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yourlocaldisneyvillain · 5 months

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uh, ladies? i don't feel ready to turn 27

#personal #i currently have 68 euros on my bank account bc two of my pays have been late again #upside: my rent is payed! downside: i am not sure i can currently afford breakfast ajkfdshg #and i got humiliated in an auto body shop and spilled stale mozzarella water all over myself #and got yelled at by random guys to not park literally right in front of my building #and work has been shit #and uni as well #and this is just not how i imagined my 27th birthday lol #to be fair it is tomorrow not today #but still #anyway i wanted to scream into the void #i am overworked and tired and i have been ill for over a week #and i feel like everyone is mad at me and i am continuing to make Wrong choices aaskjfdsg #i hope it is Just A Feeling #and not actual reality #adsjfhghjgfdh #anygay i have emerged to be Sad Emo uwu and now i return to my regularly scheduled suffering #pls someone tell me it's normal for your late 20's to feel like this askfjdshjgdfhjd and i can still have nice things

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thepartyishere · 5 months

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screaming into the void about this and shoot me if I end up being wrong but Steven Lim getting so much hate for the Watcher news dosen't sit right with me. watcher has 25 employees, he's surely not wholly to blame and being dogpiled by the internet must suck. this is a decision they all made as a company

dont get me wrong watcher is making a horrible mistake to move and paywall their content but it feels wrong for everyone to be saying such mean stuff soley about steven lim

#watcher #whats tumblr for if not screaming things no one cares about into the void #i just want to be ahead of the switch when everyone decides he was unfairly targeted #also i have far too much empathy #anyways lets all go watch the downfall of watcher #its a real shame but with this move they kinda deserve it #slippery slimey

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wooziorgans · 3 months

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I have reached the stage in too much to ask where it's angst time and also the sugar daddy/fwb dynamic starts to die so um.... here's. a little spoiler. it's 3 am and I have to work at 8 but inspiration hit so all-nighter time (I am such a fucking woozi bias pls this is so fucking baddddd I need to sleep regularly for once pls dear god.)

this line with context is gonna hit a lot harder but u dont get that rn. vv

anyways um. this fic is coming along swimmingly. gonna start a little tag to post updates on progress cus if I dont scream abt my own writing I am useless.

#☼tmta #☼wo talks #☼wooziorgans #screaming abt my writing helps me make progress idk I normally just scream into the void abt how it makes me feel #this is gonna be a loooong one let me tell u. I might have to split it into parts just bcs I am like four days into writing it #and I am like JUST done w the intro #writing is like a puzzle n not in the autism speaks way. tho this fic is a testament to my autism #I mean like I just do it in sections n pray it all comes together #no lost pieces here amen #writing this is like an early bday gift to myself amen #Jesus h christ I am .... doing the most fr #anyways I love woozi and I miss him and I want to give him a little kiss but also the most life shattering head #ok bye back to writing n maybe sleep maybe idk yet maybe

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seyakoitzu · 10 months

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neuvi doodle

#genshin impact #artists on tumblr #fanart #genshin impact fanart #seyas session of screaming into the void #genshin neuvillette #neuvillette #neuvilette genshin #neuvilette fanart #why are hoyo designs so intricate #anyways always wanted to try screentones in my art #and i like it #a lot #genshin fanart

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incorrect-futbol-quotes · 10 days

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Pedri: Gavi is a perfect cinnamon roll who’s never done anything wrong in his entire life!

Robert: Never done anything wrong?! He set a city block on FIRE!

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bananapaliooza · 6 months

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i think everyone should consider aroace kinito.

