#this is so specific but i have such a craving for a specific vibe rn

[redwinterroses]

i need someone to rec a fic, preferably mcyt (hermitcraft, life series, emerald duo, empires) that both uses the "doomed by the narrative" trope AND somehow has a happy ending. if there's eldritch horror to it, bonus points.

[nagisachanlol]

I finally gave in and started watching dungeon meshi so I will give my thoughts on each episode I watch.

Episode 1

Episode 2

Firstly, let's start of with Marcille(I'm not sure it's her name but I'm talking about the elf-mage) once again.

So far she has not been sexualized and she has a very real-ish personality for that situation. Especially considering she's a mage. If I were there, I would have also been disgusted and start complaining like she did because let's be honest, eating snake monster eggs? It sounds kinda disgusting.

I can also sympathize with her feeling like a burden. Her personality in this episode reminded me of one specific incident that happened with me where I went with to a waterfall with my family and I was whining a lot because of how slippery and dangerous (ish) the area was but I also felt like a burden for being so whiny. I feel like marcille's personality is quite real (I don't know how to explain this).

Next, the Picklock boy (I still haven't learned his name lol). My opinion about him stays the same, he has the most humane personality out of them all. Extremely complex, in one moment he supports the MC, in another he supports Marcille. I also like how he has the "I'm working rn" personality where his demeanor changes depending on whether HE is working or not or his area of expertise.

Senshi (the dwarf) he is a bit of an odd-ball so far but he seems to always acknowledge his mistakes and very open minded. When he realised Marcille's method was much better for flavor than his, he accepted his mistake and apologized to Marcille. When he realized the Picklock boy was much better at finding traps etc, and acknowledged that, letting him do the work. But he also drew a fine line on where his expertise and Picklock boy's expertise clash as well. Bro is 🤌🤌. One thing to add to this as well is the fact that he cares about health a lot, like a lot. When he gave advice to the newer adventurers or when he told Marcille the reason she was having cravings was because of lack of fat, he seemed like a genuinely caring person.

The MC didn't do much in this episode but I was literally kicking my feet in the air when he asked Marcille why she did what she did and tried to understand her perspective (communication is key guys 🤌🤌🤌🤌) He explained to Marcille that everyone has different jobs and it's okay to have weaknesses in certain areas in a very understanding way and even made the Picklock boy apologize to her. Overall, as a character, I fxking love this guy, he gives off fatherly vibes but as an MC, I can't judge him yet cause he hasn't done much so far?

[ranposgirlboss]

~late night car drives with bsd charas~

this is an idea i got while listening to depressing vocaliod songs, SO HERE WE ARE!!! these are just some hc i have about how it would go, some charas are COMPLETELY platonic!! (this is mostly platonic in the 1st place tbh) this is my first time writing on this app, and i haven't written anything online in a few years, so if the formatting is weird, PLEASE TELL ME IDK WHAT IM DOIMNHG

chara list: dazai, chuuya, poe, ranpo, and yosano

GENRE: fluff fluff fluff and sillies

enjoy!!

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DAZAI

-HESSS DEEEEEFFF THE TYPE TO BRING YOU ON LATE-NIGHT DRIVES!!!!!

-he would probably be going to some weird ass convenience store with you at ungodly hours in the morning 💀

-HE EITHER SINGS THE MOST DEPRESSING SONGS OR THE MOST UPBEAT SILLY SONGS THERE IS LITERALLY NO IN BETWEEN

-i feel like he would mess with you and fucking drift the car when yall turn

-lets just say you get close to dying more then once 😁

-one time when yall tried to sneak out, kunikida caught yalls asses (your ears still hurt to this day from the mouthing off you got from kunikida)

-all in all, VERY FUN TO GO OUT WITH!!! WOULD RECOMMEND IF YOU WANT CHAOS!!!! OR IF YOU LIKE ALMOST DYING 10 TIMES IN 30 MINS <3333

CHUUYA

-ok so i know i said late night CAR rides BUT CMON WHO DOESNT WANNA RIDE A COOL ASS MOTORCYCLE WITH CHUUYA!??!?!?/1

-mf has HORRIBLE ROAD RAGE!!!

