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butchlifeguard · 2 years ago
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im doing a vaguely pro trump op w my conservative family because i do Not want motherfucking desantis 💀💀
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soukokumychildren · 1 year ago
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1: I remember that 2: HE NOW COOKS FOR HIM??? And I'm sorry they fight in PERFECT sync in an average FOUR DAYS? JESUS 3: pretty fucking cool 4: that's strangely sweet and I realized that to some extent but now I'm forced to realize it mORE 5: That's pretty fucking funny/awesome, right?? 6: Ranpo: Oh who gives a shit, you're in, weirdo. Have fun (This is also amusing)
7: lets talk about that. Yeah, what the fuck? When was this mentioned also NOW WHAT? What the hell does this mean what do I expect why am I going nuts over this informationnnNNN--help. (Main reason I started this rant) 8: Ranpo & Kunikida: Well if you're gonna die have fun kid (In a nutshell what they're saying...also, with a touch of humor) 9: Which I'm glad about. I've heard often every character is in a gray area-which is almost a huge relief for me, and very different!
10: I have nothing other to say than a big fat thumbs up
“The ADA don’t care about Dazai!!!!!!”
They have a detailed plan on how to literally fucking defy death and bring him back to life, a plan which Yosano is heavily involved in
Kunikida routinely calls and cooks for him. They fight in perfect sync after four days of them meeting
Fukuzawa trusted Dazai ON HIS WORDS ALONE with Atsushi’s entrance exam and getting him used to the Agency and didn’t get involved just because he put his faith in Dazai
Atsushi hallucinates Dazai when he’s in distress and looking for help, the fear he had for the Headmaster was once the strongest force in his life was replaced with his gratitude and love for Dazai
Fukuzawa says during the Guild Arc that he wouldn’t even consider allying themselves with the PM, but he’s still fine with Dazai, the Demon Prodigy, joining the Agency’s ranks
Ranpo knew from the start that Dazai was an executive for the fucking Port Mafia, the Demon Prodigy and just went “sure fucking whatever” and let him go through his entrance exam to join DESPITE THAT THE AGENCY WAS MADE FOR RANPO AND AGAINST CRIME
Dazai trained Naomi. This was never elaborated on but it did happen
As Ranpo and Kunikida state while debating on whether to rescue Atsushi: the Agency doesnt interfere with someone’s personal issues or unless Fukuzawa tells them to ig
Stories are always more fucking interesting if there’s conflict between characters, ‘good’ or ‘evil’. The Agency are full of clashing characters, complicated backstories and nuances and they’re going to clash against each other. That’s human.
He’s proven time and time again that he won’t kill himself, that his plans are good and strong and for the Agency. He can handle himself and they trust in that
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yukioos · 3 months ago
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flicking katsuki’s forehead when he’s being rude
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when you and katsuki decided to learn from the same pro-hero for your repeated work-study, you never would’ve guessed that you would go on patrols just the two of you. no sidekick, no actual pro-hero, just you and the blonde.
the two of you came across a villain and were legally allowed to fight him because of your licenses. after you defeated him with ease, katsuki complained about how it wasn’t a challenge at all, you came across three children.
they all looked related, most likely siblings, and they ran up to you so excitedly. katsuki backed away with a gasp as they jumped and yelled.
a short girl with brown hair, about shoulder length, exclaimed, “the two of you were great out there—“
the two other children agreed, but katsuki yelled, “hey, beat it, kids! you could’ve gotten incredibly hurt just by watching us from afar!” he pointed at a boy with a bright red hat, “you! i saw your neon hat from a short distance! you were way too close for—“
you rolled your eyes and brought your hand up, flicking his forehead. he paused his yelling and slowly turned to you before huffing and looking away. he crossed his arms, and you rubbed his back in a teasing manner as you talked to the children.
a sheepish smile appeared on your face, and you apologized to the children, “sorry about him, he gets a little rude sometimes and doesn’t think about his words. he was just worried for you, that’s all.” you paused, “you forgive him, don’t you?”
one of the children whispered to another, giggling and putting their hand over their mouth to stifle their laughter. they kept glancing at you and katsuki, and the other child wanted in on the secret.
you teased, “aw, come on, what are you guys talking about?”
the kids looked at each other with smiles on their faces before one stated, “he looks at you like how my daddy looks at my mommy!”
you and katsuki’s eyes both widened, your cheeks tinted red as the tips of his ears were also tinted red. he gasped and stared at the children in shock, surprised they would out him like that.
a small hum left your lips, and you pulled the blonde closer, as he was nearly stiff, but you said goodbye to the children, claiming you needed to leave and go back to your mentor’s agency. once they said goodbye, you dragged katsuki back to the agency in silence.
you interrupted the loudness in his head when you asked, “do you think we can get married after we graduate or should we focus on our hero work?”
gosh, you never failed to make his mind blank. he replied with another question, “can’t we do both?”
a giggle escaped your mouth, “i guess we can!”
he argued, “there’s one thing you need to know though. there’s no way in hell i’m having kids.”
you stared at him for a second, seeing the slight turn of his lips, and shook your head, “you’re such a liar, katsuki!”
a chuckle escaped his mouth, knowing you were right.
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flowersforbucky · 8 months ago
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devil's in the backseat
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bucky barnes x reader
word count: 3.7k
summary/prompt: a night at coney island with your friends turns out much differently than expected.
or getting fucked in front of a mirror
author's note: this is my first halloween fic!! this was so much fun to write. if you've read haunting adeline, then you know exactly what inspired the mirror maze scene! also disclaimer i have never been to coney island so if any of this is inaccurate then just pretend ok it's fiction :))
warnings/tags: smut, 18+ only content, sex in a public setting, mirror sex, oral (female receiving), unprotected p in v, friends to lovers, romanogers makes an appearance! kind of grumpy!reader, protective bucky, random men being creepy, language, reader is afab, she/her pronouns, reader pov, no use of y/n, porn with a little plot, fluff
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“I can't fucking believe I let you talk me into wearing this.”
You tug the tight, cherry red colored velvet fabric of the babydoll dress in place for the dozenth time since arriving at Coney Island.
“What? You look hot. Plus, our costumes go great together.”
Natasha's costume mirrors your own - except hers is a pearlescent white and instead of a pitchfork and horns, she dons angel wings and a halo.
“I don't feel hot. I feel cold. It's fifty degrees and the sun hasn't even set yet.” If it wasn't for the black thigh high boots that cover the majority of your legs, you'd be shivering in the chilly late October weather.
“It's not my fault that you put off getting a costume until the last minute and had to pick through what little was left at Spirit Halloween,” she mumbles, passing you one of the cups of apple cider that the cashier hands to her. You gladly accept, sucking down the hot liquid in hopes that it will warm you from the inside.
Her phone dings as the two of you walk towards the rides. “It's Steve,” she informs you as she reads the text message. “They just got here,” she looks back up at you with a smirk on her face and a mischievous gleam in her eye. “Bucky decided to come with them.”
You roll your eyes, suddenly hating your borderline provocative costume even more.
“I thought he was leaving for a job in Denver this evening?”
It's not that you didn't want to see Bucky. It's that you didn't want to see Bucky dressed like this. As if you don't already get flustered around him when you're dressed in normal, everyday clothing. The hem of your dress barely conceals the curve of your ass and your tits are practically spilling over the low neckline.
“Guess it's been postponed,” she shrugs, nudging you with her shoulder.
The two of you turn to look in the opposite direction when a familiar voice calls your names. You see Steve, Sam, and Bucky walking towards you. Steve is dressed as a pirate, eyepatch and all. Sam wears a cowboy costume with an oversized hat, concealing the upper half of his face entirely.
And Bucky? Bucky wears jeans and a navy blue Henley.
Yeah, you're regretting any of your life choices that lead up to this moment.
“Well, well, well,” Sam drawls as he tips his hat back enough to take in yours and Natasha’s outfits. “Look what we have here. An angel and a devil. Have you two already entered the costume contest for best duo or should I go add your names?”
“You wouldn't dare,” you scold him. Natasha just laughs, falling into Steve’s embrace as he plants a kiss to her forehead.
“We should, you know,” Natasha agrees. “I think we'd have a pretty good shot at winning.”
“Yeah, right,” you retort, looking around at some of the more elaborate, creative costumes that many of the strangers around you are sporting. You notice a man and woman dressed as Beetlejuice and Lydia Deetz and know that you and Nat wouldn't stand a chance in a costume contest. “And what about you?” You acknowledge Bucky, your eyes skimming up and down his civilian clothes. “Didn't have time to pull together a costume?”
He smirks, his eyes trailing up your figure for a heated moment before he responds. “I'll have you know that I am in costume, actually.”
Steve and Sam both snort in laughter.
“Oh yeah? And what are you supposed to be, exactly?”
He tugs up the sleeve of his shirt, showing off the shiny vibranium that is his left arm.
“I'm the Winter Soldier,” he says with a smug grin. “Obviously.”
“How creative,” you praise sarcastically.
“Cut me some slack,” he feigns insult. “I was supposed to be halfway to Colorado right now. I didn't have time to pull together anything too cute.” His eyes flicker to your dress and boots at the word cute. If anyone else notices, they say nothing.
“What are we doing just standing around here?” Natasha exclaims, tugging Steve in the direction of the rides and games. “I want to ride every ride and eat funnel cake.”
They race ahead of the rest of you, with Sam close behind, leaving you and Bucky to fall into step beside each other.
“So, why did your mission get postponed?” You ask casually, trying to fight down the nerves that threaten to bubble over every time you're alone with him.
“Beats me,” he shrugs. “Fury didn't give much of an explanation. I got the text as I was loading my bags into the car to head out.”
“That's annoying,” you mumble, swallowing the remnants of your hot apple cider. “I'm sorry,” you tell him with a glance in his direction. “I'm sure it was for a good reason.”
He shrugs. “I'm here, so I can't be too mad about it.”
Before you can overthink exactly what he means by that, you're both brought to a halt when a jolly looking man in a Ghostbusters costume steps directly in front of you, blocking your path.
“This little devil looks like she needs a giant sloth!” He exclaims, gesturing towards the prizes hanging above the balloon darts station next to you.
“Oh, no,” you start. “That’s okay–”
“Come on!” The red-faced vendor insists, looking at Bucky. “Don't you want to win your girl a giant sloth? Perhaps a giant giraffe? If she was mine, I'd be winning her any prize she wants. I'll give you five throws for ten doll–”
“Fine, fine,” Bucky relents, digging into his back pocket for his wallet. You notice a faint hint of pink blooms along the apples of his cheeks, but he doesn't correct the man when he calls you his girl. “You've worn me down,” he sighs as he shoves a crumpled ten dollar bill into the man's hand.
The man accepts the money with a satisfied, toothy grin and hands Bucky five darts.
“If you get three out of the five throws, you can choose a prize from here,” the man gestures towards a section of smaller prizes. “And if you get all five throws, you can choose–”
The man is cut off by the sharp popping sound of a balloon, and then a second, and a third, until all five darts have been impaled on the board in a consecutive line in a matter of seconds.
“She'll take the bunny,” Bucky tells him before he can erase the stunned look off of his face. He points to a large, flop-eared purple bunny hanging from the upper row of prizes.
Unlike the vendor, you aren't shocked by his perfect aim at all. Anyone who knows Bucky would have known that he wouldn't miss a single shot. You are shocked, however, that he chose the bunny without even asking which prize you want.
The man in the Ghostbusters costume grabs the bunny and hands it to you, surprise still etched on his face. He mumbles a quick goodnight before he's moving onto the next people approaching the stand.
“How did you know I'd want the bunny?” You ask Bucky, trying to juggle the stuffed animal, your empty cup of cider, and your pitchfork all in your arms.
“You like bunnies, right? It was an educated guess.” He shrugs, moving through a thick crowd of people away from the game stations. “Here, let me carry it for you,” he offers when he notices the large stuffed animal is obstructing your vision. You hand it over to him and he tucks it underneath his metal arm.
“Thank you,” you tell him, your cheeks heating at the realization that he'd remembered such an inconsequential piece of information about you. You do like bunnies. The cold night air suddenly feels a lot more balmy.
“I'm - uh - I'm going to find a trash can real quick,” you say as you wiggle the empty cup in your hand. Truthfully, you just need a moment to collect yourself.
You begin walking in the opposite direction before he can reply, your eyes scanning the throng of people for a garbage can.
So what if he knows that you like bunnies? It's a pretty trivial fact that probably means nothing. You know that Natasha’s favorite animal is flamingos - because she's your friend. It's normal for friends to know things that their friends like.
Right? Right.
“I like that outfit a whole lot, baby. But I think you'd look even cuter in just the boots and those horns.”
You're so lost in your internal monologue that you don't even notice two men closing in on you as you toss the empty cup into a trash can. Unlike most of the people here tonight, neither of them are in costumes. They stand so close to you that you can smell booze on their breath.
“Oh, fuck off,” you groan as you attempt to walk away, but they've effectively blocked you between their bodies and the large garbage can behind you. Wicked grins grow on their faces as you realize that you can't get by them.
“Look, I don’t have the patience for this tonight. Get out of my fucking way.”
“Or what?” One of them taunts. “You'll use that little pitchfork on us? Jokes on you, because we're into that.”
“What if I used it on you?” A familiar voice comes from behind them. “Would you still like that?”
Before they can even turn around to identify the voice, Bucky is pulling him back by the hood of his sweatshirt and throwing him on the ground with little to no effort. The other one attempts to stumble away as Bucky turns his attention to him.
He still has your bunny clutched in his flesh hand - despite the seriousness of the situation, you have to bite your lip to keep from smirking at the sight. You don't know of anyone who could be quite as intimidating while holding a stuffed purple bunny.
“What about you?” Bucky asks, towering over the guy by half a foot. “You got anything you wanna say?”
“I - no - we didn't know she was with someone,” he half slurs, half stutters out. His gaze flickers to Bucky's vibranium hand. The man on the ground manages to stand back up, following after his friend.
“Now you know,” Bucky calls after them as they quickly hobble away.
“I had that handled, you know,” you tell Bucky with a nod towards your pitchfork. “But thank you, anyway. Really.”
He places a gentle but firm grasp on the top of your arms and begins to tug you in the opposite direction, guiding you through the small crowd that had stopped to witness the altercation.
“I have no doubt about that,” he sighs, releasing his grip on you when the two of you are a reasonable distance away. “But I also don't doubt that you handling it would have drawn even more attention.”
He's right. If he hadn't stepped in, your method of handling it would have been even more dramatic.
“They would have deserved it,” you mumble. “I knew I shouldn't have worn this stupid costume.”
“They definitely would have deserved it,” he agrees. “And your costume isn't stupid. You should be able to wear any costume you like without getting harassed by drunk assholes.”
The two of you approach the ferris wheel as it comes to a slow stop, a couple getting out of one of the cars. You and Bucky flash your wristbands to the operator, who offers to hold your pitchfork for you while you’re on the ride.
“Besides,” he continues as you sit down next to each other in the car, the operator locking the gate in place. “I happen to like your costume. A lot.” He turns his head to you, his gaze trailing from the tops of your thigh high boots and up to the felt horns that adorn your head.
There's a shift in energy as the ferris wheel suddenly comes to life, sending you sliding across the limited space of the metal bench seat and right up against him.
“Oh, yeah?” You tease with your face a few inches from his. Close enough to see your reflection in his irises. “Is that why two different people have implied that I'm yours tonight and you haven't corrected either of them?”
“Your costume had nothing to do with that. I wouldn't have corrected them even if you were dressed as a giant banana,” he says, his tone and face both serious. “Does it bother you that I didn't correct them?”
“No,” you answer automatically - eagerly. You should feel embarrassed, but with the way he's looking at you, and how good it feels to be pressed so snug against him, you can't find it within yourself to care. “I didn't correct them either,” you point out.
The ferris wheel comes to a stop to let new people get on when your cart reaches the peak.
“And why is that?” he asks lowly. If you weren't sitting so close to him, you wouldn't have been able to hear him over the obnoxiously loud carnival music that pours from speakers in between the ferris wheel's carts.
He wraps his metal arm around your shoulders, pulling you further into him.
“Because I liked the sound of it,” you answer honestly. Your voice quivers - from nerves, or from a gust of wind that sways the pod still perching at the top of the wheel.
“Is that right?” he murmurs. He places his flesh hand on the exposed skin of your thigh - just above the top of your boot and just under the hem of your dress. His fingertips rest near the crack between your thighs. Instinctively, you spread your legs apart - not much, but enough for him to smirk at your body's automatic response to his touch.
“You like the sound of being my girl?”
“Yeah,” you breathe. “I do. Is that okay with you?”
He chuckles, his fingers inching further up your thigh. You spread your legs open further, giving him the go ahead to go as high as he wants. He stops when he reaches the apex of your thighs, just an inch away from the cloth of your panties. He applies pressure with his fingertips, his short nails digging into the sensitive flesh and making you clench your legs around his hand.
“That depends,” he contemplates. “Are you my girl?”
You open your mouth to answer when the sensation of his index finger grazing the fabric that covers your cunt makes you forget how to speak. You sit there with your mouth agape as he hooks a finger into the cotton panties.
He eases a finger through your folds, lubricating it in your slick before adding a second finger and massaging the pads of them over your sensitive clit.
“Feels like you're my girl.”
You become vaguely aware of the fact that the ride is now in motion once more, heading back down to the ground, when Bucky places the stuffed bunny on your lap in an effort to conceal what is happening in the cart that you and him share.
He alternates between slow, languid circles and quick strokes against your clit as the ferris wheel makes its way down and then back up again. You can feel yourself soaking your underwear as the world dizzies around you. You hide your face in Bucky's neck to conceal the pleasure written across your face.
You're seconds away from coming against his fingers, the pressure in your belly building to a climax, when he pulls away and tugs your dress into place. Your gaze snaps up to his, shooting daggers, as the ride comes to a slow stop. He looks back at you with an amused smirk as the operator approaches the cart to unlock the gate.
“Sorry about that, sweetheart,” he tells you in a strained voice as he snatches the bunny back from you. “After you,” he motions with his head as the operator holds the gate open for you.
Stunned and speechless at what just happened, you stumble out of the cart and down the stairs to the ride's exit with Bucky behind you - both of you completely forgetting about your pitchfork. You can't help but snort a laugh at the position of the large stuffed animal - directly over Bucky’s crotch.
“Real discreet,” you tell him, glancing down at the bunny and then back up to the semi-pained expression on his face.
“I have to admit, right now this thing is worth every penny that I spent on it,” he sighs, and then removes one hand from the bunny to place it on your lower back. “Follow me,” he instructs with a smirk.
He guides you through the crowd and you follow him without question, just trying to ignore the wet ache between your legs.
You shoot him a quizzical look when you arrive at the house of mirrors. You haven't been in a mirror maze since you'd gotten lost in one at ten years old.
There's an attendant sitting in a chair outside of the entrance who unenthusiastically greets the two of you. Bucky reaches into his pocket, digging out his wallet for the second time that evening. He pulls out a hundred dollar bill and flashes it at the elderly man smoking a Pall Mall.
“Take this and don't let anyone else in until we come out,” Bucky tells him before dragging you into the attraction. You and the gray haired man both go wide eyed.
“What was that?” you cackle as the door slams to a close behind you. Bucky doesn't answer, just grabs one of your hands in his and begins guiding you through the maze of mirrors as if he's been here a hundred times.
The entire place is lit by bright, neon red lights that only aid in further confusing your sense of direction. Bucky doesn’t seem phased in the slightest, finally coming to a stop after a few minutes of maneuvering through the endless mirrors.
“You never answered me, you know,” he says as he drops your bunny to the floor. “When I asked if you're my girl.” He smirks at you, stepping closer to you and backing you against the mirror behind you.
“You just paid that man a hundred dollars to get me alone,” you jab as you pull him to you by the front of his Henley. “I think it's safe to say that I am.”
He smiles as you pull him down to you, crushing your lips to his. His hands trail down your back until they land where your thighs meet the curve of your ass cheeks. You release months worth of tension into the kiss, sweeping your tongue along the swell of his bottom lip before slipping it into his mouth the second that he parts his lips for you. He groans into the kiss, kneading the globes of your ass with his fingers. You can feel a prominent bulge through his jeans against your stomach.
Adrenaline begins to kick in when he pulls away, looking down at you with lust blown pupils. He sinks to the floor below you, kneeling in front of your cunt as he raises your dress around your waist and tugs your panties down your legs and over your boots. He slips them into his back pocket before hiking one of your legs across his shoulder.
You can already feel your juices leaking down your inner thighs before his mouth makes contact with you. When he does, you lean your head back against the glass behind you in pleasure.
He sucks your clit between his kiss-swollen lips with an obscene pop before running his tongue down your folds. He plunges his tongue inside you and you grind yourself against his face, chasing the release that you were seconds away from on the ferris wheel.
He moans at the taste of you and the vibration has your walls clenching around his tongue. You ride out your orgasm on his face, the neon red lights blurring and spinning around you.
Despite the fact that your legs feel like jelly, you pull him up to you as soon as you're able to form a coherent thought. You clumsily paw at the button of his pants and his zipper, and he shoves both his jeans and boxers down over his ass, just far enough to free his cock.
He places both of his hands just under your armpits and lifts you as you instinctively lock your legs around his hips.
The head of his cock nudges your wet folds, your juices coating his length before he nudges it inside you.
You feel full before he's even halfway in you. Your walls constrict around him and he digs his teeth into his bottom lip as he adjusts to the sensation of you.
“Fuck, that's tight. You're perfect,” he grunts as he sheaths the rest of his length into you. You let out a sound somewhere between a whimper and a gasp.
He has total control as he cradles you between his body and the cold, hard mirror behind you. He sets a harsh pace, his head ramming against your cervix at the sweetest angle from his position beneath you.
He manages to support you with the strength of only his vibranium arm as he brings his flesh hand between your bodies, once again massaging your clit in rapid circles as he fucks up into you.
You cum around his length in a shockingly short amount of time, digging your teeth into the flesh of his neck as he follows after you, filling you up with hot ropes of his cum.
You stay in the same position after you've both reached your climax, panting against one another in the claustrophobic feeling space.
“We should probably go find our friends,” you say breathlessly with a kiss to the side of his face. “Sam's probably getting sick of being a third wheel.”
He pulls out of you, his cum running down your thighs and ass cheeks. He gently lowers you back down to the ground as he begins to tuck himself back into his pants.
He laughs, cupping your face in his hands as he pulls your lips to his once again.
“If he hates being a third wheel, just imagine how much he's going to hate being a fifth wheel.”
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vunblr · 23 days ago
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A Star Without a Sky (#5)
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Pairing: Sheriff! Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Warnings: 18+ only. Slight angst. Comfort. Fluff. Slow Burn. Smut.
Summary: A wounded Sheriff Barnes seeks shelter in a young widow’s home, and finds himself wrapped in a warmth he no longer believes he deserves, and longing for something he thought long buried.
Word Count: 8.4k.
Previous Chapter - Masterlist
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The plan went smoothly into motion.
She began making the trips to town more frequently, as they agreed, three times a week, sometimes more. Always with a new errand in hand, never anything urgent. A thimble. A skein of thread. A tin of baking soda. The kind of things that didn’t look like much, but made it clear she couldn’t stay away.
And he was always somewhere at just the right time to offer his arm, to tip his hat low, to carry her things.
Sam had started calling them the town's slowest-moving scandal.
The first week passed without any noticeable events. She wore a new working dress with small flowers stitched at the hem and a ribbon she’d dyed to match. And her hair was no longer pinned in a bun but looped into a neat french braid.
He saw her like that for the first time, not at the office, but inside the bakery. She was already there when he stepped in for pie, her back to him, talking to Mrs. Marshall. He paused in the doorway a second too long, then stepped inside, boots scuffing against the boards.
“Morning, ma’am,” he said, voice tighter than it needed to be.
She turned with that practiced little smile, and her eyes twinkling. “Why, Sheriff. What a nice surprise.” She blinked up at him through her lashes, just as he’d coached her.
His ears turned pink. Before he could scrape together a response, the baker asked what he’d be having, saving him from his own damn silence.
After that, things shifted.
Every shared glance, every feigned brush of the hand, every time her fingers accidentally tugged a wrinkle from his coat, it all began to press against the rim of what they were pretending.
She played her part well. Maybe too well. And if there was guilt in how she leaned into it, looping her arm tightly through his on the street, letting herself walk pressed close to his side,  she didn't let it show.
Because it felt good.
Because, when else would she get to touch a man like that without shame?
She told herself it was harmless. That it was part of the game. But when his arm flexed under her hand as they stepped off the boardwalk
 when he looked down at her like he was memorizing her lips
 it didn’t feel fake. Not even a little.
He, on the other hand, was losing his mind.
He damn well knew it was his idea. Told her how to flirt, coached her through every step like a fool digging his own grave. He hadn’t expected to get buried in it.
What started as a passing interest, something small, born in the comfort of her home while she’d fed and stitched and sat with him, was no longer manageable. It had grown. Rooted itself somewhere deep.
Now she was always there. Sitting too close. Laughing too softly. Touching his sleeve in front of others like she had every right. She wasn’t his, but she touched him like she could be.
And he basked in it.
Because it felt good. Because it was all he was going to get.
But God help him, he needed to stop picturing her hands on him. Stop imagining how it would feel to kiss her just once. No game. No justification. Just
 her mouth under his.
She had no idea.
And maybe that was for the best.
Sam noticed, of course. Teased him once -offhand, something about lawmen playing house in the office- and Bucky had nearly decked him for it.
The nights in the barn didn’t help.
Not sleeping much. Not with the wind rattling the door and her house glowing warm just a few feet away. Not with the memory of her voice in his head, of what they shared behind those walls.
He told himself it was part of the job.
Just like he told himself, he didn’t miss her every time she left.
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She arrived just as he’d expected. Cart wheels crunching frostbitten dirt, mare snorting softly with the final pull. Bucky was already standing casually at the office’s door, arms crossed, leaning slightly on one boot without a care in the world. The truth was, he’d been watching the bend in the road like a man waiting for spring.
