#too cheap to be true ig

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[blueparadis]

╰┈➤ MASTERMIND ✦ NANAMI KENTO.

⟣ ──┈ · · · + synopsis ➢ Nanami decides to pay you a visit on such an auspicious day to congratulate you but fate had other plans for him.

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⟣ ──┈ · · · + cw ➣ fem!reader x (morally grey but ultra-soft)!nanami kento, canon+ fix it au, manga spoilers, mention of clan head!gojo, secret relationship b/w reader and nanami, mutual pinning, angst, scar worship, friends with benefits dynamic, s&d dynamic, mention of orgasm denial, orgasm control, love-hate séx (make-up séx ig) + unprotected, baby trapping. 2,6 k word count. half-based on this thought ( + I've a lot of hcs about gojo clan; one of them being that satoru had a half-sister whom he found accidentally while on a mission, so i used that here. ) | blog navigation + koct’23 masterlist. |

Nanami walks through the porch of the Gojo estate while taking a call. It has been half a month since the grim reaper graced him with a peck on his cheek showing him a glimpse of the afterlife. He has been facing trouble adjusting back to his old life again despite healing himself through the reverse cursed technique. He has left behind the life of being a jujutsu socerer but partly. Besides, he now works as an advisor for all jujutsu socerers who are gradually making their way to earn their ranks yet deep down, a part of him wants to tell how bold farced lie is all this is.

But something is still holding him back, and deep down he is vividly aware that he wants to grow his roots rather than uproot them. He is just unwilling to admit it out loud. Nanami is still unable to untie his attachment towards a certain girl who is also best suited to be the head of the gojo clan, as per the strongest’s opinion, y/n gojo. He still remembers the night he spent in that cheap motel with you, talking and drinking, drinking and touching, touching and kissing; making promises to you while being inside you. He does not regret it per se, he is afraid for those wishes to come true. There is too much at stake.

When he got the invitation to the ceremonial celebration for you being bestowed with the title and authority to act as a clan head by Satoru’s side he did not know why he could not refuse or not bother to turn up. Maybe he needed an excuse to apologize at length for not being in touch with you. Maybe you would not be so angry if you knew death was knocking at his door but he had to come back, he had to make it through the tunnel to see you, to embrace, to kiss you, for one last night time.

With such thoughts clouding his mind, the sound of sliding a door almost did not reach his ears yet strangely, he turns back only to find none other than you. Standing five feet away from you, in his Yukata he looks more handsome than before, especially with those scars on his face. “Yeah. Yeah. I’ll call you back.” With each fall of his words, his eyes move from head to toe. You are still not ready for the ceremony yet. Wearing a plain hakama, hair braided, a few loose strands kissing your jawline, and a mole near the corner of your lip that just unlocked the memories of that night.

“Nanami-san. . .” you murmur and bite your trembling lips. Tears threaten to flood your cheeks as you take a few steps towards him. He immediately backs away averting his gaze. But you can see him, his guilt, his silent sea of sadness. Nanami Kento is now nothing but a tapestry of quiet despair. A tug on one loose end of a thread and it will all come crashing down.

“Hey...” he states as soon as he realizes the gravity of his action but it is too late now. You have already turned around, started to stroll inside the room, and prepared to slide the door. Clicking his tongue he follows you but does not enter just stands on the other side of the wooden bar separating your room and the porch. His shadow is covering your whole body. He can only see your back, so he does not look up, just stills his eyes on the ground. “Congratulations on your succession —” His voice trails off as your haori drops on the floor.

“What’re you doing?” He raises his voice perking his eyes up at you. You turn your head slightly in his way and he notices bruises around your neck. Suddenly he can feel every bead of perspiration running down his spine. Have you been fucking other men while he was away? He has been wrecking his mind day and night thinking about how to let you down lightly, how to end this relationship without hurting you, what to say, and what not to say so that you can just move on with your life but meanwhile, but you have been seeing other men. How vile! How insulting!

“Why are you still here, Nanami-san?” You turn around without averting your eyes from him.

Nanami enters the room without a second thought closing it behind. “Is it what I think it is ?” He enquires curtly.

“I don't know. You tell me,” You murmur pulling up the sleeves of your nagagi, “what you are thinking. . .” There are certain wounds all the way up your neck in a particular pattern as if someone carved them on you. He does not budge. His brain cells do not finish the path of such thoughts.

Watching his contorted face you let out a disappointed sigh,“Yes. The answer is yes. I went through the ritual.” Nanami swallows, his eyes unable to avert from your body. He wants to see those marks, see each scar, and kiss them. That would be very unethical, wouldn’t it? “If tooru-ni would have been here he wouldn’t have let me go through it.” You walk away towards the window finishing that line of thought, “But I can’t always rely on him. Can I now?” 

Okay, that’s good. You have made half of his confusion clear. What about the bruise on your neck? With long strides, he closes the gap between you two. His strong muscular toned arms curled around your waist before his lips aligned with yours. “have you been seeing other men?” He rasps against your mouth. Your hand rests on his firm chest. It is possible actually, since you are going to be appointed as a supportive clan head, marriage proposals are going to lurk like wild animals amongst the shadows of celebration, especially Zenin Clan. They do not let any cursed energy bearer getaway.

“Why? Would that make you jealous?”

“Yes. definitely.” You can not help but ket out a short-lived simper that not only makes Nanami’s throat dry but also fills his bones with your pesky ignorant attitude. It makes him wanna loathe you. He lifts you a little yanking you by the window side, caging you between the wall and him. He has not let go of his hand from your waist and his other hand rests on the concrete. You look at him with eyes full of longing and lust. You know this is wrong, this whole thing of meeting him here, seeing him before the ceremony. It is wrong in so many ways. Your fisted hands unfurl. You could feel his heart rate being faster now. 

“Can’t we just run away?” you murmur so low and so meek that Nanami thinks he might just hear it wrong. Suppose he did run away with you. What then? People from the Gojo clan is going to hunt him until the end of time. He always has to run away and hide, like a coward.

“That wouldn’t be appropriate,” 

Another chuckle. “Yeah? Then, what’s appropriate? Are you telling me this isn’t inappropriate? you and me, locked in a room, so close to each other. anyone might think we are— 

“Then, let’s make their suspicion into something real,” He breathes against your mouth. There is just a thread of gap between his lip and yours before he opens his mouth with a ‘pop’ and you feel his warm, wet tongue along the column of your throat that makes you shut your eyes instantly, tears rolling down along your cheeks for holding back for so long, for waiting for him so long. Your arms slide along his shoulders slowly as he explores your neck and chest with his mouth making you almost melt in his arms. 

“No. No. No. No. we can’t be doing this again,” He moves away from you shaking his head so much, his breathing labored and irregular. There is that look in your eyes, that sad look of having to fight all alone with no one by your side, that look that has so much sincerity and loyalty underneath. 

“But Nanami-san, I’m not seeing anyone.” You mutter inhaling deeply feeling dizzy. Oh dear! Aren’t you a little too naive to be a clan head? Maybe there is no way out, day in and day out he thought about it but he could not find any. “what happened when you said you would take me to Malaysia?”

"You know we can't do that, baby." He shifts his gaze at you, rasping, "And, you know we were both just drunk and talking about what ifs...does that count? should it count?" You bite your lips looking at the robes scattered on the floor, him and yours, lifeless and entangled with each other. Nanami feels his heart constrict in his ribcage, as if someone had tied his heart with ropes and now both the free ends are being pulled like in a tug of war.

“Ahhh,” he groans. “Fuck it,”  with that he holds your face in between his big soft palms kissing your lips as long as he can. Your fingers clamp around his wrists as you feel his tongue go inside your mouth before he sucks your lips, one by one, fervently, as if you are the source of his oxygen, not the air surrounding you two. He guides your limbs around his nape breaking the kiss to breathe in before kissing down the column of your throat. 

“Take it off,” His husky whisper hot against your chest as he waits.

“But—” you try to protest making him more impatient. It is not like he does not get your point. You will have to go soon otherwise people might come searching for you. These fucking clan rules. Without any delay you let the upper wrapper cloth of your yukata fall down revealing your breasts. 

“You know, you shouldn’t be roaming around like this,” He tartly says before licking up from the base of your chest to the middle of your collarbone.

“Oh Yeah? was waiting… for you,” Nanami’s hand finds your mounds, firm and large hands massaging both of them simultaneously as he presses his hard-on against your waist. His hands now rest on your hips pulling you into his body, while his mouth peppers kisses all over your bosom. Your nipples are so taut, skin awake with goosebumps. His hands travel around your back pulling you into his embrace. Your breath hitches as his grips grow stronger while his mouth latches onto your boobs, sucking your tits and biting them making you moan shamelessly. 

Your constant tugging and fidgeting with the sash of his hakama has now paid off. It hits the grown revealing him in boxers. You take his cock out pumping, sliding the foreskin, and exposing the slick crown of his cock. Nanami grunts, taking his cock and pumping it by himself. “Look at me, look at me, baby”, he murmured while rubbing his nose against your neck, your skin glistening with sweat. He clusters your hakama around your waist and your hands hold them in place, around your stomach. He smiles at that gesture. He is impressed. 

Lifting you up by clasping around your inner things, he holds your back against the wall ready to push his cock inside you. You guide his cock at your slick entrance. As soon as the cock-head is inside he quickly scans your features. You are panting, sweating, mouth open, and eager to take him. He pushes his cock inside you with a deep strong thrust hitting your spot. His grip on your thighs becomes stronger as he starts to glide his torso, to and fro. Eyes flying back ripping off your sanity as he pushes his cock inside you as if he was not hitting the spot making you squirm underneath him.

The bridge of his nose grazes your pulse point as he groans right into your ears asking, "You good?". You stare at him through the corner of your eyes, mouth open ajar, panting rashly too sucked into delirium to form words, but you nod. Kento knows your melting point yet seeing you taking him so well, being so obedient, being so responsive his lips curve in delight. He hums weighing his thoughts about whether it is okay to pull out another orgasm from your heated overstimulated body or not since he has been fucking you nice and slow for what seems like hours. Every time you are close he diverts your attention by pausing and then putting his mouth to work, either on your lips or on your nipples.

His warm cackle reaches your ears as he jerks up towering over your body, fingers clamping underneath your inner thighs. "Oh Gawd!", you whimper earning a smirk from him. "Don't worry angel! I'm not gonna stop until you ask me to!", he declares as he thrusts his cock with a single broad stroke earning a gasp from you. Those chocolate brown eyes gleam in an insatiable hunger as he starts to move in and out, slowly, watching your cream leaking around his cock from previously denied orgasms.

"You're still clenching me so hard baby!", he utters with a chuckle slamming his cock inside you with brute force followed by a long pause and making you arch your body like a bow against the wall. It is euphoric. It is aching. It is maddening.

"So good! such sweet pussy.", he groans as he starts to thrust harder, faster folding your legs over his broad shoulders. You grab your boobs, squeezing, biting your lower lip, filling the room with trails of whimpering moans blessing his ears. With his throbbing cock still inside you he yanks you into his lap, lips never disconnecting from yours he takes you to the futon laying you down. The hakama is clustered around your waist covering your pussy but it is better this way. At least, you are not so coy-like that night.

Kento quivers, balancing himself on his arms against the futon and letting you relax your legs. "Fuck wanna cum in you already", he coos immediately crashing his lips onto yours not giving you a chance to register his momentary lapse, a desire to see you carrying his babies. Moreover, he loves the taste of your salt while sucking your puffy lips inside you. Curling your hands around his nape, fingers skimming through his hair you moan into his mouth breaking the kiss. 

His eyes blink as he feels your hands over his arms. While he is still feasting his eyes over your ravishing sex glow, you roll him along the futon without pulling out. Eyes soaked in surprise Kento is still taken aback by your strength as he gawks at your naked beauty with lust-blown eyes. “Your wish's my command, Sir”, you amend. As the words fall from your lips you start to glide, slow but steady strokes. He holds you by your waist, his lower lip being exploited in between his teeth as you bounce on his cock.

Seeing you bob like an animal, boobs bouncing at a steady rhythm he was in nowhere to decline you; after all, he wanted this too, to fill your womb with babies and those breasts with milk.“Oh yeah! Yea-ash baby!”, he mumbles as you keep jerking. He is close, you can sense it. He flinches feeling his cock twitch in pain but could not care less about it. All he wants is to fill you up to the brim. He sits up adjusting you in his lap.

“Say you hate me.” he huskily mutters.

“What?” you do not pause, just slow down.

“Say you hate me” he quips holding your waist and making you pause your movements. “Or I won’t let you cum,” When you do not believe him he quips with a smirk, “You know, I can do that, don’t you baby?” and strangely you remember how he felt you alone in the room when you made a move on him. You do not want that to happen now, absolutely not, especially with his dick inside you.

He starts to make you bob again, at this point so close to your orgasm that you do not even put up a fight. “Yes. yes. I hate you. I hate you nanami kento I hate you,” you whimper out those words as he thrusts you on his cock. Good, good, that is good; he can not have you admit those feelings out loud, just like him. Your legs quiver feeling the euphoric high approaching, marking his back with crescent indecent as he shoots his cum inside you. Warm, thick, and seeping along your thighs, soaking the sheets. He pulls out with a pop; a prideful glint smothers his face watching his marks all over your chest that run up to your pulse point on the neck. Kento shoots a look at you, your face. He maintains eye contact, puts his mouth around your nipple, and continues to suck until he feels your gummy walls clenching his cock again. “Ahhh—aH!”, you scream hands resting on his shoulders nails digging into his skin. He hates you, he hates you so very much.

