#tory lanez hurts me

[comradejosh]

Do you not realize that it hurts me

When I see you go out

'Cause you have the time of your life

Only when I’m not around

[marxism-transgenderism]

As the key witness for the prosecution, the Houston rapper, real name Megan Pete, described her account of night of July 12, 2020, saying on record that the assault was the result of an argument she had with Lanez, real name Daystar Peterson, and Kelsey Harris, her former best friend and assistant, while driving home from a Hollywood Hills pool party in the early morning hours.

Wearing a purple suit, red-bottom, black stilettos and a black bob hairstyle, Pete, 27, testified that the shooting and its aftermath have impacted her health, both physically and mentally. "I can't even be happy," she said, her voice breaking during her afternoon testimony. "I can't hold conversations with people for a long time. I don't feel like I want to be on this earth. I wish he would have just shot and killed me, if I knew I would have to go through this torture."

The Grammy winner recounted that she and Peterson had an intimate but not exclusive relationship in 2020, one that Harris did not know about at the time. Pete knew Harris had a "crush on" Tory, so she hid the relationship. (When asked specifically why she had not previously revealed the nature of her relationship with Peterson, Pete said she was embarrassed, "because it's disgusting at this point. How could I share my body with someone who could do this to me?")

The fight in the vehicle started when Peterson hinted at the relationship to Harris and then tried to pit the two women against each other, calling them "bitches and hoes" in the car.

Pete testified that, after exiting the vehicle for a second time on the drive home, Peterson shouted at her, "Dance, bitch," then fired five shots at her from the passenger side, striking her in the feet. "I felt shocked. I felt hurt. I wasn't sure if this was really happening. I looked at my feet, I saw the blood and I fell to the ground," the "WAP" star testified.

When expressly asked about changing her story to police the night of the shooting — from stepping in glass to allegedly being shot by Peterson — Pete gave context for her choice in the moment, starting with her distrust of the police.

"I don't feel safe in the car. I don't feel safe with the police," Pete said between tears as she described the aftermath of the incident, when responding officers had her, Peterson, Harris and Jaquan Smith, Peterson's bodyguard, step out of the vehicle they were stopped in.

Pete, who shared that she's grown up deeply suspicious of cops, said that wariness was further stoked by the 2020 climate, George Floyd's murder and subsequent Black Lives Matter protests: "In the Black community — in my community — it's not really acceptable to be cooperating with police officers."

Pete then spoke briefly about how "women aren't believed when they speak out." George Mgdesyan, Peterson's attorney, objected on the grounds that the comment was tangential to the case.

Beyond fear of the police and questions surrounding survivor credibility, Pete also shared the concern that implicating Peterson could negatively impact her career in hip-hop.

"This situation has only been worse for me and it has only made him more famous," Pete said during morning testimony. "Because I was shot, I've been turned into some kind of villain, and he's the victim. This has messed up my whole life ... This whole situation in the industry is like a big boy's club ... I'm telling on one of y'all friends, now you're all about to hate me."

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[sturn1olo-ffics]

- VIOLET -

- Matt Sturniolo x Fem Reader (she/her pronouns used)

- Warnings: making out, pining, profanity, use of y/n; NOT PROOFREAD

- About: Reader has a huge crush on Matt but figures the feelings weren’t mutual due to a caption of his on Instagram. That is, until he shows up to her apartment and those thoughts are turned around.

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(Y/N’s POV):

I’ve liked Matt for as long as I can remember. And the only person who knows that is Nick. Partially because I told him and partially because he could tell. I mean everyone could tell, right? There were edits of us all over social media shipping us… he had to have known… right?

Wrong.

Matt was the most oblivious person I have ever met in my entire life. You could outright tell him you love him and he still wouldn’t pick up that you have a crush on him.

Matt was my best friend and we told each other everything. Well maybe not everything since I still hadn’t told him about my crush on him.

It was a chilly Friday night in October and I was scrolling through my Instagram feed. I come across a post from a super gorgeous girl that Matt follows with the caption: “The after party”

I didn’t think too much about it, it was just a normal Instagram post. That is, until I came across Matt’s recent post with the caption: “Was on Wilson and 73rd”

The Color Violet by Tory Lanez. One of my favorite songs. Why was he matching captions with this gorgeous girl on Instagram?? Why didn’t he tell me he was talking to someone?? My heart sank into the floor.

“Nick-” I called him, tears slipping out of my eyes on the other side of the phone.

“Hey y/n- what’s wrong??” He could tell by my voice that I was upset.

“Can you just come over?” I replied quickly.

“Let me ask Matt if he can take me. I’ll text you babe.” He ended the call.

I winced a little when Matt’s name left his mouth. Why was I hurting this much? Was this just a crush or something more?

(NICK’s POV):

“Matt! Can you take me to y/n’s house right now? She seems upset and wants me to come over.” I asked Matt.

“Is she okay?? What’s wrong?? What’s going on??” Matt threw way too many questions on me all at once.

“Why the fuck are you questioning so much? With the amount of care you have for her you’d think you were like in love with her or some shit.” I joked.

“Shut the fuck up Nick.” He snapped.

“Woah- Mattitude. You don’t have to get mad, it’s not like you like her or anything.” I stepped back before he could shove me.

“I-” Matt started, but everything clicked in my head.

“WOAHHH WAITTTT DO YOU LIKE HER?” I excitedly raised my voice.

“NICK SHUT UP BRO HOLY FUCK” Matt screamed at me.

“You should tell her.” I giggled.

“Tell her what?” Matt questioned.

“That you like her? What else dumb fuck?” I started grabbing my things.

“Nick it’s not like that- okay maybe it is a little bit but I’m not telling her. Go get in the car.” Matt replied.

I grabbed my stuff and headed towards the car before me and Matt got in and drove to y/n’s.

(Y/N’s POV):

I heard a car pull up and immediately knew it was Nick.

“The front door’s unlocked.” I text him.

After seeing Matt pull off, I hear Nick make his way up the stairs and down the hall to my room.

“What’s wrong? You good?” Nick questioned upon entering my room.

“Dude I literally just saw Matt have a matching Instagram caption with this really really pretty girl and I’m having an anxiety attack which I don’t even know why because it’s not like he even would like me back anyway-” Nick cut me off before I could continue.

“Ok first, breathe exercise, remember? Second, what?” Nick asked, obviously concerned.

I showed him the posts.

“Y/n, babe, her post was an entire day after his was posted. He doesn’t even know her in real life. She probably just copied his caption to make it look like that.” He laughed.

The weight on my chest instantly lifted.

“There is no way I got that worked up over a misunderstanding.” I laughed along with him.

“Also, what makes you think Matt doesn’t like you?” He started interrogating me.

“Girl be for real.” I ran my hands through my hair.

“I am being for real.” He stated.