She didn’t see the way his shoulders relaxed when her cart came into view.
He straightened and stepped forward, slow, casual, calculated. By the time she pulled the reins, he was nearly to the wheel, ready to offer his hand.
Only she didn’t wait.
She gathered her skirt and moved to dismount, graceful as ever, except her boot caught in a patch of frozen mud. It slipped sideways, and she lost her balance before her hands could catch on anything. Her leg struck the side of the cart with a hollow thump, then she half-fell, half-slid to the ground with a stifled yelp.
Bucky reached her a beat too late, cursing under his breath. “Dammit! hey, hold on-”
“I’m fine,” she hissed, more mortified than anything else. “I’m fine-”
But he was already there, crouched beside her in the mud, his hands warm and firm on her arms as he checked her balance and her limbs. “You’re shakin’.”
“No, I’m just mortified,” she muttered, brushing at her coat and trying to rise.
Her face was contorted, and not from pain. From having fallen like some helpless town belle in the middle of the street, right at his damn feet.
He scooped her up without asking.
She yelped softly, “Bucky!”
“Hush,” he muttered. “Let me get you inside.”
He carried her like she weighed less than a sack of flour. The front door creaked as he pushed it open with his shoulder, warmth spilling out around them from the stove still glowing near the far wall. Sam wasn’t around. For once, thank God.
He set her down on the bench nearest the stove and knelt in front of her without thinking, scanning her face, her posture, like he was still not convinced she hadn’t broken something.
She waved a hand, breathing fast. “Told you, just hurt my pride.”
It was her leg that caught his eye. Fabric torn jaggedly at the side seam, a few inches of skin streaked with crimson. Mid-thigh.
The color drained from his face, just a little, and he hissed a low curse through his teeth. “You’re bleedin’.”
She followed his gaze and flinched. “It’s nothing. A scrape.”
“You don’t know that,” he said flatly. “Could be deeper than you think.”
“Bucky, I-”
“I need to look,” He was already standing, striding to the door. She twisted in place as he threw the lock, then yanked the heavy curtains shut. Shadows fell across the office.
“What are you-?”
“I ain’t gonna have someone come in here, see your skirts up and me on my knees, and jump to conclusions.” He turned back to her, hands already tugging his gloves off finger by finger.
Her breath caught in her chest.
He walked back to her calmly, then knelt again, his broad and warm hands gentle against her calf as he looked up.
“May I?”
Her throat bobbed once. She nodded.
With slow, deliberate fingers, he lifted the torn edge of her dress and pantalettes just enough to see the scratch. The skin beneath was reddened and streaked with a line of blood from where the wheel had scraped her. Not deep. But angry-looking.
She bit the inside of her cheek.
His hands didn’t shake. Not once. But the muscle in his jaw ticked as he stared.
“You’ll need it cleaned. Wrapped too.”
“I can do that at home.” She tried to dismiss.
He didn’t answer. Just let the skirt fall back into place and stood up, moving to grab the little wooden kit they kept in the back for injuries.
She watched him the whole time, her skin prickling with heat.
He braced her leg above her knee with one hand, steadying her as he reached into the kit with the other. Her skin was warm beneath his palm, softer than anything he had a right to touch. She shifted, just slightly, maybe from discomfort, but it was enough. That little movement, her thigh pressing deeper into his grip, went straight to his bloodstream like whiskey.
Christ.
He wasn’t thinking about her thighs, not at first. Not until he had one in his fucking hand.
He cleared his throat, narrowing his eyes as he uncorked the tincture. Doused a clean cloth and set to work, dabbing carefully, methodically, focusing on the scrap, not on the heat of her skin under his fingers. Not on the soft hitch in her breath when it stung her.
One of her hands gripped the bench edge tightly, knuckles white. The skirt was hiked indecently high, same as her underwear, bunched at her hips, her leg bare from knee to upper thigh. She had never sat like that in front of a man who wasn’t her husband. And even then, not like this. Not feeling exposed, not trembling slightly, not aching in places that had nothing to do with the wound.
“I told you I could’ve done this at home,” she said, but her voice wasn’t nearly as firm as before.
He didn’t look up. Couldn’t.
“You were shakin’,” he muttered, rinsing the cloth, wringing it out with one sharp twist. “Didn’t trust you not to faint.”
“I don’t faint.”
“Still.” His jaw flexed. “Better safe than sorry.”
She didn’t reply.
The cloth dragged slowly down her thigh, the backs of his fingers brushing along her skin, as his palm held her firmly on the outer edge of her leg. She bit the inside of her cheek and looked anywhere but at him. The stove, the grain in the floorboards, the hem of her own dress.
It wasn’t even the touch that undid her, it was the tenderness. He moved with care. And it ruined her.
She hated the way her throat closed.
Hated that the only thought in her mind was if I reached out now, just to touch his hair, would he lean into it or flinch?
He finished, finally, and let the skirt fall back into place with more gentleness than necessary. Still didn’t look up. Just sat back on his heels, breathing like he’d run a mile uphill.
“Won’t scar,” he said, lowly.
“I’ve got others,” she murmured.
His eyes snapped up. Damn if he didn’t want to trace every mark she carried with his mouth. Map them. Know where she’d hurt and where she’d healed.
She noticed his stare. Could feel her pulse behind her ears, feel the warmth of where his hand had been like an imprint burned into her thigh.
And in that moment, she realized she didn’t want to be looked at that way just in passing.
She wanted to be seen like that again.
And again.
For a long moment, neither of them moved.
Just sat there. His hands on his knees now, hers curled in the folds of her skirt, both of them pretending they hadn’t felt what they felt. That her body hadn’t leaned into his. That he hadn’t held her like something precious.
“You should- uh,” he broke the spell, voice hoarse. “Wait a while. Warm up. You took a hit.”
She nodded, smoothing her skirt with a hand that trembled faintly. “Alright.”
She tugged at the torn hem of her dress, inspecting the gash that ran all the way through to her pantalettes. The fabric was frayed where the wheel axle had caught it, split like a mouth, and still damp with the mud of the street. She grimaced, more at the thought of walking around town like that than at the ache in her leg.
“I’ll need to stitch it,” she murmured, mostly to herself.
Bucky was still standing by the stove, his arms stiff at his sides, and his hands flexed once, then again.
She reached for her satchel and pulled out the little tin that held her sewing kit. “You have someplace private?” she asked. “To mend it, I mean. I need to take it off.”
His jaw shifted. He didn’t look at her.
There was the back room -the one where the armory and ledgers were kept- but it was cold, all wood and iron and dust. It didn’t feel right. And if Sam came back, needing a rifle or looking for a report, well...
So he cleared his throat. Rubbed a hand along the nape of his neck. “You can use my room.”
She looked up. “You sure?”
He nodded once, curt. “Ain’t much, but it’s clean. Has a lock.”
That last part came out softer. Like maybe he meant safe, but couldn’t quite say it out loud.
She offered a small smile. “That’s plenty.”
He stepped toward the hallway that led to the quarters, his boots heavy across the worn boards. At the door, he turned the knob and pushed it open, gesturing with one hand without stepping inside.
She followed.
The room was simple. Spartan, really. A narrow bed tucked against the far wall with a gray wool blanket folded back neatly. A side table with a dented oil lamp, a drawer with a cracked basin, a shaving cup, a comb, and a folded hand towel. Nothing decorative. No framed pictures. No clutter.
But it smelled like soap and pine. Clean. Private.
“I’ll wait out front,” he said, still not meeting her eyes.
She stepped past him and gave a polite nod. “Thank you.”
----
She closed the door softly behind her and let the latch click into place.
The room was still, dim with the curtains drawn, and the air had the faint scent of soap, old wood, and something that was just him. She set her satchel on the hanger at the door and stood for a moment, taking it in.
It was so plain it made her chest ache. No pictures or paintings. No keepsakes. No color. Just the bare minimum, arranged with the kind of precision you only learn when you’ve lived long without the basics.
With the sheriff’s pay, he could’ve rented a modest place in town. A little cabin or a loft above one of the shops. But this room, tucked behind the office like an afterthought, was clearly enough for him.
And that, somehow, made her sadder than it should.
She undressed quickly, folding the torn dress over her knees as she sat on the edge of his bed. The wool blanket scratched a little against her bare thighs.
That realization made her pause.
She wasn’t a girl. She’d been married. She wasn’t supposed to get fluttery sitting in a man’s bed, especially not a man who’d never offered more than a few stilted compliments and a handful of careful touches for the sake of a charade.
But still, here she was.
Her cheeks warmed. She opened her sewing kit, forcing her hands into the rhythm she knew by heart. Needle through fabric. Pull. Knot. Tie off. Her fingers were quick, but calm, but her thoughts wouldn’t quiet.
She was sitting where he slept. She could picture him here, the long sprawl of his body across the narrow mattress, maybe one arm thrown over his eyes, boots kicked off, shirtless.
She wondered what he dreamed about.
She pushed the needle through the torn edge again and pursed her lips.
It was silly. She knew that. Foolish to let herself get carried away just because she could smell him on the pillow or see the careful way he folded his towel. But it was the first glimpse she’d had of his private life, and it hit her harder than expected.
The room screamed of a man who didn’t expect to stay. A man who’d never really unpacked.
----
His palm still remembered the shape of her leg.
Her warmth lingered on him like a brand. The curve of her thigh, the way her breath hitched -not from pain, but from surprise- as his fingers steadied her so he could clean the wound. He hadn’t meant for it to feel intimate. Wasn’t thinking like that. But the moment her body gave under his hand, pliant and warm and trusting, something lit low in his stomach and burned all the way down.
Now, she was in his room.
Naked.
Fixing a tear on her dress, needle and thread working in some quiet rhythm while he sat frozen behind his desk, pretending to focus on the reports in front of him. His eyes weren’t reading. Not really. The ink blurred, smudged. His thoughts were halfway across the damn building, behind that shut door.
She was naked. In his room. On his bed. Fixing what had torn when she slipped in front of him like some poor fool in a dime novel.
He ran a hand down his face.
And he’d carried her instinctively. Like she belonged in his arms.
His hand clenched slowly on the table’s edge.
Rumlow hadn’t made a move yet.
Not directly.
Hadn’t cornered her on the street. Hadn’t stopped by her house. Hell, hadn’t even looked her way when they passed by the feed store last week, but that meant nothing. That snake was patient. And smart. The kind of smart who smiled at you while holding a knife behind his back. He had eyes in this town, ears tucked into corners of the saloon and the smokehouse and the damn church pews, probably.
And every single one of them had surely seen the sheriff helping the widow down from her cart, brushing dust off her skirt, carrying her parcels like he had a claim.
His stomach soured.
Maybe it wasn’t boldness holding Rumlow back, but calculation. Waiting for the right moment. For proof, the woman he thought of as his had slipped out of reach. Bucky’s teeth ground.
She didn’t see it. That was the damn thing. She didn’t see him. Not the way a man like that looked at a woman alone for too long. She thought Rumlow was just
 unpleasant. A little strange. Too forward in his apologies, maybe. But she hadn’t seen the way his eyes dragged over her. Like he was picking a cut of meat. Like he already owned it.
She didn’t see it. Because she wasn’t used to being hunted.
His jaw ticked. He’d known a lot of things in his life. Violence. Scarcity. The cold bite of loneliness. But nothing made him feel the kind of wrong he felt imagining Rumlow’s hands on her.
He leaned back in the chair and dragged a slow breath through his nose.
She was smart. Kind. Capable as hell. But too used to assuming that what didn’t feel like danger wasn’t. That because she’d survived worse -death, grief, loneliness- she could handle whatever came next.
But wolves don’t knock.
They wait. Circle. Smile with their teeth hidden behind words that sound an awful lot like help.
And right now, that wolf was watching.
----
The door to Bucky’s room creaked open softly, and she stepped out with her dress freshly mended, brushing one palm down the front like she could smooth the whole morning away. He looked up only once, just enough to make sure she was upright, not limping.
“Thank you for lettin’ me use your room,” she said, casually as she moved past him toward the stove. Like she wasn’t acutely aware she’d just stepped out of the place he slept, wearing nothing but her own skin, not ten minutes before.
He didn’t turn. Just shrugged one shoulder, eyes back on the papers he hadn’t read since she fell. “You let me use yours for much more than the time you needed to mend those clothes,” he muttered. “Reckon there’s nothin’ to thank me for.”
His gaze flicked toward her legs, then darted quickly back to the report in his hands.
“You shouldn’t be wanderin’ around if you hurt yourself. Why don’t you sit a while near the stove?”
She arched a brow, already reaching for the kettle. “I’ve been sittin’ on your bed for nearly half an hour. What if I want to make you some decent coffee? As a thank you. For carrying me. You shouldn’t’ve done that, could’ve hurt your back.”
He exhaled through his nose, slow and sharp, his shoulders pulling a little straighter. “I prefer if you sit down,” he said, deadpan. “And I find it insultin’ you think my back’s so fragile it’d give out from a few steps accommodatin’ you.”
He didn’t lift his head. But his ears itched red.
She tilted her head, leaning her hip against the edge of the stove. “Ok. What if I want a decent coffee?”
He muttered something low, unintelligible, and flipped a page with more force than necessary. “Woman, I know what you’re doin’. If you want a beverage, I can offer you a decent tea. Just keep your-” he stopped himself short, jaw twitching, “-yourself sittin’ there.”
She smiled behind her hand. “Decent tea? I could accept that.”
He didn’t answer.
Because his hand was already reaching for the little tin near the cupboard, rough fingers curling around the handle like maybe it was easier to serve her tea than admit he’d just pictured her ass in his bed for the second time that morning.
He poured for himself, too. It wasn’t every day he drank tea, but there were mornings it hit the spot, and this one had turned into something strange enough to warrant it. The tin rattled a little when he opened it. Baker Marshall had given it to him not long after he took the badge, after he caught some shit-stained teenager trying to make off with one of her trifles. She’d thrust the tin at him all stern-voiced gratitude, and it’d stayed in his drawer since, barely touched.
She took a careful sip from the enamel mug he’d handed her, then tucked her legs a little closer to the stove’s warmth. “So,” she said after a moment, casual but tight, “it doesn’t seem like Rumlow’s really interested in what’s going on between us.”
Bucky looked up, gaze unreadable.
“In all these days I came to town,” she went on, “I haven’t seen him once. And before, every time I passed by, he was always in my way.”
He set his mug down gently, curling his fingers loosely around the handle.
“And that don’t tell you anythin’?” he asked, in a low voice.
“The fact that people start seein’ somethin’ between us and he suddenly vanishes? That ain’t nothin’. That’s everything. It’s affectin’ him,” Bucky continued. “Man like that doesn’t just stop lurkin’. He’s either waitin’, or he’s recalculatin’. Tryin’ to figure how to handle a change he didn’t see comin’.”
She held her mug tighter.
“I can’t picture yet if he’s gonna take it out on me,” he added, “or if he’ll slip and try to take it out on you. Try to finish the job, scare you back toward his arms.”
The room went quiet after that. The stove hissed softly. Outside, boots crunched somewhere on the street, a dog barked once.
She looked at him over the rim of her mug. “I don’t think he’d-” she started.
“Don’t think,” Bucky cut gently. “Know. That man’s been playin’ a long game, and now that it ain’t playin’ in his favor, he’ll change tactics.”
Her voice was smaller when she asked, “And what do we do?”
He reached for the kettle again, refilled her cup before she could stop him.
“We keep goin’,” he said. “Let him stew. Make him think he’s losin’ ground.”
She wrapped her hands tighter around the cup, heat blooming in her palms.
“And in the meantime?” she asked.
He paused. Met her eyes.
“In the meantime,” Bucky murmured, “you stick close. And don’t go wanderin’ that prairie alone.”
----
The dress felt strange against her skin. Not ill-fitting, but unfamiliar. Ghost-heavy.
She hadn’t touched it in nearly two years. It was soft, cornflower blue, its buttons delicate as raindrops. Cole had picked it out at the fair before the fever took him. Said she’d look like spring itself in it. She had used it once, then folded it away, and let it sit in the box like it might lose its charge over time.
It didn’t.
She’d bought that other dress -the one that tore- just to avoid ever wearing this one. But now... maybe the tear had been the sign. Maybe things only waited so long to be chosen before choosing for themselves.
And now here she was, tugging it over her hips like it hadn’t sat folded beneath two years of dust and grief.
She rested the braid over her shoulder, settled her hat low on her head, and stepped onto the cart. If she looked in the mirror too long, she’d change her mind.
----
She wore a different dress that morning. Blue with little white flowers stitched along the bodice, and a line of faint embroidery just beneath the collarbone. Her hair was braided differently, too, somehow more... delicate. It looked like something chosen on purpose.
Bucky noticed all of it. Which was part of the problem.
They hadn’t said much when she pulled up with the cart. He’d stepped out of the sheriff’s office like he hadn’t been waiting by the window the last fifteen minutes, muttering to himself about keeping things professional. But when she hopped down and suggested lunch at the hotel restaurant -casual as anything- and he had to tie the reins with more force than needed just to keep his hands steady.
“You sure?” he’d asked.
She’d nodded. “Yeah. Thought we could change the scenery a little.”
But as they started walking, the silence between them stretched too thin. Not quite uncomfortable, but close enough to feel like it.
He didn’t look at her. Not directly. Not with that dress on, or that braid. Not when his thoughts were busy drowning him in a glass of water. What if he embarrassed himself at the restaurant? What if his manners betrayed just how far he’d lived from polite company?
Beside him, she glanced his way. Noticed the distance between their steps. The way his hands stayed stuffed deep in his coat, like he didn’t want them near her.
“Shouldn’t you offer me your arm to walk?” she asked lightly, though her eyes were sharp.
That pulled him up short. “What?”
She tilted her head, mouth drawing into something wry. “Sheriff, I’m a little at a loss here. This whole pretense, it was your idea, wasn’t it? But the way you’re carryin’ on since I got off the cart, feels like I’m pesterin’ you instead of being courted.”
It landed. Hard.
Bucky wanted to slap the heel of his hand to his forehead, but instead, he swallowed and shook his head, ashamed.
“Uh no,” he said quickly. “Just... got other things on my mind. Distracted. ‘M sorry.”
He moved then, awkwardly, and lifted his arm toward her.
She took it without hesitation, sliding her hand into the crook of his elbow like it belonged there.
“There,” she murmured, her fingers warm through the leather. “Now it looks like we mean it.”
He didn’t trust his mouth to respond. Just gave a short nod and kept walking, even as every brush of her skirt against his thigh felt like temptation wrapped in calico.
----
They were shown to a small table near the window. The dining room was quiet at that hour, just the low murmur of plates and cutlery, a cough from the kitchen, the warm scent of meat stew and baked butter crust swirling in the air.
Bucky pulled her chair out before she could reach for it herself. Said nothing as she sat. Just adjusted his coat as he lowered himself into the chair across from her, resting his hat on his thigh.
A waiter drifted near. Bucky asked for two menus, not just one, like some men would’ve done. Like Brock had done, ordering for her without asking.
“Pick what you want,” he said, settling back against the creaking wood with a slow exhale. “God knows I’m starving, and since this... performance of ours was my idea, I’ll cover it.”
She blinked, caught off guard. “Oh, Bucky, I was the one who suggested we come today, but it wasn’t my intention to-”
“And I accepted,” he cut in, casual but firmly. “So it’s on me.”
She opened her mouth to protest, but he shook his head, tugging his lips into something dry and nearly amused. “‘Sides,” he added, with a small shrug, “not like I do much with my income. I can afford a damn plate at this excuse of a hotel.”
That pulled a huff of breath from her, halfway to a laugh. She tucked her hands beneath the napkin on her lap.
“W-well,” she murmured, glancing down at the menu but not reading a word of it, “thank you, then.”
He didn’t say anything at first. Just watched her fingers fuss with the corner of the page like they didn’t quite know what to do with the gesture. She wasn’t pretending. Not with that tone. Not with that half-stammer and the biting on her lower lip. She wasn’t used to being taken out, that much was clear.
And something about that made a stupid warmth spread in his chest. Like pride. “Least I can do,” he muttered, busying himself with the menu. “‘Specially for my darling.”
Her head snapped up slightly. His eyes didn’t lift from the page.
“Your darling?” she asked, playing along but not unaffected.
“For appearances,” he said calmly. Too calmly. “Isn’t that what folks are supposed to think?”
She smiled, a slow, sideways thing. But it reached her eyes.
“Then I’ll have the roast,” she said, looking straight at him now. “Might as well order properly if it’s your money we’re spending.”
He grinned into his water glass and didn’t answer. Didn’t have to. The flush crawling up the back of his neck said plenty.
----
The food arrived with a soft clatter of plates. Across the table, Bucky had already picked up his fork, but his grip on it shifted once, then twice, like it didn’t feel quite right in his hand. His movements were slow and deliberate, every bite taken with too much care. He didn’t look up and barely spoke. He was always quiet, but today was on another level.
She watched him for a few more moments, then set her fork down gently.
“Are you feeling unwell?” she asked warmly, with concern.
His brow furrowed faintly. He paused with his glass halfway to his mouth. “Not at all. Why?”
She hesitated. “You seem
 tense. While eating, I mean.”
His eyes dropped to the plate again. He swallowed. “Do I?”
She nodded slightly. “Kind of.”
Silence stretched between them, but it wasn’t the comfortable kind they’d shared before. She was already wondering if she’d overstepped when he finally exhaled through his nose.
“You know about my upbringing,” he said quietly, eyes still not lifting from the edge of his plate. “The
 places I was in.”
She gave the smallest nod, her chest already clenching.
“They didn’t teach us much about table manners. I mean, they taught us how to stand in line. How to keep quiet. How to sit straight with a plate in front of you and eat fast before it gets taken. Like they already knew what we’d be used for. Not how to
 act like we belonged in places like this.” He waved faintly at the table.
His voice dropped lower, almost a rasp. “Later on, workin’ ranches or bounty ridin’... you ate what you caught or what didn’t spoil. It didn’t exactly
 polish anything.”
Her heart twisted a little in her chest. A sharp ache for the boy he’d been.
Bucky glanced away, tapping his fingers on the table’s edge before stilling. “I guess I taught myself some civil behavior over the years, but
” His mouth twisted. “Sometimes, in places like this, or even back at your house, those first few days
 I get caught up in my head. Feel like I’m bein’ watched, like it’ll show. That I don’t know what I’m doin’. That I don’t belong.”
He looked up at her then, his river-glass eyes were unreadable but so damn open she could’ve wept for it.
“I know it’s stupid,” he muttered.
She slowly reached across the table and laid her hand over his.
Not for show. Not for Rumlow. Not for whatever roles they were pretending to play.
Just for him.
“It’s not stupid,” she said gently. “And for what it’s worth, I think you’re doing just fine.”
His breath hitched, subtle but real. His eyes widened a fraction, startled not by her touch but by how much it disarmed him. And before he could talk himself out of it, he turned his hand under hers, palm up, curling his fingers gently around hers, sweeping his thumb once over the ridges of her knuckles.
He didn’t speak. Just held on for a breath longer than he should’ve.
Then he cleared his throat softly and released her hand, reaching for his fork with a firmer grip this time.
----
They’d finished the meal in the kind of quiet neither of them seemed eager to break. Bucky wiped the corner of his mouth with the cloth napkin, then folded it carefully, like buying time for a sentence he didn’t want to say.
“I should get back to the office,” he muttered, not quite looking at her. His fingers tapped once on the table before reaching for his hat. “As much as I’d rather be sittin’ right here, if folks catch me foolin’ around too long they’ll think I’ve forgotten the badge is real.”
He flagged the waiter and settled the bill without fanfare. Like it was just another part of his job, another duty to tend to.
She didn’t argue. Didn’t thank him, not right away. Not in front of the waiter.
He stood, took a step toward her chair, and offered his hand.
She hesitated, then slid her fingers into his palm. His grip was warm. He helped her up like he’d always do it, if given the chance.
Once they were outside, sun catching on the dusty street, she turned and looked at him thoughtfully. “Are you sure you don’t want me to cover my part?”
His eyes flicked to hers then, sharp and bright, his mouth twitched just slightly. “Told you already,” he said. “It’s the least I can do
 for my darlin’.”
He said it like it wasn’t staged. Like the words had come out without permission.
Her heart kicked once in her chest. She didn’t smile. Didn’t laugh or tease. Just slid her hand through the crook of his arm when he offered it.
The sun lit the edges of his face as he glanced away, casting his eyes to something across the street. His profile caught in the light -riverglass blue and sharp edges- and she thought: damn it, I’m doomed.
“All right then,” she said, masking her. “But I’m not headin’ to the cart yet. Gotta stop by the fabric store. Finally settin’ my mind to makin’ new curtains.”
He nodded and slightly shifted his stance to guide her toward the corner. His arm tightened just a bit beneath her hand.
“Drop you there,” he murmured, voice a touch rougher than before. “Then I’ll head back.”
They walked in silence, not too close, not too far. Her fingers rested lightly against the thick fabric of his coat, and he didn’t look down at them, but he felt it. Every brush. Every point of contact.
He stopped outside the shop when she did, stepping aside just enough to let her pass, and held the door without needing to be asked.
She looked up at him once before going inside. Her eyes lingered, warm and unreadable.
“See you tomorrow?” she asked.
“Yeah,” he said, already missing the way her hand felt on his arm.
He watched her disappear into the soft clatter of the store, then stood still a long moment. Then he turned, pulled low the brim of his hat, and walked back toward the badge like it weighed double today.
----
The bell above the shop door jingled as she stepped out, a neat bundle of fabric bolts balanced in her arms. She squinted at the late sun, as the wind teased a loose strand of hair from behind her ear.
She barely made two steps when a shadow fell over her path.
“Well now,” a voice drawled, smooth as molasses, slick as snake oil. “Didn’t think I’d catch you walkin’ around without your shadow today. Or any other day soon.”
