#tlou2 thoughts

[yushnikka]

They are so young.

I recently started replaying TLOU2 and I love the dialogue between Ellie and Dina during Seattle Day 1. Kudos to the writers of the game because they seem like typical teenagers who share their wildest dreams. When I think about TLOU2 I think of all the brutal scenes of violence and mistreatment of one's own community (i.e., Ellie's reaction to Dina's pregnancy, the Bigotry from Seth, etc.).

Although, the passing dialogue of Seattle Day 1 reminds me that Ellie and Dina are only teenagers. I remember going along with whatever my friends dreamed of at the cusp of adulthood. Go to another country? Sure. Rent a house to hangout? Absolutely. But none of these things were ever going to happen and we knew that. The inevitably of our dreams for each other not coming true did not need to be mentioned.

A good example of them having dreamy teen ideas is their dialogue after leaving the Courthouse in Seattle Day 1:

Dina: You know... I’ve always dreamed of fixing up a farm... Just outside of Jackson.

Ellie: Why wouldn’t you stay in town?

Dina: I dunno. I like the idea of real space.

Ellie: Sounds lonely.

Dina: Only if you’re doing it alone.

Ellie: Okay. So, are we going to like... raise sheep and milk cows?

Dina: Are you making fun of me?

Ellie: (smiles) No. It actually sounds... kinda nice.

Dina: Really?

Ellie: Yeah. Really.

Or when Dina talks about Jesse's dreams, back when they are still in Jackson.

Dina: Jesse talked a lot about going to Canada. He said there’s these. Like, giant waterfalls out there he wanted to see.

Of course, they and "we", the player, don't know that Dina's dream will become real (sorry, Jesse) but the conversation starts and ends casually. Or whether they'll even survive together in Seattle Day 1. Although, surprisingly, as we get closer to the News Sation, Dina starts to question exactly what Ellie is going to do to Joel's killers.

I find Dina's questioning to be very real, Ellie's plan seems half-baked and completely driven by her grief. It is funny that I want to say "they have nothing better to do" as if they are not actively surviving an apocalypse. (That statement is a by-product of being a jaded adult.) But Ellie and Dina have gone through immeasurable loss, exposed to and participated in horrific violence, it is not surprising that this is the course of action they took.

Back to the topic, Dina's questioning seems real because they are really getting into the thick of it when continuing the journey to the TV Station. They are slowly finding out that the WLF is currently feuding with The Serphites and had intimate encounters with FEDRA. Plus, the WLF are now concerned about Ellie and Dina getting their lick back due to Abby killing Joel. Here's some dialogue of Dina and Ellie closing in on the TV Station.

Dina: Ugh. This one’s fresh. And he’s got one of those wolf patches.

Ellie: Guess they didn’t make it out with their gas after all.

Dina: That’s good, right?

Ellie: If those fuckers who killed Joel got taken out by some random infected...

Dina: Then they’d still be dead, Ellie.

Ellie: I’m not sure that’s justice.

Dina is a voice of reason, she communicates her empathy and concern for Ellie's situation. I find Dina's, comments to be expected since they did travel for weeks just to be in *way more* shit than they bargained for.

Honestly, this is far as my thought go. I wish I could write more but I couldn't articulate it well. ( > _ < '')

I just wanted somewhere to put my thoughts as I replay the game.

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I got the Transcript from this website: The Last of Us Part II Full Transcript (game-scripts-wiki.blogspot.com)

The colors are just because I like to color code for no reason.

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WWJD? What Would Joel Do?

(It's just me making the ASL "J" sign over my chest, like it's the sign of the christian cross) The "J" sign is backwards when I do it but you get the gist.