Nanami hunches down a little more, kissing your temples, and before sitting upright again he whispers, “Yeah, let’s go to Malaysia. Let’s just run away, honey.”

[nyxthejinx]

ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ 0 | ᴅʀᴏᴡꜱʏ

[ ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ ] Bringing a criminal in your bed might've been a poor choice... But it was worth the risk, you decide.

[ ᴛᴡ ] making out and getting handsy, but nothing too explicit ig, mention of smoking and drinking, really short but it'll make sense in a few chaps.

[ ꜰᴛ. ] Kafka x GN!Reader

[ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ] 421

ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ | ᴊᴏɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴀɢʟɪꜱᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ!

ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪꜰᴜʟ under the dim, reddish light of the cheap room you found yourselves in.

She straddles your hips, forces your back to the headboard with every kiss; mellow yet fiery, just like the taste of her lip gloss. It doesn't take long for you to fall apart under her touch.

Her fingers leave a path of tingling destruction, as they weave through your hair, while her lips work on yours deeper and deeper with each stroke of your tongues. You blindly reach to the buttons of her shirt, but she pins your wrists together with ease.

It's a prohibited dream that's somehow coming true.

You're a mess, flushed from head to toe, shivering nonstop. And she's the exact opposite, firm and unfazed by the lewdness of it all, picture perfect of the wanted posters you've seen across the galaxy.

You can't say no to Kafka in person, not when she's about to wreck you.

She's like a breeze in the desert, water for the thirsty, God for the miserable, and you just so happen to be a lowlife who's had one too many glasses and regrets today.

You want to forget at your God's mercy.

In your haze you can feel something clicking around your wrists, right above your head. You're disappointed that you can't touch her body aymore, but Kafka is already drowning your complaints before any of them leaves your mouth.

"Eyes on me, darling." She whispers on your lips, trailing down your jaw. "Your patience will be rewarded."

No, you try to whine, you're still too lucid. You want her to break you like the criminal that she is, for her to be the only memory of tonight. You need to leave this place with the image of her pretty pink eyes etched into your mind, so that you'll have something to reminisce about when it becomes too much.

You buck your hips into hers and plead pitifully, drunk, high, needy; groaning at the waves of molten pleasure that play your nerves like a violin.

"More. Now."

She stops halfway into carving another hickey on your neck, straightening her back until your eyes are locked and her direct stare melts your bones.

And Kafka smiles subtly.

"Everything in due time, Drifter." She presses a delicate kiss to your forehead. "Remember these words once you wake up."

And just like that your body doesn't belong to you anymore.

The name she called you doesn't sink, nor can you fight the weight of your eyelids as they fall shut.

Leaving you in complete darkness.

DON'T copy/repost my work. REBLOG instead! ©nyxthejinx

[yridenergyridenergy]

Hii, i’m big fan of your page. Everyday I scroll you page lol.

And i wanna ask ur opinion, is true that Dir now is more popular than before especially for english speaker fan? I see many english comment in Dir page (IG, youtube, twitter) than before

And peoples really noisy about AI and write rude comment in The devil in me (youtube). Maybe people write that comment because hate the MV. In my opinion, they are like new comer in Dir music world lol.

I think Dir also did video editing in previous video (i’m not sure it’s AI or anything else), like in Glass skin, Rinkaku, agitated.

And about the delay of The Devil MV, i think they are lazy to upload because so much negative comment before watching (lol kidding)

But in my opinion, AI not that cheap and still use money, effort, dresser, makeup artist, time and team for making that MV. So I disagree to people who said this is really cheap, artist thief that no use dresser, make up artist or more worker.

But actually yess, i agree art never can be replace by AI. But hey, this is just MV not art exhibition or art competition.

I feel like why people in this era too focus on something else than main masterpiece.

#sorryformyenglish have a great day!

Sorry for the slightly late reply; I had prepared my reply a few days ago but I'm glad I waited since the promotional edit of the PV was released since. Thank you for your visits!

I'm really not sure whether Dir en grey has increased their fanbase... And shows that play on nostalgia are not an accurate reference, so even if the shows this year were to be sold out, it doesn't mean anything because that could totally drop next time they tour with new material, unfortunately. I think that the European tour definitely awakened temporary fans who could disappear again once the buzz has died down.

Dir en grey's director has definitely used CGI in the past, but you still needed artists to achieve anything. I don't know exactly how the AI that the director used for The Devil In Me works, but the common conception is that you just input requests and the robot does everything for you. It's certainly a lazier way. And no clue how much using that technology costs, but it's not equal to several artists' and actors' salaries, probably.

Sadly, the behind-the-scenes on the Devil In Me video disc did not offer anything in the way of a hint at what the AI is and how they used it...

I'm still of the opinion that maybe it can take Dir en greys videos farther than they've been able to so far, and maybe materialize the director's vision more accurately. But yeah, if everything moving forward is AI-generated, that would leave a sour taste. Already, the Otogi backdrop video didn't seem like something that only an AI could come up with: artists would have done at least the same job, if not better, to be honest.

With The Devil In Me PV, I'll have to actually watch the Netflix documentary on John Wayne Gacy, but I'm having difficulty reconciliating how the lyrics tie in with either the killer's life or the person in the video who is chatting with an AI to try and see inside the killer's mind. That's not what the lyrics evoke to me at all...

[strabara]

•.SHIGARAKI’S SEXTAPE.•

PART 2

Notes: Sorry this genuinely took so long I kept getting mad. I didn’t expect this much plot but yeah. Probably might write a third part if I’m up to it.

WARNINGS: NONCON, SEMI-SOMNOPHILIA, ANGST IG??, CRYING, MENTIONS OF SEX, MENTIONS OF INJURY, MENTIONS OF PREGNANCY, NOT BETA READ, NOT PROOF READ, IDK WHAT ELSE

“Cmon, you can do more then that.”

“I-I’m trying!-”

“You got this Miss Y/N!!”

“Don’t let him beat you!”

A whine escapes your lips before you fall limp to the floor, your muscles screaming at you. You were never good at pull ups. Everyone collectively groans before Aizawa came up to you.

“Don’t beat yourself up about it. Your body just isn’t used to this much pressure. Here-“ He brings out a small towel for you before patting your face dry. “-Plus, you had the babies not too long ago.”

You sigh heavily as you rise to your feet. It’d been a few months since the birth of the babies. Luckily you delivered with no issues and so far had no problems. People still talked about what went down with you and Shigaraki but it didn’t faze you. Why would it? He was yours, and you were thankful you were even his. No matter how much the Heroes wanted to say you developed Stockholm syndrome you knew it wasn’t true.

Your love stood for Shigaraki before he even held you ‘captive’. Hell! before he even knew you existed as a person. And it only grew stronger as he’d send you notes with little gifts for the babies. They tried hard to make his notes stop, afraid it’d only damage you deeper, but it never worked. Shigaraki always found a way. The letters varied with small ‘I love you’s’ and little ‘I miss you’s’.

The people it’d piss off the most was usually the students of Aizawa and himself of course. They’d seen how the league acted first hand themselves so seeing how these notes made you giddy had their blood boiling. You didn’t deserve this. You deserved to love normally! A normal life without cameras in your face every second. Speaking of cameras, paparazzi was never EVER going to let Shigaraki’s Sextape be forgotten.

They never fail to mention it when the heroes decide to take you out to a shopping square. Asking lewd questions to your face with no morals and such. You always have to be whisked away and taken back to your home, left all locked up and alone. Ironic you thought. You’d think you would get more freedom to do things by yourself after the situation died down a little but it was the complete opposite! You had more freedom being cooped up in the base with Shigaraki! A strict diet, sleep schedule, AND workout was implemented on you.

Something about maintaining a ‘healthy’ lifestyle? Screw that! You want to go back to ordering cheap ass pizza in the dingy bar and just stuffing your face on the couch in nothing but panties and Shigaraki’s shirt. It wasn’t all too bad though. You definitely didn’t mind the workout part too much. The idea of having an ‘unappealing’ body sent shivers down your spin. What if Shigaraki stopped liking you if he saw your mom bod?

That’s what pushed you to run the extra mile when All Might had you running a track with him, that’s what made you do another push up with Endeavor with his screaming in your ear, and it’s especially what pushed you to continue doing pull ups with Aizawa. And it worked. Your body somewhat returned to what it looked like before pregnancy, except your larger breast and thighs. The whole pregnancy you were fed foods full of protein by everyone. Practically fattening you up as if you’d never eat again. With a cough you start walking to the locker room, itching to change out the sweaty clothes.

They never followed in which you thought weird. Why do they follow you every BUT the locker room? Eh, you weren’t complaining. If they wanted to give you the space you so badly craved for once then you weren’t gonna ask questions. Removing all the sweat soaked clothes and replacing it with a clean pair of bell bottoms and black long sleeve, you shoved it in the gym bag to be washed later. As you shut the locker a envelope flew.

That’s weird?.. picking it up you instantly recognized the paper material. It was Shigaraki! Almost immediately you ripped into the paper and scavenged the note out. Your eyes skimmed the letter with a smile plastered on your face. It had been far too long since you’d heard from him! It’s not like you could blame him though.

From what the news told you, he and the league have been very busy. That didn’t matter anymore though. He finally wrote back. You were more then eager to help! He said he and league are planning something but wouldn’t tell you what. That’s weird, did he not trust you enough? You thought he wanted your help on things!

“Y/N! You done or what?”

“O-oh! Uh coming!”

Quickly shoving the letter into your gym bag you fixed up your hair and put your sneakers on. Silently opening the door to the locker room you shuffled out quickly. It was a habit of yours to be silent, trying to get better at being more sneaky for when the time comes that you’d need to. It seems it worked a little too well. They haven’t noticed you yet. Which is why their conversation makes your blood boil.

“I just wonder when Y/N will forget about that pathetic loser and be able to live her life.”

“Bakugo! You can’t just say that! Obviously it’s frustrating seeing her so hung up on him but it’s normal for.. well yknow.. victims?.”

“Settle down the both of you. I understand it’s upsetting that Y/N’s life is turning out like this but you shouldn’t speak about it so freely. People will hear.”

You throw your gym bag down, the loud thud erupting through the gym. With a scowl and furrowed brows you cross your arms. They instantly all look to you with shock as you clicked your tongue.

“You guys should listen to your teacher. God forbid people hear how you talk about the victim.”

“Y/n-“

Putting your hand up all you can do is scoff.

“Save it alright? A little ol’ victim like me shouldn’t hear this stuff. Don’t you think?”

“Y/N! Time to go.”

Endeavor’s boasting voice echoes throughout the empty gym as he inches closer to the group. Grabbing your bag and brushing past them you begin walking with Endeavor. He could sense tension but he’s not one to ask questions. As sick as it sounds, you enjoyed Endeavor’s presence more than others. He didn’t pity you nor did he try to act sweet with you. Which is just what you wanted.

Walking to the car you were already flooded by paparazzi. All asking the same vulgar questions. You ignored it as Endeavor ushered you into the car and shut the door. He got in soon after before starting the journey back to your house. It was quiet, until you decided to speak up.

“Why do you treat me all normally.” He was silent. Perhaps he didn’t understand what you meant? “Yknow, you’re the only one who doesn’t treat me like glass.”

“That’s because you arent.”

His voice echoed throughout the car. You turn your head to him, a pout on your lips. It seems that’s the only face you’ve been able to conjure up lately. The car stops at a red light before he turns to you.

“If I treat you like something fragile you’ll never grow. Plus, you seem fed up with the others enough as is. And I still don’t trust you.”

Oh. Those words don’t catch you off guard like they should. You knew some people would be suspicious, not everyone can be so easily fooled by your sob story. You hum before looking out the window. The light turns green and the journey starts again.

“What is it you don’t trust? Is it me still being madly in love with Shigaraki?”

“Perhaps. Or, for someone who experienced something so terrifying and painful, you act as if it’s nothing.”

“Can’t blame me can you?”

A soft chuckle left your lips. At this point you were tired of acting. But you had a story to uphold. Not for you, but for Shigaraki. That’s who you needed to do this for. His praise and love was all you wanted. A good obedient spy for him will surely bring you the title you want so badly. To be his wife. His rock.

“No, I can’t. You’re messed up in the head. But it doesn’t mean I won’t be watching you.” The car comes to a soft stop, parking infront of your house. “Midnight should be in there with your kids. Have a good day Y/N.”

“Eh, I’ll try. Later Endeavor.”

From the sound of it, he hasn’t told anyone of his suspensions about you. You’d rather have it that way anyways. Your feet pressed against the gravel as you journeyed up the steps to your house. It was too damn big in your opinion. Keys jangled as you finally unlocked the door.

“I’m home!”

Midnight’s feet shuffled towards you before she grabbed ahold of your hands. Your breath hitched at the sudden action as she practically pulling you up the stairs.

“W-whoa! What are we doing?!”

“Cmon you have to pack!”

“P-pack?”

“Yeah! For the camping trip!” What the hell was she talking about. It seems she sensed your confusion as she pouted at you. “Did Aizawa not tell you? The students are going on this little training camp and they’re taking you along!”

“But why? I’m not gonna be a hero!”

“Ah they think it’d be the best place to push your limits! Get you stronger!”

Ah great. You could barely handle the workouts now what makes them think you could do whatever else they had in store! Shit. How were you gonna tell Shigaraki? You don’t even know where it is!

“W-well when is it?”

“Tomorrow!”

Double fucking shit! There’s no time to fucking notify anyone! Especially with Midnight by your side. God knows when she’d leave. Stall.

“But the babies!- I can’t-“

“We’re gonna watch them! Have some time to yourself and all! We have it handled Y/N.”

Triple.

Fucking.

Shit.