Her chest thudded.
“Mr. Rumlow,” she greeted, polite as a preacher’s wife. “Didn’t know you kept such sharp eyes on my whereabouts.”
Brock tipped his hat with the slow smugness of a man too comfortable in his skin. “Just happened to be nearby,” he said, though she could smell the lie under the sweetness.
“I’m just buyin’ some cloth,” she said, shifting the bundles in her arms. “New curtains.”
“New curtains,” he repeated, like the phrase amused him. His gaze swept over her, from braid to hem. “You look nice today. The braid suits you. Thought about tellin’ you that last time you passed by, but
” He lifted his brows with that familiar insinuation, the kind that made her want to scrub herself clean.
“Thank you,” she said flatly, resisting the urge to look around. “Figured it was time for a change.”
His mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. “Sometimes change is good.”
Then he stepped forward.
Too close.
She didn’t move, not yet, but her grip on the parcels tightened.
Brock looked at her hands, made a show of tilting his head. “Well, look at me, standin’ here like a brute while a lady juggles half a store.” Before she could answer, he reached out and took the fabric from her arms without asking.
She stiffened.
“Let me help,” he said, all charm. “Ain’t no trouble.”
“T-thanks,” she muttered, glancing around the street again.
He stepped beside her, too casual, too sure.
They walked together a few feet, slowly, like nothing was wrong. But everything in her gut twisted.
“Used to be,” Brock murmured, voice dipping low, “you’d look folks in the eye. Smile easily. That was before the sheriff put you in his pocket.”
She stopped walking.
Turned to him.
“I don’t know what you mean,” she said, tone even, hands still.
His smile sharpened. “No? Just seems like you used to be a lot friendlier. Now you’re walkin’ around like someone’s claimed you.”
She swallowed. “If that’s meant to be a question, you’ll have to speak plainer.”
He laughed once, low in his throat. “Don’t need to. Just sayin’, some of us have been lookin’ out for you a lot longer than he has.”
She blinked.
It wasn’t just the words, it was how easy they came to him. Like he believed them. Like it wasn’t slander, just a fact.
"Well," she said slowly, "I appreciate folks lookin' out for me without being asked. This town’s always been mighty generous like that." She tilted her head, the tone was pleasant but just sharp enough to carry a note of warning. “But maybe it’s time I let myself be looked after again. By a man I chose.”
A pause. Delicate as lace, taut as wire.
Brock’s smile never reached his eyes. “Don’t say I didn’t warn you about him.”
“I appreciate-”
“He’s not good for you,” he cut in, voice low, hardening like cooled steel. “And you’re too naive to see it.”
Her spine stiffened.
“As I told you before,” he went on, softer now but colder somehow, “I always had the best intentions toward you. Always. I’m sayin’ this as a friend, someone who's watched you two foolin' around like children, for him to hit the saloon and fancy some whore the same day he helps you into a cart.”
The words struck like a slap.
Before she could answer, before she could gather breath or fury or anything in between, he went on.
“Ask about lil’ Lucy,” he said, quieter now, like he was offering a kindness instead of driving a blade under her ribs. “That petite blonde always smokin’ on the balcony. Don’t say I didn’t warn ya.”
He leaned in, and she caught the faint scent of tobacco, the crisp edge of his cologne. “I’d hate seein’ you sufferin’ again,” he murmured, almost sweet. “When you could just
”
A pause. A beat too close.
“
look in the right direction.”
And then, like it was nothing, like he hadn’t just tried to slip poison under her skin, he dropped her parcels into the cart and touched the brim of his hat with a smile that didn’t reach anything near decent.
Then he was gone.
She didn’t move.
Didn’t reach for the reins. Didn’t even blink.
Lucy.
It could’ve meant nothing. But his voice, God, the way he’d said it. She stared at the fabric in the cart. All it gave her was the echo of his voice, smug and thin and dripping false concern.
A part of her wanted to turn around. March after him and throw the words back in his smug face.
Another part, the quieter, more dangerous part-
She hadn’t meant to walk straight from the fabric store to the sheriff’s office, but somehow her boots had carried her there anyway.
Not for comfort.
Just for
 well, she didn’t know what for. To confront him? To ask about something she had no right to even think about?
It could’ve been just another one of Rumlow’s lies. The man had a tongue like a snake and eyes that gleamed when they saw hurt coming. Stirring trouble with a whisper was probably how he fed himself.
And if she and Bucky really were courting -if this weren’t some stupid charade they cooked up over jam and damaged trees- maybe she’d have the right to be mad. Jealous. Hurt.
But they weren’t. Not really.
So should she ask? Could she?
She’d seen how some women in town looked at him. And she wasn’t blind, he was a man like any other, one who’d walked harder paths than most and likely taken comfort where he found it. The idea of knowing details about it, though? That made her stomach clench. She didn’t want to know. She really didn’t.
But if he was getting sloppy -if he was letting the mask slip while they played this game- then maybe he needed a reminder. Not for her sake. For the plan’s.
Still, the thought of it -him, being with some woman after walking her to her cart, after touching her hand, her waist, speaking softly like it mattered- bruised her chest in a way she hadn’t expected.
So, after too much pacing and too many second-guessings, she squared her shoulders and crossed the street stiff-legged, like she was stomping down the doubt with every step.
The town moved around her, same as ever. Someone’s horse whinnied near the stables. A pair of women passed her with quiet chatter and narrowed eyes.
The wood of the door gave a tired creak under her hand, and the warm smell of old paper and stronger coffee hit her nose like something familiar, damn it.
Inside, Sam leaned back in his chair with his boots up on the edge of the desk, whining about something. Bucky stood at the cabinet, holding a half-eaten roll, with a crease deep between his brows.
“-I said I’d bring you somethin’,” Bucky muttered, exasperated. “Didn’t mean I was gonna carry half the bakery in my coat.”
Sam gestured lazily with one hand. “You said lunch, not a crusty leftover like I’m your stray mutt.”
“You are a stray mutt.”
“Yeah, well, you’re the stray’s emotionally repressed cousin, so-”
The door thunked shut behind her.
Two pairs of eyes turned toward her. Sam’s stance didn’t falter, but Bucky’s whole body changed, his shoulders lifted, and his fingers pressed harder around the roll.
She hadn’t planned how she was going to do this. She never did when it came to him.
“Didn’t mean to interrupt,” she said, lips curved into something polite. Her gaze stayed on Bucky. “Can I talk to you?”
Bucky blinked once, then again. Swallowed.
Sam stood, all mock offense melting into something more curious as he snagged his coat off the hook. “And that’s my cue,” he said, moving toward the door. “If y’all need sugar, flour, or the Lord’s forgiveness, I’m headed to the store.”
“Sugar,” she said calmly. “I’m out.”
Sam grinned widely. “Knew it. Deputy’s work is never done.”
He tipped an imaginary hat and slipped out, the door shutting with a final little thunk.
And then it was quiet.
She took a slow breath. Then looked right at Bucky.
“I wasn’t sure if I should come,” she said, voice even. “But figured, if we’re meant to be convincin’, I can’t just storm off after lunch without a word.”
He didn’t say anything, but the tick of his jaw gave him away.
“There’s a man in town sayin’ he’s seen you,” she continued, stepping forward. “After we... spend time.”
That got him. His head jerked up, brows pulled together.
“Said you visit the saloon. Regular-like.”
He blinked. His mouth opened, then shut again.
She held his gaze, even if it nearly burned to do it. “I ain’t your keeper, Bucky. Lord knows I ain’t got the right to dictate how you spend your evenings, and I don’t want details,” she said quickly. “Don’t want names or stories or nothin’. It ain’t really my business. But if folks are watchin’, and you’re makin’ rounds that don’t match the story we’re tellin’, maybe you should be more careful when takin’ a stroll.”
Still, nothing.
She crossed her arms. “Just thought you should know. And, the one-”
He licked his bottom lip. Voice low. “Who said it?”
“I was going to get there when you asked. The one who said it was Rumlow.”
And that was it.
His whole body language changed. His eyes narrowed, his free hand closed into a fist.
“Said I should ask you ‘bout ‘little Lucy” she cast her eyes down. Damn. She wasn’t planning on telling him that part.
His body stilled like a trap had just been sprung. The muscles in his jaw ticked once, twice, silent, tight fury winded through his frame.
“Did he, now,” Bucky said, voice flat as a dead road.
She didn’t answer. Couldn’t. Her arms stayed crossed over her chest, like she was bracing for something that hadn’t hit yet but sure as hell would.
He stared at nothing, his jaw working slowly like he was biting on a nail. “Lucy ain’t a name I’ve heard in months,” he said finally, rubbing his thumb hard along the desk’s edge. Like he meant to sand something down that wouldn’t smooth. “She was never-” he stopped. Shook his head once, sharply. “She ain’t important.”
“It’s alright
” she tried to shrug it off. “ain’t as naïve as you think I am, Sheriff. We ain’t nothin’. I know you’re a man. And as a man, you got certain-”
“I don’t want Lucy,” he cut her, quiet but clear. “Ain’t wanted her. Ain’t thought of her. Not once since the day I fucked her after reachin’ town.” His voice dropped lower, rougher. “And I sure as hell wouldn’t go touchin’ a woman after walkin’ beside you.”
She swallowed, and her arms dropped slowly to her sides.
“Yes, we are pretendin’,” he said. “But I’ll be damned if I ever let you think I’d treat you like that. Be that kind of man.”
He almost spilled all out. That she’d taken up space in his mind longer than he’d ever admit, twining through his hollowed spaces of like ivy creeping over ruin. That ever since the day she pressed a damp cloth to his fevered skin, she’d been undoing something in him he didn’t know how to hold together. That he wanted her, not politely, not like a neighbor tipping his hat.
But it wasn’t the time to exploit her vulnerability, with all that’s been happening to her, and he was sure as hell she deserved better than him.
So he bit down on it. Let it rot on his tongue.
A long silence stretched between them, thick with unsaid things.
“Alright,” she murmured at last. “Um- I just wanted
 to tell you what he said, that’s all.”
She tried to sound casual, but the relief was stupid and obvious. Like some foolish part of her had needed to hear he hadn’t been out bedding a whore.
He cleared his throat. “Well. Seems our little game’s workin’, then,” he muttered. “If that snake’s feelin’ bold enough to show his teeth.”
The room felt smaller than it had a minute ago.
“Yeah
 seems so.” She managed to say. The silence stretched. Her hands smoothed down the front of her skirt like she needed something to do. “I should go,” she said, glancing toward the door. “Before the sun drops too low.”
He gave a small nod, and she turned around, boots soft on the boards, reaching for the handle, but she didn’t make it that far.
The sound of his boots moved behind her, fast and quiet. Not a hand on her, not a word. But suddenly he was there, close. Too close. One palm pressed to the wood beside her head, the other, closing slowly around the knob, stopping her short. His chest hovered just behind her back, radiating heat.
And she felt him.
The scent of his body. Then his breath brushing a loose strand of hair near her cheek.
She didn’t move. Couldn’t.
The world shrank to the space between them.
His jaw ticked once beside her ear. She heard it. Felt it.
He didn’t speak. Neither did she.
Seconds passed, slow and charged, until he exhaled hard through his nose, cursed softly under his breath, and let go of the handle.
He reached around her, opened the door, and stared somewhere past her shoulder as the wind cut in.
“Safe travel,” he muttered.
“Thank you.” She stepped out, heartbeat loud in her ears.
He watched her go. Stood in the doorway until she reached the cart. Only then did he shut the door. Then, he leaned his forehead against the wood and didn’t move for a long, long time.
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Hey, Cowboy
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SUMMARY |  Mingyu's lap looks very inviting.
PAIRINGS |  Mingyu (SVT) x Reader
RATING |  Mature, NSFW, EXPLICIT, MDNI, 18+, Any Minors and Ageless Blogs will be blocked 
GENRE |  smut, pwp, established relationship
CONTENT/WARNINGS |  profanity, alcoholic consumption, grinding, unprotective sex, fingering, breast fondling, creampies, dirty talk, kissing, sucking, hair gripping/pulling, praising, oral sex (m.receiving), praising, multiple orgasms, deep dicking, size kink, riding/cowgirl, reader is turned on because of mingyu's stetson hat
LENGTH |  4,097 words 
TAGLIST |  –
NETWORKS |  @k-vanity @ksmutsociety @keopihaus @cosyhomenet @winerys-collection
AUTHOR’S NOTE | Because we all love Cowboy!Gyu~
Seventeen Masterlist
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"Hey, Cowboy."
Mingyu looks up from his phone to catch your eyes. Sitting on the couch with a Stetson hat perched atop his head, he looks positively comical and you can't help but laugh at the picture.
Mingyu shakes his head playfully. "I'm your boyfriend. The least I can do is pull these hats from storage for your enjoyment."
"I knew I kept you around for a reason," you quip back. In all honesty, you never were much of a fan of Mingyu's endless stash of props... 
Until today that was.
As much as you hate to admit it, the way he’s sitting on the couch, legs spread open invitingly, and with his mouth tipped upwards ever so slightly made him look every bit like the epitome of sex. You just hoped Mingyu hadn't caught onto your blatant ogling and thankfully, your prayers were heard and you quickly realize that Mingyu had absolutely zero clue about what was going on in your head.
Mingyu simply rambles on, asking where the rest of his friends were and whether or not he'd be allowed to post the pictures without their consent, as if his hat and lap wasn't doing things to you.
Oh, the things he was doing to you.
When Soonyoung invited you and Mingyu to the SVT frat costume party that he randomly decided to throw, you didn't really know what you had signed up for. In all honesty, you agreed because your friend insisted and who were you to deny one of his random party ideas anyway? You and Mingyu decided to go as cowboys, since you had this cute, little skirt that would go well with some boots and he had a Stetson hat lying around.
However, as soon as you and your boyfriend arrived, Soonyoung and Seokmin had immediately dragged the two of you aside and doused you with alcohol.
Mingyu doesn't know a single thing of the thoughts racing in your head, because instead, his focus is directed onto his phone once again. It's really nothing out of the ordinary, until he hooks a finger in between the button of his shirt and tug ever so slightly that causes his shirt to be unbuttoned, exposing some of the lean muscle hidden there. Your eyes linger for a bit too long on his chest before he finally notices and looks back at you curiously. "Are you okay?" He asks and you cough out awkwardly.
"Um... yeah," you mutter quietly.
"Good, good... then I'll take more photos!" Mingyu says excitedly. He grabs your arm, pulls you down into his lap in one fell swoop while snapping multiple pictures at the same time, and before you even have a chance to question him, he's already scrolling through the photos and posting them onto his social media page.
Once he's posted a sufficient amount of pictures, Mingyu finally puts his phone down and gazes up at you with bright eyes, nearly causing your heart to skip a beat. "I'm so glad we took these photos. My baby looks hot as a cowgirl."
His arms encircled your body, pressing you further onto him, and he drops a quick, chaste kiss on your cheek.
You lick your lips as the friction makes your heart pound wildly. "Y'know Mingyu..." you whisper. "You're quite the sex icon with this cowboy thing..." And maybe it's because you've downed several cups of Soonyoung's cheap, vodka laced punch, but there's nothing stopping you from saying the most idiotic thing in your life, "Can I suck your dick?"
You watch your boyfriend's expression go from innocent to utter shock. For a moment, you actually think you see his ears tinge red, but you blink once again and the color is gone. "E-excuse me? Did I hear you right?"
"...yes?"
Mingyu sputters out in surprise, fumbling with his words and you can practically see his mind ticking as the gears turn, desperately attempting to process the information. "...what?" He finally manages to whisper in a quiet voice, not quite meeting your eyes and you shrug helplessly as you knelt on the floor and between his spread legs.
"Please, Mingyu? You just look so good in that hat and..." you trail off as you glance back up at your tall boyfriend, this time completely noticing the way his cheeks tint red in the dim lighting. "Your lap just looks so inviting." You pout as your fingers dance along the edge of his jeans, enjoying the way his lips curl and hips buck ever so slightly in an involuntary reaction.
"You're just joking. Right?"
"...no." You feel his eyes follow the movement of your finger that lightly strokes the inside of his thigh and you chuckle to yourself at the sharp hiss he lets out when you caress his crotch. 
"Come on, babe," he attempts one last time, still unable to look directly into your eyes. "Don't do this to me." Mingyu had no doubt noticed the bulge in his pants growing.
"Pleaseee?" You trail off as you eye his crotch, silently admiring the way Mingyu's bulge is prominent, leaving no room for imagination. "I know you've been looking at my ass this entire night," you smirk as your eyes lock with his.
Mingyu groans audibly as his teeth sink into his bottom lip in a valiant attempt at stopping his desire from leaking out. "Fine. Okay... let's do it." You can tell how desperately his cock must ache inside his pants, evident by the way he palms the outside of his thigh. "But if we're doing this... let's get somewhere a little more private."
After several moments of frantically looking, the two of you finally end up tucked in a secluded room that looked like an office. Luckily the music blasting in the frat house was so loud, that no one could even bother to be quiet and the entire hallway is flooded with the sounds of moans and sex. No one will dare to bother you in a place like this.
"Okay, you bad little cowgirl," Mingyu teases as he takes a seat on the leather couch, leaning back so his head is resting against the top. "I'm all yours to do whatever you want." You can only stare in awe as his fingers curl around the band of his jeans. "Anyways, it's time for you to claim your prize."
You slide your way to your knees, keeping your eyes locked onto Mingyu the entire time and only finally breaking off when you face his lower region. Mingyu is quick to undo his belt and quickly unzip his jeans and for the first time, you realize he'd gone commando tonight, causing a sudden spike in arousal as Mingyu's length bounces free of its constraints and smacks against the skin of his lower stomach.
You love how big your boyfriend is in every possible way, and it should really come as no surprise, considering his height and large frame. But, Mingyu's size never ceases to surprise you no matter how many times he's made love to you, whether that be from his long slender fingers to his tongue and his cock. You moan to yourself quietly as you wrap a fist around his cock and watch the foreskin glide back and expose his tip. You trace a finger along his head, enjoying the way the precum starts to trickle out the tip of his cock before you lift a hand up and suck in one of the fingers coated with precum, earning a sharp hiss from Mingyu.
His voice is strangled when he manages to choke out your name, the action catching him by surprise. "Naughty, naughty." Mingyu remarks softly. "You just love seeing me hard, don't you?"
"Hm... maybe, yes," you murmur, watching the way your hand easily moves up and down Mingyu's length before he inhales sharply, bucking his hips wildly, unable to help himself from fucking your hand. "Maybe I'll just bring you off with my hands alone tonight. That'd be quite a show."
"Fuck..." Mingyu mutters out through a clenched jaw when he watches the way you stroke the base of his cock lazily. "No more teasing. Just put your mouth to good use."
With one, final squeeze, you press the tip of Mingyu's thick cock past your lips and you instantly hear him groan above you. Mingyu's dick tastes bittersweet and is hot on your tongue and you love the taste. With a new surge of arousal pulsating through you, you're determined to take him as far as you can, forcing yourself past the initial gag reflex. Your nails dig harshly into his upper thighs, leaving light crescent marks with your touch, but you figure it'll just add to his enjoyment, judging by the way his head tilts upwards as another low moan falls from his mouth.
Your name escapes Mingyu's lips with such breathlessness that has your lower regions tingling pleasantly.
But you're not completely happy, seeing as to how he's not touching you the slightest. A whine slips from your throat as you grip Mingyu's thigh a bit too harsh, causing him to cry out in a mix of pleasure and pain and glance back down towards you, blinking in surprise. "Shit, Gyu," you mumble around his cock. Your hand is still palming his erection and the tip glistens under the lamplight with your spit.
His eyes narrow to meet yours in confusion. "What's wrong?" He questions, voice dripping with lust. "Isn't this what you want?"
It doesn't matter how drunk or sober you are, his dick feels fucking great in the hot confinement of your mouth and honestly? You can't get enough of the taste of him. The sensation of Mingyu's dick is almost better than any drug. "Nothing's wrong, except the fact you're not touching me Gyu," you complain quietly. "At least hold my hair or something. Let me know how well I'm doing."
A sinful smile teases on Mingyu's face. "Needy." Is the only warning you get before you feel fingers curl around your hair tightly, tilting your chin and pushing you farther down on his thick length. Instinctively, you roll your eyes back as his heavy cock hits the back of your throat, sliding into place without so much of a single choking. "Is this better for you?"
You can't answer, not like this with his cock filling up every bit of your mouth, so you can only respond to him by wrapping your tongue against him, bringing your hand back to grip and fondle with his balls. Mingyu curses and tosses his head back to rest on the edge of the couch, hips rolling slightly with each drag of his shaft along the warm and velvety texture of your mouth.
"Good girl," he grits through his teeth as a shot of hot pleasure rolls throughout his body, settling just below his abdomen. There's not much thought behind his words as they tumble past his tongue in the form of praise. Mingyu's vision nearly goes hazy when you begin to hum lightly around the base of his dick. The vibrations send him near the edge.
The pressure becomes too much for Mingyu to take. His hand that had been resting in your hair so lightly tightens its grip. You try not to let the small squeaks leave your mouth, knowing they'll go unnoticed but with his fingers clenched into a fist around the back of your head and forcing your lips so close to the base of his thick cock, tears of over-stimulation start to spring from your eyes as he begins to fuck your mouth. "Fuck! Shit, coming!" Mingyu barely chokes out in a rough and guttural voice, not that you could've heard him. Instead you're treated to a low, guttural groan as he arches his back from the couch, completely at the mercy of Mingyu's hold.
Your taste buds are overwhelmed with Mingyu's. He's salty and bitter and sweet and warm and so fucking delicious on your tongue. You swallow everything, desperate not to allow even a drop of the precious and addicting taste to leak from your mouth.
After you've cleaned Mingyu's spent cock with your tongue and licked every droplet of cum from his cock, you got up and shimmy your way onto Mingyu's lap once again, not minding the softening dick beneath your core. 
Mingyu blinks in surprise at you. "What are you planning now?"
"Trying to save a horse by riding a cowboy," you answered teasingly while pressing a wet, hot kiss against his lips. "Help a girl out, won't you cowboy? Show me what you're really made of."
Mingyu takes his bottom lip between his teeth, dark brown eyes reflecting the moonlight from the window, and there's something in his gaze that you can't help but find hypnotizing. He grins slyly at you, "The real question is, how quiet are you going to be for me?"
"Who said that I'll be quiet?" You quip with a laugh, causing Mingyu to throw you an incredulous look.
"The rest of our friends are downstairs and here we are, trying to keep quiet," he whispers into your ear, leaving you weak at his voice. His warm breath fans against your neck and a sudden tremor shakes through your core. Mingyu places a swift bite and lick to the side of your neck, no doubt creating a bruise that's visible for the rest of the world to see. His lips quirk upwards. "Just hope you won't be too loud, my little cowgirl. Otherwise everyone will know just how much you were begging to take my cock."
"Maybe I want them to hear," you grind against his cock and whimper at the lack of stimulation on your needy and soaked core. "Maybe I want them to know how much your dick fills my needy little pussy."
"Baby," Mingyu growls quietly with another harsh tug at your hair. His cock is slowly growing hard underneath the thin fabric of your skirt. "Keep talking like that and see where it'll get you."
You can't find a response. Instead all you can muster is a gasp when you feel Mingyu insert his fingers past the soaked fabric. It isn't enough. "Mingyu..." Your breathing grows ragged when you feel Mingyu's thumb swirl in circles on the inside of your slit and at the same time his fingers that are covered by your juices plunge in and out in a torturous rhythm.
"Well someone's wet," you hear Mingyu comment smugly as he retracts his digits from your folds to the open air. He chuckles at your silent protest, observing the string of glistening liquid connect from his fingers and to your crotch before grinning at you. "Look at how wet you are just from me fucking your mouth. You want a real taste? Cum on my fingers and we'll go from there, baby. Show me just how wet you can be and then, only then will you get what you want."
Mingyu plunges his long and thick digits into your dripping cunt and you cry out. "G-Gyu
" you whisper out as a surge of pleasure runs through you. Your wetness completely drenched Mingyu's hands, covering it in the scent and the warm texture of your arousal, as his fingers work relentlessly.
"Look at me," Mingyu commands sharply in your ear and you snap to attention instantly. Your half-lidded eyes meet Mingyu's burning gaze and the sly smirk on his face leaves you a panting mess as your cunt clamps onto his hand. "Fuck what the rest think," you hear Mingyu grunt and his free hand is pulling you close, with his nose pressed just below your ear, warm breath tickling the shell of your ear as he whispers. "Show everyone how badly you want me to fill you."
The burning heat that was pooling in your belly grows into a raging forest fire. Every bit of you is coated with the flames. Mingyu fucks you with the fingers, mercilessly curling and plunging at the exact right spot to make you squirm as his thumb continues to tease and draw circles around the little bundle of nerves. "Close. I-I'm coming, Mingyu."
His lips twist into a handsome smile, sending a surge of confidence. Mingyu ducks his head to hover dangerously close over your bare chest and after giving your breast a quick squeeze, bites harshly, causing a surge of pleasure-pain to tear through you. Your juices flow copiously and a whimper of pleasure escapes from you before you can stop it. Your muscles clench tight, your toes curl into the soft leather sofa and your head falls back against Mingyu's shoulder in ecstasy. Mingyu continues to piston his fingers within your velvety heat until he draws every ounce of the orgasm out of your trembling body.
Mingyu pulls his sticky digits from your now throbbing pussy, and brings the cum-covered fingers to his own lips. "You taste so good, babe," he whispers before looking back to you and bringing his fingers to your lips. "Open up." Obediently, your lips part for the fingers to slip past. Mingyu's long fingers dance within the warmth of your mouth, groaning at the warmth enveloping his fingers. "Good girl."
You want more. Even after being rewarded by the most earth-shattering and satisfying orgasm, your greedy core aches to be filled again. 
By him.
