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nappingpaperclip · 8 months
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does anyone else feel like they’ve never been not stressed out??
like idk…I’ve been chronically stressed since I became conscious. I grew up in an incredibly stressful environment. ever since I moved out I’ve been stressed about school or work or housing or just finding food . There is always something. I’ve never had a break from stress that lasted longer than a day or two. does anyone else relate? what am I supposed to do about this
#not to trauma dump [voice of a guy who’s abt to trauma dump in the tags] but#growing up under incredible stress has probably fucked me up forever so idk what to do anymore#constant screaming/fighting and like not a lot but sometimes domestic violence#also like. being incredibly poor. and living in a hoarder house#animal hoarding#being incredibly medically and emotionally and otherwiseneglected#alongside neglected animals. dealing with unresolved flea infestations#forcibly enrolled into advanced academic stuff and unable to drop out even when my mental health could not take it#like it literally took an emergency room visit to convince my mom to let me drop out and even then I had to spend months playing catch up b#something they don’t tell you about trying to kys and going to a ward is most of your teachers won’t excuse ur missing work or care at all#also got outed to my mom by the mental hospital#sorry to trauma dump I just idk. my life sucks lol and no therapist I’ve ever gone to has actually cared or listened to everything I’ve bee#thruough#oh and I got groomed. awesomesauce#then graduated hs during 2020 right at the beginning of the pandemic 💔#a couple years go by bc I’m too busy with my coworkers raging psychological warfare on me lol and my ex roommate trying to kick us out#then just starting college while working thank god I was able to move out and my mom moved back to Kentucky#but now I am just starving and I no longer have food stamps and idk I just 💔 working and going to college is so hard and I’m not even full#time if either rn#but I also fell out with literally my only close friend recently so yea.#life just feels like one big test that I keep failing over and over again#like idk how am I supposed to be normal or live a normal life after all I’ve been through. I’ve seen enough!!#the world just has always and continues to look so bleak and cruel to me#idk. idk.#maybe I’m just doomed by the narrative#trauma dumping#vent#.txt#typing it all out and reading it like this makes me idk. it doesn’t look so bad when I reread it like I think I’m just being dramatic idk#ripping out mt hair I just want to be normal
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potatobugz · 1 year
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Do you want to make bug themed sayings with me? (I already thought of some. And I’m pretty sure you’re my most bug interested mutual)
!!!!!!! THIS ASK IS PROBABLY ALMOST A YEAR OLD BUT. I NEVWR SAW THIS IM SO SORRY 😭 buahahaha I would love to!! indubitably !
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rouge-the-bat · 1 year
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little me listening to punk music and other very political rock: *not paying attention to the meanings* this music is fucking awesome and the best shit
me now listening to punk music and other very political rock: *payin attention to and agreeing with the meanings* this music is fucking awesome and the best shit
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coderiderr · 5 months
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i cant tell if im just having a really intense hyperfixation again or if im switching special interests
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simpingforsatan · 2 years
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making the WORST cookies ive ever seem
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pissbbyy · 6 months
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🔥🚨brba spoilers🚨🔥
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im goingjnsane none of my friends have finished breaking bad & seen el camino & im just pacing around in circles over here because jesus christ man this is eating me alive and im gonna put my head thruough a wall or somethingand I HATE THIS SHOW FOR DOING THIS TO ME
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dancelements · 1 year
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my heart is broken for destayne. no matter the finish what an intelligent, thruough, and breathtaking dancer she is! im devastated
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sylwanin-was-right · 8 months
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smoqueen · 9 months
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Would u rather huff someone playing tekken or have someone huffing you while you're playing tekken
honestly this might sound wild but i like to have sex that involves more than breathing thruough the nose
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meatsex · 3 months
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*phases thruough the floor* vinny’s stopped playing the mario— now moving on to monkey ball (online + regular modes)
(btw if you don’t want me to come in and let you know abt this, I won’t be offended lol. I don’t want to spam you at all ^^)
thats some gmod shit you are doing in front of me right now anon, ragdolling in front of me phasing through the floor
id watch but i should sleep and even if i wasnt going to sleep i should study ahhhhh <- has been doing nothing but studying
but thank you though dont worry i dont mind the notices i actually appreciate it cuz mario gameplay legitimate bores me most of the time sob
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thief-anon · 1 year
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i looked thruough the gap in the stall door and ferddy fastbear was just standing there
yeah HE is the weird one here...
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direful · 3 months
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puts my fist thruough the wall I need to go home and think about transformers right fucking now
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demonstars · 8 months
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dude the "george is bland" war was the worst times of my fucking life everyone was SO DUMBBB. i also remember reading fanfic back in 2020 and killing myself over the way people would write about his colorblindness. either straight up doesn't fucking know what it is or how it affects his vision Or they would treat it as a mental illness LIKE IM NOT EVEN JOKING. i would get so mad like just google it he does not fucking see in black and white!!!!! sorry nunkito this topic makes my blood boil My beautiful goloisms
THE THINGS YOU'VE LIVED THRUOUGH. I remember the fics though everyone was so fucking weird about how it worked people that made it into the angst were soooo weird about it. Also people that acted that he was cold Because he was colorblind s so ODD. THANK GOD WE'RE SO PAST THAT
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butchdykekondraki · 9 months
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theyre putting me thruough the fucking torment nexus right now . gott im himmel boy my fuckign notifs are Destroyed
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BRUUUHHH I CHOKED ON WATER AND THEN IT WENT THRUOUGH MY NOSE OMGGGGG NOW MY THROAT HURTSSSSSS
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would it be funny
if I liveblogge dpoekmon thruough gour submissions
chris im ao scared
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