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#this reread is making me go Thru it
iightwoodbane · 8 months
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opal accepting adam's watch without hesitation after rejecting aurora's rose.......the implications of this are insane
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maxcuntstappen · 4 months
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Daniel Ricciardo + certain stanzas from David Levithan's 'the day'
F1 Web Weaves
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garoujo · 1 year
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do you guys have go-to writers for certain characters? like you know how they characterise that character + it matches up with how you see them in your head like you just know it’s gonna be good when you see them post for your fave
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lorillee · 2 years
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no for real though it is very funny the effect one piece has on people. like. theres just something about this series that makes you deranged
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theloveinc · 4 months
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the ideas i'm having right now vs. my ability to express them and myself
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sureuncertainty · 5 months
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hopefully it's just tonight but i haven't written at all in the last couple of days and i tried again tonight and it didn't work AGAIN i just can't get myself to write idk sometimes i really feel like the sequel to silence agenda is literally never ever going to actually get written and there's no point in even trying
#like i go thru phases where i'm all excited about it and they never last and i NEVER fucking finish anything with it#like literally ever#i have started to write this novel literally like 4 or 5 times now at this point?#and i can't get it done ever#since 2020 i've been working on it for almost three years#i've been making steady progress on tmtou i literally rewrite silence agenda like every fucking year#and yet i fucking can't get this story written#and idk how much of the problem is me how much of the problem is US and how much of the problem is my motivation levels and stuff#idk idk i think i'm just In It tonight and i'll probably feel differently later#it goes in these cycles#but idk man for awhile i was REALLY CONVINCED that this was gonna be the Time that i actually got this book written#i have the story! i have it! i just need to make it! and idk how!!!#i try and then a week later i can't#and my brain is hyperfixating on other things (idk why i decided to reread aftg) so i just Can't#and i do wanna get silence agenda published soon so i wanna focus on that#but i feel like i can't deliver on this sequel i feel like i can't even write it#idk i've never spent THIS LONG and gotten THIS MANY DRAFTS out of a book without being even like. close to the halfway point#i should finish it! i want to! i want to want to! but i fucking CAN'T#part of it is me part of it is the fact that it's hard to write when kat's not around and she hasn't been lately#idk i really thought i was gonna be able to do it this time. but apparently not#idk when i'll learn#that i can't write this fucking book#win rambles
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reloaderror · 6 months
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really loving all the tobari profile pics recently it's like a tobari advent calendar over here
now THAT’S an idea!
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colloquialcolors · 7 months
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huh so. watership down. is a solid book. solid. book. compelling characters, thought through world building, build up and payoff in good amounts, somehow pretty hopeful despite the ongoing danger and threats throughout. like. damn. nice.
and honestly. less tragic than i was expecting! excellent. holding these little rabbits in my hands.
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orcelito · 8 months
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ok i finished re-editing ITNL chapter 6 & posted it. also i finished chapter 5 yesterday & forgot to say anything lskdjfslkdjf
man. chapter 6 sure is something. lots of catharsis here.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#im now on page 60 of 190 for the overall doc. so. im making progress.#stilllll only about a third of the way thru in word count I Guess. but the latter stuff will hopefully not take me as long.#i was stuck on a bit of chapter 5 for a few days. which held me back. but im through that now.#and there were some wordings and such i wanted to change in chapter 6. minor things. but still things that were bothering me.#chapter 7... nothing major that i can think of. just gonna check for general wordings probably#chapter 8 there's smth that i know i want to fix. shouldnt be too hard to do.#chapter 9 has a sentence i struggled with and was not satisfied with so im probs gonna go back and try to improve that again#but HOPEFULLY it won't take me too long to do. chapter 9 is a pretty short chapter overall.#chapter 10 & onwards is around when i started taking More Time for chapters due to life things#which means they were less rushed AND THUS will hopefully have less things i want to fix with them#aka. they will not take as long to edit. Hopefully.#i know ITNL readers are wanting that chapter 15 already and Believe Me i want it to. but im committed to this full re-edit.#i needed to reread ITNL anyways to get back into the mindstate. and i sure am reading.#editing makes it so i take slower than a simple reread. i could read 75k words in a day Easily if it was just a matter of reading.#but i care about fixing up a bunch of the little issues that have been bothering me. and so im doing a total re-edit.#im making solid progress. best case scenario i could maybe finish in like a week. im gonna try.
