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aahsoka · 2 years

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how did meteor garden manage to do the forced kiss WORSE than boys over flowers. like considering how much newer the show was I was HOPING theyd just skip it entirely but noooo it was WORSE

#can i even continue watching it with that :|#jordan talks #this dude being unable to parse his feelings and being immature about it doesnt have to result in him being like. abusive ?#extra mad bc the dude playing him is really cute n fun >:(#i was really enjoying how much more energetic he is compared to gu jun pyo #i HATE the dubious consent kisses in dramas . STOP #kdramas have really found their way beyond it but idk the cdramas ive watched lately dont seem to have #wheres the hana yori dango adaptation WITHOUT dubious consent #its 2022 we can do the enemies to lovers romance without forcing the kisses .#granted this drama is from like 2018 but #still #i am a huge sucker for gu jun pyo and i rrally like dao ming si so far i just wish he hadnt done That #let him just gaze longingly at her lips like mr darcy ok!!!!#gaze at her with wistful eyes like ri jeong hyeok!!!#really like walking red flag the way he punched the wall and then force kissed her and then she cried #and he was like ‘i wont hurt you any more’ dude thats textbook abuser right there #and no they WONT address it as abusive will they?????#rip why are dylan wang and lee min ho so attractive whyd you make this asshole likeable #even fuckin violin guy is out here giving forcible kisses . youre supposed to be the good guy #tho tbh ive never liked him but #lets get a telenovela adaptation next id love that lmfao

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marsbotz · 1 year

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no matter what happens, no matter how much it hurts, you don't stop dancing, and you don't stop smiling, and you give those people what they want.

#I DONT POST NINJAGO HERE ANYMORE FOLLOW @LEGOGENDER #ninjago #cole brookstone #cole ninjago #be nice im still learning to paint LOL #if even one perspn can understnad this ill be amazed #sorry today we are going for the cole art drenched in personal interpretation #um. well first off hes trans. and i will say i think his entire s1 arc w his father feels very trans. if you dont understnad dont worry #but uhhh. i think a lot about how cole canonically still struggles with living up to expectations #despite making up with lou. and tbh honestly in my mind that didnt even happen #ive said before maybe but i Personally think the stronger arc for cole would have been having to make the choice to stay a ninja despite #his fathers disapproval. that maybe even tho lou disowns him it doesnt matter. bc the ninja r his real family now #bc honestly lou is so absent in the series it might as well ahve never happened LOL #but yeah in s11 is the obvious one. w the travellers tea #and again in s13 not being able to do the burst #feels a Lot like how he reacted in the royal blacksmith ep #i think lous expectations of cole and harsh treatment definitely cld have been the source of his issues.#and especially considering he says he had to do all the chores after his mothers death... makes his anxiety around being leader #(in early seasons)#a lot more sad. i think this was in books confirmed #um. yeah. i think abt cole. hes rlly interesting hope u understand now kinda #so yeah. and i used the bojack quote cus i think its similar in that cole was only young when lou installed these fears in him #'a song you taught me when i was small' and all that #altho i think the gina version fits jay also LOL #artsbotz

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httpiastri · 2 months

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okay it's 3am…. but i just watched the campos vlog for the first time as a new campos girlie and i'm- 🥺🥺 sebas and chris's hand heart? hello??

oh and i could go on a full rant about how freaking cute pepe is but i shall try my best to refrain… it will only send me into a spiral and i will end up not sleeping……. so instead i'll just drop off this vid of his ADORABLE laughter and call it a day 🫡

(also this ^^ specifically @ that one anon who sent me an ask weeks ago about his laughter…….😭)

#felt cute calling myself a campos girlie 😭#ive been a pepe girlie for quite some time but i never rlly felt anything special for campos as a team #these days tho 🤭#gotta learn spanish to be a campos girlie tho apparently #but tbh it felt good not understanding bcs then i could just focus on the pretty faces #okay just short about pepe #his smile :(((( he looks so genuinely happy #i wanna pinch his cheeks #oh and him measuring the ground ??? or whatever it was he was doing #like i saw it on their ig also last week but 😭#such a silly boy #love him sm #okay i need to not think anymore sorry #f2 #pepe marti #campos racing

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lord-squiggletits · 3 months

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Speaking of Tyrest. A lot of people forget that he treated Pharma with absolute disdain, not only using him as a test subject for a clearly painful mass murder machine, but talking to Pharma like he saw him as nothing but some henchman to order around that was nothing more than a 'diseased cripple' if Tyrest hadn't come to rescue him.

Like it really is an interesting background dynamic with some curious implications, but when you look at fandom posts from around that issue/the years after, for some reason people just saw "Pharma worked with Tyrest" and concluded Pharma is a card carrying bigot ksjfnskxkd. Like yeah Pharma didn't do anything to stop Tyrest but it seems his main beef with the Autobots was with Ratchet in particular and maybe a general disdain for his ex-comrades. As well as continuing to hate Decepticons which like, not even the "good Autobots" are immune to (even in Pharma's introduction, First Aid says in his journal something like "yeah we all hate Decepticons, but Pharma REALLY hates them"). And despite what fandom likes to construe there's really no evidence in IDW1 that Autobots and Decepticons are different "races" or "types" of Cybertronians, so Pharma hating Decepticons really isn't a bigotry/robot racism thing. And instead probably has something to do with, idk, the 4 million year long galaxy-spanning blood feud war, or maybe being blackmailed and tortured into insanity by the Biggest and Most Decepticon-y of Decepticons.

