Celestial Realm sucks sometimes, but hey! It gave him you! Plus, he's got a new buddy to play pranks with, to go shopping with, to do, well, everything with! And he knows you can keep up now, he doesn't hold his energy back at all. He's probably the one you've shown your wings to the most, to be honest. Just because it's so easy to be around him, you don't feel like you have to hold anything back. He loves when you lay in his lap and he can preen your wings, soft and as barely there as they are, he manages. It's what he misses most from before. Sometimes he gets really into it and starts humming and you end up falling asleep in his lap. He falls asleep up right, holding you tightly to him.

♡ Mammon might be a little hurt, because he wants to share everything with you and you with him (a first for him!) But he honestly doesn't care what you are or where you came from. He enjoys being with you for who you are. He would love you even if you were a worm. He would lift you up to smell and bat at things if you were a cat. No, he didn't get that from DevilTube, shut up about it. He still forgets not to stare at you though.

LEVIATHAN

♡ Honestly, Levi is too angry at your, ahem, personal assistant to even give you, some normie human, a second glance. He just really, really needs his money back, ok! It's rightfully his! Even if he does think you're kinda cute, he's really focused on one thing right then. His. Merch.

♡ He keeps this cold front up until you piss him off at the pop quiz. You are much, much stronger then a normal human should be. You barely even flinch when he grabs your wrist, simply looking at him as he bares his true form. He's... confused? And then -- Lucifer is in his face, telling him to go cool off. Everything happens so fast that he really doesn't know what to do but be angry. He storms out, fully ready to stomp back to his room, when he stops. There's a nearly translucent, pink tinged feather at the entrance. He picks it up. It hits him.

♡ Levi has his face buried in his hands for the next few hours, screaming internally in embarrassment. You were a Fallen. Like him. Like the rest of them. You were probably super cool and he was being a total douche like the antagonists in his animes and Ruri-chan would be so disappointed in him... !! He has to do something. If not, sitting like this is going to kill him. In a moment of confidence, he texts you to meet him later. He presses enter and then spends the next few minutes looking at it and regretting being born. Until you answer. Oh, king of Hell, you answered. What was he even going to say to you...?

♡ Your smile when he apologies to you makes his heart beat fast and he doesn't know why. The excitement in your eyes when he invites you to play games in his room has his palms sweaty. Soon, he doesn't mind when you cling to his arm and you spend a lot of time in his room after school, him excitedly asking you questions about your time in the Celestial Realm and boasting about his previous life. When you tell him that you much prefer him now, he turns red and shoves his face into a pillow. He quietly asks if you'd want to have a sleep over and if you wanted to work on a cosplay you two could do together. You're like a real life anime character, the only one who's been through all these tropes outside of his family and he's fascinated by you.

SATAN

♡ Satan has never felt Glory, never had wings, or knew the luxuries of the Celestial Realm... but as much as he hates it, he is a part of Lucifer, and has as just much good intuition. It's why you don't see him around much in the beginning, except for his off-hand commentary. I do hope you don't think it's because of who you are. Dear, no! He's just... not sure what to make of you. He's used to being able to pin point who exactly a person is right from the start, but you are a whole different challenge. You are somehow more graceful than a normal human in small moments, but seemingly more clumsy than one too. He watches you almost fall when you stand up quickly during dinner time, yet you excell in their dance exercise during P. E. He doesn't understand it at all and he feels uncomfortable being so out of his element. It frusterates him, but he doesn't know why.

♡ He only understands it after him and Lucifer switch. You feel ever so faintly like Lucifer... it's the same shiver he gets when he opened the portal using Lucifer's magic, not as bone-chilling and it doesn't stop him in his tracks as much, but it's the same calmness. Yours feels warm and comforting, like a book and tea on a rainy day, a snug blanket tucked around him. He's unsure of what to do with this information, no books or guides on "What To Do When You Suspect The Human Exchange Student May Not Actually Be Human." So he does the only logical thing he can think of. He brings it up to you.