[astralnymphh]

MDNI — ellie + lovers who are on the quiet side during climax. while she may dote upon every cute whimper or little huff you make due to whatever service of ecstasy she's enacting - whether it be oral, fingering, or tribbing - denial is fruitful when it comes to challenging her knack to fuck you into a scream, or two. "gonna show me your voice t'night, babe? 'want that old bigot next door to know how good he can't give it to his wife," rasping with her lips straying a fingerbreadth from yours, feeding you each syllable - and exerting each hump of her crotch into yours. you lay quiet and splayed, per usual, as her swollen, tepid clit brushes yours ever so slightly in muscle memory grinds she executes flawlessly - then glues the two buds together with the intent of bouncing on it - her favorite technique that you prefer. last time she did this, she caught you withholding every bite of the yelp that filled your airways and nearly escaped. so, a surefire way to louden you up now, right? well, not if the tightness threatening the knot in her clit eliminates her first, "oh— fuck, you comin' with me? comin' with— no? haha, god, how fast do i need to fuck you with my pussy? hmm?"

[can include a big text version if requested]

[firstlov3-latespring]

sucking on abby’s fingers😵‍💫😵‍💫NSFW

with one hand she’s cupping your jaw so you wouldn’t move, and with the other she has her middle and ring fingers down your throat. calling you a “good girl” while she’s stuffing them even more further down. abby’s thick, and long fingers so deep down your throat that your practically gagging on them, with your saliva dripping from the sides of your mouth, and down your chin, & your tongue licking on her fingers. she’s smirking down at you and you’re in full bliss atp, your eyes are watering with almost tears falling from them, almost. it was as if you don’t want abby to shove them down more further, as if you want her to take them out of your mouth bc it was becoming way too much. but you don’t, you’re enjoying this so much that you want all five fingers down your throat, hell you probably want all ten, to be gagging on all of them. “ya want me to go deeper baby?” she questions, already knowing the answer. she shoves her fingers now knuckles deep into your mouth, your throat making gagging sounds and it was like music to abby’s ear, & she even lets out a loud grunt. the tears of joyful fingers sucking now have fallen from your eyes, and maybe the next thing you’ll be gagging on will be abby’s even more thicker, longer, and girther strap…yummy😋

i have a longer drabble of this in my drafts but it’s absolute doo doo so you can have this instead:)) | divider credits @/gigittamic

daily click. don’t buy tlou. help palestine

[xrstuve]

SWEET TREATS | abby anderson x fem! reader !

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🪷 | little drabble of abby!! pure pure fluff <33 click here for pt2!!

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“abby, stop!!” you laugh, peeling her arms off you, trying to get back to baking the cake. you look at her, eyebrows furrowed but a small smile still present on your face. “stop eating my icing!! i won’t have enough for our cake!”

abby just chuckles and shakes her head as she looks back at you, a coy smile on her face, raising a brow at you. “as if i’m the only one who’s enjoying it!” she gets closer to you, one arm wrapping around your waist in attempt of pulling you closer to her, as the other one cups your chin, raising your face up at her. your eyes widen as you look at her, feeling your face heat up at the sudden action.

“look at you” she whispers as she gazes at your face, some icing still placed on your cheek. abby smirks as she raises her thumb up to your face, rubbing off the excess icing as she lets go off you and brings her thumb to her mouth, licking the leftover icing as she sends you a sly smirk.

your cheeks flush at her act as you tear your gaze away from her, trying to continue baking your cake but it seemed almost impossible with her in the same room. she always found a way to distract you from whatever you were doing, wanting nothing but your full blown attention. you let out a small huff, not sparing a glance at her as you continue mixing the batter.

“who’s the cook here, hmm? only i can try it until it’s finished. then maybe i’ll be ever so kind to let you try it.” abby chuckles as she gets closer to you, wrapping her buff arms around your waist from behind while she places her head on the crook of your neck. “what the wife says goes.” she says, placing small kisses on the side of your neck all the way up to your ear, making your eyes flutter shut, humming in satisfaction. you could feel her smile against your ear, her hair tickling your neck as you shiver from the closeness. “though i bet it won’t be as sweet as you.”

your eyes widen and you could feel your ears getting hot, feeling instantly embarrassed at what she just said. “abby! will you stop that!” abby just chuckles at your reaction and backs off you, leaning against the counter to get a better look at you. you stare back at her, cheeks rosy and brows furrowed, a small frown plastered on your face, though she could tell that you were keeping a smile from her.

she raises her arms up in self defense, “okay okay! i’ll stop i promise.” she chuckles, finally deciding to stop teasing you, though she couldn’t help herself at the sight of you. you send her an unconvinced look, brows raised. she shakes her head and looks down at you, grabbing your hand from the counter and raising it up to her lips, leaving a soft kiss as she pulls away, sending you a smile. “i promise.”

you shake your hand off her, not trusting a word she said, as you went back to mixing the eggs into the batter. “hmph, fine.” abby’s smile widens as she lets out a satisfied hum.