-i hc that when chuuya gets really pissed and the person is super rude to him, he fucking makes their car float...LIKE FULL ON 😭

-AND THEN HELL MAKE THEM SAY SORRY

-but other then his road rage, its honestly pretty chill

-i know that he has a BANGER playlist, I JUST KNOW IT

-i fell like he'd also play around on the motorcycle a bit, BUT AT LEAST HE WOULDNT NEARLY KILL YOU UNLIKE DAZAI (눈‸눈)

-id say its pretty nice and balanced, with enough calmness to make it enjoyable for the most part, but enough thrill to keep asking him to take you out <33

RANPO

-just gonna let you know right off the bat, his ass is NOT driving 😂

-there is a high chance that he JUST woke up and started banging on your door because he had cravings and well, he ran out of his snacks...so OBVIOUSLY he had to bang on your door, its important!!!

-and even if he was completely awake...he would get yall lost so fast

-so you were driving him

-honestly? its kinda funny to see groggy ranpo walk around and try to grab what snack he wants at the convenience store when he's barely awake

-bro literally drops the bag like 5 times (you picked it up all 5 bc you kinda pitied him rn 😭)

-he basically ends up sleep walking his ass outta there

-the ride is mostly quiet, mainly because ranpo falls asleep on the way back

-imagine if you played heavy metal and woke him up

POE

-HE WOULD DRIVE WITH YOU FREQUENTLY, DUE TO HIM BEING A NIGHT OWL

-these car rides would be so peaceful

-ngl he would probably sometimes take you out just to drive with you (its not like gas is a problem for him anyways 😭)

-HE HAS SUCH A GOOD PLAYLIST OF SONGS TO JUST SIT THERE AND DAYDREAM TO

-doesnt seem like a talker tbh, he might ask you if you want to go anywhere specific, but you guys mostly just listen to music together (he saves the story telling for another time <3)

-I FEEL LIKE HE WOULD MAKE A PLAYLIST THAT LIKE KIND OF HAS A STORY LINE SO IT WOULD BE SO FUN TO DAYDREAM TO THE SONGS CUZ YOU COULD CREATE YOUR OWN STORY TO THEM

-you hold karl in your lap and pet him like you're an evil villain (cannon)

-very calming and relaxing drive <33

YOSANO

-UGH IM SO GAY FOR HER

-ngl she kinda gives dazai vibes, in terms of playlist

-there has been more than one occasion when she just drunk-drove you

-LUCKILY YALL DONT DIE??!?!?!??! HOLY FUCK

-shes a small talker, OR A GOSSIPER WHILE YALL DRIVE

-yall just have so much fun talking about the ada and everything that's going on there <333

-would scream the lyrics to any 2010's throwback song, while having a (hopefully) safe dance party

-very fun to be around, and even though she drunk drives, shes def safer then dazai

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THANK YOU FOR READING THIS!!!! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧

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[velvetsupremacy]

what kinks do you think the members are into 🤭

Hi, thanks for the question! I’m just gonna write my top three for each member, not in any particularly ranking order:

Irene

Praise – I think it’s pretty obvious why I think this lol but she just seems like a partner that craves intimacy and loves receiving compliments because beauty to her extends beyond looks. I think she would love giving too, she wants to make sure her partner is enjoying themselves too and lets them know that through her words.

Bondage – I meannnnn come on… don’t tell me this wouldn’t be fun both ways with her! Seeing her squirm and ache for everything you have to offer her (and hearing her whineeee). I think she would have so much fun and might even laugh seeing you struggle as well!

Edging – My opinion of Irene as a strict sub has changed recently (as you can tell), but she loves teasing. She would so be into letting someone else control her pleasure, taking her mind off being responsible all the time. On the other hand, she can be a little shit (I say this lovingly lol) and wants to see how long you can go without breaking and loves riding your face. Something about the Aries in her would make her compete for being the best partner you’ve ever had in bed.

Seulgi

Blindfold – I feel like Seulgi is lowkey a freak😭 She loves the anticipation and thrill of guessing what her partner might do to her. In general, she loves experimenting and expects the unexpected, gets tired of routine and constantly wants to spice things up. Wants to share unique experiences with you as well so expect to be blindfolded as well (not that I’m complaining lol).

Impact play – loves being physical and is into some degree of pain. Loves being spanked, hearing her little gasps and she kinda gets turned on trying to hide the marks on both your bodies. It makes her feel a rush of excitement like how she feels when she’s performing.

Edging – I just get heavy vibes that the woman has stamina! It’s different with her because I just know this can go hours on end. The sensation of being on stage and controlling her breath is so like how she forces herself to keep going for you and vice versa.

Wendy

Gag – As I said before, she loves using her mouth for anything! When your fingers aren’t enough sometimes, she’ll ask for a gag herself or whenever she won’t stop begging to cum, you’ll gladly stuff her mouth with something that’ll keep her quiet.