There were no pieces you could play. There was nothing you could do but just nod. She squeals before dragging you up the stairs once more. You’ll just have to write a detailed letter of everything they did for Shigaraki.

“Is that all?”

“I mean yeah. I packed active clothing, some shorts and t-shirts, oh and like 2 jackets in case I get cold.”

“Great!” Just then a door could be heard opening. Along with multiple voices talking. “Oh they’re here!”

“Wait what? Why-“

“They just came back from the mall! Let’s go see how things are gonna work! Like time wise.”

You carry your daughter close to you as you descend down the stairs. Midnight held your boys while she chatted with Aizawa. There Class 1-A was all splaying out their purchases. Some of them look up to you and all you can do is look away. Obviously your attitude towards them was still sour. It hurt, what they said.

“Y/N! Psst!” You turn to the hall to see Midoriya standing there. His hand was waving you over away from the others as you sighed. Walking over to him you frowned. “Look I know what Kacchan said hurt your feelings-“

“Oh wow really I didn’t think so.”

“My point is- I’m sorry.”

Your brows raised before you straightened up. Does he even need to apologize? If anything it should be the others.

“Today at the mall I saw Shigarak-“

“What!” You whisper yell before looking side to side. “What’d he say? Was it about me? Did he look okay?”

“He didn’t even mention you, Y/N.”

“Oh.”

“But he told me to watch my back. Basically threatened me.”

A hint of guilt crawled into your stomach while you frowned. Nothing about you? Did he not care as much as you thought he did? Midoriya reached into his pocket before pulling out a box. Opening it he revealed a bracelet and necklace.

“Midoriya? What’s that for?“

“I-I saw some people advertising them so you can keep people safe and well I thought about you.”

Grabbing the necklace he unclasped it and motioned for you to turn around. Quickly pushing your hair out of the way you faced your back to him.

“What does it do?”

“It has like this two way vibration setup. You learn Morse code and press onn-“ He hooked it on before turning you around and lightly tapping on the pendant. “-here! Basically you can signal to my bracelet when you need to! Simple things like SOS!”

“Soo for help? You can do it back?”

“Yeah! The bracelet has a pendant I can press on too! We can use it to find each other! Just in case! And it can track where the other is.”

“This had to have cost a lot-“

“Money isn’t a problem when it comes to you. This is a you and me thing. That’s why I brought you over here! It’ll be our little secret.”

He smiled at you before raising his pinkie. Hah, a pinkie promise. You felt a small grin find your lips before raising your pinkie to his. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. Just something that you could actually decide.

“Thank you Midoriya, now cmon. Let’s go with the others.”

“Jeez it’s soo early!!”

“Y/N it’s time to go!”

“G-give me a second!”

Grabbing your bag you headed towards the car. Midnight and Present Mic followed after with your babies in their arms.

“Ok so I pumped enough milk that should last them but if it doesn’t I use this certain formula! And and uhmm ok Hana likes when you rock her more softly and Hiro likes his head being-“

“Y/N! We got this. We’ll call if we need help.”

“I-it’s just.. I’m gonna miss them! Be good my angels.”

Giving your babies a kiss to the head you turned around before you could cry. Endeavor put your bags in the car before opening the door for you.

“Y/N. Time to go.”

“Bye Y/N!!”

You get in as he shuts the door. Waving to them Endeavor starts the journey to UA. Once again, the car ride was silent. The radio barely audible while you rub your eyes.

“So, why are you going?”

“Mm I don’t know. They said I have to.”

“Well then.”

The car suddenly stops out of nowhere as you feel yourself slam into the front. His hand flies to your hair before you could even react. A cry leaves your lips.

“Ow Endeavor!-“

“I swear if anything happens to Shoto at that camp I will hurt you.”

“You asshole!-“

He practically growled before his other hand shot to your jaw, gripping it with a bruising hold. You could feel the tears threatening to spill from your eyes. Why was he doing this?

“If so much as a scratch is on him I’ll hurt your kids. Am I clear?” You nod frantically before whimpering. He lets you go as you cower away and nearly glue yourself to the passenger side door. “Good.”

The rest of the ride went without bumps. You arrived to where the buses were and quickly got out the car. You were fucking scared. The kids attention landed on you as they all group up next to you. No no no- you didn’t wanna be by the car! You let out a small gasp at the feeling of Endeavor grabbing your shoulder.

“Your bag.”

“R-right sorry I’ll-“

“Why don’t you grab them.”

Shit! Todoroki’s words make chills go down your spine as Endeavor glares at you.

“She can’t do it herself?”

“Don’t be a prick.”

“It’s fine really-“ Heading towards the trunk you cough, cheeks sore from the rough fingers that held them. “- It’s only one bag so I can do it..”

Grabbing it quickly you closed the trunk and started heading towards the bus. Maybe you underestimated Endeavor’s motive. He didn’t care what happened to you or your kids. God he’s probably working something up to frame you. You lean against the window of the bus as you stared out to the kids, seeing them still huddled up. Your eyes met Todoroki before looking away.

“All right asshole what’d you do to her.”

“What do you mean Shoto? She’s fine.”

“Bullshit!”

“Todoroki! Calm down.. let’s just get on the bus alright?”

Todoroki scoffed before walking away, Midoriya sighed in relief as he followed after. After everything became situated they got on the bus accordingly. They’d steal small glances of you as they passed your seat. They could tell something was off. But they didn’t wanna push it. And thus the journey to the camp began.

“How do you like the water Miss Y/N?”

“It’s nice, but I shouldn’t be in here. You guys were the ones that trained not me!”

“Oh there’s nothing wrong with it Miss! You deserve to relax a little too!”

You smile before sinking lower into the hot soothing water. After getting to the camp the students were immediately tasked with something. Which sucked really since they thought this was a fun trip but in reality they’d be training til they dropped! You on the other hand were only asked to help with the food but were heavily told starting tomorrow you’d get the same treatment as them. You had just smiled and nodded knowing that you were dying inside. Alone time your ass!

“How did you guys like the food?”

“It was really good miss!”

“Of course it was! The Miss Y/N used to work at a restaurant after all!”

“I was a waiter..”

“Doesn’t matter!”

The girls erupt into giggles as you softly laugh. Although you were smiling you felt guilt. Why were you always so isolated from them? They clearly cared about you and all you’d do was be mean. But you had to!! Shigaraki said they’d try to win you over, that if you let your guard down you’d get used, and you didn’t want that.

So why did his words fade to the back of your head to be forgotten? You and the girls continued relaxing in the water as jokes and topics were thrown around. The guilt fading away the more you got to actually know them. Just like how you opened up more to them! They could feel it, your walls were coming down. They’d finally get to know the real you.

“Again!”

“You can’t expect me to!- ugh fine!”

Here you were standing in front of Aizawa, getting ready to spar you again. This guy has been making you do this nonstop! The 2nd day he made you run up and down the uneven mountains to gain stamina and now he was beating the shit out of you. I mean what could you expect!? You have no quirk it’s not like you can train air! So that’s why he had you trying to improve your combat.

It didn’t help you were a little distracted by Todoroki. Endeavor’s threats still lingered in your head, meaning you would attend to Todoroki’s needs. At first he didn’t know why but he had an idea after connecting the way you acted from being dropped off by Endeavor to how you tried to do everything for him. Of course his father threatened someone to make sure he was alright. And he had to choose the most vulnerable one.

A pained grunt left your lips as you backed away. Once again your eyes lingered on Todoroki too long, allowing Aizawa to hit you with a fucking right hook. You barely have any time to recover before he threw you onto your back. The air was knocked out your lungs while your muscles burned. He grabbed your shirt before stomping next to your head.

“Alright what’s the matter with you? You’re never this slow to react even when we train at UA.”

“I-I’m just tired-“

“Then why do you keep looking at Todoroki?” You pause, wrong move. He drags you up on your feet before dusting you off. “What’s going on?”

You bit your lip as you looked down. You didn’t want to tell him. He’d probably call you weak, just like Shigaraki would.

“I’m just.. tired okay? I miss the kids and all..”

He was disappointed. Aizawa knew something was wrong and he wanted you to tell him. From what the girls told him you’d been opening up more, barriers falling. So he hoped you’d say something just anything. That way he and the others could help, but he didn’t push it. He let out a sigh before walking away.

“Clean yourself up. You’re done for the day.”

All you can do is nod before speed walking away. You had to leave before you started crying. God why couldn’t you just tell him? The students would turn to see you before going back to their training, making you feel all the more alone. Everyone had someone here just not you.

It was supposed to be some haunted maze. The students were all asked to participate except for the ones who needed to test again with Aizawa and Vlad. You said you could help with them but they insisted you had fun. Which is why you were currently walking the woods with Todoroki and Bakugo. The crickets chirped as your feet crunched on the dirt and twigs. It was so silent that you could practically hear everything.

“Soo.. how has training for the both of you been?”

“Fine.”

The way they said it in unison gave you the creeps. Could they show a little more emotion or interest?! You sniffle a little before sneezing. Wait, what is that smell? It smelled almost burnt as you looked around. Todoroki stopped before turning to you guys.

“Do you guys smell that?”

“It smells like trees are burning.”

“Is that part of the maze or?- Watch out!”

You push Todoroki as something surged towards you three. He stumbled away before you scream. Something metal-like stabbed into your leg. It retracted from you as Bakugo picked you up off the floor. A wail left your lips while you grabbed onto your leg.

“What the hell is that?!”

“Bakugo we have to get her away from here!”

“This shit isn’t supposed to fucking hurt us! Are they idiots?!-“

“Students! It’s come to our attention we are being attacked! Your teachers have allowed you permission to use your quirks to defend yourself!”

Shit. Was this an actual attack? But who could it be? Was it some random group that figured out UA students were here? Wait, was this what Shigaraki was planning?It couldn’t be him… right? Bakugo placed you next to a tree before standing next to Todoroki.

“Bakugo you should be with Y/N.”

“Yeah right asshole! And leave all the fun to you?”

“Alright we aren’t too far from where the pussycats are.. Sensei said we should regroup with the rest!”

“A-are you alright Midoriya?” Your voice sounding weak as you had your arm over Todoroki’s shoulders. “What did the guy you fought look like? I-I might know him!”

“I’m fine, he was this big guy who could grow muscle- are you okay though? Your leg must hurt Miss!”

“I bet it does. Such a shame we have to bring you back like that.”

Huh? Everyone looks ups to the new voice. Who the heck is that? And what did he mean by bring you back- Oh shit! This WAS Shigaraki’s doing! You never got to know who exactly was in the league so it was hard to tell if this was actually Shigaraki’s plan. Wait… he was gonna take you back to him.

You should’ve felt giddy. Happy, excited, THRILLED at the idea. But you felt nauseous thinking about reuniting with Shigaraki. Todoroki gripped you close to him when he realized what was going on. There was no way in HELL he could have you get taken away. He couldn’t allow it especially with the way things already looked for you.

Everyone would assume you told the villains where the camp was being held. You’d go from being a victim in people’s eyes to a criminal. He couldn’t have that. You’ve worked so hard! He could practically feel how scared you were too! Was Shigaraki trying to ruin your life? Out of no where the man is right beside the both of you in a blink of an eye, the next thing you knew it was… dark.

Where were you? You wanted to get out!! It was so quiet!.. so cold.. it was practically just nothing in the air. Tears formed in your eyes as you scratched at your skin. You fell to your knees before the sobs left your throat. Your babies.

Who would take care of them? Would people treat them like monsters? Bringing your knees to your chest you just cried and cried. You didn’t even know when you stopped crying. Didn’t know when your lids felt heavy, the sleep consuming you.

Shigaraki was so excited. He’s been depraved of female touch for months! His little plaything playing house with heroes while he was left to sulk all alone. But he was a patient man… (no he’s not liar liar LIARRR) He could gladly just use his hand when he got needy. But now he didn’t have to wait! He just hoped you didn’t change too much.

God if you got ugly he’d probably have to kill you or something, which is so much unnecessary work. Just then the portals appeared. Finally! The league has returned with a successful mission! He quickly left his room and headed towards the bar as a crooked smile graced his face. There they were already tying up the UA student. His eyes scanned and scanned before landing on you.

Well not really since you were being covered. Spinner was holding your unconscious body as Shigaraki inched closer. Well, you changed but not too much. You were still hot to him I guess. Oh just great you got injured. What a pain that’s gonna be.

“Give her here.”

“Get the hell away from her asshole!”

Bakugo shouted as he thrashed around. The league just ignored him while they continued to tie him down. Spinner was quick to transport you over to Shigaraki’s arms before clearing his throat.

“We don’t know how her ankle got injured but we’re guessing it was when Moonfish went after the Todoroki boy and Bakugo sir.”

“Yeah yeah alright. I’ll be in my room. Don’t even think about coming in you dipshits.”

“Gross… is he gonna like.. grope her?”

“Sure she’ll be fine! No she won’t! He’s gonna kill her!!”

Shigaraki locks his bedroom door before placing you down. He couldn’t wait. He needed to get his hands on you! His fingers grabbed at your shirt as it dusted ,along with your pants which left you in nothing but underwear, a bra and socks. One of them was a bit sticky with blood but he could care less. Unzipping his pants he shuffled to be between your legs.

Should he wake you up? Nah, you’d probably just whine and whine about something he didn’t care about. He grabbed the lube bottle on the night stand as he squirted some of it onto his cock, stroking up and down. This was so exciting! He’s never taken you while you were sleeping… Pushing your panties to the side he ran two fingers up and down your slit with the lube.