“thank you baby, you’re the best” she says, planting a kiss to your cheek as you roll your eyes, a small smile spreading on your face. “yeah yeah, now come here and help me with the icing.”

“yes ma’am” she obeys and goes around the kitchen counter, taking the small bowl that contained the pink icing into her hands. she stares at it for a bit as you look over at her questionably, wondering what she planned on doing. in less of a blink of an eye, you catch her swiping her finger across the bowl, getting a small amount of icing as she throws it at you playfully, some of it landing on your apron and on your face.

you stare at her with your mouth agape, slowly taking in the mess she just made. abby bursts into laughter as she hurriedly tries to run away from you, knowing that you were going to scold her.

“abigail anderson!! get back here!!”

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hi hi hi!! sorry for the inactivity!! i’ve been so so busy with exams lately that i’ve barely had any time to write 😭 so sorry that this drabble’s so short!! once i finally finish with school stuff, i’ll be writing way more :)) happy late valentine’s day!! 💗 hope y’all have a wonderful week <3

[elsbunny]

— els with a hyper feminine gf!

warnings: hyper feminine reader, ellie being a nerd, gf!ellie, LOSER els, ellie being a meanie in the beginning just because shes a idiot in love, overall just fluff <3

when ellie first met you she thought you were shallow, and she still curses herself for it

with that let’s say she didn't get along with you at first, always getting irritated when you demanded more time to get ready

there was no way to get away from you because you guys had the same group of friends, so in time ellie learned that you weren't just some fancy doll who only thinks about pink and glitter

she even learned that you get extremely frustrated when you forget your lip gloss, so she bought one to always keep in her pocket

ellie who became obsessed with the perfume you wear and always manages to smell you up close

ellie who thinks you are the sweetest girl in town

ellie who still tries to pretend she doesn't care about you, but every time she sees a cute stuffed animal she buys it and has it delivered to your house

ellie who always rolls her eyes every time you start talking about the expensive bags you like, even though she loves hearing you talk about things that amuse you

ellie who loves that your not afraid to perform your femininity

ellie who finally accepted that she adores that your always so giddy and jumpy and pretty like a doll

ellie who got close to you and started giving you the sweetest nicknames (dollie, sweet face, pretty girl, angel, princess, bambi and pinkie)

ellie who had about fifty existential crises before asking you out and sending you a paper at the end with a "do you want to be the only mouth I kiss, yes or no?" and of course she put a little heart on the side

gf!ellie is the type of girlfriend who sends you pictures of marceline and princess bubblegum saying "that's so us"

gf!ellie who would just sit there, smiling like a idiot watching you ramble about some new cute outfit you bought for yourself, always nodding her head to make sure you know shes following along

gf!ellie who stays up all night watching tutorials on how to do cute hairstyles

gf!ellie who became a MASTER at styling your hair, always adding cute little pink bows because she knows you’d love it

gf!ellie who took some time to fully understand your fashion sense

gf!ellie who became your personal skincare product tester

gf!ellie who learned how to paint your nails

gf!ellie who patiently waits for you to get ready and smile widely when you show up all pretty

gf!ellie who always appreciates the way you take your time to always be neat

gf!ellie who was extremely happy when you bought matching pajamas, yours being pink with bunnies everywhere and hers being green with little dinosaurs everywhere

gf!ellie who grew a bit possessive after she realized that everyone finds you attractive

gf!ellie who always sends you links of cheap, but nice, clothes expecting you to spend less

gf!ellie who associates you with everything thats cute

gf!ellie who saw a cute bunny and immediately sent you a picture saying "that's literally you babe”

gf!ellie who loves that you both are the perfect example of polar opposites

gf!ellie who deeply loves everything about you and would do anything to make HER sweet girl happy <3