Lifting your hips and moving your panties to the side, you guide Mingyu's hard length into you without a single second thought. When you're fully seated, you finally release a content breath and slump into Mingyu's wide chest. "Fuck Gyu, you're so big," you manage to huff out in a high-pitched tone, breathing in the musky scent of him. "God, I needed this."
"How are you feeling?" Mingyu's palms glide gently down the smooth skin of your thighs.
You kiss him with fervor, cupping the back of his neck to pull him further towards you. "Just wonderful," you mumble against him before pulling away with a soft smile and then sink down on the firm length, savoring every inch of him. Mingyu is very large and girthy, and fills you nicely, with just the right amount of stretch. "Let's find out just how well your little cowgirl can ride you, cowboy."
"Be my guest," Mingyu licks his lips and sinks further down the sofa, eyes darkening. "Have a nice ride."
You begin a gentle pace, moving up and down his hard length and delighting at the sight. Mingyu's grip on your hips are so hard that you're almost sure that it'll be imprinted on your skin in the form of hand prints for days after. "Shit, Mingyu. You always feel so good." You whimper, rocking your hips at a rapid pace and enjoy the way Mingyu's thick cock drags in and out of you. "Fuck."
You curse, but Mingyu's attention is on the way you arch your back into him. He bites harshly on one pert nipple while his fingers massage the other, sending a current of electricity throughout your body. His deft hands trail up your body to cup your breasts and you shiver when his thumbs flit over the tingling peaks of your nipples, your pace never faltering even for a second.
He continues to play with the aching and sensitive peaks of your nipples, switching from harsh flicks to gentle strokes. All of these actions cause you to move faster. Without even a moment's hesitation, you latch your mouth onto his and tug the hat that still lays perched atop Mingyu's head over to your own and laugh.
The room is filled with the lewd sounds of flesh hitting flesh and Mingyu groans underneath your ministrations. You've finally gotten a proper rhythm and pace going and with a tilt of your hips, you're seeing stars every time his cock strikes you at the perfect spot within you. "Do I look good in your hat, Mingyu?"
"I get why wearing the hat is a turn on," Mingyu rasps out as you continue to rock your hips and tighten yourself against his shaft.
"If you lose the hat, I'm not fucking you," you threaten teasingly and giggle, to which he rolls his eyes fondly, settling against the cushion and contentedly gazing up at your flushed, sweaty face with his cock deep inside you.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah," Mingyu begins to grunt, hips jumping slightly. "Wouldn't dream of losing that hat," he swears with a nod.
"Promise?" You hum, brows raised innocently, not quite expecting Mingyu to reach up and press your hands in his hair, eyes gleaming dangerously. 
"Now why would I want to lose the hat, if all it takes is getting to fuck you like this?" Mingyu questions, the corners of his lips tilting into a smile before snapping his hips upwards.
"Shiiiit, I like where this is going." The last syllable escapes you as a long moan.
Mingyu laughs against your mouth. He winds the loose strands around his fingers and lightly pulls them out of your eyes to look at you properly. "Then do a good job, sweetheart. Keep riding."
You catch his lips in a desperate kiss, nipping at his lower lip with your teeth, as you rock down, pressing his length impossibly deeper inside you and grinding your clit down against the soft, tuft of hair that lay nestled above Mingyu's length, groaning at the friction, then slowly rise up again. The slow movement allows you to feel his full length and girth filling you to the brim.
Mingyu hisses. "Oh fuck... not going to last," he moans as his hips stutter against you.
"Me too," you whisper, rocking at a steady pace, fully enjoying the feeling of his hot dick as it stretches and hits the deepest parts inside you. The heat and pressure feels far too amazing, as a second orgasm creeps along your belly. "Going to... cum, again." You manage to stutter out, overwhelmed at how each thrust is jarring you so much to the point the sofa creaks lightly under you.
"That's my girl," Mingyu grits his teeth at your words, eyes rolling to the back of his head before fixing you with an intense glare. He's on the brink. There's absolutely nothing hotter than watching your pretty mouth form his name as you come undone in his lap. "Come on, do it. Cum for me."
"Cum in me, Mingyu," you beg as you dig your nails in his shoulders. "Let's cum together."
A roar rips through his lungs and with a shudder, Mingyu's release paints your inner walls and the stimulation is more than enough for you to also cry out as a second climax washes over you, his hot cum spurts into you and leaks past to his balls.
"Fuck..." Mingyu grunts with a groan as he tries to even out his breathing. "Goddamn that was really, really great." His length is softening, and he is coated in a light sheen of sweat.
You settle on top of him, sighing in pure happiness as he twitches and pulses within your overly-sensitive cunt. He rubs your hips gently, fingers squeezing in silent reassurance. "It was so, so, so good," you mumble back. You press a chaste kiss on his cheek with a smile and slide off of Mingyu, still whimpering slightly and reveling in the feeling of your cunt clenching around nothing and feeling empty. "I'm never letting you lose that hat."
His mouth turns upwards into an exhausted but affectionate smile and he rests his hat once more on your hair and begins to redress himself before glancing over at you, shaking his head in amusement. "Ready to head back?" He questions, to which you nod silently, allowing him to button up his shirt once again. "Round two back home?"
You smile devilishly and peck your boyfriend on the lips before stepping up to walk straight to the exit. "Round two begins the moment we enter the apartment," you laugh lightly as Mingyu saunters over and links his fingers with yours.
The music in the house is muffled from upstairs but a constant steady thumping of a drum set to a base. "Sure. You're not getting any sleep tonight, baby."
"Well, it's a good thing I can ride you like a horse all night long, cowboy." You place his cowboy hat on his head, giggle and pat him on the cheek and are practically dragging Mingyu towards the door with a happy smile. "Time to let a woman prove that she can save a horse and ride a cowboy!"
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diivineray · 2 months ago
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YALL. YES. All of this has me just MWAH. I’ve been saying this shit for years. Everyone shits on JC for communicating because he’s loud about it and everyone sees loud and angry as toxic or out of control when he’s just rightfully responding to someone he as every right to be angry about.
The similarities of how JC’s mother had to sit and listen to everyone talk about the rumors about her husband. The way JC had to also sit and listen to rumors about wwx not caring about the Jiang sect, and having to hear others talk about how they’ve always been so different and who’s always been better.
JFM my god like how EASILY could he have just put those rumors to rest? How hard was it for him to go to his son and tell him that it’s not true he loves. But he didn’t do any of those things. He shut his mouth and he walked away. JC confronting wwx about anything? It’s the same damn thing. He shuts his mouth and he walks away. He tries to evade. Avoid. LIKE NO SHIT JC IS ANGRY?
And let me tell you it’s no different now than it was for the ‘times’ because ppl to this day still see someone confronting them , holding them accountable for their actions as being aggressive or being extra. You’re doing too much. And the way they mock JC and WWX at the big show down because it was SO EASY to pin it on WWX because of how much he DIDNT listen. And how easy it was to feed into JC’s doubt because of how much they created it themselves.
Wwx ending up with lwj because of the ‘no thank you or sorry needed’ always didn’t sit well with me. And I get lwj doesn’t want wwx to feel like he owes him anything but he sure as hell does owe other people. Even wwx knows that. And where exactly has wwx changed? He still goes around doing pretty much whatever he wants with little regard to the ppl around him. Hes wiser sure, but he still can’t hold a serious conversation where its owed and due worth a damn. And I love him, but I’m sick of people ignoring how much he deflects and evades when a convo gets a little too close to his guilt and the things he did.
One thing I love about when JC confronts him about what he said to JL. Is how clean cut his anger is, is because he’s mad about a lot of things but one thing he isn’t gonna ever let slide is that boy getting hurt in ANY way shape or form. And yeah it hurts, wwx knows he did it c ’oh but he doesn’t need to have to thrown in his face’ actually yeah I think he does.
If that wasn’t JL we all would have just been fine with him insulting a kid đŸ€·đŸœâ€â™€ïž
Lotta takes that are like "Jiang Cheng didn't change his behaviour at all in 13 years, that proves that he doesn't want to grow as a person" and it's like, sorry but why would he change his behaviour when the information that would recontextualise Wei Wuxian's actions and thus lead him to rethink his own reactions was deliberately kept hidden from him? From his perspective, his brother broke all his promises for no goddamn reason, picked a different family over him, lost control of the evil energy he swore he could control, and in doing so caused such a catastrophe that both of Jin Ling's parents were killed. We know that there's more to that story, but he doesn't, and it would be impossible for him to find out on his own because again, everyone involved was lying to him and hiding the relevant information on purpose.
He's told about the golden core transfer like three hours before the book ends, and frankly processes it faster than most people could reasonably be expected to after 13 years of grief and loneliness! "He had chances to improve his behaviour and didn't" HE LITERALLY DIDN'T HAVE ANY CHANCES BECAUSE WWX LIED TO HIM!! His behaviour was completely justified from his perspective and when his perspective is changed, and he realises that what he did was wrong, he's like, SUPER upset about it!
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kisakis-boyfriend · 3 months ago
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Miscellaneous Ifa Smuts
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Author's Note: Head full; too many ideas. I need Ifa right now or else I'll scream 😔
Pairings: Ifa x male reader
Warnings: Male!reader, dom/top!reader, sub/bottom!Ifa, more detailed warnings will be listed before individual sections đŸ©·
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Save a horse, ride a cowboy
Warnings: Lap dance, dry humping, teasing
I envisioned a cute scenario: Giving Ifa a lap dance and stealing his hat while you grind on him.
You've only just begun and Ifa already looks out of breath. He's panting and smiling awkwardly, all as your body mesmerizes him. Your shirt is unbuttoned to show off your chest and stomach, the latter of which keeps drawing Ifa's attention as his eyes follow your happy trail down to your thighs and the growing bulge between them.
“Keep your eyes on me, cowboy.” you wink, casually taking the hat from his head and placing it on yourself in one smooth motion. Ifa nods, swallowing dryly. His plush thighs hold your weight securely, and his hands gently hold onto your waist.
Pretty soon, you turn this lap dance into grinding your bulges together. With your hands gripping the back of the chair, and your hips moving in tandem, you pant into each other's mouths, kissing and moaning in between every "I love you" and expletive as the room grows steamier from your actions.
At this rate, you're not sure which one of you will give in first. But you're certain that one of you is moments away from turning into a shuddering mess as they cum in their pants~
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Give a bro a hand?
Warnings: Pre-relationship, handjob, flirting
Discovering that cute saurian vet hiding behind a building. Oh, but what's he doing with his hand
? 😳
“Whoa! Sorry, bro, I was just um–” Ifa jumps, immediately pulling his hand out of his pants. A guilty look crosses his face, and you instantly recognize what he was up to.
“No, please, don't let me interrupt.” you counter. His pants are still unzipped, and you almost catch a peak of his dick poking out of the top of his waistband. You must have stared for longer than you thought, because Ifa scratches the back of his neck and shyly looks at the ground, clearing his throat to cut through the tension.
You bite your lip, offering some help to your new friend. “Do you
want a hand?”
Ifa's eyes widen, but he agrees rather quickly. Within seconds you're standing in front of him, as his back is against the building wall, and you're asking if it's ok to touch him. Ifa gives you the a-okay, so you slide his pants and undergarments down just enough to expose him. His cock springs free and it's clear that this guy is already pretty worked up.
“Aah
” he moans, closing his eyes while you carefully touch his cock. There's precum gathered at the tip, which you spread around with your thumb before stroking the whole shaft.
You make eye contact, and it's a little awkward since you two only met once before, but that doesn't put an end to your little rendezvous. Ifa's at a loss over what to do with his hands — opting to hold his white jacket and shirt out of the way. He stares while you jerk him off messily, flinching when his cum shoots so far that some splatters on your face.
Ifa looks terribly guilty once he realizes it, but you simply chuckle, and he joins in soon enough. You exchange a fond stare before you snap out of it and stammer that you should get going. He agrees, clumsily tucks his dick back into his clothing, zips up his pants, and waves a quick goodbye.
Please, dear archons, don't let that be the last time you hook-up with that man

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Just talking about Ifa's dick and how much he loves dick ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Warnings: Dick HCs, masturbation, size difference, frotting, anal, bukakke, Ifa is a whore, general body hair HCs also
Let's be clear: Ifa has a short but very girthy cock. Thickness > length. And he's uncut.
I bet he looks so hot when he masturbates 😳 The way his foreskin would slide up and down his cock while he pleasures himself. UGH!! And his cock is a bit veiny too, I just know it.
This guy loves comparing dick sizes. Not to make anyone feel bad about their size though, Ifa just wants an excuse to frot with other men lol. “Oh, you say you're a big guy, huh? Well, get over here, dude. Lemme see.” and he's pulling your dick right next to his, holding both of your dicks in his hand (if he can
archons have mercy if you're so big that Ifa can't even wrap one hand around yours) and subtly stroking your lengths together.
“Bro
we're touching tips now
” he'll say, no longer paying attention to a word that comes out of your mouth. His focus is on your swelling cock and how much bigger it becomes now that you're hard. Ifa can hardly contain his excitement, but that's not a problem for you. You gladly let him indulge in this fantasy, pulling him closer by the hips as he frots your beautiful cocks together đŸ©·
All of that to say
Ifa has a size kink. I'm not saying he's a total slut, but if he could be surrounded by big fat cocks all day
 well, he would choose that without hesitation. 😘
Big fat cocks laying on his face. Letting him feel the weight that's going to be forced down his throat soon.
Big fat cocks on all sides, dripping and ready for him to jerk them off. How many dicks can Ifa handle before he cums just from pleasing other men?
Big fat cocks rubbing over his hole, on his thighs, and literally all on his body. There are cocks rubbing against whatever they can reach while someone pounds Ifa's hole and another guy fucks his throat. Dicks rubbing against his armpits, his back, his cheeks, maybe someone's even trying to get off by rubbing their cock in his hair because that's all they can reach. All the while, Ifa is cross-eyed and shuddering as he's in cock heaven!
And once they're all satisfied they glaze Ifa in cum. Poor bro doesn't even get any in his hole, and barely any makes it into his mouth. ;(
Now, about that body hair– I desperately want Ifa to have a bush, but my brain keeps telling me that he actually wouldn't. His pubic hair is pretty thin and sparse. Honestly it looks more gray due to how little there is. It's very curly though đŸ€
ARM HAIR THOUGH!!!!! Ifa has thicker arm hair and Mihoyo are cowards for not showing it on his model đŸ˜€
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Attention Whore
Warnings: Recording sexual acts, masturbation, humping, anal, camboy thoughts
If you give Ifa anything with a camera and a microphone, he will record himself doing all sorts of depraved shit.
Consider yourself the luckiest guy in the world, because Ifa will constantly spoil you with audio recordings of him moaning and/or playing with himself. He'll jerk off somewhere just out of the public eye, wink at the camera, and send it to you with a cheesy caption. Think of any silly porno title and that's probably how Ifa captions them. XD
If you ask nicely, you can probably get Ifa to send you a video of him humping something too. Talk him into it by letting him know how grateful you'll be, and that you might have a present in mind for being so kind. Then reap the rewards of getting an extended cut of your boyfriend grinding his dick on your couch or whatever you asked him to hump.
You can expect to receive videos of your partner shoving things in his holes too. Sometimes he uses a dildo or his fingers — normal items. But other times Ifa gets real creative, using whatever is phallic enough to slide deep within his walls. The handle of like, a broom or something weird. Bro can't even clean the house for you without turning it into a lewd activity

God, could you imagine how successful Ifa would be if he was a camboy? He knows exactly how to play his audience, edging everyone until the chat is begging for him to give them what they really want. Then, Ifa will not disappoint. His orgasms are to die for! His cumshots are downright cinematic! Hell, the strip teases Ifa performs are one of the hottest things on the internet!
And, with all the tips that this pretty boy receives, he makes monthly donations to different animal shelters and organizations. His viewers are such a sap for his soft side <3
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Double Trouble
Warnings: Anal, double penetration, creampie, gaping
IFA IS A COCKSLUT AND WOULD BEG FOR MULTIPLE DICKS TO STRETCH HIM OUT!!!! đŸ—Łïž
Picture laying underneath Ifa, stuffing him with your dick while some other guy with a fat package slides his into Ifa's greedy hole. Ifa chokes when both of your cocks squeeze in there and push his body to its limit.
His body bounces with every sharp thrust, drawing attention to his thick cock swaying in between his legs. It's so wet already. Precum drips from Ifa's foreskin, hitting your abdomen in sticky lines.
The insane stretch is too much for the poor guy, and he collapses on top of you. But that's alright, because you simply hold him tighter and prompt the other guy to smother Ifa while he pushes his cock even further into that tight space <3
Ifa whines into the crook of your neck, begging for you to use his body for your pleasure. He can feel every twitch of your cock—every heartbeat and pulse—and it causes him to clamp down on both of your lengths. That little stunt almost makes you cum. Almost.
The other man slams into his ass unexpectedly. Ifa arches deeply, moaning, but not attempting to fight it at all. In fact, you can faintly tell that he's trying to push himself further onto your dicks! There's a wet sensation where Ifa's cock ruts against your stomach and smears precum all over you. You will definitely have to be thorough when you wipe yourselves down later

Torturous minutes later, you and this other guy are getting close, so you ask your lover if he's ready for his reward. Ifa groans “yeeess!! Fill me, please use me as your cumdump!! <3” And, with near perfect synchronization, you flood Ifa's red and puffy hole with your cum. He lets out one long moan, and you can feel his smile against your skin.
When you finally pull out, a whole mess of cum splurts out of Ifa's gaping ass, trickling down his thighs onto your legs and the sheets. You keep one arm wrapped around his torso, and with your other hand, you intertwine your fingers with his. The other guy spreads Ifa's hole a little, admiring it as it flutters as much as it can. He then rubs Ifa's lower back affectionately, chiming in on how good he was taking your fat cocks so easily đŸ©·
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frenchkisstheabyss · 3 months ago
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|☟| 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕠 |☜|
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♡ Pairing: boyfriend!seungcheol x chubby!fem!reader
♡ Genre: fluff/smut/angst
♡ Summary: When your creepy coworker finally crosses the line your boyfriend swoops in to save the day, offering you safety and comfort in more ways than one.
♡ Word Count: 2.6kish
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♡ Warnings: creepy coworker, someone pinches reader's ass, subsequently gets their ass kicked, angry cheol, lots of kissing, fingering, unprotected sex, rough sex, car sex, creampie, pet names (baby).
♡ A/N: This is a lil comfort fit requested to me by an anon. I hope that I did your request justice my darling 💜
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“Cheol!” you scream, high heels scraping the concrete as you shuffle across the parking lot in pursuit of your boyfriend. “Choi Seungcheol, I know you hear me!” 
When you called your boyfriend it’d been for comfort. You needed a shoulder to cry on, someone to console you, but you didn’t know he’d react like this. Part of you didn’t know that he could. Seungcheol’s your sweetheart, your teddy bear. He’s the loving gaze that you wake up to each morning and the gentle arms you fall asleep in at night. Your man would never hurt a fly. At least you thought so. The way he is now—jaw clenched, irises burning with rage—you aren’t as sure about that anymore. 
“Vernon, get her in the car!” he shouts back to his best friend and an arm clasps around your wrist, dragging you back towards the car. 
You turn to Vernon, pleading with him to do something. Anything. But it goes in one ear and out the other. You look back to Seungcheol in time to catch the moment he disappears through the doors of your job, out of your sight and completely out of your control. Defeated, you slip into the passenger’s seat without a fight, pouting as the door slams closed. You glance up at the rearview mirror and into the backseat where another of Seungcheol’s best friends sits with guilt all over his face. 
“Sorry” Wonwoo mouths, apologizing for his lack of effort to stop Seungcheol in the first place. Not that he can blame him for the way he’s acting. Wonwoo would react the same way if his girlfriend called him crying because some asshole at work decided it was a good idea to touch her. He’d break his fingers. Every single one. 
Your night had started out so well. The bar wasn’t as packed as it usually is. Mostly regulars and a few harmless college kids whose fake IDs were enough to get them in. Tips were steady, your favorite bartender was working, and your boss even agreed to cut you early to make it to your friend Hoshi’s birthday party. But if working at the bar has taught you anything it’s that things can change at the drop of a hat and it did the second your worst enemy clocked in. 
To him you’re far from enemies, somewhere in his delusional brain you share a mutual crush, but in the real world a sense of nauseating dread overcomes you in his presence. You’ve told Seungcheol about him before. How he makes it a point to be in close quarters with you. Always making excuses to squeeze in beside you when you’re getting ice or putting in orders. How he insists on calling you pet names like “cutie” or “sexy” even though you’ve told him a million times how uncomfortable it makes you. Each time Seungcheol has offered to come handle the situation and each time you’ve insisted that you had it under control but tonight was a different story. 
You’d been taking drink orders for a table, your full attention dedicated to making sure your indecisive patrons were double sure they knew what they wanted. All night he’d been making comments about how pretty you look dressed up for the party. “I bet your boyfriend can’t keep his hands off you” he quipped.
Apparently neither could he because as soon as you weren’t paying attention he thought it was the perfect time to pinch your ass. It happened so quickly. If not for the smile on his face when you turned around you might’ve thought it was a mistake but no. It was very intentional. 
All you wanted to do was turn around and stab him with that pen in your hand but instead you ran to the bathroom, calling the first person you could think of. Your boyfriend. Seungcheol took his time listening to you, promising you everything would be okay and that this would never happen again. Fifteen minutes later he was texting you from the parking lot telling you to come out. If your shift wasn’t already over it was now. 
“It’ll be fine” Vernon reassures you, now seated beside Wonwoo, “He’s got this.” 
Staring out the window at the eerie stillness of the night, you wonder what exactly it is that he’s got. Your anxiety grows with the passing minutes. What’s he doing in there? Why isn’t he back yet? You get your answer when the door to the bar swings open and a body comes flying out, colliding with the ground like a slab of meat. Seungcheol steps out behind him, advancing on the man quicker than he can get up. It isn’t until he grips the back of the man’s head, dragging him towards the car, that you recognize it as your coworker. Seungcheol looks fine, same as when he walked in, but your coworker looks wrecked, his shirt torn and his nose bloodied. 
You watch in horror as Seungcheol brings him right up to the window, dangling him before you like a broken doll. Vernon and Wonwoo avert their eyes elsewhere, pretending not to see a thing. 
“Tell her you’re sorry” Seungcheol commands, tightening his hold and searing the man’s scalp in the process. 
Your coworker sniffs back involuntary tears, blood trickling down his lips. “I’m
I’m sorry, okay?” 
“And you’ll never touch her again?”
“And
and I’ll n-never
.”
“Touch her
”
“Touch her again. Okay? Alright?” 
Seungcheol looks at you, his anger softening, “Okay?” 
You nod frantically, your heart racing, “Yes, okay.” 
Seungcheol leans into the man's ear, dealing a final blow to his stomach. “If I hear you even looked at her wrong I’m gonna come back and break your fucking legs.” Turning him loose, Seungcheol watches as the man scurries back into the bar before climbing into the driver’s seat. 
“Everyone good?” he asks, starting the car and flipping on some music. 
Vernon throws him some wicked side eye. Everyone’s good except that guy. “Yeah, man. We’re good.”
Wonwoo nods in agreement, pulling out his phone to be involved in anything but this. “A thousand percent.” 
Seungcheol takes your hand, petting the back of it with his thumb. He brings it to his lips, pressing soft kisses to your knuckles. You want to say something but you can’t. You can only stare in awe at the man before you. Whatever monster anger had turned him into has fallen back asleep, leaving only the boyfriend you know behind, but you can’t shake what just happened. Accepting your silence, Seungcheol starts the car, keeping your hand in his as you head towards your destination. 
Your phone buzzes in your lap. A string of text messages from the bartender coming through. 
✹💖 Dawn ✹💖 What the fuck was that? ✹💖 Dawn ✹💖 Did your boyfriend just kick his ass? ✹💖 Dawn ✹💖 Kinda hot. Ngl. 
Seungcheol sneaks a look at your phone but you catch him, flipping it over to conceal the conversation. What the fuck was that? You don’t even know. Did your boyfriend just kick his ass? Without a doubt. Kinda hot. Not gonna lie. You’re ashamed at how much that strikes a chord. You’re not one of those girls who encourages violence. In fact, you never want to see Seungcheol like that again.
But was it hot? Was that level of protectiveness attractive? Did his angry face make you swoon? Did his arm muscles look especially delicious dragging a man across a parking lot? You squeeze your thighs together to quiet the feeling awakening between them. You’ve gone insane. Haven’t you?
You try to focus on something else. Humming along to songs on the radio. Watching the neon signs of local shops fly by in a blur of color as you speed down the road. Marveling at the glow of the moon and the stars dancing around it. But none of it seems to work and by the time you’re pulling up to Hoshi’s apartment the sprinkle of moisture in your panties is reaching borderline flood status. 
“You guys head inside. We’ll be up in a minute” Seungcheol whispers back to his friends and they climb out of the car without a word, heading up to the party. 
Seungcheol switches the car off, leaving the two of you alone in silence. He watches you for a moment but you only stare straight ahead. Too awkward to look him in the eye. He thinks you must be mad at him, that maybe he went too far, and the idea that he hurt you even a little bit makes him sick. 
“Come hereïżœïżœ he says, shifting his seat back to make room for you. 
The way he taps his lap to call you over makes you fold in an instant and you find yourself climbing onto him, your knees tucked at his sides as he reaches up to cradle your face. He rubs your cheeks, looking up at you through a curtain of chocolate brown hair, and warmth radiates through your body. 
“You mad at me?” he asks, as close to pouting as you’ve ever seen him. 
“Why would I be mad at you? He deserved it” you say, your own anger at the man’s actions boiling to the surface, “I was just surprised to see you like that.”
“I don’t like being that way but when it comes to you
” he sighs, taking you in like he would some rare treasure, “I don’t know. I just lost it but I’d never be that way with you. I swear I—”
Pushing his hands away, you press your lips to his, refusing to hear anything more. “Baby, I know you’d never.” You lay your hands on his shoulders, lightly massaging them, and you can almost feel the tension melt away. 