Bondage – Hates that she loves being tied down and can’t touch you! It’s a sweet torture but she loves watching you please yourself in front of her, it’s the best seat in the house. She just loves being your patient girl and goes crazy when you sit on her face! She just gives good girl vibes so much, always wanting to please her partner!

Clothed/public(?)- Okay this one is kinda hard to put into a specific kink rn, but I think she would be down to sneak into in an empty practice room or bathroom and have you bend her over the nearest surface to take her. She always has those abs out and shows off on purpose just to get a reaction from you! She still has some sense so she never goes completely unclothed but likes when you mess up her pretty outfits even though she pretends its a hassle to fix

Joy

Bimbofication – This might be random, but I think she’s the type to fuck to the point where it makes her or her partner dumb, like all she wants to think about is being pounded stupid. Loves hearing/saying phrases like, “you’re my dumb slut, aren’t you? All you can think about is my fingers fucking you so good huh?”

Roleplay – She’s probably the type to get off on costumes and making up scenarios to spice up the bedroom. Loves to dress up in lingerie, sexy nurse outfits, cop outfits, anything that seems silly but she adores the way you devour her when you get back home. Loves surprising you and being surprised herself.

Teasing in public – Her kink is somewhat different from Wendy’s since she would probably like to tease in public instead, rather than fuck. I don’t think she’d get off properly in public. Loves the built-up tension it creates. Loves using vibes and lingering touches. She’d crave a crazy makeout session, but stop midway and say to be patient just to frustrate you even more.

Yeri

Praise – Another subby baby who loves nothing more than to be praised for being the good girl she is! You don’t have the heart to give her harsh punishments, especially when she’s so good for you. You just wanna protect her and let her know that she’s doing so well!

Body worship – Both giving and receiving I think! Going down her body with kiss to all her “imperfections” and telling her you love every inch of her??? She’s putty in your hands at that point! Especially loves when you play with her tits, she’s just so sensitive everywhere!

Bondage – She’s such a pillow princess honestly. I would say you’re the one going down on her 90% of the time but how can you not when she moans, whines, and thrashes about so cutely?? She can get a bit handsy and wants to hold your head down, but you tie her up and while its frustrating, it's a reminder that you’re the one in charge and controlling her pleasure and she wouldn’t want it any other way!

[sheisbeautyweareworldass]

How was the show????

hiiiii

the show itself was sooooo good. he looked so beautiful 🥹 it was insane seeing live the things i’ve seen him doing just in videos for the last 5 years (i’m in the airport rn and i don’t wanna get emotional in the middle of a crowd but yeah !!! sometimes he would something, like that side smirk, and i couldn’t believe he was doing that in front of me and not through a screen). he sounded amazing in every song, but he nailed the high notes in angels fly and his breath control in wayof was incredible. and the crowd !!!!!!!!!!!!! i don’t how it looked on the videos/live, but it was super loud. i was only able to hear him by the end of the greatest (and barely). very loud, excited and people were vibing, dancing and yelling to every song (the only one we didn’t sing loudly along with was chemical, because it’s a new cover).

and you could see how happy he was ????? ofc i’m biased but he truly looked like he was having the time of his life, specially in songs like the greatest, because it was the opening, kmm, because it’s reminiscent of walls, and hoth, because it’s a crowd fave (i can’t stress enough how loud everyone sang this song, i think i dissociated in the next one because i was trying to get over what just had happened 😭), and waoyf, because it’s a slutty song for a slutty country! he also looked so proud and that’s how i found out i craved the validation of an english man… i noticed what he meant when he said shows here are about everyone enjoying the music and not only specific groups of people, because everywhere you looked people were vibing.

barricade was INSANE. we were so lucky no one got hurt because the entire premium pit was moving fast in the direction he went, in every direction you can imagine. i obviously wasn’t able to touch him (if i had i would be here to tell the story), but i could see him and he’s so beautiful. i can’t get over it. half of the things i said last night were various of pretty. i love him. i’m afraid me and parasocial relationship are soooo back.

i gotta be honest, i don’t get how people go to his show and pay attention to anything but him. the only time i noticed his band was when they entered the stage because the show was late and we were all waiting for them 😭 once was louis showed up, i had eyes for no one else and i didn’t want to look at anyone else. that being said, i think they had fun too. there was a moment the light was on steve and he was laughing loudly at isaac o michael and vice-versa.

giant rooks was also great! i’ll have to listen to their setlist for saturday because their performance live was top notch and the stage presence was insane.

