I've gotta ask,I just saw that one goat drawing titled piroska and I'm curious
Did you just choose the word randomly or Is it Finnish? And if so does it mean reddish/little red? I'm native Hungarian so it was quite a shock seeing a word I recognized on your blog!
I saw it used as a feminine given name somewhere ages ago and wrote it down in my "interesting words and phrases that could be used as titles" notebook. I just thought it sounded very nice!
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this might be a little depressing for transsexual thursday but erm.
i’ve been on T for about six months now and barely noticed any changes… (besides my voice) and i don’t feel happy like everyone else says they did :(
i’m not sure exactly what i’m asking for but… most of the people in my life wouldn’t understand i think so… i’m confessing to an internet stranger 😅
I think you should be honest with where you're at - changes can be slow-coming if you've just got those genes, and it's likely that your family who went through testosterone puberty have a similar experience. Sometimes, it hits you like a truck at 90m/ph, and sometimes, it can feel like a rollercoaster going up and up and up the tracks with no plateau or end in sight.
It's unfortunate that you can't always predict or expect all the changes that will happen to you, but it doesn't help to not be open with yourself in these stages of transition.
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What I thought Guilian will be like when I made a throwaway comment about the lesbian Mobei sibling: majestic, frozen beauty with scheming little fox princess as her gf and one quirky TM hobby in the form of beekeeping
What she's like now that I'm actually writing her: Christmas tree with ADHD and like five or so very strong hyperfixations, one of which is bees, another is her girlfriend (failfox, highly caffeinated gossip, future CQMS mascot)
...oh god, she can bond with MBJ over their lovers being physically weak and very smart to make up for it. Imagine the demon world gossip going around like "What is it about Mobei princes and their pathetic spouses?? MBJ's husband is the most pathetic human cultivator to ever form a golden core and MBE's wife has no demonic power at all." Where SQH hides in the back and manages his spy network in secret, Mi Chun is all out in the open maintaining public social connections and setting his operations up - that's kinda her role in her own family too? She's the bait and sometimes the cover story.
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I feel like the world needs to know that I forgot I set that tiled Diamond Dust Rebellion rockhopping gif as my screensaver. I came into the room after being away and was like, 'What strange mayhem is happening on my screen' and
LOLLLLLLLLL. THIS SCREENSAVER. THIS GIF.
Amazing. Perfection. A delight among delights. 😩🤏
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i was trialing being off my anti depressant medication (for past 6 weeks) and havent had MDD symptoms but surprisingly ive just felt generally unstable like ive been crying more easily, very quick to get frustrated and lash out, lack of empathy, etc etc. im not sure whats wrong with me (i havent been off meds since 2016 so i dont remember if this is consistent with prior behavior) but i think im gonna restart my meds bc i feel like a worse person
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there's something darkly funny about arthur sr slinking out of the house all self-pitying after tommy tells him to get out and then more or less teases arthur that he lets tommy walk all over him and needling his resentment towards his brother. so much about that ruthless manipulation and punishing viciousness he exhibits towards arthur is just ... looking into the mirror and not being really happy about it.
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