i feel so emotional abt the fact that that Zack doesn't die clean. He dies dirty and bloody and clawing for survival. He was making plans with Cloud on their future and thinking of Aerith until the last minute. He forces his eyes open until Cloud finds him. He's the one who holds onto Cloud for comfort. He wanted to live so bad.
opens news article. closes three pop up ads. backs out of the survey page i was redirected to. closes a pop up video ad. rejects cookies to make the cookie window go away. dismisses the requests to receive notifications from the website and the offers to sign up for it. dodges ninja lasers and poisonous arrow traps. body of the page is finally visible. i have reached my monthly limit and can’t read the article
thoughts are all over the place but honestly this makes me a bit insane. chuuya demanding an explanation but even without it still fully trusting dazai and following him?? dazai actually taking the time to explain everything to chuuya and making sure they’re on the same page despite being in an extreme hurry?? both of them not hiding that they’re worried from one another???
December 29th, 1969. The Dutch international chess player Jan Timman ponders his next move during a practice game at The Times - Hastings International Chess Congress.
In which maybe the weight of how everyone treats Jimmy is too heavy to separate between worlds, and in which Jimmy carries the weight until he can’t and decides to do something about it.
(And in which someone reminds him that he’s still loved, if only by one person.)
INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE
2x02 | Do You Know What It Means to Be Loved by Death
Never thought about choosing to pretend. Life hasn't been kind enough to allow me that.
in the meat timeline, they lost the embodiment of breath, the aspect of freedom, thus the narrative binds them to the narrators wishes, twisting them to his desires
in the candy timeline, they lost the embodiment of heart, the aspect of the soul. they lose their sense of self, becoming more and more detached from who they are as a person