#as an fellow aroace. i can smell it on him… you can’t look me in the eyes and tell me that he’d be interested in romance.#HE WANTS FRIENDS. HE IS SHOWN (SO FAR) TO BE REALLY INTERESTED IN FRIENDSHIP AND NOT ROMANCE !!!#(<- /nm /silly)#anyways. yeag #bambs screams into the void and the void responds with jazz #kinitopet #kinito the axolotl

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dykrophone · 2 months

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why is backing up this fucking blog such a Process

#WHAT DO YOU NEED 30 GB FOR???!#anyway im thinking of deactivating but i dont want to lose all the years of my random screaming into the void lol

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boxwinebaddie · 4 months

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i feel like i’ve written some version of divorce era kyle describing how frightening looking at a stan he thinks HATES him is like A Million Times, but i feel like i can never articulate the quiet mounting Horror quite right, but this is the one i like the best thus far, i think? xx

#nina writes sometimes #listen its leading somewhere funny and interesting and zesty i promise but i wanted to do prose girl stuff for a second #i love bein in my talking about my obscure fanfic writing weird snippets of things just for me and yelling into the void era #this is hot girl shit #but yeah there is something so shiny and irresistible to me about writing about character transformation thru other eyes #specifically watching a brutal character become gentle or a gentle character become brutal #usually due to the eventual presence or sudden absence...#of love or affection #yes i am in a philosophical mood idk what is wrong with me but idk its interesting to me i like intense emotions a lot #weaponization and deweaponization #belonging to someone and them not belonging to u back #i didn't know how to word it but in essence #in his heart that is Still His Stan #but he is Nobody's Kyle #i want to start screaming anyways yeah i always fuck it up it never sounds right but i think i finally like it idk #please enjoy or don't my writing exercise #also lastly i love how horrifiying this is and awful scary sad detached ravenstan is to jersey but that he cant be upset #because he MADE that happen and its HIS fault #so he just has to live knowing he killed the person he loved #by not being able to articulate that love to them and fail them #because you were too afraid to be weak or vulnerable #and by proxy you feel your weakest and most vulnerable #OKAY I AM DONE YAY ANYWAYS!

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tardis--dreams · 2 months

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There's been interesting developments at work and i need to do a lot of work for university so i think tonight is the Perfect time to finish beyond evil

#i can't even begin to explain how ridiculous the work stuff is on here because it won't fit in the tags and I'm definitely not making a #whole post about it but let's just say it's crazy how detached that boss is from reality and realistic expectations #also none of this was actually communicated to me by the boss but i got to know about it from my colleagues who were like #'uh it seems like he [boss] wants you to take [BIG journal]' which is enraging actually since this would not be part of my #job description as I'd be a trainee and not an editor #but I'd have to work as an editor for the pay of a trainee (which btw is ridiculously low))#ANYWAY #i also have to write my papers finish my assignments write my internship report find a master's thesis topic and find a supervisor #within the next 2 months #but tonight #tonight is beyond evil night #(probably not gonna finish it. but I'll watch the rain scene and maybe even finish ep. 15 so you can imagine #what will happen tomorrow hehehehehehe #prepare for a flood of BE content as I'll be losing my mind once again just like i did the first 11 times)#and it's probably a good way to distract me from my coworker's absence ㅠㅠ i need to cope Somehow so #why not like this #watching BE is a good and appropriate way of handling any difficult situation (:#void screams #beyond evil #tbd probably #I'm overwhelmed and therefore chatty #not even sorry

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chiistarri · 4 months

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if i had a more fem face it would be over for all yall 🙄

#and if my hair worked the way i wanted it to #blaming >t on my aunts hair products tho fur real #and if i had less acne but thats my own fault cause i stopped eating and drinking water as much while also stopping my face routine. so !!!#hashtag in the slumps #im ok tho i just need 2 scream to the void rq so im not stuck on the thoughts for 4vr #i think i need to cut everyone out of my life except for my favs and close friends #close friends r ppl i talk to on a semiregular basis and i AODRE them all theyre my sillies fr #my favs love me i love them 😋🫶#i keep wishign at angel numbers to find a lover #anyway #nvm i dont feel like ranting i just feel like being dramatic teehee #i need to rip my skin apart and get rid of my acne from the inside and also end my life #sorry Mynails are just unpainted 😋#i need to get back and redo my acne shit i look so fugly im ending my life #forehead pimples my beloathed i hate anything bringing atttention to my eyebrow nose area cause i always look. way more masc #like good for eric but i just want to be a cute fem like please #post #mae mention #ohmy godd i havent been able to properly hold down food without having to fight tthe urge to vomit like all rhe tiem i need to stop eating #like. forever. survivng on Gatorade alone #godbless my little sister she loves eating so i just keep giving her my meat i hate chicken #unless it s a specific way #i was eating roti last night and had to like Notcry cause it was so not what i l iked but its ok yall #ok doen i hate food and ppl except for favs & cfs for realz

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sweetlemongrove · 7 months

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Can I be a bitch for a second?