His arms come around your waist, his fingertips invading the space between your top and the softness of your figure. “Good. I just want you to feel safe with me.” He returns your kiss with another. Something short and sweet. “I’ll always protect you. Always take care of you.”
He pulls you closer, deepening the kiss and stirring up those feelings brewing deep inside of you. His tongue performs a beautiful dance with yours, tangling in a mixture of love and lust, building the heat between you. Seungcheol’s hands slide down your body, slipping beneath your skirt to knead the succulent flesh of your ass. 
“Cheol” you giggle, his lips still on yours even as you speak, “Behave.”
“Mmm, I don’t think I know what that means” he teases, squeezing harder. When he does it grinds you down onto him, something stiff pressing back up against you. 
You release the softest moan, rocking your hips, desperate for more friction. “We should go inside” you say more for yourself than for him. 
Burying his face in your neck, he plants intoxicatingly slow kisses along your skin, your pulse racing beneath his tongue. You arch your back in response, giving him the perfect angle to sneak a hand between your thighs, stroking your increasingly needy pussy through your panties. His cock steels at the realization of how wet you are, the fabric so drenched that he can feel you clenching. 
“You’re right, we should” he mumbles, looping a finger around your panties, his knuckle dragging along your slit, “But you have to get up first, don’t you?”
Your eyes fall closed as you bask in the tingly sensation his actions send rippling up your walls. You hold on tighter to his shoulders, your pillowy tits swelling against his chest. The absence of a bra makes it easy to tell how hard your nipples have gotten and he wishes to god that had enough room to take one onto his mouth, swirling his tongue around it until your eyes roll back. 
“Get up? I can
mmph” you whine as his finger curls into you. One after the other until three of his dexterous fingers are stretching you wide, lazily pumping in and out of your tight hole.
Seungcheol slaps your ass making you jiggle around his fingers. Kissing his way up your chin, he finds your lips again, lapping up every moan you pour out. “Go ahead, baby, get up” he taunts, fingers moving faster, delving so deep into your warmth that he swears he can feel every part of you. 
You bite down on your lip, your moans growing louder the harder you try to keep quiet. At the back of your mind you know you aren’t truly alone. There’s a party going on inside. What if someone else decides to show up and sees you like this? What if one of the guys left something in the car and comes back for it?
A million possibilities flow through your brain but more than that, more than anything else in the world, it's how good this feels. How well Seungcheol knows how to fuck you with his fingers. How hot he looks doing it. He gets off on pleasing you—the arousal soaking his boxers is more than enough evidence of that—and he can never hide how much he loves watching you. His beautiful girl. Dripping and moaning all because of him. All for him. 
“Cheol
” you whisper, your fingers finding his hair, “Want you
inside
”
You can barely speak, already too drunk off his fingers to perfectly articulate what it is that you want, but for Seungcheol it’s enough. You never have to ask him twice. He gives you a few more pumps, harder and rougher than the others, before his drenched fingers pop free, juices dripping down your thighs.
In no mood to be patient, you sit back, hurrying to remove any barriers between you and what you want the most. His cock springs free, the head already wet enough to shine in the glow of the streetlights. It’s pretty enough to make your mouth water. So thick and well defined that you can’t resist running your fingers down it to admire the perfection of it. 
Seungcheol coaxes you into a kiss, his hand around the base of his cock as he guides you up and onto it. He eases you down onto it a little at a time, not wanting to rush the glorious feeling of that first big stretch. When he finally bottoms out you’re left shivering, chills skating up your spine at the fullness. 
“Fuck, you feel amazing, baby” he says, throwing his head back against the head rest.
His fingertips dig into your thighs as you lean into him, rotating your hips to ride his cock at every angle the limited space will allow you to. The car windows begin to fog up from the heat of your bodies, tucking you away in your own little world, and you let yourself get lost in it, forgetting about anything else other than the feeling of Seungcheol throbbing against your walls. 
Resting his palm against your cheek, Seungcheol smooths the pad of his thumb across your lips, delicately petting them. “I love you” he whispers, the emotions welling up inside him threatening to overflow. 
You truly are precious to him. When he heard you crying on the phone earlier he lost it. The thought of anyone hurting you made him see red. All he could think was to protect you no matter what that meant. Looking at you now he can’t bring himself to regret it. It’s not just the way you’re riding him, your pussy hugging him with all of its warmth. It’s the way your beauty shines even in the shadows, his love for you growing with every breath you take. 
Placing your hand on his, you bring his palm to your lips and kiss it. “Love you too, Cheol. Love you so much.”
Your profession lights a fire in him that has his lips crashing into yours, his hips raising to thrust into you, an arm locked around your waist to keep you in position. Wave after wave of pleasure washes over you, consuming you until there’s nothing else. 
“Cheol, aah, don’t stop” you plead, “So close.” 
Seungcheol hammers into your sweet spot, sending you racing towards your high. Just as your walls begin to tremble he grabs your ass, lifting you up to leave only the tip of his cock pulsing in your core. “Cum for me, baby” he coos, slamming you back down and sending crashing over the edge.
Your juices cascade down his cock, nails digging into his shoulder as your walls cling to him. He cradles you in his arms, slowing his movements, letting you milk him of his own release. He coats your walls so deeply that you know you’ll be spending all night thinking of having him inside of you even when he isn’t and just imagining it is enough to get you hot all over again. 
Keeping you close, he litters your face with kisses, whispering the sweetest praises as your body relaxes into his. You’ve never felt this loved by anyone. Never so safe and cared for. You have every intention to stay in this car as long as you can, finding heaven in the comfort of his arms, and nothing in this world could make him push you away.
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this ribbon of blood that ties us together
a/n: i luv ignoring my wips and going feral and emerging from a doc 48 hours with this word count: 6.3k synopsis: Once upon a time, a high-society girl, you were to be wed. Two years on, you live a much different life alongside Arthur Morgan, an outlaw life, despite your squeamishness to blood, killing, and the like. But when the past won't stay buried, you learn just how far you'll go to protect the man you love. hurt/comfort, mutual pining, friends to lovers, period-typical sexism & canon-typical violence
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By all accounts, according to Arthur, the two of you should not be friends.
Not that you weren’t lovely company! And nor was it that you couldn’t stand his long, sullen silences, even if he had trouble believing you were enjoying yourself, just sitting by him.
But there was a clear difference between you — one that Arthur felt sorely.
He hadn’t wanted to call you innocent, ‘cos you weren’t the naive type and you weren't stupid neither. But for running with a gang of outlaws? Your hands were remarkably clean.
See, you hadn’t killed a thing, ever: man or beast.
You got squeamish if you were on cooking duty when Pearson was butchering up the latest hunt, eyes hastily averted. You had pouted all day when John tread on a butterfly, even if it was entirely by accident. You passed off darning shirts to Tilly if they were too blood-soaked, nausea evident on your face.
Well, passed off is the wrong wording. More like, tried to sew without looking at your hands til Tilly took pity and offered to switch with you.
You weren't naive, you just didn't like to see things die. Not an awful hill to die on, Arthur had to agree. Neither did he in most cases.
Micah liked to grouse that you were definitely not cut out for gang life—said with a predatory curl of his lip, eyes shining with malicious intent. Probably was dreaming up all those ways to frighten you, or ruin your "innocence", just for the hell of seeing you shriek.
But Micah was a bad man. You knew that.
It’s why Arthur didn’t understand why the hell you tolerated him.
Watching you over the fire, the air bending in the heat, Arthur relents with a sigh. You did much more than tolerate him. If he wasn’t feeling so sour-faced, he probably go as far as to say you liked him, good and proper.
Besides, he could admit he was a better man than Micah; even if only in the faintest of ways.
He killed just as much. He’s beat men to death with his bare hands, blood flying and bones crunching. He doesn’t hesitate to send a bullet into any unlucky bastard getting between him and the next score for the gang.
Arthur knows feeling guilty doesn’t absolve him of nothin’.
At least he helped people too. Stopped when a lonely straggler needed a ride, retrieved stolen bags, and hunted down herbs and flowers. He enjoyed being the good thing riding into town, even if at time it took a hell of a lotta patience.
That was something he had, that Micah did not.
It just wasn’t enough for Arthur to understand why you might care for him.
But Arthur Morgan is not one to look the gift horse in the mouth and so despite how unlikely it should be, the two of you were friends.
It means being greeted in the early morning with a cup of coffee, the cup pressed into his hand before he’s even wiped the sleep from his eyes. You don’t linger, not any longer than you need to make sure he’s not gonna drop the hot mug.
The first time you had offered it, Arthur had been so surprised he had nearly dropped it.
You had laughed, hands darting out to steady the cup, and looked up at him through your lashes. “Hold tight, cowboy. That’s important stuff in there.”
Arthur had wondered then if this was what it was like to be struck by lightning. Each atom of his body fizzed, coming alive with a hum.
He had opened his mouth, then closed it, uncharacteristically flustered by the gesture.
You had laughed again, softer this time. Arthur finally reined himself in and tipped his hat in appreciation—mainly to hide the colour on his cheeks.
“Thank you kindly, miss.”
“You’re very welcome, Mister Morgan.” You had mused, amusement in your smile. Then you departed, other chores calling your name, with nothing more than a smile thrown over your shoulder.
For him, your friendship means finding the little gifts of the world to bring back. He hadn’t thought too much of it before, passing through homesteads and general stores with only fleeting glances.
However, after a week of hand-delivered cups of coffee, Arthur had begun to hunt for something of equal calibre he could give in return.
Several flowers sat in his tent, wilting and drying in the sun, in the grasp of a man too unsure of himself to gift them. He bought sweets, an extra chocolate bar in his satchel, before it was eaten in gnawing worry of what you’d think.
He was a brute. Trying to gift you nice things from his violent hands was downright laughable.
It wasn’t until he found a hair-pin, silver and slender with a delicate flower atop it, did Arthur manage to finally give back. He’d bought it before he could chicken out and once he had it, he thought it would be far stranger to keep it than to gift it.
You liked wearing flowers in your hair. That had been why Arthur picked them for you—but this, you could wear always, without it wilting.
He’d handed it over as you had passed him his morning coffee, pressing it into your palm as nonchalantly as he could manage. Then he hid his smile behind his coffee at your delighted gasp, your joy infectious and unmistakable.
You had thanked him profusely, for the first time not calling him Mister Morgan, but instead Arthur. His name had never sounded sweeter than falling from your lips
And that there
 that was the one other, really good reason that you and him shouldn’t be friends.
Because as sure as the sun rose every morning, Arthur Morgan rose with it, undeniably in love with you.
—
You had been engaged once before.
Not by choice—an important distinction you hold fast to. Even if Karen likes to make passing jokes about you being a woman already spoken for, you’re thankful when Abigail quickly shoots her down with a piercing glare.
There is, after all, only one real reason a woman like you ends up on the run.
Rufus Hugo is your particular reason. A man up to his neck in wealth, pilfering the land for oil, and, as last you knew, looking for a fourth wife.
You’d once thought him unlucky, your poor fiancĂ©.
How is it one man can be followed by such tragedy? Three young wives, in the space of a couple years, each found violated and slaughtered in the back alleys of Saint Denis, red smiles cut into their throats.
You’d once been a fool.
The papers and Sheriff had to be under his thumb, considering the blind eye and frilly stories they turned out. The rumours told a different, darker tale — ones that fell on deaf ears, too twisted up in your own plastic assurances.
Your father wouldn’t have organised this if he knew. And— and he couldn’t know, because it simply couldn’t be true.
Rufus treated you like a jewel, plying you with expensive gifts and decadent clothing, more than you’d ever had before.
When the nag in your gut didn’t leave, he had coaxed it out of you — the fear of some maniacal killer, out for the blood of Mister Hugo’s betrothed — and then he assured you with a feline smile of a wolf.
No one’s going to lay a hand on you, treasure. The only man who gets to touch you is me.
Adoring at the time.
Stomach-churning in hindsight.
You’d overheard entirely by accident, a fact that makes your heart skip stutter if you think about it too long.
Pure luck saved your life. Pure chance that you’d overheard them, wandering the halls at one of the many parties held in the honour of your engagement.
His nasty habit revealed to you in a manner of words, floating out the keyhole.
His sickening tone, lusty and humorous at once, you heard him tell the other men at the party how there was nothing better than how tight their cunts had got when he dragged the blade across their jugular.
Your stomach had plummeted. Bile crawled thickly up your throat.
The version of the world you knew contorted painfully, upside down and suddenly all wrong.
And like the vicious pain of stepping into a bear trap, the hinges of it sweeping up with sharpened blades, you knew if you stayed that you would undoubtedly be next.
You ran.
With nothing but the clothes on your back, frenzied like an animal being cornered, you ran. It was thankful you managed any coherent ideas as you tore down the stairs, pushing through the party, uncaring of the cries that followed you — but stealing a horse was probably the only reason you survived.
Though you sparsely knew how to ride it, you rode for two long, hard days before exhaustion caught up.
No amount of distance felt safe enough to slide off your dead-tired horse but you were given no choice. Your stomach ached with the growl of hunger and delirium had begun to creep in from your lack of sleep.
You were parched beyond relief and still in your god forsaken party dress, when you let your horse slow to a stop in a shallow river.
Then you’d fallen off in one spineless lump.
Caught somewhere between physical exhaustion and sleep, the freezing water had been quite the wake-up. More so when you surfaced, spluttering, and there was a man standing before you — muttering something about a strange damn woman.
It was the very first night you laid your eyes upon Arthur Morgan—soon after which, you promptly fainted from exhaustion.
The same night you disappeared from Saint Denis — becoming a ghost before you were doomed to become one at the hands on your to-be husband — you were reinvented in the warmth of a gang on the run.
—
Two years on, you stop wondering if Rufus Hugo still hunts for his fourth bride.
There would have been search parties for you, you’re sure of it. Even if half the party could attest to you fleeing of your own accord, a rich man doesn’t give up his prizes so easily.
But somewhere along the way, you’re not sure when, you stopped looking over your shoulder. You no longer tensed at every new, unfamiliar figure on the horizon, certain it was your past crawling back.
You’re not sure when—but you sure as hell know why.
Sliding off his horse in one fluid motion, Arthur hitches the reins on the post out front the general store with a grunt.
It’s a blazing day in Rhodes, the desert sun overhead. A mirage pools in the distance, along the main road. There’s little wind to cool you, just the buzz of flies around the horses.
It’s just you and Arthur travelling today.
An unnecessary journey for the sake of enjoying each other’s company; under the guise of camp work, of course.
You two are friends. Arthur kept his distance from most gang members, happier on the outside of the circle, which you knew.
It meant that when you got these moments — Arthur inviting you along for a journey to a town, the myriad of gifts he seemed to find for you — you couldn’t help but
 hope.
You steal a glance at the cowboy, drinking in his rugged profile. He’s due for a shave, his beard a little longer than you know he prefers, but you gladly enjoy the sight.
Men in the city were groomed and clean-shaven. There’s something much more real about the ruggedness of Arthur’s appearance, his blue eyes flashing your way from beneath his hat. You catch the hint of his smile too.
Watching him subtly, he takes a moment to coo his praise to his mare, Hypatia. She nickers affectionately, searching for a treat that he dotingly gives. His rough voice whispers lowly of how he spoils her, even as he brushes her neck gently.
Sometimes, you really think Arthur likes horses more than he likes people.
It doesn’t bother you—how could it? How could you feel anything but soft-hearted when you see him dote on his horse, all his corners softened?
Besides, you think it’s a good show of character.
You’ve heard how he talks to himself sometimes, self-deprecating mutterings of how he’s a bad man, unworthy of your kindness.
But you’ve met worse men before.
Arthur may have killed, but never senselessly. Never for pleasure.
“I think,” Arthur says, his southern drawl thick. He tips his hat to the general store ahead of you both. “The spices will be second floor.”
Can’t hunt, can’t kill, can’t thieve — but god, can you cook.
It had been nice to have something to bring to the gang, considering your general squeamishness. Arthur decided long ago it was worth heading further south for the better spices closer to the city.
“I gots to pick up some more ammo, but I’ll meet ya in there.” His gaze finds the gun store across the street before tracking back to yours. He checks, “That alright?”
You nod to him, as your own mare butts your shoulder gently, making you laugh.
“Yeah, that’s alright, Arthur.” You affirm, reaching back to give her a pat. The sweet smile you wear is equal parts for her as it is for the cowboy before you.
“See you in a minute,” you say. Arthur nods, boots kicking up the red dirt as he begins to make his way down the main street.
The worn steps of the general store creek underfoot as you make your way up them, already mentally flicking through what you’d wanted to buy.
Salt, oregano, thyme
 maybe some cumin, knowing how much Arthur seems to like it. Nodding politely to the shopkeeper, you head for the second story stairs — missing the flash of someone familiar through the window, peering in.
These wooden stairs are far less worn than those outside, but the traces of countless boots are evident all the same. Hand on the railing, you ascend slow, mind wandering off easily.
It’s venison for dinner, if you aren’t mistaken, from the latest hunt Charles brought in. Maybe tonight you’ll make convince Pearson to make the stew your way—spiced heavily and just the way Arthur likes it. (He hasn’t told you that half the reason is because it’s you making it.)
You approach the lined shelves with a hum, eyes dancing from colourful tin to colourful tin. Spotting your first target, a trusty tin of salt, you miss the creek of the floorboards behind you as you reach for it.
“Treasure.”
Your hand falters, fingers outstretched, halted in the place. There’s the unmistakable heat of a body behind you— but even so, the scrape of a knife leaving its sheathe confirms it.
A shuddering exhale forces from your mouth as the knife is suddenly beneath your chin, hovered above your throat. You lock in place, hand still held out. A hurricane of harrowing dread howls through you.
It couldn’t
 it couldn’t be him.
No way could he have found you now, after years of your disappearance — no way was he still fucking looking for you.
The well of horror in your chest caves in, growing like a sinkhole, as your mind repeats the same word over and over: no, no, no, no, no.
The blade moves up, the cool edge of it pressing to your chin. You inhale sharply and feel a tremble start to take your body as your face is forcibly turned, pulling your gaze to a sickeningly familiar face.
“My, my,” Rufus croons. “My little bride to-be. Been lookin' for you a long time.”
Your nose wrinkles at the title, one you’d renounced the minute you'd fled, all those months ago. His dark eyes narrow at the motion and travel to your outstretched left hand, eyeing it with a glint.
“No ring.” He tuts, letting the knife fall back against your throat and resting it there.
You snatch your hand back in, hands flying to his arm and pulling with all your might—a fruitless battle against his strength. All it earns you is the sharp edge of the blade pressing further into your skin and you stop moving quickly, another gutted gasp pulled from you.
"Do you even know," He hisses into your ear. "How much goddamn money I spent on you? On trying to track you down?"
The venom in his voice leaks out, replaced by a charismatic purr you're far more familiar with. Once upon a time, it had voiced believable assurances from a man who would happen to be your husband.
Now, it only widens the sinkhole in your chest.
"You've cost me a fortune, treasure. Now I've come to collect what I'm owed."
A finger draws an idle line on your back, creeping forward along the stroke of your waist. Try as you might to suppress it, a shiver skitters through you and your throat presses ever closer to the knife again.
It's enough to pierce the skin, just a sliver, before the finger on your waist turns is joined by four others, clamping tightly.
Your balance wavers as you're forced back, the hard line of his body pressing flush up against you.
Fuck. Fuck. What the fuck are you going to do?
Eyes screwing closed, you force your breath to remain even. You— you have your own revolver but if you move, you don't doubt Rufus has any qualms with painting the shop-floor with your blood.
If he wants you, he'll have to move you- he— he'll have to leave the shop and then, you can try—
A loud clatter sound and your eyes fly open, catching on to what's been dropped — your stomach following suit quickly. Your revolver glints back at you.
"Here's what's going to happen," Rufus begins, as if he's merely discussing the weather. "You and I are gonna—"
His voice drops at the intrusion of noise, a squeak from the stairs behind you. In an instant, you remember the person you're waiting on. Arthur.
A desperate mixture of terror and relief shoves up your throat. It's a warning and a cry for help simultaneously.
When the knife shifts, you have no choice but to shift too, your body and Rufus twisting deftly—his other hand drawing his revolver in an instant, the barrel directed at Arthur. He's already drawn back the hammer.
There's no keeping your breathing even now. Not as you get to watch Arthur's distracted gaze tug upward, seeing the horror seep into his expression. His body becomes deathly still.
You don't come along on jobs for good reason. Even so, you aren't so naive as to think being an outlaw has no risks. You know Arthur has been on the barrel-end of innumerable weapons, that he risks his life on the daily.
You've just never had to see it with your own eyes before.
The scene unfolding before you feels like a honest-to-god nightmare, ripped from the most fearful parts of your mind and thrust into reality.
A slush of hysteria churns within you at the realisation you may very, very well watch Arthur die today. The man who had been the first to hold out his hand, to offer you aid, to pull you from the life you were running to escape.
The one you hold too closely in your heart, in your affections.
The thought triggers something to seize terribly in your heart — and you know suddenly, without doubt, you'll do anything to stop it from happening.
There's a long moment where nobody breathes. You watch as Arthur's sharp eyes dart from the gun, to the knife on your neck, up to your face in rapid succession. You watch his horror bleed into a vengeful fury, one like you've never seen before.
"You don't want to do that."
The words come out so low it's nearly a growl. Arthur's hand moves, drawing back to his holster when Rufus interrupts.
"Uh, uh, uh," He taunts, quickly turning the barrel of the gun to your head. The barrel of it butts against your temple.
Arthur freezes.
"That's right. You're going to drop your revolver."
It's a staggeringly long moment as Arthur wrestles with what to do, his hand still hovering, fingers twitching. Then the knife nudges closer and the single trickle of blood down the column of your neck is enough to have him complying.
It lands with a thud against the floor. It feels like the nail in the coffin.
"Why are you doin' this?"
The revolver in Rufus' hand lolls forward to aim back at Arthur, the motion almost lazy. He smiles.
"She didn't tell you?" His attention switches to you, using his thumb on the knife to stroke along your neck. "Is this who you replaced me with, treasure? He's hardly an upgrade. Hell, he looks—"
The words die off as Rufus' head snaps back to Arthur, his passive grip on his gun changing in an instant.
For one long moment, he studies the outlaw across from you both and then, horribly, you feel the moment he starts to laugh.
"Oh, treasure," He all but coos at you. You see Arthur bristle across the room. "You're precious. Runaway with the outlaws, did you? This day just gets better and better."
He focuses his gaze back on Arthur and lines up his aim, hand steady. "I've seen your wanted posters, Mister Morgan. A fine five thousand to bring you in. My bride and my money all in a day's work."
He grins like the goddamn cat that got the cream, finger adjusting on the trigger.
And even though you know he knows, even though you know you told him, you can't help how your focus snaps to Arthur's reaction. Your stomach swoops in a horrible twist.
Because you can't but wonder if you're worth the trouble. As if you think, that now, as he realises who this man from your past is, he'll relent. He'll hand you over.
Understanding flickers across Arthur's face, the word bride sinking in with a sting. Then, somehow, the lethality rippling from his very being grows, expanding tenfold.
He's downright murderous, looking every bit of the immoral, malevolent man he believes himself to be.
He is never going to hand you over, you realise, the fear dissipating in the air like smoke.
Another one takes its' place. It's a terrible truth; he'll get himself killed trying to save you.
"Best of all?" Rufus hums. "You're wanted dead or alive, Mister Morgan."
He'll kill him.
You act without thinking. Distracted enough, Rufus' strength is beaten as your wrench the arm holding the knife back far enough to bite down into it, hard. Blood springs up beneath your teeth, the hard lines of sinew snapping beneath the force.
Rufus howls in pain. The revolver drops Arthur from its' sights as Rufus shoves against you fiercely, the butt of the gun slamming against your temple in a loud knock. You both hurtle to the ground in a desperate struggle—and all you can think of it the blade in his hand.
It presses forward, aimed for your neck, and you rip your teeth out of his arm, taking a pound of flesh with it. Rufus wails again and the knife surges forward, intended for your heart.
You twist frantically and escape the hold, scampering up and with nothing but pure instinct, your urge the blade into his own chest, pressing with all your weight.
It sinks in with a satisfying, bubbling gurgle. Blood rises quickly to spew from the wound, a river of red spilling out.
He's going to kill him—he's going to kill Arthur. The manic thought has your hands prying the knife out and driving it back in again, over and over, his body making soft squelching as gutted sounds drag from his mouth.
Blood sprays wildly, coating your face and clothes, but you can't stop. You can't stop, he's going to kill Arthur and take you away from him. You can't let it happen— you can't—
Hands pull at your arms and you seize wildly, dropping the knife and thrashing away, but in doing so, Arthur swings into vision.
It's him. He's alive. He's the one touching you. He's speaking, his lips moving, but no words are reaching your ears.
Your chest is heaving, hyperventilation wracking your body. Your ringing ears finally tune back in.
"—alright, you're alright. It's me. He's dead. He's dead. You're okay." Arthur murmurs, almost nonsensically, his hands held out, palms up. He's crouched before you and he barely knows what he's saying, but you're staring at him like a wild animal, drenched in blood.
"It's okay," He says again, desperate to help you in any way he can, blue eyes locked on you. "You're okay."
There's still blood in your mouth from the chunk you've taken out of Rufus' arm and a bright red splatter of it sprayed across your face.
"I—" The word coughs out of you.
Your gaze falls into horror as you take in the body growing cold on the floor next to you. Arthur watches the panic set in as the realisation of what you've done sets in.
"I- I had to, I had to," You begin to babble, terror threaded in your tone. "I had to, he was— he was gonna kill you."
"Hey, hey," Soothing sounds fall from his lips as Arthur shifts forward, reaching for you desperately. You grip his forearms, eyes wide, as if you need to make him understand.
"He was gonna—" Your words are interrupted by your own choking sob, breathing coming too fast. "Arthur, he was gonna kill you, I-I had to."