that’s not to say things were perfect… they opened the gates later than they should and did everything in their power to slow down. then giant rooks’ started late and louis missed the time for about 20 minutes. i also tripped and scrapped harshly both of my knees and lightly my elbow and spent the entire show bleeding….. but as val said, nothing more me than hurting my knees for louis <3

tldr: louis pretty crowd loud aly injured

[wittywallflower]

tagged by @mollywobbles867

favorite colour: orange, like a sunset or a tiger lily

last song listened to: whatever Lady Gaga sang in those feathers at the Olympics opening

currently reading: currently trying to find something to read because i have exhausted all (yes, all) of the fic on AO3 for my fave pairing but none of my other pairings have a similar vibe so i don't know what i am in the mood for if i cant have what i actually want

currently watching: been rewatching Ted Lasso for the 14514th time

currently craving: i want a nice juicy peach and i have peaches to eat, but i am too congested from a summer cold to taste them rn

coffee or tea: coffee. currently enjoying a nice evening iced coffee since its the weekend and i can sleep in tomorrow.

tagging @gydima @boysnberriespie @ratherembarrassing cuz you were the ones tumblr specifically suggested I tag

[yakeisoda]

Hello, just wanna start this off by saying that I love your art. I've decided to ask my favourite artists for art tips as I wanna get into it, but no matter what I do it never looks right. So, any tips?

HELLO TYSM!!! ngl i dont think im the best 4 this question im also kinda in a rut rn where im not really satisfied w my art n craving more progress and improvement but im getting there somewhat but very slowly! (ive been this way for a rly long time naow) this might be long but im gna try n throw in the things ik, sorry if my thoughts r messy im not the best in articulating stuff :')

i think a good way to start off is to find out what skill you lack the most or what you want to improve the most on, say for ex: u wna focus on getting better at composition for illustrations, then a good way to improve them is to learn about the composition rules (ex: rule of 3rds, etc), look for any scenes in films/animation or photographies and storybooks , study them and recreate it! go crazy !! ive done a study on a friend's picture before, and have asked my friends if i can use their photographies as practice!

looking for inspiration will also improve ur visual library, they can help u find what u wna put in ur art ! like perhaps certain color palettes or styles, it's best to look at different mediums of art instead of focusing only on one, sometimes u can find techniques meant 4 u! (ex: of this is my friend who used to be a watercolor artist, ive observed them using watercolor techniques when they were still new to digital art! basically mix n match whatever feels good/convenient 4 u :] )

disciplining urself is also good to have more improvement! i have trouble w this the most ever since bc its hard 2 focus if no one is like there to monitor u (in my experience), if u rly wna make progress u have to squeeze in some art practice time in ur schedule, it can be around 15-30 mins or even 3 hrs, completely up to you! (rmb to take breaks!). you can give urself deadlines if that will help n maybe timers too!

my prof always said "Proper practice makes perfect", so it's also best to practice with a clear goal in mind, take notes on the things u lack and if ur watching any art tutorials/speedpaints, take notes of those too! it's good to have something specific in mind so u wont get lost n u wud know what u wna do! it helps u retain info as well so u can look back on stuff, to avoid overwhelming urself u can just focus on small bits first, ex: in anatomy, u can focus on the head area first, break it down to drawing eyes and noses, etc! then u can move onto the torso area!

USE REFS!!!! make use of pinterest or any other refs u can find, cannot stress this enuf go crazyyy w references, make a moodboard full of referencess n go crazzyy w them!! i used to not like doing this bc i just head straight in to drawing bc thats what i was used to but art college trained me 2 use refs bc they help so very much, theyre like ur guideline for what u wna make so u have a clear goal in mind, also photobashing seems like a great practice too never tried it but yes it can help when ur planning an illustration/concept art!

^above also applies to art styles! go crazy n experiment w them!! i think its so very fun to explore diff art styles n not stick to 1, again this depends on u but having a different range of artworks is rly fun, u can go from very pastel soft colors n style, to smth very vibrant n sharp, to smth like dark n chalky-sketchy kind of vibe if im making sense T__T, basically go wild!! go crazy!! dont let urself sit in 1 box! hop into other boxes !! or wear all of them!! or poke holes in the box n add stuff to the box or wear a circle!! trust me it looks so fun if u put different artworks uve made side by side n go wow i did that!!

