#this was from the end of break yesterday
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I think it’d be funny if you had a version of Megatron and Optimus who had the whole “were once friends (or more) but fell out and hate each other and are probably now on opposite sides”
But like, not with each other. They separately both have this with some other characters. They kind of just know each other as that bastard running the other side
#this was from the end of break yesterday#but I still like it so I’ll bring it back#also maybe I’ve just been spoiled and overexposed to megop#but they mayhaps need some more variety#I also put “probably on opposite sides” since technically TFA OP and Sentinel fall into this#and like I said I like that dynamic and want more of it#also I think their IDW iterations kind of have this?#Optimus with Shockwave I know but also maybe Megs and Impactor?#not too sure on the latter pair’s situation#but also I think those two still had their history together so it’s not exactly what I want#in this proposed idea they have no sort of former kinship before the war#they did not know each other#I find it amusing#transformers#megatron#optimus prime#ideas#random stuff
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never thought I would say this in my goddamn life but I truly wish arcane would stop trending
#im tired#im so tired.......#every day its more of the same....more of what we could have had......more of what people somehow are ready to defend to their deaths...#even with all the glaring issues and inconsistencies#i might take a break from looking at my for you pages i dont know how much more of this i can handle#i got told yesterday it didnt matter if the ending was ableist cause the show wasnt made just for disabled people#yall are ready to smoke so much copium and for what#i just want to sleep.........#rant
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" it's so stupid how we always seem to do it again . "
vargas by @zarla-s
frames under the cut !! XP
#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin#scriabin vargas#zarla s#sunny's art#this was kinda fun to do but#oh my GOD#THIS TOOK A WHOLE WEEK#i struggled SO MUCH i would make frames and then i would delete them because i didn't like how they looked anD#at the end i just went with it . uuurrrrrggggggghhh#i really like those two last frames#honestly this whole thing was so annoying to do but i still like the result .#( i went to sleep at 6am yesterday thanks to this#i'll probably even take a break from drawing after this :crying emoji:#honestly the main reason why i didn't give up on this was because#those two frames at the end were too pretty to discard them#anywayyyy bye i think
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"And I'm here whether you like it or not Initiated operation of your own extermination Now it's too late for you to stop"
#the arcana#the arcana game#lunumochi art#my art#quaestor valdemar#the arcana courtiers#valdemar#a break from all the human Val headcanon lore for you#this was supposed to be a sketch i got too invested in and ended up spending hours on yesterday so you can have it-#glaze always fucks up the texture but it's better than feeding the ai I suppose
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#ugh the amount of trust this dog has in me absolutely breaks my heart#I had to shave the area under his chin some more before starting the steroid cream#since the vet wasn't able to do a proper job of it#so i put Røst on his placemat where we usually do our wound care stuff#i flicked the clippers on and he immediately start trembling#like SO BAD#which he's never done before#so it's pretty obvious yesterday really left a mark on him#despite literally shaking with fear though he let me touch the clippers to him over and over again until the area was clear#he jerked away from it within a handful of seconds every time#but he took treats and listened when i told him to wait#and just let me come back with the clippers to get the job done#by the end he'd stopped shaking and was back to his happy self as soon as i switched the clippers off#I love him so much#this must have been SO hard for him#he's so incredibly sensitive and he holds onto negative associations really hard#so the fact that i was allowed to continue to clip him without any kind of retraint is purely down to his trust in me#and his need to do a good job for me#i do not deserve this dog
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generally i don't like openly talking about positive things happening in my life because i have A Complex and a fear that everything good gets taken from me the second i vocalize it but Anyway i am happy to report that work has been allowing me to work in my preferred department this entire week so far and it has done wonders for my mental and physical health 🧘🏻♀️ so fingers crossed they continue to do so, since i'm really good at what they're having me do AND it's enjoyable work for me personally
#amazing how when i'm allowed to do a job that utilizes the skills i'm most proud of i feel like a human being again#hopefully my creative hiatus will end soon. i have been enjoying MGS during my off time and taking a break from making things for once#i am already nearing the end of guns of the patriots.. things normally don't hold my attention like this LMAO#but also i got a really really kind comment on bloodflood yesterday and it's making me itch to write again.. soon
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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Oh yeah, so I mentioned having an idea for that oplita kid in TF One
Well I did, but it’s also mostly characterized by the idea of: what if it’s the same timeline as Lux?