♡ He does it on a study date you guys have, alone for once, in the library of the House of Lamentation. He does it so subtly and asks so quietly you ask for him to repeat the question with a small, "hm?" When he does, your immediately startle, eyes going wide and color tinging your cheeks. He's quickly by your side, trying to comfort you, saying it's not anything bad or a big deal, he's... he's just curious, you know? You're still obviously embarrassed, but you confirm it. It's quiet between you two, Satan not knowing what to say and you, worried that you might've fucked up a relationship with your crush because you're like him. Lucifer.

♡ ...it's softly broken by Satan asking if you still have wings. "Barely," you answer, your soft lips quivering.

"Can I... can I see them? I've- I haven't ever-" You give him a nod, understanding him without him having to say a word (a realization that comes to him so intensely, that it makes his heart skip a beat), and stand up, letting the glamour go and your wings part. They are nothing more than shadows now, still a part of you, but unuseable. No less impressive to Satan, however, and he briefly wonders if you can still feel them, as he reaches out to stroke the side of them. You laugh, a jingle through the awkwardness, and he does it again. The rest of the night is Satan asking you all sorts of questions about your home, your wings, you.

♡ Satan isn't really sure how to handle this situation, but he's read enough romance novels to realize that some things can't ever be made sense of. They just are. Like you just are, are next to him, are there for him when he feels the rise of Wrath within him, are his. He's a bit more hesitant than he usually is with you, but that's just because he's not like his brothers. He's never been an Angel, he doesn't know what he can and can't ask, but you don't seem put off by anything he does. You make him feel like he's his own person, like he's not just Lucifer's Wrath, and that's more worthy of worship than any holy figure.

ASMODEUS

♡ Out of all the brothers, if there's one that wants to remember their time as angels, it would be Asmo. But he can't. That's the issue. His power wasn't strong enough to leave traces of its holiness, smeared and wiped away like wet makeup. It's not just his sin talking (though sometimes, it is), it's the memory of their happiness, of his brothers smiling instead of being so tense and controlled by their sin all the time, of joy and love. He tries not to think too hard on it, makes his throat get all tight and his eyes get all itchy and stress causes wrinkles.

♡ He knows when you summon his power. There is no way any human could summon so much from him unless... unless they had a Celestial touch. He doesn't say anything to you until you get back to the house, doesn't even say a peep to Solomon when he asks why Asmo is acting weird, shakes his head and crosses his arms when the sorcerer tries to poke. He's constantly inviting you over when you get back from Diavolo's castle, trying to find the right time and moment to bring it up. When he does, you have made yourself comfortable in his room, no longer feeling uneasy or out of place in Asmo's picture perfect room; he's doing your nails, a soft ballet slipper pink that gradients into a lavender and he's adding little silvery nail art stars when he casually asks: "How long have you been fallen?"

♡ You nearly fall off the bed in shock, leaving Asmo tutting as you nearly messed up your nails. The reaction confirms it. He slows caps the nail polish and... squeals. "What color are your wings? Do you still have 'em? Oh, let me brush them! I miss brushing my own- Ooh! I can put bows and jewels and pretty little things in them- I have the perfect thing-" You try to slow him down, kneeling by the bed and trying to quiet him, but he's ecstatic. It's actually a way better reaction then you hoped for... out of all of them, you thought he would be the most likely to get angry. But truthfully, he just misses his wings. They were so pretty...

♡ Your slumber parties get a lot more fun after that. (And yes, true to his word, he keeps it a secret from Solomon, as hard as it is.) He spends hours preening your wings, figuring out what will be too heavy to braid into your shadowy feathers and what won't. He's the only one who will ever see them, a fact that riles him up a little more than it should, but how could it not? It's like you're showing him something he hasn't seen before, something more personal then even being nude in front of him. You're his little Angel... fallen or otherwise.

BEELZEBUB

♡ Honestly, it may seem like all Beelzebub's world revolves around food. But it doesn't! It's food, working out, food, you... food. What he's trying to say is that he pay attention to you. And sure, at first he didn't really care about you, you were just a human in a delicious world, after all. But you really made an impression on him. You listened. Really listened. Helped him work out and to not eat the Devildom into poverty... that's why he was so surprised when he looked over at you, you who had fallen asleep in a cross-legged position while helping him with sit-ups, and noticed the soft, cotton candy colored wings behind you.

♡ He sits there for about 5 minutes, debating on what to do, before he decides to wake you up. Pushing on your shoulder, he feels himself flush as he does. It just feels like... something personal. Like he shouldn't be looking. You wake up with a sleepy yawn, asking him what was up. "Your wings..."