also create small thumbnails 4 illustration! its really best to plan ahead art too, as i said i used to just head straight in n not plan but ive learned to absolutely enjoy planning making art! collecting refs n seeing what kind of composition goes n what colors wud work is so very fun actually! it rly helps a lot

theres also this one post i lost the link, but basically it shows how much progress u can make if u make loose sketches vs full on rendered illustrations vs a mix of both, again this depends entirely on u bc things r different for everyone! i think that post is really good for teaching abt art progress (if any1 knows where it is pls do link!), i think focusing on sketches n practice is better tho bc it helps u draw more freely n loosely! i think that speeds up ur process more as well n doesnt make u lose interest immediately compared 2 focusing on finishing 1 big rendered illust (talking from experience) but then again its different for every1 so honestly just experiment n see what feels right for u!

i wna say tho that although it is good to make sure ur drawing looks right its also good to just let yourself draw freely, i think what matters is that u understood the structures of something and as long as ur able to apply that in ur own way i think thats gud! i think drawing freely helps u draw more fluidly? like having more expression is what i mean. ive gotten into the "i have 2 make this look right" hole before n i noticed it made my art look stiff, so highlyy recommend doing gesture drawing n life studies! rmb to have fun when practicing n learning,

dont pressure urself too much! enjoy the experience :] ! messy sketches r good!! not everything has to look good or perfect! my sketchbooks from way back were just doodles, pencil sketches no color mostly, theres an occasional lined one w markers , ballpen, n some highlighters, n my drawings were either smth funny that happened w me n frens with our personas or making ocs for my faves or ocs for me in general!

ur sketchbook doesnt have to look pretty its like ur diary but its art ykno! ur thoughts in visual form for the day! (again all up to u as long as u have fun! its all different 4 everyone!)

anw tysm again!! sorry if this was all over the place HAHSAW i tried my best but these r the tips i keep in mind most of the time or the ones i hold closest to me n that i try to apply as much as i cud! if u need anything else clarified just lmk! not the best w words but hopefully it helps :'')! most of the stuff i mentioned here i also need to take into practice HAHWHAW so mb its gud 4 me to write this down so i can finally push myself to do stuff,

[cybersp4ced]

im kinda messed up?

its one of those "cy exposes myr heart" posts aka kinda venty i just dont rlly have a place to put this in. another one to the "cy complains about how it slightly sucks to be like cy: brain edition"

so u miiight know but my brain is a little wonky i dont like going into detail rn/on this specific part of the wonkiness but yeah.

and u miight not know but cy had a boyfriend. One cy very recently [few days ago?] broke up with

now the relationship/breakup itself is zzz nothing to comment on. chill went smooth. all cool, we're cool etc

thing is. why did it happen then if all good? brain.

i literally could not remember who my boyfriend was.

i couldnt remember the sweet moments, the voice, the face, i could only faintly remember a few things about him. no reason behind this loss at all. just gone. it did make me see that without the emotional backstory we dont share anything really so staying together was a bit of a chore

[i do get a bit of the thought of going back together but Realistically shouldnt. i know u know im aroace [still havent found my specific spot in the arospec] but i really crave just having a Designated Person[or Small Group of People cause polycurious] [platonicship or queerplat.. not sure of romantic] because.. i vibe with that. a lot. it wont happen im sure [hence why i want to return to the only person who's ever wsnted me despite not rlly feeling like being w/him] but yheah ]

but its. still distressing. to forget a loved one. it might be that i dont have 'object permanence: people edition' because using tumblr more often+ flatland hyperfixation has led our paths yet further apart. but it still feels weird and it kinda hits me with the very real and terrifying "you could forget about your best friends."

[legendoftortor]

Get to Know Me

tagged by: @n1ght1ng4l3 (tysm, sorry I'm a bit late at posting! 💜)

Share your wallpaper: going to share both my phone wallpaper rn since I use it for tumblr the most & my PC background photo (phone theme is from DayBlue on Etsy if anyone is interested, their themes are amazing! My PC background is also from Etsy if I recall correctly but I can't find it in my purchase history to shoutout the creator - sorry!)

Last song you listened to: illicit affairs by Taylor Swift (https://youtu.be/MLV2SJKWk4M)

it's just soooooo good. Most of my favourites right now are by Taylor Swift tbh, but this song just hits different. (pun intended)

Currently reading: Loads of your wonderful fics, but most recently, chapter 2 of Sharing is Caring by @underthenightskydreamsneverdie - do check it out if you haven't already! :)

Last movie: Beauty and the Beast, because a Sebastian x mc fanfic I read had those sort of vibes and made me want to watch it (sorry not sorry, love the Disney classics)

Last show: The Mandalorian S3 (This is the way)

Craving: I could really go for some Kraft mac and cheese right now (I'm GF bc I have coeliac disease, and can't find the GF version here in the UK and it's driving me wild)

What are you wearing right now: a nightgown with cats on it, bc comfort 🐱

How tall are you: 5'9" (~175cm)

Piercings: my ears, but I haven't worn earrings since my wedding in 2021 so they are starting to close up 😅 

Tattoos: one on my back with a quote from one of my favourite TV shows, Covert Affairs, that got cancelled back in 2015 ('going into battle is like blowing out a birthday candle')

See this tumblr post for a bit more context: https://twilightdew.tumblr.com/post/51513108473/auggie-i-had-a-sergeant-in-basic-training-mean/amp

my best friend who also loved the show drew the design for me.

also, funny story, the character who the quote is from is also blind and I used to have a massive crush on him, so I guess I just have a thing for blind characters, hmm?