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daydadahlias · 9 months
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Hey. Thank you so much for writing amazing stories. Do you ever consider writing more of Bite Marks. I just think that chapter 1 is one of the best first chapters you've ever written. Much love.
Hey. I'm definitely not opposed to writing more BM!!! and I definitely want/plan to have it finished some day!! I just have to find the motivation to do it (and also remember wtf was going to happen in the story lol).
much love to u too <3
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typheus · 1 year
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....🤡 i really did pick a homestuck name that can Only be traced back to homestuck tho, didnt i sjhasdfhslkjdhas
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kandayuu · 9 months
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I'm tired
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u know i’m not sure if it’s because i read the series pretty young but i never got into percabeth even though i like their characters and enjoyed the narrative of them growing up and getting together !🫣 i think it works for the story but i don’t have any strong feelings abt it
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#the shark is 2 soften the blow. in fact the shark is saying this not me he is speaking thru me. i am merely a vessel#i do not have a single pjo ship. the characters get together and i go ah. that makes sense <3#actually wait sometimes i say no <3 hashtag free leo from rr and hazel too#also. i will die on the hill that jason/leo works better than their canon ships#apparently i do have opinions 😳#i do think percabeth is super cute but i think reading it back when romance in books kind of annoyed me made me not get the hype#like if i had the patience to reread the first series now i would probably be a lot more into it#i think i was more invested in the trio than in their individual relationships with each other#grover percy and annabeth was soooo cuuuute i miss them#also seeing people hate rachel for being a girl with a crush made me super annoyed! she’s just existing omg 😭#i kinda made me :/ at the percabeth shippers for a bit#annabeth was so rude in that situation and she was supposed to be! she’s growing up and trying 2 be her best self but she has flaws too#she has a lot of flaws and that makes her interesting but not Correct#tbh percabeth was the only option story wise but i don’t think rachel/percy is an extremely offensive concept#i do recognize that the way her character was treated is a product of That Time when it was cooler to hate girls 🥲#i hope she’ll get a lot more love in the new show and people will acknowledge her as more than a home wrecker or whatever#🎵​that one sabrina carpenter song i watched in target🎵#(all because i liked a boy or smth?)#yo that song looks so funny because her background dancers are almost all woc#which is good great excellent But idk it looks hilarious when these girls are kicking and bullying the cute white blonde girl 😭😭#obviously i feel for her but the visual of it is unintentionally hilarious#if you read my tags you may be entitled to financial compensation#i talked enough on tumblr for today byeee
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fxrtunas · 2 years
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HAPPINESS. — being unable to stop smiling. laughter.  bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around.  dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laugh lines.  childlike playfulness.   skipping. talking more.  affection.  cracking more jokes than usual.  gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice.  squealing.  jumping around.  clapping.
SADNESS. — tearing up.   self hugging.  one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat.  a runny nose. turning away.  deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing.  hands gripping each other or an object.  covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking.  a distant or empty stare.  monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering.  depression.  abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.
ANGER. — furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm.  headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability.  jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding.  body tensing. making risky decisions.  middle finger.
FEAR. — wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting.   lip-biting.   scratching skin.  a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks.  exhaustion. substance abuse. tics.  rushing adrenaline.  face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot.  making body as small as possible.  staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering.  gripping something or someone.  stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.
EXHAUSTION.  eyes.  mood swings.  hallucinations.  calling people by the wrong name.  dizziness.  denying they’re tired. slow blinking.  trouble concentrating.  stumbling.  leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed.  becoming irritated by the smallest things.   “i’m awake, i’m fine.”  shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.