"I know, I know," Arthur croaks out, his throat thickening as his own realisation dawns. This hadn't been an act of rabid self-defence, as he thought. You had killed Rufus for him.
You, who can't stand the sight of blood, who gets queasy at the butchers, who doesn't like to hunt or kill — but will for him. To protect him. If he wasn't already there, the sheer display of love would send Arthur crumbling to his knees.
But he just moves his hands, his violent hands, to cup your face. The blood smears. "I know, sweetheart."
You’re staring him, your eyes still wide and wild, looking frantically for something in his face. Forgiveness? Absolution?
Arthur will gladly absolve you of this, a crime that was barely a crime at all. Saving his life and your own, at the cost of the life of a killer.
There's blood on your eyelashes and in your hair. Your breathing slows but your bottom lip quivers with a fierceness. In the smallest voice he's ever heard from you, you whisper, "I had to," then crumble.
Arthur's large body cradles yours easily, one hand tucking around your middle and the other shifting to cup the back of your head as you sink into him. Your head tucks away in the crook of his neck, soft sobs spilling out easily now, and something awful aches in Arthur's chest.
"I got you," He repeats, a promise, a goddamn oath he swears to keep. "I got you, you're okay. You didn't do nothin' wrong."
He feels downright evil to move you so soon but his ears prick at some commotion below. Casting his eyes back to dead body, Arthur knows the large pool of blood has made its way through the floorboards. It's only a matter of minutes before the Sheriff will be here.
"Shit." He curses. He strokes a tender hand along your hair, calling gently for your attention.
"We gotta move. People are comin'. Can you walk?"
You dig your face out of his neck, movements sluggish. The exhaustion from the terror has drained you, your eyelids already drooping, limbs heavier.
Arthur makes the call for you.
Hoisting you softly into his hold, he keeps you nestled against his broad chest, arms tucked behind your back and the bend of your knees. He's almost thankful you can't stand, if only so he can feel the puffs of breaths that escape you against his neck, a reminder you're still with him.
Arthur eyes the locked door in the back corner. It'll lead around the back of the general store and out to the street but Hypatia and your own horse were still hitched out the front. Gritting his teeth, he prepares himself for a wild run, hoping the element of surprise is enough.
It will be enough. It has to be enough.
It's with a charging sprint that he makes it down the stairs, his boots slamming against the wooden floorboards. He doesn't pause to take in the shop-keepers aghast reaction, nor the sprinkling shower of red from the ceiling.
He bursts out into the daylight. Eagle eyes scanning the streets, it's clear that, for now, he's ahead of the law.
With less gentleness than he'd prefer, Arthur pushes you up onto Hypatia's saddle, keeping one hand on your waist to keep you upright and on. His other reaches for the reins hitched over the post and he snags them free, quickly doing the same for your horse.
There's a yell down the street, loud and demanding. Arthur doesn't spare a glance, vaulting himself up onto the saddle behind you.
With a hyah! and a loud, practised whistle, Hypatia breaks into a sprint, quickly followed by your own horse.
Two horses tear down main street, hooves thundering, a fearsome and unstoppable silhouette against the western sun.
The townspeople bleat their fear, barely leaping out the way in time as the horses rush by. Dust kicks up a red-dirt storm. Soon, when it settles, gone will be the only proof you were ever there.
Arthur rides.
The weight of you, slumped back in his chest, is less of a comfort than he would like.
He wants to— no, needs to see your eyes, needs to intercept every foul, wicked thought running rabid in your mind. You’re clawing at your soiled conscience, he’s sure of it, trying to tear the new stain on it from you.
Ruined yourself—for him.
A spidering guilt cloys in his chest, darker than ink and sharper than any blade or bullet he’s ever felt before. His chest aches.
Arthur knows he’s a bad man. He just never imagined he might drag you down to his murky depths.
Swallowing heavy, he grips the reins tighter. Leather bites into his palms. He welcomes the punishment.
He feels, more than hears, your sudden shuddering gasp as you come back to yourself. Your exhaustion must have dipped away enough and it’s clear, for a moment, you struggle to place yourself and your surroundings.
The jostle of a horse beneath you is a giveaway but even so, Arthur feels your hand curl across his toned forearm. Your grip is tight, nearly masking the tremble in your fingers. Nearly.
“It’s me,” Arthur assures, raising his gruff voice loud enough for you to hear over the rumble of galloping. “I got you, it’s Arthur.”
The grip on his arm loosens, his works sinking in, and you nod wordlessly. You let him cocoon you in safety, surrounded in his arms.
Unknown to Arthur, the ride is far too reminiscent of the journey you’d taken all those years ago; the long, hard ride with no goal but putting distance between you and where you were running from. Who you were running from.
Except this time, the one you're running from is dead. He’s dead and you killed him.
It’s unclear how far he travels, the sun sitting lower in the sky, a pinkness blooming on the horizon, before Arthur pulls Hypatia into a slower trot.
You hadn't been followed out of Rhodes, he knows, but he’d still taken you as far as he could, likely further than necessary.
But now, out of physical danger, his priority switches on a dime, all of his senses zoned in to you before him. You, still wordless, still vacant, still painted in a glaze of scarlet.
The decision come easy, Arthur using his keen skills to trot towards the sound of water. A thorough check ensures you'll have no company and Arthur wastes no time, tugging the reins to a halt with a quiet click. He dismounts, large hands reaching for you before his boots even hit the dirt.
You’re willing, your hands seeking him, finding his shoulders and allowing him to help you off Hypatia. There’s a dulled look in your eyes and Arthur knows he will do anything—anything— to change that.
Feet on the ground, you’re level with his chest and you blink slowly, staring forward.
For a moment, Arthur waits, his brows drawn together in his concern. He gives you the moment. If you need to cry, to scream, to blame him — he'll take it, weather whatever storm you have brewing within you.
But you only drag yours eyes up to meet his, voice still small, "I got blood on you."
Another fracture in his chest, another ache of misery. Arthur sighs, gaze softening immeasurably, his hand coming up to cup your cheek tenderly. The blood smears beneath his touch.
"That's alrigh', sweetheart." He murmurs, sweet as he can. He tilts his head slightly, towards the lazy, roving river, blue eyes never leaving you. “Will ya let me clean yer up? In the river?”
You seem to just notice the riverbank you’re standing upon, head twisting to peer at the roaming water of the river.
A nod, minuscule and unnoticeable, if he wasn’t tuned into your every movement.
His hand on your face shifts, reaching down to tangle with your own. It's an anchor in unsteady seas, solid and unflinching.
Your eyes take in your hands, intertwined, and trail up to his face — and you know, with a sudden burning intensity, you can't regret what you've done today.
Not if it means having him. Not if it means saving him.
Arthur leads you down to the water, slow and steady. You follow, hand clutching his tightly, like a devoted follower who trails a messiah, your salvation ahead.
Stopping only to remove your boots and his own, along with his hat, Arthur bites back his hiss at the chill of the water as he wades his way in, fully clothed. The water licks up his calves, thighs, rushing around the sudden intrusion. When it reaches above his waist, he pauses, letting you catch up.
The sun kisses the horizon in the distance, a mellow and amber light cast far across the landscape. Strange how much had happened, had changed, in a manner of hours.
Crickets chorus. In the nearby trees, an owl hoots a soft lullaby.
Arthur doesn't let go of your hand. With the other, he brushes it across the surface of the river and then reaches in, letting it pool into his palm. He brings it your face and lets its run across your hairline, loosening the blood that's crusted there.
It's a slow, dedicated process.
Hands, scarred and calloused, pass over your skin the softest of touches. His thumb works gently at your hair, washing the blood away into the river. You close your eyes when he asks you to, in a low murmur, and the cake of sin is cleaned from you in the most tender of motions.
"Will I ever be clean again?"
A whispered question, eyes still closed. The blood may be leaving but you can still feel it spraying across your face, hot and thick. It's sunk in, you're sure of it—evidence of your crime just an inch beneath your flesh.
"You are not unclean." Arthur grunts, his hand still moving as he speaks. His thumb passes over your jaw. "This— what you did, it don't dirty these hands, you hear me? You did what you needed to do. You did nothin' wrong."
The assurances feel heady and heavy and you want to shake them off. You're not yet sure if you deserve them.
"I'm not mad he's dead." You say. He has to know this.
"I'm not mad I—" Your voice wavers terribly, even if your mind is set. "—killed him."
Eyes fluttering open, you gaze up at Arthur, reverent and resolute. "I... I would do it again, Arthur."
The for you is unspoken.
But if he looks, if he peers between the lines, you know Arthur would find it, beside the I love you hidden within your earnest words.
It's barely a secret—not when you want him to see it. You've been torn open today, a festering wound split down your middle, and somehow nothing feels more crucial than him knowing.
Him knowing and loving you still, seeing you unchanged, despite it all.
The water rushes around you, carrying your transgressions away, and his hand in yours, dwarfing it, does not falter. Arthur's eyes graze across your face. He seems to find what he's searching for.
"You won't ever have to, sweetheart." He says, voice nearly a whisper.
His lips find your hairline, scraping a delicate kiss against the clean skin there. Then he presses his forehead against yours, soothing and intimate, a lifeline. An understanding and a reciprocation.
A sudden urge possesses you, the words clawing up your throat in a frenzy.
You need to tell him, need to say the words aloud and make him understand, as you had on that shop floor.
What if he doesn't know?
His forehead shifts against yours, the tips of your noses nudging together, your interwoven hands grasping each other just as tightly as the other. A warmth rises in your chest, glowing and fizzling, and despite the day, your lips twitch with the hint of a smile.
He knows.
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leyavo · 5 months ago
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| I am my father's daughter | 2 |
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💖 Dad!Price & Daughter!reader
PART TWO: Agreeing to let Toff check you over, you make the decision of whether not you want to stay with your dad or just take off, which would be so much easier.
[18+] MDNI | TW: Hurt/angst/mentions of abuse/comfort/ complicated father-daughter relationship/some TF141 too.
🔈Readers view of John is different, he’s come and gone in her life etc so she thinks he’s not that great. So don’t send me hate
[Part one] [Series masterlist] 3026words
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Toff lived up to her nickname, no letters dropped at the end of her words like the team your dad had around him. No she was posh, well spoken and had the accent of someone that came from old money.
The gold designer watch on her wrist and the rock of an engagement ring, also telling enough. Her fingers prodded the yellowing bruise on your rib cage, the rock dazzling under the light, blinding you each time she moved.
She doesn't fit in, too put together compared to the likes of your father. He's still wearing some sort of hat, whether its the ridiculous army bucket hat or a snug knitted fisherman one, if he's not it's stuffed in his back pocket. You're convinced he's still got the same Levi jeans, a few added scrapes and as he says, they wear well. There's an array of plaid and flannel shirts in varying colours hanging in his wardrobe, like another uniform he wears on his downtime instead of his camo gear.
Your dad had slipped that she went to some prestigious medical school before working in the military. Not that it mattered it to you, you'd see a vet if it meant they wouldn't talk to your dad.
Thankfully she made your dad wait in the hall, her office door shut as she assessed you. If you got this over with, you could leave and not have to speak of it ever again. You could just imagine him pacing the hallway, halting to greet the soldiers calling him captain and then resuming his pacing.
Being the Captain’s daughter also meant you had a shared family health plan with him. One you’d never heard of before. He did use to remind you to go for dental and medical check ups, but moving around when you were younger made it difficult. Your mother reluctant to fill out forms to sign you up to a new doctor’s surgery because she wasn’t sure if the new home was long term. Shocker, they never were.
"You won't, uh tell my dad?" You asked as you rolled the layers of clothing back down.
Toff tipped your chin up with her finger, "all patient records are confidential, even if your dad's Captain Price." She pushed her chair back wheeling it to the desk and picking up a pair of tweezers, sliding back to you.
She peered over her thick framed glasses at you, turning your face side to side inspecting the gash above your brow. The metal of the tweezer cool against your skin, she prodded the tape drawing back with a nod of satisfaction.
"Soap patched you up well," Toff said handing you a plastic cup of water and some painkillers.
"Sorry, what," you blurted out, choking on the water.
Humming Toff nodded, "he's good with light touch, probably why your dad got him to fix you up whilst you were out cold." She managed to get hold of some of your medical records, which she requested last night. No doubt your dad had called as soon as you fell asleep in the car and asked her for a favour.
You muttered a string of curse words under your breath, did the whole bloody army base know what happened last night? Toff was too busy reading your record, brows scrunching as she double clicked the mouse.
"You broke your wrist six years ago, but never had surgery," she said, turning the computer screen for you to see the x-ray. "The follow up on here, shows your bone moved during it was in a cast, but your guardian refused surgery." Her pen circling the area of the screen for you.
"We were moving and it felt fine," you shrugged, looking down at your wrist. You wondered if your dad knew about that one.
"Does it bother you now?" Toff said, returning to you and picking up your right wrist, pushing your sleeve up. "Huh, there's a lump there, does that hurt? Any regular pain? Does it restrict you from doing certain things, this is your dominant hand?" Her hazel eyes snapped up to yours as you snatched your wrist back and shoved the sleeve back down.
All of her questions spun around in your head, you hadn't even thought about the pain when there was other things to worry about.
Toff stood from her chair, palms raised as if you were going to bolt out of the room, you wanted to.
"Sorry, didn't mean to pry. Is that all you need me to take a look at?"
"Yes, thanks,” you snapped, flinging your hoody back on and zipping it up.
You're ready to bid your dad goodbye and never look back, but as you swung the door open you crashed into the back of someone else.
Soap's light touch kept you upright, you're trying not to think of him patching you up whilst you slept. The thought alone making you feel pathetic, small in his presence. Like you can't even look after yourself.
“Captain got called in,” Soap said, as if that’s supposed to mean anything to you. You’re used to him coming and going, more focused on his job than you.
More interested in his team, how he so easily referred to Soap as son. You haven’t even been there for a day and he’s found another family, leaving you to feel like a spare part. You want to hate Soap, but you don’t know him. Don’t know your dad the way they do.
The walls began to press in and you took off down the narrow corridor, your sight on the world outside. You needed fresh air, needed to catch your breath and not fall apart in front of Soap.
"Hey, woah," Soap called after you, his boots stomping as he tried to catch up. "dammit slow down would ya, like a fuckin’ greyhound."
You forced the door open with a bit too much force and they slammed against the stairs railing as you rushed down the steps.
"I am not a dog!" You spun around, jabbing his chest with your finger. The cool air swept your hair across your face, drawing a deep breath from you. You watched Soap's chest rise and fall as if he was coaching your breathing.
He tucked the curtain of hair shielding your eyes behind your ear, "feel better now?"
“I’d feel a whole lot better if you signed me out right now.” You raised your brow, wincing at the tape pulling it tight.
Soap shook his head, falling into step beside you. He waved, signalling for the guard to let you both through the gate back into the residential area “Your dad’s a good man, why don’t you give him a chance?”
“Because I’m not a soldier, he had his chance six years ago.” The three years he didn’t reach out, didn’t bother checking in on you. Only to find out he had another kid, another family.
You didn’t miss the tic of his jaw or the gulp he took. All the little signs you looked for when you said the wrong thing, you were good at noticing the change in people. Knew how even the nicest ones could change like a flick of a switch.
Soap leant down, face close to yours that you could feel his hot breath fanning the curve of your nose. “Look, if you’re only here to piss off your dad, I’ll sign you out right now. Hell I’ll even take the blame for you leaving, just don’t go asking him about six years ago.”
“Got it,” you said, voice low but good enough for him to hear. The tension in your body kept you in place, breath trembling as he backed off and started walking ahead.
You trailed after him, keeping your distance incase he turned around again. The beating of your heart drummed against your chest, palms sweating as you balled them up inside your pockets.
Why were you so pathetic when confronted? You could just hear your dad’s voice in the back of your head telling you to knee him in the groin. Take up some space so they can’t take all of yours.
Space, exactly what you needed after being stuck in house with a team of men. You slipped through the front door, not glancing at Soap as you rushed to the safety of your dad’s room.
Shutting the door, you pressed your back against the wood panel. The lock sliding into place, your body slumping to the floor and arms wrapping around your legs as you brought them into your chest.
Your small area of safety calming you. After a moment of silence, you picked yourself up and climbed under the duvet. The memory foam mattress too hard on your back that you flipped over on your stomach, closing your eyes.
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The constant buzzing of your phone drew you out of your sleep, your eyes heavy as you squinted at the window. You don't know why your dad opened the blinds, the sun making it harder for you to focus. His half of the bed smooth and tucked underneath the mattress, not a crease in sight till you tugged the duvet.
Numb tingles danced across your upper back, you groaned into your pillow and attempted to roll your shoulder. Searing pain stopping you before you could rise from the bed.
Eying the alarm clock, you stumbled out of the room and down the hallway to the bathroom. You're glad the others are training this afternoon and you can sort this out yourself. It can't be that bad.
You pulled your hoody over your head, wincing at the pull of your arm stretching the skin across your shoulder blade.
Peering over your shoulder, you looked at your reflection in the mirror and your fingers pressing into the red skin. A weeping wound oozed yellow pus just right of your back below your neck. You'd forgotten about the graze, too distracted by Toff questioning your broken wrist.
You added a little more pressure and clutched the edge of the sink, black dots lining your vision. You heard the thud before you felt your body fall to the floor.
Sweat ran down your forehead, the cool tiles beneath you a welcome addition against the heat of your skin. Since when were you so hot? your breaths quickened as you tried to focus on your phone across the bathroom. Your hand aching to reach for it.
Maybe if you just rested for a little.
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John couldn't wait to sit outside and have a cigar. The day had knocked him, your call in the early hours of the morning throwing him off track and his duties as a captain, a father. He hated how he got called away whilst he waited for Toff to check you over, hoping to catch you before you went on another stroll around the base to get away from his questioning.
He pulled his boots off and added them to the shoes lined up by the door, the living room and kitchen were clear. The mumbled tones of his teammates drew his attention to the hallway. He dragged a hand down his face, hoping he wouldn't have to readjust yet another bathroom schedule.
John joined the guys huddled by the closed bathroom door, looking around Soap for a clue of what the hell they were doing. "I mean we could shimmy the door open, pop it out of the frame with a bit of force," Ghost said, his calloused hand tracing the wood.
They’re all covered in sweat from their training session. Thinking they’d revert back to their bathroom schedules like normal, but they’re locked out. Only the new recruits use the communal showers.
"I don't think kickin’ the door in, is gonna make the lass feel safe." Soap said, arm shooting across the guys before they could move. The warped door's been wreaking havoc since they were assigned the house, but they haven't been bothered about taking it off and shaving it down or replacing the temperamental lock. That or wait on the long list of maintenance services.
“What the hell are you boneheads going on about?” John grumbled, their heads snapping towards him as they finally realised he was there. He glanced to the lock picking device in Ghost’s hand and the dagger wedged into the crack of the door.
“The doors locked, she was talking a second ago
” Gaz winced as the captain’s fist banged against the door shaking the whole wall.
John held his hand over his shoulder silencing them all behind him, his head titling as he tried to listen for any movement. Another knock on the door, "hey kiddo, you alright in there? If you can hear me give me something, anything."
A light tap bounced back, the tension in the captains shoulders easing at the sound.
"Can't kick the door in, there ain’t enough room in there for it to fall. Could hurt her," Gaz said, he yanked the dagger out of the door and shoved it back into Soap's hand.
"Could take the window out and go in that way." Ghost added, as if they were planning to scale a building and ambush a rogue team.
Their mumbled voices merged together in the cramped hallway.
"Window it is."
Gaz volunteered to climb through the second floor window and break the lock from the inside. John holding his breath as he waited on the other side, his chest stung at the sight of you in Gaz's arms. The ringing in his ear and the hands pushing him forwards kept him in tow behind Gaz. You were so pale, words slurred and hand dropping over his arm like a dead weight.
John was no stranger to the infirmary, he'd been sat either at someone's bedside or the unconscious one receiving aid. What he wasn't used to though, was his daughter strung up with an IV and sleeping off the medication Toff had given her.
Nurses flitted back and forth from the bed, herding John to the side as they assessed you. Gaz and Soap had gone back to the house to sleep, Ghost fixed the door and the lock and stopped by to give the captain a strong flask of coffee leaving straight after.
The constant questions, ones he didn't know since he'd never been asked before. How could he not know if you were allergic to anything or if there were any underlying health issues? It hadn't even been two days since you'd come back into his life and he didn't know you at all.
Hours had passed since Gaz had carried you through the house and to the infirmary. Your skin pale and clammy, hair sticking to your forehead. He'd never seen you like that, lost for words as he trailed after them.
The marks of another man's grasp circled your bicep, green bruise fading, but visible as you laid in the bed. John thought the split lip and gashes on your head and brow were bad, the wound on your back much worse. Couldn't understand how you carried the pain so well, as if you'd mastered putting up with it. That scared him.
He nodded to the nurse as she finished her shift, the clipboard at the end of your bed falling to the floor. He picked it up flicking through the pages and shuffling them back into the file. His hands hesitating as he read your name, Marston not Price. Was he that detached from your life that you'd dropped his last name? He'd even put his surname for you when he'd signed you into the base and you hadn't said anything when you looked at the visitor pass.
A hand smoothed across his back, chair scraping along the floor beside him. “Lucky girl, Cap. Mild case of sepsis, good that you caught on to it early and brought her in," Toff said, she leant her elbows on her knees and ducked her head to catch John's gaze.
He couldn't glance at her though, his gaze on his hand on top of yours. "You were supposed to check her over," he snarled, more angry at himself for not paying enough attention than at Toff.
"She didn't show me the wound on her back, just some bruising and the marks on her face that were visible. If I'd have known John..." Her words cut off by John's hand patting her knee.
"How she looking?"
"You caught it in the early stages, could be a few days or a week or more. She'll need to be monitored here and make sure the infection has gone. A wound like that though with the placement, would have made it difficult for her to tend to herself." Toff flicked through the medical chart, eyes flitting to the heart monitor as she walked around the bed.
John didn't want to think about you alone, isolated from people that could help and care for you. How you lacked a family and friends to lean on during those times. His mind consumed with finding whoever did this to you. Ghost had already asked him if he wanted him to look into it.
Toff hooked up another bag of IV, silently bidding him goodbye and returning to her office over the other side of the infirmary. Door ajar incase she was needed.
A twitch of your finger tapped against John's, followed by the hurried beat of the heart monitor. You whimpered in to the pillow, rapid movement fluttering under your eyelids.
“You’re okay, kid. Just relax, your old man’s right here,” he said, adjusting your pillow and smoothing your hair out of the way.
“Captain,” you slurred, lazy smile tugging your lips. You struggled to keep your eyes open, but you clutched his pointer finger like you used to as a kid.
You’d called him Captain as a kid, your mother’s doing as she used to tell you stories about daddy becoming one, one day. Playing soldiers whenever he came home and he’d always let you be the captain, your little voice commanding him to play.
"I've got you kid, you're safe."
[PART THREE]
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- thank you for all your lovely comments on the first part!! :) more parts to come soon! Hope you liked it - Leya
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zorosangell · 2 months ago
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Imagine Katakuri sitting still while his daughters cover him in glitter, nail polish, and hair clips 🎀 Just imagine him having a sweet little bonding moment with his girls
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â›„ïŸŸăƒ»ă€‚ fairytale
SECRET BONUS/prequel to pocus -- katakuri is busy playing tea party with his daughters when his two sons attempt to party crash—with a twist. luckily, sir dad is here to save the day.
cw: fluff, comfort, dad katakuri, katakuri is katakuri, the girls are adorable, he is thirty-five, you are thirty-four, soda is eleven, cocoa is eight, the twins are four, chai is two,
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"So, tell me, Sir Dad, how goes your work in the Lollipop Court?" Cocoa asked in a British accent, tipping her nose in the air. "I heard you're working on a tough case."
Your large, floppy sun hat—which was entirely too big—sat slightly crooked on her head, shading her face as she took a sip out of her empty, plastic tea cup.
Unsure of what to say, Katakuri hesitated a moment, quickly wracking his brain for something.
He had no idea he worked in the Lollipop Court, much less was currently on a case.
Hell, he didn't even know how Cocoa knew what a court case was.
"It goes... well..." he answered, unsure, as he raised a brow, his two, large fingers completely dwarfing the tiny teacup in their grasp.
"Daddy!" Latte loudly whispered, stealing his attention as she leaned over from her seat next to him, shielding her mouth from her older sister. "You gotta stick your pinky out! S'the tea party rules!"
Glancing down at his hand, he quickly corrected himself, before turning back to her.
"My mistake."
Promptly, Cocoa nodded, before turning to her younger sister.
"Lady Latte, how goes your fashion business?" she asked, fake eating a toy scone. "I must say, I loved your fashion show."
"It goes soooo good!" Latte grinned, her accent coming off more Valley Girl than British. "I just got finished making a new skirt! Look!"
She motioned toward her father, who was sitting in a chair entirely too small for him, his leather-clad knees pressed firmly against his bare chest.
Around his large waist sat an equally large, sparkly, pink tutu, which the young girl had actually managed to sew herself—with your assistance, of course.
"His hair! I did Sir Dad's hair!" Frappe chimed in, excitedly, pointing toward his spiky, pink hair, which was now haphazardly filled with all sorts of flowery clips and blows.
Proudly, Cocoa nodded, taking another "sip" of her tea.
"And, of course, I did a splendid job on his makeup."
Together, the girls' gazes shifted toward his face, where his cheeks were adorned with large, circular blotches of blush and matching pink eye shadow.
His usual neutral expression made him look like he'd rather be anywhere but there, but the girls knew their father and knew that wasn't what he meant by it at all.
"Fantastic jobs, everybody! Let's toast!" Cocoa cheered.
"Yeah!" Frappe and Latte agreed, raising their cups in the air.
But, for a moment, the girls paused, quickly realizing that none of them knew how to actually toast.
"Uhhh... nice work?" Cocoa suggested, unsure.