MIGHT MAKE A PART TWO BECAUSE HYPER FEM X LOSER MASC ITS MY KINDA OF THIIIING BABES

[ijustwantcuddless]

so i had a thought.

i love this trend and these made me laugh because i immediately thought 'this is def how ellie and abby would react to this trend' lmfao.

ellie:

abby:

anyways, thank you for coming to my ted talk 🏃🏽‍♀️💨 *scadaddles*

[prettyinsophie]

the more you hate her the harder she fucks me🤞🏼

[sky-is-the-limit]

My brother: why do you enjoy tlou2 so much?

My brain: *don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say lesbians don't say-*

Me: zombies, idk

[souleaterellie]

i am on. the floor. FUCK!!!!!

creds: angel-gbc on youtube :)

[purplegrapevines]

Imagine a threesome with Abby and Ellie. They hate each other, and they're so possessive of you. They'll fuck you at the same time to see whose name you scream the loudest. They'll manhandle you into any position they want and tie you up however they like. They both have insane stamina so you'll really get no break with those two.

[astralnymphh]

ct; praise kink brainrot, strapping, ellie proving something with her plastic schlong cause she can't help but make you feel good during everyday praise.

☆ quick jot just thinking about conversing with jackson!ellie and somehow stumbling upon the topic of "who's smarter" with the context of her being into science and astronomy. laying on your sides, huddled n' facing each other, drowsy lips carrying words across the small space bridging you both: "I'm not as smart as you, ellie. you spent your time in here reading every book on space you could find like a knowledge junkie." and when those words fall from your lips — of course, her nostrils and brows screw up, and her lips crinkle into a doubtful smile, giving you the old "don't say that" quotidian expression. "whaat?" she elongates her tone, "you're crazy, babe. i've seen your work, you're like.. fucking brilliant." chuckling light and snapping up the chance to scoot closer, crooking her middle finger around your ear to pull the few flimsy whiskers of hair away from your cheek and watching you cringe at her commonplace compliment. "no way." you insist with disbelief firm in your jaw — and an idea crosses her face.

"look at you, my smart girl." her husky comment directed towards you, bouncing your hips up and down on her strap. however determined you are to ride the pleasure out, your grinds and lifts were noticeabley tired — she observes this in a head tilt, and beams amusedly. before you could say anything about her calling you "smart girl", nor breathe the beginning of a response, ellie's minding her barren hands to your ass cheeks and filling them tightly — to spread them, feel them bulge from the tines of her digits, pull them wider as her legs retire from laying splat to bending in support; reinforcing her pelvis to fastly fuck up into you. dangling your head back freely, you let your underside get throughly used while the slaps of skin and the spate of her coos draw aimlessly through your skull, "my smart girl knows how to make me cum— oh, fuck, mhh make that face again for me baby?" her small tits jerking as she exerts all of her trained and bottled energy into slamming her cock right into your highest, deepest pleasure point. you hit the mark; make the exact face she likes — and her praises are dancing all over your excited, thrumming skin, and knotting inside your stuffed up pussy, "oh-hoh, yeah? so good at this, aren't you?"

[beforeimdeceased]

abby’s the type to help you get dressed after like i just know she’s completely lovestruck as she ushers your legs into the holes of your underwear and smiles at you while she pulls them up. “saw you shaking and thought i’d help you out a little bit.” cocky freak! teasing you the next morning as she lays a firm hand on your back to: “check on your spine. did i break your back last night?” which is absolutely getting her an eye roll because yes abagail, i think you did.

[xrstuve]

AS LONG AS I’M WITH YOU | abby anderson x reader !