“He just wouldn’t, I know.” I laughed.

The conversation soon drifted to what our Halloween plans were and what we should do for a Thanksgiving video, ending with Nick leaving my apartment when Laura came to pick him up for a meeting.

That conversation with Nick honestly made me feel relieved, even though it didn’t get rid of my crush on Matt, which I wish would’ve happened.

I had just finished dinner, turned the LED lights in my apartment to a violet color, and pressed play on a Halloween movie when I heard a knock at my door.

“Hey” Matt said breathlessly as I opened the door.

“Matt?” I was so confused.

“Can I come in?” He asked.

“Yeah, of course. It’s chilly out there.” I giggled.

We sat down on the couch before continuing the conversation.

“Y/n I’m gonna get straight to the point. I love you. It’s you. It’s always been you. It always will be. And I know you don’t feel the same but-” I didn’t even let him finished before I spoke.

“Can I kiss you?” The words fell out of my mouth and I was almost embarrassed.

“Please.” Matt responded with a deep breath.

The kiss was passionate and hungry, like we had been parted for years.

His hands made their way to my waist, guiding me closer to him, while my hands roamed his hair.

Breaking away from the kiss, I responded: “I love you too” before tilting my head and deepening it.

After a few minutes, we pulled away and leaned back on the couch.

“Please be my girlfriend.” He begged.

“I thought you’d never ask.” I responded, smiling.

“Wow these purple lights are a really good touch in your apartment.” He laughed.

“Bro I know they’re so cool.” I giggled along with him.

I think I’m gonna keep my LED lights on violet more often.

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A/N: On a real note guys I’m so tired so I’m sorry if that was ass. Anyway, thought I’d feed y’all another fic. Peace and love 😗

[xzinbdg]

riize as songs from my playlist!

just riize as songs that remind me of them in some way!

𐙚 shotaro

apple - charli xcx

idk what it is about this song but it just screams taro like the vibes and riize are very much in for the brat summer 😭😭😭

city girls - chris brown

let's be real i would die if he danced to this song and i feel like it would suit his dancing style so much oh lord

heart racing - kanii

this is just how taro makes me feel fr he's so attractive is crazy

𐙚 eunseok

reflections - the neighborhood

he just idk he feels like this song to me genuinely he also kind of looks like it if u get what I mean

please stop screaming - nimstarr

this is so eunseok!!!!! the vibes are very much eunseok and I can actually see him listening to this

reminder - the weeknd

no matter who your bias is eunseok is always in your mind somewhere like this man is the bias wrecker of bias wreckers

𐙚 sungchan

fe!n - travis scott, playboi carti

i just feel like he would love this song it's so hype just like our hype boy sungchan

i like the way you kiss me - artemas

now....i get a lil delulu when i think of him and this song bcs.....imagine......like....let me stop

cardigan - don toliver

don't stick around you should save yourself!!!!! that's so......this is another song that just gives me sungchan vibes i totally see him vibing to it

𐙚 wonbin

cologne - beabadoobee

again he looks like this song and i feel like bf wonbin is very much obsessed with his partner he would not let them go!!!!

starboy - the weeknd

wonbin always reminds me of stars he just has this vibe and he also wears a lot of star themed things such as his necklace!

out of touch - daryl hall & john oates

i feel like he would listen to it a lot! maybe even playing some guitar to it 🤧

𐙚 seunghan

ohihiro - billie eilish

"did you take my love away from me?" ☹️ like everytime i hear this song i just think of him and how much i miss him

run for the hills - tate mcrae

i feel like seunghan would give you love that just feels surreal so you think "wtf i just run away before I get hurt" because it seems like he would leave u after

tumblr girls - g-easy, christoph andersson

he looks like that specific part of the song, the "never knew her name" just soft ☹️ god come back to us....

𐙚 sohee

moment - vierre cloud

this is what plays in my head everytime I see sohee...he's just so mesmerizing....his face his pretty moles his voice...

what do you mean? - justin bieber

sohee to me feels like the classic justin bieber 😭 like the bangers from like 2014-2017 it started in talk saxy and just stayed with me

hurts me - tory lanez

this song is so sohee vibes to me!!! like i imagine a late night drive to nowhere really and just vibes

𐙚 anton

i must apologise - pinkpantheress

the softness of this song with the kind of playful vibe really gives me anton the way hes so soft spoken and fun to be around

nonsense - sabrina carpenter

i do have nonsense inside my head when I see anton sometimes....like this man is literally crazy and now that he gained confidence is so over for us

brazil - declan mckenna

this whole song is so anton coded it's crazy i also feel like he would love to listen to it!!

riize masterlist

[comatosebunny09]

firestarter | leon k.

genre(s): romance, friends to lovers, angst warning(s): mutual pining, language, self-loathing, steaminess, terms of endearment (sweetheart), hurt feelings summary: “gimme a color,” he husks, his lips pressed to your neck as if to siphon the warmth from your skin. as if you could, his fingers tip-toeing down your sternum, stealing all coherency from your mind. music inspo: friends with benefits - tory lanez vete - bad bunny come alive - jackson wang notes: takes place in the same verse as kindle. thanks for reading, lovely! ❤️❤️❤️ part 2 coming soon!

It isn’t so much that you’ve been avoiding him. You just haven’t been able to look your partner in the eye since. Well …

The dreams started.

They began innocently enough. Sweet as cotton candy, soft like cashmere. Filled with gentle kisses and coos of I adore you pressed into the crown of your head as he stroked your back and held fast to you like you’d disappear in a plume of smoke if he let go.

However, your recent visions have taken a more sinful turn. Saturated with hot and furtive breaths against your neck and a hard, sweltering body anchoring yours to your mattress. With hands always so big, sending electricity pulsing through your extremities as they mapped out the contours of your body, stroking your thighs apart. And that goddamn smirk.

You shiver at the recollection, nearly dropping the manilla folders in your saturated palms.

Fuck. Maybe you have been avoiding him.

You chew on your lip while the carpeted floor swallows the sounds of your footsteps. Heart sits in your throat, anxiety spuming through you like a geyser as you near his office.

Leon had requested your presence earlier. Wanted to get to the bottom of your evasiveness. Was wary as he asked, placing a careful hand on the small of your back whilst you mulled over some paperwork. And naturally, you jumped some fifty feet out of your skin as if it were the first time he ever touched you—the dejected look on his face is permanently ingrained in your mind, causing you to sigh.

You’ve been jittery like this for weeks now. Been months since you and your partner regarded your relationship as anything but platonic. Because, of course, it isn’t normal for two friends to hold hands and cuddle and kiss with tongue like longtime lovers. And it for damn sure isn’t common for one friend to fantasize about the other. About their fingers and mouth and breath patterning the skin between their thighs, and—

You shake your head to ward off your reveries as the chilly metal of the door handle finds your palm. Heaving a breath, you prepare yourself for the inevitable. The inquisitive looks and prying questions. Leon can be infuriatingly persistent when he wants to be. He wouldn’t be your partner otherwise. Wouldn’t have wormed his way into your heart if not for that tenacity.  