He couldn’t have you being dry it’d feel like shit! You whimpered in your sleep as he continued touching you as he pleased. He shoved a finger in before making it two. They sloshed around your walls while your body writhed in discomfort. Man, he was getting impatient. At least you were getting wetter.

He knew foreplay had to happen because blah blah blah blah blah. Oh you didn’t need that much! You were probably loose from the childbirth you’ll be fine. He pulled his fingers out to watch them glisten in the barely lit room, his PC shining as best as it could. He sucked on them before letting out a throaty moan. Tasted just like he remembered.

Grabbing your ankles he notices how your leg kicked away from him. Aw, your ankle wound was still gushing a little blood! How cute or whatever. He ran his tip up and down your slit before pushing in roughly. This caused your eyes to immediately shoot open as a throaty gasp left your lips. He laughed at your body’s response all the while he’d thrust in.

“Well good morning to you sweetheart! You miss me? Shit.. still tight as a virgin!”

“S-Shigaraki it hurts!”

Your pleas fall on deaf ears as he rammed his hips forward before pulling them back. His brutal pace continued while your tears stained your cheeks. It hurt almost like the first time he took you. The sounds of skin slapping echoed throughout the room with your cries. The whole league could probably hear it.

“Oh sweetheart I can’t thank you enough.. because of you we managed to capture Bakugo Katsuki!”

No! You yelp at him pulling your hair as the words settled in. The entire point of that attack was Bakugo? Oh god Bakugo could probably hear you guys, now you wanted nothing more then to shrivel up and die!

“But… Why the fuck didn’t you tell me you would be there? Huh?” A scream erupted from your throat as he gripped your wounded ankle, the blood staining his fingers. “Answer me!”

“I-I didn’t know! Please it hurts!!”

“Didn’t know? Do you think I’m fucking stupid! Liar!”

“Please I swear Shigaraki I couldn’t send anything on time!” Sobs left you as he stared you down with his ruby eyes. You’d never seen him like this. Your body was shaking like a leaf. “They- they told me the day before! I had no time! I was constantly under their supervision!

P-Please…”

With a smile he let go of your leg. All the anger he had displayed disappeared, only love and affection showed now. Peppering small kisses on your skin you sniffle while rubbing the tears away.

“I’m sorry baby, you’ll forgive me right? You know I didn’t mean it.”

He was lying. You could tell he was. You never noticed it before since you were so blinded with love but now it was so evident. He was manipulating you from the start. There was never love behind those eyes, just pure control. You timidly smile before letting your fingers rest against his cheeks.

“Of course Shigaraki!… I-I love you so much..”

“See! You know I was just making sure! I can’t have my favorite girl lying to me.. can I?” You shake your head no as he snickered. “Good good, now where were we?”

It hurt. After the whole argument Shigaraki continued on with what he was doing. His hands had greedily touched you with venom as you tried to block it out. His pace was unforgiving and he hadn’t bothered to make you cum. You had to fake one. Wasn’t as hard as you thought it’d be. After he used you up he cleaned himself and went back out to the bar area.

You felt so ashamed. So used and so guilty. The heroes never wanted to use you like Shigaraki said they did, they wanted to save you. Release you of the pain you put yourself through. And now it was too late. It’s not like you could leave now.

He had you chained down to him for good. Everyone knows you because of him. Your children will be constant reminders of what he’d done. And now you wanted nothing more than to just hold them. Cradle them close to your chest as if letting go would mean they’d be gone forever. You hold your body while humming the lullaby you’d sing them to sleep.

You couldn’t hear the soft steps approaching the room as you mumbled the words and faced the wall. The door creaked open before closing, the pair of feet now inches away from the bed. The person cleared their throat before they sat on the edge. You glanced back tiredly with a frown. Oh, who was this? They smiled at you softly while pushing a strand of hair back.

“I’m Magne! But you can just call me big sis. I’m here to clean you up.”

“Oh. Okay..”

You slowly pulled yourself up as you whimper. Shigaraki left bruising marks on you, and worsened your ankle. She hissed before going to grabs towels from his little bathroom. You shivered while looking down to the sheets.

“Yknow you shouldn’t let him treat you like that.”

“What?..”

“I know he’s practically my boss and everything but it doesn’t excuse him for treating you like shit.” You whimper at the cool feeling of the towel as she presses it to your skin. “You’re supposed to be his girlfriend. Not his punching bag.”

“Well.. I don’t know what he even thinks of me. I love him really I do- but I think he’s just playing with me.”

“Ugh, men. They always take the good ones for granted. You need to stand up to him one day.”

“How? He’s stronger than me. He’d probably just belittle me like he always does..”

“Let him! Don’t let those meaningless words get to you. That’s how you know you’re winning!” The towel rubs on your cheek as your eyes light up. “I noticed he gets mean when he thinks he’s losing so if you just hold your ground he’ll have no choice but to treat you right!”

“You really think so?”

“I know so girl! Kick him in the family jewels if you gotta.”

Her words make you giggle before covering your mouth. She just gave you a toothy smile as she continued cleaning your skin up. You guys chatted and chatted about multiple things while she brushed your hair and helping you pick clothes to change into. She was also definitely a good friend. Someone you would need for your current situation.

“Alright I’ll be waiting at the bar! Just be quick because that asshole needs to be put in his place I swear-“

“Shh! He might hear you hehe!”

You both giggle before she leaves the room. Limping over to the bed you grab the shirt and bring it over your head. Next up was the… skirt. The reason you look at it so distastefully is because the thing practically wasn’t even a skirt. So short it couldn’t even be called a miniskirt. You just click your tongue, bringing it up your legs.

Grabbing the black leg warmers you put them on with caution as to not hurt your foot. Were you seriously expected to walk with this injured leg? Whatever at this point you don’t care. Turning to the nightstand you go to grab your necklace before gasping. Holy shit the necklace! This was yours and Bakugo’s fucking way out!!

“I just wish we could do something to help them.”

“I almost had him. It’s my fault Y/N’s gone too. I didn’t protect her like I should’ve.”

“Todoroki-“

Midoriya’s bracelet buzzed all of a sudden as he looked down at it immediately. You’re trying to talk! His classmates look at him in confusion while he just laughed and smiled.

“What are you laughing at dude? This isn’t funny!”

“No! It’s Y/N! She’s okay! It’s a long story but we can communicate with this!”

Midoriya quickly pressed his bracelet to send a vibration back, which resulted in you pressing it happily.

“Dude seriously?! Ask her if Bakugo is okay!!”

“Ok ok!! B-A-K-U-G-O S-A-F-E??” The room went quiet as they diligently waited for you. Buzzing occurred before Midoriya recited the letters. Thank god you guys managed to study Morse code at the camp in y’all’s free time. “Oh she’s responding! Uhh I-D-K”

“IDK? As in I don’t know? How doesn’t she know!!”

“Hold on she’s still sending letters! Ok uh S-E-P-A-R-A-T-E-D! They have them separated!”

“Shoot..”

“Alright let’s… U O-K-A-Y??” Midoriya just had to ask. With the way things ended that night it was necessary. He was worried about your ankle after all.

‘F-I-N-E F-O-R N-O-W. A-N-K-L-E H-U-R-T.’

“I knew her leg wasn’t alright. What should I ask next?”

“Ask if she knows where they are! Anything to help the police with!”

“Good Idea Iida! L-O-C-A-T-I-O-N?”

‘B-A-R I-D-K W-H-E-R-E’

“She said a bar? But doesn’t know where.”

“Maybe she’s heard them calling it that.”

His bracelet buzzed more as he held it concentrated. This was so nerve wracking. They finally had some sort of relief but it was still scary. Midoriya was afraid you’d get caught and get hurt. Or worse, killed.

‘S-O-S. G-T-G U-P-D-A-T-E L-T-R’

“She’s gotta go shoot! She said she’d update us later.”

“We have to tell All Might!”

“Wait!” They stopped walking to the door when Midoriya yelled out. He looked down nervously before indicating for them to come closer. “Look I.. can’t let anyone know about these. I told her I’d keep it a secret.”

“Midoriya! We need to tell them! It’ll help her if anything!”

“Yeah and she won’t be their prime suspect anymore!”

Right. After the students were escorted to safety and they realized you were missing along with Bakugo, the police labeled you dangerous. No matter what Todoroki and the others told them they still thought you were behind it. Your babies were put in protective custody as they thought the league would try to snatch them next. Once it got out on TV it just became worse. The public practically blamed you for all of it. Some saying they ‘knew you were off’.

Wanted posters of you were plastered everywhere and alerts were put out to report any suspicious woman who looked like you. They were so off about everything that they didn’t realize you were a hostage too. Back at the Hideout you were timidly walking down the hall. It’s been so long since you walked them, such a weird feeling. Reaching the bar you peaked your head through. Relief washed over you immediately seeing Bakugo was fine.

His eyes met yours, growing alert to seeing you a little beaten up. Your legs were out after all which meant he could see the bruises and the bandages peeking threw the leg warmers on your ankle. And you tried so desperately to hide the limp. Didn’t want him to worry anymore. Tomura grabbed you by the neck before bringing you to his lap.

“Well look who finally decided to show up! Jesus why do you take so damn long?”

“ ‘M sorry…”

“Jeez crusty. Can’t you see she’s a little hurt? She limps like some hurt dog.” You feel your lip quiver as you looked down. The black hair man who you’ve been told was Dabi by Magne snickers. “She still managed to get all dolled up too. Be grateful for it before someone else snatches her up.”

“And who the hell would want some used up villian whore? I don’t have to worry for shit.”

“You asshole!-“

“I-it’s fine Bakugo..”

Magne looks at you disappointed. You really wanted to stand up for yourself but with Tomura’s deadly hands on you, you’d rather not speak out. You don’t already trust him after the earlier threats. God forbid he actually kill you. Your hand played anxiously with the necklace as your eyes stayed trained to the floor.

“Who the hell got you that?”

“H-huh?”

“The necklace. Who got it for you sweetheart?”

“U-uhm..” You looked around nervously before looking to Bakugo. If you told Shigaraki Midoriya got it he’d destroy it. So you decided to lie. “It was Bakugo…”

“Ooh really? Why’d you give her a necklace huh?”

You prayed he understood. Because if he didn’t lie right here right now your only source of communication with actual help would be gone. Bakugo scoffed before shutting his eyes.

“So what if I gave her a necklace? You got a problem asshole?”

Oh thank god. Shigaraki hums before caressing your hair. A pained whimper leaves you as his fingers dug into your scalp and pulled you up.

“How cute! You decided to make friends.” You shake your head no but he just nods. It seems his mockery wouldn’t just be in the comfort of his own room. “It’s fine Y/N! I got you a gift after all too.”

“What?..”

“Yeah! Let me go get it for you!”

He rises from the stool he was in and heads into some room. You glanced over to Bakugo worried that his gift would embarrass you. And boy… were you right. You hadn’t seen it yet but by the look on nearly everyone’s face you could see, it wasn’t good. You turned slowly to see Shigaraki with a LEASH in hand. All you could do was stare at it with your jaw dropped.

“Surprise! A pretty leash for my pretty girl!”

“O-Oh!..”

“What the fuck?”

Pink-Momo, Blue-Iida, Green-Deku,

Red-Kiri, White-Shoto

“Midoriya what does the tracker say now?”

“It says Y/N is at this place… But it looks like a shopping center! Dang it did I get scammed?”

“Wait Midoriya- I heard All Might and the police talk about some hidden bar they might be in.. Y/N also said bar in her messages too right?”

“Yeah! She did say it was a bar but didn’t know where.”

“Maybe it’s there then!”

“Well then we have no choice! We must let All Might and the authorities deal with it!”

“Iida! No! We decided to go through with this plan we can’t back out now!”

“Hold on Kirishima.. If my tracker says a different location then yours then that must mean they keep the Nomus in a different place!”

“Which means the press conference is a cover up? They know where both the Nomu are and where the league are. So they obviously plan to surprise them.”

“Exactly that Todoroki.”

“Then, which location do we go to?”

“Look at you! My girl being all obedient with her collar!”

You wanted to bash your skull in more than anything. Here you were sat on the floor like some animal as Shigaraki… caressed your head. It was so embarrassing having Bakugo see and seething that he couldn’t do anything about it. Your ankle hurt like hell too. He’s had you in this uncomfortable position for god knows how long and the pain wasn’t easing on your foot.

At least you’ve been able to communicate with Bakugo. After seeing you secretly pressing on your necklace from time to time he starting blinking to you in Morse code. You didn’t know he knew Morse code but it was good for the moment. You talked back and forth about how help was on the way and he’d be out of here in no time. You’d only say he was being saved because with the way things were looking, you’d never get away. Shigaraki rose from his chair before clasping his hands together.

“Alright, It’s time. Untie Bakugo. If he’s going to be a member then we should treat him as such! Isn’t that right Y/N?”

You nod before you’re being pulled up. A low pained whimper left you as your legs shook. Dabi pushes Twice forward to Bakugo before Twice let out a offended gasp.

“How rude! You’re too kind!”

“You untie him. And have the girl help you.”

You get pushed forward as well, wincing at the pressure on your leg. The both of you help him out as you’d glance to Bakugo every now and then. He had that look in his eyes. He planned to attack you could tell. You mouth no but once Twice finished untying his part, hell broke loose.

“Ah! Ther-“

Bakugo lunged forward with an attack. All you could do was watch in horror, the hit going straight towards Shigaraki. As Bakugo created distance between the league and him he kept you close under one of his arms. The thud of the all too familiar hand falling to the ground sent chills down your spine. Oh no, Shigaraki was gonna be furious.

“Huh.. how interesting.” He bends down to grab the hand before placing it back on his face. “Y/N, keep your fucking dog in check.”