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#im yELLING CUZLKJKLSAJF#a; allan.#BC. ALLAN LITERALLY BARELY SHOWS ANYTHING#the keeping it all in until exploding is v rare LKJALKSJF#he'll just. keep it all in LMAO#depending on who he's talking to#im kinda crying internally at the pleading part mostly bc. it takes A LOT to reduce him to plead lKJALSKJFSJF#he has Some pride#but if there's literally not viable option of escape then :pensive:#goodbye pride lKJALKSJf#me going thru and making specific things bigger#from the bottom up#then when i get to happiness. i realize idk wtf he does when he's really really happy#LKJASLKASJF#bro he disassociates so much not a lot of emotions feel real to him#even relationships he's in feel very surreal and there's some imposter syndrome going on too if that makes sense T___T#bro what is he doing lkJLKASJf#not me paying more attn to exhautsion bc thats his default state when he's alone which can be like. 80% of the time LKJALKSJF#not me also rereading all of this and crying internally that ok yes i will admit he has depression LJALKFJSF#okay i lied im gonna make 'being unable to stop smiling' big bc#when he's not depressed he can be happier when with his signifncant other :pleading: just. u kno. when not depressed LKJASLKfj#italics = sometimes; bold = often; both = always!#errr big = .... double always? big indicator i'd say LKJASKLFj#i didnt see a system specified so heres mine LMAO#EDIT (BC I CAN'T SHUT UP LKASJFLKSAJF): OKAY BUT. HIS VOICE GETTING HIGHER PITHCED WHEN HAPPY????#IM ACTUALLY LIVE FOR THAT WHEN I HEAR MY FRIENDS HAVE THATTOO#ITS SO CUTE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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kuiinncedes · 1 year
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listening to the jatp soundtrack again for the first time in 437856387459723562534 years
#HOW DARE THEY TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME#im like happy but sad listening rn XD#i better not cry im in my room w my roommate lmao#*sobbing inside* EVEN IF WE HIITTTTTT THEEEEEE GROUUUND WE'LL STILL FLY KEEP DREAMING LIKE WE'LL LIVE FOREVER#OH THE BRIDGE#WE'RE THE REVOLUTION THATS BEEN SINGING IN THE RAINNNAFDGNSDIUGHIRHGA;KJG#ok so im . reigniting my obsession w j/atp again XD#i have been reading/rereading some j/atp fic so#sigh here we go again XD not a bad thing but also it is a very time consuming thing lmao 🤪#WAKE UP MAKE ME CRY MADI EXCEPT DONT EXCEPT AHFUGHADFIHGADFUGAJDFBJLFGHF#🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#jeanne talks#gonna try to keep working on my hw lmfaoooo#WHHYYYYYYY DID THEY TAKE THEM AWAY FROM MEEEEEEEE#SHES READYU TO POWER THRU IT!!!!!!GONNA FIND THE STRENGTH FIND THE MELODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#*screams* im fine#no but ive been wanting to listen to it again for so long but i was scared of like . the time commitment XD / emotional effects lolll#so in that sense this might be the worst week to do it but . i needed it#life is a risk but i will take it . and listen to the j/atp soundtrack for the first time in forever during one of my busiest weeks :D#i've also been putting off rewatching for a while i gotta do that :] maybe over break :DDDDDD#why is this so good TT#i do still have to finish rewatching the g/ood pIace....... im scared of the last two episodes lmfaooo mainly the last ep lol#but i've also been putting off the second to last :P anyway HOMEWORK
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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#im just gonna b a whiney bby for a sec bc im tired and i spent too long out in the sun :-P#we left at like 7.30 for sampling and got back around 4 so like it was a long day. it wasnt too awful tho#only kinda awful. but thats not what i wanna complain abt. i wanna complain bc we have this project looming#bc our machines r coming back. so i have to make sure i can connect the stupid cameras thru code stuff and make sure the chambers r built#and i dont wanna do any of this bc i kno this project is gonna cause me physical and Phycological pain#like all the projects we're collecting for. last time i had to work with the samples i got a little too close to a like full of breakdown#so my brain and body dont wanna do it. and this specific project has potential to b even worse that what i usually do so fml#sigh... i just dont wanna be here doing what im doing anymore. ive stopped having fun. my boss is like wow u r gonna be the person ppl#think of on X topic once u get all this published and its like. god i dont fucking care.#when i think of the data all i can think of is how awful it was collecting it. everytime it cuts a bigger and bigger wound in me#like i think its done long term damage to my psychy. i burned out too hard too many times.#so i dont wanna do it. i dont wanna push these projects forward. and i dont wanna collect more data from 2 other sites bc i kno the more i#collect the worse its gonna be. ugh. whatever. im sure itll b fine. bc im less invested in what im doing so maybe this time ill have a#healthier way of dealing with it idk. im just sick of it. and that's really sad.#ugh. whatever. i have a big meeting with a guy tomorrow and idk what device im gonna use to zoom with him#bc my computer screen is fucked and the camera makes me look like im at the bottom of a well...#i need a new computer... agh. whatever ive gotta reread some of his papers#i hope he likes me. he's at a way too prestigious school so im like. way too intimidated. but like im sure he just wants passion#ans ive got passion. Hopefully ive also got the stuff for knicking a full ride scholarship as well#yea right... but idk ill fucking go for it bc why not#hhhh i just wanna b in a future what i have the perfect phd program and its all sorted out#unrelated
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