You cautiously twist the doorknob, the swell of noise from the agency fading into a dull murmur as you quietly shut the door behind you.

Of course, Leon would be seated at his desk, looking like a goddamn Adonis. Poring over some reports, concentration etched onto his features. Hair combed back in that way that makes your knees weak, tie loosened.

The soft click of his door shutting captures his interest. A smile instantaneously touches his lips, wide like he’s the proverbial kid in a candy store, and you’re the jawbreaker he’s been blessed with the rare privilege of tasting.     

“Hey, you,” Leon greets, the low gravel of his voice reserved only for you.

Your back finds the glacial wood of the door, the folders clasped to your bosom as you look everywhere else but at your partner. Shiver when you feel his gaze sinking into you, stripping you down to the marrow, leaving you naked and exposed. “You wanted to see me?” you murmur, wishing you could melt into the floor.

Leon’s responding chuckle sifts through your bones. Heat overwhelms your cheeks, your heart working overtime. “What is this, a State of the Union Address?” He pokes at your formality, clearly knowing something’s amiss. The sound of his chair rolling and the rustling of fabric piques your ears. “Com’ere,” he husks, motioning to you in your peripheral, leant on the front edge of his desk.

You peer at your partner for the first time in what feels like eons. Ingest the boyish crinkle of his eyes and the muscles of his arms threatening to spill from his button-up. You swallow past the sand collecting in your throat. Drop your shoulders, conceding to your fate. Reluctantly pad over to him, the walk feeling like it stretches for miles. You take up the space he pats beside him, apprehension curdling in your chest.

The harsh edge of the oakwood digs into your buttocks. Keeps you somewhat grounded as you ingest the scent of teakwood and Bourbon, and fuck him for smelling so good. For feeling so good, the heat of his body permeating your attire, pooling in your loins. His pinky grazes the bone of your hip. A gesture of affection that causes you to jerk away from the static it invokes, sliding further toward the other end of the desk.

His expression is incredulous in the corner of your eye. A mixture of hurt and irritation swimming beneath the bows of his steely blues. “Okay,” Leon sighs after some time spent in rigid silence, folding his arms over his chest. You flinch at the weightiness of his voice. At the disappointment laced within, shrinking like a scolded child. “What’s goin’ on?” Never one to beat around the bush, always straight to the point.

Feigning innocence, ignoring the waver of your tone. “What do you mean?”

Another sigh. Another rustle. Eyes scanning over you beneath furrowed brows and dispiritedness. “C’mon,” Leon murmurs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “You’ve been avoiding me like the plague.” The pressure surrounding you shifts whilst Leon angles himself closer, willing you to just fucking look at him. Sounds wounded as he asks, “Did I do somethin’ to piss you off?”

You scoff aloud, more upset with yourself than anything. Of course not, you will your mouth to utter. Never. But these stupid dreams make it hard to look at Leon. To stare at those sinful lips and those work-worn fingers and—

“No, Lee,” you exhale. Feel his body relax at the use of his nickname. His gaze never falters, and you have this gnarling feeling in your gut that he won’t let you leave until you open up. With a surge of confidence, you look at him. Absorb the puppyish pout of his mouth and his hands twitching to touch you. To coax out your confession and stroke your downy skin.

You gnaw on your bottom lip. It’s now or never, says the distant throb in your temples.

“You haven’t … done anything wrong, Lee. I just … I’ve been having these … weird dreams about you.” Though meager, you’re relieved that your voice decided to work.

“Dreams, huh?” Leon taps his chin, your words churning through the cogs of his brain. He relents a throaty chuckle to the air after a beat, his muscles easing as he crosses one leg over the other. Cutely cocks his head to the side, saying, “Don’t worry your pretty little head about me, sweetheart. You know I’m too stubborn to die.” Accents his words with a playful jab to your cheek.  

An icy thrill shoots through your center. You’re not sure if Leon’s being intentionally oblivious or if he’s truly unaware of the weight of your words. “N-no, Lee,” you stammer, glancing at your feet. The cardstock of the folders bites into your palms as you strangle them for dear life. Try again. “I have dreams about you. Like, dream dreams.”   

You can practically hear the gears turning in his head. See the confusion clinging to his visage, eventually morphing into realization. Leon’s mouth forms around a silent ‘o’. He blinks rapidly, dispelling the fog from his mind, his expression stunned as he beholds you again.

“Oh! Oh.”

You’re acutely aware of your surroundings in the following stillness. The distant buzz of your coworkers. The tick-tock of the clock mounted on his wall. The bob of Leon’s Adam’s apple as he swallows thickly, and the uptick of your heartbeat in your ears as his eyes skitter away from yours.

You shut your lids against the epinephrine flooding your bloodstream. Feel so very stupid for opening your mouth, knowing damn well your relationship hasn’t reached that threshold of intimacy yet. That making love to you probably hasn’t even crossed his mind.

Sure, you adore your partner. Would rearrange the moon and stars for him if he asked. But you’ve intentionally moved at a snail’s pace, fearful of scaring him off. He’s confided in you before that he’s been broken. Used for his status, his money, his body. You want him to know your feelings are real. That the gentle stroke of your fingers through his hair is sincere, and the emotions you pour into his mouth as you kiss him so eagerly are raw and genuine.

Feeling you’ve overstayed your welcome, you clear your throat and begin smoothing out the wrinkles of your clothing. “I should get going. Gotta get ready for my next mission,” you quietly venture, straightening up. An assignment of reconnaissance on your own, much to your dismay. It may be a blessing in disguise, given that Leon still won’t look at you. You don’t think you could bear another moment of this, feeling as if you’ve thoroughly fucked up whatever blooms between you.

Your steps are soundless as you meander toward the entrance of his office. A cloud of despondency and drooping shoulders, reaching for the handle.

“Wait,” Leon cautions at your back, halting your escape. There’s a tenderness to his timbre buried beneath a current of hesitation. An inkling of his usual smugness. An attempt at normalcy despite the uncomfortable air swelling between you. “Can I come see you when you get back?”

Your vision ebbs in and out of focus. Eyes glass over, teeth grit. You’re appreciative that he doesn’t try to pursue it. “Sure,” you offer whilst the door slides open. Before Leon can splinter your heart any further, you disappear behind the door, your hands shaky and your stomach aching with indescribable pressure.  