Like, I imagine Optimus and Elita being a thing only after Megatron’s fall and his and Optimus’ break up. And it’d probably be a bit before it officially starts happening. Meanwhile with Lux, she’s only supposed to happen on accident right at the tail end of Orion and D-16’s relationship
So after Megatron’s banishment, Optimus and Elita here get together, and eventually they have their son (who granted probably doesn’t have the exceptional size difference here since both he and Elita would be motorbikes). But also, unbeknownst to them, Megatron’s got his and Orion’s daughter in Lux, and who also is not aware that Optimus and Elita are actually together and have a kid of their own now
So like, there’s gonna be a lot of drama the day they do find out about the other kid
But meanwhile with the kids themselves, I imagine them just vibing together. And also them meeting first before their parents know about the other, like them both sneaking off and meeting the other. And they don’t know at first that the other is their half-sibling, but it just makes things better when they do find out in their eyes. Their friendship also could be how their parents find out about the whole situation
#I meant to talk about this last night but it was late#so writing it now even if it’s not as prevalent in my mind this morning#I’d say maybe it’s too fanfic-y but like this entire thing is fanfic galore I’m not breaking new ground#I don’t know it came into my mind yesterday and I liked it for the potential drama#it would also add another layer to the Lux being a secret thing#if I had to make reactions to this information on both parent ends#I’d say Megatron feels like Optimus just replaced him and even Lux with this new kid (even if OP didn’t know)#meanwhile Optimus and Elita are shocked by the fact that OP has had another kid that Megatron has been hiding from them#just either way it does not go over well#I feel like oplita would be more accepting of Lux bc she already exists and dpax was a thing#even if they now have to adjust to a whole new kid and probably worry about what Megatron’s been teaching her#meanwhile Megs would be less so bc again replacement child but maybe he could tolerate him for Lux’s sake#anyways I think I’m done rambling on this topic#don’t know if I’ll do anything with it#transformers#transformers one#oplita#megop#dpax#transformers sparklings#transformers OC#tf lux#fankid
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mags, I just wanted to reach out and to tell you that each time what you had described happened to me, it usually meant I am burned out, and usually it’s my cue to take a break from writing and relax. which is probably easier said than done, but my therapist suggested simply laying down on the floor and breathing in.
another thing that helps me reconnecting, is doing manual stuff as journaling or doing beads bracelets while watching my confort shows. usually even just a weekend like me gets recharged enough to write again.
aside this, bestie I am saying this while holding your face gently: you are a wholesome human being, by actively being a member of the society while creating this safe space and giving us your wonderful writing. you can rest and pls don’t feel guilty (again easier said than done). you are doing alright and you can rest.
have a nice day! ✨
thank you for saying so... I'm sorry it took me a bit to reply but your message really did make me feel better... 🥺 I'm still trying to take it easy but I felt much better about my writing once I decided to be more gentle with myself. thank you... I'll take things slowly zzzz
#I was finally able to write a bit yesterday#and it wasn't much but I was still proud#I think I need like a week vacation from work honestly lol#sometimes it feels like I work so much and the weekend isn't a proper break#and then I end up having to work on the weekends anyway#makes my brain very mushy#ask mags
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wdym christmas is next week?????
#wasnt yesterday just november??? hello????????#im still writing ‘nov’ in my dates by mistake lmao wdym we’ll be in a new year 2 weeks from now#but aaaaa… christmas huh~~~~~~ it’s that time of year when i have to come up with excuses to skip the family gathering again#i havent gone since. like. 2019(?) and i like to keep it that way#b u t~ if i can skip the gathering i’ll finally get back to idol sengen~~~~ maybe~~~~~~~#vol 5 has been out since f o r e v e r i really ought to get at least the asuna pov chapters done before the year ends (pipe dream)#wait no i’ll get the asuna povs done before next cny. yeah. that’ll give me an extra month!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but hmmmmmmmmmm… once im done with vol 5 (in a million years) i gotta polish up my mona novel tl too… man.#maybe i’ll make a mona tl masterpost after all that~~~~ minus the honeypre event tls bc that’s a whole other ‘verse lol#but i really wanna do mona’s honeypre main story too… it gives context as to how she landed the event gig (that led to her getting scouted)#…should my ny’s resolution to be to finish all possible mona tls that have yet to be done maybe…?#…nah im just gonna make it ‘learn to ride a bike’ for the 15th year in a row. giggity#a n y w a y s merry early christmas from my workplace ig? the ‘mas luncheon from a couple days back sure gifted every other person something#that they didnt ask for (read: food poisoning). the fact that it took out over half my department still gets me thoughhhhhhh#(i wasnt affected though~~~~ ((didnt eat anything)) i did lose my 1h break for the day though… what a waste.)#ok that’s enough of being annoying for one day~~~~ see y’all tomorrow (maybe) if hw decides to drop an announcement or sth#which would prolly be either their comi.ket lineup or chizuchan manga vol 2’s cover but hey—)