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nightmares chased abby in her sleep night after night, making it almost impossible for her to get an ounce of rest, thoughts running through her head every time she closed her eyes, not long enough until she was engulfed by the frightening feeling of waking up to yet another nightmare.

you were the only person who knew about her usual nightmares, making it clear to her that you were always there for her whenever she needed help, or when she just needed a shoulder to cry on. someone who could help her understand her feelings, buried deep inside of her under what felt like a heavy amount of emotions she couldn’t seem to control. her emotional state was a mess, and she only showed that side of her to you. she let herself become vulnerable around you, knowing that you would always accept that part of her although it was falling apart, wanting to be fixed.

and tonight was one of those restless nights, not being able to get a wink of sleep and constantly being tormented by nightmares, which always seemed to be the same ones that haunted her over and over.

abby neared your room, softly knocking on your door as she tried to make the least amount of noise possible. it was currently 2:36 am, only the soft light of the moon illuminated the dark hall, your room number in her view as she stared at the door, emotionless. she immediately felt guilty for disturbing you this late at night, not wanting to wake you up from your sleep, but her thoughts were interrupted when you opened the door, dressed in your pajamas as your sleepy eyes sent a soft expression towards abby.

you could already tell what was up, her body trembling and dark eye bags prominent as abby looks up briefly at you, slowly lowering her gaze as she lets out a shaky sigh. you bring your hand up to her cheek, delicately caressing as a way to comfort her. you lead her in, taking her hand into yours, fingers interlocked as you guide her to your medium sized bed.

not a single word was exchanged from the interaction, making abby feel a bit more at peace at not having to respond to any questions and just being able to bask in each other’s silence. you peel the duvet from off your bed, slowly sliding in and positioning yourself so that abby could lay beside you, resting her head on your chest, her body instantly relaxing from the warmth you radiated.

her body moved closer to you, legs intertwined as she wrapped her arms around your waist. you rested your head against hers, sighing as your fingers massaged her scalp, playing with the strands of her hair as you felt her breathing slow down.

you carefully move your head to look at abby, and you can notice her expression clearly. brows furrowed, her lush lashes still tainted by tears, the curve of her nose accentuated by the dim light that went through your window curtains. you could feel that her body was still tense, trying to rub her shoulders while you laid your head just above hers.

“relax baby, i’m here with you” you said as you place a kiss on her forehead, softly humming against her skin, feeling her body relaxing against yours. “it’s okay love, i’m here.”

“i don’t want to lose you too.” she finally speaks, voice trembling as her lips quivered. she tried so hard not to cry, but the more you reassured her and whispered sweet nothings to her, the more she felt like crying. it was surreal for her. to have someone who cared so much, especially someone like you.

your heart ached at her state, slowly getting worried as you shift in order to look at her better, moving your hands to cup her face, making sure to get rid of the tears that were forming in her eyes. she leaned against your touch, closing her eyes as more tears threatened to stain her cheeks.

“baby, i’ll always be here for you. i could never leave you, okay?” your tone soft and gentle as she slowly opens her eyes, staring at you for a few seconds as she sends you a small smile, getting closer to press a chaste kiss on your lips, pulling away and placing her head on the crook of your neck.

she slowly nods, feeling reassured at the thought of you always being there for her. you hear her sniffle, her nose rubbing against your neck which makes you let out a soft giggle at the ticklish feeling. abby catches this, proceeding to place soft kisses against your neck, making you hum contently.

your eyes meet hers, and oh does your heart swell. her eyes on you as she sends you a big warm smile, accentuating her dimple on her left side as she looks at you lovingly, as if you hung the stars up in the night sky. “what’s got you smiling like that all of a sudden, hmm?” you whisper, averting your gaze from her lips to her eyes.

“nothing baby, i just love you so so much.” she proceeds to press her lips on your cheek, leaving soft kisses on your skin as she slowly gets on top of you, her elbows propped on her sides, not wanting to crush you. you push her away softly to meet her eyes again, cupping her cheeks, abby leaning against your touch as she loops up at you through her eyelashes.

“i love you too baby, i’ll always be here for you.” you take her hand, offering a small kiss on the side of her palm, reciprocating the gentle act, making her heart melt almost immediately. you could feel one of her hands on the side of your hip, sliding its way under your shirt as she rubs soft circles across your skin.

“forever and always?” abby whispers as she leans her forehead against yours, awaiting for your answer. only the sound of the outside world could be heard in the background, while a comfortable silence was shared between the both of you.