“I’ll kill you asshole! If you want me to listen then get on your knees and beg!”

“Ooh not very hero like is it? Come here Y/N! Kurogiri! Compress! Put the brat to sleep.”

“No!”

The words echoed off the wall as silence consumed the hideout. You gulped nervously, looking at everyone’s reactions. But the one that stuck out the most, was Shigaraki’s furious glare. He goes to open his mouth before sudden knocking occurred. You all look to the door before the words ripped through the air.

“Hello, this is Pizza-La, Camino store.”

The place grew silent as much as everyone’s confusion. But in the blink of an eye, destruction struck. The wall to the building breaks as you yelped. Bakugo shielded you as the debris cleared. It was All Might!

“Kurogiri! Gate!”

Before Kurogiri could conjur up a gate the pro hero Kamui Woods shoot out limbs of wood, trapping the villians. It was going down so fast you could hardly keep track. It almost reminded you of how they first rescued you, just much more chaotic.

“You can’t run anymore, League of Villians!”

The booming words of All Might have you letting out a exhale. Was it finally over? The heroes attention turn to you and Bakugo as All Might walks to you both with the all too familiar smile.

“It’s alright now. You must’ve been scared. You handled it well!”

“I wasn’t scared asshole!”

You laugh a little before feeling a jab at your neck. Shigaraki still had a hold of the leash?! You grab at your neck as Bakugo attempts to help you take it off.

“This is… unsatisfying…”

“Let her go you loser!”

“Where is All for One?”

“Go away… I hate you!”

Out of nowhere grey goop appears from thin air, Nomus coming out of it. You go to curse but feel something thick course up your throat. Oh my god!.. it’s coming out of you!! You immediately start panicking as much as the heroes do. Your teary eyes watch as it happens to the rest of the league, even including Bakugo.

“No!!”

Your vision went black.

“They’re right there!… how do we save them?..”

“We can’t do anything Kirishima!.. Dont you see All for One right there!..”

“Oh my god… Is that a collar on Miss Y/N’s neck!?..”

The five of them were all terrified. They had decided to go where the Nomu were as they thought what you meant was Bakugo and you were at different locations. But to their avail, they were wrong. And now terrified as they were cursed with the presence of All For One. You and Bakugo weren’t doing so good either. Now that they practically considered you both hostages instead of teammates, you were likely to be tied up again.

“Oh Y/N! It’s been too long. How are the children?”

“I-I…”

“Master she’s a traitor! Do something so she learns to behave!”

“Oh we can’t have that Y/N! I welcomed you with open arms and this is how you repay me?”

“W-wait!-“

“Oh but we can’t blame you can we? You’re quirkless trash… it’s in your nature.”

You could feel your stomach churn as the words were thrown ruthlessly at you. In a split second he’s infront of you, his hand gripping your arm tightly. You yell out in pain when you feel something stab into your neck, pumping god knows what into you.

“I’ll fix you up real nice Y/N. Something to make you understand all that I do.” Your body shakes as the pain began to grow unbearable. “I was creating this one just for you. Just so you know who you are in this world.”

“Stop!”

“Oh look who showed up.”

You attempt to look at the booming voice all the while you fought to stay conscious. Your body felt off, different. You couldn’t tell what it was and to be honest you didn’t want to know what it was. But it seemed All for One was finished since he let you go, your body falling to the ground. The tears fell effortlessly from your eyes as your body grew paralyzed. A pair of hands hastily pick you up before screaming out.

“Stay awake! Shit! Back off you extras!”

“Give her back you brat!”

A small whine left your lips, your eyes focusing in on Bakugo.

“You have to let me go… you’ll only get hurt..”

“Like hell I will!” His hand slapped at your face in attempt to keep you from falling unconscious. “You gotta help me fight these guys! Do you want to see your kids again!?”

Your kids… your babies! You feel your body regain its energy before jumping out of his arms. The entire time you were here not once did Shigaraki ask about the babies. What kind of father didn’t care about his children! Bakugo let a smirk land on his face as the both of you got into a fighting stance. Thank god you actually got trained for combat, no more complaining to Aizawa!

“Are you- you can’t fight us! We outnumber you!”

“Watch us crusty!”

“Toga! Magne! Get her!”

You run towards them as Toga throws her knife at you. Quickly dodging it you hit her right on her side, remembering the move Aizawa pulled on you. Before she could regain her composure you threw her onto her back, knocking the air out her lungs. After getting her down you go to handle Magne. She throws punches at you as quickly as you dodge them.

“I hate that we have to fight Y/N! You’d be an amazing friend!”

“I know! But I can’t let you guys hurt him!”

“Can you feel it?”

“What?”

“The quirk! Can you feel it?”

You paused at the fact she stopped throwing hits, her dodging your advances now. You let out a pained yelp…. like a dog. What the fuck? Your head hurt as if it was stabbed. But you would’ve died. You grab at where the blood was leaving you and freeze. Was that…

“Yay! I hit you right on the ear!”

“I’m… a fucking dog! You guys turned me into a dog?!”

“It’s exactly what you are! The mutt we took in that takes everything for granted!”

You find your way back to Bakugo while feeling your heart thump out your chest. This was really happening. You’re a hybrid half human half dog creature! A explosion rips through the air, ice forming soon after. Almost everyone looks up and you’re left dumbfounded. It’s Midoriya and the others!

“Cmon!”

Kirishima yells out. Bakugo signals for you to get on his back before you jump on. Almost immediately Shigaraki goes to stop you guys, but it’s too late. You’re in the air in a matter of seconds! Bakugo getting rid of every obstacle in the way. He smirks to the others as he holds on tightly to Kirishima.

“You crazy bastards!”

“Y-you guys really came!”

“Don’t you worry Miss Y/N! We’d never leave you behind!”

“Oh shit we’re gonna crash!”

You guys all collectively scream before landing roughly. With an oof you tumble off Bakugo and straight up eat concrete.

“Ow! My nose!”

“Crap! Miss Y/N let me help you up!”

“Thank you Kirishima!… God I’m so… t-tired….”

You start stumbling before your vision became splotchy. Their shouts became muffled as you looked at the with half lidded eyes. Maybe you underestimated how much energy was taken from you. Curse the sudden Adrenaline!!

“Stay awake Miss!”

Iida said the words in a frantic frenzy as he shook your shoulders.

“Don’t shake her like that!”

“Oh crap she’s out!”

You passed out. Their futile attempts going unheard of while you slumbered away. The entire time you were knocked out they took turns carrying you on their backs. That was until they managed to get you to the hospital. Which resorted in you being handcuffed to the bed. Midoriya had called practically everyone to the hospital, making the room overflow with back to back banter. As of now the students were arguing with the authorities.

You tried your best to hide yourself under the covers, too ashamed to look at them after what occurred. The second you had woken up you threw up. Which resorted to you seeing yourself in the bathroom mirror and screaming bloody murder. And when they managed to get in they had seen the broken pieces scattered all over the floor, you curled up and crying. You didn’t have too many cuts from the glass but they opted it wasn’t safe if you weren’t handcuffed to the bed.

“Miss Y/N… please… It’s not bad!..”

“I’m a- Dog! I have the ears!- the tail the claws- the godforsaken teeth!”

“You’re a cute little corgi! What’s wrong with dogs?”

“My mother was murdered and mutilated by rabid dogs! That’s what’s wrong with them!”

Everyone immediately shut up at the words that left you. Now they understood why this could be upsetting. Although you weren’t fully a dog and still had a human body, you felt disgusting and betrayed. Shigaraki was the only one you told about that… which meant he told All for One. How could you have been so blind? Of course he was just using you, and now you pay the consequences for being so stupid.

“My… babies. I want to see my babies.”

“I’m afraid we can’t allow that.”

“And why not!”

“Because we still don’t know if you’re a threat or not. We don’t know how the League found out about the camp. And you suspiciously were there.”

You stare at them with the most ‘are you fucking serious’ look. You were… SUSPICIOUSLY THERE? Like as if they didn’t make you go? Like as if you didn’t protest and come up with countless excuses? Okay maybe Shigaraki was right about one thing and that was that Heroes were stupid. You huffed and turned your back to them, pulling the blanket to cover you again.

“Just- leave. I’m not up to putting up a fight so leave.”

They eventually did leave you alone, letting you bask in the silence. Although it wasn’t all so bad! Your nurse was always talkative and gossiped with you. She was a bit of an airhead but it was nice she didn’t treat you differently. When you were released they allowed timed visitations with your children. You were trapped in a fixed schedule yet again.

But this was much more harsher. You weren’t allowed a phone, limited TV channels, only going out to certain locations and the worse of them all. You had to live in the new UA dorms with the kids. You couldn’t even protest, the words always catching in your throat when they spoke to you. Simple curt nods or small no’s. Although your room was a tad bigger than the usual dorms you felt suffocated.

You lived in that building alone for such a short time, yet you were going mental. Whatever the pro heroes think was helping was making you go all the more insane. Only thing you looked forward to was the doctor visits to see how your body was adjusting to a quirk. They didn’t allow the pro heroes in the room for privacy reasons.

“How have you been Ma’am? Anything different happen since last Thursday?”

“U-uhm I’ve been feeling nauseous?.. Morning sickness but I think it might just be food poisoning!”

“Hmmm” The doctor scribbles on his clipboard before looking up to you. “Can you provide a urine sample?”

“Why? If I may ask-“

“You had unprotected sex with Tomura Shigaraki right? In your first hospital report since you’ve been back they found semen remains. It’s better to be safe then sorry. But maybe we should do blood tests…. They can determine pregnancy faster then Urine tests do.”

“I-I can do both. If that helps.”

“Great! The nurse will take you to the bathroom after we get your blood.”

You nod, agreeing to his words. After the blood was taken from your arm your old nurse came in to guide you to the bathroom. The entire way there she gossiped with you about coworker drama.

“Oh and then it’s said Doctor Koshi sleeps with all his assistants! That’s why they have him on some leave right now…”

You pat her arm gently as you offered a soft smile.

“Well as interesting as that sounds I have to pee now. Tell me more later!”

She nods swiftly before giving you the cup to pee in. The second you finished up and open the door you see your nurse being chatted up by Midnight. She looks over to you as you walked over. What was she doing here? She should be waiting in the common area.

“What’s the sample for?”

“You don’t have to answer that.” Thankfully your doctor came to your rescue as he walked up the three of you. “Patients don’t have to disclose that unless they’re a minor. Which she isn’t.”

“Is it so wrong to want to know?”

“Just tests. All I can say legally. Cmon Miss L/N. And you can follow the nurse back to the common room.”

You follow him like a lost puppy back to the room before plopping back onto the bed. He sighs while rubbing his temples.

“So we sent your urine off with the nurse and your blood results should be coming any second.”

“Great.”

Silence enveloped the room before he spoke up again.

“What will you do.”

“What?”

“If you’re pregnant. What will you do? Like decide i mean.”

“Uhhh..” You start thinking to yourself. What will you do? Would the Heroes make you get rid of it? Gulping you looked to him with worried eyes. “If I decided to keep it… they can’t force me to abort it right?”

He almost seemed stunned by your question before shaking his head no. You exhale with relief, happy you still had that choice. A knock erupts the silence as the nurse comes in with results. She hands them to the doctor before leaving swiftly. He scanned them quickly, leaving you nervous all the more.

“Positive.” The words ring through your ears as your heart thumped. It made you feel all the more nauseous before nodding. “You gonna tell them?”

“D-do I have to?”

“If you feel it’s safer to tell them later on in the pregnancy you can. I have to go with what you want.”

“Okay… then it’ll be a secret?”

“Yeah you can put it that way. I’ll prescribe you some vitamins and tell them to lay off the training.”

“Won’t they get suspicious?”

“I’ll say it’s destroying your body. Does that help?”

You nod before grabbing your purse. On the way back to the common area he told you foods to stay away from and gave you any notes that they’d probably want. He opens the door to the common area, seeing the heroes you came with. It’s hard to hide how sad you get, but then again when was it ever easy to hide? The Doctor cleared his throat before walking up to the heroes.

“How exactly are you treating Miss L/N?”

“What do you mean?” Aizawa perks up as you come closer. “Is there something new?”

“I’m talking about this training she speaks about. The diet, the sleep schedule, the everything.”

“We have her maintaining a healthy lifestyle. So for when she’s on her own, she knows how to live.”

“I believe my patient here was human before the incident correct?” They all nod confused before he crosses his arms. “That’s right so you know what that means? It means she knows how to eat and sleep and exercise on her own.”

“Right but-“

“It’s killing her body. All the constant battering you guys are giving to her body is destroying it.”

Oh shoot you didn’t know he was gonna lie directly to their faces! Looking away from their gaze you tapped your feet to keep yourself distracted. All Might just pats your shoulder before speaking up.

“What about the quirk? Is it hurting her too?”

“The quirk is speeding up the process. If what you guys were doing was hurting her body, then the quirk is just gonna make things quicker.”

“So.. what do we do?”

“I gave Miss L/N some notes that you can go over. I need her to get as much rest as possible, foods have to be high in calories and protein, sunlight is good take her out for walks, and just maybe listen to her.”

“It almost sounds like she’s pregnant.”

Endeavor speaks up. God damn it that god forsaken dumpster fire! You and your doctor sneak a quick glance to each other before smiling.

“I assure you she’s not haha. Now if you’ll excuse me I have to go. See you Thursday Miss L/N.”

You wave goodbye as you all journey to the car. Endeavor driving, Midnight in the passenger seat, and you, Aizawa, and All Might in the back. You were always put in the middle because they thought you’d jump out. As they conversed about the Doctor’s expectations you got lost in deep thought. Was this also Shigaraki’s intentions? He hasn’t sent a letter explaining how angry he was, so did he decide to leave you alone?