You really fucked this one up, huh? You berate yourself on the way to the armory, the sight of a dumbfounded Leon still burned into your brain.    

part 2 [ incomplete ] >>

[bonnibuckets]

breathless | tonowari

warnings: possessive! smut, and a guy not taking no for an answer (at first) fingering, oral fem receiving! p penetration!

pairing: fem navi x tonowari

summary: your husband loves you dearly and makes sure you know constantly.

wc: 1,422

playlist: (not in order)

sad girl - lana del ray

the hills - weekend

all mine - brent faiyaz

the color violet - tory lanez

after last night - silk sonic/bruno mars

── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──

You smiled as you made your husband another necklace, you loved making things that’s how you showed your affection. So as you can imagine the collection of things your husband has stored away. He might not wear them all but he cherishes everything you made.

As of right now, he’s on a hunt and you’re doing your normal tsahìk activities along with some other things. It wasn’t unheard of for you to get comments or admirers and even gifts from men in the village. You were always thankful and flattered, but tonowari has your heart and you have his.

He never worried too much but he definitely would have his occasional stare at the men who said anything to you. Not because he was insecure or scared he was the exact opposite when it came to you. Tonowari knew nothing would ever happen but that didn’t stop his possessive nature.

His possessive side only showed behind “closed doors”. At night he’d hold you close and whisper in your ears “i love you” “your heart is mine” and other things of that nature. But tonight was different someone crossed a line — “i cherish you! please return my feelings i can be everything you need” a man from the village, exclaimed, holding your hands.

You stared at him, dumbfounded,“no i’m sorry but i cannot, my heart belongs to tonowari alone”. You said ripping your hands from his grasp, but it seemed he wouldn’t take no for an answer as he grabbed your arms tightly, hurting you. “stop this immediately!” you yelled, trying to escape free from his grasp. 

“what is this?” tonowari spoke from his gut. The man immediately let go and tried to play it off. “i see you brother-” tonowari cut him off “i was not speaking to you I was speaking to my wife”. You looked at him while rubbing your arms and then look to the sand underneath you. “nothing dear let’s get going.” You faked a smile, you just didn’t want to start anything between the men.

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When y’all made it to y’all’s tent, tonowari immediately said “what happened”. You sighed as you had your back, turned away from him. “he just…wouldn’t take no for an answer” you said fidgeting with your fingers. Tonowari growled before turning around and trying to leave before you grabbed him immediately “no please i don’t want any fighting!” You said grabbing his face with your hand, and rubbing your thumb against his cheek.

Tonowari sighed into your touch before holding your hand. “i’m sorry, my love” he kissed your forehead. Then he grabbed your chin and pulled your head up to look him in the eyes before kissing your lips. You immediately  gave in to the kiss and wrapped your arms around his neck. It was a romantic kiss at first but then started to get more passionate and heavy. You entangled your hands into his hair and pulled him closer to you as he grabbed your waist and pulled you closer, leaving no room for air for either of you. 

Y’all panted into the kiss as it became more and more passionate and feverish. Then you pulled away to take a breath “i..love..you” you tried to catch your breath. “you’re metkayina you should be able to hold your breath for longer my love” he teased. “you just take my breath away” you smiled while caressing his chest. Tonowari hummed before he grabbed your ass and whispered in your ear “let me show you how breathless i can make you be”.

You smirked while blushing, “then show me wari’ dear” you teased. He let out a chuckle before grabbing you and picking you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist as he held you up by your thighs. Y’all kissed as he made his way to y’all’s bed, he laid you down as he moved to your neck, and sucked gently. You squirmed as he caressed your body all over, “mm so beautiful” he whispered into your skin.

You sighed lovingly as he kissed your body all over, and then made his way to your nipple. He sucked on one of them while pinching and rolling the opposite. Your breath hitched as you whined for more “please my love”. “please what?” tonowari said picking his head up. “you’re so gorgeous, and mine” he hummed you blushed and looked away. “no honey don’t look away, i want you to see me devour you”

You mindlessly buckled your hips into him “mmm please tono” he chuckled once again before dipping down to your loincloth. He immediately removed them, and you helped him by lifting your hips to make it easier. Once they were off his mouth was immediately on you, licking and slurping you up. Your hips bucked into his mouth as your hands went to his hair. He moaned into you, which only made your reaction stronger. 

He then sucked on your clit as he used his fingers, curling and pistoning them into you at an unrelentless, speed and force. You covered your mouth with your hands silencing your moans, so no one else could hear. Tonowari didn’t like that, he came up while still using his fingers “no love, i want to hear. i want others to hear that you’re mine, that i’m the one making you feel like this, not them”.

You whined as you grabbed onto the bed as you felt the pressure rising in your core. “yea just like that” he said before licking you up again. You heard him say a bunch of muffled “mine’s” into you, his words only made it worse for you to keep it in. Your mouth hung open as you moaned “yes yes please more”.

The pressure kept rising more and more as he continued to fuck his fingers into you. “yesyesyes please!” you moaned loudly as the pressure snapped suddenly. Your voice cracked as you rode out your high as tonowari stayed attached. Then he got up and licked his fingers as he took off his loincloth. “i hope you’re ready dear”, “mhm” you said huffing still wanting more. He pulled you closer as he lined himself up, softly rubbing your clit before he slipped in and started slowly.

“faster,” you said grabbing his arm, he kissed your forehead before readjusting then pistoned his hips. Your eyes rolled back in satisfaction as you made a plethora of noises everyone was sure to hear, but at that point — did it really matter? “yea so pretty baby, you’re my wife” he grunted while going rougher. The pressure you felt slowly made its way back “i’m yours tonowari” you said smiling breathlessly. He looked so spent — hair ruffled and sweat running down his tatted face and body with parted lips he was close and you were in heaven.

Tonowari pushed your stomach down with his hand and you lost it, “oh my eywa!” you said shutting your eyes and death gripping the bed. The pressure you were desperately trying to keep back kept pushing you to slip and you couldn’t handle it anymore. “i i’m i can’t please” you said babbling nonsense. “i know dear…me too” he said closing his eyes. Then the hand on your stomach was pushed harder and the pressure finally snapped violently. Your vision went a little blurry and you moaned and your legs were shaking.

He spilled out a mantra of “that’s it yes, fuck, you’re mine all mine only mine shit”. He kept going even though you were sensitive, “please hurry” you said touching his chest, and right as you did he finished inside. His ears flattened and he slowed down and stayed inside to keep his cum inside “this will let everybody know you belong to me” he laughed as he pulled out, and collapsed next to you.

You smiled as he pulled you into his arms “i love you more than life itself” tonowari kissed the top of your head lazily. “as do i my dear” you snuggled into him as y’all drifted to sleep.

