#this took so long goodbye

[bridgertonphd]

#he did open his eyes 🫶

[mimikyuno]

i wrote a mizuena fic with lots of (bad) flirting and pining. these stupid girls will be the end of me send help

[chocopink]

Summer at Jabberwock Island 🍉🥥

[anonzentimes]

*guy who loves talking about despair disease voice* wait can we talk more about despair disease. i have so many thoughts on despair disease and esp how it pertains to nagito

i feel like when a lot of people first play/watch the games they see nagito as someone who lies to manipulate people, which while i can’t super blame them for thinking that way bc of how hajime tries to reconcile his conflicting feelings over nagito, i get SO frustrated when ppl call nagito a liar bc no!!! no he’s not!!! you’re falling for other characters’ perceptions of him!!! nagito almost never lies and when he does he’s either really bad at it (cough cough final FTE. “i got it all from a book” you are not slick buddy) or comes clean as soon as he’s achieved his desired outcome- it’s more bluffing than actual deception, and one thing he��s especially sincere in is his beliefs and admiration for the people around him. and the despair disease PROVES this without a doubt!!

ok. i know in-text the despair disease is described as “reversing people’s personalities,” but i’ve always interpreted it a little differently. ibuki isn’t the opposite of gullible, akane isn’t the opposite of a coward, and nagito isn’t the opposite of a liar. to me, it’s always seemed like the despair disease gives its host the trait they’d most hate to have— whatever trait would instill in them the deepest despair. ibuki hates conformity- stick her with a disease that makes her blindly follow whatever she’s told. akane hates showing weakness- force her into a state of constant crying. nagito hates the idea of deceiving his classmates- make him incapable of being sincere. this interpretation makes mikan’s disease make a little more sense too imo, since remembering her brainwashing isn’t exactly reversing her personality but instead literally filling her to the brim with despair. ANYWAYS.

nagito Actively Despises not being able to tell the truth. he hates the despair disease, he sees it as a complete waste. in the ult. luck and hope and despair mangas, we actually get to see some of his internal monologue right before he passes out, and he is In Hell. he’s pissed that he can’t serve as a proper stepping stone in his state, he thinks the whole disease is stupid, and he gets so frustrated about not being able to properly encourage the group that he Literally Starts Foaming At The Mouth ????? like if you EVER wanted undeniable proof that nagito is sincere look at the despair disease. it’s basically a roundabout truth serum for him and that’s a huge part of why it’s one of my favorite motives

sidenote i feel like the despair disease has a shit ton of analysis potential in general just bc of how it turns characters into what they hate the most!! i loveeee brainstorming what symptoms certain characters would have gotten were they to get infected. hajime especially. maybe he’d get a fawning disease where he starts praising everyone nagito-style (this would highlight their bystander parallels and also make hajime feel MISERABLE bc he fucking hates when nagito points out how similar they are lmao). or maybe he’d get an apathy disease that’d essentially izuru-fy him (wonderful foreshadowing potential there, not to imagine the incredible angst of izuru being the thing hajime would hate to be most in the world.) alas i am not a fanfic author so i will sit with my concepts but it is a wonderful daydream with any dangan characters i’d highly recommend it :]

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSS!!!!! I SCREAM IN UNISON WITH YOU I LOOOVEEE THE DESAIR DISEASE!!!!! MAN… I’M SO OBSESSED WITH HOW YOU INTERPRET AND ARTICULATED THE DESPAIR DISEASE💗💗💗 The Despair Disease is genuinely so good for analyzing I really do believe Danganronpa 2 Chapter 3 is the best Chapter 3 out of the franchise. I think the reserving of their personalities truly meaning the traits they would hate to have is soo good I’m eating up, sealing it in my heart, and using it forever such a delightful way to explain it. The interpretations on what disease Hajime would get is so fun, I’ve seen some people interpret him getting the honesty disease which is fun in concept but I don’t think it works as well as other ideas could, y’know? Your ideas for a potential apathy or fawning disease are really fun to me, I like the idea of the fawning disease tapping into how much of a realist he is and giving him the opposite attitude Lol. Thank you so much for sending this it’s so fun I’ll be thinking about this forever, I wish I was a fanfic writer aha! I really want to become a fanfic writer, soon with time I suppose. Thank you again for sharing your daydreams with me, you’re very right it does have a lot of analysis potential! :D

[megastrikeback]

404: False Image

[sunkenthoughts]

nobody better than you

[iamfuckingsorry]

You know, this was your crusade. Now it's our war.