Tyrest treated Pharma like trash, the other Decepticons working for Tyrest (how come no one ever brings that up btw) also hated him, so if anything it seems that Pharma was more of a rogue element only staying with Tyrest bc he was his best option and probably had no way to even escape.

I'm glad that at least in recent years the fandom has acquired a keen reading eye and good taste to finally recognize Pharma as the (accidentally) complex character he is instead of making him some posh, racist Starscream clone SHSJDGSGDH

#squiggposting #pharma apologism #yeah i'm apologisting again i guess my mental health is somewhat okay again dkdkkxckkddkd #(my followers seeing me post about pharma) nature is healing #there's also that line where pharma says 'maybe i can help' and skids is like #'fuck off and hope we don't beat you to death after this is over'#they didnt know that pharma was a test subject of the killswitch but wow #that's prolly one of the most out of pocket moments of the story that ive never seen anyone mention #honestly that moment is why i think JRO didnt intend pharma to be That Deep #i feel like that sort of 'not even other autobots like him' treatment is something #that comes up a lot in JRO's villain writing. or like asshole behavior towards some characters #is just plot events proceeding as usual. nothing to see just villains getting their due #tho tbh pharma's character in general suffers from the problem that he's so closely related to a main/major characyer #that it wouldve made way more sense for him to be written in earlier #so all his connections w/ ratchet and the plot had to be established retroactively #also speaking of 'asshole behavior excused bc it's towards a villain'#all those times when people are like (fucking amazing piece of medical research by pharma)#'then he started murdering his patients. what a piece of shit'#like idk it could have been intentional but imo all my readings of pharma were not really intended by JRO #and i'm fully just headcanoning and constructing theories on my own #like pharma was simply not important enough or a major enough character to get fleshed ojt #so basically we get enough pieces of him to establish continuity and a general timeline of his life and thats all

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thesuntookgoodcareofme · 20 days

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Touga kyriuu......................... *Inspects him under a ringlight like a surgeon*

#he's been getting into my braun recenyly even tho i might be very less interested jn utena sadly #boy who is terrible omg hiiiiii #i kknda get him btw (never gone theough anything like that im just horrible)#well. hes a super interesting character and honestly. characters tyat use the harmful system to their advantage #i kinda feel it idk. maybe because ive always been a lonely child who had more affinity w adults (authorities)#i really hope touga could get away from ohtori and lived. and realized #away from nanami anthy and saionji and everyone tbh #but most importantly away from akio ohtori #rgu #revolutionary girl utena #touga kyriuu

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stealingpotatoes · 11 months

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Honestly Mace would have loved Luke and Leia with his whole heart.

yes!!! honestly he's like a grandparent (in the dynamic way, not age way) bc he was harsh on anakin but you KNOW he's much more caring for the twins, like how a grandparent is strict on their kid but gives their grandkid literally whatever. and anakin's like where was this for me

#i've never drawn anything for it but i think about AUs where anakin's caught or killed n rots is stopped a lot #and then the jedi take the twins and are Too Careful and the twins just Know theres smthn off abt them but dont know what it is #and all the difficulty padme faces bc the jedi fucked anakin up!! she doesnt want them having her kids!!!! the last she has left of Him!!#but whats she supposed to do about her illegal-kids-of-an-evil-jedi against an ancient order backed by the senate and law #and you have obi wan torn between wanting whats best for the galaxy (the twins are carefully trained)#vs wanting whats best for his friend and tbh his brotherwhatever's memory (padme keeps the twins)#very aggressive jedi vs human conflict for him #theres just SO MUCH in those kinda AUs #bit hard to draw to explain tho. like u gotta draw so much for context so ive never rlly tried #but i think abt mace and his relationship w the twins there sm bc you KNOW he wants to treat them coldly and w constant suspicion #but he Just Can't #cause ya know. their dad. went evil. and theyre also INSANELY POWERFUL force users #thanks for the ask!#wow ok went off in the tags abt an au nobody asked for <3 #gotta get it out my head somehow ig

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skitskatdacat63 · 9 months

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I was looking for boot ref pics and then came across this painting

Oh my fucking god???????????????? Putting this one in the ref folder bcs oh my god??????????? They did not have to serve this hard?????????