— [Fin]

a/n: writing this had me giggling and kicking my feet 🤭🤭

[doyawalker]

Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind Masterlist

finally creating the master list for this fanfiction <3

If you want to be tagged in my upcoming chapters, please state so here under this post. I'm also adding the songs that inspire each chapter (and that I put lyrics of at the beginning) to this list if you want to give them a listen :)

Again, thank you so much everyone for the support. This is my first time putting a fic out on Tumblr, so I'm very thankful for anyone that is making this journey so enjoyable. I hope you'll enjoy this story as much as I enjoy writing it <3

Mwuah.

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Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind.

Jungkook x fem!reader

college!AU; ex-boyfriendish!AU

contains smut, alcohol consumption, smoking, mentions of not eating, swearing, heartbreak

Two years ago, Jungkook charmed you into loving him and wanting to spend your whole life with him. And when he suddenly ghosted you, your world broke into a million pieces and you swore to yourself to never trust him again. But when you suddenly meet him again as you start your master's degree, he is very keen on proving to you that he made a mistake back then and that he wants you back. Badly. But how can you be sure that he is telling the truth?

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MASTERLIST CHAPTERS

the intro. | Quit - Ariana Grande & Cashmere Cat

chapter 1. | The Winner Takes It All - ABBA

chapter 2. | Hurts Me - Tory Lanez & Trippie Redd

chapter 3. | The Things I Should Of Said - Tory Lanez

chapter 4. | 1 Call (Remix) - Ombre2Choc Nation & Tory Lanez

chapter 5. | Come Back To Me (Remix) - Ombre2Choc Nation & Tory Lanez

chapter 6. | C'est La Vie - Kennie

chapter 7. | Reason - Omah Lay

chapter 8. | By The End Of The Night (Southstar Remix) - Ellie Goulding

chapter 9. | Casualty Of Your Dreams - Maggie Lindemann

chapter 10. | We Never Even Dated - Maggie Lindemann

chapter 11. | Northern Lights - Kennie

chapter 12. | Doomed - WesGhost

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[kaminocasey]

On My Radar

Summary: You and Tech stay up late working on the pod.

A/N: SEASON TWO SPOILER WARNING!! Heard "The Color Violet" by Tory Lanez and listened to it while writing 💗 I also really love Tech this season, he’s been keeping me inspired like the first time he did when I watched tbb for the first time! 💗

Pairing: Tech x Reader

Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI; SMUT!! P in V unprotected (wrap it up pals), angst?, Established Relationship

WC: 2.1K

Gif credit: @starqueensthings

Tay-0 lost the race and now you and the batch are left picking up pieces of him. You look over and notice Millegi and his stupid goons are walking toward you guys, ready to take Cid and do Maker knows what with her. 

“I’m here to collect, Cid.” Millegi’s deep menacing voice rumbles in all of your chests. 

The man was taller than Wrecker and that in itself scares you a bit.

“You’ll get your credits. Just give me some time. I’m good for it.” Cid talks to him like he’s not six feet taller than her. 

“That’s not how this works.” Millegi looks at all of you and starts walking toward your group. “You are out of time.”

You step closer to Omega, pulling her behind you, and Tech steps closer to you. You don’t get to see Tech’s overprotective side often, since he knows you’re able to take care of yourself. But since Hunter and Echo aren’t here, it would make sense for him to feel like he has to fill in for both of them. 

“Wanna step in here? I didn’t bring you guys for the company.” Cid looks back at Tech and Wrecker.

Wrecker drops Tay-0, or what he found of him, and readies his hand on his blaster. Tech steps in front of you and does the same. Millegi’s men point their blasters at you and you glare at Cid. What did she get you into? Again…

Millegi starts to walk toward you and Omega steps in front of you, a little too bravely. 

“Wait. How much does she owe?” Omega sticks her hand up as if to stop the man that looks like he ate the bogeyman for breakfast.

“More than you got, kid.” Millegi stops and looks down at her. 

You ready your hand on your blaster, ready to take it out if he takes another step toward Omega. 

“Well, we’re not done yet.” Omega looks back at the pretty much destroyed pod.

Millegi steps back and chuckles. “Looks like you’re done to me.”

“One last race. If you win, we pay you double.” Omega holds up one finger.

You, Tech, and Wrecker all look at each other and then back at Omega. 

“If we win, we get Cid.” Omega tells Millegi, standing up straighter, not afraid of him.

Cid looks down at Omega with a new expression you’ve never seen before. Perhaps respect? Cid may not ever admit it, but she’s got a tiny soft spot for the kid.

“You don’t know what you’re getting into, kid.” Millegi himself even looks impressed.

“I’m inclined to agree with him, Omega.” Tech turns toward Omega and Wrecker steps closer to join the group huddle. 

“Yeah, I’m inclined too.” Wrecker nods. “We don’t know anything about racing.”

“They’re gonna hurt Cid if we do nothing.” Omega seems genuinely worried.

You, Tech, and Wrecker look at each other again and then back at Millegi. 

“Do we have a deal?” Omega puts on her stone face.

If Hunter and Echo were here… oh man. You’d be in deep shit. 

“We race tomorrow.” Millegi nods. “I keep Cid, the woman, and the kid as collateral.” 

“That is not going to happen.” Tech steps in front of you and Omega again and you can’t help but look at him with a certain arousal. 

You’ve never seen this side of him. Confident. Sure of himself. Protective. 

“Yeah, think again.” Wrecker joins him.

“I wasn’t asking.” Millegi stares at the goggled clone.

“Actually, the kid and I are mechanics.” You sort of lie. “They’re gonna need us.”

With a sigh, he stares at Cid. “Just Cid then.” 

His goons come over and start to lead Cid away. 

“For your sakes, you better be able to pay up.” Millegi warns you before walking away. 

You spend the rest of the day, and well into the night, fixing up the pod. Tay-0 ended up getting run over by another pod so Tech volunteered to race in his place, which you definitely didn’t approve of. 

Omega ends up falling asleep so Wrecker carries her back to the ship so she can get some rest before tomorrow. You and Tech continue to finish up the pod together, nearly done. 

You take your sweatshirt off, toss it onto the workbench, revealing your tank top, and when you turn around, you notice Tech’s eyes on you. When he sees you looking at him, the tension melts from his shoulders and you join him again. 

“You okay?” You ask, softly.

“I will be alright. Thank you.” He goes back to wiring whatever piece he’s working on.

“Can I tell you something?” You ask him.

He nods, putting down his tools and taking off his helmet to look at you. 

“I don’t appreciate how you just volunteered to race like that without talking to me about it.” You murmur. 

He gets up and walks over to the workbench by the wall so you follow him.

“I am doing what needs to be done. Tay-0 is in no condition to race again and we have to get Cid back.” He tells you, looking through the tools. 

You stop him. “Tech, we’re partners… we’re supposed to talk things over before we make big decisions. You didn’t stop to think about how it might make me feel and…” 

He sighs and then looks at you. “You are right. You’ve spoken about this to me before and I disregarded your feelings. I am sorry.”