[faaun]

Trying 2 be so normal rn

[greypetrel]

The next prompt I have is "Underwater kiss" and I'm here like:

[firenati0n]

top five sentences you’ve written

oh my goodness. this is so hard jfalsdjlfasfd HELP okay. i cannot pick top 5 bc that is impossible but i will pick my faves coming to mind RIGHT NOW fjakldsfjlkasdf

will exclude wips. also some of these aren't just one sentence. forgive me! i got overexcited!

people ruin people, i don't wanna ruin you | musicians au:

Alex couldn't help the sharp pang in his heart for the young man he once was, singing with such candor about his tumultuous journey with fame and his complicated relationship with fate; the passion in the flight as he flew higher and higher, spurred on by ambition and hubris, and the crush of the fall as he sunk lower and lower, approaching the Earth at lightning speed, burned in the end by the same gods who gifted him with sharp words that led to his rise and fall from grace.

the full spectrum of human emotion | the proposal au:

Henry’s cheeks turn a beautiful shade of pink—Alex thinks it’ll never get old, that he’ll spend the rest of his life finding new ways to color in Henry’s lines.

keep me up all night / i wanna scratch your surface | short and prosey, part of fingers in mouths universe:

Alex is determined to give him the world, even if it’s narrowed down to a strip of smooth skin just below Henry’s clavicle, a constellation of purple and red hues littered in places no one can see, in spots wandering eyes can’t reach. Alex’s heart pouring out of his mouth, sliding past his tongue and right onto Henry’s skin, the universe contained in Henry’s rib cage that protects the air they share in impassioned exhales and the heartbeat that intertwines with Alex’s when they’re like this; a sacred harmony of bodies and spaces. 

i'm floating in a most peculiar way, and the stars look very different today | fp in space au:

Love persists. Like mass, it’s neither created nor destroyed, although it may change forms and rearrange. Henry was born with love in his heart—love for his family, love for his country, love for the human spirit. Some of that love transformed into grief, into loss and pain, even into bitterness and rage—but the core remained, fueled by love and a desire to be seen, to be changed.

the leaves of a silver maple (prompt collection) | wicked | alex and henry play the sims

Henry waves inelegantly at the front of his trousers. “It isn't quite that big.” Alex raises an eyebrow. “Don't argue with me, H. I have functioning eyes and a gaping asshole to prove it.”

and all i can taste is this moment, and all i can breathe is your life | angel!henry / city of angels au

Henry forges on, the words pouring out of him, spilling all over the cliffside for Alex to see. “It is a sin worth committing, a fruit worth eating—at least I’ll get to taste you. You will never be a lapse in my judgment. You are my salvation, through you I get to reclaim myself. Isn’t that beautiful, isn’t that everything you’ve taught me about life and love and humanity?”

also this bc i cry laugh every time from who would've thought that a guy like henry would double as a superstar? | hannah montana crack au

i am so sorry this is so long fjalsjfasf i got carried the hell away. THANK YOU!

xoxo

put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go

[cheezyharu]

Sorta decided on a whim to finish/color in some doodles for. Basically no reason at all other than being bored

[fluffinutter-sandwiches]

Ephemeral Hero.

I started playing Ocarina got struck wit the idea to draw this and then got stuck in the water temple while not following the guide I was watching :)))

This game hates me.

Anyway I’m gonna hibernate again for another year.

[anotherdescentintomadness]

Xiao Zhan in Milan

🫠🫠🫠

[imalwayskidding]

Bitter goodbyes

The beginning

And the end

It shouldn't end like this, but I can't take it anymore.

I'm not who I used to be, and it's not my fault you're staying the same.

I'll walk alone if I have to

Stupid gif and prev versions below

Yes, this is what the previous version looked like GAHHH perspective sucksbdn

[starringvincentprice]

If I watch one more "video essay" that just recaps something and provides surface level observations I'm g

[saintsatire]

hi chat sorry for disappearing i'll start posting shitty doodles for now (mainly komahina ngl)