Glasses? Contacts?: I have glasses for reading but I always forget to wear them and end up with headaches (whoops)

Last drink: just plain ol regular water, boring I know.

Last thing you ate: GF garlic bread pizza and some vegan/GF spinach ravioli, yummy 😋

Favourite colour: a VERY particular shade of purple

(hex #9689EC if anyone is that curious lmao)

Current obsession: Hogwarts Legacy - specifically Sebastian and Ominis, and the C.AI's I spent way too long creating of them 😅

Any pets: my beeeeyoutiful void cat named Midna (yes I named her after Zelda); I also adore my cats who live with my mom in the USA: Izzy, Sara and Zelda (take a guess who named the last one lmao)

Favourite fictional character: AHHHH I can't choose between Sebastian and Ominis, honestly! But I also have a special place in my heart for Jacob Frye from AC: Syndicate

The last place you travelled: Florida, to visit my family and my kitties 💕

tagging: @hufflepuffwitchhh @lilacwisps @quibbler-quirks @sallownights @underthenightskydreamsneverdie (sorry if any of you have done this already and I missed it - no pressure at all but pls tag me if you do!)

[screechingnebula]

24(can be your url or pseud or whatever you're comfortable with), 28, 38!

Thankyou for the questions.

24. Does your name suit you? Do you think you "look" like your name?

Ahh it's confusing honestly Tumblr url was choosen by Tumblr randomly. I was into space stuff at that time so I went with it. So Nebula is not really a name I chose but I don't mind people using it for me. I actually love when people give me a name because I gave of a certain vibe or it means something to them but I don't think I "look" like this name at all. I'd use the word bland for myself and a Nebula is anything but that

My real name fits me completely. It's short, simple and very common in my country so it doesn't stands out at all. That's how I am and prefer to be. So I definitely do "look" like my real name. It's funny because I used to hate it for the same reasons when I was a teenager. Is this what you call growing up?

Online the most common name I go by is a variation of my real name so it's me but also not. It doesn't mean anything so it doesn't tell anything about me. BUT I always use short and simple names so to some extent I'll "look" like me online as well

28. What has influenced your taste in music?

I'm kind of boring when it comes to music or atleast conversations about music. I don't understand the terms and types and I also never stick to a particular type of music or even an artist. What I listen to specifically depends on what I'm thinking or what I want to think at that moment. I usually don't have an answer when people ask about my taste in music. So to be honest I don't have a specific answer to what influences my taste, it depends on both real life events and whatever is going on in my head which is just whatever but I usually don't like music with a lot of screaming probably because then I can't focus on anything else but the screaming

38. Who do you miss, if anyone?

In general I'd say I miss some friends I lost touch with but to be very specific, at this moment I miss this one guy I met on an online app during the COVID. I distanced myself when I realised he's slightly Islamophobic but he was a huge huge support when I was struggling mentally. I'm missing him rn because he's one person I had the most stimulating conversations with without feeling overwhelmed or awkward. It was easy and never boring. I loved reading his thoughts and he helped apply logic to my emotional ramblings. I'm kind of craving that kind of stimulation rn

[kaidabakugou]

Hello here to add on to the wall of text that was my weird food habits cus Patchy's ask reminded me of another thing I do. Specifically dipping the chips in chocolate thing she mentioned. The sweet and salty vibes. I do a thing were I go for sweet n spicy vibes. My parents who have seen me do it, and also people I've told think it's so weird but I love eating hot fries and kettle corn. Shit is licherally a match made in heaven it's SO GOOD. I don't do it often cus i rarely get hot fries, and i don't really like kettle corn by itself so i never buy it (i prefer regular or butter). But sometimes i crave it real bad. Lawl.