You let out a breath and smile softly at your partner. “Thank you.”

He puts his goggles up on his head and pulls you to him, pushing you up against the workbench so that he can kiss you softly. You melt against him just as you always do. It wasn’t a secret that the two of you were together, but you don’t always show it in front of the others, preferring to keep it to yourselves in your room above Cid’s. 

Tech slides his hand up your chest, to your throat, moving up to cup your face so he can hold you there. You feel safe again for the first time all day. Right here against him, in his arms.

“Want you…” You whisper against his lips. “Need you…”

“I’ve got you, darling.” He promises, lifting you up so that you can sit on the workstation. 

You start to help him unclick his armor, dropping it to the floor around you, until he’s in just his pants and vest. You quickly undo his vest, sending it to the floor as well. He takes his long sleeve white shirt off until he’s just in his pants, looking down at you with a smirk.

“You’re so pretty.” You grin up at him.

He rolls his eyes, trying to hide his fluster. It’s just as endearing now as it was back when you first met him.

“I believe that you are the ‘pretty’ one in this relationship.” He murmurs as he slides his hands down to the edge of your pants, tugging them off of you and dropping them with his armor. 

It’s dark in this area of the garage, only being lit by the work light that’s shining on the pod, so if anyone were to walk by the open garage door, they wouldn’t see you about to be completely ruined by Tech.

“Seeing you so protective today, really turned me on.” You chuckle as he pulls your underwear down before undoing his belt expertly, with one hand, which just turns you on more. 

Anything this man does with his hands is enough to spur you on, no matter what.

“I know it did.” He releases his length from his pants and moves your bottom down, closer to him.

“You do?” You gasp as he trails his hand up toward your clit when you wrap your legs around him.

“Of course I do.” He pulls away from your neck to look over at you. “I may not be Hunter with the expert senses but I noticed your blown pupils and the way you leaned toward me. I know you.” 

He does know you. He knows you more than any other person has ever known you. Tech taps your lip for you to open your mouth and then slides his finger in, swiping it across your tongue. Instinctively, you close your lips around it and he smiles down at you, staring into your eyes. 

“Does that turn you on, darling? How well I know you?” He asks you, softly, his free hand trailing down to your thigh and squeezing roughly. “How I know exactly what you need?” 

He takes his wet fingers from your mouth and moves them down to your clit, starting to rub you gently, working you up slowly. All you can do is nod with a soft gasp.

“Did you forget how to use your words, cyar’ika?” He teases you.

With you only being able to manage a whimper, he chuckles and starts to line his hardened length up with you. All you can do is watch it slide in, gasping from the sweet pain of how large he is. 

“Kriff…” He groans, squeezing your thighs so that your legs have no choice but to stay spread for him. 

“Tech-” You whimper as he bottoms out.

It’s been a few days since the two of you have managed to get any sort of alone time together, so you know that both of you are pretty pent up. And with the threat of tomorrow… who knows if you’ll get any more time together. 

“So wet for me already.” He praises you. “All for me, hm?”

“Tech…” You groan, pushing up toward him so that you can kiss him again, which accidentally forces him even deeper into you, making you both gasp, breathlessly against each other. “Feels… so good.” 

“It does.” He agrees. “You always do.” 

Tech starts thrusting into you, still rubbing firm circles over your clit, forcing you to bury your face into his neck so that you can bury the sounds, biting ever so slightly, causing him to groan. You’ll never get tired of hearing how he comes undone just for you. 

“H-harder…” You beg. 

Tech begins slamming into you, keeping his speed consistent, and you know he can feel you clenching around him. He grips your thigh around his waist, holding it there so you don’t slide away on the workbench. You hold onto his shoulder with one hand and the shelf behind you with the other, trying to keep yourself firmly in place as he ruts into you.

He pulls his face away so he can practically swallow the sounds you're making, kissing you breathless.

“I need you to cum for me, darling… I need to feel it.” He whispers, his voice low and needy.

“My clit… more…” You gasp, barely able to get coherent words out.

Tech understands, though. Of course he does. He starts to rub a bit faster, applying more pressure, but pushes you back so that he can reach deeper inside of you with his cock. That’s exactly what does it. You feel the warm familiar fuzzy feeling pooling inside of you, threatening to send you flying over your edge.

“That’s it, love… I can feel you so close.” He smirks, slamming his cock in and out of you so perfectly, it echoes off the walls of the garage. 

You start to cum around Tech’s cock, thrown immediately over your edge for him. He loves watching you cum around him, loving the way your walls choke his cock. His hips stutter slightly as he’s thrown from his own edge, painting your walls with himself, filling you as full as he possibly can, leaving both of you gasping and panting.

“I really… am sorry.” He whispers, helping you sit up before pulling out of you.

You rest your forehead against his, nodding, cupping his cheek. “It’s okay. I’m sure everything will be alright. I trust you.”

You know that he knows that you’re thinking of last month when you tried to get that war chest for Cid, who’s just seemingly getting you into all sorts of shit lately, and how he broke his femur… 

“Thank you for trusting me.” He leans in and kisses you.

You both clean up in the fresher before finishing up the pod and going to get a few hours of sleep before you have to be up. You curl up next to each other in the bunk on Cid’s ship, holding each other as tight as you possibly can, since you don’t know what could happen with the race. As long as he comes back to you in one piece, you think everything will be alright.

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[swayziiwriter]

Diamond | Kylian Mbappé

summary: an argument quickly forgotten when Kylian surprises you with a diamond necklace, only fair that you give something back.

WARNING: 18+, sexual content

The sound of your heels clicking against the floor of yours and Kylian's home echoed through, before you decided to slip them off tossing them where your had thrown your purse in your fit of anger.

The front doors closed and you knew that Kylian was close behind you, desperately trying to calm you down.

"Y/n please stop" Kylian begged as you continued to speed walk down the hallway of your home trying to get as far away from him as possible.

Suddenly you stopped dead in your tracks as you stumbled upon a jewelry box sitting on the island of your kitchen. "What's this?" You asked, anger still consuming you as Kylian had made you feel like a fool tonight.

"It's for you, I was planning on giving it to you after the ceremony but-" you cut him off before he could finish. "But I ruined it right?, screw me for having feelings right?". For wanting to be treated with respect!?"

You were now shouting walking towards Kylan you pointed a finger at him before saying "you bring me to an event where you knew your ex fling would be. And instead of telling me who she was, you lied to me the entire night making me look like a fool when I found out who she really was" you continued shouting, now pushing him back. Still, he didn't budge.

"I'm sorry, i'm so sorry" Kylian replied, his hands going up to yours in an attempt to console you. You didn't move, letting him bring you into an embrace, you were so angry at him for being untruthful with you, but still you couldn't walk away from this argument. You and Kylian had never fought like this before, you knew that it was obviously his fault for not telling you who she really was.