♡ That wakes you up. You shoot up, away from him, something that hurts him a little more than it should, trying to explain. "I... don't mind. It's just... not what I expected." You look at him with a cute tilt of your head and he feels his blush deepen. "They look like they taste like cotton candy." He's avoiding the subject, but you sweetly don't push it. Just give a laugh laced with disbelief and tell him they absolutely do not, do not eat my wings.

♡ Beel is so easy going, that you kinda expected it to be swept under the rug and for life to continue on as it normally does. No wonder you let your guard down around him. He texts Belphie about it later at night, wondering why you're on his mind so often, wondering if you felt the same pain they did when they fell. It makes him... melancholy. He takes a trip to your room, knocks on the door, where you open and take him into your arms like you just know what he's thinking. He hold you tight, whispering how he'll be strong enough to protect you next time. You feed him chocolates in your bed while you two cuddle, and he tries not to get your wings sticky when he presses his face into them and inhales their sweet scent. You smell better than anything he's ever tasted.

♡ He isn't there fast enough.

BELPHEGOR

♡ Belphie, Belphie. Oh, Belphegor. Belphie has a lot of time to stew. A little too much, actually. It's probably why he sleeps so much too. Being so angry and hurt and full of vengeance takes a toll on one's psyche. He wonders a lot of things, when he's not stewing hot, though. He wonders why Diavolo took such a liking to you, how you managed to get Lucifer to soften, why the fuck he couldn't trick you. Ok, so maybe that last one made him a little angry but it's unfair. How could a stupid human see past his lies? You aren't particularly astounding to him. But, oh well, his plan is still working so he guesses he shouldn't care so much.

♡ However, what he does to you has absolutely no excuse. The pain he feels when he kills you doesn't go away. For some reason, it worsens. Like instead of bring his memory of Lilith closer, it slipped farther away from him, right out of his fingers. When the ground around you suddenly bursts into flames around you, leaving Mammon yelping, his hands start to shake. When they all pull back and look at the wing imprints left burning into the ground, he's actually horrified. You weren't... a human? And when Diavolo finally tells them all the truth... he's overwhelmed with guilt. He wants to take it back takeitback TAKE IT BACK. But he can't. He... should've gotten to know you better.

♡ But that's in a other life, isn't it? Belphie still feels a little guilty about what he was going to do to you, but that's just another thing to sleep off, huh? You may be a human, but you certainly act like an Angel with the way you forgive him. You try to help him adjust. Even when he's difficult, you're there with his favorite pillow and sleepy-time music on your favorite list. It's so calming. It's like... like being home again.

♡ Oh. Maybe that's the soft, warm wings he's wrapped up in. He blinks. Wings...? He hasn't seen wings like this in... who knows how many years. Turning towards the souce, he realizes you've fallen asleep next to him, and it's probably late right now, but you look so beautiful when you sleep. Face so peaceful, so sweet... he touches your cheek, and to his dismay, you stir. Your eyes blink open slowly, trying to make sense of the world loading around you... and you gasp. Shoot up straight out of the bed. "Nooo..." He whines, reaching to pull you back.

♡ He's a little hurt when you don't come back. He's not going to hurt you. He's... not in that state anymore. Not that person. You've shown him a different side to humans... or, well, he guess he can't say that anymore, can he? You whisper an apology for deceiving him and he shrugs. "We're even."

♡ You're a little amazed at how well he's taking this. A couple months ago, he was on a war path, ready to destroy anything that hurt or frusterated him, but now he's reaching out to you, trying to pull you into bed while saying, "Warmmmmmm." It's. Really cute actually. Despite this being a demon who has and could end your life at any moment. It's hard to make sense of this so early in the morning, so you let him pull you back into an embrace and fall back asleep.

♡ Belphie lies awake for the first time in months. He knows now how Lilith felt, even if you weren't truly a human. But to love something that you weren't supposed to? It turns your whole world upside down. She was always more graceful than him, more forgiving, more loving, more eloquent, more everything. Losing her ripped a hole in him that would never be filled. But loving you created a whole new part of him that didn't need to have it filled. He strokes your hair as you sleep, happy that you trusted him enough not to put your wings away. They really were so warm... and soft... and smelled so good. Like chamomile. Oh, there he goes... yeah. Lilith's death hurt. He was in a dark place for a long, long time. But he's happy he's got you to swaddle him from his own thoughts.