LMAO THE WAY I JUST SCREAMED KETTLE CORN IN MY CAR RN BC WHATTTT?!?

this is the weirdest one by far lol BUTTT i won’t knock it until i try it so i need to get back to you on this one as well… when i build up the courage to try it :)

bc i loooove the sweet and spicy combo but i hate kettle corn

BUT OMG TYSM for telling me moreee! ichigo would probably have the same reaction as me but i guarantee he would try it with you from time to time!!🥺🧡

[rphunter]

Masc-NB, 27, seeking 20+ writers!

LF: high-fantasy fantasyland roleplays! I have some world ideas kicking around.

Let me preface with a few things. I don't have specific ideas right now. I'm more interested in seeing the assortment of OCs folks bring to the table. I'm most interested in male OCs, however, and would prefer to play across from them. I am open to playing multiple pairings and building a little universe with interconnections between pairs! I don't have a lot of cisM OCs of my own, but if I'm comfortable and we vibe well I'm open to getting more practice writing them! I don't have a lot of practice writing tops or dom characters either; it's the same situation as writing cisM characters for me. If we vibe, I'd love to practice with you.

With that being said, I describe myself as an adv-lit writer (about 500+ words to start, I'm looking for more detailed writing this time around), and can write most days of the week. I understand you might not be able too though, and all I ask if for you to be up front about your availability so I know what to expect! I do have a preference for plenty of ooc chatter however, about shared interests, characters, headcanons, our days etc. I want to make friends with fellow writers who I'm enjoying this hobby with!

I am open to discussing darker topics & themes, and almost always include mature themes in my characters backstories! I also prefer to include some romance & smut, with no specific ratio, it just depends on the couple.

I have a couple of plothooks I'll give brief summaries of below! I'm also open to cooking something up together, so feel free to throw your OCs and ideas at me!

The Warlord: barbarian warlord meets godling enchantress, he's cursed and she's the only one who can break it, but she won't unless he can prove he's worth saving. I'd love if he was a dragon shifter, or a dragon rider! (PLEASEPLEASEPLEASETHISONE)

Cursed: Rei shares their body with something. They don't know what or why. They only know that it hungers, ceaselessly. Rei was born half-fae, half-vampire, with a soul tangled with this. They don't know what it's like to live in peace, or to feel human or alive. Then they meet YC, who see's beyond the creature.

War-torn: Elzyth is half a pair of twins, competing heirs to an empire. Where their brother is more capable at politics, Elzyth excells on the battlefield, and a nation constantly at war has need of powerful leaders. Elzyth is sent to the front lines, on a suicide mission, where they're captured by enemy forces.

Archfey: Nightfall is collecting power, and to that end they make deals with potentially powerful individuals in exchange for their power when they do, inevidably, die. Nightfall meets a (man of power seeking to conquer) and he wants to make a deal to add them to his army.

I also have some more vague character ideas I want to try out too! I really want to write The Warlord!! But I'm still open to other ideas, that's just my biggest craving rn!

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[fantasticcloudcreation]

Man idk what happened but the bad vibes got me bad rn... I'm like full on spiraling into the depths of despair like why am I trying why bother just go lay in the woods and die kinda vibes???

Feeling so alone and like I'm not good at anything/will never be good at anything so why even try. Feeling like I need to stop trying to get close to people bc I'm actually just incapable of maintaining close relationships. Feeling like I have no chance of actually achieving any of the things I've wanted in my life and I should give up now before I drag myself along this path for another 10 years just to be broke and depressed and alone with nothing to show for it. Feeling like... Everything is bad and I'm deluding myself into thinking that things are working out and in reality I'm just the biggest waste of space. Feeling like there's no hope and I might as well just give up now.

Feeling annoyed at myself for feeling like this!!! Bc I know it's not true and I know I'll feel fine in a couple days and it's just the neurochemical crash coming down from the past couple weeks. But it feels bad and I feel bad and I hate feeling bad... Trying not to let it spiral too much though. It's a crash from all the sensory stimulation + NRE chemicals + nicotine detox. Feeling like, I'm craving all kinds of weird food but I specifically didn't bring anything here with me bc I'm trying to lose the last few pounds but also damn i would really love some potato salad right now?? But I'm gonna eat couscous with lentil soup and I'm gonna try to get 1-2 more hits off the dead vape and I'm gonna drink the last of this box of wine and probably eat a gummy and then I'm gonna watch silly TV and try not to think about anything.