"Why didn't you just tell me" you pleaded pulling away from Kylian, playing with the button of his suit.

He took a deep breath before speaking, "I never did anything with her I swear, we met years before I met you." "She's convinced there was something between us when there never was." Kylian was now looking at you in your eyes, telling you that what he was explaining was the truth. "I would never do that too you, I only wanted for her to leave you alone so I told you I didn't know her." He continued, "I'm sorry y/n, please don't be angry with me."

"I love you, I would never want to do anything that would hurt you." He softly spoke now caressing my cheek with his hand. You took another breath before leaning into his chest, pulling him into another embrace. Heart beating out of your chest as he brought his hands to your hair.

"I'm sorry for yelling" you mumbled to him as he looked down at you smirking.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" You laughed out, leaning away from him curious to hear his response.

"Go upstairs to our room, strip and wait for me" Kylian commanded as he went to grab the box that was still on the island. "Why?" I questioned with a smile of my own giving away my true motives. Kylian softly laughed before answering, "I'm going to apologize, properly."

"Okay" I breathed out before walking down the long hallways of our home to the staircase that lead upstairs, eager to revive my apology that Kylian desperately owed me.

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You played with your curls as you waited for Kylian to enter your bedroom. Then directing your attention to playing with the bedsheets as you sat naked on them, heart beating fast as you awaited his arrival. Suddenly, you heard the floor creaking as Kylian came into view. Clothes on with the box still in his hand.

He smirked at you, eyes racking down your entire body before licking his lips. The tent in his boxers now visible from the outside of his dress pants. Kylian placed the box down on a dresser before walking towards you, you stood up from the bed as Kylian was now in front of you. "Let me help you with these" you motioned to his clothes as you started unbuttoning his suit, pulling off his tie.

In a matter of seconds Kylian had helped you too rid him of his clothing. Both of you now nude and craving each others bodies. You leaned into Kylian ready to start your night before he stopped you.

"Turn around close your eyes, no looking" he whispered into your ear, biting on your ear lobe. You obliged waiting for him once again.

You heard him walk away, before abruptly stopping. It was silent until the sound of a jewelry box being opened could he heard. Kylian's footsteps then returned, his breath now on the back of your neck as he leaned towards your exposed body, leaving agonizingly slow open mouthed kisses at the back of your neck. Moving away from your neck he quickly returned this time moving your hair out of the way.

"Kylian when can I-" he cut you off,

"in a second mon amour" Kylian breathed. You sighed before the feeling of cold metal arrived at your neck, unconsciously bringing your hand up to the necklace that now sat on your neck. You turned around to face Kylan, tears welling in your eyes as you looked down to see the diamond necklace now glistening off your neck.

"Oh Kylian it's beautiful" you said softly, a tear sliding down your cheek before you leaned into his warm nude body. Kylian and I were now holding onto each other, taking in the moment as you never wanted it to end.

"Tout ce que je fais est pour to mon amour" Kylian spoke out, as he started to kiss my neck, before catching my lips. Kylian pulled back before whispering into my ear,

"jump". I jumped into his arms my legs now locked against his waist as I grinded into him, the friction leaving me moaning in pleasure.

Kylian reached the bed, placing you gently in it before flipping you over to be over him. You continued to kiss him, your hair falling over your shoulders shielding you from the world for the time being.

Bodies clashing as you racked your hands up and down his sides, his hands travelling from your lower back to your butt. You moaned out as he started to French kiss you, grinding back into him, desperate to have him where you needed him the most. "Kylian" you backed away from his lips, "please fuck me already" you whined out as he started to fondle your breasts, making sure to pay equal attention to both of them.

"You never did have any patience" Kylian replied back flipping you both over once again. "For your cock?" You smiled, "never.”

Kylian ran his hard cock up and down your folds before slowly sliding in, staying still for a couple of moments. Letting you adjust to his size. No matter how many times Kylian made love to you, you always felt a new sensation everytime he fucked you.

Kylian's thrusts started slow, until he found his pace. Leaving you a moaning mess under him, he continued to pound into you as you could only scream out in pleasure.

Your hands sliding up to Kylian's shoulders. Grabbing ahold of them, needing something to hold onto as Kylian fucked you into the bed.

"You like that?" Kylian asked as you captured his mouth into a dirty hot kiss. "Yes Kylian, yes" you moaned out back. Kylian then harshly grabbed your leg, putting it up, forcing him to hit a new angle inside of your core that made your thoughts go blank. All your focus now going to your breathing that was uncontrollable as you screamed out his name. "Don't stop Kylian" you repeated, so close to reaching your high.

"I can't stop, I might cum inside" Kylian grunted out before he cut himself off with a moan of his own.

"Do it" you moaned back, knowing that you and Kylian had been talking about having children for sometime.

You started to get closer to your climax as Kylian's thrusts started to get sloppy. "I'm close" I moaned out,

"wait, don't cum yet" Kylian replied, near the edge himself.

Kylian brought a hand down to your clit as he started to rub circles on it, that sent you into a bliss. Your climax hitting you hard, your eyes closed at the feeling. Your hands roaming all over Kylian's body, triggering his own release as he spilled his cum into you. Riding out your highs, making sure nothing was left.

You let out a soft moan as Kylian slowly slid out of you. Kylian looked over towards you, he was a sight to see, abs dripping sweat, cock covered in a mix of both your juices.

"Kylian" I spoke out, "y/n" Kylian replied. "I want a baby" I said looking over to see Kylian already looking at me.

"Then get on your hands and knees, ass in the air" he swiftly replied, grabbing you by the waist as you let out a shriek. You and Kylian then erupting into a fit of laughter. Until it was abruptly cut off by your moans. As Kylian started hitting you from behind.

It was going to be a long night of baby making.

[kykymbapp3]

first time with kylian!

- FIRST TIME -

summary; you and kylian have been dating for 4 months. you've never had sex until now.

A/N; idk why but i feel like the song in for it by tory lanez fits this so well😭

content; SMUT, unprotected sex, rough sex, spanking, riding, p in v sex,

word count; 873

ENJOYYY!

even though you and kylian had been dating for over 4 months, you never had sex. not that you two never talked about it, but it wasn't something you were ready to do. kylian being the sweetest boyfriend you'd ever been with waited for you. he didn't want to hurt you.