"Yeah, nice work!" the twins played along.
The four of them happily clinked their glasses together—Katakuri included—promptly taking a large sip.
Expectantly, Latte watched as her father downed his tea, waiting for his commentary.
"Whaddya think, Daddy? Do ya like it?" she whispered, excited. "I made it myself!"
Nodding, he leaned over, giving her soft head pats.
"It's delicious, munchkin," he complimented, heart warming when her eyes turned starry. "You did a very good job."
Cocoa and Frappe hummed in agreement, each pretending to take a bite out of a toy cucumber sandwich.
"I—"
Instantly, Katakuri's haki kicked in, showing him a rather tumultuous future.
'Oh, no.'
"RAH!" Soda exclaimed, bursting into the girls' room with a flourish, beginning the assault on his sisters with his two water guns. "TIME TO CRASH!"
"EEEEEEK!" the girls squealed, putting up their hands in defense as their older brother began to soak them.
Glancing around the room, the boy's eyes went wide when they set sights on his father, all princess-ified.
"Jeez! What the hell did you guys do to Dad?!" he grimaced, genuinely concerned.
"Hey! Sir Dad looks great!" Latte defended with a pout.
"Soda! Cut it out! You're ruining our tea party!" Cocoa whined, brows furrowed as she glared at him.
"And my hair!" Frappe chimed.
"And my dresses!" Latte added.
"Pssh! You call this a party?" he scoffed, a devilish grin curling on his lips. "What kinda crummy party has you sit down the whole time?"
"A tea party!" they all shouted together. "And we're not gonna let you ruin ours!"
With a knowing smirk, Cocoa turned to her younger sisters.
"Girls! Code Tea Cake!" she called out.
Confused, Katakuri raised a brow, crossing his arms over his chest.
'Code... Tea Cake?'
"Yeah!" the twins exclaimed, promptly flipping over the table as a shield and snatching up their own personalized BB guns from the underside.
"Let's go! Return fire!"
Without hesitation, each of the them began shooting back at their brother, raining a hail of BB pellets in an attempt to ward him off.
"ACK! HEY, NO FAIR!" he exclaimed, ducking behind a huge stuffed bear. "I'M USING WATER! YOU GUYS ARE USING BULLETS!"
"This is what you get for wetting my dress, ya big jerk!" Frappe called, not letting up.
"Get from behind, Mr. Fuzzykins, you coward!" Cocoa barked. "Don't take him down with you!"
Katakuri watched with a certain pang of pride—and a bit of amusement—as his girls defended themselves quite well, having each other's backs without question, and not running off crying like most girls their age would.
They were prepared for an assault—with both formation and weapons—and fearless in their resolve.
It made him hopeful for the strong, independent women they would grow up to be, all thanks to yours and his tutelage.
"ABORT! ABORT! PHASE ONE IS A FAILURE! TIME FOR PHASE TWO!" Soda shouted into his toy walkie-talkie. "CHAI, YOU'RE UP! BRING IN THE SECRET WEAPON!"
Confused, the girls turned to each other, raising a brow.
"Secret weapon?"
Together, they all watched with anticipation as small footsteps began to pad toward the door, before their youngest brother popped out from behind it.
"Weapon!" Chai giggled, toddling into the room as he held the handle of a jump rope, the other end of it seeming to be attached to something.
Katakuri's eyes narrowed with suspicion.
'What the—?'
"Someone help me!" you cried—for pretend, of course—as your youngest son "dragged" you into the room. "I've been captured!"
You were tied up by the rest of the rope, clad in a regal play-gown and toy crown.
"Oh, no! They got Queen Mommy!" the girls exclaimed, their smiles and giggles quite the contrast from their tone.
Play time was getting good.
At the sight, Katakuri let out a small chuckle, brow raising with intrigue.
Sure, he was nothing but a lowly worker in the Lollipop Court, but he had to say... the queen was quite the looker.
"Hold your fire!" Cocoa ordered, pushing down her sister's guns. "We gotta break her free!"
"But Soda's gonna spray us again!" Frappe glared, blowing raspberry at her brother as he peeked from behind the bear, dragging down his eyelid and sticking out his tongue.
"Sir Daddy! You have to save Queen Mommy!" Latte ran up to her father, frantically tugging at his tutu as she giggled. "Hurry!"
Raising a brow, he fought off a smirk, carefully placing his teacup on the ground.
"I thought I was a lawyer in the Lollipop Court?" he asked, feigning confusion.
"Yeah, well, you're a knight, too! Sir Daddy, remember?" she clarified.
"Ohhh, I see," he nodded, slowly standing from his seat. "Then let me get to work."
Quickly, he pulled off his tutu, wiping off the makeup on the back of his arm before shaking out the clips in his hair, returning to his usual, imposing self.
"Hey, no fair! You guys have Dad on your side!" Soda complained, brows furrowed.
"Sucks to suck, ya big jerk!" Cocoa taunted, amused.
"Quick! Chai! Knock her out and retreat!" Soda ordered, getting ready to run away.
Slowly, the toddler turned to his mother, balling up his tiny fist before softly tapping it against her leg.
"Out!" he babbled with a grin.
At his touch, you pretended to flinch, slowly falling backwards.
"Oh, no! I'm hit!"
"Save her, Daddy!" the girls squealed, happily, as they hugged each other.
"RUN, CHAI!"
In an instant, Katakuri was already there, capturing Soda and Chai before swooping in to catch you, bridal-style.
"Yay! He did it!" the girls cheered, jumping up and down.
"Dang it! That's is cheating!" Soda exclaimed, struggling against the jump rope he and Chai were tied up in.
"Yay! Dada!" the smaller boy cheered along.
"No, Chai... no yay."
"Wait! It looks like she's asleep!" Cocoa called out, realizing you had yet to "wake up".
"Oh, no! She's in a deep sleep!" Frappe snickered, turning to her twin. "You know what that means..."
"True love's kiss!" Latte squealed, clasping her hands together. "Sir Daddy! You have to break the spell!"
Disgusted, Soda's eyes bulged out his sockets, as if the idea was utterly absurd.
"No way! Gross!" he scoffed. "Don't do that here!"
Carefully, Katakuri cradled your neck, slightly lifting your head as he examined your face.
You were his queen, his personal princess just waiting to be saved.
Did he dare live out the cliche?
Thinking back on the fairy tales he read as a boy, he'd be a liar if he said he didn't think about being the handsome prince at least once.
But now, he truly was; and you were his fair maiden.
So, yes, he did dare.
Leaning down, he carefully pressed his lips against yours, wary of his sharp teeth at the odd angle as his grip on you shifted to one that held you like a dip.
You were warm and soft, and a sensation he'd missed in the past few hours of playtime.
"Awww!" the girls sighed, dreamily. "How romantic!"
"Barf!" Soda gagged, severely grossed out. "Cut it out! I don't need to see that!"
"Barf!" Chai mimicked, honestly unaware of what was going on.
"Hey, don't be a jerk, you two!" Cocoa scolded, brows furrowed as she rested her hands on her hips.
Slowly, your eyes fluttered open, greeted by the sight of your handsome husband.
You had been saved, and—as per usual—it was by the man you cherished so dearly.
"My, my, Sir Dad... what handsome teeth you have," you teased, arms wrapping around his neck
He let out a faint chuckle, amused, before deciding to play along.
Discreetly, his hand trailed upward to hold your thigh, his other sliding over to grasp the small of your back as he leaned down to whisper in your ear, making sure he was out of earshot of the kids.
"All the better to eat you with, my dear."
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jayke0 · 1 year ago
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Bunk Up
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Pairing: Arthur Morgan x fem reader
Summary: Arthur invites you on a hunting trip, but you foolishly forget your tent. No harm done, you can bunk up with him, right?
Rating: nsfw, smut
Warnings/Content: a deer gets killed (camp's gotta eat), female masturbation, dry humping, fingering, p in v, breeding kink if you squint, unprotected sex, lmk if there's anything else I should add :).
Word count: 3,132
Credit: @automnepoet for proofreading ily.




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Why in god's green earth had you agreed to go on this hunting trip again?
Oh yeah, because you have a hard-on for Arthur Morgan
 figuratively, that is.
It'd be alright if you could just tell him your feelings, but you'd prided yourself on liking more respectable, more rich men in the past; that's the easiest way to make a living, at the end of the day. You'd originally intended to go for the gang leader, but that man is oblivious and stubborn as hell, not to mention not actually rich, much to your displeasure.
Then Arthur had introduced himself to you. His stupid snarky remarks and silly outfits and disgustingly beautiful eyes all seemed to merge together into this gorgeous man that loomed in front of you and had your knees almost buckling.
Even worse, he'd noticed the way your demeanour changed and how your body seemed to crumble under the weight of his soft eyes.
“Hey! Are you even listenin’ to me?” His gruff voice breaks you from your trance.
“ ‘course I am, I always listen to your wise words, Mr Morgan.” You remark, looking up at him from the position you'd had your eyes trained on seconds ago. “Yeah, sure.” You feel his rough fingertips turn your chin back towards the deer in front of you, a gesture that makes heat rise in your cheeks all the way to the tips of your ears.
“Take the shot, you got a perfect shot there, can't miss it.”
The cold varnished wood cools your warm cheeks as you bring it close to your face and grit your teeth.
“Always shoot on empty lungs.” His whisper sends shivers down your spine before you take the shot, a loud crack echoing through the trees as a clatter of birds ascends into the sky.
“You did good! That was perfect.” A soft grunt leaves his throat as he gets up and checks the prey. “Think Pearson will make a good meal outta this,” his eyes then meet yours. “Good girl.” he tips his hat to you.
Damn Arthur Morgan, with that shit eating grin that makes your stomach flutter.
“You know I ain't one for pickin’ on people–” Arthur starts, shoveling chunks of peaches in his mouth, “but I don't think I've ever seen someone forget their tent on a huntin’ trip.”
“Ok, for one, you're always picking on people, ‘specially if you don't like ‘em. And for two
 just– shut the hell up.” You pull your coat tighter around your body to shield yourself from the cold rain drizzling down your neck, the soft fur bringing you some warmth and comfort to your otherwise shaking body.
“Easy girl, don't be gettin’ mad at me now. Besides, it means you get to share a tent with me, ain't that a dream?” A simple grumble from you makes the man chuckle lowly. “I won't take that personally.”
It was a dream, and you hated admitting that.
Luckily, you'd remembered your bed roll, so at least you didn't have to snuggle up under the cotton sheets with your rugged partner
 but, admittedly, a small part of you is disappointed at that.
You try to forget about those thoughts that are festering in the back of your mind and making you squeeze your legs together, but as the cold seeps into your bones and makes yourself huddle further into the sheets, you find yourself backing up against the warm body behind you.
The soft rustle of trees keeps you awake, at least that's what you tell yourself at first, not wanting to give into those filthy images of the cowboy flashing behind your eyelids.
Soon, all too soon for your liking, you find yourself panting. It's barely audible, but it's enough to make yourself embarrassed and look back at the outlaw peacefully sleeping behind you, unaware of the pictures you have playing on loop in your head. It makes you bite your lip; the thought of touching yourself right next to the man you've been meaning to tell your feelings to for months.
Quietly and carefully, you slide your hand over your body and between your legs, rubbing your already damp cunt over the fabric of your underwear. The feeling makes you grit your teeth much like earlier, and a small noise sneaks past your lips. You look back at Arthur again to see his chest still rising and falling slowly
 fuck it, what's the worst that could happen?
Your hand slips into your underwear before you're even registering it. It's too cold to take the blanket off, or even your underwear for that matter, so you just run your fingers through your wet folds under the thin fabric. The slick noise it makes sounds too loud in the quiet forest, but at this point you're pretty sure the man is asleep, so you continue teasing yourself.
Your fingers circle your hole as you imagine it being his thick digits instead, or maybe even his tongue, since he's usually so quick with it. Another wet noise fills the tent when your fingers slide inside your needy cunt, buried to your knuckles as you massage that glorious spot inside you. When you pick up the pace, and the noises get louder, you're practically praying, wishing it was Arthur's fingers instead. They'd stretch you wide and fuck you good, the thought makes you shove some of the blanket in your mouth.
You're teetering on the edge at this point, scanning your brain for that final image that'll send you descending down the cliff
 but a thick arm wrapping around your waist has you freezing in place.
“What have we got here?” Arthur's low, sleepy voice has the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end, raising goosebumps all over your body as if he'd just ripped the sheets from your body.
“Arthur!–shit, I'm sorry–." You start, but his nose pressing against the back of your neck makes you stop in your tracks.
“I ain't judgin’ you, girl. We've all got our urges, desires.” He shuffles up closer to you, closing in on your body till his chest is pressed against your back, and his crotch is angled perfectly against your thighs. “Just wanted to know what you were thinkin’ about.”
God, his voice is so soft and low, it could make you fall asleep if your fingers weren't still knuckle deep inside yourself. “I–uhm
” Should you admit it? With the way he's pressing against you, it makes you think you should.
“You.”
“ ‘s that so? And why ain't you told me about this before, sweetheart?” His breath is hot on the back of your neck, pushing out any coldness that was left in your body as his large hand splays across your stomach and strokes your soft skin.
A huff escapes your nose a little louder than you expected. “Because
 I'm embarrassed, I don't wanna be thinking about you like this.” You mumble ashamedly, but as those words leave your lips, you start moving your fingers inside your cunt again; a ‘come hither’ motion that makes you bite your lip to contain your noises.
“Oh, that ain't very nice. You ain't exactly a saint ya'self, Darlin’.”
Fuck, the way his words roll off his tongue makes you roll against your hand with a soft noise.
The action must've pleased Arthur, because he lets out a pant and presses his hips closer to yours, grinding in tandem with you as your hips roll on your fingers.
This feels so strange and wrong, but you aren't sure why. It's not like Arthur is married or even has a girl, he's just as lonely as you, and maybe that's exactly why you're so drawn to each other.
“Mmm, been dreamin’ ‘bout this for months, pressing against you like this.” He groans softly. His chin is placed neatly on your shoulder, cheek pressing against yours as his stubble itches your skin. He feels so warm and big behind you, like he's shielding you from any and every burden, and as his hips rock against yours more, you can't help but do the same. You grind back on him with short, soft pants, tilting your head to just get a glimpse of his blissed out face.
“When was the last time you did something like this, cowboy? You're acting like you're gonna cum in your night clothes.”
That makes a soft chuckle leave his red lips, flushed face pulling away from yours to look down at you.
“Long enough to be needin’ you.”
His words make you shiver, but he's quick to distract you with his hand taking your wrist and swatting your hand away.
“Lemme do it for you, sweetheart, please?”
Before your brain can even question or think about it, your body is telling him yes, your head nodding almost instantly. His fingers are quick to dive into your under garments and slide through your slick folds, a groan from him ringing in your ears.
“Dammit girl, you must have one hell of an imagination to make ya'self this wet
 Jesus.” He grunts, looking down at his hand in your underwear with only the dim light of the lantern making your skin glow.
“I always get like this when I think of you, Arthur.” You tell him as your hand wraps around his wrist. “You're the only one that can make me cum.” You moan in his ear, making him dive his fingers into your needy cunt.
The stretch is wonderful, not enough to hurt, but enough for you to feel it, and it's just how you expected, if not better. His thick digits curl and glide over your walls until he finally feels you squirm against him as they touch that delicious spot.
“Yeah? You like it there, darlin’? Want me to keep goin’?”
Again, your body simply speaks for you, nodding quickly and grinding down on his fingers. You feel him grind his hips against you again, his body seemingly wanting to get impossibly closer to you as he ruts against your ass.
“You're such a pretty girl, y'know that? Been waitin’ to tell you that since the day we met.” He rests his chin on your arm so he can peck the exposed skin and continue curling his fingers inside you.
The tent is once again filled with the filthy sounds of your hole taking two fingers, sloppy wet sounds that would make you feel ashamed if it didn't feel so fucking good. It feels like all your nerves are being stroked at once, each time his fingers brush against your tummy or stroke your walls feels like you can't get enough of the electricity that runs through your body. You grip his thick arm, looking back at him as moans fall from your lips.
“You're damn good
 shit.” You whimper as he looks up at you, big round eyes meeting yours to show he's there.
“Well, I appreciate that, comin’ from you.” He chuckles lightly, his own words breathy while his hips start to snap a little faster and become sloppy. “You gotta lemme feel this cunt for myself, please sweetheart, lemme feel this cunt clench around my cock.”
You find it hard to stop rocking your hips when he's talking to you like that, but eventually you take a deep breath and stop yourself. His fingers slip out of you with a lewd sound, and you feel him shuffle to get his night clothes off.
Your own are gone within seconds, your body too hot and needy to worry about if you'd thrown them outside to the wolves to get torn to shreds, all you can focus on is the man behind you.
As much as this position made you wet before, you desperately want to see his handsome face, even if it is barely visible. So, you flip onto your other side and rest your hands on his chest, the warmth spreading through your fingers. You can practically feel his excitement buzzing off of him and through your body, and it makes you giggle a little. “Jesus, you really ain't done this in a while, have you?”
“Not with a girl as pretty as you, sweetheart.” One hand slides over your cheek while his other finally gets his clothes off.
Just his tone alone makes your cheeks heat up, but as he leans in for a kiss, you find yourself taking in a breath of surprise. It's easy to melt into his arms and get lost in the feeling of his lips; they're surprisingly soft and sweet, and they feel like they fit perfectly on yours.
You're so swept up that it takes you a second to notice his hand snaking around the back of your knee and pulling your hips closer to himself.
That's when you feel it.
His length rests against your slick pussy lips, your leg now cocked over his waist to get him close. It feels bigger than you expected, thicker than you expected, it makes you whine softly on his lips.
You hate his little grin that you feel spread across his face. “Impatient, ain't you?” He teases, slowly rocking his hips against yours to let his cock slide through your sopping folds. His tip manages to butt against your clit each time, making you furrow your brows and moan softly on his lips.
Your hand is still resting on his cheek as you feel him push in for the first time, and god are you glad you're holding onto your bedroll with the other, because the stretch and the way he fills you makes you almost cum on the spot, a loud moan spilling from your lips to make you whimper embarrassedly.
“Oh sweetheart, don't be embarrassed. I love the noises you're makin’ for me, they're makin’ me so goddamn hard, can you do it again for me?” He asks as he pulls his hips back before sliding inside your warm, slick walls again.
You're quick to oblige to his plea, your body automatically reacting with a soft choked moan at the surprise of his thick cock stretching you once again. You can feel his calloused fingers still gripping the back of your knee to hold your leg up, giving him the perfect angle for his length to hit every nerve you have inside you and send sparks of arousal up your spine.
“Thaaat’s a good girl, look at'chu.” The man purrs, his warm breath making your eyes flutter shut so you can focus on his cock spearing you with each slow, deep thrust.
“Holy shit, Arthur, f–feels like you're splitting me in half.” You moan as your hands slide over his thick biceps and along his broad shoulders, finding that the perfect place for you to grip on for dear life too.
Arthur groans before leaning forward to press a kiss on the top of your head as he pants softly. “Biggest you've had, huh? Never felt somethin’ like this inside you, have you?” He doesn't accept the simple shake of your head, instead giving you a sharp thrust that has your nails dig into his flesh and a whimper spill from your lips. “No! No, I haven't
 I love it, dammit, I love your cock.”
Something inside him seems to click as you say those words, a long moan slipping from his throat as his grip becomes tighter on your leg to pull you closer to him, his cock burying deeper inside you. He doesn't give you time to adjust before his hips are colliding with yours and the sounds of both your arousal soaked thighs are filling your ears and sending waves of pleasure from your head to your toes.
“Listen to those filthy noises, girl, that's all you. That's your wet cunt..” Arthur manages to moan out. He tilts his head down to watch your hips connecting, his head resting against your collar bones. “What a pretty cunt it is too
 shit, I ain't ever felt somethin’ as good as this, miss.” His words seem to roll off of his tongue with ease, as if he's a erotic poet reciting the words he's scrawled down on the page. Maybe it has something to do with that journal he's writing in all the time
 lord above how you'd love to read that.
“For you, Mr Morgan,” you blabber without even thinking about the words coming from your mouth. “I'm all for you, want you to take me like this over and over–.” It's funny how worked up you get over your own words, but it seems to have an even better effect on Arthur.
His brows knit together as his jaw hangs open a little, and dirty blonde strands of hair fall in his face and stick to his forehead perfectly.
“Shit, girl, you're gonna make me finish inside you if you keep talkin’ like that
” The man groans, his lip finding its way between his teeth to give him something to chew on. Somehow, his thrusts get faster, impossibly better as you feel the molten heat spread through your body and up to your throat to make you moan his name, along with any other expletives that come to mind.
Before you can stop yourself, you're saying dangerous words that, with any other man, would be like handing a loaded gun to a baboon.
“I want you to do that Arthur! Please– please cum inside me–” Your entire body tenses up before you come crashing down, whaling and grasping onto him for dear life as he continues to fuck you through your orgasm and make sharp thrusts that have you whimpering loudly. Your walls clench him tightly in pulsing rhythm, driving him closer and closer to the edge.
It's only a few more seconds before he's tearing his body away from yours and fisting himself, white ropes shooting all over your tummy as groans and growls rumble in his chest and his head throws back.
You watch the whole scene in front of you in awe, as if you're at the goddamn theatre watching a play
 no, it's better than that. You'd never had time for the theatre, but you always have time for Arthur, despite how he gets on your nerves sometimes.
You smile softly at him as he lifts his head to look down at you, a smug grin on his face as he leans forward and pecks your lips.
“Hey, what's with the grin?” You huff softly and hit his chest playfully.
“Nothin’ just been waitin’ for you to admit your feelin's for me for a while now.”
An annoyed growl leaves your lips as you feel your face heat up with embarrassment, burying it in his chest instead to save you from his teasing.
“Shut the hell up, Morgan
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majestyeverlasting · 5 months ago
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Hello lovely <3
Can I please request a Joel miller x reader oneshot where the reader had a really bad run in with infected on a patrol and then when Joel comes home to find her all panicked he comforts her, gets her cleaned up and into bed .etc. ??
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Pairing Joel Miller x Female Reader
Summary After a brush with death while on patrol, Joel assures you and himself that you're still here as you wind down for the night [outbreak, fluff, 3.3k]
A/N Thank you so much for this amazing request, anon! This is my first fic of 2025, and I appreciate your patience as I took a little break to transition into the new year. I’ve decided to make this fic a part of the From Here on Out universe. I hope you guys enjoy! 
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Chatter and swells of laughter rest at a minimum amid the Tipsy Bison. Only half the usual Friday night patrons have trickled in so far, peppered around the establishment with drinks in hand. The air is thick with the scent of sharp spirits and stale beer. String lights cast everything in a dim, warm glow. 
Beneath the clunk of Joel’s booted footsteps, the floor is sticky. A few nods are directed his way as he saunters towards the bar, which he returns with a tip of his cowboy hat. In the ten months since he arrived in Jackson, he’d built up a reputation for himself. One that was revered and feared all the same. Fading into the background wasn’t an option anymore. 
If folks still didn’t know his name, they undoubtedly recognized him when he walked into the room. That easy, measured stride. Those brows oftentimes furrowed in thought. Those dark, knowing eyes that were humble enough to know he had a lot more to learn. 
The older man wiping down the counter tosses the rag over his shoulder as Joel approaches. Old stains are splotched down the front of his white shirt. But he’s happy to see Joel. A quiet, jazzy piano melody flows from the billiard room. 
“Howdy Clyde,” Joel drawls as he sits. A few barstools down, a pair of friends talk over beer. “You hiding Duke Ellington back there?” 
The man snorts with a shake of his head. “Good ol’ Dennis. Does this a few times a year,” he says. “Comes in, drinks, plays like it’s paying.” 
Joel gazes through the archway to where a couple people shoot pool. Dennis and the piano are just within sight.
“He ain’t too shabby,” Joel says. 
“Not at all,” Clyde agrees. “‘scuse me for a second.” 
Joel listens to the piano as Clyde goes to refill beers. 
He knows you’d appreciate Dennis’ playing. You were drawn to live music like a moth to a flame. Joel realizes then that he misses you. It’s a peculiar feeling that always seems to compound by the end of the day after being apart. You patrolled together when you could, but he’d been on the roster to volunteer at the community stables today. 
It was good, honest work. Peaceful too. There was no need to be on guard, and he didn’t have to talk to anyone unless someone was particularly keen on striking up a conversation. Being with the animals did a lot more for him than he’d ever expressed out loud. 
Back in front of Joel, Clyde braces his thick weathered hands on the counter, “So how’s Alamo? Came bearing good news for me, I hope.” An attentive furrow has formed between his bushy brows. 
Alamo, Cldye’s Stallion, was recovering from what the veterinarians diagnosed as a mild case of the flu. 
“He’s doing much better,” Joel assures. “Got him to eat and drink more than yesterday. He let me lead him around the corral for a couple laps.” 
Clyde’s eyes are grateful. “Thank God. I don’t know how you do it, man.” Joel smiles at the man’s relief.  “What can I get you?” He quirks his thumb to the wall of bottles behind himself. 
There’s a decent selection. Moonshine, applejack, mead—whiskey, which always sounds particularly good these days. 
Joel purses his lips in brief consideration before saying, “I’m okay tonight. Gotta get home to my lady.” 
Clyde hums in understanding. “Smart man,” he says. “I’ll catch you later.”
Outside, it’s cold enough for Joel to see the frost of his breath. People bundled in coats, hats, and scarves mill around because, despite the chill, it’s just another evening in Jackson. Snow still covers the ground from last week’s snowfall, and more is due any day now. The sky is white with promise as the last of the sun’s light lingers near the horizon amid dustings of pink. 
The community center buzzes with life as he passes by. A few people talk outside, and multiple heads can be seen through the windows. Just as he’s about to avert his gaze and continue on his way, his brother bursts through the doors. 
Tommy lifts his hand to signal him to wait even though Joel doesn’t intend to keep walking away. Relief is etched all across his face. 