It’s about my ex

#I don’t wanna feel like I’m screaming into the void lol #I want the girlies to knooooow #but I’ll probably complain anyway 🤪#thoughts lol

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ofmdee · 6 months

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tease 😘

gifset on twitter 👀🔞

#mine #ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #simblr #sims #ofmd #gentlebeard #ofmd sims #i follow my main twtr w my personal account #and only abt half the stuff i post shows up on that tl #so i feel like i am at least partially shadowbanned or SOMETHING and it pisses me off!!#it rly feels like screaming to the void sometimes lmfao like #drives me nuts i made something i want ppl to see it!!!!!#anyway lol #happy friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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prick-love-for-arting · 1 year

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... Mhm

#haikyuu!!#fan art #sketch #yahaba shigeru #traditional art #haikyuu art #vent art #idk if it actually is but its there in case people dont want to see that kind of stuff #anyway im going to rambling about projecting for a bit because im not feeling so hot rn #1 its low self esteem hours for... reasons I'd rather not disclose because i dont need others feeling bad about it anyway blah blah blah #constant feelings of being undesirable and like im not valuable for just myself throwing that onto Yahaba and his relationship to oikawa #2 i feel very guilty about the way I'm feeling atm because other people are very happy and i just feel like im making things about me being #sad if i say anything to those involved #3 i hate asking for attention and feeling like I'm going out of my way trying to get it when everyone else seems like it just fucking #happens to them instead of searching for it #man maybe getting bullied in middle school did have a lasting impact on me #drawing my boy crying keeps me from crying!!#screaming and crying and whatever else goes with it #anyway...#mutuals please dont ask me about this i just needed to throw it out into the void

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akkivee · 6 months

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i hope kr does the craziest thing and end every single drama track on those solos albums in an anxiety inducing cliffhanger, i need to feel as much dread as i felt listening to helter skelter for the first time hitting up that bb track and having that fear amplify with every subsequent monthly release LOL

#vee queued to fill the void #I WANT TO BE MISERABLE KR LET ME HAVE ANOTHER PANIC EPISODE #EXCEPT CONSECUTIVELY FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR LOL #BAT IS IN NOVEMBER AND I NEED TO BE INTERMITTENTLY SCREAMING TO MYSELF IN TERROR DAILY ONCE NOVEMBER HITS LOL #(WILL PROBABLY BE DOING THAT ANYWAY LMAO)#kimura looked hella excited giving his final words on the new releases so def bb have recorded their music lol #i’m so curious about what their solos will be about like what’s jiro going to be up to??? something more self assured????#more downward spirals to remixed classical music for saburo????#something a little heavier from ichiro now that he has a hard goal????? i wonder lol

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soullessjack · 5 months

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you don’t understand he was done being special he wanted to get a chance to live his life before it was over he just wanted to get a tan and see a hockey game and get a parking ticket and get bored and then die HE WAS DONE BEING SPECIAL AND THEN THEY DECIDED TO MAKE HIM GOD

#you ever get so mad at something that you need to peel your skin off or am I normal #cal.txt #spn #spn rewatch #supernatural #jack kline #spn 14x07 #ripping my hair out isn’t enough I need to be scalped /j #anyways ….. sigh #at least we get another point for ‘jack is actually very assertive and bitchy if he wants to be’#when he tells Dean he knows he disagrees and isn’t gonna waste time arguing #when are y’all gonna pick up on that . I scream into the void once more #I need to lie down (I am currently in bed)

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a-wondering-thought · 10 months

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finding my mutuals ao3 accounts is like "omg you read the same things as me :D" when i shouldnt be surprised bc we are literally in the some of the same fandoms on tumblr so why wouldnt they read those fandoms in fanfic too

#like some of them literally say that they write fanfic #so why am i surprised?#also i have a random username on there so no one will know its me anyway #which is good bc if im honest i have read fanfics for some fandoms that i dont want to admit to #ao3 #vi screams into the void

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