#this is rock bottom isn't it?

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Market based mistakes.

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[queerdiazs]

wip wednesday 🫶🏼

i was taged by @wildlife4life, @jeeyuns, @wikiangela, @giddyupbuck, and @thewolvesof1998 my sweet lovelies

like i said, eddie vs the hoa has taken over my brain and i'm really super duper extremely excited for it, so have another snippet where we see that eddie's just as chaotic as buck and when the two of them are together? oh boy

“All right.” Eddie claps Buck between his shoulder blades. “In you go.”  “What?” Buck frowns, looking between the raised window and Eddie’s face. It’s too dark for Eddie to catch Buck’s expression, but he’s sure it’s one of disbelief by the tone of his voice. “Fuck you. I’m not crawling through the window.”  “Why not?”  “It’s your house.”  Eddie scoffs—he hasn’t signed the papers yet, okay, so it’s not technically his house until tomorrow. Buck doesn’t need to know that, though. It’s semantics in the grand scheme of things and, anyway, Eddie really, really wants to show Buck the room he chose for him.  “Okay, and?” He crosses his arms over his chest. “You’re gonna have your own room, so it’s, like, a quarter yours.”  “That’s not how this works.”  “Just crawl through the window, Buck.”  “No.”  Eddie sighs. “Rock, paper, scissors?” he proposes and Buck nods, a little too eager for somebody who always loses. “Okay, on three.”  Buck throws paper and Eddie throws rock. The shit-eating grin Buck gives him is wide and bright even in the lowlight of the neighborhood.  “Goddammit,” Eddie swears. He’s in no mood to crawl through a window—he’s wearing flip-flops, for fuck’s sake. Crawling through a window is not something one does when they’re wearing flip-flops. “Two outta three.”  Buck snorts. “You’re such a loser,” he says, but he indulges Eddie, anyway.  He throws scissors and Eddie goes with rock, evening out their score. Eddie’s excited because he knowsBuck, because he knows Buck’s going to finish with rock since it’s the only one he’s not used, but then Buck tosses scissors, again, and Eddie’s left having his paper cut between Buck’s two fingers.  “Motherfucker.”  Buck giggles, proud and wearing his win with a beaming smile. “In you go, cowboy.” 

eddie is so fucking funny in this story. i don't know if he's really funny or if i just think he's funny because i'm writing him the way i see him—a silly little queer country dude who's blossoming in his thirties and having the time of his life—but i'm having so much fun regardless

tagging my love @eddiediaztho, @watchyourbuck, @alyxmastershipper, @shitouttabuck woof woof, @diazblunt, @housewifebuck, @honestlydarkprincess, @hippolotamus, @jesuisici33, @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy and everybody else <3

[couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name]

I got one of those 'are you okay 🥺 someone is worried you're a risk to yourself 🥺' emails from pinterest and I'm screaming because I haven't done anything on there lately other than reorganize my twilight board

[cononeillbreastingboobily]

A certain first mate is on my mind tonight

[ryansjane]

guys when I tell you life has been testing me this year, like... just tune into my video I'll do of the babii 24/7 concert tomorrow (if I can even get in lmaoooo whoever put a curse on me I swear eat shit) bc you'll witness how thoroughly life has ran me over today 🙃

[laylanatorseventeen]

rereading the inheritance cycle and

WHO WOULD WIN

The tempting release of death

Or

One (1) Bumblebee

[daniel-profeta]

I got rained on and almost struck by lightning. It was awesome.

This one means something super specific to me, but I am incredibly curious how other people might perceive it. There's a juxtaposition that kinda evolved through different iterations of this song, and that is the subject matter and the descriptors of said subject matter. The song about a "snowball" uses absolutely nothing that denotes the cold, but rather it does the exact opposite describing the effects as "sparks" and burning.

There's a nostalgia called to mind in the last verse, but the rest of the song is very present, as the object picks up steam and tumbles down the mountain. Times are getting weird.

When I was a kid there was a kid on my street who was kinda mean to me and I never knew why. I remember them telling me to run away from them, and I did. They threw a rock at me which they tried to later say was only a snowball. It wasn't even winter. It fucking hurt lol:) The song isn't really about that encounter, but the initial imagery was spawned from remembering.

This track likely won't make it to the new record, so I wanted to share it here in in demonic lo-fi glory. Anyways, here's a picture of my cat pumpkin being cozy.

I "forgot" to put lyrics in the last demo post, so here are the lyrics for your reading pleasure:

It cascades through an open glade It's turning shadows into shade Its winding whispers can't explain It knows my heart it knows my name

Snowball

It's laughing as I run away It's building inch by inch each day It simply waits for me to break It burns my eyes keeps me awake

Snowball

It's beating down a trodden path It's jumping fences and echoed laughs It sparks and trembles soon with wrath It stakes its claim and draws the map

Snowball

[evilvarric666-archive]

The thing that pisses me off is that Darktown's Deal is the only pre-Hard In Hightown novel that you're able able to read any amount of, and it's actually really good.

[rosalind-hawkins]

having a "minor" crisis of self-confidence in my writing

it's just one of those days

really hope it goes away because i want to just write and enjoy it, and not care about views, kudos, and comments, but i do, and i don't want to—

[katthedemonslayer]

2024 is continuing to be a disappointment because i found out my (now ex) boyfriend has been lying to me the entire time we've been together because he was fucking engaged and now i'm just angry and sad and heartbroken and i feel like shit

[lullybaju]

if i were a driver, i would never think of making palou's life a hell at track because he certainly will pull me down

[pw-ps]

aa2796 -> pw-ps!

[hersweetrevenge]

“I’d love you no matter what.”  “No, you wouldn’t,” he insisted with tears in his eyes.

CLEAN AGAIN (2023) by @slutforstabbings

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[forcebookish]

bizarrely, i love sand now but i'm praying for his downfall and i'm becoming... less than neutral on ray but i want him to get sober and for good things to happen to him lol

[stargazerdaisy]

I don’t believe that Tim was trying to push Lucy away or hurt her with his encouragement to go to UC school.  I really do believe he was doing the best he could for her, that his heart and mind were in the right place.  He confirmed for her more than once that it was for her benefit.  He straight up said, No, he wasn’t trying to get rid of her as his gofer.  But she was so wrapped up in her guilt and fear and grief, that she was perceiving something different from what he intended.  And either he saw that and decided not to dissuade her or he didn’t recognize it.  I’m not saying Lucy was in the wrong either, she just is feeling so much, she wasn’t able to receive his message and see it for what it was.  My girl is hurting right now and she’s only somewhat able to acknowledge it.  And that is coloring her responses to Tim especially, but to everyone really.  

[laurasbailey]

just had the realisation that while i’ve never felt lonelier in my life, i don’t think it gets worse than this. this is the worst of it. and i am living through it. kinda badass of me tbh