“forever and always love.”

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is it me or pajamas is such a silly word.

i remember when i was writing this and wanted it to be angst but it drastically changed to fluff 😔 ig i’m just a sucker for fluff 🤭🤭

anyways, i wanted to thank y’all for all the love on my first post!! it rlly means a lot to me since i barely write 😭 but y’all make me want to write more!! :) i hope you enjoy this little oneshot of abs, and i hope y’all have a lovely day <33 mwah! 💗

[uhyeahnoabsolutelynot]

the gradual shift in joel from being the guy who’s so desensitized that he can carry a dead kid the same way he carried sarah to the site of her death and toss the corpse into a fire without blinking to being the guy who has a massive breakdown and almost nukes his whole life from the fear of ellie being irreparably harmed while under his care......and the way the last few episodes the show go out of their way to specifically test him on that fear.....like hey joel you’re mortally wounded and can’t protect or take care of her, what do you do. hey joel while you were bedridden she went through the worst experience of her life, what do you do. hey joel [insert spoilers for last ep here, you get the idea]. and he rises to the occasion, he pushes through the fear for her, because she asked him to. she wanted him to be the one to deliver her. she didn’t want anyone else. and he’s decided he’s going to give her whatever she wants

it takes time for the realization that he’s gonna have to confront his worst nightmare to really sink in. he’s built up a mental fortress against what happened to him 20 years ago. and you see that when he really starts to care is when all of that comes back up. the time skip between ep 5 and 6 was probably the Joel Quietly Freaks Out with Increasing Frequency and Intensity variety hour

and him telling her she’s not his daughter. aside from being that thing where you say the worst thing you can think of to someone when you’re trying to end your relationship with them so you can’t go back and change your mind later. but also, when you peel back all the layers of pain and fear, that’s him saying “you are not going to die.” up until that moment it’s the most honest and open expression of his feelings that he’s shared with her. his daughter died in his arms. that’s what happens to “joel’s daughter.” so ellie cannot be his daughter

that probably should’ve been 3 separate posts but it’s season finale day and i’m unmedicated, fuck it

[firstlov3-latespring]

“tell your baby, that i’m your baby” 𖦹 ellie x reader | ANGST

you’ve always wondered if ellie ever actually loved you. you wondered if all the things she told you in the beginning of all this, was even true. maybe it was, maybe it wasn’t, you still don’t know the answer to that and it pained you to still look back on your past and feel your chest close up and the last breath just slip away from you. tears would fall down your face one by one, nonstop. telling yourself that it was for the better that it all ended, that you were better off alone, without ellie. but there was this aching pain in your heart that told you to chase something that was probably not there in the first place. every time you close your eyes you can still see that day you begged her to stay, to love you, to call you her baby again. even if all the times she did it wasn’t real and she didn’t mean them. but they spilt from her mouth and that made you feel some type of way, it filled something in your heart that needed to be filled. it was the missing love in your heart, the love that was meant to be given to you, by someone who truly loved you. it just wasn’t ellie, she wasn’t the one meant to fill that. but you wanted her to be, you needed her love to make you whole again. but ellie didn’t have that love, not for you at least. you would open your eyes and a tear would drip down the apple of your cheek and you’d think to yourself why am i doing this? chasing something that you could never catch because it was never there in the first place. you would see ellie with other girl that were not you and all you wanted was for her to tell her baby, that your her baby…but your not anymore, and you never were.

daily click. don’t buy tlou & read this. help palestine

[aouiaa]

Oh my god, seeing people talk about how writers describe the reader’s appearance like; “Touches her pale skin” or “wrap hand around your small waist” or some shit like that JUST LIKE YES! Like dude I’m gonna be so honest, Im not fat or skinny? In the mix? (I have a stomach) and when I started off as just a reader and seen how the writers described the readers body made me lowkey like think and sorta insecure with my body. And that’s just no. That’s why I love plus size reader or when the writer just doesn’t even describe the writers appearance to an extent (Talking skin color etc yk what I mean) but yeah just a little rant from me! 😭