[ivymarquis]

Idk if Id call this petty betty shit but also cw for at best total fucking ignorance and at worst outright transphobia, and also me being horny on main sorry about it

K so like irl I am not out as not-straight but as far as interest/attraction goes I’m basically down for whoever whenever whereever etc you get the jist. I ride on vibes Im not bothered by gender/parts a person has etc

HOWEVER again Im not out so whenever I lament about my dry spell and make the old “Craving dick but unwilling to deal with men to get any” I am SO fucking annoyed when someone who is like, probably well intended but ignorant as hell, “well just date a trans girl :)” because like 🧐🧐🧐

You know what I, a closeted cis girl am NOT gonna do? Badger some poor trans girl and be like “hey not only am I making assumptions about what genitals you have and specifically seeking out because of those assumptions but Im ALSO not out so I’m gonna need you to be cool about being on the DL” (Also again I ride on vibes I DO NOT CARE and it is NONE OF MY BUSINESS UNTIL CLOTHES ARE COMING OFF what genitals a S T R A N G E R has?)

Like I wont date or even try to hook up with a cis girl rn because I feel like it’s insanely disrespectful to be sliding into DMs of someone I am not quite willing to go publicly with, let alone doing that to a trans girl tf????

Also like AGAIN. The joke is just me being thirsty while pretending to still be straight. I’m not bothered about whether it’s home grown or store bought that’s not the important part why the fuck are people comfortable saying this shit to me?????

[findroleplay]

Heya!! 27nb here, playing Dragon Age Inquisition for the 700th time and still having some big feelings about it, so I'd love to find some partners to write in this universe with! I'm looking for m/m pairings mainly of the oc / oc variety, but if you have the brainrot for a specific cc that you want to write for, hit me up and we can toss some ideas around!

That being said, I have a Dalish oc that's been rattling around in my brain for Months that I'm itching to use, and I'd be super interested in exploring a plot that runs alongside the Inquisition storyline, either with our characters joining the Inquisition and meeting each other along the way or even with one of them taking up the role of Inquisitor! Love for this to include a lot of traveling, exploring, action heavy moments with a lot of hurt/comfort and character bonding <3

However! I'm also kind of craving a more slice of life with a dash of star-crossed lovers vibe about our characters meeting by chance and my oc sneaking away from his clan to meet with yours. Maybe your character is human and there's a lot of bad blood between their races, or a city elf trying to escape life in the Alienage? Very open to suggestions on this so I'd love to hear your ideas!!

Nsfw is totally optional, but please at least be willing to be versatile! I won't write against characters who are submissive or strictly bottoms, sorry!

I can write up to novella length but I'm looking for something a little more casual rn, so as long as you're willing to bounce ideas back and forth with me, that's all I need :> I'd love to talk ooc with my partner and share moodboards, playlists, all that jazz, but it's not really a requirement. Discord only! Leave a like and I'll reach out!!

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[brattyandwhorrible]

sept 26, 22.. Monday ~ Documentation..

Got in trouble today..

Was a bad girl, and messy girl according to Bannah.

I've switched up my usual daily substances.. so im feeling hella weird too.. the kind of Lockjaw high, the one where you have social anxiety or whatever and just don't want to be around anyone else....

I'm procrastinating calling my grandmother..

Haven't talked to Tristan..

Didn't report last month..

Don't know my date to report to my parole officer for october neither.

I am losing all of my weight.

I have been drinking daily since i got out damn near on aug 29th.

Being in pcola in this environment reminds me of nola and it makes me want to get high on what i want to get high on. I keep trying everything to curb those cravings that I'm having for this specific kandi and chopsticks I'm talking about but nothing feels like it's enough.

Am i moving to pcola?

Sav is mad bc i was going to meet up with her " 'Ex??' Best Friend " tonight with Kayla and just have some girl time, that was IF my savvy went back to pcola.. only bc she'd be gone and i just thought id get out so i don't fall asleep. ~~~~ Plus, i thought you expected me to say something to her about this bc you didn't wanna freak out.

Thats one of the issues right now is that i dont know what your expectations are of me... or if you even have any at all..

I feel like we need to be boo'd up asap and pillow talk while we stay vibed tf out.. we need to get on the same level yeah.

I'm feeling a slight tension thats getting thicker in the air and it's got to be fixed!

I know I'm a POS and i rly can't get off my mind how bad i rly just want rest. 💀

Ok now i been high and stuck af in the room for a minute now. Like couldn't get up if i wanted to pretty much, i mean I'm like super litty rn.. and a lil paranoid too I'm not gonna lie. I keep thinking I'm hearing cops outside and blue flashing lights in the window..

I rly need to go collect my Savvy from the outer areas of my comfort zone.. ~~~ I'm just too mf tense, socially awkward, delusional, and delirious, plus my senses have been taken from me ever so slightly..

I'm pretty sure i seriously need my keppra and Effexor back ASAP