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I’ll take Levi as the character! ,,

the starter: “No, it’s bad, but I’m. Like. I’m fine. Just give me like, ten minutes.”

from the disassociation prompt list. For setting: college AU! Take this information as you will! Use your imagination.

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hahaha thank you so much!! i rly love how this one turned out :’)

content/warnings: descriptions of dissociation, college!au, hurt/comfort, implied loss of a parent

wc: ~.7k

"Okay okay," you laugh. "Love you too, Mom. Bye."

You stuff your phone in your back pocket on your way to Levi's room of your dorm, and knock on the door. You know he hates it, almost as much as he hates to be rushed, but you never have to rush him to be on time for class in the first place.

"Lev'?" You put your ear to the door. "Are you ready?"

No response. You assumed after a call from Mom on Mother's Day of all days would give him enough time for him to be rushing you out the door, but no. Odd.

You frown. Could he be...

You try the knob, and it gives easily so you can let yourself into Levi's small, neat bedroom. You like to joke that it looks like a hospital room, his favorite color being white.

On the side of the bed, the mattress continuously creaks as he struggles with his shoelaces, balanced on his knee. You might as well be a ghost from the way he doesn't react, and hell, it's like he isn't even looking at his laces. His hands are trying, and failing, to do the task for him.

"Baby?"

Your voice makes him falter slightly.

"Hold on," he mumbles, and ties. The result is a little sloppy, and with a frown, he pulls the knot loose again so the two strings hang loosely from his boot. "I can't get this..."

Then he sits back, rubbing his face with one hand. He curses.

You would recognize this un-Levi-like behavior anywhere. Right now, he isn't entirely in his head, but down deep, behind a wall, a screen, a cage. He calls it 'zoning out to an extreme', but you know better.

You step inside and say his name once more, but don't approach. It's the easiest thing in the world to overwhelm him when he's feeling this way.

"Is it bad this time?" you ask, loud enough to penetrate the static.

You frown. "Levi."

"No, it’s bad, but I’m. Like. I’m fine," he stammers; his voice is flat. "Just give me like, ten minutes.”

You make your voice light so he doesn't feel judged. "We don't have ten minutes."

Levi blinks, and looks around—you think for his phone.

In reality, you should've locked up the dorm ten minutes ago.

He blinks rapidly in recognition, then at you before he moves to stand.

"No. Here." You stop right in front of him and kneel so you can do up his shoelace. "Levi, baby, do you know who I am?"

"It's..." He sighs at the door, like he isn't entirely paying attention. "It's Mother's Day."

Your brow furrows. Levi has never talked about his mother before, or his parents in general... or his past. By the way he talks about it when it does come up, you're tempted think he just happened to drop out of the sky one day.

"Sweetie," you beckon. You take his hand, and give his skinny knuckles a kiss. "Tell me five things you can see."

His lips press, eyes shutting. "That's fucking stupid. Go... If you're late, then... Look, you're gonna be late, so, go."

You rise, and plop down beside him. "Tell me five things you can see."

Listlessly, his eyes scan around the room. "...You. The door, desk, my shoes..."

As you guide him through the coping mechanism, his gaze clears up some, and his voice gains some confidence. A weight lifts in you to know you're helping him.

Either way, you can tell something is pressing down hard on him, like something heavy anchoring him to the bottom of the sea. If he isn't disconnected from the hurt, he is hurting.

"I'm sorry," he tells you frankly, quietly. Since you had him point out four things he can touch, he has held your hand, but he pulls away now. "We're late as shit, right?"

You check your phone, and laugh a little hollowly. You've both missed half the class.

You nibble on your lip, thinking. "Wanna help me make some cookies? We have lemon."

Levi rubs his face. Reluctantly, "I'm—I'm sorry."

You won't ask him why. That can be saved for later, tomorrow, or even later than that. Today has been cruel to him.

"You have nothing to apologize for," you tell him gently, and kiss his cheek with reverence. "I want you with me, okay?"

"...Okay."

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