#some random ass scottish lord and his bro from the english civil war era #and yet it is the single most slay painting ive ever seen in my entire life #paintings like this ensure me that i can really just draw any pose for historical stuff and it will never be too over the top #17th century twinks my fucking god #also its so important to me the difference in poses 😭😭😭😭#WHY IS THE GUY ON THE RIGHT SERVING SO HARD??? WHY DID HE FEEL THE NEED????#but yknow what! good for him #honestly he is how i imagine emperor seb(with longer hair tho)#the hair is literally perfect #the pose? mwah!!#oh my god and i just found a painting of their third brother and is serving just as hard #they died in battle pretty young </3 at least they got to slay first #also the painter made a bunch of self portraits and theyre just as twinky! good on you sir!!#his art is really amazing tbh :D new thing to reference yayyyyyyy #unfortunately the era is a bit before my AU but hey still good to look at #catie.rambling.txt

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rexscanonwife · 4 months

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Ok how many of you wanna see something NEVER before seen by anyone other than my partner...an unfinished sketch of my crash bandicoot s/i and N. Tropy 0_0

#jane journals #self insert talk #⏳️ time on my side ⏳️#like its even my first s/i design too 😂😂#it hasnt changed MUCH but ive been meaning to officially draw an updated ref #but yeah it was and remains the ONLY bit of selfship art ive drawn with him ._.#i rly dont talk about him much cause ive got...so so much else on my plate..😂#ive never ever had this many f/os at once before!!#especially vying for my attention like this. is this how all u guys with long f/o lists feel? 😂😂#mine needs some updating tbh #its not like i have a pretty carrd or anything tho (RUBY > . >)

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be-good-to-bugs · 19 days

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you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

#the bin #uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep #deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower #maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the #next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh #i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come #over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet #i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks #hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice #tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb #i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember!#and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met #another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive #ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably #be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be.#i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i #cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum.#well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that.#i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain.#and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped #i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working

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aezyrraeshh · 1 year

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; OCS AS CHARACTERS

i was tagged by @aartyom @devilbrakers @risingsh0t and @florbelles; thank you so much <3

rules: take this quiz and share 5 (or more! or less! the world is your oyster!) results from the top 50 that you feel really fit your oc(s). if you don’t recognize very many from the top 50, feel free to expand into the top 100.

tagging @arklay @cybilbennettgf @calenhads @nokstella @aelyosos @nuclearstorms @reaperkiller @girlbosselrond @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine @unholymilf @shadowglens @swordcoasts & anyone else who wants to do this!

silco - arcane (a lot of thoughts)

katniss everdeen - hunger games

amy elliott dunne - gone girl (yea..)

kaz brekker - shadow and bone

gus fring - breaking bad

also: asha greyjoy (got), and, apparently the the alien from, well, alien LMAO

amy elliott dunne - gone girl (both sasha and candy??? even more thoughts)

love quinn - you (🤨)

beth harmon - the queen's gambit

villanelle - killing eve

dr. hannibal lecter - hannibal (yes, just yes)

olenna tyrell - got

mel medarda - arcane (i can see it, i can see it)

patrizia reggiani - house of gucci (uh-huh)

azula - avatar: the last airbender (uh-huh x2)

jennifer check - jennifer's body

#sasha getting amy AND love AND villanelle as his top 50 is so funny to me like YEAH IT PRETTY MUCH SUMS HIM UP THANK YOU VERY MUCH SADHJDJH #and candy getting amy dunne too............ uh-huh.......you can see why they are struggling uh-huh #also silco for candy in top 10?? i am all for it honestly i am all for it love it actually #katniss is surprising tbh bc ive never thought abt it but now i can see it #the alien tho 🤨#luna and olenna... yeah okay OKAY OKAY #and mel was in the top5 for her love it ty

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girl-bateman · 28 days

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Gaslighting, my old friend, I'll fall for you every single time <3

#i have known my dad is an alcoholic since i was literally 4 and my mom told me thats the reason she divorced him #ive been to COA support group twice in my life. i have the horrible personal anecdotes. i have the constant anxiety.#and still !!! with the right amount of ridicule in the right setting ill question everything #a spiral of misery and self doubt and paranoia etc etc #for context: im on a vacay with my dad and sis and his childhood friends #and i published a short nonfiction story where i talk about how isolating it can be when your parent is an addict #and EVERYONE is making constant jokes in reference to this text like 'ohhh like the alcoholic i am *wink wink* im gonna have another beer'#several times a day. and ive just not been saying anything abt it bc i feel guilty abt 'exposing' my dad even tho isnt not even a secret #but seeing as my sister is never on my side abt this and that his friends are obviously on his side i feel like the loneliness girl on earth #and tbh there rly isnt any sides to this bc addiction is just a horrible fucking disease for everyone involved #but he makes it into this awful game where i always come out the loser bc im just a kid and i cant make anyone believe me #im not a kid. obviously. but thats what this feels like. like im the little kid with silly stories no one believes #and the worst part is i wrote the text trying to reclaim what has been a lifetime of centering HIM and his addiction into everything i do #trying to protect him and his dignity #and this was my trying to reclaim my life and talk about how IM affected for once #but once again he ends up being the centre of conversation of my text. which. btw is about a lot more than my dad

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microwaving-tesilid-argente · 3 months

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the writing fanfic to "huh? this doesn't seem like how romance is normally written" to "am i somewhere on the aro spectrum" to "oh god the reason i dont identify w the generic aro label is bc i need a microlabel" to "fuck i need to rewrite this whole fic" pipeline