“There you are,” he claps his gloved hand onto Joel’s shoulder. “You’re a hard man to find when you wanna be.” The slightly frazzled tone of his voice contrasts the casualness of his words. 
Worry stirs within Joel as he meets his brother’s gaze. “Hey. What going on?” 
Tommy wets his lips as he considers how to phrase the news. “Before you freak out, everybody’s alright,” he starts. “Just a bit shaken up.” 
Joel swallows the lump in his throat. He already knows it’s about you. He wishes he were wrong, but wishing never changed what his gut already knew was cemented in time. 
“Your girl and her patrol partner had a run in with some Clickers earlier this evening while they were out,” Tommy continues, and Joel’s jaw tricks. “No bites, thank God. And they managed to take ‘em all down.” 
An avalanche of guilty, frustrated, and relieved thoughts crash onto Joel all at once. Tommy loosely follows after him as he takes a few composing steps away to run a hand down his beard. Heat has risen in his face to the point where it almost doesn’t feel cold anymore. He can hear his heart in his ears.
“Where is she?” Joel finally asks. It almost sounds like there’s a small ball of cotton stuck in his throat. 
“At your place with Ellie. Her uncle Nate dropped by too,” he says. “She was askin’ for you, and I told ‘em you were on the way.”
It’s days like this that make Joel wish you hadn’t rejoined the patrolling rotation. With or without him. 
He’s is about to walk away, when Tommy adds, “She handled herself mighty fine out there. Both of  ‘em did.” 
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Death was no stranger to anyone in Jackson, but you’d never stared so directly into the face of a being that embodied such a definite, unyielding sense of finality. Never seen fungal decay so intimately that it made your skin crawl from the inside out. 
There had been four Clickers earlier that evening. Three taken out by your partner, Langdon, and the final one by you after tumbling to the ground. 
In your struggle, chunks of snow had crept into your jacket and dusted across your face. The bitter chill hardly registered from the moment your back hit the ground. Neither did the sound of your pistol firing as the hulking, distorted figure begin to crawl overtop of you. All you could hear was the sound of your own heartbeat like a heavy tribal drum in your ears. Endure, survive, endure, survive. 
Only after Langdon drug you from beneath the limp Clicker, and hauled you to your feet, did you realize you were releasing frantic sob-like whines with every exhale. 
The entire scene won’t stop playing in your head. Electricity still hums beneath your skin. 
“Joel should be here soon,” Ellie assures again, in part for herself. 
He was always better in situations like these. Always knew what to say because he’d lived these same horrors himself, not a handful of times like she had, but countless since 2003. When it came to providing comfort, she always felt as though she was blindly grasping for the next right thing to say or do. 
But you were grateful to have her here all the same. If nothing else, she knew how to sit and be present. And after being asked to share an account of what happened by countless members of the patrol board, being with her as you wait for Joel is the peace you need. 
When you notice the worried way she’s chewing on her lower lip, you reach out for the glass of water she’d sat on the coffee table for you. You take one shaky sip and realize you’re a lot thirstier than you though you were. You drain it in a few big gulps. Ellie straightens up with a sense of having something right. 
“I’ll go get some more,” she says, taking the cup from you. 
Creaks arise on the porch soon after she heads to the kitchen. Then comes the faint jingling of keys. Joel pushes through the front door with a concerned furrow between his brows. It smooths when his eyes fall on you sitting in the living room. 
You look as small as you feel.
Aside from the absence of the sparkle that usually shone in your eyes, you seem as alright as you can be. Which is a much better than the image he’d conjured up in his head, despite Tommy insisting you’d made it back in one piece. 
“Hey,” he greets, carefully, like he’s talking to animal seconds away from curling in on itself. Like that’s all the bass he can muster into his voice.
“Hi,” you murmur, eyes tracking him as he shrugs off his leather jacket and hangs it up. His hair is curled at his ears and a little disheveled when he takes his hat off. 
The floor creaks under his footsteps as he walks to occupy Ellie’s former place. Without uttering a single word, he wraps his strong arms around you and pulls you into his chest.
You press your nose into his shirt like there’s no other place it belongs. He smells faintly of sweat, but mostly of the outdoors. Like air and earth. Breath and constance. Life. So warm, you forget all about the chill that has crept into the room. 
Ellie’s relieved to walk back in to the sight of Joel sitting with you. Your eyes have fluttered closed, so you only hear the sound of the refilled glass being set on the table. Joel meets the girl’s gaze with an appreciative nod. Thanks, kid. You did good. 
“I’m supposed to volunteer at craft night, but I can stay,” she offers. 
You peek up from Joel’s chest. “It’s okay.” 
“Are you sure?” She asks, and you nod. 
“Thank you,” you say honestly. 
“I’ll make you something cool,” she promises. 
When the door clicks shut behind her, silence settles between you and Joel as you rest in his arms. You focus on the rise and fall of his chest, the faint, steady beating of his heart. It says he’s here, you’re here. 
Even with your body cradled in his arms, the thought of losing you haunts his consciousness. Makes tension root through his shoulders, until he takes one long inhale and lets it out. As if shedding the remnants of fear, and dispelling it from his being. 
You can feel him letting his anxiety go, only for it to manifest as guilt within your own chest. 
“We were being careful,” you say, then swallow because the next words are harder to get out,  “They—they came out of nowhere.” 
Apology plagues your tone, and he knows he’s the reason why.  
On more than one occasion, perhaps to his own fault, Joel expressed that he’d rather you not patrol. There were countless volunteer opportunities around the commune, but after meeting him, you expressed your desire to start going out again. 
For the first couple months, you were only ever partnered with Joel because he insisted. It became something you did together, getting to protect the people you love and absorb the beauty of Jackson beyond the commune limits. 
Slowly, he came around to the idea of you being partnered with different people as he picked up other volunteer work.  
Now that you’d had your first close call, you can’t help but consider the possibility that Joel had seen a certain weakness within you all along. Maybe you aren't as vigilant as you thought, or a skilled shooter, or truly capable of holding your own. If it had been Joel, the Clickers probably wouldn’t even of made it within a thirty yard radius before they were shot down—
“Sweetheart? Hey, look at me,” he pulls away so he knows he has your attention. Except, he hasn’t exactly pieced together what he wants to say. 
After releasing a breath, he meets your gaze with an apologetic look of his own. 
“I know you were careful.” His tone is warm with sincerity. “You ain’t gotta justify anything to me.” When you don’t say anything, he keeps talking, “I’m sorry if I made you feel that way.” His dark eyes are earnest, hopeful as they flit across your face. 
You nod, and he wants to believe you’ve let his words sink in. 
“There ain’t a single person in this commune who knows what’s gonna happen when they step outside those gates,” he says. “Best thing anyone can be is prepared, and that’s exactly what you were out there today.”
Joel’s not expecting a response, but he can tell he’s finally gotten through. 
He takes your hand in his and presses soft kisses over your knuckles. After letting go, he eases off the couch to kneel at your feet. You admire the slight hunch of his shoulders as he moves to untie your boots, the delicate way he handles the laces as if they’re somehow a fragile extension of you. 
When he’s done, you angle your feet to make it easier for him to pull the boots off. Even then, he doesn’t stand up. He stays on his knees so you’re eye to eye. 
“How’s a shower sound?” He gently squeezes your knee and waits to follow your lead. 
It’s an illusion of control he’s offering for your sake. Really, it’s all him. After everything today, all you want to do is let go. Follow someone you know you can trust. Someone who always knows how to lead the way.
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Joel gets the shower started and, before long, both of you have stripped to your undergarments. He watches as you begin to pull your sports bra over your head, and helps you on the tail end because the strong elastic won’t set you free. 
You don’t meet his gaze again until after you’ve stepped out of your panties. Joel’s eyes rove over you with a quiet, fond attentiveness, and you realize he’s looking for bruises or any sign you’re in pain. 
“I’m okay,” you manage a small smile. 
“Okay,” he says, then runs a hand through his hair as if he still hasn’t quite accepted that you are. His bicep flexes as he does. The expanse of his chest is broad, dusted with dark hair. 
“I promise.” 
Finally, he nods like he believes you. “Go ahead and get in. See you shivering.” The bathroom hasn’t quite warmed up yet, and the window is drafty. Joel makes a mental note to get it resealed. 
You waist no time doing just that. A deep hum escapes you as the water meets your skin. 
From behind the curtain, you can make out the outline of Joel’s figure as he pushes his boxers down his legs. Over the sound of the running water, you can just barely hear him gathering your clothes to go put them in the hamper. 
When he joins you, there’s a gentleness to the way he lathers your body with soap. A diligence. The steam lifting around you carries the light, earthy scent of lemon balm. You let him run the bath sponge along your arms as the warm spray of the shower patters onto your back. 
When he’s done, you wrap your arms around him so the front of your bodies are pressed together. Without pause, he graces the sponge across your shoulderblades before gliding it down your back. He continues all the way down the curve of your backside. You pucker your lips against the front of his shoulder in a pert kiss. He kisses your forehead in return. 
It’s a miracle your legs have held you up thus far. If you were to let yourself go limp, a small part of you likes to believe you’d somehow float. That’s how relaxed you feel. But you have half a mind not to test the theory. The thought makes you chuckle, and Joel peeks down at you with a budding smile of his own. 
“What?” he asks lightly, but you shake your head and close your eyes. “Don’t fall asleep on me.” 
“‘M’not,” you murmur. 
Joel hums in feigned disbelief.  “That doesn’t sound very convincing.” He puts a hand on your hip in a silent request for you to turn around. 
When you do, he snakes an arm around your waist. Behind you, he’s a promise. All muscle, warmth, and wet skin. He runs the sponge over your breasts before dipping down to gently run along the undersides.
Your eyes flutter closed again, just as he presses his soft lips to the pulse beating beneath your ear. The shiver that tumbles down your spine makes you lean back into him, and he’s right there holding you up, getting you clean, weaving you so surely into the fabric of the present. 
He lets you do the same for him. Allows himself to relish the gentleness of your touch. 
Touching his forehead to yours, his voice is thick as he whispers, “Glad you’re okay.” 
The two of you stay in the shower long after you’re clean. 
Until the water runs cold. 
‱‱‱
The mattress dips as Joel crawls into his side of the bed. Per your request, candles burn on both of your nightstands, bright enough to provide a glow to see each other’s faces. His warmth is behind you before long, chest to your back as he drapes an arm over your waist. It’s a reminder that he’ll never let go. 
The room is quiet aside from your breaths and the occasional creaks of the walls. You rest a hand over Joel’s to run your thumb over his skin and along the bumps of his knuckles. 
“I’m terrible,” you say all of a sudden. Joel shifts behind you, prepared to counter even without the full context, but you continue, “I never asked about your day.”
Joel gives you a squeeze. “Probably would’ve bored you to half to death anyways.” 
A small smile buds on your face. “Half alive is better than nothing,” you say. 
A chuckle rumbles through his chest, vibrating straight into you. You’d wage wars to hear that sound. Cross oceans to reach it again. Joel feels you shake with a small laugh of your own, and it further solidifies that you’re going to be alright. 
“Let’s see,” he decides to humor you after a brief moment of silence. You turn around in his arms and touch your feet to his beneath the sheets.
“Everything went well at the stables,” he says. “Alamo's doing a lot better. Stopped by the Tipsy Bison to tell Clyde on my way home.” You can hear the tiredness in his voice, making it gruffer. 
“Aww, really?” 
Joel hums and places a hand on your hip. He draws smalls circles with his thumb. 
“He’s such a beautiful horse,” you think aloud. His coat is as black as the night. 
“I’m starting to notice a pattern,” you slip your hand beneath the hem of Joel’s shirt to splay over his side.
“What might that be?” he asks. 
“You making everything better. People, animals...” 
Joel huffs an amused breath through his nose, but doesn’t say anything. Maybe not everything, but he sure as hell knows he’ll never stop showing up. 
You scoot closer to him and allow your lips to find his amid the candlelight. Slow and steady like you’ve got forever. 
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Cowgirl reader x art when
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𐚁 ✼⋆˙ needy!art donaldson x cowgirl NSFW 18+
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art doesn’t even know why he agreed to go with patrick down south for an impromptu boys trip.
it’s stickier down there; the humidity so high that the air is practically drinkable.
the heat suffocated him and climbed down his throat the second he got off the plane, and patrick had unsurprisingly laughed at him when he developed sweat stains on his tee shirt after only ten minutes in the uber to their hotel. it wasn’t his fault, he just never handled high temperatures well.
he blamed the desert, or whatever hellish fire-breathing beast was desecrating this part of the country with such unimaginable warmth. he could hardly think straight with the way his clothing clung to his heat-prickled skin.
he regretted going on the trip from the moment they touched down at the airport. he wished he had stayed back home, then at least he could get some time on the courts. but no.
and so he ruminated on the idea that he shouldn’t have come.
that is, until he and pat went out to a bar that first night.
patrick had already gotten drunk in the first twenty-five minutes and was feeling up a stranger, staggering with them off into a booth buried at the back of the establishment to get handsy. art’s eyes had rolled so far back that he was sure the earth had almost tipped with them.
he leaned over the busy bar, sipping his underwhelming tequila soda until he felt someone different slip into the space next to him.
a woman.
a pretty—no, sexy one at that.
glossy lips, a loose tee shirt that hung off of one shoulder (pink bra strap on display), dark flare jeans that hugged her in all the right places, brown leather boots, and a cowboy hat.
she couldn’t look more typically southern. but fuck, she was hot.
she turns her head and smiles up at him, her hat tilting up with her neck’s movement to expose more of her face.
“hey,” she hums, her eyes scanning him up and down before he can even speak, “
 you’re not from here, are you?”
her voice is warm and silky, like dark chocolate. it floods his brain and immediately dilutes his thoughts into incoherent ramblings.
god, why hasn’t he said anything?
say something, damn it!
“ha..! no, no.. not from here,” art chuckles out nervously after a brief clearing of his throat.
she just smirks. putting her pearly whites on display for everyone to see. or maybe just for him..?
“yeah, i could tell by the way you’re dressed.”
was.. was that an insult?
is he supposed to laugh?
shit, she smells like the most delicious—
the thoughts in his brain are cut off abruptly when he feels her hand on his chest, dragging down.
oh fuck.
“relax, city boy,” she purrs with an intoxicating drawl, her free hand taking the hat off of her own head and placing it on top of his blonde curls, “i didn’t mean to get y’all worked up.. i’ll buy you a drink, hm?”
“i.. uh, i mean— okay, yeah, uhm, sure. i’ll take a drink..”
—
an hour comes and goes, and then art somehow winds up in the back of the girl’s car; parked on the outskirts of the small gravel lot.
it’s a shiny, cherry-red convertible. fuzzy dice hanging from the rearview mirror. a picture of a well-groomed black horse tucked into the driver seat’s personal mirror (which she flipped up once the two of them were taking off their clothes).
patrick was still somewhere in the bar, preoccupied, so art felt less guilty about letting this woman drag him out the backdoor towards her vehicle. all it had taken was one sloppy kiss, and then he was willingly trailing behind her like a sick dog.
art can hardly process that now they’re completely naked; his flushed back sticking to her leather seats as she sinks down on his cock. a shuddering groan is pulled forcefully from his chest, spilling out in the next instant. he feels his balls draw up once, twice, three times in response to the feeling of her tight cunt gripping around him, and he swears he could almost come right then and there. she’s like a fucking goddess.
“can you handle me?” she smirks down to him, starting to rock her hips rhythmically like she’s riding a mechanical bull, “i wanna hear an answer, darlin’
”
“can’t—“
ugh, he’s choking on his words. shaking hands holding her waist with the desperation of a guy who hasn’t gotten laid in over a year. he’s allowed to be a bit pathetic.
“can’t?” she repeats, bouncing now on his slicked-up shaft, her nails running down his tensing abdomen and leaving red stripes in their wake.
he shakes his head, a loud whimper and gasp following suit. his thighs are starting to tremble. toes already started curling thirty seconds ago.
“can’t— can’t last, not gonna last—“
the woman just laughs lowly and rolls her pelvis in slow circles. art’s body vaults up in response, pushing against her weight on top of him as he feels a blurt of precome erupt from his tip and surround him in the condom— daring him to disappoint her and let it all go before he gets the go-ahead.
“ohh
 aah— you really aren’t from around here, are you? poor lil’ thing
”
he doesn’t know why that statement from her makes his gut stir with pre-orgasmic convulsions. he’s trying to meet her movements with his own thrusts, but he’s losing stamina fast. every buck of his body into her pussy sends a sharp bolt of pleasure right up his spine. he’s sweating almost as much now as he was when he first arrived. probably moreso, if he’s honest.
and shit, he can’t be anything but honest at this point.
she’s making him forget everything he ever disliked about this part of the country.
she’s making him feel like her pussy could solve all of his problems.
she’s making him feel like
 like
 like—
“oh, god—!” he hiccups, squeezing into her torso, head tipped back and biceps curling as he tries to tug her down closer, “i’m sorry, i can’t hold it— i’m gonna come, can’t— can’t stop-!”
she giggles, and then there’s the voice again. warm, smooth, low. dripping right into the crook of his neck.
“alright, city boy,” she whispers, “come then.”
and that’s all it takes.
art’s eyes squeeze shut, his jaw slacks, and he lets out the most desperate strangled cry as he feels the scorching waves of pleasure consume him from all sides. he feels his cock kick against her palpating walls, pulses of his sticky white release webbing on the inside of the latex.
he’s practically vibrating by the time the aftershocks roll around, his baby blues looking up dazedly to the smiling woman still connected to him. her hands cup his flushed cheeks, her thumbs wiping beaded sweat from his temples and his forehead.
“there ya go
 thaaat’s it, darlin’
 let it all out
”
art sucks his bottom lip between his teeth and whimpers as he feels his dick stir inside of her, threatening to shoot again just from her words.
“haah
 ha-aahngh
 hnngh,” he quakes, gasping for air and trying to calm himself down, “h-how did
 ngh— how did y-you do that t-to me..?”
trying not to sound so utterly wrecked is easier said than done, he’s realizing that now. he really can’t prevent it- he’s nothing more than a limp mess underneath her perfect form.
he winces and hisses softly with sensitivity when she torturously rocks just once more over his spent parts.
“oh, honey,” she laughs, “we just do it different down here.”

 god, he loves the south.
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Can't Catch Me | A König One-Shot
König runs into a spot of trouble with the mob. But wouldn't you know it, his favorite barista is heading home and is willing to play along.
For @backseatsoldier *hugs, kisses, and hopefully König spends the night*
CW: 18+ Minors do not interact, kissing, ass smacking, suggestive themes
You stretched your neck as you walked the final stretch toward home. Two jobs, an early morning barista shift followed by a break, and then a half shift at a call center always left you drained. But between the two schedules, you had time to do two classes a day or settle at the school library and bust out homework before it was due. No matter the time the sun had always hidden itself away before you could leave the call center.
The shitty and small bathtub in your flat and a bath bomb someone had given you for Christmas two years back called your name. The well of the tub was so thin that water got trapped behind you as you emptied it. You forgot that until you went to stand up and a flood of water rushes over your legs and toes.
You are flung, quite literally, from your thoughts when you meet a wall nose first. Rubbing your nose you step back and look up, and up, and up. Oh! You know this wall! He comes by your coffee shop regularly enough and always gives K as his name.
“Oh! Iced chai with two espresso, sorry about that. I should have been watching where I was going.”
The tall, broad man glances behind him. His face is hidden by a surgical mask, as always. When he glances back to you a spark of something, something concerning, lights in his eyes.
“You know me, ja?” At your confused nod he continues, “How much I pay you pretend we together?”
Blinking rapidly is your only response before your mouth forms a “wha” shape.
“Five hundred enough?”
“Uh-u-sure?”
He rips the mask off, shoving it deep in his pocket before grabbing your right hand in his left and circling a long arm around you, caging you between the combined length of your arms.
“How was work love?”
He stares down at you expectantly. The sound of pounding feet reaches your ears, the volume rising with each step.
“Honestly love? It was exhausting.”
His eyes get wider the closer the footsteps get. You wrench the hat off your head, ignoring the hat hair you undoubtedly have. Slapping it down over his massive skull you have never been more thankful for what your mother always complained of as your ‘overly large, vagina-tearing noggin’. It’s a bit of a tight fit but the layer of change helps his shoulders relax a fraction.
“What made it so bad?”
You start walking as he continues the charade, tugging him along despite his clear resistance.
“So, you know how my boss is a complete asshole right?” He grunts and you continue, “Well he just hired his daughter to be the office manager, which first off is clearly a nepo choice but I’m just a part-time employee what the hell can I say about it?”
Two men dressed all in black and guns on their hips race past the two of you with barely a glance.
“Not much,” he agrees, ear tipped toward the retreating footsteps. “How much to go to your apartment until I can get a ride here?”
“Your name.”
He looks down at you, brows pinched together under the brim of your borrowed hat.
“König.”
“Thank you, König. Yes, you can come and hang out at my apartment until you get your ride scheduled.”
The stress from his shoulders and the pinched look on his face disappeared.
“Now tell me more, I thought you worked at the coffee shop.” He falls into step with you now, slower shorter steps keeping up with your slightly elongated to accommodate for him.
“I do, I work the early shift at the cafĂ© and then have a few hours off for school and homework before I do my late-night job so I can make rent.” Bumping his thigh with your hip you continue, “What do you do other than running from gangsters?”
“Mobsters,” he countered, “Blow stuff up, mostly.”
“Mmm. Quite impressive.”
The sound of footsteps, speeding back toward you sent both your hackles up.
König leaned down into your ear, “How much to kiss you?”
Mind can’t keep up with all these jumps and you spit out the first number word you can think of.
“Hundred!”
He lets out a small laugh, pulling you tighter to him and moving you both forward as he directs your steps closer to the wall. Your back hits the wall as the men come into view. König’s lips are on your before you can think of much else.
Could a brain give a blue screen of death? That’s the only way you can describe the complete lack of function your brain produces when his lips meet yours. Movement happens by need alone and that need has you pulling him closer, fingers digging into the flesh at his waist as you lick the seam of his lips. His forearm lands next to your head as his knees buckle slightly.
The footsteps slow as they pass you but the wanton, and frankly, too graphic to be outside of a bedroom or a porno sounds shoot erupts out of you, sending them scurrying away. Some masculine cologne sweeps into your brain, killing off the last of your brain cells. You would climb him like a tree given half a chance.
“Six hundred,” he whispers as he pulls back slightly.
Eyes unfocused, you blindly reach out and grab him by the collar. Dragging him back to your lips you catch his lower lip between your teeth, pulling gently as you lean away. The tiniest sound escapes from deep in his throat, a spear thrown that landed directly in your needy bits.
“Seven hundred,” you breathed on his lips.
Breaths mingling König watches you watch him. The condensation of his breath warms and cools your face.
“Those kisses are worth a hundred a piece,” he whispers as if worship is his primary language.
Movement from the edge of your vision alerts you to the mob’s incoming presence.
“Pick me up, keep pretending. I can direct you to my apartment,” an edge of panic creeps into your voice as you force your eyes to not move from his.
He does as you command, hands so wide they nearly span the width of your thighs as he lifts you, knees hugging his waist and ankles locking behind his back.
The giggle that escapes you is real. You were too solid for nearly any other man to hoist you like this. He settles both arms under your butt, holding you close. Flopping onto his shoulders, kissing up and down his neck you count the doorways until you see the one before yours and bite gently on König’s earlobe. He pulls you tighter when you start to murmur.
“This next door is mine. They are still following but looking way less suspiciously at us. Smack my ass.”
König didn’t need to be told twice. The crack of his large hand across your backside made the men following flinch and turn away, confident now that the man they had followed half a block was not the person they were looking for.
You didn’t mean to, but your jaw tightened, pinching his earlobe tighter as you whine into his ear. He let out a groan that would haunt your masturbation sessions until you reached death, dildo in hand.
Letting go of his ear you rest back on his shoulder. He rubs out the sting of his smack; your inner walls clench at the care.
“First door is unlocked. Head to the top floor. I’m in six.”
He isn’t breathing hard when he tops the several flights of stairs, even despite the additional weight of your body.
When he lets you down it is with a slide down the length of his body, a slight bulge at his zipper confirms you weren’t the only one affected by the shared kisses. You spin around, focusing diligently on the task of unlocking the door. Throwing the door wide you step in and gesture to the space.
“Get comfortable, call your ride. I need to change and get ready for bed. I have to be awake in five hours for work,” you don’t turn as you stalk further into your small apartment.
Shutting the bedroom door you cover your mouth with both hands as you force the deepest breaths you can manage through your nose. After the tenth deep breath, you are calm enough to change. Your long pants and ugliest hoodie are your shields. A soft, wireless bra you pray is enough to keep the ladies from trying to claw their way to say hello and a clean, dry pair of underwear is the last of the changes.
Stepping from the bedroom you find König staring out the window and down at the street.
“Wanna watch a show while you wait for your ride?” You twist the inner portion of your hoodie pocket around one finger.
“Ja,” he nods and settles into one corner of the couch with three massive steps.
Turning on something calming, settling yourself on the other side of the couch, a pillow wedged underneath your head. You are drifting when his phone buzzes once.
He curses in what sounds like German before tapping your leg with two fingers.
“My ride is delayed. Can I purchase more kisses?”
Any sleep that might have been gathering fled like birds as a toddler ran full force toward them. You popped upright, looking over every bit of the man you could see in the shifting light of the TV.
The serious cast to his face decided your answer for you. Crawling into his lap, not unlike the way he carried you home less than an hour ago, you settle yourself pussy to penis. The layers of clothing between you would not prevent you from enjoying this stolen bit of time.
“König, I am going to do my best to bankrupt you,” your fingers creep up his arms as his hands settle on your waist.
“Gut.”
No more words are shared, only base noises, keening cries, and the wet sounds of sloppy kisses.
Preemptive tags because I know how much these two people love König: @demothers-empty-blog @machveil
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