"so, what do you wanna do?" you asked him as you got comfortable in his arms. "whatever you wanna do amor" he smiled. you kissed him softly as you smiled back at him. almost instantly the kiss turned from slow and sweet, to fast and hard. he left his lips grazing over yours, "I love you" he said. "I love you too" you smiled. he picked you up and placed you on his lap. you gulped as you felt his erection on your core. "please love, just wanna feel you" he mumbled into your ears.

you moaned lightly at his words. you nodded yes to his question. that was all he needed. he immediately put his lips on yours again. the kiss wasn't even loving at first. it was hungry. like he had been waiting his whole life for this moment. he picked you up and carried you off the couch, his lips never breaking the kiss. he threw you on the bed and you whimpered slightly. "take off your clothes" he groaned while palming his cock thru his shorts.

you did as he said and undressed. "your gorguesous" he said while admiring you and your body. he undressed and you regretted agreeing. you just realized kylian is the biggest you've ever been with. most guys being 7 or 8 inches. but kylian was at least 10 from what you could see. you gulped, "don't worry, I"ll be gentle" he whispered.

he put your legs on his shoulder as his mouth was a couple inches from your pussy. "fuck, your so wet already" he groaned. you didn't know what to say. you hadn't said anything in a while. you didn't know what to do but beg. "please" you whined. "patience baby, patience" you groaned. he put small kisses on your inner thighs slowly getting to your core.

you moaned when he pushed his tongue past your pussy lips. you felt cold, you opened your eyes and saw mbappe sitting on the bed pleasuring himself. "fuck baby you taste so fucking good" he moaned. he got off on the image off you in his head. laying down, all fucked out. he got up and aligned his cock with your pussy. "you ready?" he asked you. you nodded. you were in for a long night.

he slowly pushed himself into you, making sure to give you time to adjust. every inch further he went the better you felt. "fuck. please go faster" you moaned out desiring more. he shrugged and pushed into fully. "better?" he grinned as you moaned loudly. if you were being honest, that one push was the best thing you've ever felt. he slowly pulled out and pushed back in.

his hips rocking back and forth as you clutched your legs on his hips. "turn around" he demanded. you looked into his lust-filled eyes and did as he said. immediately he delivered a hard smack onto your ass making you jump. he started fucking you relentlessly. you didn't want him to stop surprisingly. every thrust feeling harder and deeper than the other.

he grabbed your face and pushed it into his pillow. all you could smell was him. his expensive cologne all over as he fucked you into the mattress. he gripped your ass harsly. "fuck please!" you breathed out shakily. you felt tears forming. "fuck kylian im close" you moaned out as you gripped onto the bed frame for support. "cum for me baby" he breathed out.

instantly you let go. you felt nothing but relief as he slowed his thrusting. "fuck that was amazing" you said breathless. he smiled. "you didn't get to cum babe" you frowned. "i know." he said picking you up and placing you on his lap. he laid down on the mattress. "ride me baby, please" he said. you positioned yourself over his cock. slowly you slid down. but every part of kylian wanted to grab your hips and force you down. you grabbed onto his chest for support. you slowly bounced up and down.

he grabbed your ass and spanked it. "fuck your so tight for me baby" he groaned. you felt his cock twitch in your pussy. "close?" you asked him. he nodded as he started to play with your breasts. you hid your face in the crook of his neck and dug your fingernails into his abs. "fuck! I'm so close. please don't stop" he moaned. you smiled and sped up. after a couple seconds he shut his eyes closed and you felt warm shots of cum in your pussy. you fell over next to him. "lemme get you a towel" he said getting up, you smiled. how could someone this nice, be so rough and teasing in bed? he cleaned you up and you cuddled for a while. "I love you" you said laying on his arms. "i know baby, i know" he kissed your head as you fell asleep.

[disgustinggf]

i was tagged by @jupiter-rylee <3

rules: shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist & post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people

too lazy to actually tag people but if anyone wants to do this im tagging u n u have to do it now

[hypergamiss]

How do I avoid becoming misogynistic as a fellow woman? In my experience, I've witnessed women throw me and other people under the bus for some of the worst men I've ever seen (a great example is Kelsey with Meg Thee Stallion vs. Tory Lanez). Do women benefit from betraying each other? I'm asking because I'm not cutthroat and weird like that, so I have a hard time wrapping my head around the reason why so many do stuff like this. I've seen women do some nasty shit to other women (ie. ghislaine Maxwell) and end up looking like a fool in the end. I see this traitor behavior happen all the time at work, socially, personally, in family, etc and it's so strange. I don't want to start hating women because of this revelation, but I'm definitely not #teamwomen anymore.

Avoid boy crazy, pick me, Bob the builder, etc types of women at all costs.

It's that simple (in my opinion). Meg is herself boy crazy so her friends are as well and it came as no surprise that her friend decided to defend Tory. That was very predictable in my book. I do not think that the women who decide to put men on a pedestal actually know that they are making things worse for other women. They think that male attention and validation matter more than being a girls girl and protecting each other. It's not your job to understand them either, just stay in your lane and avoid them because we will NEVER come to understand their behavior over here. Focus on only befriending women who have healthy boundaries, you will quickly realize that they have good morals as well. I would also suggest unfollowing all of the boy-crazy women on all platforms or you will be consumed by all of the negativity that they put out to the world. It's even hard for me to listen to their lyrics or see their posts. I can't begin to explain how refreshing it is to have a group of friends that prioritize themselves because you know they wouldn't do anything harmful to you over a man. We have a very abundant mindset, and we understand that men come and go (up until a husband, of course) to the point that losing a strong friendship hurts more than going through a breakup with a man. Some women will even physically tell you that they aren't boy crazy so you have to pay attention to their actions closely. I had a friend who I thought was on the same page as me in the past but she told me all the details about a man she was dating and I quickly realized she was lying. She completely adjusted her schedule to his needs (even calling off from work), slept with him after a week, and started mentioning marriage at week 3 right before she got dumped. This told me all I needed to know about her and this was definitely the actions of someone who would ditch you or betray you for the temporary fling they're involved with. It's just not worth it to be around them even if you think they are a really good and genuine person, they will do almost anything to please men. I've had my fair share of betrayals and it's never the women who are confident and date strategically that are involved in my experience.

[geralts-yenn]

Music Tag Game

Tagged by @miss-rebel-without-applause

Rules: Once you're tagged (if you want to), go to your "On Repeat" playlist (if you have one), put it on Shuffle and list the first 10 songs that play. Then tag 10 people (if you want to) to see what they're listening to! My 10 are as follows

It's your turn (if you want to) @raccoon-eyed-rebel @deandoesthingstome @peyton--warren @ellethespaceunicorn @cardierreh15

@littlefreya @ylva-syverson @thelastsock @mayloma @poledancingdinos

[nighthol]

I think I miss who you pretended to be. Maybe I never actually knew you. Too many lies. You fulfilled your needs and left me empty. A shell. Feeling nothing, but loneliness and heart ache.

Looking for you in the crowd

To see you dancing again

Out of mind, out of sight

But where you goin’ home

tonight.?

Yeah, you got what you need

And then you never came

back around

Now you got what you need

Now it’s out of mind, out of

sight

Actin’ like I left you behind

I think you do it for my

reaction