I love the way you write and FFS is my favourite fic of yours. It was very healing and comforting watching a character go through such a difficult mental health journey. It made me feel less alone. Ef has motivated me to keep going on because things can always get better.
I just wanted to say thank you very much, and I hope you rest as much as you can while you're on break.
(P.S. I am super excited for Constellations!! When you mentioned Leo in the last chapter I was like YES! They're still friends!)
Hi anon
I'm so glad you enjoy Falling Falling Stars, it was such a huge undertaking but it was so cathartic even writing it and sharing it at the time, I think it's been pretty humbling honestly that so many folks have brought so much of themselves and their lives to this story, and connect with it and the characters in it.
Efnisien is pretty awesome as a character as a vehicle of 'it sucks and you might even have done bad things but you're still allowed to have good things and you can always improve / better yourself' etc. I used to get a few 'I've never done anything like Efnisien but I relate to him' and my thoughts on that have always been that many of us know what it's like to feel like the worst, even if we've relatively never done anything that bad at all. And it's hard to recover from that feeling, but...perhaps seeing how someone who has been literally the worst is doing it might help.
We all deserve a redemption narrative, even the people who didn't need redeeming in the first place.
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something was in the air today we all knew it we all asked for it and yet given something that altered the course of our entire lives we say. I Can Not Look At It Directly. they’re too much and not enough at the same time. they’re freaks and weirdos and I love them. what a great day to be a phannie as always
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I love how brains being brains can affect you on a physical level. I am literally pre-tired for the week simply because sister is up.
Even though it's not much, just the fact that I have something going on for each day this week makes me feel like each of those things are a full day task and my brain registers it as no downtime (which I know isn't true but brains are dumb).
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👽// I WROTE SO MUCH THESE LAST TWO DAYS. I AM DRUNK OFF OF MY OWN HUBRIS <-(girl who is about to take an edible and lay down now)
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my niece is staying with us for the whole weekend for the first time. until now it's always been one night only, not two.
it's the second night now and I have already decided this is not happening again anytime soon. I'm so fucking exhausted. it'd be less exhausting if it was my nephew, I think - he's older and also doesn't need as much help (even when he was her age).
I love my niece but she just asks so many questions. like when we're watching a show or a movie, even if it's one she has seen before (even multiple times), she doesn't understand what's going on and constantly asks me to explain everything. I don't mind it, really, but it does take a lot of energy. plus tonight it took over two hours for her to fall asleep because she was scared by the noises of the house and the nearby road. I get it, but damn I'm so fucking tired, I just want to sleep 😭
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Done the job interview and like. I could work there sure but wowie you guys are asking a lot out of one position. Not that I don't expect that but it's just. Hm.
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