“Y/N!”

“O-oh! Yes sorry?”

“We were asking if you wanted to get food.”

“Really?” You looked to all of them, surprised they were all so quick to listen to what the doctor said. “Me and the students can always just make food!”

“No it’s fine really. What have you been craving?”

“Well…”

“PIZZAAAA!!”

You yell out the words with glee as you entered the dormitory. Almost everyone turned to the sound of you all chipper. Denki and Mina squealed, coming at you hot.

“Oh god this is just what I needed!”

“Miss Y/N you’re my hero!”

“Haha! Everyone dig in! I managed to convince them to get a couple for all of us to share!”

“Share?” Iida perked you at the word. He fixed his glasses before staring at you with curiosity. “But don’t they have you on a strict diet ma’am?”

“Oh I don’t follow it anymore! Doctor said it was killing my body so!- can’t do it!”

Your words mostly came out muffled as you and many of the students stuffed your face with the pizza. He just stood there absolutely confused before finding his own seat and began eating. This was just what you needed, a whole bunch of carbs and freedom! As the area lit up with laughter you felt the weight lift off your shoulders.

“Night Miss Y/N!”

“Goodnight Uraraka!”

Shutting the door you’re enveloped in silence. Oh such sweet silence. You’re quick to lay down on your bed, just staring at the ceiling as the moonlight shines in. You hum softly while holding your stomach. Another baby, another blessing. A smile graced your lips before laughing softly.

“I’ll protect you… my sweet Angel.”

Notes: I don’t hate Shigaraki but this felt right.. If I make a part 3 it’d probably have his redemption! I swear that man can rip me apart and I’d still stay.

[enterdivinity]

uptown girl!

Prologue: Movin’ Out

a/n: have fun reading it! it didn’t take long, and the next chapter will be done around next month(early august) bc i have camp!

cws: ig swearing?

The best part about Chicago was that gorgeous house of yours. The balcony and backyard look on the clear blue water of Lake Michigan and the silver rocks. It was beautiful to say the least, and words could not explain how that view could make a heart flutter at a mile a minute. Sheridan Road wasn’t something to laugh about, it was more something to gawk at. Each neighbor and house around yours was almost the same as your house, since it was such a rich place to live in. Oh North Shore, how perfect it was to live and stay. Except, you wouldn’t be staying here in this huge home anymore. No no, your family was moving to the heart of Tokyo because of your dad getting a promotion and having to move to Japan. This wasn’t something from a fairytale at all, it was a complete nightmare for you.

“Y/N! Bring down the last box from your room,” your mom requested across the hall from your room. Your family wasn’t bad or anything, it was a typical family in the good ol’ US of A! Rolling your eyes, you hauled the last box and lazily dragged it out of your big bedroom and right by the staircase. You didn’t want to move at all, since it would be such a hassle to fly for so many hours and into a new continent. Plus, you didn’t know many basic phrases in Japanese, only knowing stuff like hello, thank you, and some food. And don’t get started on the writing system. Right to left?! Right to fucking left?! Was it some sort of dystopian thingy? Perhaps not, but you had to roll with it. Turning over a new leaf wouldn’t be that bad, since, of course, you’re leaving for another country. Duh!

Putting your phone back in your pocket, you heard the huge moving van for the furniture. You stood up and opened the door for the furniture guys. Each minute and second that passed by made shivers pass down your spine. What if you don’t make friends? What if these people don’t know what a Birkin Bag is? Does this college have enough vending machines? In those pictures on Instagram, it did look like there were nice people there, but no one to her taste. Of course, you would have to test the waters first rather than judging the book by its cover.

When the furniture guys finished packing into the moving van, your palms become sweaty, as your eyebrows furrow. Standing up, you began dragging some of your smaller suitcases into your mom’s Rolls Royce. “Here’s the rest of it, mom,” you grumbled, bitter of course. Well, bitter was quite the understatement. You were frustrated that your family had to leave it all behind for a new place.

You don’t want to have a clever conversation on the reason why you had to leave, but some kind of optimistic advice or message. However, there seem to be none that popped into your head. You would be all alone(of course, with your family) for the first time. New country, new language, like a fish out of a huge pond or an alien from a different plant or universe. Let’s hope you got to fit in like a chameleon, not stuck out like a sore thumb.

As the car stopped at the airport, you opened the back door to walk over and open the trunk. Taking out the able-to-carry luggage, your parents began lightly bickering about which food they should eat at the food court. Apparently, McDonalds was too cheap for your expensive family. “Money screams, wealth whispers,” they said, “you’re too much for some lousy fast food.” It was true, your family was too posh and polite for some kind of greasy fast food. Though, it would be the smallest of problems that became washing over you once the L/N family boarded the plane.

No doubt and no reasons why, your family was in first class. It took about 13 hours for the nonstop flight to land in Tokyo. Seemed like the whole flight was a blur to you, right? It was because you slept the whole time during it. Humorous, right? When the pilot asked for everyone to get off the plane since it was at the gate, you and your family started leaving the plane, getting all your carry ons and all that jazz. Each and every face(other than yours and your family’s faces) looked fuzzy, fully blurred by all that jet lag. This happened to you for about ten seconds, but then you snapped back into reality. Your lips pressed into a thin line as you followed your parents to baggage claim.

Holy shit, genuinely holy shit. How the hell would you get used to this? All those Japanese words above the English words looked like something from a different planet. Plus, as your family finished taking some of the other suitcases out of the baggage claim, everyone looked like businessmen or moms trying to get used to their rowdy children. Haneda Airport wasn’t something to laugh about at all, it looked like something out of a folktale, so futuristic, yet timeless. Who knew what your university would look like after your family got situated in Tokyo? Who knew what people you would meet? Who knew that you would be able to meet the love of your life here?

Like your favorite song Movin’ Out by Billy Joel said, “Mama if that’s movin’ up then I’m movin’ out.�� Guess your parents really took that to heart, huh?

[l8tof1]

It doesn’t take something big but there’s been plenty of things from Merc, especially since 2021 that would cause him to consider elsewhere. They’ve also not treated him as he deserves. That adds up. Lewis wanting to win with them is true, but how they want to win with him matters too. Merc hasn’t shown the “how” in car development and they also haven’t in team support. There’s only so much time.

yeah for sure. merc have been terrible but as far as f1 teams go (and i know the bar is in hell), they were overall not the worst by comparison. it felt like there was a genuine effort to engage with causes lewis wanted to push and to be more open to other brands and industries, for example.

there is just SO MUCH about ferrari that gives me the ick and that makes me worried. they feel so boring and glamourless and cheap and backward in every way (though ig maybe merc will be the same once lewis leaves? 🤭) and also just. unprepared for him and more racist than merc which is… yikes.

but he obv has a plan and i cannot wait to see what he does there!! he loves a challenge and he loves to prove people wrong, so i can also see that the fact no one believed he would ever leave merc and “start over” lights a fire in him, you know?

[domesticated-whores]

list of reasons why i kin angel dust

absolutely nobody asked or cares, and it absolutely goes into headcanon & projecting territory, but it's my void and i can scream into it how i please, so--

also, tiny note, i am loose and casual with kinning. i'm just saying heavily relate to the point that i can easily see myself parallel that character.

gay femboy supremacy 💅💅

nice tits (his are fluff, i'm transmasc and am too fem to care to go into debt over physical transition... either way, we got soft titties)

wearing pleasers ✨️exclusively✨️ (i also wear demonias, but they're owned by pleasers)

earlier iterations of him were more genderfluid but he's now canonly a cis man, i use to think i was more genderfluid due to being super fem (presenting) sometimes and being just meh about my body but am now confident that i'm just a really genderqueer trans dude.

doesn't overly mind fem language, *sometimes* intentionally uses it. refers to self decently androgynously (alternating between "fem" and "masc" shit)

pet mama 💕

my cats are my babies, i'd die and kill for them, genuinely one of the only lights in my life

animal lover in general, honestly!! babes, they're so fucking cute!!

i also prefer fucking ugly/weird animals like farm animals, trash animals (possums, raccoons, etc), some reptiles, and spiders

spiders are my very favorite creatures, so yeah i fw the spider character

overworked at a shitty job that there's no real way out of

like, i didn't sell my soul ig but i live in a small area and don't drive, and my cats need food and a roof over their little baby noggins, so mama needs a job no matter the cost

also, TOXIC fucking work environment. not comparable to workplace abuse, but FUCK--

and i ✨️ain't doing that shit sober✨️ bbgirl, i DRINK because of that place.

((that's a half-truth, i don't go TO work drunk because i am not subtle, but the instant i'm out and have any money--))

i also work A LOT, honestly. icky, nasty, 'sgusting.

✨️inferiority complex and heavy masking✨️

feet are weird, i especially hate my own

don't touch my feet, don't look at my feet, if anyone's around imma be in socks or smth, feet are a hard no for me

let's 👏 talk 👏 kink 👏

into bdsm and generally kinky shit

✨️ SUPER sex positive ✨️

growing collection of ✨️toys✨️ that i'm becoming increasingly proud of

it's a part of life, so i really don't see any taboo in fucking??

willing to try almost ANYTHING if i stand to gain from it or just to see if i'm into it

✨️ switch ✨️

PRAISE ME

... or, alternatively DEGRADE ME

on the regular, i just want to feel safe and loved and lowkey spoiled--

but i also fuck HARD with the spicy stuff

honestly, hardcore things are more professional than intimate

((i don't do sw, but i am into kink in a very nerdy, special interest, academic type of way... fuck me so i can write an essay about the dynamics at play, daddy~!))

on that note,, ✨️ trauma ✨️

specifically, sa :)

sa that really changes how you see and use sex, and how you outwardly PRETEND to see and use sex

being manipulated by someone you cared about in some way

((luckily, mine was short-lived... only the aftermath was long-lasting))

there's also family trauma :)

the idea of going no contact--

i kin people that are no/low contact because FUCK~ it's a lovely concept. i personally can't for... reasons... but if i could

will make the cheap-shot sex joke

i vape only the fruitiest bullshit flavors and, like, rip angel you would have loved this straw-blueberry vape with this funky abstract art on it bby

that's just, like, off the top of my head. idk, idk. he's literally me. not on everything, but he's the character i've related to the hardest in a HOT SECOND.

also, love the fact that all of this is true but also valentino is my fucking all time favorite character and my pfp. like, i look at angel and am hit with most deep and profound sense of "this is a character a that i relate to and see myself in to an insane degree" and then i turn around and see his fucking abuser and, with my FULL fucking chest go "scrumbly wittle bpd princess man 💕, i wuvs him 💕, i couldn't fix him but i could break him and mold him into my little disaster housewife 💕" like a fucking insane person. it's fine, it's fine, their literally cartoons!! i'm delulu about drawings!! it's okay!!

[ca-suffit]

I don't get why some people refuse to accept that Louis was abused. Him having been a victim to Lestat doesn't negate his grief. He's clearly still grieving Claudia, and from what we can tell of S2, we WILL see that too. No one is saying he's a saint either - he did fail Claudia. Him being a victim doesn't overshadow his grief or make him a saint.

And as you said, this isn't just some cheap story of abuse for shock value either. I wrote a whole wall of text about the complexities and layers of the abuse here but that would have been too long of an ask ajdhwj. Basically, there's the race aspect (which converses with the other aspects), there's that Louis couldn't leave him for many, many reasons, there's the emotional aspect, there's the power aspect (in more than one way)... I'm probably missing something, but this is very good portrayal of abuse and also something that happens irl.

This is also something that loustat will have to touch on in the future and will make for a very interesting story (again, as you said).

His arc is different in the book because the show has a different version of Louis with added struggles that book Louis didn't have (mostly due to his race and era, but also the dynamic that is shown with him and Lestat, if I remember the book correctly - partly also due to the former). Grief is still a part of his story, though.

Sorry for the long ask, it's just that reading that really made me go "??"

thank u for all of this!! I am not ignoring all u wrote but I wanted to elaborate on one point specifically tho and it's gonna be long. thank u for everything u wrote in full tho, I appreciate it. "I don't get why some people refuse to accept that Louis was abused."

they did it when he was white. it's because he's black now and lestat remains white. the vampires mention shit like slavery outright to each other when it's all white ppl, but it suddenly holds a LOT more weight once u make the "fledgling" a black person. AMC has done nothing but enhance what was already there, ppl just don't want to empathize with a black man.

anne rice fans are not critical thinkers but they like to think they are because they're proud they read a lot of books at prbly young ages. books they felt were rly "adult" and "mature." they've never grown up and taken a second look. anne rice's encouragement of parasocial relationships made that worse too. most of these ppl can't separate themselves from these characters and now feel bad seeing themes brought more to the surface about these relationships. they have to blame the writers and keep looking stupid instead of getting some self-awareness.

I know the fight does not happen in the books but I've seen enough passages from book IWTV to know physical and emotional violence between louis and lestat is v common. I've seen parts of lestat's books too where he's also violent to other partners. it's in the character, they've just been too busy wanting to fuck him the whole time to notice ig. that's what it is too. lots of this before the show was a sexy game to ppl and now they're mad u have to think about the story and consequences for things so much, mainly in ways that interfere with lighthearted shipping stuff. anne rice didn't ever talk about anything in depth so they're used to having awareness of topics but never exploring them. they feel stupid in many, many ways now and somehow that's everyone's fault but their own. it's practically *two years in* and they're still doing all this instead of doing some self-reflection. they keep reapplying the clown paint and then want to say it's ppl like me "ruining" it for others here like that's even remotely true lol.

anyways, u are welcome to visit my inbox any time and write whatever u want on this btw! I'd luv to hear it all.