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I started this soulmate au thinking okay this will have three acts and first act will take about 5k. Except the said first arc is currently 7.5k and as I lay in bed last night I realised it's going to take at least another 5k to wrap it up, if not more - what is this madness 😭
#it's just that this first arc ends with such a devastating act of trust#and re reading what i had from 2019 it wasn’t clear to me why and how that character should trust the other to that extent#so i realised ok i gotta build this out a little more#and then yesterday....i realised i could switch up the povs in this next chapter to devastating effect#which then also revealed an addl scene i needed/was missing#and i am so excited for this#but also just thinking abt it i am breaking my own heart rip#i am also hoping as i write more ill have more ppl who want to talk abt this verse with me?#id love that
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hang on to your hats, y'all, i'm about to be overcome by a fit of Hubris
#text#personal#writing#dp#aw#jorge#listen. i was gonna give myself til the end of may to type this sucker.#that was Reasonable#then i was like Wow I Typed 10 Pages Yesterday#ergo i BET i could finish it by the end of saturday :)#and NOW i'm like. well. wait.#whaaat. if. i finish it by the end of TOMORROW night#and PRINT IT on saturday#what Then.#that's only fourteen pages from where i'm at now that's very doable!!!#AND i've got the ergonomics sorted so i'm gucci#it is not paining me#i did however just type 'sloping' as 'slopoinig' so.#maybe i'll finish this page and shower and get back to it lmao#READY: BREAK
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Said fuck it, and pretty much did a speedrun on NG+
Got those final 2 Elden Ring achievements, and goodness gracious I'm done. I love this game but right now I'm tired of it.
#counting yesterday I think it took me about 4-5 hours max?#it's crazy how much you can skip if you don't have to worry about new gear or leveling#after I lost pretty much my last playthrough I decided I was done :/#still not sure what I'm gonna play now I might actually need a break#and I'm going on vacation from Thursday till next Thursday so I'll be gone anyways#damn I just did this for the achievements I don't even like the idea of the Frenzy Flame ending ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#but it's the first game I 100% on steam
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I forgot to mention it before yesterday but I'm on vacation this week so updates may be a bit spotty!
#i might actually take a break from updates until i get back#but if i end up bored at some point i may post some stuff we'll see#also i tried to post this yesterday when i was at the airport but it looks like it didnt post 😭#melia.txt
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((i...did not get very far in working on replies last night before falling asleep with my phone open...hah...))
((we'll see what i can work on during work!!))
#ooc;;#((still very tired. slept on my desk for a good hour+ don't tell anyone))#((I get the feeling i'll be in the office the rest of the day. May end up leaving once for a half hour))#((So it'll be oops all paperwork. A good hardworking boy's gotta take breaks from that!!))#((i literally worked my ass off yesterday i deserve breaks))#((i made it to work early today!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is a Huge feat))
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silly little thing I did after looking at the new official map to help people navigate through Final Arc locations based on Coffin in the Sky location of course but the site version is less a mess of me making fun of how hurt everyone was including Izuku who is not even close to making it for now
like I can't look at the "start of the arc" without thinking "oh it's the suffering before Izuku takes Tomura away" team
Because.... it literally was just that, Izuku's return saved most of them and it's a fact
The hardest thing was trying to take "last" time we saw them while this part of final arc was still ongoing. Basically up to 367 because everything later than that would be a pain to navigate through and I don't have the volumes yet to make it easier
So only Izuku and Tomura broke the rule and have two because that thing before AFO was gone for a while doesn't count as Tomura in my head but Tenko having a breakdown in his head does, so a compromise
and even as I used Izuku's other panel from a chapter way after 367 I decided that THIS chapter or any with actual Tomura in them are just a no for me for now
to a point that I used the fan translation and didn't bother finding the English version yeahah right
#bnha#not art#mha final arc#shigaraki tomura#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#I won't tag the others as there are so many people#also this is basically a shitpost#tenko shimura#anime and manga#shitpost#it's so odd to see final arc start while it ended weeks ago#and I'm glad it did#I needed a break and I got one#twitter is slowly clearing out the “OH I HAVE AN OPINION” oh MHA ending#I don't need to hear them I don't need to know them#it's like a circus in there and it's no better here too#basically being in mha fandom is a pain lately#and I decided to try being active in a wrong time but there was no right time anyway#I love the new pinned thing because yeah#I surround myself with the stuff I like and I like different things#like yesterday I was playing oj2 as heroes for the first time in ages without any thought I just wanted to and I did#and it was fun#I played a lot of stardew valley lately it's calming even if I lost myself couple of times and it was almost night every time irl#also my OCs were getting more attention from me too#undertale stuff like I replayed deltarune and tried beating Spamton NEO for the first time it was fun but it was the wrong save file#I think it was like one of the original from 2021 or something when I first played#anyway goodnight#ah right#bnha manga spoilers
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