headphones aren't enough i need the song inside me i need it in my veins injected into my blood the oxygen i breathe the bones in my body the breath in my lungs i need it engraved with an iron into my skull i need it printed on my eardrums i need it in my very being in every cell in my body in the core of my existence the fibre of my reality the thread that holds everything i know together
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sneaking out of heaven
soobin x fem!reader
soobin doesn't want to leave your apartment so he hides his shoes and his car keys.
wc: >400
warnings: pet names (angel, babe, baby), idol practice mentioned, tooth rotting fluff, i guess an attempt at gaslighting?
"hey angel, have you seen my car keys?" soobin said as he walks into the living room of my flat. the jingling of his keys in his pocket was obvious.
"angel? that's new" i can't help the giggles that fall from my mouth as every step soobin takes closer to me is followed by the sound of his keys.
"this isn't funny, angel, i need to go to practice soon," soobin pouts and lays down on the couch beside me, "i don't know where i put my shoes either." i laugh again since i saw soobin hide his shoes under my bed as soon as he arrived.
“soobin, baby, your practice starts in 30 minutes. you should probably leave.” i try to be stern with my boyfriend but him pouting and pretending to not know where his belongings are is too cute.
“i'm trying to leave, angel, but i really need help finding my keys and shoes. i can’t leave without them.” soobin continues to pout and not actually try to look for his items.
“baby, your keys are in your pocket and i watched you put your shoes under my bed.” i laugh as i watch soobin’s pouty face. my boyfriend lets out a loud groan as he shoves his face into the couch cushion.
“i don't wanna leave” soobin says in a whiny voice followed by another groan of dissatisfaction. i run my hands through his hair as i tell him that practice won't be that bad. “no, no, no, i don't care about practice, i just don't wanna leave you.” i let out another laugh.
“your practice is only a couple hours, baby, you can come back later tonight.” i smile at my lover’s still pouty face. he agrees to come back later in the evening. he heads towards my room; exiting with his shoes in his hands. as soobin begrudgingly gets ready to leave, he stops to kiss me on the forehead.
“i’ll see you later tonight, angel!” soobin says with a wide bunny smile before leaving for practice.
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The tortured poets department comes out tomorrow! I already know this album is going to be a masterpiece and I can’t wait!!!!!! No but this is random I have to drive to my grandmas house around the time ttpd drops and I don’t want to have to listen to it in the car because I feel like it would be awkward…. But anyways I just can’t wait for ttpd im nervous if that makes sense!🤍🤍🤍
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Man…
I need some put my dnb character in comics am so very tried
oh well…for tomorrow!
am busy btw
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GRAH TOMORROW I WILL POST MY ART!!.Cuz i was to shy when i only just 12 so i will show my talent but u dont need to care about this so bye:33
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how’d snoopy make my biggest frustration seem like peace
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dream boy
patient!soobin x therapist!reader
soobin has a crush on his therapist, but what happens when his therapist says she's dropping him as a client when yeonjun tells her about soobin's crush.
wc: >600
warnings: therapy, talks of anxiety and insecurities, a little lying, talks of things being unethical
walking on stages, performing in front of thousands of people, doing interviews back to back, and having every little part of my life known by millions of people wasn’t easy. my anxiety was getting very bad; even walking outside had become difficult. it got to the point that i was issued a therapist by the company. whenever i had my first session i kept zoning out and stumbling over my words due to the fact that my therapist was the most beautiful woman i have ever seen. everytime i had a session with her i would talk for hours about nothing and everything all at once. she would make me feel like i could conquer anything after i left her office, but i never wanted to leave, i wanted to talk to her forever.
i had sessions with y/n once a week for a year and a half before she recommended me lowering our time to every other week. i tried to tell her that i would still like to see her every week but y/n said i no longer needed to see her that frequently since i've made so much improvement. i have made a lot of improvement, she's not wrong, but i started lying to her about how i was feeling so she would see me more frequently again. so my session times got switched back to once a week. every monday i got to see y/n and i was always so excited. on monday mornings i would count down the hours and minutes until it was time for my appointment with her.
today was monday and i was already in my session with y/n. i had told her about our new album and our upcoming tour, and y/n surprisingly said she already listened to it. i “jokingly” offered her tickets to the tour but she didn't take the offer. before i know it, and much sooner than i would have liked, our session was over. y/n showed me out of her office and i saw yeonjun waiting for me in the lobby to take me back home. i internally groaned seeing him here since he is the only member i have told about the painful crush i have on my therapist.
“ready to go?” yeonjun smiled at me and gave y/n a slight nod as a greeting.
“let me pay for the session and we can go.” i said as i walked towards the reception’s desk in the lobby. i saw yeonjun walk up to y/n out of the corner of my eye. i strained my hearing to try to listen in on their conversation; unfortunately, when i did i could hear yeonjun tell y/n about how i liked her. i bite my lip hard enough to almost make it bleed, and squeeze my eyes shut to try to hide my embarrassment from the receptionist. i put my card away as i finish paying and hesitantly head back towards yeonjun and y/n.
“soobin! i just printed out the paperwork that would relieve you of my services, i'll need you to sign those.” y/n says to me with a large smile on her face. i look at her with large eyes full of terror. she’s dropping me as a client because yeonjun told her i liked her? why does she look so happy about it?
“what?” i say after a while, it was the only words that my brain could think of at the moment.
“well it would be unethical of me to date one of my clients. so, sorry, you’ll have to find a new therapist.” y/n winked at me. date? does she have feelings for me too?
“i'll wait for you in the car.” yeonjun says as he patted me on the back and walked out.
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