[echobx]

these pics and videos spoilers im seeing is making me a bit sad as a jjpope shipper.... seeing jiara fans happy that rudy and madison are filming scenes between both makes jjpopes future look even worse. i was really hoping for s4 to be their season? pics of kiara and jj in same bedroom? i dont feel good at all for whats coming. how can the show ignore jjpope and their potential?

i feel the same anon. but I still have some hope because all we have got to see hasn't been very romantic looking in my eyes. and to the clip of Madison in bedroom next to a guy, that's JD, that's not Rudy. bc that video they screenshotted from was is on Madelyn's Instagram and I'm pretty sure it's JD based on the fact that he commented something on it that is visible on his body in the shot.

also, the fact that they zoomed in on a poster on a wall and then said "this is proof they live together" is just not holding up. bc (1) not just Kie can have this poster and just bc they used it in her room in s3 doesn't mean they didn't just use it to save money on new props (the surfshop of JB and Sarah has the same logo as the one we have already seen in s1&2 so unless they buy that thing, I'm just calling it cheap production and not wanting to create a new logo) (2) there was no confirmation whose house they are at in this clip, and (bc I'm that bitch) when you look out the window in the video, you can clearly see the marina. so they can't be at JJ's bc of the location of the house. I'm calling it and say their at Pope's or Kie has her own house.

on the other hand what still gives me hope, is that everything I have jiara shippers seen talking about (especially on twitter) has still no ground to stand on. tbh hey sound very delulu to me with all they are saying right now. I mean, I have seen more bts clips were Rudy and Madison don't seem as happy to be there, or aren't even in the shots together, than ones where they are.

I do have hope that the writers aren't that dumb and do what they did with KiePope and give us just a little and then let the characters realize that it's not working out.

I'm also super confused about Luke being there, and tbh I hate that they are doing it now bc they wanted to do that last season and then didn't bc bts leaks and jiara. but what I hate more is ppl going "omg luke is gonna throw JJ off Redfield Lighthouse!!" like why? why would they kill off the one character that keeps thousands if not millions of ppl interested in the show. bc if I'm totally honest, if they do kill him off I'm not gonna keep watching. same with Pope. if one of them dies, I'm done with this shitshow and it'll be fanon forever. (it already is bc canon is shit with holes)

ig my main issue with all that jiaras are doing isn't that they are shipping it, ship what you want, but the impact they get to have and the little media literacy they seem to have too. the homophobia and racism of it all

but then again, JJ is still wearing the bandana in the back right pocket. and I do hope for some good changes (for us) bc none of the official promo they gave us yet was in any instance showing anything about jiara. they gave them nothing. and maybe that's why jiaras sound so delulu to me right now, bc if how they say "this is jiara's season" was true, why wouldn't the short clips we got a few months ago have anything in them that gives jiaras genuine hope? no instead we got a group shot where the two are far apart, then the boys, and Sarah looking sad again. no jiara in sight. and maybe that's why I have hope, but that might also just be a marketing strategy idk.

they should let Kie cheat on him with a girl, that's what I wanna see. she should just fuck a girl and then come home and break up with JJ. that's what I want deep in my soul. bc just from the first intro we got into JJ (JB's pilot episode monologue) it's so damn obvious that they will never work, even if they weren't both raging homosexuals.

[sunskate]

honestly, I saw Fear/Gibson live last year and I’d call them incompetent. Their skating is so small, the curves on the ice so much shallower than a team of that standing should be capable of. Guignard/Fabbri covered twice as much ice with half the effort. People pick on Lilah and act like Lewis is the second coming of Dean/Moir/Cizeron but he’s not *that* much better at the actual skating, he is visibly better but still not brilliant. But he moves like a floor dancer and that covers many sins. I don’t think it’s some grand conspiracy to elevate them - the Brits might have a rogue judge but they are not a powerhouse federation. They can’t compel whole panels to fall in line the way Russia, USA, France and Canada can. I think it’s a combination of a) Europe not wanting a North American monopoly while P/C are on hiatus and Russia remain banned and b) the ISU understanding they’re popular and they’re desperate for popularity. Casual audiences respond to them, I’ve seen it. They’re fun, they’re good looking, they’re easily digestible. I have a theory they’ll be dropped from serious contention once P/C return and Lajoie/Lagha are Canadian #1 once the older teams retire. Europe will then have their champions back. L/L can do the fun populist stuff but skate it well (their lyrical FD is beautiful but it’s programs like Thriller and Rio that should be their calling card going forward to set themselves apart - they’re aggressive, not pretty, don’t fall into the trap H/D did and try to contain the power). I wish Tessa was mentoring L/L instead.

i think we just disagree on that word incompetent - they're working hard and have improved. but it makes my heart sink when crowds go for the easy and gimmicky. they probably will get an ovation next week like Tessa said. but i still think that program is cheap, and if the judges go for it too, the system is garbage. because the skating and the program don't warrant top 5 in the world

i looked at F/G's IGs because i had to question whether they're popular. i don't really know of many current fans of theirs. Lilah has 15.6K followers. their team account 10.2K, Lewis 12.9K. compare that to Madi C 118K, Gabi P 173K, Isabella Flores 194K. team Koko has more than Lilah and Lewis. but it's true, i haven't found a European ice dance team who has more followers besides P/C. but idgi - it's nothing to stake the future of ice dance on your continent on. the crowds in the building like F/G, but is that translating outside, where most of the fans are? idk

for me, it's about how they're scoring consistently above teams who skate more beautifully, with power and artistry. skating with true quality is harder, or everyone would do it. hitting big accents or punching to the beat is easy. skating so that your line and entire body is expressive is hard. IAM is good at disguising weaknesses in their choreo - it's smart, but when it's this successful, i think it's bad for ice dance and feels fake

i love LaLa - they can do it all. i think it's how hard they can go at a Thriller program and be dazzlingly sharp and fast and also make you cry with an expressive program that makes them great. i'm so excited to see them again

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[najmiska]

I feel like randomly dropping Mila's lore, so have it (in fanfic form, ig?), smacznego (tw abusive parent, alcohol, smoking, some parts based on true story)

She saw him on Internet. Just randomly, without any reason, an article about his findings in Epona. She didn't know where that was yet, but she quickly did some Google searching. It was a weird feeling. Like something was kept from her for her entire life and still, she suddenly had so much hope. Like everything was in her hands. It was weird, that she never have heard about that island. As if the whole world wanted to keep it hidden from her, until now. But it didn't matter. What was important was the fact that she found her father and that she had an idea how to get out of the mess her home here was. --- She packed her bags with her stuff. It wasn't much, her mother spend all their money on alcohol and cigarettes, so she didn't have the funds to buy herself things. The woman always stole everything Mila has earned and pretended she didn't know anything about it. Then she would buy some cheap and ugly things for Mila to wear. Now she was lying on the sofa, asleep with some flasks around. Mila wanted to go without any sound, to not have to hear all the things her mother would have to say. The plan didn't work. - Where the hell are you going? - Away She didn't have to look back to know, that her mothers face was in this weird state of fury and disgust. The woman came to her quickly and tried to catch Mila by her hair, but the teenager stopped her. Now they were standing face to face, a little too close to be comfortable. - And where would you go? No one would want to have you, you ugly bitch. Do you want to live under the bridge and be a cheap slut? She spited in her child's face. Mila cleaned herself, even more uncomfortable. - You know what, fine, go fuck yourself. You never appreciated me anyway. But don't come back to me crying and don't call yourself my child ever again. - I won't - her voice sound bitter, but still a little teary. She slammed the door to the small, PRL-made flat and ran. Her mother wouldn't be able to catch up to her even if she tried. She had too much adrenaline in her and no way to calm down. Soon enough she found herself at the airport. She was worried, as she was only 16 and travelling alone, but no one said anything. That was it. She left her home and old life. She didn't believe it until she arrived at Moorland the next day. The island seemed to sing as she walked on the deck. The wind hugged her in it's chilly hands. She couldn't explain it, but she felt wanted for the first time. As if this was her home.

[surveillance-0011]

If ur still doing the HOL hcs can I get some for Krubis and Creature? Only if you want :>

Ofc ofc!! I’ve been meaning to post more Krubis he’s my favorite. Creature is here too but I'll admit i have my biases and this is mostly krubis 🫣 tee hee. warning for low grade body horror

Krubis:

Nonbinary. Predominantly he/him but fine with the occasional they or she. Butch Lesbian. To me. To me. Idk if anyone will see what I see here but this is all I see.

Helmet can come off. I'm assuming the drill and energy/jet pack can come off for the sake of maintenance and whatnot but it's a hassle and his hand is legit gone

I mean he's got other helmets in his office?? but meanwhile he's apparently worn the same sort of stuff for like 20 years (painting/photo in the mansion) and i feel like most of the dialogue points to it not being removable but Im. not sure if im convinced there. It also acts like he doesn't have a spare hand so. idk.im sure he could take off the drill and engine pack in case repairs r necessary. but ig he just doesn't for one reason or another

probably bc he's stupid and stubborn and holding out for a chance to tear someone apart. too bad he's only really tearing apart his own work

That and i'm sure atp it's all low grade cyborg stuff. The green bit the drill attaches to is embedded in his arm and i'm sure there's ports and plates n wires all up somewhere in him where everything attaches.

In and out of sobriety. He's. Not really sober atp but he was trying and I'm sure he still said so that he wouldn't get dragged back into full throttle addiction and so garm wouldn't get on his case abt stuff. too bad most people can see right through his lie.

Smokes too. Smells like space weed, dead furgle, dirt and sweat most of the time. Doesn't really drink though.

Got sober after a while of dating his wife, really got serious abt it after marriage + once his workload increased. Fell back into old habits once. yknow. all that. And he fell hard. Beforehand it got bad sometimes but after everything it was less of a bad habit and basically the only way he'd even feel close to alright.

Total cheapskate, lifelong haggler. If he can’t steal it or get it for free/cheap he won’t buy it. Also a bit of a hoarder, takes all sorts of freebees and scrounges up scrap material n junk that he thinks he'll get around to using for something later

Spiteful lil bastard. Feels entitled to much more than he’s got generally but is especially pissy about his space on the ladder rung. Envious of most others. Will never NOT complain about something.

Not conniving enough to work out some brilliant plan of sabotage but he's certainly a bully who has knocked others down a peg and screwed up what he can to get what he wants.

Weak in comparison to the other officers, and generally out of shape/rusty, but he’s still relatively strong and can hold his own. Definitely stronger and more durable than humans and other common alien species, even if it’s not by much. A bit sickly from piss poor sleep and eating habits.

Minimal combat training but he fought a lot in his youth and isn’t totally helpless. Certainly not happy with how the others seem to ignore all this and regard him as the weakest link. Even if it may or may not be true.

Violence is not the answer it's a question and if you're dealing with someone who has nothing to give you the answer is of fucking course. cleans moplet guts off his drills, shoes and Gus daily.

Not the brightest, certainly not as "brilliant" as some of the others but he wasn't born yesterday either. Street smart and he knows his way around.

Workaholic but work ethic leaves somethings to be desired. Certainly has spent hours just staring at his computer wishing he was anywhere else. Or bitching over the loudspeaker/hologram messages. Not to mention that he digs in to the harvest a bit too often.

Also not very organized. Not a total slob but everything is "organized chaos" that is just teetering on that edge of even being considered organized

No free time these days but his "hobbies" mostly consist of debauchery and causing mayhem. He is rather handy tho, enough to fix himself up decently. Does not go to mechanic or doctor like ever until he's totally sure he can't do shit abt it. should really take better care of himself either way.

He knows he has a problem. He knows he has many problems. He just lacks any drive to try and fix anything. Like he's legit given up.

Sticks with the cartel bc it's all he really knows and he's holding out what little hope he's got. That and generally has that mindset that you stick with whoever's looked out for you and though what happened with Giblets and Garm's incompetence have tested that loyalty it's still been such a huge factor of his life

And he's mostly cool with Nipulon even if he's said some choice words about Garm around him. Really Krubis has some respect and admiration but doesn't get why he still answers to Garm. Hell he wishes Nipulon was in charge of all this instead!

Distant from the other officers but has a shaky...friendship ...ish? with Douglas and the Skrendels. He's very very jealous of both these parties getting what they get despite their incompetence while he works his ass off in his eyes and neither Douglas nor the Skrendels appreciate this mindset... but they do look out for each other kind of.

Closer with Douglas. As ive said before it's very weird and on and off but he just can't stay mad at Douglas bc he looks at him and sees his younger self. So if anything he's worried and would like to try and tell Douglas to wisen up before it's too late. I think they mostly mention each other in their dialogue bc it's wild that a g3 officer was killed and word spread like wildfire and YOURE HOLDING THEIR GUN TO SHOOT EM WITH more so than them necessarily being close but no one else seems to really care in this regard so i will say it's not like they're *not* friends or whatever. May or may not know what he looks like out of his suit. i'm between Krubis legit not knowing or keeping the half-open secret for douglas's sake.

As for the Skrendels. They want him to lighten up and Krubis wants these dumb fucks off his lawn and for Garm to explain why the hell these meatheads get so much of Zephyr. Eternal jersey-new york rivalry. But they're all from rougher walks of life and on the occasion that Krubis isn't stewing as deep as he usually does in his bitter envy for everyone else they can kind of chill together

I feel like of the three Angela is a little less confrontational or generally chill so he actually gets along with Krubis the best outta the three. Jonathan is charismatic but very brash and generally obnoxious and meanwhile Mona is pretty serious and the least social of the three. Jonathan is generally cool with Krubis even if he thinks he's totally cranky but Krubis finds him overwhelming and the two both get fired up easily so it's not the best mix. And Mona doesn't really like him. Mona does not like a lot of people.

His relationship with his wife was faltering before Giblets slept w/ her because of increasing disagreements. She found Krubis to be pretty headstrong even when he didn’t really know wtf he was talking about. In general things sort of just stagnated with Krubs workin all the time,, no communication nothing new,, etc etc.

But!! They were pretty happily married for some time, at least like 5-10 years. Sickening sweethearts at one point.

He was pretty pissed about the cheating and divorce (and probably said some things to her that he shouldn't have) but he was much, much more hurt by her death. In his eyes Giblets practically stole her away just to kill her and didn't care about who he hurt.

He was totally planning to kill the guy btw. Or at least ruin his life right back. Never got around to it. Bc paperwork

I don't know if he'd ever truly *like* Giblets but once upon a time he was willing to give the guy the benefit of a doubt and was even able to muster up some kindness. Certainly saw he was smart and figured maybe he'd just gotten a bad rap. Never Fucking Mind!!!

He's angry with her too, a little. But most of all he's angry with himself. For never being there. For not fighting harder to win her back. For letting her die like that. Everything that went down made him much angrier than he was beforehand (even tho he was always sorta like this).

Garm's patience was wearing thin. I'd say the feeling was mutual but I think Krubis was a lot more fed up. She... atp does she even respect him? Used to. Fears him either way.

Also Fucking Scared of Gurgula. No trust there.

Wears work + utility clothes, function over form all the time. Has a lot of promo/event sort of merch from whatever goes on at Dularmoland and the like that he wears for sleep or around the house.

Never ditches the shades. Sensitive eyes and doesn't want people to read him too easily. His eyes r pink btw. They should be pink. Not enough people in this game have fun eye colors.

very prone to freaking the fuck out. guilty of adult temper tantrums and being petty +immature abt stuff.

I do think he helps around Dularmoland. Def behind the scenes but checks in a lot when he can and has totally shown up and lent a hand. he IS friends with Ranchy just keeping some distance bc he's busy and trying not to fall further into addiction bc he knows Ranchy Is Not Okay.

Very very very loyal to the few he's close to. G3 kind of sort of counts.

Pretty good cook, for someone basically stuck making survival/depression meals 24/7

Actually kind of a total fucking dork. They've got a bit of an awkward goofy side to em. Moreso just awkward as of late they have not really had any fun with anything for quite some time but they are not immune to mischief and The Silliness. Kind of hard to avoid as a living Drill Man reference. Embarrassed and in denial that theyre kind of cringe fail.

Actually didn't mind Gus and while Gus totally hated them, they weren't too cruel to him. Besides using him to kill moplets and trying to convince him that everything they were doing was morally fine if not correct. Which is actually very cruel but. They were very affable towards him if you get what im sayin.

Kind of found the Gatlians cute and interesting in general. Not enough to be against what happened to them though.

I do think if he stepped back and saw the extent of damage that the G3 has done he would feel guilt but in the end he'd rather keep his head down and keep going along with things.

Creature (yes finally Krubis talk is over)

He/him but it's whatever. greyroace pan.

Gender wise. idk idk if he was born with that uterus or the Skrendels put that there but either way. Male.

Tries his damndest to be positive. It's not too hard bc he's been numbed to a lot of the pain but it still veers into toxic positivity ish sort of thinking.

Gets very upset when others are upset and gets VERY ANXIOUS when others are angry especially. Generally very emotionally empathetic but after all that time in a lab where anger usually lead to him being used more like a punching bag/gineua pig by the Skrendels that gut reaction isn't gonna go away

also just. doesn't like sitting with all these emotions

At least he usually goes the route of trying to see what he can do for people instead of totally shutting it all down but still not a healthy way to think

A little clingy but generally well meaning and tries his best to be kind and morally decent

he just wants some stability after all this time, man. he doesn't want his whole life pulled out from under him again.

Big catastrophizer. But also very it is what it is. shaking with fear on verge of tears hyperventilating saying fuck it we ball.

Lowkey v v numb but what he does feel is very overwhelming

cheese fan big on cheese i think i shall make some nachos for him

Doesn't like medical stuff at all. Still wants to watch Grey's anatomy

I think tv dramas catch his attention in general.

Knows the most abt Gurgula of the Gatliens though that's still not much besides witnessing the experiments he got up to and what little he's overheard.

Could totally tell you everything abt the Skrendels though

very much a tim robinson character. prone to shenanigans

ig we shall learn more in the comics but im betting the lost love bit is probably abt him in the blurb.

Also guessing maybe he was a part of the resistance or the strike force but was captured and mutilated beyond recognition

not sure how likely this is but i would not be surprised if this lost love turns out to be harper or something and they take one look at each other and say "yeah nah whatever this is is fine for now". though it's just as likely it's someone totally new.

i think maybe his OG appearance looked more aquatic? with fins and the like ? maybe he even had the tiny lil hands gus has

in a human au his head would be shaved to like a scrappy buzzcut in the labs and it would grow out over time. roots would show his hair is actually brown but it was bleached then, either before capture or by the skrendels for one reason or another

Of the group he's on the best terms with Kenny. Gets along with all of them though Gus and Sweezy wish he knew why they were (and still kind of are) mad at Kenny.

Also got some bonding time in with Lezduit before he went off with BH's parents. They take solace in the shared experiences of being lab rats to horrible people.

The other Gatlians have tried to fill creature in on what life on Gatlus was like. He was sad that he had forgotten everything and he felt bad abt not really having that same connection.

Bounty Hunter told him about Pikmin and he is enamored with it.

[ask-serendipity-sky]

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Same anon. What lies? What did Tae say for jk to call him out? Why r u twisting things just to make him a cheap person? Don't u see that you're calling him a liar which is litterly so desperate of y'all and not true?

And, what way? His lives? Which have always been few minutes and he litterly mention any member he wants to? Check them up. The other day he also talked about Namjoon in one of his few minutes lives, praising him and everything. But did u bat an eye? No. When he opened a few minutes live to tell us about Jin's big body. Did u consider it attention seeking or that he's a liar. No. But bc it comes to jk, the one that's involved in jkk, suddenly you start throwing arms. I hope u can see yourselves for a minute. You do say that they're close and you're okay w it but at the same time can't even comprehend mentioning eo names lmao, that you so proudly make their friendship one sided, and that Tae is a liar and jk is always not on the same page as him.... Wow!!

Ig I'm not wrong then. I thought there would be jkks who r not so sensitive about Tae but alas...

And however u view tkks w jm and that you're not toxic like them, it's not gonna change the fact that both sides set up hate for Jm and Tae who r the victims of hate of shipping wars.

Hello again,

You are not going to come to my blog to say that I set up Jimin for hate when his OWN BAND MATE DOES THAT!

You can't compare what people point out about Tae and the shit that is being said about Jimin. It will never be the same no matter how hard you try to make Tae the victim.

Did you see this:

Now, tell me again Tae didn't feed tkkrs?

Remember this?

2 of those were normal interactions, the rest were pushed by Tae trying to make it seem like he is so close to Jk.

You are not going to come here and tell me that Tae is so innocent and doesn't mention Jk. What planet of delusion do you live on?

He hasn't mentioned him in the past lives but remember when he lied about recording his song at Jk's and Jk said it wasn't like that?

How about when he mentioned he would take him to a deserted island?

Or when he picked Seven for his bingo card and didn't pick Like Crazy or Wildflower or something not related to Jk?

How about every. single. live in the ENTIRE year where he talked for 2 minutes mentioned Jk only then left.

I'm not the only one that calls him a liar. Jk corrects his lies all the time too.

The latest:

Lots of members are close and they don't inform us about it 24/7. Tae especially should be mindful of his actions because his cult keeps hating on Jimin for existing.

If you truly don't see what Tae is doing, you are gaslighting yourself and have no regard for Jimin. Don't even call yourself army or a Jimin fan.

You can come and accuse me all that you want, it won't change fact that Tae feeds tkkrs because he loves their attention and needs their support.

Hope that helps.

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BIRTHDAY? — october 27 🫶

FAV COLOR? — green!! i love those lighter greens,, they are so pleasing to look at

ANY PETS? — no </3 had a fish but it eventually got flushed down the toilet 😞💔

HEIGHT? — 160 cm 😵 or like 5’3… the short person agenda lives on 🙏

HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU OWN? — oddly specific question but okay 😇 i say about 5-8 pairs?? idk i get new ones yearly but i always wear these two certain pairs LMFAO

FAV SONG? — sweet by tbz. its too good. (and yk its good when someone me has over 3k plays on it). tbz always puts out bops—just saying .

FAV MOVIE? — over the moon! i find the movie pretty cute ngl,, comfort movie frfr

IDEAL PARTNER? — jay. park jongseong.

DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? — bff how can i have children when i can’t even take care of myself.. plus younger kids kind of #scare me !

HAVE YOU GOTTEN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW? — im a minor who stays in their room like always. i have not 🙏 and whoever says yes to this part,, im concerned bff

WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING? — bold to assume im wearing socks. (JP JP) im wearing black socks rn cause im out 😵 rarely wear them indoors unless im at someone else’s house

FAV MUSIC GENRE? — r&b??? idk i rly like anything… anything catchy or sounds good, im adding it to my playlist ..

HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH? — one pillow for my head 🙏 i js have a plush next to me too 🫶

WHAT POSITION DO YOU SLEEP IN? — on my sides ALWAYS!! sometimes on my stomach tho cause it’s comfortable!!

SMTH U HATE WHEN SLEEPING? — when it’s too cold 😞 i like being warm but not THAT warm if ykyk.

BREAKFAST? — not a breakfast person.. i always feel not hungry/feel like im abt to 😵 if i eat smth.. i should change that tho </3 but whenever i do eat,, i eat like cereal, bread, or anything my mom cooks for me <3

HAVE U TRIED ARCHERY? — do those cheap plastic ones count 😓 (i suck btw)

FAV FRUIT? — cantaloupe HANDS DOWN. like esp those rly rly sweet ones, those r literally the best. runner ups would be strawberries n mangoes <3

ARE U A GOOD LIAR? — i mean…idk?

CURIOUS ABT MBTI? — tried a test multiple times, always got infp 🙏 i say its true too, all the stuff fits me LMFAO

INNIE OR OUTIE? — def prefer to stay indoors, but it doesn’t hurt to go outside once in a while

LEFTY OR RIGHTY? — righty ‼️

FAV FOOD? — sushi 🙏 it’s too good

FAV FOREIGN FOOD? — tteokbokki (is that how u spell it?)

CLEAN OR MESSY? — i prefer being a clean person; i hate being unorganized and messy… but really, it depends on my mood. 

MOST USED PHRASE? — um what?

HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR U TO GET READY? — i don’t think it takes me too long? like give me 10-15 mins and im already out the door ..

DO U TALK TO URSELF? — who doesn’t?

DO U SING TO URSELF? — the effects of music

ARE U A GOOD SINGER? — im the ace of saf ofc !!! 😝 (JP. JP.)

BIGGEST FEAR? — what happens after death ..

ARE U A GOSSIP? — whenever there’s smth new,, the first thing im telling the info to is my friends 🙏 who doesn’t love doing that??

DO U LIKE SHORT OR LONG HAIR? — i have beef with short hair now.. like my haircuts in the past screwed me up fr. THEY DID ME DIRTY. so long hair (but not too long).

FAV SCHOOL SUBJECT? — science 🤞

EXTROVERT OR INTROVERT? — definitely an introvert..

WHAT MAKES U NERVOUS? — fear of ppl constantly looking down/making fun of me 😞

WHO WAS UR FIRST REAL CRUSH? — dude some kid from 1st to like 5th grade… like i think i started “liking” him in 2nd but feelings started fading away once we kept moving onto grades ! this other dude would be like “bro ure blushing” and the guy i liked would go “whats blushing?” BRO WAS STUPID,, but my stupid guy back then ig 😓😓😓 younger me was wild

HOW MANY PIERCINGS? — two (one on both ears)

HOW MANY TATTOOS? — none !

HOW FAST CAN U RUN? — i say im pretty decent with my speed 🙏 watch me cough out a lung if i try too hard tho.

WHAT COLOR IS UR HAIR? — dark brown 🙏 natural hair 😇

WHAT COLOR ARE UR EYES? — brown!

WHAT MAKES U ANGRY? — hate it when people refuse to cooperate… like im being nice here and you’re being a straight up asshole. i hate it when i try to make up for smth ppl are like “hm” “yea” and don’t respond .. like js bc i said no the first time doesn’t mean u can be like that .. in conclusion : i get irritated at everything.. sometimes?

DO U LIKE UR NAME? — my name is cool 👍 don’t have issues with it at all

WOULD U WANT A GIRL OR A BOY IF U HAD A CHILD? — probably a girl, i feel like i wouldn’t be able to handle a boy. i wanna js have mother daughter bonding time 🙏

WHAT ARE UR STRENGTHS? — staying calm in situations / being convincing (idk) BRO IDK IM PROBABLY LYING TO MYSELF 😭

WHAT ARE UR WEAKNESSES? — being too nice to others .. like i would try to stick w my current friends and try not to hurt their feelings (prioritize them over me). since my social battery kinda runs out most of the time,, me feeling down is 🤕

WHAT COLOR IS UR BED SPREAD? — currently its like a white sheet with pink, yellow n green patterning (lines)

WHAT COLOR IS UR BEDROOM? — white ! not a big fan of colored walls…plus white goes with everything 🙏

done ! that took…a while.. but 🫶